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kazutora-kurokawa ยท 4 months
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Can I ask for a first time (iykyk) with tenjiku? Where reader is a bit shy at first but man she kinky af on the insideee
Tenjiku x Shy!Virgin!->Kinky!Reader
โ™ก NSFW, fem reader, fluff kinda, virginity loss obviously, virgin!Shion, soft sex -> kinky shit, rough sex/manhandling, overstimulation, creampie/breeding kink, cum play/cum drinking, daddy kink, saliva/spit play, tongue kissing, size kink/belly bulging, degradation, biting โ™ก
Characters: Izana, Kakucho, Ran, Rindou, Mucho, Mochi, Shion, Hanma
note: anon you ate real bad with this idea, I'm so sorry I procrastinated so hard with this ๐Ÿ˜ญ I should be ashamed of myself fr
edit: added Hanma for @sayaka-ur-cutie
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Izana (breeding kink)
๐ŸŽด Izana is surprisingly gentle at first, he wants to make your first time as pain free as possible. But as soon as he feels you thrusting your hips against his and basically fucking him back, he's gone, eyes rolled back and everything (I believe in extra sensitive!Izana). It also didn't help that you were whining for him not to pull out, the mere thought of cumming inside you had him seeing stars. He spent the rest of the night fucking, filling, and overstimulating you.
Kakucho (cum play)
๐Ÿฉท Kakucho literally makes the sweetness love to you, and it's not until after that he finds out how freaky you really are. After he pulls out and takes the condom off, he's shocked (and aroused) to see you take it out of his hand and raise it to your lips, swallowing every drop of his cum from it. He's standing there for a solid minute or two just staring at you before finally mustering up the courage to politely ask you if you want more.
Ran (daddy kink)
๐Ÿ’œ Ran knows it's your first time, so he's going nice and slow with you...up until you call him daddy. He doesn't even say anything, he just smirks because he knew you were an undercover freak. He starts going slower, trying to make you whine and beg for him. He'll only speed up again if you call him daddy again though.
Rindou (spit play)
๐Ÿฉต Rindou loves the way you hide your face when he starts fucking you, he thinks it's cute that you're so shy. You're a lot less shy by the time he finds the perfect rhythm though, your hands roaming all over his body as he pounds into your pussy. Eventually your hands find their way to his hair, tangling in his locks and pulling him into a kiss. He thinks it's just a sweet little kiss and it was, until you slipped your tongue in his mouth. He just couldn't help but moan into the kiss before sliding his tongue into your mouth in return. And he definitely picked up on the way you clenched around him when his spit mixed with yours and started dripping down your lips and chin. He found your weakness, so expect him to exploit it to the fullest extent from now on.
Mucho (size kink)
๐Ÿ’™ Mucho didn't think much of it when you mentioned how big he was, he knew you were just stating the obvious and probably a little nervous since you were a virgin. But when he kept hearing you say it in between the occasional moan or whimper while he was fucking you, that's when he realized just how much the difference in size turned you on. And he definitely didn't mind, if anything he started doing things to make the size difference more obvious. He grabbed your thighs and pressed your legs closer to your body, making you bend in ways you didn't know you could. He manhandled you, touching you with more force to show off his strength. But his new favorite thing was pressing his hand against the prominent bulge in your tummy, chuckling softly as you moaned and writhed in pleasure underneath him.
Mochi (degradation)
๐Ÿก Mochi knew it was your first time, so he was extra careful not to hurt you...physically anyways. You just looked so cute underneath him, he couldn't help but tease you a little. Whispering dirty praises in your ear, telling you how good of a slut you were for him. He'd totally understand if you weren't into it, but the smile on his face when he felt your pussy gripping him tighter gave away the absolute delight he felt in knowing that you were just as nasty as him.
Shion (biting)
โ™ฅ๏ธ Shion took his sweet time when he took your virginity, mainly because he was a virgin too and wanted your first time together to be special. He gently thrusted in and out of you with his face buried in the crook of your neck, planting soft kisses all over. All his gentle efforts went out the window when he felt your teeth sinking into his shoulder though. He had an almost visceral reaction to the bite, letting out a gasping moan and gripping your thighs tighter as he slowed down his thrusts, trying desperately not to cum inside you. He didn't know how to react, so he did what his body told him to and gently bit you back, his dick twitching inside you as he heard you let out a soft whimper. You two spent the rest of the night in each other's arms, fucking gently and nipping at each other's skin.
Hanma (rough sex)
๐Ÿต๏ธ Hanma knew you were a virgin and was fully prepared to be gentle with you, at least at first. As soon as he bottomed out in you he knew damn well he wasn't going to be gentle the entire time. And your soft moans and the way you begged him to go harder only spurred him on. By the end of the night he was balls deep in your pussy with no intentions of ever being gentle in the bedroom again.
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madamedramatics ยท 4 months
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A scenario where Shepard jokes with Vega, saying she's practically Garrus' wife now after she promotes him to her XO during the war, resulting in them unintentionally spending a lot more time together.
The joke goes over Vega's head, and he goes to congratulate Garrus personally. Garrus is confused, and Vega promises to keep the "secret marriage" a secret. Garrus now has to figure out how in the hell he accidentally proposed to and married a human and how is he supposed to tell his dad he missed the unplanned wedding and the ceremonial meeting of his fiancรฉ. He was almost 30, but this was going to get him grounded for at least another 30 years or maybe even life.
Was he supposed to get his new wife a gift? Where they supposed to get matching tattoos like Turians? He could've sworn he read somewhere that humans consummated their vows the same way Turians do. Where did he go wrong dammit!?
He adores the idea of Shepard being his wife and loves knowing that she was so excited that she even told Vega about it. He just now has to figure out how he married her in the first place without her knowing he doesn't know. Because then she'll think he never wanted to marry her, and that is NOT the case. Maybe Tali will know? No way. She'd just call him a bosh'tet. Wrex will also call him a professional idiot. Liara won't judge, but he's sure she still hasn't gotten over her crush on the Commander, and he doesn't want to rub his new marriage in her face. Maybe Joker will tell him if he promises him the new fornax issue.
Garrus has had his fair share of giving his dad a pseudo aneurysm, but this one was going to send him into cardiac arrest for sure when he finds out his son married a woman the family didn't even meet. He needs a drink...after he finishes bribing Edi to scrub away everything she just heard him say out loud.
Garrus doesn't know that Vega is the galaxy's worst secret keeper, telling Shepard he's keeping the secret marriage a secret unwilling to let Shepard convince him that she's actually not married yet. She goes to see Garrus to have a good laugh about Vega's idiocy but walks into Garrus telling Edi he will use Shepard's override if she doesn't get rid of something.
Garrus is absolutely mortified and gives the cheesiest greeting to his "wife." She assumes Vega already brought the joke to Garrus but she's not overlooking him trying to be suspicious with Edi. He recovers, mentioning it was for his sesrch history for a gift he wanted to get her. He did intend to get her a gift so the phrase wasn't a complete lie...
