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[behindtheark]

[f4gg0t-th0ughts]

Happy tboy tummy Tuesday to those who celebrate >wO

[satoruhour]

MUTUALS ♡

☆ @jabamin — anya / @kingkonoha — tay / @merakidoll — mirah / @mambalae-s — mamba / @saiki-enthusiast — t / @diorsbrando — sosa / @greycaelum — grey / @happygoluckyalexis — alexis / @peachsayshi — peach / @preciousamethyst — jazz / @moonjella — jella / @papersirens — melk / @kaisensei — pixie / @mysugu — dilly / @multistan-247 — siri / @slttygeto — moon / @keigotakamiz — en / @suguella — bella / @javarium — frellie / @etherealxmaya — maya /@angxlwritez — angel / @marimogf — luna / @suget — venecia / @ilygetou — evelyn

@sugies — juju / @witchyfrankincense — august / @seeingivy — ronnie / @rlvsmegumi — romy / @sluut4toji — madz / @lvmxn — layla / @hyomagiri — ellie / @lov3rbody — snow / @hoshigray — hoshi / @utahimeow — char / @omgeto — empress / @osaemu — hannah / @shotorus — sel / @ihrtlert — czar / @demonwoman — mephisto / @arminsumi — jay / @vagabond-umlaut — kit / @suguruplsr — rubae / @shidouryusm — sami / @archer-fb — archer / @4sat0ruu — gigi / @illogicallyx — rose / @amaderika — rika / @screampied — vegas / @sonarspace — luna ☆

☆ 🔫 anon / 🪻 anon / 🍒 anon / 🎀 anon / ❄️ anon /🥂 anon / 🥯 anon / 🩵 anon ☆

love love love all of u !!! 💟

[allmoshnobrain]

hi lovelies, i really really don't mean to be rude or anything but i will refrain from answering asks about when i will release new parts for my fics from now on because most of the time i really don't have an answer! i usually post my writing as soon as i'm done with it but i do have to juggle writing with other hobbies and tasks which is why i write kind of slowly too. thanks for understanding 💖

[wires-crossed-over]

sleepy and horny again, so im cockwarming my big toy again and seeing if i fall asleep but i just keep rocking my hips back and forth and clenching on it as it stretches me so good... every now and then i slowly take it all the way out and then back in again a few times because i cant resist but im too sleepy tired to properly fuck myself on it, wish someone could do it for me

or better yet, put me to sleep and then fuck me with it, gentle at first, and then more amd more rough until i wake up to it abusing my cervix and hitting again and again making my pussy so wet it makes those delicious sounds at every movement

bonus points if im sleeping on my back and you push the blanket away only to see my underwear on my ankles and the base of the toy sticking out of my cunt so you spread my legs apart, and then you catch the toy as it almost falls our and see me become more and more wet right before your eyes

i wish i had the energy to fuck myself into an orgasm but i cant, so im just stuck involuntarily edging myself as my hole throbs and aches from the stretch ):

[everythingsinred]

Out of all your fics I have a feeling I'm gonna love your newest fic the most. Tho all of ur fics are so good its a very hard pick 🤭. I wanted to say this for a long time but I'm really shy yet I wanna say thank u so much for keeping this fandom alive... and I love ur fics and analysis stuff so much hehe

thank you! it means a lot to hear that... honestly i always feel nervous writing in canon because there's always more pressure to remain loyal and all that. i tend to BE loyal but there's always some anxiety there anyway. thats why it means so much to hear that people like my fic anyway! im very excited about writing it and ive been thinking abt it all the time these days so i hope to be updated it quickly!

[natandacat]

idk that i've told u this but i think ur the coolest person on this site[saying this on anon cause i havent talked with u for a long time.]

p.s. kissies for azar pls(he sent me a letter to tell u this actually)

This is sweet I've been staring at it for days but I'm releasing it into the wild now 🧡 I'm way cooler than I've ever thought I'd be and I keep meeting even cooler people!

Here's Azar commending you for a job well done

[melni-zirgi]

(Ignore this ask if you don't feel comfortable) but do u ship gerpru?

It's okay. I really really dont, i see them as very good brothers. I will not fight anyone nor hate anyone to their face, I aprechiate any interesting/well done art/fic, but I myself feel very.. ''bleurghablhfvr" about the idea of them in romances. To me, Gil raised Ludwig as his little brother, and while they do have a parent-child relationship both of them (imho) would never call it that or aknowledge it. Plus Gil is kind of a turbovirgin and Ludwig is comphet (/j (/srs (/j (no fr /srs (/J (/srs

But im not unproblematic like that, my top ship is latliet (though, i dont see them as siblings at all) 🚬

[primeval-texture]

If you receive this, you make somebody happy! Go on anon and send this to ten of your followers who make you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up. If you get one back, even better!

