#del in a nutshell

[didalexiabreakupwitholgaisback]

i hope the words from players against the oversexualisation of players will get to mainstream media...

an image of kika went viral on the barcaworld twitter account and there are some truly vile comments...some even mentioning sydney and the other younger players

i've seen similar comments on pictures of ingrid, aitana, alexia, etc and its actually nauseating the things that people say

yes, relevo had an article about that today and once again referenced the podcast interview that lena oberdorf gave. i don't agree with everything in the article (for example, athenea was rightfully criticised on social media for appearing in a photoshoot in el valle de los caídos 🙄 and that type of criticism should not be lumped in here!)

but the ultimate thesis of the article rings true. players are receiving a lot more harassment and sexually inappropriate comments, both directed at them in matches and on social media. and it needs to stop, period! 😤

and it's always a good reminder to check ourselves on what we are posting online, especially when we tag players, and know that players see everything online. we should not cross any lines! 🙏

"the other side of fame in football that must not be ignored: bbscene comments about a photo of kika nazareth on social media have once again highlighted the sexualisation oberdorf denounced: "It's become a problem."

[yeotozaki]

nini's world ♡••••

Me in a nutshell

[pianokantzart]

[lokisrealpurpous]

dating loki would include

dating loki in a nutshell

hair

loki would be obsessed with you hair and would probably be touching it with any chance he gets. he would always offer to wash it and braid it, style it or to even just run his hands through it. It would also work both ways, loki would love it when you played with his hair.

physical touch

this man is touchstarved. he will never be able to keep his hands off you, no matter where you are. he'd love hugging you from behind and nuzzling into your neck, taking in your sent, holding you as he sleeps, holding hands. He also would always have you in his arms or lap.

consent

Before loki does anything, this being touching or doing things for you, he would always ask, unless he knows 100%, you are okay with it. he's very strong on consent and always listens to your feelings and checks you're comftable even if you say something is fine. If you change your mind or refuse he will immediately stop and make sure everything is okay.

reading

Loki would love reading to you, reccomending you books and would constantly be ranting on about books he's reading. When you can't sleep, he'd often let you lay against his chest as he reads you an old book from his childhood while running his hands through your hair.

sarcasm

Even if you're his lover loki is still the most sarcastic, witty person to exist. He'd constantly be messing around or teasing you, always making sure you know his jokes are jokes and picking a right time but he'd probably be pranking you alot.

cuddles

He secretly loves them. After a long day he will search for you just to wrap himself around you or cling onto you any way he can. he loves hugs from people he trusts, and he would always make sure he falls asleep cuddled up with you.

insomnia

He barely sleeps and is always awake when you wake up. He loves the night but also the sound of birds at the crack of dawn. Although he doesn't sleep himself, he will always make sure you get enough rest.

kisses

Loki loves kissing you, his favourite places probably being your neck, thighs, hands, forehead, cheeks, and his overall favourite your lips. Even a peck is enough as long as he gets his kisses. When he's touchstarved, he won't get his lips away from you.

words of affirmation

he loves praising you, and he loves it when you say nice things to him, especially after his neglection as a kid. He will always make sure you feel loved, and it goes both ways. You'd often have him sneeking behind you, wrapping his arms around your waist and whispering small things in your ear like, 'you look so beautiful, my darling' 'that dress looks gorgeous on you'

gift giving

He would buy you the entire 9 realms if he could. Loki would spoil you every single day. Whatever you wanted, he would buy for you, and you'd always be getting small gifts off of him

princess treatment

loki would unshamefully do everything for you, even in public. If your heels were hurting he'd take them off, carry them, and then carry you to wherever you both need to be, if you had laces, he'd tie them up, if you were unwell he would honestly slave for you, you'd have breakfast in bed, a hot water bottle and literally whatever you ask him for. He'd probably make you some chocolate covered strawberries as well.

music

he loves music and deffinatly has a viynal and cd player in his room. He likes all genres depending on the mood he's in, and he is the type of person to play his music loud enough for the whole of Asgard to hear. You've introduced loki to many 'midgardian' artists such as lana del rey, amy winehouse, artic monkeys, the weeknd, billie eilish, and rihannah and he loves them, especially the older artists such as Bowie, Queen, ABBA, Elvis and Harry James. Loki also has quite a soft singing voice himself, and you'd often catch him singing or humming to songs. After a lot of persuading, he'd sometimes sing you old norse lullabies his mother used to sing to him to help you sleep.

[crispy-kitten-princess]

I loooove listening to my spotify book!Hiccup playlist and imagining a HTTYD musical.... Lol

In no specific order:

Illicit affairs (Taylor Swift):

You showed me colours

I can't see with anyone else

<...>

you taught me secret language

I can't speak with anyone else

and you know damn well

for you, i would ruin myself

a million little times

These always make me tear up..... Secret language...... Goodbye Toothless (naahhh i cried again so i could not even see the screen of my phone to print this)

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Heavy is the crown (linkin park):

This is what you asked for

Heavy is the crown

Fire in the sunrise

Ashes raining down

12th book in a nutshell

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Chemtrails Over the Country Club (Lana del Rey):

You're in the wind, I'm in the water

Nobody's son, nobody's daughter

Lowkey the only reason to put this song into the playlist (+ vibes)

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Things to do (Alex G):

Hold on tight to this time, this place

'Cause everything you know will be erased

<...>

You are just a boy, you are no man and

Nobody you know will understand

No comment. Fr.

