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i bought mafumafus first album yumeiro signal (2012) w his autograph on it. *gulp*
#shion.txt#the case is slightly damaged#certain ly didnt make the price any smaller though *gulp*#do NOT talk to me#there were other genuine looking (i did a lot of research on the sellers) yumeiro signal copies being sold#but they were lacking the autograph or had sm damage on the disk that songs had errors in them#deep breaths.. its okay#i have a job.. i have a job.. i can get the money back..
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cw. none, except for satoru being disgustingly cute.
to outsiders, your relationship with satoru is as much a blessing as it is a curse. it’s a blessing, because even your mere presence causes satoru’s talking to drop by a hefty 80% at the very least. it’s a curse, because satoru only stops his chattering to cling to you.
he wraps his arms around your waist, and nuzzles into the crook of your neck. he holds your hands, and cups his own face with them. he tucks your hair behind your ear and squeezes your cheeks together. he’s so utterly enamoured with you, that words suddenly feel unnecessary. and you let him be.
it’s his way of recharging, of finding little bits of peace in a stressful day. so, you allow him to do as he wishes, and simply continue whatever conversation you are having—as if satoru wasn’t currently biting your finger. you dismiss the looks of disgust people throw at him, finding the way he clings to you like a baby koala oddly endearing.
it’s a custom, by now. a custom that’s loved by the both of you, and only the both of you. so, yes—a blessing and a curse. satoru is quieter when you’re around, but in exchange for a (not so) healthy dose of pda.
pick your poison, as one would say.
#my boo bear#i’m a sucker for casual intimacy that others wouldn’t think of as casual but feel like the most natural thing to the couple :((#it’s a love for me that goes so deep#it basically says ‘loving you is as breathing; it comes to me effortlessly and constantly and i do it without thinking’ ITS JUST SO#oh to be loved like that#ꕤ — sanatomis darling: gojo satoru#gojo satoru x reader#satoru gojo x reader#gojo x reader#satoru gojo x reader fluff#gojo satoru x reader fluff#jujutsu kaisen x reader#okay sneaking this in. . .#⍣ ❥ ೋ 𝑠𝑎𝑡𝑜𝑚𝑖.
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You said you would always look at me.
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 9
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#userspring#uservid#pdribs#userrain#userjjessi#userspicy#*cajedit#*gif#im fine i say (im a puddle on the floor) sometimes u gotta gif something already giffed to color it your way...& for all the little details#the deep relaxed breath chen yi takes in the first gif Before he recgonizes ai di...yet is still soaking up the sight of him...#vs the third gif where chen yi pulls back just the tiniest increment to get a better glimpse like...wait...ai di.#and the fourth where his eyes flick over ai di's face like... oh. *ai di.* EVERY MINUTE SHIFT IN HIS GAZE MEANS SOOOO MUCH#and ai di too the way he cant meet chen yi's eyes & the tear falling like theres something so poignant abt chen yi having this realization#and ai di not seeing it. but he's still stroking chen yi's arm? the heartbreak in that. the love in that. & then ofc chen yi reaching up#to meet ai di where he is before bringing him back down to him....his eyes opening a fraction when he feels another tear. checking in...#telling him its okay with his kisses. chen yi's hand sliding around ai di's chest to the back of his neck instead. ai di's fingers brushing#chen yi's neck as his tear slides down chen yi's face...how we dont SEE their hands clasp but we see the way they move to make it happen.#we watch as it becomes more and more mutual.... and finally the thing that makes me the most insane:#ai di's tear sliding down chen yi's nose & back to his own face in the last gif. i cant even. talk about that. just... GOD.
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I do think some of yall put too much faith in the aftg ec like when i first started reading it years ago it was very much a 'thanks for the cats nora but we'll take it from here' situation. we picked out what we liked and ignored the rest. yes, nora sakavic is the author and technically what she says goes, but also. it's a fictional book series. it's not real. a lot of what nora initially thought could have changed by now, and anyway, a lot of it never really made sense.
also also, tracking back to the fact that it's just fiction— headcanons are a thing. aus are a thing. non-canon compliant is a thing. you don't actually have to agree with everything nora put in the ec. actually you don't have to do anything. it's not real lol, it hurts nobody if you're like 'actually i do think Andrew and katelyn eventually get along and i do think allison and renee get married'. you can just do that!!! it's okay!
