mike and dustin find out about eddies secret girlfriend
a/n oops it went longer than i thought it would. not proof read at all </3 kind of bad but a cute idea i had. we could all use a little fluff right now:) i also really wanna bake cookies soo
no one wouldâve thought that eddie âthe freakâ munson would be dating someone as sweet as y/n l/n.
she wasnât popular like the crissy and the other cheerleaders but everyone knew her, since she was one of the nicest people at hawkins high. she wasnât particularly outgoing or chatty but the minute she found someone she felt comfortable around, her thoughts would spill out of her mouth.
it wasnât likely for her to cross paths with eddie munson. y/n always had an eye out for him. something about his big doe eyes and silly smile stood out to her from a distance. she was always too shy to approach him.
when eddie saw y/n walking home in the pouring rain one afternoon he couldnt just leave her there. one thing led to another and their unexpected friendship turned into secret romance.Â
its not that she was embarrassed around him or that they went out of the way to hide things, he just wanted to keep her to himself for as long as he could.Â
and he knew hellfire would lost their minds over someone like her.
y/n spent a lot of time in eddies trailer since his uncle was barely around and her parents werent exactly present. his place had changed a but since she was practically living there. everything was cleaner and so much more organized.Â
a few of her little trinkets started to make their way into eddies room. of course he never noticed. bottle of pink nail polish standing out beside his black ones. a couple hair ribbons lying around. a small teddy that looked extremely out of place in eddies chaotic room. some stuff even made itâs way around the trailer, like a vase of tulips sitting by the front door.
just because eddie didnt pay mind to these things dosent mean it wasnt starting to become obvious that there was a girl in his life.Â
dustin and mike felt something was off sitting on the living room couch in eddies trailer waiting for him to bring out a hellfire shirt, that mike accidentally burnt. the place was a little nicer that they last saw and the kitchen area smelled strongly of cookies.
they were too scared to question eddie who was already upset, considering this is the third time one of the these munchkins have âdisrespectedâ the hellfire shirt.Â
âyou two, dont move. dont snoop. and dont touch anythingâÂ
mike an dustin gave each other the same look the minute eddie was out of sight.Â
dustin breaks the silence, âare we sure this is eddies trailer?âÂ
before mike could get a word out he was interrupted by the sound of keys being jammed into the lock. the boys were ready to run out thinking mr munson was back home.
neither of them were prepared to see a pretty girl walk in wearing what seemed to be a pink hellfire shirt? their jaws were practically on the floor.Â
âsorry i took so long my love, i think the cookies are almostâ uhm wheres eddie?â
she froze in front of the two boys who looked like they had a hundred questions to ask.Â
 âhes uh we were justâ âeddies in his roomâ
the boys clearly stumbling over their words stared mindlessly. wondering why there was a girl in eddies trailer baking cookies out of everything.Â
âeddie!â, the girls eyes lit up as he walked into the room to see his girl standing in front of two very puzzled teenage boys.Â
âeddie who is this?â âwhy is she wearing a hellfire shirt?â âno why is she baking cookies for you?â âdid you give her your keys?â
the boys panicked rambling was amusing to y/n who was now smiling at their outburst.
âalright can it dipshits!â he wrapped his arm around the her waist tugging her close to him. âthis is my girlfriend, y/n. no i will not be answering any questionsâ
she shly waved at the boys and placed a small kiss on eddies cheek before going to the back to pull the cookies off the cooling rack.Â
âhere have some! i just baked them its a new recipe. you kids must be hungry and i know eddie dosent feed you at hellfireâ she smiled brightly at the boys handing them the freshly backed, slightly crooked looking chocolate chip cookies.Â
âuhm thank you. but first can i ask you something?âÂ
âsure! mike wheeler right? im friends with your sisterâ
âyeah uhm youâre dating eddie? i mean eddies great but youre so sweet and hes so.....you knowâ
eddie smacked the boys head lightly, âwhats that supposed to mean?âÂ
y/n bit her lip to keep her from laughing, their little secret was out but they didnât mind it at all.
âhes quite the charmer and secretly a big softieâ, y/n pulled his face down and booped his nose giggling, âarent you babyâ
eddie groaned at her cheesiness knowing she was messing with him in front of his friends. Â
its safe to say his friends never saw eddie the same way again. he wanted to keep your sweet soul to himself for a bit longer but he loved that he could show everyone how much he loved you <33
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I just finished watching Daisy Jones and the Six and I wanted to ask if you could write a Charles SMAU where his wife passes away from illness and leaves a video behind for him to find happiness. They can have a little child together please. Thank youđâ€ïž
when i die, i want you to live | cl16 smau
PAIRING: charles leclerc x wife!reader
SUMMARY: after battling illness, y/n unexpectedly succumbs to it much sooner than expected, leaving behind her husband and their daughter. 8 months later, charles is not coping very well, so your best friend hands him an envelope addressed to him from you.
WARNING(S): mentions of death, sad
A/N: ooh i love that show!! anyway, this is my first ever request (!!), so hope it's as u imagined đ«¶
creds to @classiclitfreak for proofreading!! <3
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charles_leclerc Today, 27 years ago, is the very special day that brought me my beautiful wife and best friend. Forever grateful for that. Happiest of birthdays to you, Mon cĆur â€ïž
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tmz_tv Tragic news emerged in the early hours of this morning as Y/N L/N-Leclerc, a renowned fashion designer and philanthropist, passed away unexpectedly, just three weeks past her twenty-seventh birthday. Her untimely passing has left her family and friends in shock and disbelief.
In a statement released by her family, it was revealed that Y/N had been battling illness for an undisclosed duration. However, medical professionals had initially estimated a longer prognosis, making her sudden passing even more devastating.
During this profoundly sorrowful time, we extend our heartfelt condolences to Y/N's family.
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scuderiaferrari Due to personal matters, Charles Leclerc will not be continuing racing for the remainder of the season. Ollie Bearman, our reserve driver, will take his place instead.
This was not an easy decision, and therefore we ask that you handle this news with respect and sensitivity.
Our thoughts and support are with Charles Leclerc and his family during this challenging time. đâ€ïž
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8 months later...
Charles enters the living room, ensuring the door closes softly behind him to avoid disturbing his little girl. Running his fingers over his beard, he examines the envelope in his hand and sighs. Y/Nâs best friend pressed it into his hand at a dinner party the previous evening, insisting he watch it as soon as he finds the time. And here he is now, holding the thin envelope.
If someone had told him when he was younger that heâd get emotional over something as simple as seeing his wifeâs handwriting on paper, he would have scoffed in disbelief. Not him, that would have seemed absurd. Yet here he is, feeling a lump form in his throat over mere black ink on paper.
As peculiar as it seems, he brings the envelope to his nose, and memories of Y/N flood his mind. He can almost feel her soothing touch as she works the knots out of his back after a gruelling day of racing. Inhaling, he feels Y/Nâs sweet scentâit is as comforting as her smile.
A smile tugs at Charles' lips as he pictures that infectious grin that lit up his wifeâs face at the most unexpected moments. It was one of the things he loved most about herâshe had a way of bringing brightness to even the darkest of days.
Shaking his head, he snaps out of the trance, shifting deeper into the living room until he sinks into the welcoming embrace of the couch. There, he retrieves the laptop resting on the coffee table, feeling the weight of the moment as he opens the envelope and extracts a flash drive from within. Rolling it between his fingers, he inserts it into the side of his laptop with a determined motion.
Once all is in place, he watches a file labelled âTo my dearest Lover, brightest Heart, and deepest Soulâ materialise in his list of files. The sight catches him off guardâhis throat constricts, making each breath a struggle, and his eyes well up, though he fights against the tears. Not now. He can't afford it. Allowing himself to be consumed by grief would mean losing precious time, time he needs for his daughter waiting in her playroom down the hallway.
He takes a moment to regain composure, squeezing his eyes shut, focusing on the rhythm of his breath until the tension in his chest begins to ease. With a sharp intake of air, he opens his eyes wide and taps the file, revealing a video. Running his teeth over his lower lip, he hovers the pointer over the play button, then taps the mousepad with a steady hand.
The video opens with Y/N seated on the very same pale couch heâs currently occupying. He places both hands onto the soft sofa, yearning for a connection, a way to feel her, even though he knows he canâtâtouching the past is impossible.
Y/N walks toward the camera, readjusting it before taking three steps backward and retaking her seat. Inhaling deeply, she hesitates, her mouth opening, then closing again, like a fish out of water.
âMon cĆur,â Charles whispers, moving the laptop onto the coffee table.