FNFVSHRWGRHGTJGJF UE??????????? ANON........ 🥲🥲🥲🥲💕💕

[cheolieji]

Uh, hi! Been reading ur work by a lot of time now and I really like it<3 just had never won the courage to actually come and make a request. Hm, I dunno if it's possible or if u r okay with writing it,

How about a svt x 14th member, like hm, they are in some award show or something and 14th member is way more stunning than usual on her outfit, like a real life doll. And well, svt members get like protective, a lil jealous? Like not a familyhood jealousy but like platonic? And a hyung line member(whoever u wish) from all that is happening decides to confess and kisses 14th member and well, they become real. (Dunno if you do suggestive or things like that, if you do maybe that could be part of the end?) If not that's okay!

Thank uuuu, hope u have a great day♡

Doll pt 1 - ??

wc: 1,623

pairing: read and find out👀

Idol au

genre: fluff with tension, suggestive (so mdni)

14th member fic (feat.svt)

guide for requesting on my page, check [17] (pink highlighted) for my yes and no's

PART 2 (Doll part 2)

A/N : thank so much for requesting! and dont be shy/scared to send asks guys it's there for a reason and if you're afraid of being judge (which won't happen) you can just make it anonymous :)

and I absolutely love and appreciate it when you guys send me asks, genuinely makes me so happy

A/N 2 : had hella technical difficulties with the pictures soo no pictures today lmao (I'm honestly bad at technology so deal with it)

You weren’t someone who typically turned heads at award shows. At least, not in the way you were doing tonight.

Standing at the edge of the red carpet in a sculpted satin gown that hugged your figure like it was made just for you, hair cascading down your back in soft waves, lips painted a red that could kill. You looked unreal. A living doll. Far from the baggy sweats and oversized shirts you usually wore in rehearsals.

And your members noticed.

God, did they notice.

"Is she serious right now?" Mingyu muttered, his eyes tracking your every step like you might disappear if he looked away.

"She said she was wearing something simple," Jeonghan whispered, eyes wide.

"That's simple? I need to reevaluate my standards," Seungcheol sighed, dragging a hand through his hair.

It wasn’t just them. Other idols were staring. Some of them too long. Too bold. Too obvious.

"Is he looking at her chest?" Vernon squinted across the carpet.

"Yep. Definitely." Joshua’s voice was clipped and sharp.

"She’s not even doing anything," Woozi muttered, arms crossed, clearly annoyed.

But Wonwoo said nothing.

He just watched. The kind of quiet stare that felt like heat on your skin.

You caught him once. Just a glance. You smiled.

It wrecked him.

---

Later, backstage, after the lights had dimmed and the applause faded, you walked into the waiting room barefoot. Heels in one hand. Water bottle in the other.

"You guys killed it out there," you said, dropping onto the couch beside Wonwoo. The satin of your gown brushed against his thigh. You felt the tension in his body.

"You look tired," you teased, bumping his shoulder lightly. "Stage killer mode catching up to you?"

"I'm fine," he replied, voice tight.

"You've been quiet."

He turned to you slowly, eyes scanning every detail of your face. The lipstick. The shimmer. The curve of your shoulder. His jaw tightened.

"I didn’t like the way they were looking at you."

You raised an eyebrow. "Who?"

"Them. Everyone. They don’t get to look at you like that."

You leaned in a little, intrigued. "Why not? You don’t usually care."

"I do."

There was a pause. One of those pauses that felt heavy with everything left unsaid.

His hand came up to your jaw. Thumb brushing over the corner of your mouth where the red had smeared. His gaze flicked to your lips.

Then he kissed you.

No warning. No hesitation. Just heat and hunger. You felt your back press against the couch as his mouth moved over yours, slow but deep.

When he finally pulled back, your chest rose and fell with uneven breaths. Lipstick ruined. Eyes locked.

"You look too damn good tonight," he said, voice low and rough. "I'm done pretending I don't want you."

A knock came at the door. Staff calling everyone for encore.

You didn’t move. You just smiled, slow and dangerous, already thinking about what came next.

"Then stop pretending," you whispered. "Show me."

The encore was a blur.

You danced, smiled, did everything expected of an idol under the lights. But your mind? It was still backstage. Still with him. With that kiss.

And Wonwoo? He didn’t stop watching you.

Even from across the stage, you felt his eyes on you like a magnet. You met his gaze once, briefly, and the smirk he gave you promised more than words ever could.

--

Back at the hotel, things moved fast.

You barely got the door open before you felt his presence behind you, quiet but electric.

“Yours or mine?” he asked, voice low.

You didn’t even hesitate. “Mine.”

The second the door shut, his hand was on your waist, spinning you gently to face him. You didn’t get a chance to say anything before his mouth was back on yours, firmer this time, more certain. Like he’d been thinking about it all night. Like he was starving.

His hands slid down your sides, fingertips brushing over the silky fabric of your dress. It was almost reverent, the way he touched you. Careful, but greedy.

“You have no idea,” he murmured against your skin, “how hard it was not to do this the second I saw you tonight.”

You laughed softly, breathless. “You looked like you were about to murder someone on the carpet.”

“I might have,” he admitted, lips trailing along your jaw. “They all looked at you like you were for the taking.”

“And I’m not?”

“No.” He looked into your eyes, completely serious. “You’re not. You’re mine.”

The words settled low in your stomach. Hot. Sharp.

His hands moved to the zipper at your back, but stopped. Waiting.