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Watching him fade away (MacDeMarco):

I know you never meant to put him down

And even if you did, he sure deserved it

The thought of him no longer being around

Well, sure, it would be sad, but not really different

And even though we barely know each other

It still hurts

Watching him fade away

Ig it has more sense from Toothless pov. Like.. he was less than 100 y.o. when Hiccup died. It is like. Not even a 10th part of Seadragonus lifespan. It is like knowing somebody since birth to 8 years and than he dies. "We barely know each other" that's what i hear in this song

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King of the clouds (p!atd):

Heaven knows that I'm born too late

For these ghosts that I chase

<...>

To escape this old world, this old world

Some days I lie wide awake 'til the sun hits my face

And I fade, elevate from the Earth

Far away to a place where I'm free from the weight

This whole world, this whole world

I don't trust anything

Or anyone, below the sun

I don't feel anything

At all

Alvin's anthem lol. Even about his death in the atmosphere)))

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Emperor's new clothes (p!atd):

Welcome to the end of eras

Ice has melted back to life

Done my time and served my sentence

Dress me up and watch me die

12th book again. Plus i adore this song and the crown theme in it

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Voice (Celtic Woman):

I am the voice of the past that will always be

Filled with my sorrow and blood in my fields

I am the voice of the future

Bring me your peace

Bring me your peace and my wounds, they will heal

Honestly, the nickname of the singer + the celtic melody were the first reasons to add this song. But that ive listened to the lyrics more carefully i recognised that it is a perfect song for this playlist (elsewhere I'd delete it sooner or later)

Voice of the future line is speaking for itself!! Hiccup is the future and so on so on. + Voice refers to Hiccup's ability to speak dragonise, and as we learnt from the series, it was his most valuable talent and the only tool able to stop the war and slavery. The voice is significant

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the last great american dynasty (Taylor Swift):

And they said

"There goes the last great American dynasty

Who knows, if she never showed up, what could've been

There goes the maddest woman this town has ever seen

She had a marvelous time ruining everything"

This one is about rumours flowing around my femHiccup version. I like this song for the line "if she never showed up, what could've been" and "She had a marvelous time ruining everything". Viking conservatives may tell smth like that about her.. ig.... That's what

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Clara Bow (Taylor Swift):

The crown is stained but you're the real queen

Flesh and blood amongst war machines

You're the new god we're worshipping

Promise to be ... dazzling

CROWN!!!! FLASH AND BLOOD AMONGST WAR MACHINES!!!!!!! THE NEW GOD!!!!!!!!

I am SPEECHLESS

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tolerate it (Taylor Swift):

I greet you with a battle hero's welcome

I take your indiscretions all in good fun

I sit and listen

I polish plates until they gleam and glisten

You're so much older and wiser and I

I wait by the door like I'm just a kid

<...>

While you were out building other worlds, where was I?

<...>

Always taking up too much space or time

You assume I'm fine

But what would you do if I, I

Break free and leave us in ruins

Took this dagger in me and removed it

Hiccup and Stoic relationship in the first books

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Long Live (Taylor Swift):

The time we stood with our shaking hands

The crowds in stands went wild

We were the kings and the queens

And they read off our names

<...>

Long live all the mountains we moved

I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you

I was screaming, "Long live that look on your face"

And bring on all the pretenders

One day we will be remembered

Kingdom of Wilderwest + lowkey Hiccup III coronation + it's just a pretty song

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Wind (Akeboshi):

My knee is still shaking like I was twelve

Sneaking out the classroom by the back door

A man railed at me twice, though, but I didn't care

Waiting is wasting for people like me

<...>

Take your time, baby, your blood need slowing down

Breach yourself to reach yourself before you gloom

Reflection of fear make shadows of nothing

Shadows of nothing

No comment... It jist vibes with young Hiccup

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I Hate It Here (Taylor Swift):

I'm lonely but I'm good

I'm bitter but I swear I'm fine

I'll save all my romanticism for my inner life and I'll get lost on

purpose

This place made me feel worthless

Lucid dreams like electricity, the current flies through me,

and in my fantasies I rise above it

And way up there, I actually love it

Little Hiccup running away from the village to the dragon caves, wishing he could fly with them

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Wait for it (from Hamilton):

Love doesn't discriminate

Between the sinners

And the saints

It takes and it takes and it takes

And we keep loving anyway.

We laugh and we cry and we break

And we make our mistakes.

And if there's a reason I'm by her side

When so many have tried

Then I'm willing to wait for it.

Camicazi about Hiccup when nobody believed in him

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Waiting in the wings (from Tangled the series):

And so I keep on keeping on

My chances come and then I blink and they're gone

Always overlooked unfairly

While pretending that it barely stings

But it stings, yes it stings

Young Hiccup again

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The winner takes it all (ABBA):

The gods may throw a dice

Their minds as cold as ice

And someone way down here

Loses someone dear

The winner takes it all (takes it all)

The loser has to fall (has to fall)

It's simple and it's plain (it's so plain)

Why should I complain? (Why complain?)

Gods threw the dice that's for sure they love to do it

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Hey Look Ma, I Made It (p!atd):

Hey look ma, I made it

Everything's comin' up aces, aces

If it's a dream, don't wake me, don't wake me

I said hey look ma, I made it

Hiccup's almost unnatural ability to always win and his desire to test his luck and so on... And i liked the mention of mother figure who supposed to be very proud

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Ruthlessness (from Epic):

You are far too nice, mercy has a price

It's the final crack, we're bound to break the ice now

You reveal your name, then you let him live

Unlike you, I've got no mercy left to give 'cause

<...>

The line between naïveté and hopefulness is almost invisible

So close your heart, the world is dark and

Ruthlessness is mercy

Die

campichor on tumblr. That's all you need to know

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High hopes (p!atd):

Had to have high, high hopes for a living

Didn't know how, but I always had a feeling

I was gonna be that one in a million

Always had high, high hopes

Mama said: Fulfill the prophecy

Be something greater, go make a legacy

Manifest destiny, back in the days

We wanted everything, wanted everything

Hiccup and Alvin both had high hopes on them, but ig Exellanor would be the mom to say smth like that

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Пожар (Немного Нервно)

Если кругом пожар - // if the fire is all around

Я не хочу бежать. // I refuse to run away

Я говорил с огнем - // i spoke to the fire

Мне ничего не жаль. // I have no regrets

Хочешь идти – пойдем, // if you want, we will go

Я не вернусь домой. // I won't return home

<...>

Вместо толпы – сам господь-бог // not the crowd, but God himself

Благословил этот поход // Blessed this road

Дождем. // With the rain

Если б мне стать искренним, как дитя малое, // if i could be sincere like a little kid