âHmm,â Y/N drops her hands into her lap and smooths down her flowery dress. She stares directly at the camera, tilting her head sideways with a crooked smile. âI donât know where to start.â
Her eyes widen. âAfter all this planning, I still donât know where to begin.â She lets out a few chuckles and then purses her lips. âWell, I suppose greetings are in order?â
Her expression softens as her brows furrow. âHello, my darling, my world, my everything.â
âHey,â Charles whispers, his throat tight with emotion, barely allowing sound to escape.
âAlthough I'm very happy to see you, if youâre watching this, it means you're not living as I want you to,â Y/N's voice trembles, causing her to pause and swallow. âI know itâs hard, baby. I donât expect this to be easy on you, but I donât want you to spend the rest of your life looking back at us in sadness, you know?â
Charles leans forward, elbows on his lap, eyes fixed on the screen, his face tinged with a faint shade of red.
âRemember our first date, when we had to cancel our reservations at that restaurant because you felt sick on the way there?â Y/N bursts into laughter but quickly stifles it, her hand covering her mouth.
âNo, no,â Charles pleads softly, shaking his head, âplease donât hide your beautiful smile, my love.â
âItâs not like there was anything you could do about being sick, but I remember feeling miffed because I already had a stressful day, so for you to cancel just like that, it irritated me,â she reminisces with a nod. âBut you were quite pale, so I wanted to make sure you got home alright. And we walked, barely talked,â she giggles, the joy reaching her eyes, âbut then this little kid appeared, his name wasâŠâ
âBenny,â they both say simultaneously, a faint smile tugging at one corner of Charles' lips.
"Boy, was he excited to meet you, his idol. It was like seeing a completely different person. You became someone entirely new for this little boy whom you didnât even know. Nobody forced you to take time out of your day when he came running, his arms wide open," Y/N says, extending her arms along with the words. "You couldâve just walked away. I mean, you had a reason to: you were sick."
Pausing for a moment, Y/N sits up straighter, leaning forward and shaking her head. "But you didnât. You put on a brave face, and you turned into Bennyâs hero and so much more. I think we stood there with his parents for about half an hour, and you didnât complain once. And thatâs when I knew."
Y/N nods, crossing her legs and slinging one hand behind the sofa. "Thatâs when I knew you could be the man I was going to marry. And turns out you were," she says, smiling sheepishly. "The love you have for people, for our daughter, itâs⊠itâs so profound, itâs boundless. So donât limit it. Donât you dare limit yourself just because Iâm not around anymore."
Her expression turns serious as she exhales. âYouâre such a bright light. You bring happiness and purity into peopleâs livesâinto my life,â Y/N presses her hand against her chest. âI donât want you to dim it. I want you to shine for as long as that candle burns. Donât let it die prematurely because of bad happenings. Thereâs so much more to love, to live, to enjoy. And while you may not see me at your side anymore, holding onto D/N, Iâm right here.â
Charles sniffles, folding his hands over his mouth as he swallows his sobs, while Y/N points to her heart.
âIâm with you forever and always. Iâm protecting you and D/N, and Iâm watching over you, making sure everythingâs alright.â Y/N releases a sigh before chewing at her bottom lip with a wistful smile. âAnd part of that means making space for more love, for you. You have a big heart, you know? Thereâs enough room for you to find happiness with someone new. Thereâs no shame in it, and thereâs no guilt in it. Itâs what makes being alive such a beautiful thing: your love is yours, and itâs not confined to just one or two people. You can spread it, and still, our love will remain unchanged.â
Tears stream down the sides of Charles' cheeks as he struggles to maintain his composure, his eyes fixated on the screen as if afraid that if he peels his gaze away for one second, his wife will disappear.
Y/N briefly looks off to the side, her attention seemingly caught by something in the room, before snapping her head back to the camera with a bright smile.
âIt seems I have to go,â her shoulders sink.
Charles leans forward, the screen mere inches away from his face, as he strokes the outline of Y/Nâs face on the screen, whispering desperately, âPlease donât, mon cĆurâŠâ
âI love you so, so much. You and D/N are the most precious gifts, the greatest joys I have had the privilege to experience, so please, please,â she claps her hands together, moving them back and forth, âpleaseâŠwhen I die, I want you to live.â
Y/N rises from the couch and walks towards the screen, her eyes unwavering for even a moment. âGive my little girl all my love, and kiss and hug her extra tight for as long as you can, for me.â
Offering one final smile, she blows a kiss at the screen. âI love you. Please donât stop. Don't stop loving and don't stop living.â
The video freezes with Y/N frozen in place, a beautiful smile etched onto her lips, filled with the purest form of love.
Feeling suddenly overwhelmed, Charles collapses, the weight of the world pressing down on him. He drops his face into his hands and releases all of it: sob after sob after sob. Thereâs something liberating about finally letting go; the burden pours out of him, leaving behind a fragile yet tranquil Charles as he gazes at the still shot of his beloved wife, whom he adores so deeply.
A soft click draws his attention to the door just in time for it to creak open slowly, revealing his little girl standing there, her favourite yellow teddy bear clutched tightly in her arms.
âPapa,â her voice floats like a gentle breeze.
Charles smiles, opening his arms wide as she runs towards him. He's momentarily winded as she reaches him, but he quickly regains his composure and lifts her onto his lap.
âHello, my love,â he whispers, touching his forehead to hers.
Her tiny hand pats his cheek, her expression filled with concern. âYouâre crying?â
Charles shakes his head, trying to reassure her. âHappy tears,â he explains, âlook.â He points at the screen, where Y/N's serene face is frozen in time.
âMaman!â D/N exclaims, slipping from his lap and heading towards the screen. Her small hands tap the screen eagerly as she calls out, âMaman! Maman! Maman!â
âYes,â Charles swallows, ignoring the pang in his chest as he shifts his focus to his little girl. âYou want to see Maman, huh?â
He rises from the sofa and lifts D/N into the air, settling her on his hip. âHow about we go take a look at the photo albums, okay? There are lots of beautiful pictures of Maman in there, alright?â
âMaman! Maman! Maman!â D/N continues to exclaim, squirming excitedly in his arms as they walk through the door and down the hallway into the living room.
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f1gossipofficial Nine months after the tragic passing of his wife, Y/N, Charles Leclerc has been spotted for the first time on a beach in Spain with their shared daughter.
Witnesses who captured the photographs above mentioned that he appeared to be coping well, and fans respectfully gave them space while appreciating the sight from afar.
We're glad to see Charles out and about again, and we extend our best wishes to him and his family as they continue to navigate these changes.
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you don't get to tell me about sad
file two - lewis hamilton
a/n: iâm so unserious i cannot even- đ„Č i didnât plan to post this today but i was on a mission. itâs my first lh44 fanfic and iâm actually proud of it. hope you like it! although it ends open to a part two, i truly donât plan on writing, just so you know! đ€
tw: angst, cheating, sort of toxic love/relationship, divorced parents, mentions of anxiety, twin pregnancy. a bit of âillicit affairsâ inspiration.
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Everything pointed towards one direction: you getting heartbroken in the end. Heavily heartbroken, to a point, itâd become hard to breathe and face the world as if heâd never been part of your life - how would you be able to forget him and the way the corners of his eyes wrinkled when he laughed, the way his hands instantly searched for your face to kiss you whenever you said something thatâd make him laugh?
Lewis was drawn to you and your energetic personality the moment you met, at an FIA gala years ago, and everything about your relationship moved on so fast you were swept off your feet. Like a hurricane, Lewis Hamiton turned your life upside down in a way youâd never be able to explain - and thatâs how it went for the next four years. You built a house, a life, a family.
When the twins were born, you thought life couldnât be more complete, but then Lewis won his 7th World Championship the same year and you made a surprise appearance the moment he stood on the highest spot of the podium, where he belonged. You still remembered the way his eyes widened and jaw dropped, but his facial expression quickly switched to the happiest youâd ever seen him - the sparkle in his teary eyes and the way he never stopped looking at you. As soon as the champagne ceremony was over, Lewis rushed to find you, without even caring how all the cameras had their focus on the two of you as you kissed passionately.
âWhere are they?â he breathed against your lips, asking for the twins. You motioned to the garage with your head, where your parents stood with each baby in their arms. Lewis sighed in relief, two weeks were too much time away from Daisy and Jude - the chubby tiny humans wiggled their feet seeing their papa coming closer and thatâs how you were living the life that was meant for you.
Things got wonderfully overwhelming when, much to your and Lewisâ surprise, the two lines on five different pregnancy tests were as clear as the Spanish sun outside, as you enjoyed your summer vacation. The twins were just eight months and still needed all of your attention - with Lewis away most of the time and nowhere near thinking of retiring from F1, you had to count on with yours and his parents, so your constant absence during the new season was deeply missed by everyone.