You nodded, heart pounding.

The dress slid down your body like it was melting off, pooling at your feet. You stood in front of him in only your underthings, bare and exposed in the soft hotel lighting.

Wonwoo’s eyes darkened.

“God, look at you,” he whispered, stepping closer until there was nothing between you but heat and air. His hands found your waist again, thumbs stroking your skin like he couldn’t help himself. “I’ve wanted this for so long.”

He leaned in, kissing you again, slower this time. Deep and deliberate. Like he had all the time in the world.

And tonight, he did.

Your fingers tangled in the collar of his shirt, tugging him toward the bed. He followed without a word, lips never leaving yours, hands never stopping. You fell back onto the sheets together, limbs tangled, breath shallow, hearts racing.

He kissed down your throat, across your shoulder, everywhere but where you needed him. Teasing. Taking his time.

You arched into him, whispering his name like a secret. “Wonwoo…”

He looked up at you from between kisses, lips swollen, pupils blown.

“Tell me if you want me to stop.”

You cupped his face, smiled with lips still tingling from him.

“Don’t stop,” you breathed. “Not tonight.”

[harukyuu2]

+:ꔫ:﹤ On your days!? - Reader x Phantom Busters˚ ༘♡

!! - Headcanons of them when youre on your period ig !! first time writing for them so maybe ooc?? small revision only

❀✧.* Mogari Shishikuno...

...What?

Thats literally his reaction. He lived in the mountains, no friends, no mom— i dont think he knows how it works that much.

Once you explain to him youre not dying because youre not really losing blood like that?? OHHH HE GETS IT BETTER (He probably cried alone thinking you were dying)

Cuddle bug. Thats it, he's your personal cuddle bag. Just tell him if you want a hug, kisses, belly caresses and he's on it! Its not like he doesnt already do it daily, he loves being all wrapped around you.

Actually really loving with you, you two could eat sweets or whatever you want that day and he wont complain— (his fatass loves to eat...)

IM SORRY BUT HE IS IN DEEP BRAINROT. The type to imitate those tiktoks of "Cramps leave my princess alone!" only because he knows youre gonna cringe.

If you ask him to buy pads? There's only two directions: He actually gets you what you need since his goofy ass actually paid attention or he forgets completely and just walks in with normal pads and chicken wings. Overall: a really good bf because he takes care of you...in his own weird way! But atleast between the laughs and cuddles you forget about the pain. <3

❀✧.* Tamon Kotaru...

SWEET ASS.

He's so so worried about youu, texting you frequently to know how do you feel even if he's still quite shy when you two are actually dating.

Gets to your house with sweets and he nervously ask you if they are ok, he would drool to eat one— but he aint touching them unless you give him permission!

Holds you close while you two listen to music, his hand hesitates at first in shyness, but he would give great cuddles!

I feel like he's already a really warm person, but he's wrapping you around his clothes only to make sure you arent cold!!

Please, please, PLEASE. Dont send him to buy you pads. This boy cant talk with people, your request would probably take like half an hour and he comes back with a tired expression (A woman wanted to help him and he ended throwing up...)

Overall: a shy bug that takes good care of you if you just...just dont send him to purchase anything!! He cant handle talking to people, but would feel bad coming to you with his hands empty D:

❀✧.* Korekishi Eugene...

HIS NAME IS PERFECTION SIR RAAAAHHH

The most sweet message in the morning asking how do you feel, if youre not that good? He's already at your door! Ding ding

Literally a mom with a prepared kit for you: Your favourite sweets (more than necessary), pads, a heating bottle, and...Him! Of course!

Say thanks to his grandma and mom because this man is perfect idk what more to say

I feel like he's too shy at first though, you will have to be the one to guide him into cuddles or kisses— even during them, you will have to guide his hands because he never wants to disrespect you

Would totally watch a serie or movie he doesnt like only because you feel like watching it (Its a too silly show...)

Overall: He is perfect! literally and canonically! Watch him try and fail being sweet— its impossible. He loves you, you get the deserved respect!

❀✧.* Kanzaki Kaoru...

EEEHHH? Yeah? Ok!

IF YOU FEEL BAD, HE DOES TOO!! fr connected. He gets all pouty

Ok, but actually he would take care of you just fine if you asked him— he has a sister, he knows what pads you need or a hot water bottle or the type of chocolates you want...he's actually good on that

CUDDLES?? Boy is too shy for that. You will have to force him into cuddle or negociate seeing One Piece (Even if you barely pay attention)

Watching anime or reading manga the whole day while taking care of you? Hell yeah, he's in. He may get pouty if you fall asleep, but actually understands you need the rest (drama queen...)

Probably kisses your forehead and cheeks while you sleep...baby is too shy to do it while youre awake, you will REALLY need to reassure him to do it if you want them.

Overall: Actually a good bf! He knows what you need if he has to go buying for you, but in exchange you will have to hear him ramble of the anime he's watching or reading right now— just force him into cuddles!

[hannahwashington]

megaplaylist has hit 2820+ songs now thanks to some recs friends have sent me and some other stuff i found. this is fun

my megaplaylist has 2800 songs on it so my new goal for the year is to get that number to 3000 before 2026.