Бросить дела, в молитве сложить. // I'd gave up everything and prayed

Но колесо вертится – стылое, сталое, // but the wheel keeps rolling on

А в колесе – вся моя жизнь. // And this wheel is my life

Я запишу слова – и, вроде бы, ничего. // I write the words

И в пустоте вспыхнет на миг // and the void flames up

Двор, где горит трава, а за травой – забор, // the house and the grass and the fence are in flames

А за забором – весь этот мир. // And the whole world is on fire

I could not resist the urge to add a song in my native language<\3 it is about the world on fire so... This is fine

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Once more to see you (Mitski):

But with everybody watching us, our every move

We do have reputations

We keep it secret

Won't let them have it

So come inside and be with me, alone with me

Alone, with me alone

If you would let me give you pinky promise kisses

Then I wouldn't have to scream your name

Atop of every roof in the city of my heart

If I could see you

Once more to see you

Furious @ Hiccup the second (I'm not ok about them)

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Win it all (the Orion Experience)

When you were young, the world, it seemed so different

A happy time before you lost your innocence

Where did it go, how did you fall so far from it

Look at yourself you're slipping away

And now the streets you roam, are cold and desolate

The only company you keep is your regret

You've had enough you want to put an end to it

Look at yourself you're fading away

But oh, oh, I want you to know

That you, you, will always be a star

You're gonna shine again like a Super Nova

It ain't over, till it's over

When the world pushes you down You get back up

And when it knocks you around You get back up

And now you fight a little harder You get back up

And now you see a little farther You get back...

Up on your feet every time you fall, so please don't give up now

Cause you're gonna win it all

All your life you've wondered, baby

When's it gonna be your turn

Always tried, and been denied

It's like you're always getting burned

Just remember this, my friend... It's darkest before the dawn

You may see a victory, so baby, just hang on

Just hang on

Perfection.... Hiccup's will to never give up, on himself, on anyone else, in any circumstances

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Little lion man (Mumford & Sons)

Tremble for yourself, my man

You know that you have seen this all before

Tremble, little lion man

You'll never settle any of your scores

Your grace is wasted in your face

Your boldness stands alone among the wreck

Now learn from your mother or else

Spend your days biting your own neck

But it was not your fault but mine

And it was your heart on the line

I really fucked it up this time

Didn't I, my dear?

Hiccup is a little lion man. The end. Thank you for coming to my ted talk

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Icarus (The Crane Wives):

Climb ye higher and higher and higher

'Til you're far away and breathing cleaner air

Oh my brother, my brother, my brother

Who have you become in the wake of all that's happened here?

They're burning down the orchard to the soil

To the soil, to the grave

Spreading out the ashes of a love

That only gave and gave

Furious and Hiccup the second flying together..... I will never recover

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Previal the Sea (Gargamel):

We need the stories to be told

The fear me make is worth more than gold

I failed to find the lyrics but it's a song about pirates (= vikings). This one is niche, ig, because even the creators misspelled their own song title..... Damn. Nuh. I just love the atmosphere and the fact that this song is 13 minutes long, and half of it is howling. HTTYD vibes for sure

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Come along with me (Ashley Eriksson):

We can wander through the forest

And do so as we please

Come along with me

To a cliff under a tree

Where we can gaze upon the water

As an everlasting dream

FRIENDSHIP TRIO ON AN ADVENTURE PLEEEASEEEE I LOVE THEM THEY ARE SO CUUUTTTEEEEE AND COMFY. Comfortable. Kids. My babies. Raaaawrrrhhhhhhh

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МКСЗ (Созвездие Отрезок):

Мальчик, который собирал звёзды // the boy who collected the stars

<...>

Мальчик, который растерял звёзды // the boy who lost all his stars

Hiccup ......

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The world we knew (Frank Sinatra):

Over and over, I keep going over the world we knew

Once when you walked beside me

Hiccup and Toothless again. This song gets me emotional too

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Never love an anchor (The Crane Wives):

On some level, I think I always understood

That these hands of mine were clumsy, not clever

And I tried to do the best that I could

But try as I might, I couldn't bring myself to hold you

Fishlegs vibe (Fishlegs @ Hiccup in some way?? I'd love to proof but i cannot)

On some level, I think I always understood

That a ship could never really love an anchor

So, I did the only thing that I could

And severed the rope to set you sailing from my harbor

There are times when I still wonder about you

You are someone I have loved, but never known

And you'll never see the reasons I had

For keeping my claws away when they were close enough to hurt you

Hiccup letting go of dragons he loved more than his life

+ The sea theme + I can't proof it with lyrics but this song holds the vibe of Deadly Shadow and a child in a lobster cage

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Любовь моя (Элли на маковом поле):

любовь моя всегда выходила мне боком // love always hurts me

ножом подставленным к горлу - // it's like a knife to a throat

еще не больно, но страшно выдохнуть // no blood yet but it gets hard to breathe

это беспомощность новорожденного // loving is being helpless like an infant

это табличка "нет выхода" // like a "no exit" sign

любовь моя всегда выходила мне боком // love always hurts me

сто шагов по болоту - необходима осторожность линий // like steps down the swamp - you have to be careful

но оступаюсь и падаю в воду // but you'll end up in the water

This song theme is love that only hurts you. Ig that was how love to dragons felt in the old archipelago. Don't you dare to love them

(I decided to translate and note every song in russian language bc they are not so obvious to analyse by someone else)

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You're on your own, kid (Taylor Swift):

I didn't choose this town, I dream of getting out

There's just one who could make me stay

<...>

I looked around in a blood-soaked gown

And I saw something they can't take away

'Cause there were pages turned with the bridges burned

Everything you lose is a step you take

So make the friendship bracelets, take the moment and taste it

You've got no reason to be afraid

You're on your own, kid

Yeah, you can face this

You're on your own, kid

You always have been

This must be obvious (taking into account that the story is about growing up) but i wanna point out few details

"just one who could make me stay" - Fishlegs!!! + I know that Hiccup loves Berk and his tribe and cares for them, it must have been hard to live there. He is so sweet, caring and forgiving. I can't imagine how he could LOVE and CARE FOR these MORONS who treated him like SHIT but he always thought about protecting them and taking responsibility for them, outgrowning his hate if he ever hated anybody of them which i doubt... So mature and king-like behaviour. I'm so proud

"I looked around in a blood-soaked gown" - is about 12th book events again. I bet he was SOAKED IN BLOOD after all these crazy stuff

"So make the friendship bracelets" - he made many friends during the series. But in this line i always think of Camicazi (bc she's amazing and i love to think of her)

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Not strong enough (boygenius):

I don't know why I am

The way I am, not strong enough to be your man

I lie, I am just lowering your expectations

Lyrics said it for me, but I'll add that they're the words that Hiccup would have told Stoic

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Flying (Code Fry):

Where did my wings go?

