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Finals hath been completed once again!!! And you bet your bippy it was with two shitty group project members who contributed jack shit to the slide show, and one beloved member who I would kiss on the fucking mouth for her work. Two didn't even know about the paper needed to be submitted, or even what time we were presenting the night before our 25 minute presentation! Beloved group member didn't even do much. She just did what she said she would on time!!! Once again I am so thankful my teachers have peer reviews where I can rip group members to shreds, so they don't get the 97% for their three bullet points on 1 of 27 slides. I Fucking Hate group projects.
Anyway time to get back on the craft grind set and push out enough earrings to pay my rent!!! God speed to the rest of you with finals. May your tests be short, and your grades high.
#college#pure unbridled hatred and spite#fuck group presentations#fuck group projects#and fuck those slackers
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men are literally so disappointing why do i even bother
#there was a spark between me and this guy from the group i went out w last night#today i learn he got so fucked up he literally forgot everyone present#probably me included#in this story the prince is too dumb to find the glass slipper apparently#p
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deeply refreshing to see someone critical of Swift who also like, genuinely likes her. Like i'm neutral to positive on her, but the online discourse has been absolutely rancid. flipping between "Taylor Swift has never done anything wrong ever and she's a fucking genius" and "Taylor Swift is the worst lyricist of all time and also a bad person" is exhausting, so thank you for like. nuance or something lmao
not to make it serious for a sec but i genuinely think that being able to like things that are bad is really important. like I think that it's an important skill to be able to look at something and see what you personally enjoy about it and then take a step back and acknowledge that objectively it's flawed. and to also be able to acknowledge that liking something isn't necessarily an identity or a moral stance. and i think that fandom space in general could really benefit from more people taking the time to learn how to do that. it's okay to like things that are bad
#people ask me sometimes why ill occasionally talk about something i like and then go 'but it's bad' and the answer is usually because it is#i love teen wolf. i love genshin impact. i love detective conan. and i fucking LOVE taylor swift. that doesnt mean theyre good#it just means i like them. and recognizing their flaws actually helps me better identify what i like about them!#it's like. in my mind bad > good is the x axis and i like it > i dont like it is the y axis yk. they're not mutually exclusive#tldr it's not that serious. we can all relax a little#irt taylor swift i do also think she has done some real harm to her fans in enabling them to deflect all criticism of her as misogyny#and i don't think it's fully the fault of these people who are parroting that response bc so much of her marketing has deliberately#reinforced this idea that to be a swiftie is to be a part of a sisterhood and that any attack on taylor is an attack on all of those women#who are in that in-group. when that's obviously not the case. but she's marketed herself as. for lack of a better term. 'girl music'#to the point where it makes her fans feel as though any criticism of the music or the woman responsible for it is an attack on their#personal experience of womanhood/girlhood/sisterhood/etc. and that's how you get all of thess bad-faith accusations of misogyny#i don't necessarily think this was her deliberate goal with her marketing tho because like. on first glance such a strong sense of communit#among fans sounds like a great thing. the friendship bracelets i got at the eras tour movie are really genuinely special to me.#but it does present a problem when your fans are unable to separate how they feel about the community and experience your music has fostere#from how they feel about you as a person. especially when you are a billionaire who absolutely CANNOT be above criticism in this economy#anyway. tldr i love taylor's music and i don't think swiftie hivemind is as deliberately malicious as it may seem#but it's obviously necessary to be able to take a step back and look objectively at what you're participating in.#anyway stream ttpd or don't idc <3#taylor swift
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Impulsively shoving a guy's hand in your mouth after having the thought "oh just like when my little sister used to prick herself on a rose thorn" and then immediately being treated like a pet who ate something they shouldn't have? Wonderful. Thank you, Thane.
(also not pictured is Thane apparently trying to scrape your tongue with his hand BEFORE pouring the holy water down your throat because NO. BAD.)