You genuinely thought this new baby would add more joy to what was already a happy life - Lewis could barely contain his excitement and made sure the whole world knew about the familyâs new and unexpected addiction, but by the time you were about to give birth again things had drastically changed.
He wasnât your Lewis anymore, but you wouldnât be the annoying wife, you wouldnât pressure him so youâve watched the love of your life slowly distancing himself from you as a husband. Lewis didnât touch you anymore and the passionate kisses were no longer there. You knew very well how much it affected him seeing Red Bullâs and Maxâs dominance on the sport that he, not long ago, was the absolute favourite - but something you two promised the day before you tied the knot, was to always seek each other whenever trouble approached and you felt like it could have an impact on your marriage.
Now, sitting on the expensive sofa of your Monaco luxurious penthouse, with your three children still asleep, you waited for the sun to rise as your eyes couldnât move from the sparkling diamonds on your ring finger. The engagement ring, the wedding band, and the eternity ring Lewis gifted you when the twins were born. Each ring represented the most perfect memory and the life you had built with the man you loved.
When you hear your bedroom door open and slow, almost silent steps towards you, you can also feel anxiety bubbling up your stomach and making your head spin. It had to be now, or you wouldnât have the guts to do it anymore.
âGood morning, Lew.â He stopped when he heard your voice, eyebrows scrunching in confusion. You never woke up this early whenever you were in Monaco. âCan you sit here with me?â
It wasnât a surprise when Lewis sat on the opposite side, facing you as the first rays of sunshine found their way through the still closed curtains. His face was perfectly illuminated by the sun, and thatâs when a wave of painful realisation hit you - there was no trace of love nor admiration he usually had in his eyes whenever he was looking at you. So this would have to go down the hard way.
âWhy are you up so early?â The lack of emotion in his voice made you gulp. You desperately wanted to shake and punch him until he was back to normal.
âI donât want to fight, especially under the same roof as the kids.â Lewis moved uncomfortably on the armchair, waiting for you to continue. âBut I need you to know that I know.â
âK-know what?â
âThat youâve been cheating.â
Those four words put an end to your marriage and Lewis used the most pathetic excuse to justify his poor actions, saying how sad he was with how the season was going and that he didnât feel good enough anymore - and on top of that, he also added to his lame speech how busy youâve been with the kids. âYou donât get to tell me about sad,â was the only thing you could send back to him, so full of agonising anger that the thought of his hands touching another womanâs body while you were the dedicated wife and mother made you want to throw up.
Betrayed and shattered, you forced yourself to take one step closer to moving on each day the sun invaded your new bedroom - one recently acquired with years of hard work and not with divorce money. As you navigated through the painful aftermath of being exposed to the media, Lewis faced the consequence of his actions with most of the public turning his back on him once the cheating went public and you knew damn well how. The thick tan line on your ring finger and your children playing at the beach under the afternoon sun were the only things now that represented Lewis in your life.
You were never open to the possibility of reconciliation, and as you moved on the best you could, you had to deal with an insisting Lewis bringing you flowers each time he showed up to his father duties - one he performed incredibly well.
On a night out with Susie Wolff, you confessed how much you missed him in your life but also how you only thought about him touching another woman. Would you ever be able to let go, to allow yourself to be loved again and live a happy life? Lewis couldnât be the only option.
âToto cheated once,â Susie admitted, her cheeks blushing as your eyes widened. âI know you are already divorced, but itâs up to you to discover if you want to embark on a journey of healing and forgiveness. To confront your vulnerabilities, and insecurities, and acknowledge what caused the cracks in your marriage that led to the affair.â
Susie made it all sound so simple, but it was deeper than that.
You concluded that, despite having to see him in your childrenâs faces every day, itâd be easier to deal with it for a while as if Lewis Hamilton was gone forever - dead, even, as awful as it sounded to you. To be happy and healthy for your babies, you have to feel it for yourself first. So, thatâs when you decided that youâd have to avoid him for as long as you could and thatâs what you did. Your mother was responsible for meeting him now whenever he showed up to pick up the kids, and from a respectful distance, Lewis watched you moving on.
First, on your own.
Then, with someone new. Someone who was to you what he couldnât be for eternity, as he promised the day he proposed.
He watched you look as gorgeous as the day you met at that gala, he watched his children accept the new man in your life, he watched you engaged again and your fiancé become the newest Formula 1 champion.
Lewis watched you living the life you deserved and openly hoped heâd have the chance to give you again, no matter what itâd cost, because for you heâd ruin himself a million little times.
And secretly, so would you.
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DISCLAIMER: This is based solely on my research and the patterns that I saw. I can't promise that I'm gonna be sure in all the coorelations, but I'm going to attribute each nakshatra a goddess that I think fits it the closest. If you're dissapointed, to make up for it, I'm going to list some other deities in the end that I think also fit the nakshatra. Don't come for me if you think I'm wrong, be respectful in the comments if you think so and have fun đ€
For Bharani I chose a goddess that I love personally and while I definitely see her connection to Bharani, I still hesistated when putting her here. Not much research was needed while writing as I had already researched almost everything that I could find about her and knew tons. Without further ado, let's start.
Freya
Pantheon: Norse
Name meaning: Lady, mistress
Associations: Love, sexuality, beauty, fate, death, war, magic, cats, gold and amber.
Symbols: Cats, swines, falcons, amber and gold, daisies, swords, romantic music, strawberries, aurora borealis(northern lights)
Freya is a strong, powerful Norse goddess of love, sex, war and death. She has a chariot pulled by gray cats, a loyal boar_ HildisvĂni, that she rides on when in battle, a cloak made of falcon feathers that allows her to shapeshift and the most beautiful piece of jewelry in the world: her necklace Brisingamen.
Her brother is Freyr (lord), god of fertility, agriculture and male virility. Her family comes from the tribe of gods called the Vanir. They're peaceful gods, connected to all civilised earthly matters. The other tribe- Aesir, are said to live in Asgard, away from them. A war broke out between the two tribes. Eventually, a peace negotiation was settled: Freya and Freyr would go to the Aesir as a gesture and would live with them. Despite being Vanir, Freya is debatably the highest standing Norse goddess, comparable in power only to Frigg- the queen of the gods. Some sources say that she taught the Aesir the magical art of seidr, the act of seeing and influencing the future.
Unfortunately, there are not many sources available that would desctibe Freya in greater detail, and this is true for all norse gods. Despite this, some key details about her have been preserved, enough for me to coorelate her to Bharani.
Despite being a love goddess and having a husband, she's very independent, having an iron will and being particular about her preferences. Like the Greek Aphrodite and Roman Venus, her origins are associated with the sea, but in a different way. She's not born from sea, but her father is the god of the sea, oceans and commerce- Njord. Despite this venus associations, she's also a maiden goddess (not unlike Persephone) associated with death and war.
It is known that viking warriors who died in battle had the privillege of entering Valhalla- a kind of heaven presided over by Odin, the chief Norse god. While that's true for half of the warriors, the other half went with Freya in FĂłlkvangr, where lies her hall- SessrĂșmnir. Moreover, it was Freya who had the first pick, Odin had to be content being second.
Her husband, Odr, was frequently away. Missing him, she would cry tears that would turn gold when falling on the ground, and amber if they fell into the sea. She loved her husband, but also had untamed sexuality that was notorious. It was rare in those times as a woman to express yourself sexually and to do so with so much passion and courage, so, it's no wonder why this goddess survived as an important figure for many women.
There's a myth about Freya and her desire being so strong, it causing her pain. The desire was for a necklace made by the dwarves. It was of gold and amber and immidiately captivated her. She went to acquire it but the only price the dwarves would offer was her spending one night with each of them. Feeling like she had no choice, Freya agreed. When her husband found out about her betrayal, he left her and went to the sea. Freya cried and cried but he was nowhere to be seen. After some time, she learned he that he turned into a sea monster and went to him, still loving him unconditionally. Somebody saw the monster and killed Odr, not knowing it was him. Furious, Freya demanded a place for him with the Gods, so they could be together and she got her permit, so that they were reunited in the end.
Freya's names and epithets: Gefn (the giver), Hörn (flaxen_reference to her hair), Mardöll (sea shaker), SĂœr (sow), Valfreyja (lady of the slain).
If you read my post about Bharani, it should not be a surprise that I coorelated Freya to this nakshatra. She rules over love, sex and death, all things Bharani. When reading about Freya and Freyr being twins, Yama (Bharani's god) and his twin sister_ Yami came to mind, especially considering that Yami was said to be free and unrestrained, just like Freya. This is also true for real life Bharani natives, because Bharani is a natural place for females, women tend to find themselves comfortable in these energies while males act restrained.
