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i am losing my entire shit right now, this single panel caused a nuclear disaster in my ig comments when someone said "halsin just saying 'astarion's partner' instead of his name feels icky"
which is such a fucking reach by itself but descended into this in about 5 seconds
#ramble#i keep getting older but the fandom bullshit never changes#i'm in pieces rn i am begging this person to get some real problems#i feel like it's an offence to even MENTION the pyramid of harm/hate on this???? like that's a Thing#but offhandedly referring to someone as 'person-you-know's partner' isn't a MIGROAGGRESSION IT'S A DESCRIPTOR SFDHDKSSDK#am i on shutter island. is this real#literally every job i've worked. 'oh xyz's girlfriend came in today'. 'i met so and so's partner yesterday'#HOW DO I EXPLAIN TO AN ADULT THAT CALLING SOMEONE 'PERSON'S PARTNER' IS A VERY NORMAL WAY TO REFER TO SOMEONE THE OTHER PERSON DON'T KNOW#i know it literally doesn't matter but as like. a storytelling thing#in my mind halsin has probably known astarion a LONG ASS time and he WOULD know dorian. he went to the wedding akfhdfh#ashe does not give enough of a shit to remember people's names. he's been at that arena for 30 years and forgets there's even a hockey side#ALSO IT'S NOT REAL#i need to put my face in some moss i'm dying
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One of my first digital pieces (2010) versus one of my recent ones (2024)
We all start somewhere!
#picked these cause they're in a similar pose lol. i mean not at all. but sort of... more than my other art at least...#oh fuck im so tired im saving this to drafts and coming back later#my anxiety meds wipe me the fuck out so im trying not to take them in the day#and they're like legit borderline a sleeping med for me. i take one and in 30 mins im OUT.#so I'm. i mean i was already only taking 1-2 in the day and then 2-3 at night#anyways it makes me sad when people say they dont have an artistic bone in their body#and especially when they say they could never draw like me :(#dont put yourself down to lift me up! i don't want my art to be used for you to be mean to yourself!!!#lots of experiences of people comparing themselves to me and being mean to themself...#feels bad. it's okay if you're slow it's okay to be learning it's okay!!!#I'm me and you're you and we're here to learn from each other. i just wanna hang out..#y'know what I'm just gonna post without saying anything i WILL forget I made a draft#i have so many things i intend to post and then forget#it's a wonder I post anything#i only do it when i get bored. and run out of stuff to scroll through#like whelp. guess if i want a post I have to make one myself.#also the second one is really good idc that it's a study i still drew it#art growth#this was in 2010 btw#i started highschool in 2011#I've grown a lot and you can too.#also I've never really been one to dislike my old art. like idk I was trying... if it's bad I just won't look at it whatever#like i wouldn't be mean to someone else who made that so i don't get a free pass to be mean just cause it's to me#man my thoughts are bungled. okay sleep time#if my phone made typos you didn't see it
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Childe listens.
he will listen to your problems, your woes. he will sit next to you, take you in his arms, and soothe you merely by allowing you to speak. you've done the same for him, countless times- it is only good that he returns the favor, and he wants to. Childe wants to hear about everything that makes you angry, everything that causes you to weep. he cannot fix them, but he can treat you gently, kindly, let you know you're cared about.
and inevitably Foul Legacy will emerge, overcome with joined sorrow for you. he tries to keep his tears under control as he purrs, stuttering and nudging against you. he takes the droplets of your frustrations and wipes them away, flicking them into the air and making tiny whales swim around you so perhaps you can laugh and smile again. your Abyssal monster gathers you into his arms, resting your head on his lilac fluff and trilling gently, in reassurance and affection. no longer will you have to mend other's troubles while having everyone ignore your own.
with Childe and Foul Legacy, you are not invisible anymore.
#genshin impact#childe#tartaglia#gi ajax#foul legacy#foul legacy childe#genshin tartagalia#genshin childe#genshin tartaglia#genshin x reader#childe x reader#agh sorry mothlings my emotions have been weird lately in terms of connecting with people#i have a thought that i'm really just a starting point#someone to ease people and support them#and then they find better people and forget about me#or i end up talking them through their problems and i don't get to talk about my own feelings#which i do like helping people don't get me wrong#but man. it can get a little rough#anyways enough sadness#wifi's brainrot#short scenario
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Apparently tents in a somewhat public place are the go-to location for first times if you're a shy introvert in BL land.