#bewitching sinners#palmier baker#thane verashkova#accidentally ingesting vampire blood because of big brother impulses is wild#also the reason hes so alarmed is bc in that world you kinda soulbond to others and thats how you soulbond as a vampire#you drink each others blood and so hes flipping out because while he hasnt had your blood yet#hey your ex is going to absolutely kill me if we bond on accident and i dont think i wanna die like that!#which is VERY cool to know thank you thane im so glad your concern is actually less of being bound#but about being murdered thats really cool#also the fact thane is found in the library studying with arshem my beloved ex and is BRIBED TO LEARN RECIPES#by arshem with vials of mixed blood hes just CASUALLY CARRYING is like hey man#thank you for being group mum i love you for it#and then later on arshem actually is like oh thane you can drink my blood later since you havent fed for a while#and thane is super chipper about it like HECK YEAH THANKS !#hey boys youre adorable thank you for existing in this incredibly fucked up world#im in a choke hold with this otome im sorry#you ever try to be nice to a guy and think surely this will help him a little bit then you get background lore#and you realize youre probably making things A LOT WORSE FOR HIM by being nice#im going through it with my emotions as i learn about palmiers actions pre game swap so like#dude please i am BEGGING YOU palmier please have ONE redeeming quality in you at some point#i want to adopt one of the love interests as my son though and im obsessed with the fact he can speak fish#my son can speak to the fish and he gives me fish as a present bc i might need it later#and i do actually in fact need said fish later for another quest#thankyou my son i love you and i appreciate you youre amazing#gonna have to draw arshem at some point and everyone will immediately go yeah that makes sense
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Transfems are not 'privileged' for being forced to live in hostile panopticons and transmascs are not 'privileged' for being forced to live at the bottom of isolated wells and any 'benefits' that either incidentally incurs are canceled out if not outweighed by the drawbacks. Are we done here. Can we all please just go home
#spitblaze says things#i cannot believe people are still talking about this ans more importantly i cannot believe im still thinking about it#99% of what we are all saying is not at all contradictory. its complimentary even#like yea it can be isolating being a transmasc even in trans spaces. it can also be isolating being a transfem in trans spaces#and it is not fucking lost on me how all of this stupid binarist discourse either glosses over nb people entirely or forces them (us even)#to 'pick a side'#we have a lot of similarities but enough differences in experiences that its worth discussing#and if your first response to hearing those discussions is 'this is exclusionism' or 'youre implying that MY group doesnt experience that'#then like! hot take! maybe YOU'RE the issue here for seeing this shit as a black and white us and them dichotomy#instead of. you know. the weird intermingled spectrum of genders and presentations and experiences and theory it really is#god. fuck
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#homestuck#hom3stuck#hom24uck#dirk strider#roxy lalonde#sona#strilonde#strilondes#admin draws#fanart#doodles moderately grouped by theme that i keep forgetting to fkn post#im currently in the proces of getting sick and i have a presentation tomorrow that i already had a fucking nightmare abotu#and people wont stop messanging me on whatsapp despite it being SUNDAY NIGHT#tldr im just about to end it all. enjoy the dirks though#also my sona looks way too similar to roxy im realizing just. keep in mind one has big round glasses and the other doesnt#bonus late additions. idk what id call these but its like thoughts that pop into my head randomly almost every day#daily affirmations? is it intrusive thoughts if its this benign? it feels like they just come out of nowhere on their own#its like im pretty sure its me just coming back to them passively so i dont think its thought insertions. whatever.#self#TTAC
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Transandrophobia truthers are so damn racist and white oh my fucking god y'all actually piss me the fuck off every time you tokenize Black and brown men for your stupid as fuck "mra but make it trans-inclusive" ideology created by a creepy guy with a corrective rape fetish(something I'll never let up on for as long as I live, btw). If I ever see another one of y'all say "Black and brown men face discrimination because they're seen as overly masculine and that's why masculinity in men is oppressed in this society" I will literally kill myself. Stop using Black and brown men as brownie points for your bullshit arguments about misandry being real when you don't have the slightest idea how racialized oppression works. White boys are so annoying and dumb istfg.