Freya's desire for her necklace and it causing her problems is also very Bharani, as explored in my Bharani post. The theme of her crying because of her love and ultimately love conquering everything is also closely connected to this nakshatra.
I also avoided choosing either Aphrodite or Persephone, because they're so polarized from each other. I do think Bharani is more Persephone, but I don't think that either of them represent Bharani completely. I see Bharani as having traits of both: Ruling over love/ sexuality but also being a maiden. Freya seemed perfect. I debated whether she was better suited for Purva Phalguni or not, but the death association made Bharani the better choice.
I'm well aware that some people think that she and Frigg are the same Goddess and they're definitely similar and there's a great possibility that they originated from the same goddess. I really don't think they're the same though. To me Freya is fire, Frigg is ice, Freya's the mistress, Frigg is the wife. Freya is the maiden, Frigg is the mother, and so on...
Deities that I attribute to Bharani other than Freya:
Persephone- Greek goddess of vegetation, spring and the underworld, "Queen of the Dead"
Bhairavi- Indian goddess, "awe-inspiring" "formidable".
Hel- Norse goddess of the dead, who's half dead, half a beautiful young girl
Inanna- Sumerian goddess very similar to Freya. Also a love/sexuality goddess and also a maiden. "Queen of the Heaven", she also decended into the underworld.
Gwenhwyfar- Queen Guinevere, Welsh goddess of sovereignity and the Earth, representing the land itself. (This one I hesitated to put but the vibes are matching, to me at least).
EDIT: So, obviously, Hades, Pluto or whatever god of death any culture has is also coorelated to Bharani, ig I forgot about them cause Bharani is so female-centered lol.
So that's it! I hope fellow Bharanis and everyone else found this entertaining and insightful. You're welcome to research all these goddesses if you wish and let me know if u think I'm right. Being my moon nakshatra, Bharani was extra pressure, but what's done is done. LET ME KNOW YOUR THOUGHTS, PLEASE đ€
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Recovery Road
~(inspired by Daisy Jones and the Six)~
rating:Â E for Explicit! 18+
pairing:Â dieter bravo x f!reader
summary: (AU) Dieter Bravo is on his last chance. Six months out of a two year stint in rehab, his marriage on the rocks, and his starlight fading, he reunites with an old director friend on a project that might save his career and his personal life in a single go. Enter Natalie Lorraine, his new enigmatic co-star. Together, they go on to lead a film that comes to define a generation â and are both mysteriously absent the night the film receives an Oscar for Best Picture. Their reasons for missing such a landmark event are their own.
Amidst affairs and acrimony, the temptation of relapse, and the intoxicating allure of wanting what you canât have, Dieter and Natalie have become a ticking time bomb, primed to explode.
warnings for the whole series:Â depictions of drugs/drug use, alcohol/smoking, cheating/infidelity, discussions of addiction and withdrawal, age gap (Dieter is 35 and reader is 22), smut, some rather toxic behavior from all parties involved, bad relationships, masturbation, pining, angst, depictions of anxiety/anxiety attacks/bad mental health/mental illness, truly terrible coping mechanisms, no use of y/n, named reader but no physical descriptions other than hairstyle, language, everything and I mean everything about the entertainment industry/filmmaking is made-up bullshit, several new OCs for the purposes of storytelling, Bisexual!Dieter, makes no reference to the plot of the movie, it ends well â I promise!
a/n: *wheezes* I canât believe Iâm writing fanfiction about a character from a Judd Apatow movie. Thank you to @spookyxsam for all of her support and input!
extras
âČ Recovery Road inspo tag
âČ Official movie poster for Recovery Road
âČ AO3 Link
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part i: a cute megalomaniac
part ii. what we owe other people
part iii. this is the night i go ballistic
part iv. the infinity of pocket universes and human stupidity
part v. breeding ground
part vi. laissez le bon temps rouler
part vii. familiar bodies
part viii. (i'm sorry) i fall in love like a viper
part ix. gold dust woman
part x. the promises i made to you
THE END đ€
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if youâre taking requests right now, could I req any fluff and/or nsfw hcs of dating yu haibara? :)
of course!! he's absolutely precious so i am more than happy to be writing haibara for you nonnie đ€
Haibara's your biggest sweetheart. There's never a day that goes by where he doesn't show you that heâs constantly thinking about you by surprising you with the little things. He wants to make your day just a bit brighter â like when he picks up lunch for the both of you and tucks a daisy behind your ear before digging in, leaves you a sweet note for the early mornings he's not able to wake up with you, gives your hand a small squeeze every so often to let you know you're both actively holding hands and he couldn't be happier.
He's such an honest and straightforward person that he has a way of loving you loudly even before you both started dating. Not even his playful and teasing senpais (Gojo and Geto) can make him feel embarrassed about his feelings for you and instead Haibara openly admits it with a huge grin on his face. Which is no fun to them, namely a white-haired menace. However, there's always a touch of blush on his cheeks whenever he has to face you with these vulnerable feelings of his since you have this effect on him that makes his heart quicken and he hopes you feel the same way with every touch, every kiss, every I love you.
With that being said, you never have to worry about Haibara being swooped away by someone else because he can recognize when "friendly" gestures and words are crossing boundaries where he can pick up on you feeling uncomfortable. Yes, he's generally an optimistic guy and sees the good in others but being with you almost everyday he can sense even your most subtle mood shifts. And he knows just how to involve you as "my girlfriend" into the conversation to shut down their advances in the most polite way that reassures his feelings for you. Not a moment later, he intertwines your fingers and kisses your knuckles to lift your spirits.
Haibara doesn't seem like he would be amazing at planning dates, but the activities and the hole-in-the-wall eatery he had in store for the evening really surprised you with how it's aligned to your interests and things you've been meaning to do. Of course Haibara pays attention to you, he always does. And only if you knew how Nanami has to keep hearing your name come out of his mouth for the umpteenth time when they're on missions together, "Oh, Y/n would love this." "This would be perfect for Y/n!" when something catches his eyes that you might like.
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âĄâË đŠąă»â⧠Seven Sentence Sunday!
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well a few days ago I started thinking about a new wip, and today I come show you the first snippet. I would usually keep it hidden bc I like suspense but not this time. Itâs gonna be 10 letters written by Eddie, sent to Maddie. Each chapter will be a new letter. Kinda tw: Buckâs dead. This is the only thing Eddie and Maddie have to keep the memory of him alive.
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"Dear Maddie,
I'm sorry it took me so long to get back to you. After burying the funeral, I felt like I was going to die. I... still kinda do. Everywhere I look, I see him. I guess I don't have to explain it to you. You probably see him, too. He was never just mine. He was ours.
I don't have words of comfort. Chris is in pieces, and frankly, so am I. Somedays I wake up and I absentmindedly reach over to his side. I've had to curl bu back up into my side and cover myself up. The bead is wearing out unevenly.
It's getting harder to carry on. It probably wasn't the smartest thing to do, but I deleted everyone's number. I don't think I'm strong enough to ever see any of them again. Any of you, really.
I love you, Maddie, I'm sorry.
I should ask how you are, but I think that'd be stupid. Last I heard, Chim had to get you commited against your will. I don't know where you are, but I hope these letters reach you anyway. I think it's the last I have of him, and it's the last I can give of me.
You kindly asked me to tell you how we fell in love. I gotta be honest, Maddie, I didn't couldn't yet, but now... there's a part of me that believes I'll forget if I don't write it down. Kinda like everything else is wasting away.
So, I will. I'm gonna tell you our story. I will be as delicate as I can, because he never deserved anything but gentleness. I only hope I was able to love him the way the universe intended me to love him. I can't fathom thinking that loving him from this far will ever amount to what I could've done had we had our whole lives.
I was too late."
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Hey June; could I ask for motherâs day in the Miller household? With Joel, Sarah, Ellie, and Sammy doing something nice to surprise you? Just all the kids and Joel being such a wife guy and showering his wife with love, I need it đ€
Saph!! Thank you for the request đ©·Sorry this took literally forever but here it is!!