She jokes about it and calls him her husband. Garrus, the realist he is, does not take this as a joke. She leaves him to his vices, and Garrus is now in a full-blown panic. He needs to understand what he did, and he needs to know now.
(If my brain gets any more random ideas, I'll at least finish and provide a resolution to this concept, lol. Feel free to offer your own ending)
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missingn000 ยท 5 months
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hey all! i wrote a what-if character study & action fic for if king fought sanji instead of zoro during the raid on onigashima. i'd really love if you gave it a read! thanks so much!
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camellcat ยท 1 year
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lose my mind every time the doctor takes rose's last name in fics. brilliant, amazing, splendid, absolutely perfect.
like, what do you MEAN she'd be the one to change her last name? he doesn't even HAVE a bloody name like us! plus, she's rose tyler. you think he's going to want that to be different? it's the doctor and rose tyler in the tardis (or I suppose whatever they do in pete's world, but that's still the doctor and rose tyler having their new adventure)!!
she's rose tyler and he is whatever-he-wants tyler. end of discussion. the whole pond diabolical should've been clue enough imo
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dannyphannypack ยท 1 year
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currently imagining a freaky friday dpxdc crossover in which one of the batkids gets kidnapped by cultists whose plan is to give the ghost king a physical anchor in this world by offering a sacrifice for the king to inhabit. however, given that danny is not fully dead, the moment the spell completes the aforementioned batkid gasps awake in a small blue bedroom with NASA posters and glow in the dark stars, and danny wakes up on the cold concrete floor of a warehouse amidst groveling cultists
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sunsetsandsunshine ยท 2 months
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Hey!! For your next fic could you do Leo and Mikey angst
It came be 2012, MM or rise
~ย ๐šˆ๐š˜๐šžโ€™๐š›๐šŽ ๐š“๐šž๐šœ๐š ๐š‹๐šŽ๐š’๐š—๐š ๐šข๐š˜๐šžย ~
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Mikey couldnโ€™t do anything right now. Likeโ€ฆanything.
Wellโ€ฆperhaps he was being aย bitย tooย dramatic.ย He wasย breathing.ย And he wasย fidgeting with his squishy cube.ย So saying he wasnโ€™t doingย 'anything'ย wasnโ€™t entirely true.
Right now he justโ€ฆcouldnโ€™t do anythingโ€ฆproductive.ย 
For example, the box turtleย triedย making his favorite dishes and deserts! Butย thatย endeavor just ended up being aย hugeย messย in the kitchenโ€ฆandย leaving the youngest turtle with aย bunchย of unappetizing food.ย 
Which he fed all to Raph by the way.ย 
Some would call that choice of action cruel but Mikey would just call itย 'using his resources'.ย 
Besides, itโ€™s not like the eldest minded at all. He said, and I quote:ย 'It has a niceโ€ฆcrunchyย feeling to it. Did you put some of Donโ€™s inventions in this?'
Which honestly got a couple of chuckles out of the smallest turtle teen of the bunch.
Then, Mikeyย triedย skateboarding! But for once in all his 14 years of livingโ€ฆit was just utterlyย boring.ย 
And after all of that nonsense, Mikey thenย finallyย triedย reading a comicโ€ฆbut he was too unfocused to even get to theย second pageโ€ฆ
But what wasย reallyย new? Mikey could never focus on jackshit even if said jackshit hit himย rightย in the shell.ย 
His brothers and sister would always have to remind him toย stay focusedย orย 'not do this'ย orย 'not do that'.
For example, a couple days ago Donnie had toย kindlyย remind the box turtle (wellโ€ฆas kindly asย Donnie could be anywayโ€ฆ) to brush his teeth.
To. Brush. His.ย Fucking. Teeth.ย 
And honestly? Having to be reminded to do that wasย reallyย embarrassing. And the orange banded teenย knewย his brother didnโ€™tย meanย to humiliate him internallyโ€ฆbutโ€ฆyeah.
And itโ€™s not like the softshell wasย wrongย either! The youngest turtle just couldnโ€™t freaking accept that he himself couldnโ€™t do such a simple task in the morning.ย 
But literallyย every taskย heย completely fails to doย is justย utterly simple ones!
Like cleaning his room or not forgetting things or even keeping track of time!ย 
โ€ฆAnd the sad part about all of it was Mikey justย honestlyย couldย notย understandย how his family havenโ€™t gotten sick of his annoying tendenciesโ€ฆ
And letโ€™s be for real hereโ€ฆthat was basicallyย allย of his tendencies.ย 
The box turtle groaned loudly in his room, slamming his whole body on his bed as heย screamedย into his pillow.ย 
There had to beย somethingย he could do instead of just wallowing in his own self pityโ€ฆ
And one of those options couldย notย consist of bothering his family with his random bad mood. They had to put up with him 24/7โ€ฆtheย leastย he could do was give them some space.
The youngest then glanced at his drawing notebook hopefullyโ€ฆ
โ€ฆOne little sketch of something random wouldnโ€™t hurt, right?
The amber eyed teen reached for his notebook, grabbing a pen from his drawer as he started to sketch his desk becauseย why the absoluteย fuckย not?ย Based on the objects heโ€™s drawn in the pastโ€ฆsketching a simple desk should and will beย easy,ย right? Right.ย 
Thatย wasย until the orange banded teenโ€™s pencil tip broke.ย But it wasย fine!ย He could just re-sharpen it,ย right?ย Right.
Thatย wasย until the youngest realized he had absolutely no clue where his sharpener was due to the fact his room looked like a pig stie. And there wasย no wayย he was looking for it inโ€ฆthat whole situation.ย 
โ€ฆThe situation he created in the first place.ย 
Michelangelo layed on his bed with his face staring at the ceiling in frustration, he ran his fingernails along his arms, not making really deep cuts with them but going deep enough for it to hurt a bit.
Like a reasonable turtle would, Mikey should probably get one of his stress toysโ€ฆor better yet,ย another pencil!
But letโ€™s be for real hereโ€ฆheโ€™d most likely find a way to fuck that up too.
Suddenly, there was a small, quiet knock on Mikeyโ€™s door butโ€ฆin all honesty? He just wanted to crawl into his shell and sob for the next hour and a half. Letting out a niiiiice and quick 'come in' would takeย wayย too much energy.ย 
The box turtle let out a soft grunt, letting whoever was on the other side know it was a-okay to come in.
Abruptly, Leo peeked in the room, a wide smile plastered on his face as he closed the door, โ€œDamn, Mikesterโ€ฆit looks like every single natural disaster went through your roomโ€ฆโ€
โ€œIโ€™m cleaning it.โ€ The youngest grumbled to his brother.