[kisspurins]

mm thinking of how seunghan is known to he the softest and kindest man ever but they dont know his hidden side where he's literally the most deranged guy ever :(( he would tell u how he's doing it for ur safety and he'll also tell u what he's doing is just a way of him showing his love but gosh.. what he's doing is so disgusting but u cant think so otherwise because it makes u feel bad :((

oh nonie you're soooo right 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ hannie is so corruption but in the worst ways possible with how deranged n sick he is :( knows he can manipulate and mold you into his perfect girl bcs you don't know any better!!! he loves you sm and he would never do bad things to you!! ofc not!!!!!

୨୧ warnings｜dubcon，dom seunghan，anal，free use，exhibitionism，humiliation，dry humping，reader gets called princess n pocket pussy，manipulation，scent kink，spanking mentioned，breeding kink，nipple play mentioned a lil

first we have to talk about seunghan and free use!!! loves bending n pulling you on his dick whenever he feels like it!! calls you his lil pocket pussy while hes fucking you and always does it when you're not particularly free!!!! could be working on something n he comes groping n playing with you 🙂‍↕️ always saying how much he needs you :( does it on work video calls and has no shame n loves pinching your nipples n getting them all perk n hard <333 if he was super mean he would suck on your nipples till they're sore n sensitive with the audience :( even when you're so shy n trying to cover the cam he just tells you to pay attention and you always listen to your hannie :((

thinking specifically abt seunghan who records n takes pictures of you in gross positions or doing gross things :( would love having you on your knees n pushes your face in his bush n holds you there until you start tapping his thigh bcs hes pushing you down so hard and hair is poking your cheeks n chin <3 makes you lick n beg him even just to suck his tip!!! n absolutely makes you lick n such his balls 🙂‍↕️ n doesn't let you touch even if you're dripping all over the ground!!!!! takes videos n zooms in on your face n your eyes are all red n teary n zooms in on your wetness dripping n calling you a dumb mutt <333 threatening you saying hes gonna send it to allll his friends to show what a slut of a princess he has!!!!!! even if you ask him later why he records he says hes doing it for your safety!! needs to keep you in your vulnerable moments for himself n hes keeping them alllll safe for him n you don't have to worry abt it at all!! sometimes its confusing bcs he still touches n plays with you like this in front of his friends too n you wonder if hes really telling the truth but he loves you!! hes protective of you!!!!!

is this a safe space to talk abt anal... seunghan would love it sooo much!!! loves flipping you over n slipping in your pussy n hes so rough n mean slapping your ass n pulling you back against him <333 he loves breeding sm too :( wants to breed you n get you all full m round but he doesn't wanna get you pregnant!!! he just wants to fuck you full 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ soooo its only right he switches holes!!! you whine abt how it hurts n you're not ready but he just loves fucking your ass n cumming inside sm you're dripping of it when he pulls out!!!!! doesnt prep you bcs he likes how you twitch n squirm n pushes the cum inside your ass with his fingers n makes you lick them clean after </3

last one i prommy but dry humping <333 this is just one of the things he does to make you feel gross 🙂‍↕️ makes you hump his leg to get his attention n wont look at you until you pee cum all over him <3 has to feel the wet spot n you have to spread yourself out n show him your sticky panties n ask him to plan look :( its so so embarrassing and so humiliating because seunghan doesn't even give into pouting n tantrums!! makes you beg n cry for him to acknowledge you n you have to be a gross girl :( maybeeee then he lets you move onto humping his hugee bulge if he's feeling generous!!!!

[ysrjune]

Hii

I’ve never sent an ask before but if you’d want to write it I think a Scott Fic/drabble/oneshot (whatever it’s called) maybe where him and reader are meeting for the first time, or just early on before they’re dating 🙏

I don’t know, thank you whether you decide to write this or not though!!💞

I like your funny words magic man. 🤑 this is so cute! feel free to send in any other requests!

“ARE YOU GONNA BE HERE WITH ME?” #🩵

#👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨 “I KNOW YOU BETTER.”

𝑒𝑛𝑗𝑜𝑦 <3

At first, it was just innocent flirting and shy smiles when you'd pass by each other. But after 2 months of it, Scott was over it. Not in the sense that he wanted to end whatever this was. No. He wanted to take it to the next level. He wanted to actually get to know you. So after period 3: history, he caught up to you in the hallway. "Hey, im walking you to your next class." It was a question. It was a statement.. and you liked that.

Soon, he started hanging out with you at lunch and after school (when football season was over so that he wouldn't miss any practice). You'd sit on the bleachers with him, watching track, tennis, or baseball while they practiced or had games. Sometimes, he'd even participate in after-school activities you liked just to spend time with you.

"Don't let anyone hear you." Scott says as he kisses down your neck. "We dont want Silvia to find us and kick us out, do we?" Silvia is the strictest security guard at school. Also the biggest cock blocker anyone would ever meet. "Why'd we have to do this here, though?" You mutter. He took you to the boys' bathroom and into a stall. Scott stops for a second. "I dont know, actually.." He says and continues.