We have our non-canon coupling in Takara's Treasure. They took to the mountains and wilderness, but it's still public. I know that technically this isn't their first time, but it's canon to me. Look at this dialogue. Hello?
Then we have Diew's first time in Monster Next Door. At least they have a bed since they were glamping.
And now we have Faifa and Wine getting busy in the middle of a music festival.
It wouldn't be my choice of locales, but who am I to judge? I'm sure they had a splendid time.
#I feel like I'm forgetting someone 🤔🤔🤔#the blue light was a nice touch#lighting team has stepped it up in the faifawine arc#faifawine#takara x taishin#god x diew#monster next door#takara's treasure#takara no vidro#perfect 10 liners#fun times in a tent
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Viktor was dying. At no point did I read shame in what he felt towards his own body. It was frustration. He was dying. He wasn't trying to rid himself of something embarrassing; he was trying to survive. I feel like Jayce's line highlights the fundamental disconnect between Piltover and Zaun.
Zaunites aren't fighting for a better life because they're ashamed. They want to make it to tomorrow. That's all Viktor wanted. To not have his life cut short by his illness, to go on another day so he could continue his research, to keep living. But he was met with pity and shrugs, so he took matters into his own hands. Jayce might've loved Viktor flaws and all, but actively dying is not a flaw. Being sick is not a flaw. Being in pain every single day is not a flaw. You can admire Viktor for working through it all, for the strength of his character, for his grit and determination in the face of adversity.
But he was broken.
His body was betraying him and Jayce would've lost him a lot sooner had Viktor just shrugged like everyone else did. He didn't have time to be ashamed of his disability. And he never was...
He was dying.
#it bothered me a lot#i see so many people forget that#he was dying he was DYING#jayce: i love all your imperfections#jayce: the cane the coughing up blood the almost dying...#jayce: it makes you you and you're beautiful buddy :3#viktor: what?#viktor: is that why you think i did all this? because i was insecure?#arcane spoilers#arcane#spoilers#jayce talis#viktor arcane#i'm still disappointed#but i didn't feel like hijacking someone's happy post to vent#so i make my own bitchy post#delete later
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Look what came through the mail today! The letters & ( •̀ω•́ )σ 3 little gremlins from letterstoear.

Just wanna say i adore the flower stickers on the letters too much, they are that much worth mentioning.
#letterstoear#nui#twst#twisted wonderland#sebek zigvolt#malleus draconia#twst grim#mod posting#okay but i love squishing the bears with my thumb; they just have the right thickness to be pressed on#i really like the flower stickers; they look like romantically artistic wax seal#the letters are pleasantly nice#i love the part where cheka personally request for an audience with yuu thru sebek 🥺🥺🥹🥹 too cute hnggh .......#sebek becoming our little mailman for our little invitation aw 🥹 for those who wanna know the context of the letter;#i requested a letter from sebek that he sent home while he was away accompanying malleus on other country duty#my other favorite part is just him simply opening the letter with 'My love'#i'm sealed 🥹 the first paragraph is written so sweetly#i enjoy reading the letter slowly outside in peaceful afternoon today; i ran it through together with sebek nui#this will be my treasured keepsake from now on 🥹; it seriously made me miss letters and wish i have someone to send this kind of letter to#it was a bit funny how the envelope sebek's letter came from is sticked with the guys from free! sticker fhsdsh 🤣😂#and me with the white haired guy like WHo are u?? fsjdsdjsd (´つヮ⊂); but it's a really nice service#the thank you letter came with such a cute and yummy folding paper; thank you for the stickers too#i feel like there's a bit whoopsie on grim's winky eye fshfh like i think the sharpie just blurs the separating space '<' supposed to have#and just combine it all together into one angry eye; and sebek bear's eyes are just a little bigger than i expected it to be#but the more i look at them i think they are just having a little individuality & still cute#i embraced it all together while knowing the fact none of handmade thing would always be the same one with the other; hehe sebek nui has fr#i kinda forget that there's this kind of clip earring fshd; because i always get the ones that work like screw from aliexpress#i know that the literal clip one would just be literal meaning of pain fsh; just like the magnet one my father once got me when i was a kid#it was painful but pretty; tho i lost it quickly bcs magnet easily get loosed once one part of it moves around when u touch ur hair or face#anyhow i had a pleasant day because of this; thank you very much ! sebek nui said 'thank you' too! ‧₊˚❀༉‧₊˚. ❀ ✿ 𖤣…
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I would rather let the entire world curse and ridicule me instead of explaining myself club
Shen jiu: ...