I could've sworn I could fly

Straight up into the sky

Boy, I should have known

It was all just a lie

No one on earth can fly

Thought the things you said would turn out true

Guess that's what I get for trusting you

You said if I believed enough, I would fly

Why didn't I?

Did faith let me down

Or did I not have enough?

That distinction is tough

Still, I thought your hands

Protected me from the fall

Did you mean that at all?

Thought the things you said would turn out true

Was it even you I listened to?

I thought if I believed enough, that I would fly

Air is rushing past, and I can barely see

Seems like this fall will be the death of me

In a second now, the ground will come to take me home

Suddenly, a peace that I cannot explain

Feels like the wind is running through my veins

Oh, and all that I can do is close my eyes as you lift me up

You lift me up

All that I know now is sky and cloud

Don't know when my feet last touched the ground

You said if I believed enough, I would fly

This song never failes to make me burst in tears...... Hiccup III letting the dragons go..... Hiccup II and Furious...... Goodbye...... You said if I believed enough, I would fly...... Helppp. All of this song is perfect for HTTYD so i could not resist adding it all here. Perfection. Help

Notes:

"No one on earth can fly" - when the dragons hid from humanity, that is the thought that was left..... You can't fly anymore. Let go of your dreams. Let go of the wind in your hair, of heights, of clouds close enough to touch. Forget it. You are too childish and disrespectful for this. Humanity is not ready for dragons. Not ready to live aloneside these beautiful, intelligent creatures. nd nobody can protect them from your stupidity

"Guess that's what I get for trusting you

You said if I believed enough, I would fly

Why didn't I?" - there i see Furious, waiting on the Berserk island, talking to his memories of his brother, wishing he had never had a soft spot for him, wishing he had never trusted humans

"In a second now, the ground will come to take me home

Suddenly, a peace that I cannot explain

Feels like the wind is running through my veins" - 12th books events again. Furious after listening to Hiccup and clearing his mind from hatred

In conclusion, this song is about the elusive dream of flying dragons, but mostly i feel like it vibes with Furious and Hiccup II

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Bigger Than the Whole Sky (Taylor Swift):

Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye

You were bigger than the whole sky

You were more than just a short time

And I've got a lot to pine about

I've got a lot to live without

I'm never gonna meet

What could've been, would've been

What should've been you

Did some bird flap its wings over in Asia?

Did some force take you because I didn't pray?

Praying refers to their gods again. And talking about the whole thing, i added it because it reminds me of Snoglout book 11. Hiccup says "I'M NEVER GONNA MEET WHAT COULD'VE BEEN, SHOULD'VE BEEN, WOULD'VE BEEN YOU". I hope you get me. Hiccup took away Snoglout's bright herioc future, he took away his world because he wanted and had to change it. Snoglout's ideal world, where Snotty saw nothing wrong. Where he could've, should've and would've been a hero, a legend. Hiccup never got to meet him like this. And he also never got to meet the current time Snoglout who risked his life for the king and LIVED to be a new world's hero. It was a glimpse of hope for them both but Snoglout didn't make it to the new world

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Cafeteria Song (Equestria Girls):

So get up, get down 'cause it's gonna make a sound

If we work together, helping Twilight Sparkle win the crown

I'm gonna be myself, no matter what I do

And if we're different, yeah, I want you to be true to you

If you follow me, we'll put our differences aside

We'll stick together and start working on that school pride

My personal favourite... My honorary mention....

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Once upon a December (from Anastasia):

Figures dancing gracefully

Across my memory

Far away, long ago

Glowing dim as an ember

Things my heart used to know

Things it yearns to remember

I love the mention of AMBER yk

In whole, this song means the memories of old Wilderwest kingdom, long gone, but still shining though the years. Plus Hiccup like Anastasia is a lost and found heir of an ancient empire

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The King (Sarah Kinsley):

I wanna be the king of your heart

Let's fall apart and start again

The old world was ruined, and Hiccup built it anew. Plus the title. Plus the "king of your heart" bc Hiccup is a gentle and caring king, not like... the previous one... Def not the king of hearts

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Tiny Human (Imogen Heap):

Still I can't stand to imagine

Life without you

came crashing in on that day

Crazy beautiful you

Blind me like the dawn

After ashes fell on Pompeii

Crazy bright beautiful you

Suddenly propelled

So many light years from bliss

And completely unprepared

How can anyone deserve this?

I've tried, I've tried all the tricks

in the book, I’m at my wits end

Now look here what do you want from me!?

<...>

You little devil, you

Oh I love you so much

It's the hardest thing I've ever done

But you're so worth it

Yes you are

Hiccup @ Toothless. This is so sweet

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Touch the sky (from Brave):

Where dark woods hide secret

And mountains are fierce and bold

Deep waters hold reflections

Of times lost long ago

I will hear their every story

Take hold of my own dream

Be as strong as the seas are stormy

And proud as an eagle's scream

I will ride, I will fly

Chase the wind and touch the sky

I will fly

Chase the wind and touch the sky

I love this song. And plus Merida is lowkey a viking?? At least they lived at almost the same territory, north, sea, mountains and all. The song is beautiful

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Running with the wolves (Aurora):

Go row the boat to safer grounds

But don't you know we're stronger now

My heart still beats and my skin still feels

My lungs still breathe, my mind still fears

<...>

I'm running with the wolves tonight

The 10th book Hiccup on a run with his feral besties, forgetting the human speech

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Open up your eyes (from mlp movie):

Open up your eyes

Give up your sweet fantasy land

It's time to grow up and get wise

Come now, little one

Open up your eyes

Classic Furious

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The end! Thank you!