Scott really likes making out with you, but not in public places. He hates seeing couples eating each others faces in the hallways and in class. He thinks it's so.. ew, so he doesn't do it with you. Kissing? Yes, of course. But full-on tongue in your mouth, hell no. He wont admit it, but he sort of likes when you leave hickies on him. Visible to other people or not, he doesnt mind. When other girls who like him stare in disappointment, taking the hint hes probably taken, it makes him feel some sort of way.

He doesn't keep you a secret. Just private. That's why not a lot of people know its you that has him in a chokehold. Always in classrooms or in the theatre where no one was at during lunch. "Come on, one more." He mumbles into your neck. Today you wore that pretty lipstick he loved on you. He wanted you to leave more kiss marks on him. He had one on the side of his mouth and a few on the side of his neck.

"Where would I even leave them?" You ask. ".. Somewhere only I can see." He replied, surprising in a shy way. #WhatTheHell #Freaky. That was the first time you ever blowed him. It wasn't your best moment.. only because it was in the theatre. He was into it, though, so, you were too. Atleast you didn't get caught.

Scott is a very sweet boy. He brings you flowers before every date and kisses you all the time. Always giving you compliments. You're his girl. Well, sort of. He hasnt asked you out.. yet.

@bxbyysstuff @anakinstwinklebunny @lovethestarrs @valloos @anisangeldust @xo-yaaaaaas-xo @anakinca @dollfilmz @alexlovesysrjune @sockiess @sythethecarrot @speaknow-sw

[servicpop]

AUGH THE COWBOY FIC WAS SO FUCKING CUTE FHSHJSBUSKFDSKUS I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!!!!!! OUUUUUU

I ALREADY HAVE ANOTHER IDEA FOR THEM!!!! so the reader eventually has to get to the next town for a week or two for a series of shows, reader tells Cole where he’ll be and where he’ll preform so Cole can send him a letter if he’d like. Cole obviously send a him letters and reader writes back every time. But one day Cole doesn’t send reader a response and this makes him think Cole lost interest for some reason, so readers moping around and complaining about it to other show girls until Cole shows up at the place their preforming. Reader spots Cole in the crowd and gets excited immediately and the rest of the show he has a wide smile up until he can go out and talk to Cole who has flowers for the reader!!!

THIS CAN END FLUFFY OR SMUTTY OR BOTH IDC I JUST LOVE THESE TWO SO MUCH YOU DONT GET IT IM CRAZY RAH :3

-🎱

✶ ﹑ㅤletters & flowersㅤ﹏

NOW STARRING : Cole the cowboy x 'showgirl' m!reader

「ㅤSFW & NSFWㅤ」ㅤhalf is sfw and half is nsfw (the nsfw part will be separated and labelled as nsfw!)

✙ NSFW warnings — sub!top cole, dom!bottom/power bottom reader, cole is a virgin, riding, tummy bulge, cole is more vocal than reader, first time

notes ,, go to part one if you haven't read it already! Not proofread !!

You were able to extend your stay at Pinecrest just for a little while, and during your time here you were able to meet so many people and learn so many things about agriculture, farming, taking care of animals, and you even got to meet the local dog, Scout. More importantly, you were able to spend more time with Cole. He took you out almost every night to go sightseeing, taking you to his favourite spots whether it was in the mountains or by the lake. He even taught you how to ride your own horse and named her Taffy after you; since you were so sweet.

Nothing could've replaced those star-filled nights where it was just you and Cole with your horses, Taffy and Spirit, enjoying the cool breeze and endless conversations that seemed to meander. However, you were a busy man, especially while being in the entertainment industry you didn't have time to stick around forever. You could feel your heart sink just a little bit when your manager had announced that another show would be held in the next town for a few weeks. Of course you enjoyed your line of work, you loved performing, loved being on stage and hearing the cheers of others, but you also loved Cole's company. You knew that Cole had a role here at Pinecrest and it would've been selfish of you to ask him to come with you. But, it wasn't like you were going to keep this whole ordeal a secret from him.

"Cole?" Your voice seemed to break the silence; his head turned to look at you, "Yeah?" Cole's voice was warm, and gentle with a hint of ruggedness like honey dripping over gravel, and the way his eyes glittered when they met yours was enough to make your legs weak under the eye contact, causing you to splutter when you decided to speak again. "I– I have to leave tomorrow, I got another show I need to do at the next town," You mumble, shying away from his entrancing gaze. The cogs in his rusty little brain were visibly turning as Cole stared at you blankly with his lips parted like he was trying to comprehend your words. You can tell it finally settled in his mind when his face deflated like a sad puppy, "You're leavin' sugar?" His voice wavers as he stared at you; the fingers that were once tracing the rim of his glass paused, and the bartender took this moment of Cole's sad expression as a cue to refill his cup with root beer.

