#day 6: frienships

[bweirdart]

nearly oc-tober time again - time for some prompts for 2024

F.A.Q

do i have to draw?

not at all! you are free to participate with any medium that suits you... writing, artwork, free bases and templates, simple text posts, in-character-as-your-oc roleplay, whatever! (just no stealing or AI)

do i have to make new content?

nope! re-uploading old stuff that fits the prompts is allowed (and encouraged) ... old art that didn't get the appreciation it needed always deserves a chance to be shared again, it's a fun throwback!

do i have to post every day?

nope! only 10 days are mandatory (the ones in red with a star symbol) and everything else (yellow) is 100% optional! if you're busy or tired, please skip as many as you want

can i start early?

you can prep your posts in advance if you need to ... but please wait until the right day in october to share them!

can i re-upload your prompt list to another site?

i would prefer if you dont - i have accounts on most sites, so just reblog/retweet/share from me!

event tag?

#bweirdOCtober

have fun!

image desc/text version ↓under the cut↓ or on bweird.art/october

prompts:

WEEK 1: OC INTRODUCTIONS

⭐ 1: FAV OC

what makes them your fav?

2: NEW OC

how recently did you make them?

3: OLD OC

how long ago did you make them?

⭐ 4: UNDER-APPRECIATED OC

an oc you feel like you don't talk about enough, or you haven't fleshed out as much as you would like

5: RE-DESIGNED OC

an oc who has changed a lot (what changed about them?) or, if you haven't redesigned an oc: is there anything you might want to change about an existing oc?

WEEK 2: BUILDING BACKSTORY

⭐ 6: PAST

where is your oc from? what did they look like as a child?

7: LIKES

what do they like (and why?)

8: DISLIKES

what don't they like (and why?)

⭐ 9: RELATIONSHIPS

doesn't have to be romantic! can any kind of relationship (frienship, family, rivalry etc)

10: PERSONALITY

what are your oc's main personality traits

11: SYMBOLISM/THEMES

what represents your oc? is there a specific colour you associate them with, or a specific animal?

12: FUTURE

what will your oc look like in the future? do they have any plans or goals?

WEEK 3: FUN + GAMES

⭐13: MEMES

do any memes remind you of your oc? are there memes your oc would find funny? maybe you want to redraw your oc as one?

14: WHO/WHAT INSPIRED YOUR OC

are there existing characters that your oc looks like? was your oc based on yourself? is your oc originally from a specific fandom?

15: MUSIC

share a character playlist, write a songfic, post lyrics that remind you of them, etc

⭐16: EYES CLOSED or NON DOMINANT HAND

draw a picture of your oc with your eyes closed or with your non domminant hand, write or type a paragraph about them without your eyes closed, etc ... have fun, and don't worry about it looking "bad" -it's meant to!!

17: DnD ALIGNMENT CHART

put all your ocs into a DnD alignment chart, or any other similar chart if you prefer

i've compiled a few templates on my site, but you can find more easily if you google "oc alignment chart"

⭐18: SWAP

swap something between your ocs - their role in the story, hairstyles, personalities, fashion taste, species ... whatever you want! how would this difference change them?

19: PALETTE CHALLENGES

draw your ocs with as many of these colour palettes as you want (or just skip if you don't draw/don't like doing these!)

hex codes for the colours:

palette 1 - #3C1E81 #6D1EA2 #B059E8 #FE0876 #FE5284 #FE7C96 #E0CFE3 #FFD5C3

palette 2 - #352823 #673F28 #AB541C #BA8233 #897128 #A68B2F #F7BF6A #DAC3A4

palette 3 - #A42E25 #D7412B #E47C29 #F7A233 #FCC02D #FCE4A6 #486548 #FEFDE8

palette 4 - #2F4769 #39597E #53779C #94D1E7 #AADDE7 #D48DB7 #D498B5 #D2BABA

WEEK 4: COMMUNITY

20-26: A WHOLE WEEK OF SOCIAL STUFF

if you don't have the time/energy to do every day this week, ⭐ day 23 is the only one marked as mandatory! you can skip the rest!

some ideas for what you could do: talk about a friend's oc you like, make gift art/writing of them, collabs, trades, reblog/appreciate ocs in the event tag, make interactions between your ocs and other people's

WEEK 5: HALLOWEEN

⭐27: FEARS

is your oc scared of anything? do they have any phobias? are they startled easily? would any of your ocs try to scare ppl on purpose?

28: MONSTER

what would your oc be if they were a monster (eg: werewolf, vampire, eldritch beast.. whatever) or, do you have an oc who is already a monster?

29: PUMPKIN CARVING

your ocs carving pumpkins, a drawing of a pumpkin carved to look like your oc ... or even carve it in real life!

30: GHOST

this can be literally a ghost, or a concept that haunts your oc! up to you!

⭐ 31: COSTUMES

what are your ocs wearing for halloween?

[moonglide]

echoes of wisdom hours 6 and 7

-smallant skipped the entire fucking water temple. went from start to finish in what seems like five minutes. i'm going to flay him alive. i wish i'd thought of that

spoilers under the cut for end of zora questline, the eastern palace, and (non-plot) parts of gerudo desert

-the water temple boss was very fun. i had to think.

-i know i said i wanted to kiss kushara but now i want dradd to kiss kushara

-the song the zora play is nice.

-TRI STOP TALKING ABOUT THE POWER OF FRIENSHIP. these two are clearly going to bang as soon as we leave.

-god. is there just. an optional dungeon? just sitting there? i love you nintendo

-the cloud boss at the end of the eastern temple was fun. I spammed octoroks.

-what?? i get a damage reducing acessory from this? hell yeah

-i walking around and i can't believe they ripped this portion of the map just east of castle town straight from alttp. it's great

-walked through castle town. did a little acorn minigame.

-ok what is the deal with these stamp platforms? i keep finding them but idk what to do with them. I know there's stamp guy or whatever but where is he.

-went to kakariko. the slumber dojo has a sparkly katana. i want it. i'm coming back for it.

-upgraded my sword.

-death #4 to some sandslash level two caromadillos in a cave in the gerudo highlands.

-horse!!!!!

-my main man what do you mean you can't find the horse. it took me exactly two seconds to find it.

-he says i can borrow any horse. i try to hop on a horse. he says i can't have it because it already belongs to someone.

-guys i tried to ride a cow

-horses probably aren't great in this game anyways because of all the elevation changes

-on my way to the oasis. is that the ruins of the goddamn second dungeon in alttp????

-did mango minigame. got a fan! oh, it's just a collectible. damn. i thought i'd be able to fight people with it.

-got an anti-knockback accesory.

-went to gerudo town. beat someone in a race.

-"only authorized personnel can come in here" yeah just try stopping me.

-there's no secret entrance???? damn they stopped me. never thought i'd see the day.

-oh no this teenager lost her voice in a rift and now she's depressed??? someone call kushara we need more anti-PTSD harp music

-checking out the rift. trying to kill a redead so i can use it to kill my enemies. i got too close. it one-shot me. i wasn't even paralyzed. it didn't even hit me, it just bent over to start screaming and i died bc i got too close or something. that's death #5.

-fave monster is spikes again. the ai in this game is kinda stupid and it's hilarious. everything keeps dive-bombing them and like. honey. can you not see it's made of spikes.

-ok edit forgot to mention but does Zelda dislike general wright??? Like, with lefte she just took her hood off but with wright he approached her, and she jumps back, and THEN reveals herself. What beef do they have????