There are about ten more songs in this kinn playlist but i didn't mention them there because.. they are too obvious. The title speaks for itself or they are just too simple to give analysis so idc

[towindtheclock]

my final project for a 3D subject, it was incredibly difficult but I think it's kinda cool? a friend told me it looked like, mystic cosmic and nostalgic, idk. it's supposed to be a TV set obviously i had to do the theme of oumota to try to motivate myself lol tho I gave up midway

credits: @sold1erel for the astronaut Kaito frame (one of my fave fanarts of Kaito) 770653249D @ x for the Kokichi mug aosaronpa @ x for the fanarts in b/w in the fridge

some process under the cut

I failed the subject (but I passed at the end) so I had to change some NGONs and UVs and textures. the teacher wanted us to suffer so we had to do the textures in photoshop instead of Substance. I wouldn't do this again

if you don't know abt 3D modelling you won't understand what is a UV but in a nutshell it was very difficult

ESP: hice el extra por reprobar y lo de las capturas es de la parte del extra jaja no recomiendo, hice el render como 2 veces

[voguesuccubus]

the way sadness sounds ࣪ ִֶָ☾.

(tw: suicide attempt, mental illness, substance abuse)

i compiled a playlist of songs i listen to when im sad. sadness and depression is something i struggle with on a daily basis so i wanted to share my playlist with you. this playlist is very much giving depressed people pleaser lol.

carmen - lana del rey

this song has a special place in my heart. it tells the story of a teenage addict. a lot of people, including me, believe the song to be about lana herself. lana struggled with alcoholism as a young girl and was sent to boarding school. lana is an all around inspiring person and i will have to make a seperate post going in depth about her as a person and public figure.

party girl - michelle gurevich

this song is so beautiful and good yet so underrated. the song resonated more with the person i wanted to be as a young girl and ended up being my life when i was 16. i used to party a lot with my siblings after i tried to kill myself. i havent been to a party in yearsss thank god. partying doesnt really resonate with me anymore but i always find myself going back to this song because of how real and gritty it is.

teen idle - marina

this was the song i listened to when i was at my lowest as a 16 year old. i still have trauma from the things that happened to me during that time period in my life.

everybodys fool - evanescence

this will always be one of my favorite songs. it tells the story of a woman who lives a double life in my opinion. someone who hides their pain behind a mask. its a switch up from my aesthetic but i love this song very deeply.

liability - lorde

as much as i love this song i just cant listen to it bc it makes me cry everytime i hear it 😭 but i had to add it because its such a heavy song. i think (and dont quote me on this) its about a person with a soul sucking mental illness who gets abandoned by every person shes with because of how turbulent her illness can get. its a sad song that can make grown men cry.

nutshell - alice in chains

alice in chains will forever be my favorite rock band. i know that this song is their most popular but i had to add it bc its also a very heavy song. the song gets into laynes addiction and loneliness. i really resonate with this bc even though ive never been addicted to HARD drugs ive been addicted to one before and listened to this song all the time when i was going through it. its definitely a dark song. we lost layne in 2002 to his addiction

[la-chacha-gris]

I would say that I quite consciously rely on my obsessions in all my work, that I deliberately set up an obsessional frame of mind. In a paradoxical way, this leaves one free of the subject of the obsession. It’s like picking up an ashtray and staring so hard at it that one becomes obsessed by its contours, angles, texture, et cetera, and forgets that it is an ashtray—a glass dish for stubbing out cigarettes.

Diría que, conscientemente, me baso en mis obsesiones en toda mi obra, que establezco deliberadamente una mentalidad obsesiva. Paradójicamente, esto me libera del tema de la obsesión. Es como coger un cenicero y mirarlo con tanta atención que uno se obsesiona con sus contornos, ángulos, textura, etc., y olvida que es un cenicero, un plato de cristal para apagar cigarrillos.

[…] A whole universe can be bounded in a nutshell. Of course, why one chooses certain topics as the subject for one’s obsessions is a different matter. Presumably all obsessions are extreme metaphors waiting to be born. That whole private mythology, in which I believe totally, is a collaboration between one’s conscious mind and those obsessions that, one by one, present themselves as stepping-stones.

[…] Todo un universo puede resumirse en una simple cáscara de nuez. Por supuesto, por qué uno elige ciertos temas como tema de sus obsesiones es harina de otro costal. Presumiblemente, todas las obsesiones son metáforas extremas a punto de nacer. Toda esa mitología privada, en la que creo plenamente, es una colaboración entre la mente consciente y esas obsesiones que, una a una, se presentan como peldaños.

JG Ballard, the writer, for the Paris Review during the 1980s. These could be my words describing what I do or what this blog is for… BUT I don't know how to write, and he was a golden flow, as Cicero said of Aristotle. I hope it helps you understand me as it helps me understand myself.

JG Ballard, el escritor, para Paris Review durante los años ochenta del pasado siglo. Podrían ser mis palabras describiendo qué hago o para qué este blog… PERO yo no sé escribir y él era aúreo flujo, como decía Cicerón de Aristóteles. Espero que os sirve para entenderme tal como a mi me hace entenderme.