Oh, you couldn't do this to him. It was almost like kicking an abandoned puppy on the side of the road — totally cruel. You proposed the idea of sending letters and his sad puppy expression lifted just a little. Fishing in your bag you pulled out a flyer of your next show, sliding it across the counter so he could keep a copy for himself, "Here, send them to this address," you tapped the words in bold that say where you were performing. Cole — of course — takes the flyer eagerly, scanning over it to mentally note down the information written on it, "I'll definitely be sendin' you letters honey," Cole smiled with his dimples peeking through. He picked up his glass of beer and placed it between his lips to take a swig before he started blabbering about whatever came to his mind, a common habit of Cole, and you were always keen to listen to his rambles. You could listen to his voice all night long.

Unfortunately, Cole's most dreaded day came when you had to leave for the next town. He most definitely was one of the first people to wake up at the crack of dawn to catch you before you left, pressing a light, lingering kiss on the back of your palm as if you were a prince and he was nothing but a humble knight. After the townspeople waved you off, you and your fellow performers left via the vans. It was approximately a four hour ride, it would've been quicker if you took the train but your manager insisted to go by car for the scenery. You felt yourself missing Cole more than ever, more than anyone else that you've met and being in multiple towns and countries, you've met alot of people.

Your show was held over four days with a one day break in between and a few free days to explore the area — a total of one week and 3 days. As promised, after settling down in the new town, you received letters every morning from Cole. They usually contained heartfelt messages about his day, his animals, what he ate for every meal, some local gossip, and of course expressing how much he missed you. He even signed every letter with small doodles of what you assumed to be him and Scout. Sometimes, he'd even attach small poloroids of himself usually with Taffy and Spirit in the back. Every night when you had time to spare you scavenged your hotel room for a spare piece of paper and a pen, writing back a response with your signature and some doodles that were definitely not as good as Cole's. It's corny, but you kissed the envelop after sealing it before sending it off back to him.

One day after your 2nd show, you stopped receiving letters, and it really messed up your mood. Did Cole lose interest? Had he found someone better than you? Was it because you were away? All these thoughts ran through your mind and you found yourself slumped at the vanity, complaining and whining to the other showgirls on how you felt like he didn't like you anymore. Knowing how supportive the girls are, they always attempted to comfort you, patting your back and reassuring you that he might’ve just not had any time to write back, that he was busy tending the cattle and whatnot. But no matter what they said, that feeling if a pit in your stomach lingered for the 3rd show. Your aura wasn't the same, your energy wasn't the same, you couldn't perform as well as you did the first two shows.

But suddenly, you felt a strange, familiar pair of eyes staring at you from the crowd. Mid dance, your eyes scanned the sea of people and caught on that dear smile that seemed to light up even the darkest of nights. Cole. That stupidly charming cowboy was nestled in between the bodies of others looking at you. Just you with those eyes filled with admiration. Your heart skipped a beat — or multiple — and you felt your lips involuntarily curl up into a smile.

"That's it. That's the smile I love."

With a new-found burst of energy, your limbs no longer felt sluggish and that fake smile was replaced with a genuine one. All of the sudden, the spotlight seemed to focus on you, highlighting the sequins that glittered on your costume and your bright smile. The other showgirls seemed to notice your change in mood and they all shot you small smiles, watching at how your hips swayed with the beat of the music and how your dance lightened up the atmosphere. You couldn't wait to see him.

Once the performance ended and you and the other performers bowed, you immediately ran out into the crowd, searching frantically for Cole but no matter how hard you looked and pushed through the people, you couldn't find Cole. Your feet picked up in speed as you ran outside, looking around to find Cole leaning against a streetlight with a bouquet in his hands. "Hey," You huffed, catching your breath from all that running around. "You were— amazing, sweetheart," Cole smiled, extending his arm out for you to take the bouquet of dasies, "U–uhm, the daises are hand picked if— if you were wonderin'." From the way he was stuttering over his words like a highschool boy confessing to his crush, and how his eyes focused on anything but your face, you could tell he's never given flowers to anyone in such a romantic way. They were beautiful, all thoughtfully placed together to make the bouquet aesthetically pleasing with a white ribbon tied around the stems with a small bow. You took the bouquet before wrapping your arms around Cole in a warm embrace. He didn't expect you to hug him so abruptly but he for sure did not complain, taking only a second to return the hug, wrapping his arms around you protectively. "I've never seen you smile so wide before darlin,' were you excited to see me?" Cole chuckled, keeping your face pressed against his cheek as he tangled his fingers through your hair. A small laugh escaped your lips too as you teased back, "Don't get ahead of yourself now."

After catching up a bit on the way back to your hotel, you found out through Cole that one of his cows gave birth to an adorable baby he named 'Choco' from its brown coloured fur. He really did have a quirk in naming animals. Once back, he helped you find a vase for your daisies, filling it up with water before carefully plopping your flowers in them. You flopped onto the bed, bouncing slightly from how plush the mattress was, and Cole followed shortly, laying right beside you. As you laid on the bed with your eyes staring up at the white ceiling, you felt a hand tangle with yours, turning your head to meet Cole's grin and his hands holding yours tightly. "Thanks for coming tonight," You were more than happy that he actually took the time out of his day to come all the way here to watch you perform again, "You know I'd do anythin' for you sugar," He cooed, squishing your cheeks between his fingers before he brought your face to his, giving you a small peck on the lips. You always loved how soft and gentle Cole's lips felt agaisnt yours, and they always had a faint taste of strawberries on them.