@punkeropercyjackson @punknicodiangelo @pinkpinkstarlet
#like none of the dumbasses i've seen say this shit have been poc and HEY IT'S ALMOST LIKE THERE'S A REASON FOR THAT#because actual black and brown men know that their oppression is not based around masculinity but around RACISM#because if it was about masculinity then feminine men of color wouldn't face the same oppression and would be privileged over them which#is not true#it's also worth mentioning that black and brown WOMEN also face these same issues of being seen as more aggressive/strong/violent and thus#more dangerous even more so than our male counterparts so it's not an 'anti-masculinity' issue it's a fucking racism issue#plus once again feminine women of color also face these stereotypes#when we are masculinized even while presenting as feminine that isn't anti-masculinity you dumb fucks that's just racialized misogyny#and misogynoir#it is incredibly telling that white transmascs who use this argument never even mention women of color and that's because if they did then#their entire headass argument would fall apart because it's not about MASCULINITY being oppressed it's about RACISM(which newsflash women#experience too) and masculinity being assumed of black and brown people(women included) is just another facet of the white supremacist#gender binary not any form of masculinity being 'oppressed' in this society lol#don't even get me started on how these men misuse butch lesbians in their arguments as well and act like they are man-lite ugh#sorry but as a black woman i am officially pissed off rbn#like y'all love to spout 'intersectionality' and shit maybe *throws book at them* ACTUALLY READ UP AND LEARN WHAT THE FUCK IT MEANS#stop misusing words created by black women to prove that men are an oppressed group on god you mfers are annoying#anyway the lesson learned here is that white trans men are just as insipid and racist as their cis counterparts#pos the lot of you#racism#transandrophobia is not real#op
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google dot com how to give formal research presentation on complex biochemistry/neuroscience topic while seething with barely contained anger and resentment
#gonna present a research poster with my groupmates like it was an actual group project but i did the entire fucking thing and i'm MAD#the more i think about it the angrier i get and the harder it is to rehearse my part of the presentation. arrrrrrgh#shebbz shoutz
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Yk, hands down my biggest problem interacting with any fandom, but especially DW, is that I literally can't even begin to understand approaching a character independently of the writing. Like, the statement "This is a great character, just poorly written" is straight up an oxymoron to me. I sometimes get the impression there's this weird belief in a platonic ideal-like "true history" version of a character that got denigrated by hostile chroniclers and [insert hegemony-adjacent adjective] Hollywood directors or something. Belief based mainly on the fact the actor did what they do for a living. Which is just. Again, something I can't even begin to process.
#i'll probably delete this later#the weather is just so fucking bad i'm dying and the inhibition mechanisms that work up to my personality can't even work.#but yeah this is in reference to that ten twelve poll bc twelve is possibly the closest i get to understanding this sentiment#if twelve was a history/science/philosophy podcaster i would be his most active subscriber#except he's a fictional character that made expanded suicide into a moral obligation and the plot presented it as rational wise and moral.#and like. an actor CAN make a character but the writing has to be at most inobtrusive.#yes this is about that interview where both chibnall and whittaker were very friendlily saying it's the other's job to make the character#like i know the intentions were good but it does sound like failed group project students saying how they were waiting for each other's par
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i could watch his fucking talking hands for HOURS~🎃
#also this is me in like 2hrs bullshitting my way through my part of my groups finals presentation#fuck#and the worst part??#EXCEL WONT WORK AND I STILL HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO MAKE THE GODDAMN CHARTS FOR THE DATA FOR MY BIT#pls#i’m gonna cry#frank help#frnkiebby#frank iero#mcr#frnkiero#mcrmy#mcr5#frnkie#my chemical romance#my chem#ilhsm
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Why am I totally ok with that? Oh well, nvm :)
#trauma is behind the corner#we're not ready#touchstarved support group#let's get fucked by this game#touchstarved#touchstarved game#redspringstudio#red spring studios#help i guess#a present is a present
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tw vent
#i was super duper excited because at the end of last year i took a test#and i got a high enough proficiency level that i could skip spanish 4#still am excited#my teacher said i really should do it#and it made sense#i thought that it would be so great etc yk because people want to be there in spanish 5#you've already taken 4 years#anyway it is#just not for me because I know no one#and in trying to find somewhere to sit#ofc i end up at a table with the kids who shouldn't fucking be there#they speak in english constantly#how am i supposed to learn?#and i really want to learn like really really want to#i also wanted to make friends#like its spanish 5#people talk in spanish whole class#always to the teacher#discuss in table groups#not these people#bro is talking about his gf being bi in the middle of class like#one of them didn't know lunes was monday#i want to cry#i actually have cried#then we had to present something and i tried but it's like the joke of the class#I AM SO DISAPPOINTED maybe it will get better but AHHH#i thought it would be so much better it could be so much better#idk what to do i could talk to the teacher but i don't want to be that kid#i want people to like me but I just really want to learn#it has only been two days but still
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This sounds so wrong out of context.
#the book of bill spoilers#the billble spoilers#tbob spoilers#spoilers in the tags too#bill cipher#like. i thought he was either fucking off in the statue or he reincarnated into the book#one minute i'm laughing about how fitting of a prison therapy is for that menace#and then i notice the crack. i thought they knitted him something in the support group until i saw the next picture#then i went back to the axolotl page#he presented himself as such a large threat i just didn't think he could actually get hurt#i rarely encounter media that makes me cry#let alone media where i have to take a cry break before i can finish it#but he's been my favorite GF character and one of my favorite characters in general since i was 11 so i'm obviously biased#[personal tag here]
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Btw sorry but unfortunately my mind is currently trapped between Shame™️ (over existing. Fuck being so socially anxious-) and Guilt✨️✨️(not doing said things) and Tireddddd (everything irl)-
Plus mother has decided to be extra homophobic nd shit the last couple days, and apparently me nd her *alone* r going to a fair together tmrw so. If I'm not responding 2 anything that is specificly plot/heavy/have to be somewhat mentally aware 4,, I'm sorry nd ill (probably. Hopefully??) be back on Saturday.
