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the construction noises are pretty freaking bad again, so I'm not sleepy and might just write soon.
#ooc.#as in like. might reply to some opens for people i haven't engaged in a while. send some asks.#gonna play some games first tho tbh#negative jic#hate when i lack sleep like this b/c i feel so evil. like i'm Not Doing Enough despite having zero obligation to uh.#do Anything on one hour of sleep lmao#it might be responsible to try. calling in for my shift tonight but that'd feel bad too :/
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everybody cheer for qprs!
#had another date today and it was actually a lot of fun!#they made me feel v safe and happy :>#but I fear the good vibes only continued bc we didn't actually do anything romantic/sexual lmao#unless you count me falling asleep on their shoulder for a few minutes (I got literally one hour of sleep last night)#anyway yeah I'm v glad I know what a qpr is#'I wanna be bffs w u and spend as much time together as possible and you make me feel giddy and happy'#is definitely a distinct and special feeling that I want a separate name for#but I don't want ppl to assume that it's attached to anything romantic#no flirting or kissing please <3#but I love you tho#velvetrambles#personal
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straight up
#slimecicle#slimecicle fanart#qsmp#my art#bro this stream changed my brain chemistry forever i think#not that great at drawing wolves but this shit was so fun#those were drawn during like 3rd hour of the stream before i went to sleep#would've liked to bunch more drawings together for the post but I'm not really posting anything as is lmao#i really need to stop trying to horde those puppies for one big post and just show stuff i draw as i do it хдд#maybe someday i will gather the courage to just focken go at it and post everythang#but for now😌 slearff#and a bit of q!slime too..
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do i really want to make individual drinks again
#reaching back into the file cabinets of my mind to remember how i made certain drinks when i worked at the cafe#in preparation for the possibility of this new job#it would certainly mean far less goofing off time than i have at my current job. and i value my goofing off time dearly#but the people here are so fucking annoying lmao. i hate them soooo much#not that the people at this new job would be any better. we're still dealing with investment bankers#godddddd. what i really would want (which would be impossible)#would be to go back to working at the cafe but like. still have paid time off and insurance lmao#but the cafe was a small business and he was not offering paid time off and insurance. and the pay was way less#but i did get to play whatever music i wanted. unfortunately you cant live on that#like i can always say no to this new job if its offered to me. but is my goofing off time worth:#2 dollars less in pay and a half hour to an hour's more commute. well i dont know#a shorter commute would mean i could sleep more. and have more time at home .#i mean i probably don't Need all this goofing off time. but its nice#i dont knowwwwwww#like even though im a bit nervous abt doing it again i know that i would easily fall back into the routine of making drinks#which i was fairly good at. my one drawback is that i cant do latte art but i dont know that theyd really care here#and (because i found the menu of where id work) theres not a ton of drink options?? just the standard stuff#its being called a starbucks cafe but 1) its not managed by them and 2) it does not have their 5 billion drink options#so thats good. less to worry about#doesnt look like i even have to make anything foodwise which i had to at the cafe#here it looks like people can just buy a pastry and thats it#the hours are like. the same i work now. also good#sorry im like using this post to think through my thoughts.#uhhhh oh i looked up the manager who looks like a weenie so im not keen on the prospect of interviewing with him#but i probably would have thought that about my current manager if id seen a pic of him prior to interviewing. i guess???#and with these kind of catering units it seems you dont often deal directly with the manager that much anyway#i just gotta see if i get good vibes#rn i have unsure vibes. but i need a sign to see if this could be good for me#oh id also save money on transportation. and taxes! bc i wouldnt be working in ny anymore#lol oops tag limit. well i hope you enjoyed my job thoughts you probably didnt i know i didnt
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You ever write some shit where you're like 'oh yeah I'm totally just describing what this guy is doing in his free time nothing else im just setting the scene it's unnecessarily detailed for no particular reason' and then realize you are in fact just info dumping about some shit you are interested in actually