โ€œReally?ย Youย sureย about that, little bro? Because if my memory serves me correctย (which it in-fact does), you said thatย last week.ย And the week before thatโ€ฆand the week beforeโ€”โ€œ
โ€œI SAID Iโ€™M FUCKING CLEANING IT!!!โ€ The orange banded turtle snapped, sitting up on the bed to glare at his immediate older brother before slowly realizing what he just did.ย 
The youngestโ€™s heart dropped as he looked away from his brother. The orange banded mutantโ€™s eyed widened as silent and small tears ran down his face. He covered his mouth as his other hand turned to a fist, his nailsย unforgivinglyย digging into his palm.
โ€œI-Iโ€™m sorryโ€ฆIโ€™m s-sorryโ€ฆI-Iโ€™m so s-sorryโ€ฆ!โ€ He started, rocking himself back and forth before stopping as he was met with a warm embrace. Leonardo hugged him gently but firmly, rubbing the otherโ€™s shell in a comforting hold. โ€œWoah woahโ€ฆ! Bud, you have nothing to apologize forโ€ฆโ€ The slightly older teen said as he rested his chin on the top of his baby brotherโ€™s head.
โ€œL-Like h-hell I donโ€™t. I-I just screamed a-at y-you forย noย reasonโ€ฆโ€ Michelangelo wobbly said. โ€œYou were just trying to lighten the mood but I justย hadย to make everything harder like I-I always doโ€ฆ!โ€ย 
โ€œMikeyโ€”โ€
โ€œI-I alwaysย do this.ย I-Iโ€™m so f-fucking s-sorry Leoโ€ฆโ€
โ€œMikesterโ€ฆI-I appreciate the apology but it seriously isnโ€™t necessaryโ€”โ€
โ€œYouโ€™re probably soย sickย of me and soย angryย at me. I-Iโ€™m sorry I justโ€”โ€
โ€œMikey!โ€ Leo gently yelled to get the otherโ€™s attention, squeezing the smaller turtleโ€™s hands as he stared straight at him with pleading eyes. โ€œDo Iย lookย mad?โ€
โ€œโ€ฆN-No.โ€
โ€œDo Iย soundย mad?โ€
โ€œโ€ฆNo.โ€ย 
The second youngest sadly smiled, โ€œSo what are you apologizing for, hm?โ€
โ€œโ€ฆI-Iโ€ฆdunnoโ€ฆI-I justโ€ฆI just felt I needed to apologizeโ€ฆโ€ The box turtle mumbled as he looked at his hands. The blue banded turtle sighed, slowly getting out of the hug so him and his little brother faced each other. The slider rubbed the other turtleโ€™s palm with his thumb comfortingly, โ€œโ€ฆDo you wanna talk about it, baby bro?โ€
The leader in blue was just met with silenceโ€ฆwhich he could honestly work with.
โ€œAngeloโ€ฆyou know you can tell meโ€ฆanything,ย right? Likeโ€ฆanything.ย Although, it doesnโ€™tย haveย to beย meย you talk to about it. It could be Raph or Don or April or even Dad or Draxum! I justโ€ฆdonโ€™t want you sitting here and bottling up the way you feelโ€ฆโ€ย 
Silence. Leo continued.
โ€œYouโ€™re always there when we need you, Angel. Whether itโ€™s to vent or to just ramble about shit, youโ€™re justโ€ฆalways there.ย We donโ€™t tell you this enough but we appreciate you always being someone we can lean onโ€ฆโ€
Silence. Leo continued.
โ€œButโ€ฆyou do know you can lean on us too, right?ย Comfort goes both ways and I can see youโ€™re hurting, buddy. Soย pleaseโ€ฆif you need to talk to meโ€ฆIโ€™m right here.โ€
Mikey sniffled, squeezing Leoโ€™s hand, โ€œI-I d-dunno. Today is justโ€ฆweird.ย This wholeย weekย has just beenโ€ฆweird.โ€ Leo nodded, giving his brother his full undivided attention, โ€œHow so?โ€
โ€œI justโ€ฆhavenโ€™t been able to do anythingโ€ฆโ€ The smaller teen admitted.
โ€œWhat do you mean?โ€ The taller teen inquired.ย 
โ€œI havenโ€™t been able to doโ€ฆanything.ย Like, I canโ€™t draw, cook or even skateboard!ย Me!!!ย Not being able toย skateboardโ€”ย isnโ€™t that crazy?!โ€ The amber eyed turtle laughed bitterly.
โ€œAnd itโ€™s not like Iย canโ€™tย do it. Iโ€™m perfectly freaking capable of doing it in the right amount of time I want but my brainย just. wonโ€™t. let. me!โ€ย 
โ€œI keep procrastinating and not doing the stuff I want to do and I have no ideaย why!ย Iโ€™mย tiredย of just putting things off and being this way! I want to do thingsย withoutย having to ask you guys for help or to remind me or to relate it with a hyperfixation that I have!โ€ Mikey hiccuped, a new wave of tears rolling down his face as his hands shook.ย 
The amber eyed teen sniffled, refusing to look at his immediate older brother at all right now becauseโ€ฆholyย shitย he just overshared a whole lotโ€ฆ
Likeโ€ฆaย whooooooooooleย freaking lot.
โ€œโ€ฆThat sounds like you.โ€ Leonardo shrugged.ย 
In a state of just shock and confusion, the box turtle pulled his hands away from his brother, looking up at him as lime green eyes met amber ones. โ€œIโ€ฆwhatโ€ฆ?โ€ Michelangelo murmured.
โ€œIย saidย that sounds like you.โ€ Leo said again casually as Mikey glared at him, โ€œYeah. Iย heardย what you said but that isnโ€™t helpful.โ€
โ€œIโ€™m just being honest with you, Mikester.โ€ Leo said, โ€œJustโ€ฆlet me explain, okay?โ€
โ€œโ€ฆYou have five minutes before I kick you out of my room.โ€ย 
โ€œDeal.โ€ The lime green eyed mutant commented, โ€œYou canโ€™t draw, cook or skateboard right now. Youโ€™re procrastinating and not doing the stuff you want to do in the time you plannedโ€ฆis that correct?โ€ย 
Michelangelo sent deathly daggers to his brotherโ€” which the other wasnโ€™t phased by at all. This time was probably theย best timeย to crawl in his own shell and just sob his eyes out becauseย what kind ofย dumbassย question was hisย dumbassย brother asking him?!