Chu wanning: ...
Murong chuyi: ...
Xie qingcheng: ...
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something something au where recently divorced but still extremely closeted trent walks into a bar owned by beard and frequently bartended by ted
#thinking of so many facets to this. bartender ted works shockingly well on multiple levels#trent being both divorced and closeted bc Some Shit Is Going On There#something something the divorce was kind of messy but more just exhausted on both sides#neither understanding or willing to admit what exactly is going wrong#trent being like oh shit. i'm fucking. super gay. is actually kind of a relief to both of them even though#for a hot second she fully thinks he's making it up in a misguided attempt to make her feel better/make himself look better#anyway just the idea of trent wandering into a bar post divorce when it's not his day with crimmlet#feeling awful and exhausted and lonely#and more snappish than usual--his coworkers have noticed he's even more biting and standoffish than before--only to realize#a) this is a gay bar b) the bartender is really nice c) oh no he's gay for the bartender d) WAIT IS HE GAY#something something trent previously both deeply closeted and deeply convinced he is generally unattractive/adequate at best#has no idea how to handle multiple gay men hitting on him#some of them are drag queens. many of them are not.#trent blushing so hard his face feels physically hot when some bear flirts with him very explicitly:#oh. oh i didn't know it could feel like this????#and then there's of course the handsome bartender who is very very nice and sweet and trent's developing a megacrush at mach speed#but also feels kinda bad bc he is NOT gonna hit on a bartender. being gay does not change the rules of#flirting with someone who is on the job liek that--who has to be nice to you and cannot leave#is Bad and Rude. meanwhile ted has been making eyes at this newcomer all night and beards like man take your break i will man the bar#you keep forgetting to attend to everyone else bc youre too busy watching newbie twirl his hair at you#anyway the point is. unhappy closeted recently divorced trent accidentally walks into a gay bar#and walks out shyly glowing newly out and with the bartender's number. great bar 10/10 he's going back all the time#man is literally sitting at the bar with a sprite just talking to his bf while they're lovingly harassed by the regulars#about taking notes from lesbians with how fast they fell in love lmao#tedependent#gertspeak#tedtrent
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118 & fam last scenes in s7!
Quick reminder where each character is before we have them back 🤝🏻❤️🔥
#why do i feel like i'm forgetting someone/something#the 118#118 firefam#911#911 abc#bathena#athena grant nash#may grant#harry grant#bobby nash#madney#maddie han#chimney han#jee yun buckley han#eddie diaz#christopher diaz#henren#hen wilson#karen wilson#denny wilson#mara wilson#bucktommy#tevan#evan buck buckley#evan buckley#tommy kinard#my gifs#by me#ravi panikkar
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The crowd boos, I walk off in shame.
#why do I feel like I'm forgetting someone...#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#invincible#gravity falls#noman#নোমান#chilchuck tims#chilchuck#rudolph conners#stanford pines#ahad#invincible robot#dungeon meshi chilchuck#gravity falls stanford#chilchuck dungeon meshi#rudy invincible#robot invincible#invincible rudy#invincible rudolph conners#rudolph conners invincible#venn diagram#stanford gravity falls#gravity falls stanford pines#stanford pines gravity falls#chilchuck tims dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi chilchuck tims#delicious in dungeon chilchuck#chilchuck delicious in dungeon
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#the walking dead game#twdg the final season#twdg clementine#twdg louis#twdg aasim#twdg marlon#louisentine if you squint at some of these#mine#tagging this fandom after tagging danganronpa always makes me feel like I'm forgetting someone#aasim twdg#clementine twdg#marlon twdg#louis twdg#incorrect twdg quotes#textpost#aasim is such a pretty boy i love him so much#twd telltale#telltale games#telltale the walking dead#the walking dead#twdg s4#brody is like in the background of one of these but not enough to tag her unfortch
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Phil: Doin' a lot of traveling around the New Years. Oh boy, oof. Oh golly, oh gee. But it should be worth it! It should be really good. I'm looking forward to it, Kristin's looking forward to it.
Random Chatter: What about Tallulah and Chayanne?
Phil: I told them already what's going on. I already told them. They already know when I'm getting back and all that stuff, so.
Random Chatter: The cookies though?