#writing about ed edgar raising ball pythons in absurd detail in a story that is absolutely not about that bc i personally love snakes <3#down to like the specific morph of the snake and how it stays with it's siblings until after it's first shed#as if that has anything to do with anything else that's about to happen after his snake time gets interrupted by the actual plot lmao#also it is a cut over to Ed's perspective after what is just about the most intense scene in this little oneshot I'm writing#which makes it much funnier bc of the sudden change in tone#i mean that was the point. the tone contrast was very much on purpose. but it ended up a lot more intense than i expected lol#anyways I'm coping with no wifi by spending all my time writing some incredibly specific bs when i should be working on inheritance lmao#look sometimes you're running on nothing but five hours of sleep and blorbo thoughts#and you end up spending a day writing 3000 words of an incredibly specific scenario in which said blorbo gets the shit kicked out of them#and then you end the day writing a bit about his friend peacefully raising snakes and listening to cowboy music in the meantime#atlas speaks#side note. the fact that these stupid little personal posts keep ending up on my main is a testament to the power of this fandom#bc this is the type of thing that absolutely would've been quarentine to my personal blog where no one would've seen it a few months ago#so that's kind of cool
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i want to get started on the Full Hands List but i am waiting on my apartment people for scheduled maintenance and i don't really want to start until they leave but i also have no idea what time they'll make it to my apartment so we're just playing the waiting game now
#at my old apartment i was one of the first to get the maintenance bc my apartment number was just higher on the list#so it was usually around 10-11am#but im much further down now and idk how long it'll take#this isn't my FIRST TIME having the preventative maintenance in this apartment but the last times i just went to bed and got woken up#when they knocked#bc i was still on nights and i had no idea how long it'd be and didnt want to stay awake#and i did NOT check the time when they finally arrived#i just let them in and waited until they left so i could go back to sleep lmao#so#we'll see ig#I'm also splitting this into 3 days instead of don't all 3 seasons at once ill do a season a day#largely bc of time in general and how it's like. 12 hours of show.#and im be starting late today bc of *gestures at post*#but also it's going to be LONGER cus i have to pause every time hands shown up so i can note the timestamp#which ofc makes the whole process much. MUCH longer as seen with s3's preliminary run lmao#ough#I'm talking so much jdfjjsjd#also just my attebtion span is NOT great and i need to actually be WATCHING THE SCREEN THE WHOLE ENTIRE TIME#and can't be checking my phone or anything#cus ill miss shots!!!!#i missed at least 2 on my og s1+s2 list and im sure i missed others#i also have to decide how to count the montages#cus there'll be like 2 shots of hands immediately one after the other in the montages#sigh#......... I'll probably count them separately. just for accurate numbers.#which ofc means that ALL of my bonus aren't QUITE right rn cuts ik i lumped montages together#lmao#oh this will be so much fun#shh ac#young royals
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going to go lie in some grass and scream into the dirt or smth and see if things are a little better after that
#nothing like waking up at 6am to study for an exam that you are unbelievably fucked for and then getting a call an hour before said exam#to find out that a friend of yours is missing. bc. that’s. so .#and i’m not even in the same fucking county. what am i supposed to do about this#and i was told by a mutual person who i am no longer friends with bc of a falling out that was similiar to this lmao and woah#idk if u’ve ever answered a phone at 11am on 2 hours sleep. half high from exhaustion. 2 a person talkin to you with Hate in their voice#but it’s wild#if i ever die from a curse or smth it’s bc of her#i am so v bad with not being able to do nothing and i can feel myself shutting down and can and don’t want to do anything to stop it#just got to get through these exams and hope that she’s found and ok. i just. idk. i’m just tired and i want to hug her and have her tell me#about her gf who i find so annoying but she loves and steal her socks bc they have cool designs and watch spiderman like we’re 15 again#three days. three fucking days she’s been gone and no one told me#i want to not have to miss ppl. i want to not have to do another reading in a church. i want to refuse to eat her terrible baking. i want to#listen to her tell me everything i do wrong in life even tho that’s kind of awful. i want to sleep. i want. i want#ignore this i just needed to get it out so i didn’t give out to ppl where it wouldn’t do any good#at least i found out what was being hidden from me lol#delete later
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Oh. I think I'm depressed.
#speculation nation#negative/#most of the time im actually not depressed anymore. usually just stressed.#but this would explain why ive been struggling to do Anything besides playing video games#lacking creative juices so i cant write. what little ive managed has been like pulling teeth & feels like it lacks soul#and so ive been playing fire emblem for hours and hours#i slept like 10 hours last night and im still tired. i might just fuckin go to sleep lmao. man.#middle of the day fuck offfffff it's work woods fire emblem sleep repeat but i dont work today so im listless#supposed to have fun on a day off. mostly im just tired.#depression's one of the stages of grief. maybe that's my deal. i dont remember what the other stages are. brain too foggy.#yea. this probably is depression. my brain doesnt want to do Anything so i keep it occupied with video games. oh well.