[andromeda-estrelar]

"Don't let the walls cave in on you"

"We can live on, live on without you"

I never imagined I'd make a drawing FULL of filters... But to get to the point, this is one of Boos' designs that went forward, and yes, this is the same one that appears on the first pages of the AU

Nunca pensé que haría un diseño LLENO de filtros... Pero yendo al grano, este es uno de los designs de Boos que salió adelante, y sí, es el mismo que aparece en las primeras páginas de la AU

Este tipo es de la época en la que suceden los hechos del juego, quizás hable más de él en el futuro, pero en pocas palabras, no era una buena persona (en este caso, un buen Árbol de Cristal)

This type of him is from the time when the events of the game happen, maybe I'll talk more about it in the future, but in a nutshell, he wasn't a good person (in this case, a good Crystal Tree)

The song itself is "Where's Your Head At", you can listen to it on YouTube or on music apps (I couldn't put it here, just the link in the name)

La música en sí es "Where's Your Head At", puedes escucharla en YouTube o en aplicaciones de música (no he conseguido ponerla aquí, sólo el link en su nombre)

[js1ex]

guys i’ve come to conclusion again. i need to decide my top 5 of all my favs… right now

lana del rey:

cruel world,million dollar man,the greatest,sad girl,sweet

ethel cain:

punish,sun bleached flies,a house in nebraska,thoroughfare,knuckle velvet

wolf alice:

silk,how can i make it ok,visions of a life,turn to dust,heavenward

fiona apple:

paper bag,sleep to dream,fast as you can,valentine,carrion

jeff buckley:

grace,everybody wants you here,so real,forget her,lover you should’ve come over.

radiohead:

fake plastic trees,weird fishes,just,karma police,how to disappear completely

nirvana:

all apologies,drain you,dumb,something in the way,about a girl

hole:

awful,credit in the straight world,nobody’s daughter,i think that i would die,jenifers body

gorlliaz:

she’s my collar,dare,feel good inc,19-2000,on melancholy hill

alice in chains:

nutshell, rotten apple, man in the box, check my brain, swing on this

pixies:

where is my mind,hey,monkey gone to heaven,gouge away,greens and blues

blur

there’s no other way,death of a party,tracy jacks,end of a century,beetlebum

[didalexiabreakupwitholgaisback]

https://www.tumblr.com/didalexiabreakupwitholgaisback/771101988545069056/guiris-complain-about-everything

as an american who’s been supporting barça and watching soccer/football since i was 6 (thanks to my father and grandfather) ppl like this make me want to put my head through a wall. it is so much better to sit back quietly and learn than to look stupid all over the internet.

hi anon - thanks for your message. and even though it's día de los inocentes/dia dels sants innocents, i'm going to get serious for a moment. (by the way, @useless-catalanfacts has a good post about how we celebrate this day here!)

it is quite wonderful that so many people outside of spain are interested in barça and invested in our players, and as a result, want to know more about spain, barcelona, catalunya, and its culture. and we are very happy to share that with others! 🙏

what is not okay and quite annoying are some of the posts i've seen this week, either making fun of our food and christmas traditions (the worst was a post making fun of alexia, sopa de galets, and eating disorders 🙄) and getting angry for not understanding our holidays and culture.

the other point i want to make is that a lot of our content is written in spanish or catalan for a spanish and/or catalan audience. so if you don't understand what is going on, don't get upset! rather, research it on your own or ask someone to explain it to you! 🤔

like the tweet early this morning: it was written by a spanish person in spanish about a spanish player and using a parody of the break-up post of the most famous spanish lesbian youtube couple/influencers on 28 december (spanish april fool's day). clearly, the intended audience knew exactly what was going on. 😅

so instead of getting upset and having a knee jerk reaction online, like frankly so many people have been doing all week and what the american did in the post you were referencing, stop and think and ask!

anyway, i think it's only a minority of people who are acting this way, but it's frustrating for the rest of us when this type of discussion starts dominating the discourse. so this is just another reminder! 🙏

let's all have a good laugh today and enjoy ourselves! 😄

[diceriadelluntore]

Storia Di Musica #343 - Alice In Chains, Jar Of Flies, 1994

Le storie musicali ottobrine avranno come protagonista un formato musicale, perchè ho scelto 4 EP come protagonisti delle quattro domeniche di questo mese. Cos'è un EP? Un Extended Play è un supporto fonografico (in vinile, CD, musicassetta, download digitale o altro) che contiene più tracce rispetto ad un singolo, ma che, similmente al mini LP, non può essere classificato come album discografico. La definizione è alquanto vaga e non esiste un limite preciso che stabilisca quando un EP non è più tale e diviene un album vero e proprio: per convenzione, si concorda che un disco con pochi brani e una durata di 25-30 minuti sia un EP ma, per esempio, le regole della Recording Academy per i Grammy stabiliscono che ogni pubblicazione con cinque o più tracce sopra i 15 minuti di durata dev'essere considerata "album", senza menzionare gli EP. Tuttavia nelle classifiche ufficiali di vendita sono sempre segnalati quando vengono commercializzati come tali, e la storia della musica popolare occidentale ci fa scoprire che è una forma di registrazione niente affatto secondaria: nasce addirittura negli anni '20 del 1900 come supporto che conteneva non una solo brano per lato, ma due o due più tre sull'altro lato. Nelle prossime storie ne racconteremo un po' la storia, anche inteso come mezzo di espressione alternativo, soprattutto in certi momenti specifici della storia musicale.