"That's too corny,"

"You want corn? We can go to the corn fields sometime if that's what you want"

And that earnt a pillow straight to his face.

One kiss turned into two, maybe three, with you leaning over Cole's body while he was still laying down. His arm snaked over to hook around your waist, pulling you closer to him and tangling his legs with yours. As he presses his body agaisnt yours, you felt him poke at your thigh. He was excited, something that you didn't expect from sweet little Cole. He seemed to notice and it was evident through the blush that creeped up his neck, "S���sorry... it's instinct y'know?" His words stumble over eachother and he brings a hand to his face, hiding behind the comfort of his palms as embarrassment ate away at him. It was adorable! This guy being such a flustered mess just from a few kisses and you haven't even done anything that intimate yet.

You reassure him, obviously; you tell him that it's natural and that it's okay to react this way. But then it strikes you. He seemed so inexperienced, so shy about everything. Was Cole a virgin? "I've never done anythin' like this before... I've never felt this way about someone else," His usually loud and confident voice was now reduced to a soft, nervous whisper. He shuffled slightly, pulling you up and onto his lap, his eyes glittered with nervousness and excitement, "D'you think you could show me a thing or two?" Damn. The way he's looking at you with pure love and sincerity made your blood pump faster from how quick your heart was beating. You've been dying for this too, so why not?

You helped him undress before following shortly after, discarding your clothes somewhere in the hotel. He was surprisingly big— like really big. His pretty pink tip was already glistening with pre-cum from the previous kisses and he had a prominent vein that ran down the underside of his cock that was bound to be a sensitive spot for him. Cole was also more built than you expected, he had toned muscles that were most defined in his arms and he had pretty big pecs. They were like pillows, you'd have to convince him to let you sleep on them later. Cole refused to look you in the eyes while you rummaged the beside drawers for lube. You put a generous amount on your palm before placing the bottle down and turning to face Cole, who was trembling like a little mouse.

"Relax," you cooed, wrapping your lubed up hand around his shaft, pumping slowly to coat him. His body physically jerked once he felt the cool substance around his cock, and a low whine slipped from his lips. Cole's breathing became more heavy as you slowly stroked his length, his eyes fluttered with every movement. Once you deemed that to be enough, you slowly moved to hover over his lap and Cole's hands immediately went up to grip your hips for stability. You knew this would hurt; you weren't properly prepared but you didn't care that much. Slowly, you sunk down on Cole's cock, feeling the slight burn as you bit back small whimpers. "You okay sugar? 'Mnot hurtin' you am I?" Cole grunted, his fingers gripping your hips even more, guiding you down his length. He was concerned, yes, but he also couldn't help from twitching inside you.

"I'm fine," you replied with a small huff once you were able to take Cole in fully, relaxing a bit so you could get used to his size. Cole on the other hand was certainly not relaxing. You could almost see the muscles on his arm tense and he had this unfamiliar look in his eyes like he was desperate for something, any sort of movement from you. After awhile of just silence and stillness, Cole's resolve finally caved in, "Oh, please sweetheart, please move. Anythin'! I need to feel you, please," he whined like a little puppy, staring into your eyes as if he was going to die if you didn't give him any sort of relief. But that wasn't any fun now was it?

You leaned down, your hips rolling slightly in accord to your movements, and pressed a honeyed kiss on the outer corner of Cole's lips. That little movement with your hips almost made Cole cum on the spot. "You can't do that t'me," Cole's eyes gleamed over with tears, dampening his eyelashes. All wet and pretty. He swore he'd actually start crying if you didn't move. "Alright, alright, sorry," you apologised but didn't really mean it — he was so adorable begging you just to move. But, you weren't that cruel. A string of 'thank you's poured out of Cole's mouth as you rocked your hips rhymically, grinding down on his cock. His head tilted back against the silk pillows, his brown hair cascading across the pillowcase like flowing water. Cole's lips were slightly parted, and his chest rose and fell intermittently, some breaths short and stuttered, while others were deeper.

"It feels so good," Cole muttered out between pants. His voice was nothing short of a whiny mess mixed with a few moans and grunts. You lifted yourself off of him, almost lifting completely off of him before dropping your hips back down, earning a muffled whimper from you and a loud moan from Cole. He was undoubtedly alot more vocal in expressing his pleasure. His eyes opened with heavy eyelids, as he looked up at you; you could practically see the hearts in his eyes. Cole's gaze flickered down to your tummy and his mind went blank when he saw the small bulge in your stomach, "Oh mercy," he breathed out, his hand moved to touch your stomach, "You're gonna be the death of me if you keep— hah, keep teasin' me like this."

Your mind was just as lost as Cole's with the way his dick was able to reach your prostate so easily. It drove you crazy; his cock angled perfectly to hit it over and over again with each bounce. Your own neglected cock was sliding along Cole's happy trail, the warmth of his body made you twitch everytime you grinded your hips. "I'm— im close, so so so close, please— please let me cum." Beads of sweat rolled down Cole's temples and his forearms flexed, digging his fingertips into your hips hard enough to leave an indent — he was careful not to use his nails, Cole would never want to hurt you. "Im—" Cole sat up from his laying position, enveloping you in his arms and buried his face in the crook of your neck, needing something to hold onto while he orgasmed. His moans were muffled by your neck as his thigh spasmed faintly while he spilt his seed inside of you, filling you up to the brim. Your own orgasm followed after his, coating his abs with your fluid.