Phil: [Shrugs] So? I'm... physically not here? [Laughs] There's more things - there's more important things in life than feeding a virtual egg cookies, I'm sorry to say, dude. [Laughs]
Random Chatter: Get Tubbo to feed eggs cookies.
Phil: [Laughs and mimics the chatter in an annoying voice] "Get this person!" "Get that person!" ALSO IGNORING THOSE PEOPLE ALSO HAVE LIVES! Jesus Christ. That says a lot about what you think of your streamer. Oh my god, dude. Let them have a fcking week off man! Let the Eggs have a week off, you kidding me? They're people, too, they're admins!
Random Chatter: The eggs need to live.
Phil: They do! By having a week off! [Laughs] Leave them alone! Holy fck! Good lord... If I- if- Dude. If anyone in my chat is genuinely like gonna come into stream, and like - be pissed off that different members of QSMP are just not logging in, I'm banning you on the spot, 'cuz that is so fcking toxically online of you. That is SO chronically online of you. You need to take a break, and I'm giving you that break. I'm forcing you to take a break from your PC. Fckin' get up from the - look away from the screen.
#Philza#Phil#QSMP#For real though it's WILD that some people genuinely have that mentality#People forget that the ccs need breaks and so do the Eggs!#many of whom are in college#and hell even if they weren't#they still need a break!#Plus it's the holidays#Context for this conversation in case it wasn't clear: Phil was talking about leaving for the holidays and said others will be too#and some random chatters got annoying spamming about the Eggs and saying they'll die#I didn't catch this live but I'm watching the VOD#Idk. QSMP is almost a year old and people still get worried about the same stupid stuff#''The eggs are gonna die! No one will take care of this specific Egg unless I spam their name in chat 100000 times!''#''Nobody cares about my fave and clearly I know better than actual members of the server''#Like. c'mon man be serious#Everyone loves the Eggs#I feel like a lot of fans really do need to unplug and remember that it's not that serious#and this is coming from someone who bawled their eyes out at Bobby's death#real ass people's lives matter more. Let them take a break#Q's said so many times that they Eggs matter and he wouldn't just kill them all off for the hell of it#anyhoo#December 25 2023#Q#Subtitles#Edited
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I'm ngl, knowing that I made a solid handful of people happy across my social media with the lee!Ena drawing is really nice,, ; ;
I'm a little too aware that my art makes a couple of my v close friends upset sometimes, so knowing that it's doing a good thing and making people happy really means more to me that I can properly express, waaaa- .·°՞(≧ᴗ≦)՞°·.
#rii says#fr thank you /gen#I keep feeling lightheaded every time I get a positive response#but like. lightheaded from elation-#Blissfulness!#All I ever want is for my art to make people happy to some degree#also I really need more/better friends;;#Artist friends specifically cuz oof- I want to do fun art activities with people. I never get to anymore!!!#unless it's art fight but like... those aren't friends just randos waaa#Taking applications /hj#I also need someone who's not shy- Cuz I'm. Cripplingly socially anxious at first...#but I warm up quick if the energy is right and I get comfy#I'm also forgetful as fuck so that also makes things hard-#Anyway blah blah blah I'll draw more tomorrow (mental illness be damned)
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My Hellaverse Aro Headcanons for Aro Week!
Demiaros with Blitzo and Verosika!
Aromantic with Loona and Cherri Bomb!
And Aroace with Striker and Vaggie!
And of course the canon aroace Alastor and demiaroace Mammon!
#I feel like I'm forgetting a few but those might just be the alloace headcanons which don't belong here rn#Also the Vaggie hc was actually someone else's hc that I saw and thought yeah! Why not? I'm not saying no to any aspec headcanons#helluvaverse#helluva boss#hazbin hotel#aromantic headcanons#aro headcanon#aromantic#aroace#demiaro#blitzø#verosika mayday#loona#cherri bomb#striker#vaggie#alastor#mammon helluva boss#nillisaie talks#I considered adding a little explanation for each but I don't think I will. I feel like these are pretty self explanatory anyway
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What are your thoughts on Hirsch?