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okay well i don’t know what to do w myself now
#personal#the physics chronicles#made it out alive w an 86 when i thought i’d end w an 82 at best so. YIPPEE#my prof is refusing to tell me if he allows makeup/online/early exams tho he’s just saying he strongly does not recommend me taking it when#im going to miss two weeks which. I GET THAT but i honestly do way better studying on my own than having to listen hours on end to a prof#drone on so i feel like if anything the two week absence would be in my favor. but i obviously can’t tell him that LMAO plus i now#understand how he formats exams like i really think i could pull this off at the MINIMUM#<- accidentally cut off early anyway at the MINIMUM i am confident i would be able to pass w a c as long as i wouldn’t get a fat zero on one#of the exams. i just need to know if he allows the makeup/online/early exam and if the answer is no fine i’ll be on my merry way just tell#me 😭#this is abt physics 2 btw i see now that i did not say that anywhere. seriously tho this is just endless space stretched out in front of me#like i know i should give myself a chance to relax but i don’t have anything to do.. there’s my myth class and ig i could focus my#efforts on the american lit clep? but myth class is LAUGHABLY easy (not bc its humanities but bc im fairly sure i could say literally#anything and this prof would give me 100% and a ‘good example’ comment im honestly p pissed abt it but anyway) and ends soon anyway like#what after that… there’s my job that’s literally it and ALSO if i don’t have a class making me get up at 6 am i’ll be sleeping in forever#until work comes around this is no life to live!!!
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spn au where they're in a spiderverse and sam and dean are the spinchesters
#dean speaks#spn au#sam and dean#i wanna make spidersonas so iwas thinking of ideas earlier#this is what i was given#sam and dean spinchester are two spiderpeople who got their spider abilities as kids--sam was a baby and was about to be attacked by the fr#and dean (4yo) came to protect him and got bitten. for some reason unknown to them#sam got spider abilities too#despite him not being bitten (azazel fed him spiderdemon blood and gained those sorts of abilities)#then i went to sleep for a couple hours#so i don't have anything else yet lmao#dunno if angels should be one specific type of ''hero'' or just all ''heroes'' working for the same company no matter their powers#but either way they're prolly mainstream and seen as heroes but they really aren't as good as everyone thinks they are!!!#people like sam and dean are the ones doing the real work
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You're most welcome! I love snooping around maps and seeing stuff others capture from freecam mods myself, so again, I'm happy to be able to share. I really want to have WAY more detailed location pages on the wiki eventually, but this'll have to do for now. Also, I would love to see your layouts and I'm sure others would as well!
I don't think it's actually his apartment, though, he just went HARD in terms of personalizing his space. According to Yokoyama, he does also live in (well, "is the type to" live in) Minato--Roppongi specifically--and Mine mentions having gym equipment at home too, but I don't think it's the same place because the spaces are all work or recreation without any of the necessities, and there aren't any more doors. But if anything, it's pretty safe to say his home probably has the same vibe as his office, and I think that still fits for a "workaholic."
I thiiiiink Mine's old company was an IT startup, but he's got his fingers in a lot of pies, for sure. There's a cell phone software company that's a front for the Hakuho Clan, and I would guess he probably still has shares in Every Taxi Company in Kamurocho. Fitness is very much a thing he holds in high importance and is extremely picky about ("not being in the mood" to work out if he doesn't have his specific brand of protein and cancelling a proper gym membership because he "has better equipment at home"), so if he has the money, why not right lmao
I have seen the uncorrupted piano room and you're right that there's literally nothing else there other than the piano lol; in terms of the missing furnishings I was referring to, it's just some decor, mainly. He certainly could use an actual bench, but there isn't one in the "fixed" model either... fair enough though, since only the piano is "needed" for that shot.
About the doors behind the piano, those actually open out to the hallway outside the office. So you can enter either through the main entrance or the piano room. It is consistent with the game since Katase comes into the gym through the piano room, I guess, but it is kind of weird.