Hey Me, Hey Mama
Pairing: rockstar!joel miller x actress!reader
Summary: Motherâs Day [1.7k]
Warnings: fluff, brief mention of breastfeeding, talks of having another baby, Sam and Daisy being Hell Raisers
You hear the whispering outside your door before you can open your eyes. It sounds a lot like Joel and the girls having a hushed argument while Sam jiggles the door knob underneath their noses, his favorite thing to do since he's started walking. You smile and roll so your back is to the door and pretend to be asleep as quiet footsteps enter the room. Joel's side of the bed dips with his weight, and a gentle hand smoothes the hair out of your face a moment later.Â
"Hey," he says gently, and you hum. "There's a surprise for you." You blink your eyes open to find Sam in Ellie's arms at the edge of your bed while Sarah carefully slides a tray full of breakfast on your bedside table. Eggs, bacon, a little bit of toast, and a huge Starbucks coffee with little cards tucked under the plate fill the tray, and you smile.Â
"Happy Mother's Day." The girls say in unison as Sam babbles along, trying his best to keep up with his sisters. You turn to look at Joel and see a huge bouquet of flowers in his hands.Â
"Happy Mother's Day." He echoes. You sit up, giving Sam enough reason to wiggle away from Ellie and into your bed.Â
"Oh, thank you, guys," you say as Sam collapses into your chest with all his toddler weight, making himself laugh. "D'you guys make this all by yourselves?"Â
"Dad helped," Sarah answers, and Ellie slaps her arm. "I mean, yes."
"One job," Joel mumbles under his breath next to you, and you laugh.
"Well, thank you to everyone who made this. It looks amazing." You say as you hold Sam with one hand and grab the food tray with the other. Sammy snuggles into your side, occasionally reaching for a piece of egg which you give him until he decides he's actually hungry and all but rips your shirt trying to nurse. Thankfully, neither the girls nor Joel gives you a second glance. After almost a full year of breastfeeding, they're used to it and really don't care when or how you feed Sam so long as he's not screaming. They fall right back into their conversation as they lay in between you and Joel in bed.Â
For being as old as they are, the girls never miss an opportunity to crawl into bed with you and Joel like they're little kids again. You love it, especially since you didn't get to make those memories when the girls were little and press kisses to their foreheads whenever you feel like it. Joel observes the organized chaos quietly, snapping candid photos of you four every once in a while and relishing in the slow morning with his family.Â
You finish your breakfast and open the cards from the girls and even one that Sam scribbled in. Ellie gives you a beautiful drawing of one of the pictures she took in the hospital after Sam was born, and Sarah writes a heartfelt message in your card that makes you cry. Sam, ever the cuddly boy, rests his head under your chin once he's done eating and sighs contentedly, making you feel like your heart could burst. Joel catches it and smiles at you over the kid's heads.Â
At some point, Daisy comes crashing in and gets Sam all riled up and wanting to play. Ellie throws Sam over her shoulder and leaves the room with Daisy trailing closely behind, ready to run around the backyard like her life depends on it, and Sarah grabs the now empty tray to take it back downstairs. "We'll be down in just a second, okay?" Joel calls after them.Â
"No funny business with our mom!" Ellie yells, making you choke on your laughter, and Joel's jaw drops.
"She's my wife!"
"Yeah, but she's my mom!"
"She's got a point," you chime in, and Joel rolls his eyes.
"Would y'all just go play or somethin'?" Joel says, and you can hear their laughter even after they close the door behind them. He huffs as he turns toward you, but you're still laughing at the whole encounter. He melts at the sight of the smile on your face and leans forward to kiss you. "Hi," he says against your lips.
"Hi," you say back, resting a hand on his chest and cuddling into his warmth. "Thank you for my breakfast."
"'M glad it wasn't a complete disaster."
"The coffee definitely helped."Â
"Yeah, I figured it would," he breathes. "It's a miracle Ellie didn't burn down the house."
"She's learning." You say, and he nods, but the scarred look on his face tells you everything you need to know. You glance over his shoulder to get a better look at the flowers he brought you and smile when you recognize the petals. It's a bouquet of the kids' birth flowers. Granted, their birth flowers are pretty easy to remember considering how similar they all are. Sarah was born in July, making hers a waterlily, and Ellie and Sam were both born in May, making theirs a lily. There are lots of little filler flowers like Baby's Breath and some pretty ferns, but the lilies really stand out. Thank God you don't have cats. Joel catches you looking at them and chuckles.
"The florist thought I was fuckin' with her when I asked for that many lilies. Had to explain my whole idea to her." He says, and you laugh. Â
"They're beautiful," you say. "But you really didn't have to do anything."
"I wanted to. You deserve to be celebrated," he says like you just said the most incredulous thing to him. "Plus, this is your first Mother's Day with Sammy. I wanted to make it special." You're about to argue that, technically, Sammy was there last Mother's Day, you were just pregnant, but you stop at the love-stricken look on his face. Who are you to argue when he's staring at you like that? You kiss him again.
"Thank you." You mumble, and he smiles.
"You haven't even gotten your big present yet."Â
"Joel-"
"Let me spoil you, please. You deserve it, and not just because you pushed Sam's big ass head out but because of how good of a mom you are to the girls." He cuts you off, and you sigh. He's not wrong, but still, motherhood doesn't feel like something to be spoiled over. It feels like something you just do, and hope everyone gets through life with the least amount of trauma. Even if you said this to Joel, he would argue and probably go on a long tangent about how important you are to the kids, and you'd probably cry. Stupid Libra, you think. Always making me emotional.
Before either of you can say anything else, he pulls a little box from his pocket and hands it to you. It's not dissimilar to the box your engagement ring hid in for months, and for a second, you think about joking that you're already married. But when you open it, a stunning cluster of gems gleams back at you. A ruby and two emeralds shining against a gold band to represent your three kids in order of their births. "I thought it'd be nice to have a reminder of them when you go back to work," Joel says, and you smile. How is he so fucking thoughtful? Carefully, you take the ring out of the box to look at it a little closer. The kid's initials are engraved inside the band as a little secret for you, but something near the gemstones catches your eye.Â
"What's this?" You ask, pointing to the empty spot near Sam's birthstone.
"Oh, I asked the guy to leave a space, just in case."Â
"In case what?" You know the answer. You just want to hear him say it. He blushes and fiddles with his wedding ring.
"In case we decide to have another baby." He says, and you smile. Sam will be one next week, flying through milestones like it's nothing. Sarah is in grad school, doing amazing things, and Ellie is getting ready to finish up her last few semesters of undergrad. Everyone's growing up too fast, and you've both been caught by the other looking at old pictures of the kids. Still, you haven't formally discussed the idea of having another baby until right now. You look down and turn the ring so the morning sun can hit the stones at different points before meeting Joel's eyes again.
"Another baby, huh?" You ask.
"Would it be the worst thing in the world if there was another Miller walkin' around?"Â
"We may never sleep again," you say. "But no, I don't think it'd be a bad thing. I think it'd be pretty cool."
"Yeah?" He asks, and you nod, giddy smiles overtaking you two. You probably look crazy, but you can't care about it when your mind is running fast with images of Sam holding a baby, being a big brother, and teaching them things. Joel hovers over you, his chest pressing against yours, and you slide your hand into his hair. "You're serious?" He whispers.
"Yeah. Three was never my favorite number anyways." You shrug like you're talking about apples instead of humans, and he laughs.Â
"Well, alright," he says. "Let's have another baby." Hearing the words out loud makes you giggle, but the sound is cut short when he kisses you. It's tender and sweet until it's not, his teeth grazing your bottom lip and swiping the pain away with his tongue. Your hand finds its way up Joel's shirt, your fingertips tracing the hard lines of muscle formed over years of playing sold-out shows. He's barely ducked his head to kiss down your neck and chest when a door slams from downstairs, and you hear the girls shouting about something.
"Dad! Sam took off his diaper, and Daisy won't drop it!" Ellie yells, and Joel groans into your skin.
"Just a minute!"Â
"Now!" Ellie and Sarah scream at the same time. The sound of the faucet running, Sam screeching with laughter, and the girls yelling at Daisy fill the previously peaceful house, and Joel gives you a look.Â
"It's all you, Dad." You say, and he sighs.
"Why me?"
"Because it's Mother's Day."
"That," he starts but can't come up with an argument. "Is true," he kisses you again before standing up and walking to the door. With a hand on the knob, he turns back around and points at you. "Don't go anywhere."
"Wouldn't dream of it, cowboy."
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Hello Moonieđ€
I think, this is one of the first requests I ever sent out and since you know how much I love how you write about Loki hehe~âĄ
Could you write something about Reader who is the goddess of flowers~ which is about to meet Loki at Midnight in a beautiful flower garden even it's forbidden?
Thank you so much, dear~âĄ
AWWW, YES! Maybe it is darker than expected, hope you will like it anyway!
Thank you for the opportunity to write about our beloved Loki, my Sigyn!
