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I'm doing these very much out of order, and extremely late, but whatever. Anyway, DannyMay day 25: Blame
Imagining they often leave Jazz & Danny to clean up dinner so they can get back to their work obsession faster
#danny phantom#fanart#dp#dannymay day 25#danny fenton#jazz fenton#maddie fenton#jack fenton#blame#dannymay
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getting dressed for the day
#doodle heaven#my ocs#dosy#personas#25 years of taking the blame for what continued to happen to me effects me every day#i just dont want to overheat in the summer
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"while i crawled around in ditches" is really killing me like . yeah. yeah we all did that huh. i did that. right up until i watched IT and got convinced pennywise was in every drain ever.
#its funny how fears work. one day i just stopped being scared of them#i didnt even BELIEVE in it. i just wasnt gonna take a chance!!!! you think i wanna be the bitch who died cuz i didnt account for the clown!!#i stopped believing in like. every form of spirituality magic religion etc etc around 23? but tbh thats like#largely bc i decided if god even IS real we are NOT on speaking terms. i honestly understand polytheists more#again. not bc i am religious (agnostic. the only thing i know is that i dont know shit)#but bc i think i would have significantly less beef w gods as a whole if like. it wasnt just One Guy. All Powerful. who i can Blame#vs like. well wtf do i expect aphrodite to do about half this shit? this aint her wheelhouse. shes doing hot girl shit#but i digress. pennywise is not real because it is fiction and i am 25. luck is not real because i have ocd and if its real im fucked#txt
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Some days, everything feels like it's itching on my skin, and my clothes are too much, my hair is too much, every noise is too loud, and I just wanna yell and rip people to pieces for daring to talk to me. And the worst thing about days like that, is me. I hate myself when I am like that.
Things that went good:
I made a sponge cake roll. It's delicious.
I'm working on my bachelor's thesis again. Days like this, it feels like working my nails bloody, but I am working.
Despite my extremely thin skin and being super pissed, I bid my mom a pleasant goodbye, and I think a weekend of a hundred miles between us will be good for either of our nerves. I hope she's having a good time.
Summer has begun, but so far, there have only been a couple really hot days. This weekend might get bad, but we bought ice cream and water melon, and in doubt I will resettle to the tub.
My sister has gotten a new job within a couple days of being given her notice. That's her achievement, not mine, but it baffled me so much it bears mention.
Planned for a little city stroll next week; I should be able to get some new sandals and summer-appropriate pants.
I'm getting back into my sports routine, rising temperatures be damned.
Things that went not so good:
I love my mother, I really do. She's one of the most awesome people I know, and there's no end to the qualities I respect about her. That said, there are moments when I want to strangle her.
I feel the muse cautiously scratching at my door, and I realized I want to draw again. This is not drawing time though. This is writing thesis time.
The archive sites of my 1900s newspapers have an infuriating habit of getting stuck every time I'm trying to sort my sources, which drives me to insanity.
Things to do tomorrow:
Hopefully finish that stupid bit of formatting and sorting my sources. I'll be so much happier when that part is done.
Perhaps take a bath. Sunday is bath day, not Saturday, but I always feel better after soaking for a while.
Things to do these days:
I really, really wanna see my friends. I should pick up on those visiting plans again, ask my friends when they'd have a weekend off to have me around.
#is it Friday the 13th catching up with me?#eh I'll just blame the weather#smite me with thunderstorms and rain any day but spare me temperatures above 25 °C they make me cranky#personal stuff#depression diary
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Day 25 & 30 of Inktober 2023: Dangerous & Rush "Where you gonna go? My heart is your home Nothing is as cold As running on your own So River don't you rush"
#I blamed Near's real name for this#the song is River by Charlie Puth#this song makes me smile like an idiot at work#death note#near#mello#nate river#mihael keehl#inktober#day 25#dangerous#day 30#rush#what exactly happened?#you decide#delilahhyuuga238#traditional art#ink#black and white#red#tw knife#tw blood#it would be more fitting to post on Halloween though#artists on tumblr
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Mini vent under the cut
Living under a culture that screeches about family values and religion is an absolute fucking nightmare for those of us who are the image of everything said culture is against.