i do genuinely respect him a lot (the fact that a bunch of the show was improvised is both horrifying and kinda amazing, standout examples being ford himself being written on the fly and also the last mabelcorn being written in a day) and love that he's insistent on the importance of found family and platonic affection, and that he's furious when people devalue family relationships if they're not directly blood related
but also a bunch of his ford takes are pretty iffy (even if he's gotten somewhat better about him recently) and he's pretty "two steps forwards, a bunch of shuffles back" about treating the abusive relationships he writes cos it was like "oh he's talking about it normally for the panels--" and then that charity stream was basically a cannonball to any goodwill he built up
also god damn he's bad with writing romance and picking side ships in general (tad/woodpecker guy is the most 'picked random names outta a hat' shit), especially when he's fully aware that it gets fans sidetracked from the main points he's trying to make with the series
his current take of bullying and shaming ai shills however? excellent! love to see this when people are going "uwu if we ignore them stealing and being shitheads maybe they'll go away there's nothing we can do anyway" defeatist bullshit-- do it hirsch!!! send your legions of obsessed fans after those morons!!! him openly bitching about how disney execs are a bunch of spineless cowards is great too
#and again sure have fun with your dolls and ships or whatever (as long as you tag it so i can avoid them)#i just personally find it a bummer that it is such a large aspect of fandom in general#man i'm still thinking about how sock opera was kinda framed as 'hey look we're killing mabel's boys obsession for now'#and then we were given the absolutely most dogshit b plot with the northwest ep which also sidelined her lmao#i actually don't hate dipper having lingering feelings for wendy cos we know that it goes nowhere and its like 'yeah ok trying to get#over someone is pretty hard' but it really needed to be balanced out with dipper actually getting to support wendy as a friend#writer who's full aware that he failed wendy as a character and continued to do so rip#also speaking of 'should be more aware of his impact on fandom' alex drawing out the hunky drifters catalogue request#for the j3 auction winner which kinda made some fans go wild over it and i'm just going#'the context of the catalogue oh my god how is everyone forgetting the horrifying implications of it'#neno blabs about ships#it is funny when people were like 'oh he's chill about any hc'#and meanwhile he openly bitched about how people mischaracterized his self insert when theorising he might side with bill#and telling those theorists to watch the damn show again properly
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Jumping off my other post, I will admit that the whole "Izuku forgot about the river" is something that seemingly came out of nowhere for me.
I never understood it.
I get that we haven't seen him talking about it, but how is it acknowledged that Izuku is an "unreliable narrator" and he doesn't talk about all of his feelings... but then when he doesn't mention the time at the river, he has forgotten about it?
He doesn't mention some things, but that doesn't translate to he forgotten anything.
It's like not mentioning your favorite color all the time and people assume you don't have one or you don't like that color anymore.
In fact, episode 7/chapter 9 alone proves Izuku doesn't forget anything, especially from their past. That episode has him narrate their childhood except for when we get to the river scene, but that was because to show Katsuki's POV on that day and why he started to resent Izuku.
It's not that Izuku forgot that day. It's just he saw it differently from how Katsuki did.
While Izuku saw he was helping out a friend, Katsuki saw it as someone thinking he was weak.
I don't know, I just never got the thing about forgetting the river when Izuku clearly is the last person to forget anything. Especially, when it comes to Katsuki.
It's just emphasized a lot with Katsuki because it was the day he begun really resenting Izuku and soon later regrets it.
It's definitely just a fanon thing. And just me, but some of the things the fandom does agree on when it comes to Izuku, I don't get.
#and I'll be honest some of the things some of the fandom come up for both katsuki and izuku#makes me believe some of you intend to make Katsuki seem better and Izuku worse#like the cooking thing#just because katsuki can cook doesn't mean izuku can't#(honestly i see katsuki as someone who can but over seasons and forgets that not everyone has his spice tolerance sometimes)#y'all know i don't hate katsuki that is my boom boom gremlin... but i do feel like when it comes to both characters#some of you go the route of babying them in different ways#katsuki gets the 'he's misunderstood' treatment#izuku get infantilized like he can't do anything right or not at all#i find it unfair because they're both great characters in their own right but it's like some of you only want to acknowledge that for one#and not the other#I'm emphasizing more so on Izuku's case because while katsuki does have his haters it is clear from polls and switch ups#that he gets more grace than izuku#and no one or not a lot of people don't bring it up because Izuku isn't as loved#some Izuku fans i don't feel are really his fans but fans of fanon versions of him#my bias yeah because he is my fave but even if he wasn't i still think it's unfair#just kiya's thoughts#bnha#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#midoriya izuku#izuku midoriya#bakugou katsuki#katsuki bakugou#bakudeku
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