For the song: Only Us, Miracle of Sound + Karliene
Nothing Else Matters, Only Us
đ„Pairing: Loki x Flower!goddess
đ„Warnings: mention of NSFW, stalking, corruption kink, yandere Loki to you all
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You already knew it. You knew it in the trees and the rivers, in the meadows, in the gentle air that came with spring but became mephitic with the approaching of summer, with his apparition. You already knew it, yet you couldnât resist that thin voice that meandered through the corollas, on the wings of the swallows, straight into your ears: a voice very different from that of your sisters, your parents and your friends, not unknown, but not even a bearer of tenderness⊠a hiss that came at night, far from the moon, when you should have been sleeping, and instead you lost yourself listening.
And that is why Loki found you.
You knew it. But why you? Why to choose a goddess like you? You have been wondering since the first times the God of Deception glanced at you with those sly purple eyes of his and smiled mellifluously, moving a little closer to you during general councils, looking for your presence in the crowd, holding you back, only for a moment, come on, a word, with any excuse. And your motherâs looks have lost importance, nothing could the shadow that slipped on your fatherâs face as he noticed the god adjusting the cloak on your shoulders â after he had moved it â and stroking your hair, keeping his fingers on a lock and almost pulling it; the words of caution, the recommendations, the worries regarding the Lying Deity, the Trickster, the Silver Tongue have lost all their strength, they have all died against the spell of his touch. You donât know why Loki chose you as the recipient of his attention, but he did; and now, nothing else seems to matter to you anymore.
You knew it. You accepted it. So, when the meetings with Loki became more and more frequent, you were ready. He didnât need to force your mouth into a kiss, it wasnât necessary for him to tear off the laces of your bodice and let his hands penetrate underneath, to close on your breasts and squeeze them slowly or slide over your belly. You, you opened the way to his tongue that didnât miss even an inch of your skin, to his bites that did the same, to his nails that marked your back and thighs. Each daisy remained silent, choosing not to look out of terror or resignation, and not a moan escaped your mouth about it; far too many ran away with him, things that no one knows and should know. More and more, my rose, Loki whispered to you from the first times, more and more. More pleasure, more pain, and depravity. Because I know what you want, Y/N⊠I know, and Iâm here to give it to you. Shall we do it again, my rose?
Now you know it: youâll never come back. Even the garden in which you are walking knows it, and during the darkest hour your heart is calm, and you can already hear Lokiâs steps behind you â as always. You wait a moment, then you sigh loudly and hug yourself, and an instant later you feel the godâs hands replace yours as he holds you in an iron grip. No light in this embrace. «I told you: if you meet with me, you wonât come back to your house anymore. Youâll be mine forever. Youâll be my flower goddess, you will make your creatures grow only for me. Every creature.» Loki emphasizes these words by moving his hand down to your womb and caressing it, then he buries his face against your shoulder and kisses, nibbles it. «Youâll never be alone, trust meâŠÂ», he whispers, and you nod, because you know it will be like this. You knew it, you always knew it⊠and you want it.
You will never be alone again. Not an instant, a single second of a life that is no longer empty, nor yours.
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Hey Saturn đ
đin what ways has writing helped you process trauma and/or navigate through your own life?
I write a lot of emotionally heavy stuff so I mean for me I guess itâs a great way to feel I sad and all that in a way that isnât idk harmful. Like I can write about depressing topics which allows me to let out all those feelings idk this doesnât even make sense but itâs nice to feel sad sometimes and I can do that with writing in a non-harmful manner. Yk that probably sounds super psychotic.
đ€what's one fic of yours you think people didn't "get"?
Uh I donât think any of my fics people didnât get. I think people may not like certain things but they still âgotâ it.
đwhat is a fic that got a different response than you were expecting?
Uhhh I think the first fic I wrote for this fandom Because Youâre Exhausting purely because I havenât been a part of a fandom this massive or at least not one that reads as much fanfic is we do lol so it got way bigger response than I anticipated. (Which has unfortunately cursed me to feel like Iâve done a bad job if it doesnât reach that level of response cough running from myself cough)
đshare something with us about an up-and-coming work (WIP) that has you excited!
Iâm going to use this as my Seven Sentence Sunday too - this is from the healing fic again⊠once again there is not a lot of healing going on.. I swear there will be.. eventually
Eventually he picks himself off the floor and tells himself heâll clean the glass up later. Really, he knows, heâll never get around to it.
His whole body is shaking and heâs not sure when that started but he just wonât stop shaking. He turns to the sink and splashes his face with cold water and holds his shaking hands under the water, washing away the blood that wasnât ever there.
He leans against the counter, head in his hands, and he wonders how he managed to let it get this bad.
Or maybe he knows how, he just didnât think it would hit so suddenly. Like itâs been gradually building for a long time but now he actually stops for a moment and it feels like heâs being shot, the force of how bad things have got hitting him square in the chest.
He just wishes it was a real bullet.
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Ooh what about sitting on Eddies lap during the DnD game
a/n this was harder than i thought but i tried my best <3
âż you and eddie had been together for a couple months, hellfire was slowly getting used to seeing you guys together. you were always a little shy when it came time to excessive pda.
âż today had been a long day. you were sleepy, drained and tried after school and practice and weâre ready to melt into your boyfriends arms, but it seemed to slip your mind that today ways eddieâs big campaign with hellfire
âż you were always supportive of him and loved to see how excited he seemed while playing.
âż âhi sweetheart! iâll see you after hellfire tonight yeah?â
âż heâs so sweet, the minute he wraps is arms around you, you turn into a little puddle.
âż you hold him tight and mumble into his chest âcan i come with you eddie?â
âż he almost didnât hear your soft and muffled plea. the way you held on to him and the tired glint in his eyes told him exactly how you were feeling.
âż eddie might be oblivious to a lot of things but one think he knew was his girlfriend and how she was feeling.
âż when eddie said yes you just assumed youâd sit next to hom and watch as the game went on.
âż but being who he is eddie pulls you to sit with your legs across lap as he sits on his throne.
âż youâre startled a bit but canât seem to voice any complains as youâre surrounded by his warm scent and his arm is tight around your waist.
âż as the boys start to walk in theyâre all very confused by how cuddly youâre being and about you being at hellfire in the first place.
âż you softly said hi to everyone and leaned in to eddie who was more than happy to start the game with his sweet arm candy.
âż since you were quieter than usually the boys didnât dare question it, especially terrified of eddieâs temper.
âż if theyâre one thing he cared about more than anything itâs you.
âż they boys voices started to sound muffled and morphed into white noise as you started to fall asleep on your boyfriends lap.
âż he held you close and wrapped things up sooner than usual which earned him a series of protests from the boys, especially dustin and mike.
âż once the room cleared out he gave you a few more seconds to sleep before carrying you to his car and taking you home <3
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Thomas Barrow x sister!Reader - protect you
Could you maybe write a Thomas Barrow x sister!reader where she lip reads because she's deaf or hard of hearing and Thomas just has her back every step of the way despite what people say? It's okay if not. Thank youđ€ - Anonđ
Sitting at the table, you were reading from your book, immersed in your own little world only to be pulled out of it when you felt a tap of your shoulder.
Looking yup, you smiled at your brother as he sat down.
âHave you had breakfast?â He asked.
You gave a small nod of your head, and he rose a brow at you.
He took a plate from in front of him and passed it over to you.
âDonât lie to me (Y/N), I never saw you down here.â
You gave him an apologetic looked, and he gestured to the plate, taking the book away from you so you would focus on eating instead.
While you were doing that, he went to reading his paper.
When Mrs Hughes walked in he kicked your foot and you looked up before standing up, giving her a smile.
âGood morning (Y/N). How are you today?â
You gave her a bright smile and she smiled back.
âDoing well today I see, wonderful. I will need you to do a few small repairs on her ladyshipâs dress after you have eaten if you have time.â
You nodded and Mrs Hughes smiled, leaving the room.
Sitting back down, you turned to Thomas who looked at you.
âYouâre welcome.â
With that you carried on teaching before going about your daily tasks and the jobs that needed done as soon as you could.
You tried your best between working and focusing on your surroundings so you knew people were there, but sometimes it was hard.
While most of the staff knew about your condition, some of them didnât, so when it came to more servants coming for a huge event, they were oblivious to the fact you needed to be tapped on the shoulder if they wanted something.
So when Mr Bates was walking past the boot room and he saw people crowded around the door he stopped.
âIs there something interesting in there?â He asked.
âThereâs a girl in there and she has yet to notice weâre here, so we are playing a game.â
The small group parted to show him who was in there and he stared in shock.
You had small bits of paper thrown around you, and they were clanging some shoes together behind your back while laughing.