#i hate to say this but it feels like a cult#im sorry#ykw this is MY blog#i have respect for everything#and everyone no matter#their roots color gender religion anything#but when they can't say the same about me its an entirely different story#im not going to stay somewhere where im not wanted#the other day my older brother just randomly started naming groups of people he doesn't like#casually dropped the T slur didn't even bother to say transgender ONCE#at some point you can't blame the environment that surrounded you since birth anymore#we were raised the same way and not once did i think for a second that anyone different from me is beneath me#and if i can do it then so can a 25 year old man#hot take but saying that you'll ātry to accept someone whose differentā reeks of egotism#->whining.tag </3
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fuck i'm actually going to end up enjoying Sevpercy huh
maybe in a picky I like them when they are in my head or when I do it kind of way
or in a time travel way because when it comes to Snape I like his teenage self a lot more than his adult self
#percy weasley#Severus Snape#Sevpercy#i remember reading a post about how snape works really well with characters that fall into a mother hen role and that is something#that i think about with Percy alot so now im kinda š maybe#i just kind of assumed i didn't like it because i didn't care for alot of the fics id come across with them#so they might just fall into the same category as like TomPercy where I'm just super extra ultra picky about them#Percy accidently changing history without meaning too by getting close to snape leading to snape never telling Voldemort about the prophesy#that would be funny#because i don't think its openly known that its snape that tells him so its like#Percy had done a few things to hopefully help things and now is waiting for the time to come and its just not coming???#it's now December?? why are the Potters still alive?? not like he wants them not to be but it's like necessary isn't it for Voldemort to fa#he doesn't even know what he even did to change it#which was becoming a Lily replacement for Sev without even meaning to#this is such a weird concept like my brain is thinking Percy goes back post war maybe an accident maybe on purpose#but like its not a he's in a younger body now fic#we are talking reversed age gap here#Maybe his intention was like to go back and try to get close to the Evans (because it would be easier then getting close to the Potters)#and while he succeeds at it he ends up seeing how horrible Severus had it as a kid and now keeps giving him food and being nice to him#ooh random what if in a time travel scenario#you don't age until you reach the day you went back#Ive never seen that but it could be really neat imo#Percy just being stuck at like 25 while everyone ages around him until 2001#like imortality-lite#point is ive turned sevpercy into another 'caretaker' turned lover later in life ship because im weak to it and a little bit of a weirdo#again i blame the fact i have daddy issues and have a secret wish to be taken care of#poor Sevs just got a thing for Redheads that are nice to him
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#negativity cw#a couple of years ago in Dec 2022#my mother screamed at me for literal hours two days in a row shortly before Xmas Eve#about many many things but one of the things she said was that I was the only reason for discord in her marriage to my dad#and their relationship was on the rocks and it was my fault#itās not the first time sheās blamed me for their marital tension (sheās been doing it since I was 13)#but it was one of the worst#and after that I decided I would never get them an anniversary gift again#a one-line ācongratsā in whatsapp was all they would get#after a decade of being blamed every year for their relationship strife#that was almost 2 years ago#and after a talk I had with my mom yesterday on a walk#It looks like their marriageās years might be numbered#Iām 25 and moved out#but still#itās not vindication Iām feeling (I donāt want to take any joy in it) but
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#brain constantly oscillates between i didn't deserve any of this and life is evil and cruel and rotten#vs i deserved it all and i did it to myself and life is just consequences and karma and there's ontly me to blame#bc at this point things cannot just be coincidence/life at this point i must be making this happen i must deserve this stuff#there's too much stuff for it to jsut be the way it is#thinking abotu how even if there is no afterlife the idea of nothingness and nonexistence is a millipon times better and safer#and kinder than what i have right now#if something exists cool if it doesn't still cool i wouldnrt know any different#like if life is still like this at 25 whatās the chance it would ever get better#i honestly have never felt so ready to die everything and everybody is so cruel and horrible and theyve never been any different#ive been a punching bag since i was born#shit childhood shit life shit body shit shit shit pain every day brother constantly hurling abuse at me everybody taking it out on me#im fine im just ranting on here i guess theres nopoiint to this post i just cant stop crying everything is so horrible all of the time#back to looking at gay david tenannt characrer posts to cope ig uess#i