It'd definitely be nice to see more detailed entries for places (though I guess I speak from the minor perspective of artists compared to the general RGG fanbase, so it'd be understandable if it's not a paramount priority)! On that note though, maybe one day I'll dump them to the public. They're pretty old and messy: they have just enough info to get me by but might be indecipherable to. Everyone else LMAO BUT maybe I'll drop it after a revision (I also want to make sure everything's accurate if we're looking at the WHOLE room instead of just bits and pieces of it in the background of comics I make)
I figured it wasn't his personal apartment and was more strictly an office space (definitely a very personal one on that note). With that in mind, I'm forced to wonder what Mine's actual personal space looks like (but I'll let sleeping dogs lie: it's not something we'll ever get concrete info on, so I won't drive myself crazy trying to speculate on it when I have next to nothing to go off of for a layout)
ON THAT NOTE THOUGH the doors behind the piano leading to a hallway is comedically obvious in review. I should jump off a bridge for thinking otherwise 😩
#snap chats#its hard to do layout studies without access to the whole building model so its why im pretty secular about sharing the whole things#but if i cant discern that a bare ass room has a second entrance then i for sure need to do a thorough review of my personal layout sheets#this is why we shouldnt trust me to deliver information on anything either im a very unreliable narrator <- im very blind and stupid#oh but speaking of bridges i finished that movie :) if that wasnt discernible enough I Was Answering Asks While Watching Tho. TBF.#great movie ! i knew itd enjoy it i loved watching everything come together it was great#also i love origami cranes. bird cranes are bitches but i love folding them#it was the only thing my eldest sister taught me and like. The Only wholesome interaction we've ever had tbh LMAO#also i remember my school had a play about the whole folding-cranes legend and ive loved that story since learning about it#but yeah anyway. my head hurts. pain day in day out etc etc its cause i havent eaten still#BUT it's almost breakfast time. in six hours 😩#i'll be sleeping for. at least ONE of those hours probably#if i stop staring at the wall maybe even two...... gnarly......
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What I always fail to consider when I create my absolutely realistic to-do lists and plans is the fact that I'm just. So so tired
#either i am a giant cry baby or there is something wrong with me#(in this house we ignore chronic lack of sleep and other unhealthy lifestyle decisions and questionable dietary choices and habits#that has absolutely nothing to do with my feeling of utter exhaustion#this feeling of malaise is completely beyond my control#no but fr i think i would feel 90% better had i slept 1 more hour last night#idk how i survived the first 3 months of this year where i was getting 3 hours on average#i had at least 4.5 hours last night and i feel like dying lmao#had to lie back down this morning after finishing my preparation for the seminar and doing some yoga because i felt like passing out#but i went to class and it was actually okay today and i didn't faint and i even contributed something#amazing#(i mean we were forced to say something but i did say more than the bare minimum so i think that's an absolute win)#uh anyway i need to work for 2 hours and then study korean and do my homework and realistically that's gonna take 4 hours at least#and i need to prepare for my seminar on Thursday which realistically also takes at least 4-5 hours because I'm so fucking slow#and technically i need to work and catch up with my other 2 courses which would require 2 hours a day#and i need to write my stupid term paper from last semester but i haven't even found a topic yet and i need to prepare my stupid#presentation for one seminar and then start working on the term paper for that as well and then start working on the term paper for my#other seminar and then#I'm just way too overwhelmed lol- idk how people manage life. i feel like a rotten corpse all the time and don't even do anything#i need to clean and do laundry and take out the trash and do the dishes and do laundry and write emails and#i just wanna sleep ahahah#ok I'll stop complaining now. I know how much other people do all the time and my workload is nothing in comparison.#i just like to be dramatic#void screams
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one thing that sucks about theatre is that it literally is built around people coming to see it so no matter how good a production is, if there wasn’t good advertisement beforehand, it isn’t nearly as satisfying