You two sat in the comfort of eachothers arms and the sound of your heavy breathing; your own arms were lazily draped over his shoulders with one hand stroking his hair. "When's your next show?" Cole asked, moving his head off your shoulder to look at you, "The day after tomorrow, but I have rehearsal tomorrow morning," a small pout spreads across Cole's lips as his eyes flicker to loon at your thigh instead. "Do you think you can walk properly tomorrow?" "Oh right..."

Bonus ♡

You winced as you settled down into the chair infront of the vanity. A few of the showgirls walked up to you, noticing that something was off, "You okay honey bun? You seem to be in alot of pain today," one of the girls ask, placing a comforting hand on your back. "He obviously got some action last night with that cowboy guy." "No I did not!" "It's obvious in the way you're limping sweetie."

Cole on the other hand, was still soundly asleep in your hotel bed, curled up with the blanket he stole from you during the night.

a/n ,, Cole oh sweet Cole . To be honest ,, I'm still not used to writing smut . I guess it's because I'm trying my hardest not to make it sound off or weird ,, maybe I'm just immature . The word cock sounds funny to me . Anyways !! I kinda rushed the smut . To be fair my main focus with Cole is how he's an innocent n' sweet guy but ya know ,, nsfw is what gets people going these days

[spidersoulss]

Talking to The Moon

Pairings: Sam Winchester x F!Reader

Summary: you sneak out of the bunker to stargaze and Sam finds you. 

Warnings: none, just a bunch of fluff :3

Word Count: 725

Inspired by the song “Tek It” by Cafuné

The grass was soothingly cold against your skin. It was dark out, the only light being the moon accompanied by the stars. You couldn't sleep and had the bright idea of stargazing. More so moon gazing at this point.

The moon was your favorite thing to look at, when the sun started to go away and you could see its shy form peeking at you in the sky, on night drives home from a hunt you would look out the window and watch her. 

Your second favorite thing to look at was Sam. It was funny to you, comparing Sam to the moon. You did it a lot, more than you would like to admit; of course he would never know. You'd be too scared to tell him that. 

You found yourself staring at him with the same eyes you give the moon, full of love and awe for both their beauty. Especially his hair, you wish he would tell you his damn hair routine but he swears that the secrecy of it was the key. 

You sort of pavlov’s dogged yourself into thinking of Sam whenever you looked at the moon. Jeez you might be obsessed. Dean would tease you about it but you would always brush him off denying it. But he sees it, the real question is, does Sam?

You reach a hand up towards her, the moon. She was a full one tonight, you trace the glow of her with your pointer finger, smiling softly to yourself. You'd imagine she would tell you to be brave and tell Sam how you feel.

You'd tell her you don't have the strength to do that but she would just smile at you and gently take your hands. She would tell you dont be silly, and give you a piece of her to be brave with, to be beautiful with. To love gently with. 

And after that she would return to the sky. 

You're lost in thought, not hearing sleepy footsteps approach you. 

Sam furrows his brows when he sees you laying in the grass, hand stretched out towards the stars. He doesn't say anything, he just lays next to you. Turning his head to look at you

You look at him, “couldn't sleep,” you say, knowing he was going to ask. He nods knowingly. “Yeah I figured, when I found your door open and bed empty” he chuckles softly. You huff a laugh, “you were looking for me?” he nods.

“Yeah” you smile and look back up to the moon. She smiles back.

“Beautiful” Sam murmurs, he's not looking at the sky anymore. “I like coming out here to think,” you say.

“I like talking to the moon” you admit quietly, Sam smiles at this. He's always loved your infatuation for the moon. He gently intertwined his fingers with yours. You look at him, really look at him. 

“I like talking to you” he says, almost quieter. Your heart skips a beat and your hand squeezes his. 

“Me too” there's a silence that falls over the two of you. A small gust of wind blows over the two of you, and you take it as a sign of the moon giving you a little push to tell him. 

“I like you…a lot” you admit. Sam's face twitches slightly and the corners of his mouth curl into a grin. This time he squeezes your hand. 

He rolls over half on top of your body, mere inches from your face. The glow of your skin under the moonlight almost sends him into a frenzy. The way he's looking at you makes you think he's trying to find your soul. 

“I like you too…a lot” he huffs a laugh and you return it. He fixes the stray hair in your face, tucking it behind your ear. His touch sends shivers through your body. 

His lips meet yours in a soft embrace, your hands reach up to cup his face. Every star in the sky starts to twinkle more when he kisses you. 

You both pull away flushed, hearts beating fast. “I love you” you whisper, sam peck your lips gently, “I love you too” 

And the next night, when it was just you and the moon, you would tell her. And she would smile big and say ‘I knew you could do it, I always knew.’

Dividers by: @cafekitsune