#feels bad bro

[forxstboyfriend]

The way I cannot function in social situations

[nails-teeth-neck]

I got 2 complaints on Monday and I have high hopes I'll be able to resolve one of them today. maybe not but please I had to hand 4 to customer relations in like 2 weeks

[homocannibals]

Was hella enthused abt the similar urls in that ask but damn 🥲 I've been following vatican for hella long, and own their hannigram merch 🤡

[doberbutts]

Yeah I've seen some clips and I'm interested but there's part of me that goes "oooo, don't know if this will give me a bad time in context". Me @ shows I want to watch: why must you make me witness torture plz I wish to engage with your story without having a panic attack about it.

It's... to the point where I only watch certain movies if someone can help me fast forward through those parts. I was able to watch the first two Alien movies by having a friend who has them memorized pause, tell me exactly what was about to happen, and give me the option to close my eyes as she fastforwarded through a potentially-triggering part. We also tried that with Pan's Labrynth bc I love del Toro and sadly that is a movie I simply should not have watched regardless of skipping the torture scenes because it still made me Feel Very Bad.

Does that turn my horror movie experience into Weenie Hut Jr? Probably. But it's the only way I can watch certain things so that's what I do.

[caelisbab]

Bro I do not want to continue existing but I literally cant stop so its just kinda whatever i guess. Like I probably wont do anything but given that ive been this low for months with little to no improvement other than getting a better situation, idk. I wont do anything but still

[iztea]

The Collar Incident

[cartoonus-maximus]

Actually, going through my tags is helpful, given that my brain retains information about as well as a block of swiss cheese these days. I'm being reminded of a lot of things I'd forgotten - who my favorite fanartists are/were, why I like certain characters and ships, what my favorite fics used to be and who wrote them, what fics I wrote, etc.

[pussyluvr2000]

Epically i have the stomach flu

[hackzenyvx]

Hobby/interest for any given moment

Love whenever I get a new hyperfixation that becomes 97% of my life for around 2 weeks to a month max and I have to pretend like I'm not about to burst and combust just bc I can't spend every minute of every said day talking about said interest to my friends and family, but also don't want to burden them with that for the 100th time, so I end up spewing all this BS to randos on the net, lol.

[mallaacht]

I am going to confess something:

I actually don't have good memories of among us due to some idiot deciding my dyscalculia is not an issue and when I finally played my first game ever with his group of friends from a mutual discord server, I had printed out copies of the maps so I could find my way easier I cannot stress how I am unable to figure out distance and directions it's very bad. Anyways...we had set up a date for me to play my first game ever with the server and....he flipped the map. Thereby letting me flounder and then eventually just. Not do anything at all in game. Like at some point my brain could not function, I shit down and my lil bean was not moving away from the cafeteria anymore. I know I could have just mentally flipped it, but see you don't understand. My brain does not work that way. My brain isn't ALLOWED to envision a map and then try to replace everything all mirror-like.

But anyways, it ruined my enjoyment of a game and set the tone for my relationship with that server from then on. Needless to say, I haven't been in contact with those people in forever now. :)

[funeralinbrain]

when the friend group doesn't change their plans when YOU can't make it

[ms-fandomgirl]

how can you even create a character you don’t understand?! 😔😔😔 #feelsbad

[comeupkid415]

TFW they weaponize your feelings and use them against you…..

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Bare skin, bare feelings.

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[dumbdiscodragon]

anyway spending a week around a bunch of dudes and also in a hotel room seeing myself in a full length mirror for the first time in years made me super dysphoric like yikes.

[suja-janee]

(Mostly) Harumi centric doodle page for a friend