[bon2bonn]

Bonnie's Playlist on shuffle prompts :

1. Right where you left me , Taylor swift .

2. Pity party , Madeline Martinez .

3. supermarket flowers , Ed Sheeran .

4. X2 , Anne Marie .

5. Castle on the hill , Ed Sheeran .

6. Simple , Sam Fischer .

7. What about us , P!nk .

8. These days . Redimental ft Jess glynne , Macklemore .

9. Yellow hearts , Ant Saunders .

10. Say you won't let go , James Arthur .

11. Two birds , Regina Spektor .

12. Lavender haze , Taylor Swift .

13. Just you and I , Tom Walker

14. Sunlight , Hozier .

15. Hurt tonight , One Republic .

16. My home , Awin .

17. Would've, could've, should've , Taylor Swift.

18. London boy , Taylor Swift .

19. Before you go, Lewis Capaldi .

20. The exit , Conan Grey .

21. Money , Cardi B .

22. Cinnamon , Lana del Rey

23.before the worst , The Script .

24. best friend , Doja cat

25. This city , Sam Fischer .

26. Rush , Lewis Capaldi

27. Power over me , Dermot Kennedy .

28. Sweet nothing , Taylor Swift .

29. Capsize , Emily Warren ft. Frienship .

30. The great war , Taylor Swift .

31. Lover , Taylor Swift .

32. Change , RM .

33. Family line , Conan Grey .

34. Nonsense , Sabrina carpenter .

35. Stay . Rihanna.

36. Off my face , Justin Bieber .

37. Happier than ever , Billie Eilish .

38. Sunflower , post Malone ft Swailee .

39. Growing pains , Alessia Cara .

40. Didn't I , One Republic .

Send a song + F1 driver ✨

[bladu-bladu]

I've lived in many places, moved many times, had to start over friendships again and again. Some people keep calling and you want to keep calling them; some people turn out to be only friends of proximity, and once you're no longer around each other, the friendship cools.

I have childhood friends that still live in that city and we are friends because once in three years i show up on their doorstep and say hey there im alive, and they say lets go out one of those days, and then i leave and we will see each other in a few years once again. I don't have their number and I don't want their number, because we dont have anything in common anymore, but we have been friends for decades because that's what we were when we last played together and it is enough to see them healthy and happy even if i dont know the particulars.

I had a friendship that lived on 6 month old message replies, and it was important and meaninful and i very much didnt care all that much about the time it took to answer, because if i said "im coming over next week" id have a spam of gushing and plans making and lets go there and there and do this and that and youre staying for how long and stay a few days at my house. And we would talk about everything and update each other on our lives and sometimes not talk at all, but just being around and realising that yes, we like each other still! was great. It is very strange to be making plans to visit and knowing they're not there anymore, they're not here anymore, but the urge to message is still strong, the friendship is still there, even thought they aren't.

I have a frienship that survived end of school, end of college, moving cities and states and a decade without seeing each other. And i asked for a place to stay and they said you can stay as long as you need. Live with me.

I have a friendship that started at work, and they said they feel inferior because oh you know so much about so many things, and i said you know just as much as i do, everytime you and our common friends talk, i know zero references, i dont know the people, the shows, the meaning, the implication, so who knows more than the other here? and i asked to be invited to their wedding and they started giggling. we have nothing in common besides our profession, and i wish to hold this person forever.

I've had friendships that i thought would survive distance but frizzled out. That i thought were meaningful, but were for (their) convenience. That i thought were real, but where only of proximity.

Maybe it's from the experience of having started over and over and over, but letting go of those that give you nothing but the taste of pain isn't the end of the world. The loneliness, the feeling of being unmoored and what do i do with my time that was theirs before fades away, and you find something else to occupy yourself with, you meet new people. Maybe you stay as acquaintances for years until you or they reach out. It does need courage, it does need work, but it is so very much worth it.

Also re: the fact it’s normal to have a period of time where you have no friends: sometimes this means no “real” friends aka still have people you know from work, school, family, neighbors, acquaintances, etc etc you interact with but are not close with and couldn’t go to for anything on any deeper level. But sometimes it actually does mean no friends. No social interaction, nobody to call, no other option, don’t talk to anyone for days, don’t know who would find out if you died. The thing is there really is coming back from both of those situations ofc it takes a good deal of work and can feel like pulling teeth to put yourself out there but god it pays off. You can always start over from scratch, and it’s true most people are just as lonely as you are

[theorist-influencer-untitled]

3.9.25 Sunday continuosly doing the prayer vow for nana and sir Paez.

6:53 am

Still,have windblow...

Drinking my first cup of coffee and wishing and praying that I can get a payout and job, I wanna buy more coffee,angels... I'm super self-pitying of so many shallow things...

I had a bad dream but I don't wanna put it here coz it is worst! My heart can't take it...

I just want a safe life for the old mixed friends whether they are fakers or whatever, I'm still longing to hear whatever that I need to know... They hurt me for 18 years...

I feel hurt and jealous for things that I don't know that I must know....

No one has the right to cut anyone from someone, most specially if the intention is pure or coz of love for friendship...

I don't understand since 2007...

7:05 am

Still,have windblow...

7:12 am

Still,have windblow...

Windblow question who is Maurice?

Maurice is one of the upper batch in Immaculate Conception Academy. He is a good looking friend of mine, I just met him in Water District. He is working there and we became in a way friends! As in friends coz whenever me and my Aunt Jasmine need to pay the water, we went there and had this a lil friendly chit-chat with Maurice and Aunt Jasmine became closer to one of the heads there in Water District here in Dasmarinas Bayan Cavite.

But I didn't catch his surname... Maurice is a tall and good looking guy and having white skintone as in white skintone.. I guess he was always in the gym. But we were just friends,he is older than me and on the upper batch in Immaculate Conception Academy.

It was just a weird thing but it is good to know people and gain friends even on the upper batch. I remember I just brought him cake during his birthday, I was still in Cebu Pacific Air and before I went to Cebu Pacific, we had this friendship that was really funny. We were just really friends... As far as I can remember coz there were days that we had a financial trouble which is until now, started after college... Aunt Jasmine became acquainted with one of the heads in Water District. The cake thing it was just a thoughful act from me and I said we are friends! It was once coz Maurice is a funny and friendly guy...

I even went to his house in Dasma. Bayan but I forgot... It was just once, it was Maurice's birthday... I was with Aunt Jasmine...

For the judgemental people, I'm always used to being the center and they are my so called friends!

My guy friends they didn't like me coz we knew each other ever since.... Ever since I was with pretty friends... I had pretty friends on women with my guy friends... It was like my friendship in Cebu Pacific Air there in ground...

I was with Pau,Che, Baby Karen, Agate, Yvette then I also created frienship with my seniors most specially Moriel or Yhel, Mayee or Mariel et al... I had super good relationship even with Eman, he is as well my seniour in Cebu Pacific Air. But as time goes by, I'm having doubts...

Even Pipay or Sophie was my seniour but she was younger then me but she was with Mayee or Mariel my seniour, coz ahead of me of 2 years, before I became part of Cebu Pacific Air.

Katrina Matoza was my batchmate. We were the seniour of Pau,Che, Baby Karen, Agate... Katrina is a bit lesbian... The first time that I saw her, I found her pretty and as time goes by, I figured out she is bisexual... She came from an all female university. I forgot the name of the school.

Katrina and I we had this team work chemistry when it comes to work... People will put a rival thing on us but on work moment we had this "team work" chemistry...