Quello di oggi, per partire, è uno degli EP più famosi della storia. Fu il primo EP a svettare tra i dischi più venduti di Billboard. Questo EP si intitola Jar of Flies e fu pubblicato dagli Alice in Chains il 25 gennaio del 1994. Gruppo formidabile, dell’ala hard rock del grunge di Seattle (anche se tentarono sempre di non apparire grunge), gli Alice in Chains (un omaggio sadomaso ad Alice nel Paese delle Meraviglie) si fondano nel 1987 quando Layne Staley incontra Jerry Cantrell. Ispirandosi più verso l’heavy metal che la psichedelia acida dei coetanei gruppi grunge, nel 1990 pubblicano il primo disco, Facelift, che li proietta alla ribalta delle cronache musicali. Subito dopo, con Sap, il primo di una coppia meravigliosa di fortunati EP, iniziano a suonare sonorità acustiche, lontano dal suono potente, distorto ed elettrico dei dischi “interi”, come Dirt del 1992, che a metà tra speed metal e Black Sabbath li fa diventare superstar. Ma come sempre nelle migliori storie rock arrivano i guai. Staley inizia una dipendenza pesantissima da alcol ed eroina, e per oltre un anno la band non si esibisce. Appena però sta meglio, in una settimana nel 1994, la band, in tenuta acustica con Mike Inez al basso e Sean Kinney alla batteria, sfoggia in 7 giorni, a detta degli stessi pieni di fumo, depressione ed alcol, questo capolavoro. Il titolo, Jar of Flies, prende spunto da un esperimento che Cantrell fece al liceo: in due vasi venivano poste due comunità di mosche, uno con molto cibo, l’altro con meno. Quella con più cibo prosperava molto più forte di quella con meno cibo, ma alla fine il sovrappopolamento finì per esaurire presto le risorse e la comunità morì, mentre l’altra continuò a vivere. Rotten Apple è una struggente ballata fatta apposta per la voce straziante di Staley, e vola per oltre 6 minuti. Nutshell, con scie sonora da pelle d’oca, è tanto favolosa quanto tetra e devastante nel testo (inizia così: Inseguiamo promesse mal stampate, affrontiamo il sentiero del tempo). I Stay Away è una traccia acida e psichedelica e che forse faceva capire i progetti futuri della band. Cantrell scrive No Excuses, che diventerà uno dei loro brani icona e canta con Staley la bellissima Don’t Follow. Whale & Wasp è strumentale, Swing Of This è una melodia diversa, quasi staccata al resto dell’album, così compatto sia musicalmente che emozionalmente. Nel 1995 la band scrive ancora un capolavoro, Alice in Chains, conosciuto come Tripod per la foto del cane a tre zampe in copertina, ancora numero 1 in classifica. Ma il tour che segue sarà di sole 7 date, per le condizioni sempre più disastrose di Staley, che comparirà per un ultimo concerto, la registrazione di un toccante MTV Unplugged del 1996, uscito anche come disco, e con una Nutshell da brividi. Morirà, isolato, depresso e distrutto, il 5 aprile del 2002, precisamente 8 anni dopo Kurt Cobain. La band si è riunita sotto l’egida di Cantrell nel 2005 e nel 2009 ha pubblicato Black Gives Way To Blue con un nuovo cantante, William DuVall, dai suoni iper heavy come i bei tempi ed è ancora in attività (Rainier Fog ultimo disco del 2018 e è da tempo annunciato un settimo album). Ascoltatene la malinconica bellezza.

[tarotbydelilah444]

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★ FAVORITE CARDS (me in a nutshell)

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✧ ₊˚ THE LOVERS

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✧ ₊˚ YELLOW

✧ ₊˚ GREEN

✧ ₊˚ BROWN

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✧ ₊˚ DRAKE

✧ ₊˚ SADE

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✧ ₊˚ OWL

✧ ₊˚ BUTTERFLY

✧ ₊˚ PANTHER

★ FAVORITE FLOWERS

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✧ ₊˚ MAGNOLIAS

✧ ₊˚ ROSES

★ FAVORITE NOTES (if I were a perfume)

✧ ₊˚ VANILLA

✧ ₊˚ OUD

✧ ₊˚ PATCHOULI

✧ ₊˚ LEATHER

✧ ₊˚ JASMINE

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[goodyankeedeadyankee]

Nahual (Amanda The Adventurer AU) in nutshell

Básicamente se resume en un padre de iglesia emperrado porque un nahual le preñó a la hija.

Literal

Se supone que Sam es un cazador de nahuales, por lo que el no estaba enojado por el embarazo y esas madres (porque Amanda ya es adulta y lo puede mantener) sino porque de todos los hombres de pueblo eligió a un nahual. Hubo momentos donde incluso por el estrés Amanda casi se muere y pierde al bebe, por lo que Wooly y Sam acordaron mantener distancia y resolver sus diferencias no enfrente de ella.

Sam se quedó en la iglesia y Wooly compró una casa a las afueras del pueblo para que Amanda se fuera a vivir con el, y desde entonces no se hablan con Sam. Lamentablemente, al ser pueblo chiquito, Amanda entra en pánico y se esconde de su papá cuando lo ve en la calle jaja :(

Y bueno, también, podría decirse que los protagonistas de mi historia son encargados de arreglar esos problemas, pero los voy a dibujar después :DD

[ometochtli2rabbit]

MAYA:

13.0.12.10.12

kalajun[12] EB|EE [road] - lajun [10] ZIP

galactic tone: understanding/ complex stability

sun sign: ROAD| mountain lion/yellow or blue/south

do some community service

NAHUA:

mahtlactli- omome [12] - MALINALLI [grass]

Tlahuizcalpantecuhtli | Patecatl

quetzaltotolin[quetzal]

lord of the night" Piltzintecuhtli

trecena[12]: Tonacatecuhtli

x: chicunahui[9]- ochpaniztli

"Travellers on a Mountain Path at Night", Hiroshige, unknown date.

"The Path", Erin Hanson, 2014.

Personality and Destiny:

Travelers, very organized, nice, hard working, opportunistic, and intuitive. Love "the hunt" but also home. Protectors and pathfinders. They see into the future by thinking ahead and foreseeing the obstacles. A good, long, healthy life.

www.mayan-calendar.com

To honor those born on this day who are pathfinders, here are songs that mention PATH:

Yeah Yeah Yeahs: These Paths

Lorde: The Path

Gloria Estefan: Path of the Right Love

Sleater-Kinney: Path of Wellness

Green Day: Whatsername

GZA: Path of Destruction

The Human League: Path of Least Resistance

Petula Clark: On the Path of Glory

Neil Young: No Hidden Path

Patsy Cline: Dear God

Taylor Swift: Treacherous

George Strait: Run

The Chemical Brothers ft. The Flaming Lips: The Golden Path

Ariana Grande: Safety Net

Phil Collins: No Way Out

Blonde Redhead: Signs Along the Path

Korn: Did My Time & Burn the Obedient

Twenty-One Pilots: Drag Path (Devil's Eyes)