âYou know, I donât believe it wise to be messing around with her like this.â
âItâs fine, we so have no idea whoâs servant she is, nobody will admit to her being part of their staff.â
âI see.â
Mr Bates did debate on getting involved, but instead he walked away, and he went in search of somebody else to deal with the situation.
And soon enough he found who was looking for.
âMr Barrow.â
Thomas looked up and sighed heavily.
âWhat?â
âYou may want to come handle the servants who are currently using your sister as a game for their entertainment.â
Thomas immediately dropped what he was doing and stood up.
âWhere?â
âBoot room.â
Thomas sprinted in that direction, and Mr Bates followed with Anna, Mrs Hughes a few others behind him.
They could hear the shouting before they even reached the hallway, and they turned around to see a young man crying as he held his nose while some others cowered in fear.
Jimmy was standing by a door, blocking them from running into the kitchen, keeping Mrs Patmore and Daisy out of the way.
âYou think itâs funny to be picking on a young woman?!â Thomas yelled.
They stayed quiet.
âIf I ever see you talking, or so much as looking at my sister again I will do so much worse than break your nose.â He growled.
âMr Bates, please take the injured boy to see Mr Carson and tell him what has happened, the rest of you sit down, we will be telling the head butler and head housemaids for your respective employers about this, as well as his lord ship.â
The rest of the Downton servants helped ensure that the culprits were kept in one room and kept quiet, and Thomas turned to you.
He took some small paper balls out your hair, and placed his hand on your head.
âAre you alright?â He asked.
You nodded.
âWe will have them all dealt with.â
You nodded again, and he sighed.
He could tell you were upset, he could see it on your face as he held out his arms.
Getting up, you tightly hugged him, and he hugged you back.
He was furious, but he knew you needed him to be with you, so he set aside his anger to be there to support you.
This was the exact reason he had gotten you a job with him, so he could keep you safe, and he was furious anybody would this it okay to use you for their own entertainment.
Yes, you may be different, but you were still human after all.
You were his little sister, and he would be dammed if he ever let anybody get away with treating you with anything but respect.
He didnât care who it was, high status or not.
Nobody was going to treat you like that and he would be sure of it
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Hii!! My name is Millie but you can call me Mill/Mills. Iâm from the Uk but more specifically Wales.
Iâm new to writing so I might make some mistakes here and there but I hope itâll still be enjoyable đ
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I love sharing my favourite songs and just yapping away. I love Taylor swift, 5sos, Sabrina Carpenter, Reneé Rapp, Beabadoobee, Frank ocean, Harry styles, Olivia Rodrigo, Gracie Abrams and MANY MORE.
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Daisy. ( I )
Authorâs note: Hi! Hello! Trying to dip my toe back into writing, so Iâm not sure how good/well it going to go, but I hope you like this because I have some cute plans for it. đ€ G xx
Summary: y/n has a vision impairment and Harry takes a liking to her canine companion.
TW - mentions of blindness/head trauma.
1.3k words.
PART II
The repetitive noise of the grinder filled the small coffee shop as you stirred the singular sugar into your mug of coffee.
The London summer had just begun and youâd tried to get yourself into the routine of getting out of the house a bit earlier to enjoy the morning sun against your skin.
You sat yourself in the corner of the cafe up against the window so you could still enjoy the warmth of outside without the incessant noise of London traffic.
Noise was something youâd become accustomed to either love or hate. Because it was all you really had at your disposal when trying to navigate the outside world.
At the age of seven you had lost your eyesight due to an accident that occurred while ice skating on a winter family getaway.
While skating in the late, cold, winter afternoon youâd taken quite a violent tumble which had seen the back of your head smack against the solid ice.
As soon as your head hit the ice your consciousness was lost and the many hours later that it returned, your eyes opened to complete darkness - it was like you were trapped in a dark cave with no escape.
You soon learned that from the incident that occurred on the ice, your occipital lobe had acquired significant damage that had lead to complete vision loss.
You were seven. Youâre now 25. It had been 18 years since your eyes had taken in light, colour, shapes and, most importantly, faces.
So, sound and touch very quickly became youâre only vices of getting through day to day life, except for your trusty sidekick, Daisy, your seeing eye dog.
You had received her when you turned 19 years of age and made the brave decision to move out of home. You didnât live alone though. You had your roommate, Freya, who you became very fast friends with through university.
She too was always a great help through day to day life, but the best thing about her is that she respected your independence and your need to be able to do things alone.
You took the last few sips of your coffee and wiped your mouth down with a napkin.
âOk, Daisy, time to head to class, hey,â you stated as you felt around for your aged tote bag and tugged on your dogâs harness.
You stood from the seat and carefully navigated your way out of the cafe, waving a polite thank you to the staff.
âI think weâve got enough time to wander through the park, little daisy girl,â you stated as you placed your AirPods in your ears.
Technology also helped you a lot. It helped you to get around without having to always depend on someone.
You had become very comfortable and familiar with the part of London you lived in though, so it wasnât always something you needed.
Daisy began to help lead you to the park, a little detour youâd decided to take on your way to uni.
She sat patiently waiting to help you cross the busy road when you heard a mumble outside of your AirPods.
You quickly removed one from your ear and turned towards the noise, unsure of its origin.
âSorry, I didnât mean to interrupt- just was sayinâ you have a beautiful dog,â the voice said.
A small smile graced your face, âOh, yeah, thanks. I assume she is too,â you replied politely.
The voice chuckled softly, âYou assume?â it asked with a tone of slight confusion.
âAh, yeah, well.. given I canât see her, itâs all I can do,â you responded with a gentle giggle.
As the stranger looked down again they were quick to notice the harness upon the golden labrador was attached to a small vest that had âassistance dogâ embroidered into it.
âOh my god- Iâm such a fuckinâ idiot.. Iâm so sorry. I didnât mean to-â
She cut off the embarrassed, rambling stranger, âTrust me, itâs totally fine,â you reassured them with a sweet smile.
Sometimes your independence could be misleading, but I guess thatâs always why people shouldnât ever judge a book by its cover.
The stranger couldnât help but notice how nice your small smile was to look at; they couldnât help but think how nice a proper, big smile would look plastered on your face.
They nodded, coming down from their short wave of embarrassment, âStill inconsiderate of me to not notice..â the voice paused,ââm Harry, by the way,â he said, impulsively feeling the need to intro himself.
Your head turned back towards him, following the sound, âNice to meet you, Harry. Iâm Y/N. And this is Daisy.â
The alarm to cross the road started to sound and your dog stood from her spot and began to guide you across the road.
Harry immediately felt the need to follow.
âStill feel like a bit of a dickhead for being so unobservant,â he said while falling to step beside you, âsurely I could do something to make up for it.â
You were surprised to hear his voice following you across the street.
âOh, donât be silly. Easy mistake to make. Plus.. I wonât lie.. Iâm not majorly into the habit of letting strangers I meet on the street.. that I canât see.. just hang out with me,â you explained with a small chuckle, trying your best to not sound rude in anyway.
His laugh filled your ears.
You either loved or hated sounds. It was your key to navigating every space around you. This sound? This was a sound you liked. A lot.
âThatâs very fair, actually. Seems a shame though. I feel like Miss Daisy and I here could have been a super cute couple,â he said through a grin that you could hear.
And then he saw it. A smile that filled your face. And it was a sight he wanted to see over and over again.
A laugh tumbled through your lips at his cheeky comment and you shook your head while biting your lip softly, âMm. That is too bad. Sheâs also a lesbian so I donât see it working out,â you joked in response.
âAh, fuck! Not again. Always falling for the wrong ones,â he said in joking exaggeration.
As you halted at another set of pedestrian lights you couldnât help but smile and giggle at the funny, sweet stranger following you and your dog through the London streets.
You let a small sigh pass your lips, âUh- fuck it. Fine. Iâll go out on a limb here,â you smiled, âbut if you end up being a murderer, Iâll have to put Daisy into attack mode,â you joked.
Harryâs face lit up with a smile that had his dimples sit in, âUnderstood,â he said with a tone full of joy.
âI have a class to get to but, maybe some other time you can take Daisy out. Wine and dine her,â you respond, the tone of your voice matching his.
âPlease. Only vintage champagnes and caviar for her. Nothing less,â he chuckled.
Both of your giggles filled the air as he pulled out his phone. He opened up his contacts application, âwhat number should I try and call Miss Daisy on then?â
You smiled, âShe lost her phone recently, so I guess Iâll just have to give to mine.â
âAh, what a bummer,â he quipped, unable to wipe the grin from his face.
You told him your phone number through a few more giggles and then heard the pedestrian crossing alarm sound once again.