I almost wanted to give up the time that I was in Cebu Pacific Air, the time that Cebu Pacific Air was on a struggle to fly its name and fame... We had this time that our system broke, but still we need to manage the people even on manual check-ins! Handling people is not easy... It was hellish on the old domestic location.

8:11 am

Still,have windblow....

I feel jealous on some friends who linked already on some friends without my knowledge...

For 18 years, I feel that they all betrayed me that they didn't like me coz some were doing something behind me since 2007???

No one has the right to cut anyone from someone... Example if I have a gathering coz I wanna have it coz I feel hurt that I lost friends...

I need to hear something and why...

I feel hurt on friends who are spying on me without approaching me like Mitch?

9:18 am

Still,have windblow...

I want this to authenticate my friendship.... I hate fakers!

I really want this to have inside the Palmer's hall...

It is a confession stand booth...

If KC wants to join,she is welcome, there will always be something for her in my crazy circle of friends even Borgy. There are always a special seat for them. If only they want to join... No pressure...

I want some Araneta to join for them to authenticate my membership as Wappy Araneta.

2:12 pm

Still,have windblow...

My crazy biological mother is sending messages again about Aunt Karen and Crysette that I should say sorry? Is she crazy?

What is she talking about? Huh? My biological mother is always fake... I don't know what is she talking about...

My biological mother is always making a way to damage me...

My biological mother is having a "split personality"....Most of the time she is having a low character...

That crazy biological mother went here yesterday and she told me she got stocks of chicken, she got an access on foodish... She said she will share here... So, I just asked if she can bring some stuff like lotions,coffee or biscuits.

3:29 pm

Still,have windblow...

Someone is calling me from a 3rd party of Maya but I sense coming from INC or Church Of Christ that they are pushing me to pay 23k pesoses that I didn't loan or received anything from Maya bank. I said I will tell this to Mr Araneta...

I said I will kill you and I will tell this to Mr Araneta coz the agent sounded like he is planning to push a thing on me....

It is CJ the name of the 3rd party....I want my angels to reach Mr Araneta to give protection on me coz someone from INC perhaps, he sounded like he will squeeze me to pay for that 23k pesoses that I keep on telling them that I didn't loan anything from Maya and I don't have Maya account...

I have smart sim but it was discovered it was being tampered by other number but it was already discovered by other agents...

4:36 pm

Still,have windblow...

My "we sing" is being hacked by someone and I feel bad...

Can someone protect my apps here even my we sing... Someone wanted me to delete my we sing account....I'm seeing a trash can at the bottom of my screen on my we sing app...

They keep on copying me those evil spirits... It is my memory of myself that I'm singing.... Those are my voices they stole my stole and they stole my voice always...

Return the normal function of my wesing, help me angels!

5:44 pm

Still,have windblow...

My phone is being hacked, I feel bitter... I wanna cry angels... It is being hacked...

I need a new phone... They are hacking my phone and I have no phone now... The screen is shaking and switching to white and now it's totally black... I wanna cry... But awhile ago it is returning... Now, it is totally black...

It is the "We Sing" hacking my phone... I need help angels, I need a new phone... Please return my phone to its life... It is switching to white, then black, then it is shaking then it says " congratulations". I know it is being under a bad spirit... Being take over by a bad spirit...if

I know it can be returned if the "We Sing" hackers will return it. The "we sing" those artist are stealing my voices perhaps... Their crew, perhaps are there in " We Sing" .

I wanna cry angels...

It plays a Christmas Song but it is still on black out screen... I hate Manalo's or the Manotoc's who are behind these or hidden Church Of Christ and group here, the hackers.

It is being hack and I don't have a phone and I wanna cry...

My "We Sing" songs list are there... I feel bad...

6:13 pm

Still,have windblow...

Now, they are playing " Love Takes Time" but my screen is still black out... The "We Sing" hackers...

hmm... I guess "Apple" is hard to hack??? Can someone buy me 2 Apple's?

Why is it tito Cookie's messenger named Cooky Zen Agape Eros? same on my brother RV...

I remember my biological mother has a hacker gang somewhere...

What about my payouts, angels?

I hate Manalo's all over the world, I know they have this main hackers in the world.

7:55 pm

Still, have windblow...

Alarm is still working but I can't switch it off, the screen is still blackout... I removed the back-cover I pressed hard the volume down... The screen is still black-out...

8:27 pm

Still, have windblow...

I can't restart the button...My song keeps on playing... This is insulting in my part...

This is fucking weird! Bullshit! Insulting! Fucky You Wesing!

Fuck You Wesing!

This is creepy I slightly pull-up the battery then it still playing... Still playing without the battery? What? Am I gonna be cheap? or The 6 feet below me is gone! Fuck You WeSing!

Which one hacker, mother-fucker!?

If the battery is not on the phone, but we have wifi, the phone is still working... What the fuck!

It is supposed to be the phone is dead, right? When you off the battery a bit, I mean taking it out the phone will die but my song is still playing...

Wifi connection on tablet but the battery is built-in...

It is creepy right? Dead but not dead...

9:09 pm

Still, have windblow...

I don't know I can't restart it my song keeps on playing...

9:28 pm

Still,have windblow...

How will I die? Murder? My phone is still playing... It is creepy... It is not my dream to be killed by anyone... Not my dream angels!

I don't know what to do... I need money...

What about my games and payouts?

What about my games, angels?

I spent hours, days and sleepless nights... What about my expected payouts?

I wanna cry...I feel stress and numb...

10:21 pm

Still,have windblow...

Angels, my phone return its life... Whew! Thank God! Suddenly... But I still need a new phone...

10:25 pm

Still, have windblow...

It went blackout again... It is being hack again angels... My song is still playing...

I need a new phone... I feel stress...

[cygnusoracle]

Hello, thank you for opening readings !

I'm M.A. I wanted to ask about my best friend A.M. It's a complicated frienship between us currently but we constantly try to work it out and I think the issue stems from the fact that I might be in love with him but in denial, and I don't know if I should confess or no.

I wanted to ask does he also have feelings for me ? Anything romantic on his part or am I just misinterpreting things ?

Thank you very much <3 🤧♥

Hi dear💫

I can see you both are triggering each other for quite a few days actually. Hmm..both are mentally affected too. This friendship needs to continue. By this I mean, its good to have A.M as your best friend and not go beyond that.

A.M is someone who is a farsighted person and always good at giving, like giving love and literally giving like food/gifts/other materialistic things. But currently A.M is going through a tough cycle that is helping to evolve.

Currently A.M is not romantically involving with you. (If you think they are flirting like to you, don't fall for that) they are a good person and they are detached too.

Hope this helps<3 they give of air energy a lot.

For you: 17, 11, 3, 6 might be significant to you. And a brand new start is coming to you out of nowhere, you will be surprised <3

Hope it helps😚

[cricketnationrise]

Wouldn’t it be Andoverly?

for day 6 of nurseyweek2021: friendship. also on AO3

_X_

Derek was pretty good at making friends. Usually. But he’d never been the new kid before. Elementary and middle school had been a breeze, his siblings paving the way for him with teachers, and Nursey’s willingness to share crayons worked in elementary school and hockey skills did the trick all through middle school.

Now though, he was all on his own.

His sisters had graduated years ago and Dan had skipped a grade, so he was gone. Derek had been counting on Dan being here more than he was willing to admit to his moms.