โ€œโ€ฆYes.โ€ The orange banded teen mumbled.ย 
โ€œAndโ€ฆwhy are those bad things?โ€ย 
โ€œWHY?!โ€ The box turtle huffed out a laugh of annoyance, โ€œPfftโ€”ย youโ€™re asking meย why.ย Maybe itโ€™s because itโ€™sย annoying?!ย Maybe because itโ€™sย frustratingย to deal with and Iย donโ€™tย want to burden you guys withย myย problems?! Maybe because I donโ€™t want to fucking feel orย beย this way?!โ€ The youngest shouted, breathing heavily as he finished his rant.ย 
The box turtle looked away again, silently cursing at himself for getting annoyed so easily. โ€œMikey.โ€ Leo started again, โ€œYour being too hard on yourself, okay? No one is expecting you to be at your 100% all the time.โ€ย 
โ€œWhat you just described to me; you being able to not focus or you getting bored easily or procrastinating with stuff isโ€ฆliterally you.ย Youโ€™re just being you.โ€ The slider explained as he held his baby brotherโ€™s hand in his. โ€œAnd I get it.ย Itโ€™s hard to deal with it sometimes and itโ€™s going to be hella frustrating. Likeโ€ฆsuper borderline frustrating.ย But you canโ€™t shun them away and justโ€ฆtry to ignore them, bubsโ€ฆโ€
โ€œLetโ€™s takeย moiย for example. Iโ€™m impulsive, I talk loud and lose thingsย daily.ย Those three things donโ€™t make up my whole personality but it would be super weird and off-putting if I justโ€ฆdidnโ€™t do or have those three things, right?โ€ย 
The youngest giggled wetly, โ€œYeahโ€ฆit would. A-And by the way, Iโ€™m still waiting for you to find that glittery pen kit I gave youโ€ฆโ€
Leonardo groaned loudly and dramatically, causing the other teen to giggle louder, โ€œIโ€™mย lookingย for it, okay?! Itโ€™s in my roomโ€ฆsomewhere.โ€ The taller mutant mused, โ€œBut anywaysโ€ฆback toย you.ย You procrastinate, you relate things to your hyperfixations and you canโ€™t do some of your favorite tasks from time to timeโ€ฆthose are some traits that make up you, is it not?โ€ย 
Mikey sniffled, rolling his eyes playfully due to the fact he knewย damn wellย where this was going, โ€œYeahโ€ฆโ€ย 
Leo smiled softly, seeing his younger brother was starting to get his point, โ€œI wouldnโ€™t change a single thing about you, okay? I know sometimes itโ€™s hard to deal with the things you described but you haveย usย for that.โ€ He said as his smile turned to a grin.ย 
โ€œYou can come toย meโ€”ย toย usโ€”ย anytime.ย We love you for who you areโ€ฆyour flaws and all and we justโ€ฆI-I need you to know that we love you so so muchโ€”!โ€ The slider was cut off by a sudden abrupt embrace from the box turtle. The orange banded teen sobbed into the otherโ€™s shoulder, clutching the taller turtle like a lifeline.ย 
โ€œT-Thank youโ€ฆโ€ The box turtle wobbly said through tears.ย ย 
โ€œOf course, Angel.โ€ Leo said as he hugged his baby brother back, โ€œI love you.โ€ He said as he kissed the other teen on the head.
โ€œI-I l-love you tooโ€ฆโ€
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โ€œTell your thoughts to shut up.โ€ Leo said as he lightly poked Mikey in the forehead numerous times. The two were sitting on the box turtleโ€™s bed just simplyโ€ฆrelaxing and enjoying each otherโ€™s company.ย Michelangelo was sitting in between his older brotherโ€™s legs as he had his shell to his brotherโ€™s plastron.
Leonardo hugged his brother protectively, resting his chin on the top of the box turtleโ€™s head. โ€œWhat do you mean?โ€ The youngest giggled out. โ€œI canย hearย your thoughts, man. Youโ€™re not bothering me or disturbing me in any way, shape or form, alrightโ€ฆ?โ€ย 
The amber eyed turtle nodded, squeezing Leoโ€™s hand, โ€œY-Yeahโ€ฆI know...โ€ย 
โ€œIโ€™mย choosingย to be here becauseย I love you.ย I donโ€™t feel obligated to be here, okay? Youโ€™re not annoying and you, neither your problems are a burdenโ€ฆokay?โ€ The slider said reassuringly, โ€œItโ€™s okay to ask us for helpโ€ฆand we donโ€™t mind reminding you to do thingsโ€ฆokay?โ€ย 
โ€œYouโ€™ve said โ€˜okayโ€™ like,ย fifty timesโ€ฆโ€
โ€œMikey.โ€ย 
โ€œMhmโ€ฆyeah yeahโ€ฆI gotchaโ€ฆโ€
The elder looked at his brother skeptically, resting his chin on his little brotherโ€™s shoulder so they made solid eye contact, โ€œI want you to say it.โ€ย 
โ€œโ€ฆSayย whatย exactly?โ€
โ€œI want you to say that you are anย amazing personย and you donโ€™t need to change aย single thingย about yourself.โ€ย 
โ€œYouย are an amazing person andย youย donโ€™t need to change a single thing aboutย yourself.โ€ Michelangelo grinned smugly. Leonardo glared at the youngestโ€™s interpretation to his statement, โ€œMikey, you know exactly what I meant.โ€ย 
โ€œI said what you wanted me to sayโ€ฆsoโ€ฆโ€ The amber eyed teen trailed off.
โ€œMichelangelo.โ€ The slider said in a warning tone as he poked the otherโ€™s side. The box turtle squeaked at the unexpected touch, trying to stop his immediate older brother from doing it again but his brother had a strong but gentle grip on himโ€ฆ
Then the smallest turtle came to recognition that he was stuck in aย potentialย tickle hug with no way outโ€ฆ
โ€ฆHow wonderful.ย 
โ€œL-Leeheeoโ€ฆdoohooย nahat.โ€ The orange banded mutant warned through his giggles, said warning not seemingย tooย threatening due to the fact he was already laughing up a storm. The leader in blue raised a brow, poking the otherโ€™s side repeatedly, โ€œI just want you to repeat what I saidโ€ฆin theย first person.โ€ The taller teen specified.
The smaller turtle squirmed in the hug, small frantic giggles pouring out of his mouth.ย Thisโ€ฆreally wasnโ€™t how he was expecting his day to go.ย Just about an hour ago, he was wallowing in sadness about the stuff he hated about himself, toย talking about itย with his brother, to now gettingย tickledย by his brother.
โ€ฆSo could heย reallyย complain about how things turned out?
โ€ฆYes. Yes, heย absolutelyย could.ย ย 
โ€œLeeheeon!ย Plehease dohonโ€™t!โ€ The youngest squealed as one of his brotherโ€™s hands hovered over his stomach. Mikey held onto the otherโ€™s wrists, trying to stop his elder brother from tickling him but his small attempts ending up to be all for nothing as Leo effortlessly tickled his stomach with one hand.
โ€œLEEHEEHAHAHA!!โ€ Michelangelo laughed wholeheartedly, swatting at his brotherโ€™s arms. The lime green eyed turtle cooed at the gesture, now using both of his hands to attack the youngestโ€™s plastron, โ€œD'awwโ€ฆlook at you giggling your head off~! Youโ€™re my adorable little bundle of amazingness, arenโ€™t you~?โ€
The smaller teen shook his head, a faint blush appearing on his face, โ€œSTAHAโ€” squeal N-NAHAHA!โ€
โ€œWhat~? What was that?โ€ The blue banded mutant asked as he kneaded the box turtleโ€™s hips. โ€œGYAHAHโ€” squealย SHIHIHIT!ย COHOME OHAHAN!!!โ€ The amber eyed turtle cried frantically as he kicked his legs on the mattress slightly.ย 
The youngest squealed with laughter, curling in on himself as he slumped in his big brotherโ€™s hold. Leonardo just sighed fondly at the action, wrapping the other in another hug as he raspberried his neck. โ€œLEEHEEHEE!! PLAHAHโ€” squeak NAHAHAT THEHERE squeak PLEHEASE PLEHEASEโ€” squeak!!!โ€
โ€œNot there~?โ€ The elder lightly mocked, โ€œWhat aboutโ€ฆhere~?โ€ He mused as he used his hands to scribble all over the younger turtleโ€™s ribs. Mikey cackled, shaking his head to try and atย leastย subside the tickly feelings.