#also it extra sucks that i had like 3-4 irls who said they were gonna come and they just didnt#and im not mad or anything. its spring break and also life happens and everything#but it just sucks to work so fucking hard on a production and barely have any audience#and even the audience thats here like. isnt people i know/care about#shout out to my one friend who DID come though and after giving me a tiny gift was like ‘okay i have to run my flight is like in four hours#I need to sleep’ THAT is more dedication than I would’ve given personally#but yeah to my irl who follows me if you see this I promise this isnt @ you#i just use tumblr like a diary#(but I gotta say I reaaaaally hope you don’t see this lmao)#but also i kept being like ‘okay i just need to hold out i KNOW this one specific irl is coming’ and they didnt :((#and i cant even be upset cause theyre chronically ill and they were doing big things the rest of the weekend so I bet they were having#a flare today. AND they’re gonna take me to get blood drawn tmrw which is like. the biggest favor in the world#so like expecting them to come see a two and a half war play on top of that is excessive#but I just. I was really proud of this show and I am sad i didnt get to share it with any of my friends yknow?#(AND i wanted to be able to talk to people and then to the actors be like yeah this is my friend—- AND I COULDNT)#also my roommate literally told me last night she was coming and i don’t think she’s here#but im pretty sure she’s hungover so im not too surprised lmao#anywayyyy im just complaining its fine im excited to get HIGH and play viddy games tonight
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Snails are so Aminal and also they love you
#i miss the snail I kept for a while back in like 2016 he was giant and he was so so sweet he loved me sm :)#bc he was so big I think he was just old and he just didnt care like he was so old he had no fear how metal#his diet was shit tho I didnt know how to keep snails properly oof#he only got rose petals to eat but TO BE FAIR i tried a bunch of different foods and he didnt like anything :/#that being said he had a decent size enclosure I switched out his substrate every other day id move around his sticks and stuff#he had a little bottle cap water bowl so he could Lounge in it without getting stuck if he wanted he lived the highlife#the neighbor kids always told me he probably just somehow got out but I KNOW they took him#they kept their snails in a tiny bucket in their garage. tbh I hope he escaped I dont think I ever found his shell anywhere#NO WAIT I DID I FORGOT I BURRIED IT IT WAS EMPTY I BURRIED IT IN MY FRONT YARD???? ITS STILL OUT THERE?????#what the fuck#hey Google how to dig up your front yard without everyone thinking youre crazy#i wanna keep another one but Id wanna keep them inside this time and I have 0 room rn :/#to go back to Joey (previously mentioned old man snail) maybe he was so chill bc he was sleepy….#i didnt know snails were up at dusk and dawn and would just. wake him up at like noon when Id go take care of him#then id keep him up for a couple hours I destroyed his sleep schedule#no wonder he didnt care that I was picking him up and stuff he was perpetually jetlagged LMAO#RIP Joey you will be missed I hope you are doing well in Sneaven (snail Heaven) 🙏🙏🙏#sassy speaks#long tags but I AM ALLOWED TO INFODUMP ABT SNAILS-#snails
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When the urge hits but you're literally just trying to sleep so you can't even do anything Productive about it
#100% секретный дневник левы НЕ ЧИТАЙ#sh tw#<- if the people find me they find me. hello.#is this anything#remembering all my embarrassing guard breakdowns and getting re-embarrassed + mad about it hours hello#worried the upcoming season is gonna be worse#worried my consult in october isn't gonna work out even though i thought i had a good shot at it#kinda just want to sleep .......#... have to take kitten to the vet soon and i just . dont want to#what is it when its not quite agoraphobia but its not really 'normal' social anxiety either#(spoiler: it's being autistic)#i was almost over it i thought but recently nightly sh thoughts have been returning. want else is new :q#i want to do somethiiiing about my appearance and i'm strongly considering a buzz cut again but ... what if i look bad LMAO#i just don't want to suffer through half a guard season looking like a girl again idk#other option is to try and re-pierce my ear since it's all but healed as far as i can tell#should i get it professionally done? JESUS YES also i could have two ears pierced again instead of just the one#will i? absolutely not.#OH right by productive i mean like . like all those sh alternatives you hear about#i like going onto fataltotheflesh.com HOWEVER something about that/most other harm reduction(?) activities makes me feel like it stil#*still counts somehow. i may have a menthol illnés
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yeah a hot shower + the stuff I bought for the pain is definitely helping, but there's just no way in hell I'm gonna be able to work today. I might could get the smaller job done if someone else drove me out there (I could barely drive a 30 minute round trip yesterday, ain't no way I'm managing 1-1.5 hours) but it'd probably still be a painful experience
#job stuff#I'm really frustrated bc like. I could really use the income from these larger jobs#but I lost most of last week's since the store manager kicked me out (not much I could do about that tbf)#and now I can't do this week's one or even do anything useful for school!!#I don't think I even managed to sleep more than at MOST 4 hours last night#Labor Day really coming in to save the day by giving me more time to recover 🙏 thank you#that said I did also schedule my flu+covid shots for labor day so uh. we'll see how I'm feeling on Tuesday lmao
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