If he could just get through this first day of classes, he would be fine. He just had to make it to hockey practice. Derek could handle himself. He could. With a deep breath he left his dorm, ready to face the day. 

WHAM

Or he could just lay here forever.

“Sorry ‘bout that, you okay dude?”

Derek looks up from where he is sprawled on the floor to see a guy with a full mustache leaning over him, concern all over his face.

“Yeah, I think so,” Derek says, managing to sit up, rubbing his head.

“Oh shit, here, let me help you up man.”

Derek takes Mustache Guy’s hand, and is yanked up so powerfully that he almost goes down again.

“Thanks, I’m good now.”

“I really didn’t mean to plow into you like that. I’m glad I didn’t manage to damage your beauteous face. That would have been a real shame.”

“Thanks, I think. Um,” Derek didn’t know if Mustache Guy was hitting on him or just exuberant, so he went on as if the last part hadn’t been said, “Do you know where the Washington Building is?”

“Chyeah! I’m going there myself; we can walk together!”

“Awesome, thanks.”

“So you’re a freshman? Or a transfer? I don’t think I’ve seen you here before,” Mustache Guy says.

“Yeah,” Derek says, “A freshman.”

“That’s cool, man. You doing any sports? You’ve got serious muscle under that uniform.”

“Um, I play hockey. I got recruited actually.”

“HOLY SHIT DUDE! I’m on the team, too! Welcome, man! Defense, right? Call me Shitty – that’s my team nickname.”

Shitty is off like a shot, jabbering away about the team and how exciting it is that Derek’s there now, already talking about the schedule and fuck those Shattuck guys seriously, bro.

Derek interrupts the flood of information, “Your nickname is Shitty?” Derek asks, “How awful are the guys on the team if that’s your nickname?” he asks, aghast. Maybe this wasn’t such a good idea.

“Nah, its chill bro, I go by Shitty actually. My family are a giant bag of racist bigoted assholes and if they weren’t paying for me to go here and for college, I wouldn’t go home at all. But the name they gave me is truly awful. My initials are BS. Get it? It’s a giant fuck you to the jerks who tried to make me as conservative as them. Jokes on them, even the teachers call me Shitty, or Mr. Knight if they’re feeling formal. That might be a defense mechanism on their parts though, since I refuse to acknowledge my actual name.”

Derek is feeling cautiously optimistic about this guy after all that. No one who was that aware about his own family would be an asshole to him on purpose. He has a good feeling about this guy.

“Well then, hi Shitty, I’m Derek. Derek Nurse.”

“Oh hey, you must be Dan’s little brother! Good dude,” Derek smiled – at least people had liked Dan, that would help. “It’ll be weird not having him here for graduation. Nice to meet you. I’m gonna call you Nursey unless you have any objections,” Shitty says.

“Nope, I’m good,” Derek grins, “much better than my last nickname.”

“Let me guess, ‘Big D’,” says Shitty.

“Yup. Not a great amount of creativity in my middle school,” Derek says.

“Well, come on Nursey, don’t want you to be late on the first day! I’ll tell you all about the team on the way.”

Derek smiles to himself as he listens to Shitty talk as they walk towards a cluster of old brick buildings. Even if he doesn’t get close to the other guys on the team right away, it seems like Shitty’s already adopted him.

_X_

He was already regretting answering his phone.

“Nursey. Nursey Nursey Nursey Nursey Nur –”

“Oh my god what do you want, Shitty?!”

“Come play shinny with me and some of the guys! One of the townies’ dad built a rink in the backyard!”

“Alright! I’m in – give me five minutes to finish up this writing assignment.”

“Righteous! See you outside your door!”

_X_

Me: Can you come over?

Shitty: Of course dude

Want me to bring anything?

Something wrong?

Me: anxiety attack

red gatorade

Shitty: oh shit

omw

try to regulate your breathing till I get there

grab Tigger too

_X_

“What am I gonna do when you graduate, Shits?”

“What do you mean, bro? You’re gonna light it up, that’s what you’re gonna do!”

“Shitty…”

“I’m serious, man. You are mad talented on the ice, so you’ll probably be bumped up to second or even first line. Your poem was selected as a freshman for the school’s literary magazine. People are always asking me to bring you places – they want to hang out with you!”

“But you won’t be here. What if they don’t like me as much when you’re not around?”

“Impossible my dude. You’re great all by yourself and you’ll settle in in no time. Anyone who doesn’t like you when I’m not there aren’t smart by default. You’re a popular guy, you’ll have good friends after I graduate, I promise. And I’m always a phone call or text away.”

“Thanks, Shits.”

“Got your back, man. Now. Help me figure out where I’m going to college. Harvard, Yale, Samwell, Princeton, Brown. I need your pro/con skills. So far all I have is not New Jersey.”

“When you’re right you’re right. I’ll grab my fancy pens.”

_X_

“Nursey! Representing Andover on that Taddy Tour! What up, bro?”

Nursey whipped his head around at the shout of his name. There he was – Shitty hadn’t changed one bit. Well. His hair was longer since he didn’t have uniform requirements to meet.

“Heeey! Shitty! Knew I’d run into you eventually. Man, Samwell’s pretty sick.”

He was already planning on enrolling, but having Shitty here sealed the deal. Shitty had done so much to help Nursey feel comfortable at Andover three years ago. Nursey had missed him like crazy when he graduated, but they’d stayed in touch over the next few years. Shitty was always down to chat, but Nursey was really looking forward to hanging out with Shitty again in person.

The last three years at Andover hadn’t been bad – but there was always a presence that was palpably missing, at least to Nursey. Now that he was here, chilling with Shitty again, a weight came off his shoulders. Shitty’s got his back. Always.

[juria9090]

PHANTASY PHEST 2022 DAY 6

Isekai : Infinite Realm edition

Note : I accidentally deleted this work

I will explain now Brace yourselves. Alright. Vlad, Jack and Maddie's work on a project during their college years actually work and do not explore on Vlad's face. Their research is to prove the existence of alternative dimension.

A fight between them rift apart their frienship. Vlad is the one to leave them. Jack was heartbroken.

The Fenton family is a successful family known to be a renown family full with geniuses.

Both children are out hnder so much pressure and it takes a toll on them. They both have to mature fast. They have to take care of themselves. No one else. Jazz here is absent in Danny's life most of the time so their relationship is not great neither is his relationship with his parents since they favour Jazz more. Jazz does love Danny but she love how her parents paid attention to her

The incident happened and this time the members of Fenton family were there to see Danny being ripped apart into a portal as the portal open on him. All of them are left with heavy guilt and no corpse to bury.

Danny is isekai into another dimension called Infinite Realm and the people there heard his scream. It haunted them for years.

He was reborn as baby in a noble household. He actually have great magical powers but it cannot be detected. The couple did not care, they were waiting for a child for a long time and now they have been blessed with one even though his magical signature is weak.

The people of Infinite Realm are dimensional traveller. Danny may travel when he us stronger but he can't travel into his original dimension where he died. He really can't. Everytime he tried to step into it he is transported back into Infinite Realm. He could only watch and interact using the window portal.

You know, typical isekai thing. Yes. Baby Danny have the mind of a 14 years old traumatized sad boy.

Don't worry he have a happy family that greatly cares for him.

The rouges are there but they aren't ghost. Magical people with true magical powers.

You know what is hilarious. Danny's blue eyes and black hair self is dubbed as Phantom beecause he wore his appearance from the time he died and usually found disappearing whenever someone tried to catch a glimpse of him. Dead but alive kid in that form ain't having a good time and have to wear leg brace so he can walk comfortably. He made the leg brace himself.