โ€œNAHAHAโ€” squeal AHAHAHA!! NAHAHAT THEHEHERE EHEโ€” squeal EHEHEITHER!!! LEEHEEO!!โ€ The orange banded turtle squeaked as Leo stopped for a second, โ€œIโ€™ve triedย soooooย many spots, buddy! How many times are you gonna say not there, hm?โ€
Mikey genuinely squawked louder than a firefighter siren, squirming so much it looked like he was actually being electrocuted. โ€œPLEHEHAHA LEEHEEO NAHAHAT THEHEHE RIHIHIBS!!!โ€ He cackled.ย 
โ€œNot the riiiibs~? Why~? Is it because itโ€™s yourย tickleย spot~? Yourย tickletickletickleย spot~? Because youโ€™reย ticklish~?โ€ Leonardo asked as he lightly nibbled the crook of Mikeyโ€™s neck.ย 
Michelangelo screamed in laughter, scrunching up his shoulders as he dug his heels on the bed, a couple of his plushies sadly falling on the floor (R.I.P. manโ€ฆ) โ€œEEEHEEHEEP!!!ย S-STAHAP BEEHEEING MEEHEAN!โ€ Mikey said as he thrashed on the bed.ย 
The slider said nothing, his hands sneaking up to the box turtleโ€™s underarms. โ€œAAAAHAHAHA!ย OHO NOHOHOโ€” squeak SHIT! SHIHIHAHAT!โ€
Happy tears slowly begin to appear in the smallest teenโ€™s eyes, he weakly hit Leoโ€™s arms as a last attempt to be set free, โ€œLEHEHEMME squeal GOHOHOHO!โ€ย 
โ€œOhonly if you sahay it, bubs.โ€ย 
โ€œIHIHIโ€” SQUEAK!! LEEHEEHEEON!!!โ€ย 
โ€œYeeeees, baby brother~?โ€ The elder dragged out as he kneaded the otherโ€™s hips.
โ€œIHIโ€™LL SAHAY IHIHAT I-IHIHIโ€™LL SAHAHAY IHIT!!โ€ The amber eyed teen squealed.ย 
โ€œAnd you promise not to be a sassy little shit about it~?โ€ The older teen asked.
โ€œSQUEAK YEHAHAHAโ€” SQUEAK YEHES YEHES I-I PROHOHOMISE!โ€ย 
Leo stopped tickling his little brother, hugging him protectively as the youngest caught his breath slowly but surely. โ€œW-Wahaitโ€ฆwhahat squeak wahas ihihat yohou eeheeven wahanted me squeak to sahay again?โ€ย 
The taller turtle pondered for a bit, thinking to himself before loudly groaning, โ€œThatโ€™sโ€ฆa good damn question. I donโ€™t really remember exactly what I wanted you to say in the first placeโ€ฆโ€ The lime green eyed turtle sighed, โ€œForgetfulness at its finest...โ€ย 
The red eared slider adjusted himself, making sure the other was comfortable before starting to speak again, โ€œWellโ€ฆbased on what we talked aboutโ€ฆcould you maybe justโ€ฆy'knowโ€ฆโ€ Leo gestured with his hands before groaning, โ€œDo you get what Iโ€™m trying to say, man?โ€ย 
โ€œโ€ฆI thihink I have ahan ideaโ€ฆโ€ Mikey giggled as he fiddled with his hands, โ€œI shouldnโ€™t beat myself up so much because of some of my traits or quirks. And Iโ€™mย allowedย to feel frustrated and/or upset because things donโ€™t go my way because of them. Butโ€ฆI shouldnโ€™t allow those things to put me down...โ€
Michelangelo smiled softly, rubbing his palm with his thumb, โ€œThey donโ€™t define me as a person but theyย makeย me a person. I donโ€™t need to be at my best 100% and Iโ€™mย allowedย to have bad days. And if things get too overwhelming or difficult I can just go to you guys.โ€ย 
Mikey hugged himself, letting out a small laugh as his happy tears welled up in his eyes, โ€œIโ€™m justโ€ฆbeing me.ย And thereโ€™s nothing wrong with that.โ€ Leonardo teared up at his brotherโ€™s words, hugging him tighter than he ever had before and burying his face at the back of the youngestโ€™s head.
โ€œNever forget that, Miguelitoโ€ฆnever forget that.โ€ย 
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(๐™ฟ.๐š‚.: ๐™ธ๐š ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐šŽ๐š—๐š“๐š˜๐šข๐šŽ๐š ๐š๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š๐š’๐šŒ, ๐š™๐š•๐šŽ๐šŠ๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š›๐šŽ๐š‹๐š•๐š˜๐š!!!)
#Rottmnt tickle#Rottmnt tickle fic#Rottmnt tickle fanfiction#Lee!Mikey#Ler!Leo#MWYAHSHSHHSAN#This is actually so silly I love this ๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—#I hope you guys enjoyed the angst ๐Ÿคช#ADHDERS AND PPL WITH ADHD TENDENCIES UNITE ๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿพ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿฉท๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’˜๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ’—โ€ผ๏ธโ€ผ๏ธโ€ผ๏ธ#Adhd is a bitch ๐Ÿ–คโ€ฆ#Leo can be an asshole at times but he doesnโ€™t mean to I swear ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”#My boy just copes with jokes but he has a hard time understanding that not EVERYONE copes like that#So when Mikey snapped at him and started breaking down he was like: โ€œ๐Ÿ˜ -> ๐Ÿ˜„ -> ๐Ÿ˜€ -> ๐Ÿ˜ -> ๐Ÿซขโ€#I HATTTEEE forgetting to brush my teeth ๐Ÿ˜Ÿโ€ฆitโ€™s so damn nasty man#AND NOT BEING ABLE TO DRAW LIKE YOU USED TOโ‰๏ธโ‰๏ธโ‰๏ธ GRAUGHHHH REAL SHIT#I care about these two sm omfg#I need more content with these tWO LOOK AT THEM ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿงก!!!#โ€œTell ur thoughts to shut up ๐Ÿ˜’โ€ msndhjsjss peak sibling comment#Also I changed my writing style a TEEEEENSY weensy bit if you havenโ€™t guessed#For a whileโ€ฆI havenโ€™t like the **โ€™s I put at the noises that characters made when they laughed :/#Soooo I tried just doing it in italics and AHHUUGHFHS ๐Ÿ˜–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’˜๐Ÿ’๐Ÿฉท๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’•#IT LOOKS SM BETTER#I just wanted the laughing to seem more natural#Your just being you guys ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿพ#DONโ€™T BE SO HARD ON YOURSELF PLEASEEEE#Eat some snacks!!! Drink some water/juice!!! Exercise!!!#Your allowed to feel the way you do so just take it easy โ˜บ๏ธ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿพ#Iโ€™M RUNNING OUTTA TAGS BUT IF ANYONE WANTS TO TALK ABOUT THE BEHIND THE STAGE WORKS ON HOW I MADE THIS I CAN ALWAYS YAP TO YOU ABT IT ๐Ÿ˜ˆ๐ŸคŒ๐Ÿพ#I donโ€™t think I implied this very well but Leo feels the same way Mikey feelsโ€ฆso thatโ€™s why he was so PERSISTENT on making sure Mikeyโ€™s alr#But Leo take his own advice challenge GO ๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธโ€ผ๏ธโ€ผ๏ธโ€ผ๏ธ Maybe a pt. 2 ๐Ÿซข??? Idk yet lolololololol
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babychosen ยท 4 days
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serendipity (Ch. 1/3, 2631 words) by Anonymous
Rating: Mature
Pairing: Angela Giarratana/Amanda Lehan-Canto
Summary: Two strangers, a kiss cam, and a free romantic getaway - what could go wrong?