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Perpetually sad that phones and screens are blamed for people getting more stupid when actually IT'S BECAUSE THEY DON'T KNOW HOW TO USE THEM PROPERLY AND JUST GET THEIR BRAINS MELTED BY SOCIAL NETWORKS EVERYONE HAS A FUCKING DOOR TO KNOWLEDGE ON EVERYTHING IN THEIR POCKETS AND THEY DON'T USE THAT
#you can learn literally everything through your phone now.... every day i learn stuff on my own for free or almost because i have access to#all the knowledge i want....#anyway less than 25% of italians is able to fully understand text they're reading and to blame are also teachers in universities#because they don't push students to read actual books but use notes and summeries instead#so that's fun
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The way grown adults in their twenties still talk about how they didn't learn about x historical event or y horrific thing the US did back when they were in highschool as if it's any excuse for their willful ignorance is like actually so pathetic. It's four years of schooling that you had a decade ago of course you didn't learn every single thing in the world, no one does in any school in any country. You're not special. It's time to grow up and make the effort to learn things for yourself, You're Not In Highschool Anymore
#txt#like it's always āI didn't learn xyz in schoolā and āthe US education system sucksā girl you're 25.#Literally stop talking about highschool.#If you're not going to make the effort at least own up to it instead of making excuses and getting defensive#Like all of these people spend so much time complaining about what the US didn't teach them when they were a CHILD#when they could be spending that time. Googling? Reading? Asking their peers questions?#This is the information age. There is literally no excuse#when most of these people are on the computer actively using the internet for hours upon hours every day#or their phone or tablet or whatever else#making post after post on social media. But literally only getting their news from Twitter or Tumblr? Insane.#Do some reading yourself.#Idk check out library books. Your library needs the foot traffic anyway.#Ask questions on Reddit. There's plenty of people who actually are totally interested in answering your questions in good faith.#Ask questions on TUMBLR even. I know there's plenty of people HERE who are willing to answer questions in good faith.#Your peers are a great respurce to utilize for learning about Literally Anything!#Not that everyone knows everything. But it's still awesome to ask your peers questions and discuss things with them!#Like it's actually a great way to learn new things! It's kind of ONE of the big reasons things are taught in whole classes of people!#I can't stress enough! OP makes a post it is ok to ask them a question about it or ask about further reading or ask for a source!#As long as you're asking in good faith because you want to learn! It's not a bad thing to do!#If OP gets really upset and nasty about the questionāthat's not cool BUT you can't really blame them.#If they are a victim of whatever their post is about it's very frustrating for them and moreso that they feel they have to TEACH people#about it. So give people some grace in that regard. Not everyone will have perfect responses 24/7.#For the most part people will be able to recognise and understand the genuine desire to learn about something and help and will be at LEAST#willing to point you in a direction. Even if it's just a Subreddit or another tumblr acc or something#Like I cannot stress enough. You can do something to change your ālack of educationā about subjects by Educating Yourself#and Asking. Questions. And. Talking. To. Your. Peers. About. Things.#There's a hobbyist for everything. There's one autistic guy with a special interest out there that has all the answers to your questions#There is also like. News that isn't state-sponsered. But use critical thinking and look into sources.
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In other news: I overheard the neighbour's little boy say, "It's cold today."
It's 18 degress.
And you know what?
It actually does feel a little chilly.
God I hate it here.