#been seeing a looootttt of newer fans coming in and treating the ec like a bible#babygirl...... its okay#you can disagree with nora. in my day we did it most of the time. tske a deep breath youll be ok#aftg#all for the game#the foxhole court#the sunshine court#neil josten#andreil#renison
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Also: I know you like my humour (for some reason).
So... It's not just a bucket. It's McBucket
Selfish Shellfish AU - Masterpost
Context
READ PART ONE HERE
"McBucket, I chose you!", the Impossible Possum yelled and threw the bucket right at the big scary Seagull.

The attack was super effective.
The big scary Seagull has been defeated.
HURRAY!

Everyone cheered and celebrated until late into the night.

What other adventures might the three friends get up to in the future?
Well, only time will tell.
The End.
Now everyone go back to "Context" and scroll down until you find @emiliens art. That's what happens after the party.
#Selfish Shellfish AU#okay let me take a deep breath because McBucket had me almost kneeling over in public today#YOU CANNOT DO THIS TO ME#YOU CANNOT DO THIS#i was in hysterics over it#turns out you know my humor a bit too well and weaponized it#before anyone asks. yes. the seagull died and yes its a rave :D#this somehow turned into an AU of Shankford path of my selfish shellfish au even though the shankford path doesnt exist yet#this is gettinh more and more incomprehensible#ask#ah right and the pic of ford putting the bucket back on stan in the context post#happens right after the seagull has been defeated#there everything is connected now
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#breathe#deep breath#healing#ex christian#deconstruction#atheist tumblr#happy atheist#atheist#atheist community#thoughts#vent post#parentification#emotional manipulation#emotionally immature parents#narcissistic father#i grew up too fast#not yours#permission#its hard#but you'll be okay#positive quotes#quotes
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all our time has come
As he turns, he catches a last glimpse of Regulus out of the corner of his eye, bent down to pick his books up off of the floor. As if he could somehow feel James’ gaze on him, he looks up. James feels a shiver run down his spine, a spark of lightning from Regulus’ scowl, from their eyes meeting. Sirius tugs at his arm, the crowd dispersing to their next class. He turns away.
hogwarts, a summer, a war, and a time loop to bring them together
regulus black / james potter
words: 30,603 ; chapters: 3/18
updates every week
read on ao3 / a lily & bas project
#james potter being a bully#its like. well lets see. its like fast-slow-slow-slow burn#takes place over a number of years. this is like. hogwarts p1 moodboard.#new update comin real soon lovers xx#IDK I JUST THINK THEY'RE NEAT#okay deep breaths everyone here we go#regulus black#rab#r.a.b#regulus arcturus black#james potter#james fleamont potter#jegulus#i hate these coming two#starseeker#sunchaser#wait#starchaser#sunseeker#what are the fuckin ships#james potter x regulus black#james x regulus#wolfstar#it's background but i swear it's there#the marauders#marauders era#mine
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*slides this across the table as an offering, then runs off into the distance

#a silly old sketch appeared#i wasnt gonna post it but.... then the leaks for the final chapter came out and then people were sad#so ya know#all for inko#all for one#bnha#izuku midoriya#afo#dad for one#dfo#bnha all for one#mha#all for one is hisashi#my hero academia#my art#old art#i hope this at least made someone smile because it definitely did for me#remember to take a deep breath everyone its all gonna be okay#have a good night yall
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is the kralsei road trip fic even about aromanticism anymore
#chatter#its about Something. but yall i think i failed to write the fic i wanted dfnlgdgd#presumably dead arm songfic you WILL exist one day#just. uh. not in this one i think#MAN it wasnt even the medical issues this time. truly kris and ralsei looked me dead in the eye like#actually this is the story we want to tell#and i took a deep breath and said fine okay let me just edit the beginning i guess#still not done btw but. probably within a week or two#look forward to that!!!! i dont know how i feel about this one!!!
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Getting the sense the other engineers who were concerned my job was too big for one person are very correct.