i would like to dedicate this to (or just shoutout) the following people:
@sage-lights, @unknownteapot, @xxsuicidalravenxx, @okiankeno, @poppyfamily, and @shesmore-shoebill
big BIG thank you to all of you for writing fic and being supportive of this little amangela community. i would have quit fic a long time ago if it weren't for all of you incredibly kind folks and your inspiring works (and words!!)
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woodsyrain56 ยท 7 months
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Just finished the Mistborn series by Brandon Sanderson (for now) andโ€ฆDAMN IT, IT HURTS MAN. He probably has one of my favorite writing styles and it almost made me cry SEVERAL times, cause I listened to it while at work andโ€ฆIโ€™m gonna start the stormlight archive saga and, yeah.
I believe this is one of my first actual posts on here so, hi
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starflungwaddledee ยท 8 months
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lost a bet with @eliastheownerof0axolotls, so here's today's starstruck shipaganza entry (and also a belated birthday present for elias) featuring his oc flower dee and the rather absurd "blush off":
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uniiiquehecrt ยท 1 month
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Voice actors are NOT the same as actors.
It takes a specific kind of skill-set and training to be able to warp and meld the voice. It takes a certain kind of talent and dedication to hone that talent into the ability to meld the voice and invoke emotion with one's voice alone. Actors are used to using their voice secondarily to their body language and their facial expressions. It's all mirrored back on camera. They do have nuance. But it's a different kind of nuance and a different kind of training to produce that nuance.
Voice actors might get their likeness transposed on their character's design, and maybe their mannerisms might seep into the character's animation. But when it's all said and done: their presence is in their voice. They are bringing a character to life, showing that emotion in their voice, trying to keep a specific accent, drawl, pitch, tone in that voice and keep it consistent for their recording sessions.
The voice actor is like a classically trained musician who can play first chair in a competitive, world-renown orchestra. The actor (who fills the voice actor's role) is like a moot who played violin in beginner and intermediate high school orchestra and thinks they can get into Juilliard with that 2-4 years of experience.
This doesn't mean that the HS orchestra moot can't play. They can even be really good at it. Maybe they won competitions and sat first chair. But they are not in the same league as the person who's been training their whole lives and lives and breathes to hone their craft using the instrument and all of the training they've ever acquired to perfect it. They are not meant for the same roles. They are not in the same caliber. You do not hire the HS equivalent when you want to play complex music in a competitive orchestra.
Actors are not the same as voice actors.
And furthermore, actors - especially big name actors - taking the roles of animated characters for big budget films or TV pilots makes no sense anyways when - at least in the case of TV pilots - there's not a point to hiring a big budget actors anyways. That money could be used elsewhere (like paying your animators), and the talent that is brought onto the screen for X character could then be hired on to voice said character no recasting required.
I wouldn't say voice acting as a profession is in danger exactly, but it's certainly being disrespected and overlooked for celebrity clout, and this has ALWAYS been an issue. Shoot, even Robin Williams knew that much - which is why he tried so hard not to be used as a marketing chess piece for Aladdin and got royally pissed off when it happened anyways. People shouldn't go to any movie (but especially not animated films) because "oh famous actor is in it". People should go because it's a good movie and the voice acting is good.
People who honest to god think that voice actors are replaceable because "oh well anyone can voice act" or "I like xyz celebrity so naturally it'll be good" ... Honestly I just wish you'd reassess your priorities because you're missing the point and are part of the problem.
Voice Actors โ‰  Actors.
#(i am incredibly passionate about this)#(and seeing celebrity voice actors in what should be a voice actor's role completely burns my buns it doesn't matter WHO it is)#(hemsworth as optimus? someone tell me one good reason why they couldn't get a good v/a to replace mr. cullen properly for the future)#(ben shwartz as sonic? dude literally isn't even a good voice actor OR actor anyways-)#(- A N D jason griffith AND my boy roger craig smith are still RIGHT HERE)#(jason griffith IN PARTICULAR would have pulled back SO many sonic fans that went to watch the film anyways. if not /more/.)#(and on top of that he has the same tonality and energy they tried to force this moshmo to try and emulate anyways so GET THE REAL THING)#(chris pratt as mario? i can at least defend /him/ and say that barring his failure to do a NY accent consistently he wasn't terrible)#(but mario's new voice actor could've been used instead and people would've clearly appreciated that WAY more)#(vanessa hudgens as sunny starscout in mlp g5's pilot movie? literally why. they replace her and hitch's va in the show.)#(don't even get me started on the concept of hiring celebrity singers to do musical theatre roles or not letting musical theatre singers-)#(-dub the celebrity voice actors you just HAD to hire for your film bc you're so worried about not getting enough clout to get ppl in seats#(that you're putting it all in this (1) big name hire bc turns out that you have no faith in your writing ability much less-)#(-animation as a medium.)#(and no before anyone says anything : no this is not me saying that ALL celebrity voice castings are bad.)#(there are some that aren't that bad and others that are actually pretty good.)#(i especially appreciate it when actors are damn well aware they aren't voice actors and try to LEARN from voice coaches-)#(-and/or their va predecessors if applicable.)#(that does not change the fact that the celebrity shouldn't have been hired just because the film wanted to have bragging clout-)#(-oh look at this FAMOUS PERSON we were able to hire โ€” yeah ok. sure wendy. i want to know if this film is quality or not.)#(and 9/10 times the SECOND there is money spent on a non voice actor to voice the main character especially)#(that usually means somewhere along the way animation IS going to get shafted. if not w the animators themselves then in the way of-)#(-the actual animation itself and ESPECIALLY the screenwriting because it's especially been so dogshit lately even before the strike.)#(a celebrity being hired to fill a voice actor's role is such an immediate red flag to me and it is VERY rare that i get to be proven wrong
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(concept art of young taigen - source ; art credit: @abigaillarson)
i cannot get over this concept art of young taigen. god.