#I mean I can't blame him#he's a kid#he has no idea that it's not meant to be 30 every day in Autumn#even though it is#it is 30 every day#or 25 if we're lucky#a few days ago we had a break and it was only 23 for two days#...#...one day#one day I'll leave#but that day is nowhere in the near future#thoughts#rant#to be clear: I love my city#so much#if I could move it about a Russia's height up from the equator we'd be golden#but it's not#so the only thing that's golden is the burnt grass in June-September
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Okay so we have this huge problem with forgetting about everything thatās happened by the time the next election rolls around so Iād like to keep a running list of things as theyāre happening to help remind us when the 2026 midterms roll around. And please add to this if Iāve missed anything.
January 2025:
Donald Trump pardoned 1500 people who participated in the insurrection of January 6th, including those who violently assaulted and nearly killed police officers.
Donald Trump has declared that trans and non-binary people donāt exist.
Donald Trump is working towards firing everyone in the government who isnāt loyal to him.
Donald Trump has effectively fired everyone who he claims is an āillegal DEI hireā ā¦whatever that means
Donald Trump pulled out of the Paris Climate Agreement and the World Health Organization
Congress are trying to pass the Laken Riley Act to, effectively, round up every immigrant in the country, including LEGAL immigrants
Donald Trump removed caps on prescription drug prices.
Donald Trump wants to withhold federal aid to help combat the LA wildfires and help the thousands of people who have been displaced and lost their homes.
The Department of Justice has put a hold on all civil rights cases.
Donald Trump has cut off aid to Ukraine.
Laken Riley Act has been passed by Congress and is awaiting being signed into law by the President. Hereās the breakdown of the votes: House Senate
Donald Trump purged a dozen inspectors general from the federal government and intends to replace them all with people loyal to him.
Pete Hegseth has been confirmed as Secretary of Defense. Hereās the breakdown of how the Senate voted. Note, it was a 50-50 tie that JD Vance had to break.

Donald Trump imposed a 25% tariff on Colombia after the Colombian government turned away two airplanes carrying migrants. Columbia has retaliated by imposing a 25% tariff of its own on US goods.
Donald Trump has also issued a travel ban for Colombian citizens and revoked visas from Colombian migrants coming to the US.
Donald Trump has now backed off the tariffs and other threats against Colombia. Note for future reference: this comes just hours after Trump made the threat in the first place and he and the Colombian president got into a big fight on social media.
Nearly 1,000 migrants were arrested mostly in Chicago on January 26th by ICE and ICE has been told to meet a quota of 75 migrant arrests every day.
Donald Trump rescinded an anti-discrimination executive order from Lyndon B. Johnson
Donald Trump signed an executive order banning trans people from serving in the military and also ordered that people who were discharged for refusing to get mandatory vaccines be reinstated.
Donald Trump has frozen all federal grants to institutions.
After pressure from state governments, activist groups, and the general public, the White House has rolled back some of the freezes on federal funding.
Representative Andy Ogles (R-TN) has proposed a change to the 22nd Amendment to allow Donald Trump, specifically, to serve a third term.
Donald Trump is trying to fire all federal employees who donāt want to return to the office (work-from-home saves the federal government millions of taxpayer dollars in overhead). He also sent an email to federal employees saying that if theyāre not loyal to him, theyāll be investigated.
Donald Trump has signed the Laken Riley Act into law.
Donald Trump has said he doesnāt think Palestinians should be allowed to return to Gaza but instead should be sent to Egypt and Jordan.
Native Americans have been targeted by ICE raids.