#this week: So go get the new line up and running 😁#this week actually: So the other Old line is falling apart and you need to be there to constantly plug the numerous holes#as it tries to fall apart around us#the upside is the new line is apparently not ready for set-up because the maintenance folks are also swamped#but a different tool finally came in so its not like i dont have another big project that i dont have time for!#meanwhile: Documents need updates and the back needs cleaning before the audit#and the whole place needs some serious maintenance/cleaning because its not had even One engineer dedicated to it for the last 5+ years#correction. it has 3 engineers none of whom lasted a year or had overlap#and when we Actually start running the second site? driving back and forth screaming the whole time#and of course QA has been auditing us for the last week which is there JOB I UNDERSTAND OKAY#THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME FIND THE GAPS THAT I DO NOT HAVE TIME TO FIX#i can do the 18 little things that pop up every hour or make an inch of progress on the big projects#WHY DID THE LAST ENGINEER NOT THINK ABOUT HOW WE WERE GOING TO ACTUALLY MAKE THE BATHS WHY-#anyway im stressed#but i have a trial ballet class tonight#deep breath its going to be alright
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8 and 11 for the book worm asks, if you like! Also very big fan of your blog, I find a lot of wonderful books through you. 💚
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8. Favorite queer fiction book(s).
NOW I can say Locked Tomb, right? The Unbroken was also very good. She Who Became the Sun has EXCELLENT gender feels going on. I really loved House on the Cerulean Sea when I read it, but each of Klunes novels I've read since have been less and less enjoyable so I'm scared of rereading it, but when I first read it I did very much enjoy it a lot. Radio Silence wasn't My Favorite Book Ever, but it was something I wish I had in high school. I um. Don't really read books About Being Queer, I very much prefer Books With A Queer Cast. In which case. I'm taking this time to once again shill Someone You Can Build a Nest In because it's been a hot second!
11. Favorite historical fiction.
I tend to stay away from this genre, but The Warm Hands of Ghosts is proving me wrong in that! And a western War historical fiction novel at that lol To Shape a Dragon's Breath was DELIGHTFUL and I am impatiently waiting for the sequel!!
Ask game!
#ezra gets a letter#folio-sprout#ask games#if i read historical fiction its usually Not White historical fiction because thats ALL WE EVER COVERED IN HISTORY CLASSES#okay thats false in ninth grade we covered south american history#some chinese history too but i dont remember that much that was a while ago lmao#but it was mostly america and europe and romans and i Did Not Care because it was all WAR#show me CULTURE!!!!!#thats why i love dragons breath so much tbh its showing me the PEOPLE#their culture their struggles their lives#also an entire school career of hating history class and then college finally loving it when i took an indigenous america course#we hear stories from people from local tribes! we were invited to a powwow! it was wonderful!#even when we learned about east asia or when i was a true weeb and dove deep into japanese history#it was all culture based that i loved learning about#i just find that so much more interesting than War but War has more consequences on the world as a whole lol
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Im scared ngl. I don't know what to do. I'm hugging you all right now
#i know i said im not the biggest fan of venting and stuff but i really need to get that off my chest im sorry#i hope everyone is doing okay because im scared for myself and everyone#i wanna lay down and not talk but i have school today and i have to present somethiiiinngggg >:[#im probably gonna take a quick break working on art requests to make some other art to feel a little better#im sorry yall#vent post#vent#apologetically rambling#everyone be sure to take deep breaths drinknwater eat something and take a minute for yourself(ill also do this myself)#its good to take a minute#if you need a break take a break#i hope everyones day is filed with at least a bit of positivity <3#imma try and make some silly posts to make yall and myself smile :]#sorry i get anxious easily :<
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idk how to live so im going to talk to myself out loud until i do
#listen. take a deep breath. i know your bpm is high but you need to think with me for a second.#remember that you are paper thin. all your facets are sheets of paper and what you gave her is just another one.#make a new one. you dont need it. you dont need her to see you. i know you think you need her but you will be okay. i know its hard.#you wish you could have shown her how you loved her. listen to yourself. you are made of paper.#she might be concrete or maybe wood or maybe gold. you need to start laying your roots elsewhere. shut that thought down#and blink and listen. the parts you keep thinking of arent lost. they still happened and they are yours to keep.#there is beauty in this loss. tell me about the beauty in this loss. its okay to think about it. you got to see it all and nothing more#and this is great because it would have been bad. you know it would be violent in a way you dont need. you know this to be true.