just look at this angry bratty boy, too many feelings that he doesnt know what to do with! an abused 9 year old kid in poverty always playing with sticks in the dirt, obsessed with greatness and dreaming to escape his decrepit villageโ€”and he does!
he does escape. he runs away. this angry little boy, all claws and teeth and biting words uttered with a lisp, going on the run into a world he's never seen before until he makes his way to kyoto. and knowing him he probably forced his way in to be accepted by the dojo, growling and kicking even as he's thrown out, back into the streets, too stubborn to take no for an answer and never knowing when to give up.
taigen calls mizu a dog, weak, an orphan, a scrawny street urchin. but i can't help but think that he feels so bold to use those words because he had them spat at him too.
because taigen had the idea of "this is how the world is" beat into him from birth. he learned quickly that if you couldn't beat the world you could join it. but that meant losing your way, your values, your principles. and isn't that what true honour is? not just titles and status and glory?
we don't get to see what taigen, as a child surrounded by peers encouraging and goading him on, would've actually done if that meteor hadn't fallen right in front of them at that very moment. would he have really tried to throw that stone on mizu, killing her? we don't know.
but we do see what taigen (his true self, with no one around) does, when presented with the same opportunity. when mizu passes out in front of him, unconscious and near death, vulnerable, the path to restoring his honour lays itself out for him on a silver platter. and he wants to take it, wants to kill mizu, to claim what is his and return to kyoto and get back everything he'd worked tooth and nail for. he feels like it's what he should do. but he doesn't.
and later, again he is presented with the chance to betray mizu, likely offered by heiji shindo to get his rank reinstated within the shindo dojo. and again, taigen doesn't take it. he refuses. "stupidly loyal," fowler calls him later. loyal, like a dog.
because now, pulled away from the sneering looks and jeering words of people around him, telling him that this is what the world is, taigen had met ringo and mizu, two outcasts who refuse to follow a predetermined path to greatness. and so inside something blooms in him. something like hope. a chance to live in a world that doesn't kick you down every chance it gets, to live in a world where genuine kindness and and love and friendship and even weakness is possible, allowed to simply exist without fear.
because he'd been running away from the very idea of it the whole time. when he ran from kohama, he never looked back, never wanted to remember what it was like to be a child, afraid and hungry and angry and hurting, without the words to make sense of it, desperately wishing for something. something more. he doesn't know what. but he hears stories of great swordsmen and decides, yes, this must be it. this is what i want: glory, greatness. the twisted seed gets planted and thrives in this barren land.
and when he returns to kohama with mizu and ringo, he at last is forced to stop running. he must face the child within him again, and he tells that child to put down the stones in his hand, tells him to stop barking at anything that moves or looks at him wrong.
the child drops the stone, and taigen buys dumplings instead, gives them to mizu. the child within him, wide-eyed at the prospect of friendship, moves him to pick up a hammer and toss it to mizu. he's smiling inside even as he does it; giggling like a kid hiding a silly prank. as soon as mizu drops the hammer after him, he leaps at her, tackling her to the ground and they wrestle and laugh unbridled like two children playing while the adults aren't around to barge in and yell at them.
and then his gaze catches on mizu's lips, he stares into mizu's eyes, a sparkling blue, inviting like the open sea in good weather.
it's a man's desire that takes hold then, the child in him sinking away again, and he curses himself for it, because it ruins the moment.
everything goes to shit from there, and then it's back to being a man, back to putting on his grown-up's armour to play hero.
it fails. the shogun dies. fowler's beatings reopen all the wounds left by heiji shindo's torture. "honour is meaningless," mizu tells him. "nothing comes from being a samurai but death."
the words follow him, and he follows the words.
as everything burns down, he runs, leaving the fire behind him, and sees akemi, as well as the verdure of spring behind her, calling him. he does not hesitate then to hold his hand out to her, inviting her to come with him. "i don't want to be great," he says. "i just want to be happy."
what is happiness to him? perhaps he doesn't know it yet, or perhaps he does. but really, i believe happiness is what the child in him always wanted but never received. happiness is a home.
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dirtbagdefender ยท 5 months
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I wouldn't really agree that boys are just arm candy in magical girl shows and only there to look cute. Yeah, sure the girls' friendships are the focus, but the boys are usually very much involved in the plot and most shows do explore their feelings about the odd things that happen due to magical shenanigans even if they aren't in the know (It's why ML baffles me even more with how they screwed up Adren's arc when he's the deuteragonist, when all these boys are supporting cast and get well rounded arcs)
I'm not much of a winx fan, but the specialists were very much not arm candy. Did the girls talk about them being cute? Yes, it's what teenage girls do. Did the narrative suggest they were good looking? Yes, but that's standard for most love interests in any genre. But we still got scenes with them talking amongst themselves about how they themselves feel and they got a fair share of badass fight scenes even if they wield no magic. A large amount of episodes actually included the boys and girls working as a team solving a mystery or fighting a villain. The girls might deal the finishing blow but the boys were still integral to the plot.
I hope this doesn't come across as hate, it definitely wasn't my intention. I'm just a bit too passionate about the magical girl genre.
I do think you have a good point with ML having a problem choosing a genre or blending two genres successfully.
For the CCS fans, I will add though that Cardcaptor Sakura had both Tomoyo and Syaoran serve as sources of motivation for Sakura. And both Sakura and Syaoran collecting cards even if Sakura is the only one who could seal them and yet never made you question whether Syaoran was even necessary for the job the way ml does with Chat.
I wasn't trying to say that boys have no part to play in magical girl team shows or that they're always treated as having no lives beyond the girls, that's why I mentioned that the Winx Club boys - aka, the Specialists - have their own (mostly off screen) lives and occasionally show up help the girls:
the boys are usually off doing their own thing and only occasionally show up for a date or to give the girls a ride on their cool bikes or magical spaceship
Even then, this is certainly a simplification of the roles that they play in the story, but I kind of had to simplify their roles down to their base components for the original post's discussion as I was talking in broad strokes of how these stories are written.
In terms of those broad strokes, the Specialists are absolutely only there for shipping fodder. That's why each one is assigned to a girl from the start and why their main role in the narrative is supporting their assigned love interest or causing relationship-based drama for their assigned love interest. If it weren't for shipping, then the Specialists would not exist.
While the Specialists do have fleshed out characters and may even effect the plot, the execution of those elements is designed around the girls. A really obvious example of this is the character Timmy, who has character development as the boy's tech guy. Why is he into technology? Because he's the designated love interest for the fairy of Technology and we have to show why they're a good match. Along similar lines, the boys don't really get plots that are removed from the girls because this is the girl's show. Every episode features one or more of the Winx, but the boys are optional and often don't appear.