Dream Theater: The Path That Divides

Sia: Dressed in Black

Pearl Jam: Dissident & Unthought Known & Again Today

The Claypool Lennon Delerium: South of Reality (Path of Totality)

Marilyn Manson: Overneath the Path of Misery

Alice Cooper: Apple Bush

Aphex Twin: Schottkey 7th Path

Beyonce: Smash Into You

Little River Band: So Many Paths

Patti Smith: Paths That Cross

Merle Haggard: Our Paths May Never Cross

Bob Dylan: Paths of Victory & Mother of Muses

Alice in Chains: Nutshell

Willie Nelson: Everywhere I Go

Elton John: Circle of Life

Michael Jackson: History

Paul Simon: Under African Skies

Pete Seeger: Paths of Victory

Slick Rick: Children's Story

Faith No More: Paths of Glory

Fleetwood Mac: Seven Wonders & Destiny Rules & Gold Dust Woman

N.W.A.: F*ck tha Police

Queen: Nevermore

Creedence Clearwater Revival: Tombstone Shadow

Nat King Cole: To the Ends of the Earth

Slash ft. Myles Kennedy and the Conspirators: The Path Less Followed

Dolly Parton: Love is Only as Strong (as Your Weakest Moment)

Metallica: Hell and Back

Pink Floyd: Cymbaline & Brain Damage

Led Zeppelin: No Quarter & Stairway to Heaven & Going to California

The Kinks: Good Luck Charm

Lana Del Rey: Margaret

Cypress Hill: Make a Move

[xjulixred45x]

¿Adora sigue siendo she-ra en tu au de adora general galra? Y si es así ¿como encuentra la espada?

Hola hermana! La respuesta en español está abajo! Yep, she's still She-Ra, but in her own... peculiar way.

We all know that Lotor and his generals, while they conquered planets, left them independent, Adora grew up with that in this AU, so it wouldn't be crazy if, at some point when Adora is older, they arrive to Etheria.

Many aspects of Etheria remain the same, the war with the Horde, Hordak, Shadow Weaver, etc. but without Adora as we know her, some aspects change.

For example, Catra becomes dependent on Ronnie, Rogelio and Kyle instead of Adora, to cover up her disasters. She is more favored than in the original universe and that made her an even worse person. A backstaber in a nutshell.

When Lotor and Company arrive, they make a deal with the revolution/Angela that in exchange for partial control of their planet, they would get rid of Hordak. Here Adora meets Bow and Glimmer just like in the original, but with her new personality it will take a long time for them to trust her.

Anyway, when they have to make a coordinated attack with the rebellion, Adora goes with Ezor and Zethrid to wait for their signal, and while she's bored, Adora wanders around the forest a bit and BOOM, she sees the sword.

This Adora probably didn't even think about the possibility of the sword being magic, she just saw an ancient relic and wanted it for herself.

Adora took the sword with her into battle and fought very well! However, when they returned to the Bright Moon base, Angela noticed that something about the sword was... unusual. So she called Bow's parents to examine it.

And, indeed, it was She-ra's sword.

I like to think that Adora only figured out how to Transform into She-ra when one of the generals was in danger (most specifically; Narti) and that instead of screaming "for the honor of Grayskull" she screams "victory or death"

Her She-ra outfit looks more like the one from season 5 than the one from the first seasons. And she has her sword in physical form because she likes to fight even without transforming.

Lotor will probably decide to study the heart of Etheria and LightHope on his own (finding some way to dismantle it) and you can bet that Adora is ready to kick some Horde ass.

And nope, Adora from this Au is not with Catra. In fact I think she would kill her but that's a topic for another post.

____________________

(ESPAÑOL)

¡holi! sip, ella sigue siendo She-Ra, pero a su manera...peculiar.

todos sabemos que Lotor y sus generales si bien conquistaban planetas les dejaban su independencia, Adora crecio con eso en este AU, por lo que no seria loco que, en algun momento cuando Adora ya es mayor, llegan a Etheria.

muchos aspectos de Etheria siguen igual, la guerra con la horda, Hordak, Shadow Weaver, etc. pero sin Adora como la conocemos cambian algunos aspectos.

Por ejemplo, Catra se hace dependiente de Ronnie, Rogelio y Kyle en vez de Adora, para cubrir sus desastres. ella es mas favorecida que en el universo original y eso la hizo aun peor persona. una backstaber en pocas palabras.

cuando Lotor y Compañía llegan, hacen un trato con la revolución/Angela de que a cambio del control parcial de su planeta, se desharian de Hordak. aqui Adora conoce a Bow y Glimmer como en la original, pero con su nueva personalidad les tomara muchoas tiempo a los chicos el confiar en ella.

Total, cuando hay que hacer un ataque cordinado con la rebelion, Adora va con Ezor y Zethrid a esperar su señal, y mientras esta aburrida, Adora diambula un poco por el bosque y POOM, ve la espada.

está Adora probablemente nisiquiera penso en la posibilidad de que la espada fuera magica, simplemente vio una reliquia antigua y la quiso para si misma.

Adora llevo la espada consigo a la batalla y peleo muy bien! sin embargo cuando volvieron a la base de luna brillante, Angela noto que algo en la espada era...inusual. asi que llamo a los padres de Bow para que la examinaran.

y, en efecto, era la espada de She-ra.

me gusta pensar que Adora solo descubrio como Transformarse en She-ra cuando alguna de las generales estaba en peligro (mas concertamente; Narti) y que en vez de gritar "por el honor de Grayskull" ella grita "victoria o muerte"

su atuendo de She-ra se parece mas al de la temporada 5 que el de las primeras temporadas. y tiene su espada en fisico porque a ella le gusta pelear incluso sin transformarse.

probablemente Lotor decida estudiar por su cuenta el corazon de Etheria y LitghHope (encontrando alguna manera de desmantelarla) y puedes apostar que Adora esta lista para patear traseros de la Horda.

y nop, Adora de este Au no esta con Catra. de hecho creo que la mataria pero eso es un tema para otro Post.

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