#you are going to look at that empty space in her shape and youre going to fill it with everything that happened when you knew her.#the memories with her but then also the the way your friends talked you through it. the game with the clovers.#your first allergic reaction you almost died and you couldnt stop laughing and you were held so close to their hearts.#learning the names for all the floursecent gene tracking dyes that everyone else knows already. about the exam - listen again.#i know you think if you fail your life is over but you need to try your best. youre not going to get a good grade in a uni test for the fir#youre going to make up for it. youre going to make sure you make up for it. do you understand? i love you. you have to do this.#right now you need to sit up. breathe. i know your heart hurts. go to the living room. grab something to eat. i dont care if you feel full.#youre going to clean your mattress heater. youre going to study a bit longer and then youre going to sleep. youre going to tell your mother#im sorry and i might genuinely fail a test. shes going to tell you its okay. if you do badly in this course you can just become a neurosurg#just agree. dont argue right now. its okay. youre okay. you are paper thin. i know any puncture hurts.#breathe. think of your friends. think of their hands in yours. it isnt eternal.youve lived through worse. the empty sky is still beautiful.#the lack of her is still beautiful
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cant relate to the email anxiety posts i think if we replaced all phone calls with emails we would achieve world peace
#have to call back a job im on round 3 of voicemail tag with for a phone interview. ive been gearing myself up since ~12 its 2:30#not sure what number of '*deep breath* Okay. *re-listens to voicemail* *doesnt call*' i'm on atp#reesepost
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teddy, how do you handle being jealous? i'm struggling with it really badly and am also polyam and it's such a hard thing for me to find more input on. thank you for your time, whether you do or don't respond
hmm I don’t know ! I think a large part of it for me is keeping my head above the water and always remembering the conscious effort it takes to maintain a healthy polyam relationship. I’m a very possessive person myself and dislike feeling like I’m not number one (I’m also v competitive unfortunately) but the fact is I’m an adult choosing to have these types of relationships and if I can’t handle them then I need to not be in them. And I love being able to openly love more than one person! I hate having to feel so limited in to who and how I can express my love. And that’s worth more to me than any jealousy I may experience. And a lot of the times for me, the jealousy is pretty internal! When my partner and I first got involved they were actually dating another couple IRL at the same time. There were definitely times I got a bit jealous ! Especially when they got meaningful attention or were able to take care of my partner IRL in ways I couldn’t and my partner expressed appreciation for them. But at the end of the day, I could look at my partner and see that they were happy and that meant more to me than some gut reaction emotions. Polyam is hard! It takes a lot of work and honesty on yourself and even more communication than a normal relationship. I also wouldn’t be afraid to say this isn’t for me. I’ve wondered some times at the end of the day if I was really built for it but it always came down to the freedom I was allowed was worth more to me than any negative emotions that could pop up. And that might not be the case for you and that’s okay! If that is the case though navigating your current relationship is something I’d recommend thinking about a lot, because one party deciding for both parts of a relationship that it’s monog now is never a good or okay situation. But either way I hope you find your balance and a way to make your relationship(s) work for you 🫶🏻
#asked and answered#anon#honestly i have a ton of thoughts on this i could keep going#it also helps to look at your jealousy and categorize it as reasonable or unreasonable#my jealousy of my partners irl partners? understandable perhaps but not reasonable given i knew about it was okay with it and had been#recieving open communication about it the whole time#reasonable jealousy happens more whn things arent being communicated effectively or agreed standards about the relationship arent being met#¯\_(ツ)_/¯#but things are always kinda messy!#anyways ! take some deep breaths !#chop some wood !#remember how special your relationship is with them and how no matter how much someone else might love them or they might love someone else#its not the same as Loving You - and they wouldnt be with you if they didn’t love Loving you as well
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ermm . mom just got mad at me bc i was rooting for the spurs but also said i also like the knicks . erm
#“you cant want both teams to win” well yes! thats why i said i want the spurs to win ^_^ keep up#and then she said i like wack teams .. its okay to have fun ! its not life or death#like im literally just Watching it like im not betting on it . theres rlly no stakes likeeee im having fun with my teams like its OKAY#im literally not stressed abt it fr like i think its gonna be okay . whatever#theres no WRONG way to watch basketball . deep breaths
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