This is because, narratively speaking, the boys are just love interests and that brings us back to Miraculous' big problem. You can't have a show where Adrien is written like a Specialist while also being part of the Winx Club and where Alya is written like she's part of the Winx Club while technically being more of a Specialist in terms of power set and actual narrative role.
I'm was thinking back to my memories of various Winx Club plots to find one that really highlighted what I mean here and I remembered that one of the big dramas in season one was the reveal that Bloom's love interest - Sky - was in an arranged marriage and had just never told her. As it turns out, that's a great example of what I'm talking about re Adrien!
Is that plot line technically based around Sky and letting his life effect the plot? Sure, but the fallout of that reveal revolves around Bloom, not Sky. The story doesn't really care how Sky's feeling as the conflict progresses. Instead, it focuses on how it affects Bloom and her friends because of course it does! She's the main character. It would be really weird if that plot suddenly focused on her side character love interest and his friends during one of her darkest hours/biggest moments.
Think of that and then consider how the ending of season five is written. Notice any similarities? Sure, this is Adrien's family drama, but because he's just a Specialist, the focus isn't on him. It's on Winx Club member Marinette and Adrien only shows up at the end for a kiss. That is the problem. That is what I'm talking about when I say that Miraculous will randomly write him as if we're watching a magical girl team show where Adrien is just the love interest.
In fact, let's really dig into this example because it's a good one.
You can have a look at the transcript for the finale episode of Miraculous season five here and see for yourself that Adrien doesn't even show up on screen until the final scenes when the big drama is over. The Winx Club wiki also has episode transcripts, so I took a look to see what happened in Winx land during the arranged marriage reveal plot (I love that this is a thing. It's so useful for fact checking myself!) This is the script for the episode after Bloom learns the truth. Sky does not appear even though his lies and family drama are the fuel for this episode's events, which are a major part of the season's arc. Note how perfectly that matches Adrien's writing?
Similarly, Sky's dialogue in the reveal episode is all about Bloom. He's worried about her learning the truth and thinking less of him. To match that, here's Adrien's only real dialogue in the penultimate episode of season five (full transcript):
Adrien:(Covers his ears.)ย I cannot transform...ย (Looks at his ring and tries taking it off.) Plagg:ย What are you doing?! Adrien:ย I'm not in my right mind. I'm too angry โ€” at myself for falling short of Marinette's love, at my father for sending me here in London, at this stupid app and these rings that use my image... it makes me sick! This nightmare is giving me the horrible feeling that, if I transform, I'll getย akumatizedย and destroy everything with myย Cataclysmย โ€” Marinette, Ladybug...ย (Takes off the ring and hands it to Plagg.)
Switching back to Winx. After Bloom learns the truth about Sky, bad things happen because she's depressed. This results in her and the Winx going off on a journey to learn the truth of who Bloom is. After the girls share this big plot moment and Bloom gets her mojo back, the boys show up to be their ride home and to give Bloom her romance moment where Sky wins her back by declaring that he broke off the arranged married because he loves her.
Sky notably doesn't get an arc about choosing between his arranged marriage and his true love. We don't even know that the marriage is broken off until he tells Bloom because that was never really a conflict as far as the narrative was concerned. Of course he's going to pick Bloom! He's her designated side character love interest! He only exists to be with her. We don't need to treat this as a serious thing for him. The arranged marriage plot was never about him anyway. It was about giving Bloom a reason to have a darkest hour moment that moves the plot forward. Similarly, Sky calling off the marriage is nowhere near as important as him telling Bloom that he's called off the marriage to be with her in a grand romantic gesture.
This perfectly mirrors Miraculous' season five ending where Adrien doesn't appear until after Marinette is done fighting her big girl power fight against his father. As far as the writing is concerned, that fight isn't about him. His connection to the villain only really matters in terms of how it affects Marinette's actions during the final battle. Then, when the battle is over, Adrien shows up to give Marinette her big romance moment because, while the plot may be driven by Adrien's family, he is not a Winx club member. He's just a Specialist. Or, in the words of the head writer:
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[image text: She's Barbie, he's Ken. You don't like it. I get it. It won't change. Anything else?] (The full, even more damning context of this tweet can be found here.)
What else can I say other than, "I rest my case."
Oh, and also that I didn't take this as an attack. I just thought it was a good opportunity to really dig into the nuances of this and what I was talking about in that original post as I never know how obvious this stuff is if you don't closely study story telling. As this case study hopefully shows, if a show is about a group of girl friends using the power of friendship, then their love interests may have important roles, but the boys are never going to be more important than the girls and most of the boy's screen time will be focused on romance and how their existence effects the girls because it's ultimately the girls' world. Without them, the show wouldn't exist. Without the boys? Well, then we just wouldn't have a romance plot.
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nemurian ยท 1 year
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@bigboobyhalo Your sacrifices have been accepted by the great Dapper. I'm so sorry but I don't think you'll be getting them back anytime soon. Or ever.
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puppyeared ยท 10 months
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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously
#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to#im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i canโ€™t do literally anything else until thats done. but#because I donโ€™t want to do it Iโ€™m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of#exec dysfunction.. Iโ€™ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something#and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh#and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing#because BOY id love to know too. Iโ€™d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant#even my period canโ€™t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still#its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damnโ€ฆ.#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally wonโ€™t die. itโ€™ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about#I know this but Iโ€™m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts arenโ€™t really connecting to my body. weird#maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I donโ€™t really feel#a strong attachment to it I guess? itโ€™s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just donโ€™t#I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but itโ€™s not very fun when it feels like Iโ€™m going to#be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol#idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week#had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting#yapping#does this count as vent#vent#Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly
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softmangoes ยท 28 days
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after all these years | sunny day jack
one day, joseph looks in the mirror and finds out that he's grown old. there are smile lines around his mouth, crow's feet crinkling the edges of his eyes from all the days he's spent doubled over laughing over some dumb joke he doesn't remember. his skin has become soft and leathery after all these years, the remnants of old scars now faded after so much time. he still keeps his hair long, the waves are just now streaked with silver like the stars arcing across the desert sky.
but after all these years, his eyes are still the same. they're the same eyes that protected him on those cold nights, shifting from side to side to detect any threats. the same eyes that folks still recognize at the grocery store, decades after the show ended, because those eyes had watched them grow and learn and become themselves. the same eyes that found you, staring right back.
you find him in the bathroom, his fingertips grazing his cheeks as he examines his face in the mirror.
"you okay there, handsome?" when joseph turns to meet you, his eyes are glistening.
"we're old," he says, as if he can't believe it. as if he can't be more grateful.
you pause. your joints have been creaking more lately and there are new freckles under your knuckles. the both of you were young once and by the grace of fate, you were given all this time.
"yeah," you answer, taking his face in your hands, stubble brushing against your palm as he leans into your touch. after all these years, he still looks at you in the same way he always has. "it's nice, isn't it?"
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