Donald Trump has ordered undocumented immigrants to be sent to Guantanamo Bay
Donald Trump signed an executive order to expand federal funding for school choice programs. [x]
Donald Trump signed an executive order saying that he will deport visa-holding students who protest against Israel. [x]
Donald Trump has blamed DEI for the plane crash that killed 67 people in Washington D. C. [x]
Donald Trump signed an executive order that schools should no longer teach about racism and discrimination. And that schools should only teach history that is āpatrioticā [x]
Florida Representative Anna Paulina Luna wants to add Donald Trumpās face to Mount Rushmore. [x]
Trumpās Department of Education has called book bans a hoax. [x]
The Department of Justice has barred certain news outlets from receiving information from the Pentagon. [x]
The Trump administration has fired multiple FBI officials who investigated the January 6th insurrection. [x]
February-July 2025
Iāll keep adding to this list as new things come up and, again, please feel free to add anything Iāve missed. I know that in this world of constant news itās easy to forget, so letās give our future selves a little help!
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i think it's cause i had my insecurities already
#like at the end of the day.#it just bums me out because do i have to keep dealing with the same things for the rest of my life or do things change at 25 or 30 or 40#or do some people never change#maybe it's pms too. do i have to keep dealing with that for the majority of my life#maybe i should go on birth control#i love how i find other problems that could be related and say maybe if we blame that and solve it (which won't happen btw but what if we#comfort ourselves with the thought that it will happen one day)- and it's like sweetie that's not how it worksš©·#kata.txt
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tag vent
#so i think my boyfriend is going to break up with me#i just had an abortion a week ago and i was at the ER last night for hours#ive been in so much pain recently and it stopped today after the ER visit bc of the meds they gave me but also i learned that due to all the#blood loss im now anemic and might need a blood transfusion and im so afraid of everything getting worse because it is#im still homeless and trying to get stable housing. im staying at a temporary housing place right now but im sleeping on my moms couch on#and off because she has a car and os close to the ER if something goes worse.#im pretty sure hes going to leave me. hes been distant and i really need him right now. like he isnt taking care of me when i can barely#move because of the extreme pain. he hasnt been cooking for me after i cooked for him every night since we got together until now.#he hasnt been there emotionally and is only there physically sometimes even though hes with me everyday and night. hes not there financially#either. the one time he sent me money to help was 2 days ago and he essentially made me spend the 25 on games and wouldnt let me save it#for when we needed it. it also seems like hes blaming me for his blood sugar even though ive been spending my last cash on him and when i#have nothing i still get him sugar and food. he hasnt contributed at all really and i feel so fucking used and that hes going to drop me now#ive been using all of my connections and resources to make sure we have a place to stay. an apartment. food. sugar. and safety.#but all hes done is lie about putting in job applications and try to get into an apartment over an hour away from where we are and he knows#i dont want to move there at all. but he keeps trying to get in. ive told him im not moving there. he said all he wants is for us to live#together and he doesnt care where it is. but damn i dont feel heard at all. and i feel like hes definitely going to leave me#im so scared i love him so much#tag vent#vent#vent in tags
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#there's something really depressing of me thru the years#coming here to rant about stuff i can't find myself to talk about with ppl around me#and it just hits harder when i remember myself ranting about university and how i had hard time getting through it#just to pop here again after some years with a degree#but unemployed for almost 2 years now#idk i have no words#i feel like a complete failure watching everyone around me go on with their lives and doing stuff#while I'm 24/7 in my apartment living off my parents' money#at fucking 25 jesus christ#i really wanna blame the whole system#bc i felt the whole thing in my bones#doing interviews#sending my cv#but never getting answers#checking every day if there's a job related to my degree that I'm qualified for just to get disappointed when there's barely any#but idk#I just think there must've been something i could do to not be in this position rn#if i didn't have high standards when i first started searching for jobs#if i was confident enough in interviews#stuff like that#then there's my mother pressing the idea of me getting a different degree since 'this one won't get me far'#while there's literally nothing else i like doing or at least have skills for#different degree on what exactly#then again#i can't really go on like this and it's really frustrating#i don't wanna go back to my hometown and work at my parents restaurant again this summer#idk seeing the same ppl again and get asked if i found a job just to answer no#it's fucking humiliating#and i know I'm projecting when I think about what everyone will think of me but can you blame me#š
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