Danny can shift into two form for now. His past self and current self. Current self have great health but he still favours his past self because it feels like himself.

[strawberrymolklover]

Things to do when bored because seriously

Hi guys, this is my first ever post and I’ve been hella bored since school has officially ended for me (like what? a month now but whatevs I’m still bored) and I’ve looked everywhere for things to actually do when I’m bored but nothing really *piques* my interests. I guess this is up to you guys if you want to do it or not, I am simply here to give my ideas on what I do to pass time and some generic things, but I’ll try to spice things up. Enjoy : D

1. Go to pinterest and make a vision board of your dream life (You could add the house/job/type of love/pets/car/places to travel/frienship groups that you would want).

2. If you’re desperate like me and want to move out, you can also create a vision board of your dream home in pinterest (add the furniture you like and what you would  want to include in your future home such as cool rooms like a secret library or a movie theatre).

3. Go on roblox - like seriously, it’s so fun. Even better with friends, huddle up on skype or discord and game all night, or day. Or play by yourself. Some good recs are Project Lazarus (A zombie shooting game), Hide and Seek (Deadass what the name says), Speed draw! (A drawing competition game) and Speed run 4 (Basically what the name says).

4. Download wattpad and read some weird fanfic, I haven’t touched Wattpad in a long time but I know it has some weird fanfics there, and I bet you’ll laugh so hard. I haven’t done this but go ahead and write “weird fanfics” and it’ll come up an example of funny fics might be with the weirdest people like “Tom holland and Jeffree Starr” (that’s acc terrifying). I remember one being “Trump and Obama fanfic”.

5. Go on Virtual Piano and play some tunes -  Even if you’re not a pro at playing the piano just try to find the right note of the song and play the melody, or press a bunch of notes lol. It’s fun and honeslty you feel like a musician lmao.

6. Write a letter to your future self. Do it rn. It’s honestly such a good thing to do, not only do you waste time but it’s literally a time capsule where you open it in like 5 years or longer. You’ll look back and think of how much times have changed, plus it’s really meaningful. You can write about certain topics like about how much have you think you’ve changed in 5 years time and guess about how you look like in the letter, or If you got your dream job in 5 years. Or did you meet the love of your life by then? It’s up to you.

7. Take time to actually watch something fun. Please do. Either it be a documentary or a movie or a gameplay on youtube - do it. Idk if it’s just me but I don’t like watching videos, especially movies for some reason. I just like to skip parts because I want to get straight into the action and watch the plot but if you actually find the right video to watch then automatically you’re hooked. Go buy tickets to that movie you wanted to watch in theaters or watch the show you wanted too all along on Netflix. Or binge watch some old childhood shows. Some recs I can give is Heartstopper (LGTBQ+ show), The walking dead game (Zombies duhh), Brooklyn 99 (Detectives + comedy in a nutshell) and Wild babies (Wild life docuseries) and Totally spies (Childhood cartoons).

8. Make a face mask - I don’t really like putting on face masks (I don’t like the wet and cold texture on my face) but there are a lot of pros of making one and lathering it up on your face. You can get rid of your acne and pimples, it rejuvinates your skin and makes your face look shinier. Go on google and search for a real face mask that you can DIY.

9. Make a list of countries you wanna visit and make an itinerary of it. Wanna travel soon? Good time to do this when you’re bored, am I right? Look into countries like Spain, South Africa, Vietnam or Colombia and go into detail about the things you want to do there and even plan out the hotels and activities you’ll do and go to. Put in gorgeous pictures of the place or some video links to remind you of countries you need to go to ASAP hehe. 

10.  Make a survival plan for fictional events, like a zombie apocolypse or an alien invasion. I am obsessed with zombie apocolypses (Mainly because of TWDG lol) so it’s fun to think of ways to escape and the gear you might wear, how you’d escape with your group of friends and what you might bring along with you. E.g if I was in a zombie apocalypse i’d wear leather jackets, bring a pocket knife, my transport would be a bicycle etc. If you want to, make up a mini story about the fictional event and how you would survive!

Alright, that’s all that I have because that’s all that I’ve done during my holiday, no fr LMAO. Hopefully that’s a bit different than your usual ‘things to do when you’re bored’ list, well not quite, I do have some already known things on the list but i’d recommend you to do it. Ik you guys might think that some things on the list are boring but for me I had lots of fun doing it, so hopefully they are to you lot. Have fun not being bored, toodles :P 

- Strawberrymolklover <3

[standingappablog]

My interpretation of Toni and Shelbys relationship.

I am re-watching the wilds and I wanna talk about a few things I missed in my first viewing. 

Toni

Starting off in episode one, which I think a lot of us picked up on the gay vibe from both of them, was Tonis front with shelby at the beginning of the show. All talk, and takes no shit. But you can spot her flustered moment easily when Shelby puts her hands on her shoulders and when she begins to sing (while she pees yes lol) But you can just SEE IT on her face. This quickly subsides though as not long after Toni lets a tree branch fly back in her face.

The writers also try confuse you and make you think the reason why Toni  dislikes Shelby so much (at least untill episode 6 before the homophobia) is becuase of her possibly stealing her best friend away. Which of course played a part in it too.

The scenes of her looking at Martha and shelby was a common 0occurrence. You notice though, in most scenes how Martha is sort of out focus and in the backround while shelby takes up most of the shot. Indicating that shelby is the person Tonis gaze is fixed on.

I think the reason why Toni so strongly disliked Shelby in the beginning  is becuase she found herself attracted to her, which she obviously didnt like. With shelby having this happy go lucky optimistic front, and all the jesus talk really clashed with her pretty pesimistic personality. Not to mention how Toni thinks Shelby is extreamly privileged,which in a lot of aspects of her life she is. Considerably more after you find out Tonis backstory. So with that knowledge of her backround you could see why she would assume her life is better than hers. I mean she is a rich white girl from texas, so her assumption wasnt unreasonable. To Toni the idea of liking someone like Shelby is unexpected for her, so she does as much as possible to push her away. Explaining why she was pretty rude to her for the first half of the series. 

Along with Shelbys little “westburo baptist” moment Toni got pretty angry (rightly so) and this probably solidified the irationality of thease feelings she had for Shelby. Giving her even more of a reason to dislike her.

 Despite this Toni finds it in herself to try cheer her up when the two run into each other in the woods after Shelbys biggest insecurity is revealed by leahs theories. Tonis feelings for Shelby are on view a little bit here. Beforehand she barely could interact with her without expressing her dislike for Shelby.

 Though the mood shifts again after Shelby brings up the subject of her views on being gay.

Right up until shelby kisses her, Toni outwardly berates Shelby on how medieval her veiws are, and what a priveleged life she leads. She tells her on this island they are free, and Shelby takes this opportunity to show who she really is.

The kiss the two share as we all saw was in no way one sided, Toni does kiss her back. Obvioiusly this shocks Toni, as well as shelby herself. WIth shelby running off as she tries to escape what she just did with a girl who she thought hated her.

You immideatly see Toni run after her. Her feelings for this girl who Toni thought hated who she was where reciprocated. In this moment her whole attitude towards Shelby changes as she begins to understand why she is the way she is.

Shelby

Shelbys sexuality was pretty obvious to many of the LGBT viewers, we have all been there, obviously not the religious cult part, but putting up a front, hiding who we are. So it was easy to tell that she was gay from the beggining. Its also pretty common in the media to portray a closeted LGBT person like this. The question was how the writers where going to go about revealing the fact that she is gay.