âWell, thatâs me,â you said through a soft smile, âIâll make sure Daisy gets back to you.â
You began to make your way across the road with the aid of your dog.
âCanât wait.â He said, not being able to fight the smirk gracing his face as he watched you walk away.
Thank you so much for reading gorgeous humans!
I really hope you enjoyed it. Please let me know if you're interested in me continuing this cute little story and if you have any other ideas/requests.
Love, G xx
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â Introduction â.àłàż*:
Mainly writing for characters and/or themes i really want to read about, but have little to no content.
I do take requests. (Fic only. No RPF)
I don't have an anon list but I can start one if anyone wants to be labeled or become a regular anon.
DNI: Map, Zoo, Pro-Para, Pro-Ana, TERF, Zionist, Bigots, Minors, Antis, Discourse Blogs. Block me if you don't agree. â€ïžđ€đ€đ
Things I Won't Write:
Sex crimes of any kind, super extreme kinks, violence/abuse used as a kink, anything most would consider "gross/weird" (ex: puke, shit, ddlg, pet play, age play). no exceptions, and no hate to dead dove writers, i'm just personally not willing to write these.
Things I Will Write:
Pretty much everything else i guess? Daddy/Mommy kink, Cheating, CNC/Dubcon, Sex Pollen, Legal Age Gap, Yandere, Power Dynamic (Prof/Student, Boss/Employee), Foot Fetish, Piss Kink, Breeding, Any regular/non-extreme kink (ex: Cock Warming, Dry Humping, Voyeur, Orgy, 3somes, Sex Toys, etc...) *if you aren't sure, just ask!*
Fluff, angst, smut, lewd, platonic, hurt/comfort.
HC'S, mood boards, one shots, short multi-chapter fics, imagines/drabbles.
Canon-friendly, Au's, Canon Divergence, Out of Character.
Ch x Ch / Ch x Reader / Ch x OC / Poly Ships of any kind.
F/F, M/M, F/M, GN/F, GN/M, Poly Ships of any kind.
Fictional Other (F/O) Imagines: +18, no names, they/them only.
Now that that's out of the way, here's the list of fandoms and characters i'm familiar with and will happily take requests on! (you can request others from these fandoms, but it will prob take me longer)
FNAF Movie: Vanessa, Mike, William/Steve.
Turning Red: Ming Lee, Jin Lee.
YOU: Joe, Love, Beck, Peach.
Encanto: Isabela, Bruno, Dolores, Julieta.
Regular Show: Mordecai, CJ, Benson. (Human Ver.)
Attack on Titan: Armin, Eren, Mikasa, Sasha, Levi, Hanji, Annie, Historia, Reiner, Erwin.
BNA: Michiru, Shirou.
Stardew Valley: All adult humans.
Total Drama: All season 1 contestants, Chris, Chef, Blainley.
SheRa: All adults (except Rogelio).
King Of The Hill: Hank, Peggy, Luanne, Nancy, Dale, John Redcorn, Kahn, Min.
American Dad: Francine.
Shameless: Lip, Fiona, Kev, V, Tony.
Riverdale: FP Jones, Jughead, Veronica, Hiram, Betty.
Creepypasta: Ben, Jeff, Jane, Eyeless Jack, Laughing Jack, Slenderman, Masky, Hoodie, Toby, X Virus, Nina, Clockwork, Splendorman, Kate.
Gravity Falls: Stan, Ford, Soos, Giffany
Steven Universe: Jasper, Amethyst, Blue Diamond, Peridot, Lapis, Garnet, Rose, Bismuth, Greg.
Adventure Time/Fiona and Cake: Princess Bubblegum, Marceline, Marshall Lee, Winter King, Candy Queen, Simon, Ice King, Fiona.
COD: Konig, Ghost.
Desperate Housewives: Bree, Gabby, Edie, Mike, Lynette.
DC: Batman, Harley, Joker, Ivy, Lex Luthor (Jesse Eisenburg).
Slashers & DBD: Brahms, Ghostface (general), Michael Myers, Jason Vorhees, Pyramid Head, The Spirit, Wraith, Huntress, Trapper, The Trickster, Pearl, Carrie White, Jennifer Check, Stu Matcher, Billy Loomis, Tiffany Valentine, Leatherface, Bo Sinclair, Vincent Sinclair, Eric Draven.
Nintendo: Link, Zelda, Peach, Daisy, Rosalina, Luigi, Waluigi, Bowser.
Squid Games: Gi-Hun, Sae-Byeok, Ali, Sang Woo.
Rick and Morty: Rick, Beth, Jerry.
Stranger Things: Robin, Billy, Eddie, Chrissy, Hopper.
Bee & Puppycat: Bee, Deckard, Cass, Toast.
Princess & The Frog: Shadow Man, Tiana, Lottie, Naveen.
Ratatouille: Collette, Linguini.
The Nanny: CC, Fran, Maxwell.
Full House: Danny, Jesse, Joey.
Big Bang Theory: Raj, Leonard, Amy, Penny.
Spiderverse: Miguel, Hobie, Jessica Drew.
Teen Titans (OG): Beast Boy, Starfire, Raven.
Black Dynamite: Honeybee, Black Dynamite.
Breaking Bad: Skylar, Jesse, Walter.
National Treasure: Benjamin Gates, Riley Poole.
Superstore: Jonah, Amy, Dina, Cheyenne.
Spongebob: Man Ray, Dennis.
Tangled: Flynn, Rapunzel, Mother Gothell.
Elemental: Wade, Ember.
Mean Girls: Cady, Regina, Gretchen, Karen, Janis.
Lisa Frankenstein: Lisa, Creature, Taffy.
Jane the Virgin: Jane, Michael, Rogelio, Petra, Xiomara, Rose, Luisa.
Young Sheldon: Mary, Connie.
Twilight: Edward, Carlisle, Alice, Charlie.
Beverly Goldberg (The Goldbergs)
Fujimoto (Ponyo)
Thomas Magnum (Magnum, P.I 1980)
Doug Remer (Baseketball)
Ian Malcolm (Jurassic Park 1993)
Rose Tyler (Doctor Who)
Moe Doodle (Doodle Bops)
Astarion (Baulders Gate 3)
Trevor Phillips (GTA5)
Shaun Murphy (The Good Doctor)
Georgia Miller (Ginny & Georgia)
John Doe (John Doe Game)
Paul Blart (Paul Blart Mall Cop)
Napoleon Dynamite (self titled)
Fezzik (Princess Bride)
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Hey hey- headcanons! Letâs go, Nym! đ€©đ€©đ€©
If I may, could I request some fluffy SSKK headcanons please? :3 However you go about them is up to you- whatever comes to mind :3
Of course if youâre not feeling up to it, thatâs okay too! I wish you a happy day/night and fabulous week! đ„°đ„°đ„°
Shin Soukoku let's goooooo! đđđđ Thank you for the request, friend!! đ
Shin Soukoku Fluff Headcanons
Once they got together, Atsushi and Akutagawa started inadvertently introducing each other to all kinds of things. Of course the obvious cuddling, tickling, kissing, etc. - but more than that, just everyday things they never really thought about before.
For example, Akutagawa got Atsushi into metal music by accident. He was listening to it one day when they happened upon each other, and Atsushi asked him what he was listening to. Thinking he would scare him off and be able to have his alone time, Aku let Atsushi listen to what was currently playing in his playlist, but although it took our weretiger by surprise, he was strangely interested and spent the rest of the day/night researching metal bands and music and the like. He even found one that Akutagwa had never heard of and got him hooked on it right back! đ
As for Atsushi, he introduced Akutagawa to the basics of gaming - Super Mario (I may have watched the movie recently and am in a mood, shush). Aku had never had the chance to just sit and play video games, much like Atsushi, but one afternoon Atsushi asked if he wanted to play Mario Kart, and Akutagawa begrudgingly gave it a try - and got addicted to it. Now it's one of his favorite dating activities. He think's it's interestingly odd (and kind of cute) that Atsushi usually picks female characters - Peach, Daisy, Toadette, etc. True to his nature, Akutagawa usually chooses Waluigi. He likes being the bad guy. đ
Now for one that's mildly unrelated but dear lord if it doesn't make me swoon for them: You know that trope where the hero gets his ass handed to him and his rival/enemy finds him like that and the hero is expecting to be mocked or beat up even worse but instead the enemy gets this enraged look on their face and demands, "Who did this to you?" That's Atsushi and Akutagawa, 10000% percent. Even before they started going out, but ESPECIALLY after. đ„°đ„°đ„°
Thank you again for letting me indulge in my Shin Soukoku fangirling ways!! This was so much fun to write! đ€đ€
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