You notice Shelbys attempts to be friendly towards Toni pretty early on with inviting her out to the first exhibition. Of course we all know it ends with her getting a branch to the face. But when questioned about the cut on her temple, she doesnt reveal that Toni was the one who caused it. 

Though as we all know as Shelby begins to become friends with Martha, Toni becomes increasingly more hostile towards her. Probably shattering the hopes of being friends. So we see less of Shelbys perspective of the relestionship between the two from her, and more from Toni. The two become pretty bitter with each other after the shelter building contest, the tension rising pretty quickly, although it seems that Toni is always the one who initiates the fights they have. Even after Toni destroys the hut and storms off, Shelby goes to find her and still tries to have a friendly conversation, possibly she went to comfort her, but of course we know from watching Toni interact with those around her she only initates in deep conversation with those she trusts, and the weird feelings she has for Shelby probably didnt help. 

Fast forward to episode six and Shelby has her little moment when the others are joking around with the shellfish. Of course this one isnt as subtle as previous scenes but it shows Shelbys internalized homophobia.The gestures Toni demonstrated made her uncomfortable becuase she knew thats who she was, the idea of being gay freaked her out, so she did the only thing to stop it. To lash out and reveal how she truely felt about herself. She proably never intended on revealing this, becuase really she doesnt hate the fact that Toni is gay. She hated the fact that she is gay herself. This probably shattered any hope of frienship with Toni after this incedent. (She also mentioned to martha afterwards that she knew it would happen, this revealation pushed everyone away from her considerably for the rest of the season)

When everyone begins to get sick, we see Shelby desperatly trying to prove to everyone and Toni that, she doesnt hate her. Ofcourse we knew by now that the two felt something for each other. In a way this was Shelbys feelings acting out. Her romantic feelings yes, but mostly guilt.Ignoring the others offers to let them give her the pill, instead she desperatly overcomes Tonis pride. Making her take the pill  forcably, so that she would stay alive.

Just before the two share their first kiss, shelby finally opens up about how miserable she finds her life. Toni as we know with a troubled backround claims that she cant “out sad” her. The only thing that Toni has that Shelby doesnt is freedom. Toni seeing the solution around them points out she is more free than ever and that moment you see the contemplation in her face, you can almost see whats going on in her mind just before she leans in and impulsively kisses Toni.

She then runs, obviously horrified with herself. The immeanse internalised homohpbia making her feel ashamed for following her heart.

I honestly loved watching this couple come together, their chemistry and writing was great and super intriuging to watch. I am glad a rewatched it again, there was a few things I missed out on in the first veiwing becuase i was too busy chanting “kiss! kiss! kiss!” everytime they appeared on screen together. This is completley my interpretation of their releationship and how the scenes are done, I honestly could be completley wrong and they are as they are shown to be on the surface. I just really enjoy delving deep into the motives and feelings of characters I enjoy watching. :)

*Edit* My apologies if this is written bad! At the time when I wrote this I was extremely tired. I hadn't slept the night before and I was just back from a full day of school.

[bon2bonn]

Bonnie's Playlist on shuffle :

1. Right where you left me , Taylor swift .

2. Pity party , Madeline Martinez .

3. supermarket flowers , Ed Sheeran .

4. X2 , Anne Marie .

5. Castle on the hill , Ed Sheeran .

6. Simple , Sam Fischer .

7. What about us , P!nk .

8. These days . Redimental ft Jess glynne , Macklemore .

9. Yellow hearts , Ant Saunders .

10. Say you won't let go , James Arthur .

11. Two birds , Regina Spektor .

12. Lavender haze , Taylor Swift .

13. Just you and I , Tom Walker

14. Sunlight , Hozier .

15. Hurt tonight , One Republic .

16. My home , Awin .

17. Would've, could've, should've , Taylor Swift.

18. London boy , Taylor Swift .

19. Before you go, Lewis Capaldi .

20. The exit , Conan Grey .

21. Money , Cardi B .

22. Cinnamon , Lana del Rey

23.before the worst , The Script .

24. best friend , Doja cat

25. This city , Sam Fischer .

26. Rush , Lewis Capaldi

27. Power over me , Dermot Kennedy .

28. Sweet nothing , Taylor Swift .

29. Capsize , Emily Warren ft. Frienship .

30. The great war , Taylor Swift .

31. Lover , Taylor Swift .

32. Change , RM .

33. Family line , Conan Grey .

34. Nonsense , Sabrina carpenter .

35. Stay . Rihanna.

36. Off my face , Justin Bieber .

37. Happier than ever , Billie Eilish .

38. Sunflower , post Malone ft Swailee .

39. Growing pains , Alessia Cara .

40. Didn't I , One Republic .

Send a song + F1 driver ✨

[cowboylikeghost]

Here are 73 fact about me that nobody ask for but i need validation

1- I love Reading, drawing and plants even if i always kill them

2- I'm a whore for Jane Austen

3- I love when people prove that a conspiracy theory is false

4- I have a weird passion for geology and paleontology

4- I probably have undiagnosed ADHD because of my mother

5- I'm bad at frienship, every of them have to be special

6- My love language is talking about my passion and learning everything about the person, people think it's weird, i have nobody

7- I'm hopeless romantic even if i act like i'm not

8- I hate being touch and i hate hug, they feel weird to me

9- I hate when someone is next to me and their arm or knee touch me, it's make me feel anxious

10- I'm an introvert with diagnosed social anxiety, i'm also an infp and a sagittarius

11- I'm bi and disgusted about the idea of having s*x with someone, i think i'm ace, nobody will ever love me like i do

12- Autumn is the best season and i basically live for rainy day, if it could rain forever i will be the happiest

13- I love academic validation but i suck at school, my only way to work is to pretend i'm Chilton Rory Gilmore

14- I read non stop for 6 month and after i go on a reading slump for the rest of the year

15- I don't have a stable personality

16- I write sad poetry

17- I'm sad and this is my main personality trait

18- My family said that i'm basically sadness from this Disney movie

19- I want to move in a cottage in England with a lot of mountains so i can found cool rocks

20- I have a no self control and a big problem with my emotions

21- I get angry very easily

22- I only have 3 friends and one of them is my sister

23- I have commitment issues

24- I broke up two times in two years with two different girls that lives at more than 8h from me

25- I hate what the french language became even if i can't write a sentence without any fault

26- English is my fav subject at school

27- I hate eyes contact, it's make me uncomfy and i feel like people judge me

28- I feel like i'm better than everyone

29- I feel like everyone hate me

30- I feel sorry for every teacher

31- I love being in my bed, scrolling on my phone or reading but i hate sleeping because i feel like i'm wasting my time

32- Sometimes i wake up in the middle of the night because i feel like i forgot something for school, even if i'm in vacation

33- I hate people at school because i get bullied

34- People don't like me but i would kill to have someone like me in my life so i don't understand

35- I don't understand every jokes, i just know it's suppose to be funny so i laught, i just understand that

36- Taylor Swift is my only religion

37- I Iove more Harry styles songs than Harry styles himself, i found him arrogant and he always date problematic women, Stan Niall

38- I would do anything for Ben Barnes and Tom Hiddleston or any british men in their 40 who have a degree in literature

39- I relate to Spencer Reid in a way that nobody could ever understand

40- I love true crime, my favorite stories are about cult

41- My love for my cat is not healthy, if he died, i have to follow him

42- I alway stop watching Gilmore girls when Rory finish Chilton because i hear that she became annoying but she's one of my confort character so i don't want to see it

43- I prefer the marauders over the golden trio

44- I'm a Remus Lupin kinnie and a James Potter Simp

45- I hate Dumbledore with my whole heart i could talk about it for hours

46- I started all the young dudes, i like it but i cry at every chapter so i stoped

47- I hate my brother but if he died i would be destroyed

48- When i was little i have an obsession with panda and now i have panda everywhere in my room

49- I don't know if i want to live alone forever because i like the idea or because of any other reason

50- I alway need adults validation

51- When i was a kid i was sleeping with my socks on because i liked it but i learned that some people think it's weird so i stoped

52- I eat my cereal with no milk and i don't understand the debate, for me it always taste the same: disgusting

53- I hate touching food that isn't mine ( like when someone ask if you want to taste their meal, or if you have to clean something that someone else eat in, it's just make me want to threw up)

54- I have to sleep with no sound, if you breath a little to loud i will not be able to sleep, i'll be angry and probably hit you, one time my sister breathed too loud and i cryed

55- When i was a kid i hated turtle neck, it maked me feel like i was chocking but i learned how to support it even if it's still uncomfy

56- I hate when a shirt, a dress or a blouse show too mutch of my skin, i don't like it

57- I always wear a tank top with my t-shirt and if i don't i feel naked

58- My first panick attack was because i had a fight with my brother and my dad was yelling at me and didn't see it (i'm not mad at him)

59- When i was little i acted like i couldn't read because i was scared my mom will not read story to me anymore

60- I had my first phone at 13 but i wish i didn't

61- When i was 11 i started reading sm*t on my DS and it became an addiction, i wish everyday i forget what i read

62- I realise i was bi because of Millie Bobby Brown in Stranger things

63- I didn't realise my feminisme wasn't good until a 12yrs old insulted me in a comment section, i said thanks to her after

64- I love kids, i think they're cute and i'm jealous of their innocence so i act like i hate them

65- I want to raise a kid alone in the forest

66- I'm sure that my grandma in my dad side is a lesbian and that my mom is bisexual but have internalised homophobia

67- I hate when boomer joke about hating their husband/wife, just divorce

68- I still have my babies plush even if they're disgusting and look possessed

69- I sleep with my fairy lights on because three month ago i had a sleep paralysis

70- My parents are responsible of 80% of my insecurities and don't even know it

71- I love when it's get dark earlier in autumn/winter

72- I'm an Amy March simp

73- I just made a liste of 73 fact about me

[theorist-influencer-untitled]

9.29.24 Sunday- Happy Blessed Sunday!

5:33 am

Still,have windblow...

I'm having headache....2 days ago I'm on my spotting... Then, now my menstration is starting and I feel weak and having slight headache....

Hmm... Biological father texted me that Aunt Tin now he made it Tin2x, he said they are not here in the Philippines, your cousins are not here but in USA... So,fucking weird!

I wanna loose something that is something precious to me... It is not that I don't want him the one sent by God Tenko there that God Tenko put me into a hallucination that he is my cousin... That someone changed him, he made them a different person... I really like my cousin-white, the one who is the son of my Aunt Ten2x or Tin2x...

Hmm.... But I want to know him still the one sent by God Tenko but I have different priority in life... It is just that if he is the cousin white that I thought on my Aunt Ten2x or Tin2x I can't just allow him to be like that but my biological father said they are not here... Coz I saw my cousin-white thrice just on our family reunion, I just know he was cute and super white just like my skin but on american his skin is tannish yellowish white just like my skin, coz his being american is not full but almost there but I forgot to post that we also have a percentage of chinese blood but just a small amount... Then, God Tenko sent him there coz he is the cousin that I thought... This is one of the powers of God Tenko, to put a trick on you or hallucinate you coz God Tenko is bitterish as well...

Coz if that my cousin-white on my Aunt Tin2x or Aunt Ten2x it is possible that his skin was being damaged by some bitches already and I wasn't judgemental coz I can fade and it is really happening and I can be less and lesser of the beauty that I had and my skin can have blemishes or can be blackish if I'm not aware of myself or the way I look...

It is just weird... I'm not sure but I saw a part of his eyes... I'm no longer spoiled.... My future is precious to me....

6:12 am

Still,have windblow...

If you misinterpret yeah! I saw Criss Angels a decade ago or one of the Criss Angels...They are group of handsome men then they became wasted coz of their bitches... I was active virtually dropping messages somewhere virtually and did an "air drop" that now I can't connect to "air drop"...

I tried being friends coz I'm looking for money and planning to go somewhere coz I'm asking help for money... Not just money but big money....I can be a "show girl"somewhere supposed to be... Coz we can be friends or more than or I don't know....But I know the wasted beauty can be returned...

6:27 am

Still,have windblow....

I wanted vanities... I wanted happiness... I wanted truth! I wanted "honesty"....I wanted love....I wanted care... I wanted frienship.... I wanted "genuiene"... I wanted "sincerity"...

7:20 am

Still,have windblow...

I feel bitterish... I'm hallucinating...

7:40 am

Still,have windblow...

Let's focus first on Disneyland... hmm... I wish I can pay for the QA... I badly need to keep a job coz I have to pay loans and creditz... I feel self-pitying... I hate God Tenko for doing this... But I can't blame him for being bitterish....

By and by... for now...

9:54 am

Still,have windblow...

My own point of view in "Disney" account I hope people are childish and pure... Pure in a way a child in heart will never be bias or having a wicked mindset on anyone there, most specially to me... Flexible and fair heart...

I really need to keep this job, I badly need to pay my creditz and loan...

12:14 noon

Still,have windblow...

I'm having headache....My menstruation can't go out freely, still spotting... No! I'm not pregnant angels... I'm fucking-less for 17 years...

I feel bitterish for being single since 2007 coz I can't find the one that I wanted... I value my 2nd virginity for something but I can always sing...

Just give me wine and roses??? hahaha Will sing for it...

Wine & Roses...

12:59 noon

Still,have windblow...

Angels, please kick the bad people on me... I need to work and maintain my job coz I need to pay loans and creditz...

1:19 pm

Still, have windblow...

Crazy... I feel bitterish... I wanna travel and vanities... I wanna do a breast implants.

2:40 pm

Still,have windblow...

Just got back from Ely's house, I just asked if they have a cake left from yesterday... Yesterday he invited me to join the birthday celebration of his older bro. But I declined coz I was really tired yesterday, I did clean here in the house coz we have no helpers anymore but a DIY ( do it yourself)...

I just ate there some spoonful of cake then asked a coffee back-up and some sachet of conditioner... But I need to pay him still, everything my credits on him...

3:08 pm

Still,have windblow...

This is "Daddy" we are just calling him Daddy inside the class coz of his age but he is as well agent like us... Probably like my step dad on my biological mother... But he is strange for me, I told Sis Nang I have 60% feeling that probably he is the account owner? I don't know or just an agent like us...

3:55 pm

Still,have windblow...

I have headache... My spotting is sometimes long... I feel fat,old and ugly... I feel weak today...

4:09 pm

Still,have windblow...

I think I need to see my obgyne and perhaps she will divirginize me again... Fucking-less funny!

I'm having headache and it is becoming longer or more than 2 days... It is just somehow strange... I feel bitterish in life...

I feel weak... It is my headache is weird... I need to keep a job and I need money.

9:51 pm

Still,have windblow...

Just scanning youtube and saw KC's new vlog in Spain... Oh! Travel... I wanna travel as well... I really wanna go to Disneyland....

Hmm... Anyways, I'm so good on doing "flash-backing".... Yeah! I have windblow... I just remember Mars last Friday, she was intelligent coz she came from the line of leaders here, a blood of a leader.

But I was just really wondering if the dropped words during her recitation on Ms Anj was pin-pointing something going to Ivan Ely ( the guy that sent by God Tenko, that I thought my cousin?)...

I believed Mars and I are really new found friends with full maturity... The words came from her hahaha my moment to roll my eyes somewhere... It was really shocking that Mars said something about the tools and some situation about "Disneyland"... Mars said what? Is that something good that you poke 2 holes? I was just really surprised....Huh? What was that? But Mars was talking about the verification process of Disneyland.

Mars said you can't just get it for free, what?! You'll gonna poke 2 holes? Hahaha

I'm not judgemental and I'm not evil,if I'm gonna be evil probably it is something good, for something good... Gets, angels???

I have respect and I know etiquette... Again, if I'm gonna be evil, it is something good...

I don't know how to put it here the windblow pushes me that I planned to keep it but God Tenko wanted me to share it here and tell everything...

I may look 7 a literally 7 year old girl but I'm not... I have a matured soul within me... I was able to understand everything...

I'm not sure on one thing and an another thing... Hmmm....That the mentor was part of that hole? For her to survive and win? But I'm really there to work, I really wanna earn and pay my creditz and loans...

I don't know...I just need money, I want this Disneyland account , I wanna work and I really wanna work.

I'm open if there is someone for me... I can loose there, I want someone who really cares... Or if it something good.... Or for something good...

10:23 pm

Hmm....Losing something it must be something good or for something good...

It is kindness or LOVE...

My 4am is still here, for 17 years... Sometimes, I feel bitterish... Sometimes, I'm tired and sad...

[algumaideia]

Inej and Jesper friendship

I haven’t read Crooked Kingdom, no spoilers pls.

Spoilers of Six of Crows.

And now what is important. Do we ship characters in a platonic way? I’m not that active in the fandom things, so i don’t know about a lot of things. But Inej and Jesper friendship is my favorithe relationship in the entire book. 

I think this relationship deserves more appreciation.

Why?

1. I’ve seen some people say how nice it is that in six of crows we have a good female frienship and everything, but what about a completely platonic relationship between a girl and boy? A boy that is known for being flirty? You people are always asking for it, and there it is.

2. They trust each other, which is very different from their relationships with Kaz. Inej is the person who collects secrets to Kaz, but Jesper has no problem telling her that he lost his father’s money. He isn’t afraid of her telling Kaz. Or when Inej tells Jesper what she knows about Wylan situation. Or when she asks him if Kaz visited her. 

3. They are so cute.  Examples: when Inej was hurt and Jesper was trying to make her feel better about needing help by saying he was the one needing help; when Inej said Jesper was a good friend; when Jesper was so sad because Inej was really injured; when they were talking about Kaz and compared him to bees. When they say they’re both too good to Kaz. When Jesper said he was going to help Inej get her knives again.

4. They don’t let their complicated relationship with Kaz damage their friendship. Jesper feels jealous sometimes, but he never treats Inej badly because of it.

5. How they care for each other and don’t have a problem showing it. Jesper was seeing Inej twice a day when she was injured and then was there helping her walking. Kaz, that akward teen, waited 2 days to talk bullshit if her just because he didn’t know how to say how are you. How when Inej discovered why he was in the mission she showed understanding for his situation.

6. How their conversations are always jokes, but when the other is talking about something important, serious the other listens and stops joking. 

7. I think they have a good chemistry, I mean you can see how they like and care for each other. Idk, but for me Jesper is Inej’s best friend and Inej is Jesper’s best friend. I think what they have isn’t something you can find easily in the Barrel.

This is my list, if you want to add something, give your opinion, feel free.

Best regards,

Me.

Ps. Jesper and Inej frienship is cuter than Kanej. 

[iamacolinmorganist]

Let’s start September with a little treat :

✨ Merlin Challenge (1rst-15th September) !

↠  Day 1 (1rst): Favourite Season ↠  Day 2 (2nd): Favourite Character ↠  Day 3 (3rd): Favourite Ship/OTP ↠  Day 4 (4th): Favourite Episode ↠  Day 5 (5th): Favourite Quote ↠  Day 6 (6th): Funniest Scene ↠  Day 7 (7th): Favourite Location ↠  Day 8 (8th): Favourite Parallel ↠  Day 9 (9th): Saddest Scene ↠  Day 10 (10th): Favourite Object ↠  Day 11 (11th): Favourite Frienship ↠  Day 12 (12th): Ultimate Badass Scene ↠  Day 13 (13th): Favourite Cast Member ↠  Day 14 (14th): Ultimate OMFG Scene ↠  Day 15 (15th): Anything Merlin related (be creative !)

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[pearl-tarotist]

FAMOUS READING FOR @minlve0

1)How would your life be in the fashion industry? (Knigh of Pentacles - 2S - 6W -3C - 6C)

I honestly think it will start as a way to earn money. There will have to be a lot of work and reflection from your part; building the bases. There will be a lot of thoughts to know if you do truly want to get into this world because you know that you have to be balanced to be able to do it rightly and to be healthy. A lot of strenght. It could also indicate to your path to be balanced would be slow but non-stoping.

But!! Once you do it it will be great, You got what's called the "victory card". You will be successful and a lot of people would push you to the victory/ this industry. I think it will be that way because you have a lot of passion and love for it, you could even have already some friends that are into the fashion industry (one of the cards indicate frienship and contacts); if not, you will make friends in this industry. It could also be a dream that you have in your childhood, in your past. You will be making those dreams true.

2)Will you be a model in the fashion industry? (Queen of pentacles and of cups - 7C - 3S)

This is a bit weid, I have two cards that say maybe, one that says yes and one that says no. Let me explain the meanings, I think you would be a model for a short period of time. You will become someone really pretty and sensual; working hard to achieve waht you want. There will be an upgrade from knight to queen. But, I think you will discover that everything in that industry is more like an illusion, a lie, not everyting is pretty (you must be aware of it), but I think it could even be worse from inside. You will end up heartbroken because of it, as if it was a rupture, a break-up from the modeling life. Still, you have a lot of love for the industry, the clothes, the glamour, you are passionate about it or you will grow attached to it.

Honestly, I see you searching for others jobs but in the same industry. I think you could be a great designer. I think that 6 of wands card from the past reading make sense, you will be a model and then become a designer and people would love your designs.

3)Type of brands you would work for:

-Balenciaga: I have seen this brad the whole day, I know it's not a coincidence.

-A balanced company, someone that's creative but traditional, pretty outfits, I'm not really into fashion but I think that it could be: Versace?

-A coquette one too! A floral and cute but elegant company: I don't really know why but I am feeling "Woman's secret".

-And finally we have one that's really international and powerful with The World card. If you have a desired company, I will let it in your hands with this one.

Disclamer! Have in mind that this is a light reading, I have tried to make it funny and nice. Thinking of it as if you were already a bit famous or really lucky. I'm not saying it's not possible that you succeed; I will never say that. But I did not take it as serious as I would have if it was a really decesive question. Anyways, have fun with the reading please! <3.