#last time we went to a fair i got so socially drained so fast and she did Not appreciate ut#im sorry i cant handle being around large groups of ppl irl ???!??? just bcs i didnt talk to ppl however does not mean i did nto feel on the#edge of panicking the whole fucking time tho.#anyways rip volomteering 2day and then this tmrw if i end up vent posting again heres the context lol???#T.T#godddddddd fuck this tbh- i love fairs (or used to??) but the last few times I've gone have all just been. so shit.#i miss the adrenaline highs of rides without the panic attack(s) of being pickpocketed and the saddness of being exluded nd shit#plus the always present#yk shame of Existing in a piblic place. which tbf has gotten better receney but. idk.#also whoop whoop if i hear her start talkimg homophobic nd transphobic shit ahain this week i might just. cry?#(wont do that actually because fuck crying infront of her she just yells nd now i dont cry infront of ppl but still-)#oh god this is so much vent in the tags rip-#enea rambles <3#:3#eneas poor mental health jumpscare :]#tw homophobia
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#absolutely do not want to argue because i get where the post is coming from with but im gonna give some thots#re: dennis autism!!!! ok!!!!!#ive talked about it before but there is WAY more to him being autistic than just the buzzer noises. when i first watched that i was like#is THIS really why people hc him as autistic. :/ and i get it! i do! i think he has misophonia inherited from glenn personally#its actually why i captioned the noise sensitive den gifsets as that rather than just. autism.#but personally i see his scripted social interactions and i go. yeah. me. me fuckin too.#and his outbursts. which are VERY personally relatable to me#i have uh. basically the same triggers? very similar triggers at least#i think dennis' neurodivergency presents itself differently because of his upbringing and thats why a lot of ppl go ???? when you say.#'yea i think den's autistic actually'#and like i said i was absolutely like. what the hell are people talking about. he's not autistic#but uh. on rewatches? hm.#dennis quite literally masks almost 24/7#charlie has no qualms about being perceived as like. weird. but dennis masks SO hard. SSSSSSOOOOO hard#i once saw a post like. charlie has boy autism and dennis has girl autism which honestly fucking hate that but its... kiiiind of true#ASD presents itself differently in adults depending on early social conditioning#mac fights gay marriage. group dates. new wheels. dee day. celebrity booze. all the big ones. all the hits.#look how he acts when he goes off script and is forced to speak off the cuff#the way glenn describes him as being very emotional but unable to adequately express his emotions too like. yeah. same.#theres so much more than the noise sensitivity#i could go on and on about how many fucking boxes he ticks but i honestly hate that shit. i know how autism works and that bitch is autisti#im going to refrain from commenting on the reasons why i feel charlie is more acceptably hced as autistic vs dennis because mmmmm but#dennis being 'hypersexual' (not about the sex. at all) and socially adept (has scripts/systems. charlie is more emotionally intelligent)#smells a lil stinky. smells a little bit like infantilization on charlie's part.#ada speaks#ok ill spare you guys. someday ill write a proper meta on this. ive talked about it before but.
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I can't believe that in the same semester I got to work in two different group projects for two different subjects, and in one we got to work together flawlessly, always comunicating and dividing tasks and stuff equally between each other, and the other where we divided each other in two sub-groups and the other subgroup does shit without ever comunicating with us and then complain because "they did so much work, so they shouldn't do the oral presentation in class".
Like, come on, do you think I'm stupid? Me and Uni Bestie are the oens who did the bibliographic research to find the articles to work on, I asked to meet up in an online call to discuss together and NOBODY answered me, then you appear a week later with everything done (badly) and demand not to do anything else, while me and Uni Bestie also had to edit yous shit because it was so painfully opbiously a copypaste of shit with repetitive sentences badly written.
Don't you think I didn't notice it was just so you could avoid the presentation, because you did all of this behind our backs without consulting anyone about anything. What if i didn't agree in your article choices? What if I wanted to partecipate in writing? I didn't even know you were doing it because you purpusefully avoided telling us to save your ass and say "oh no, but we did work so hard, the 7 of us did all this writing, it wouldn't be fair to make us present it!" and it's even written shitty.
Come on.
#uni stuff#i am so pissed at that half of the group#they pulled this shit all the semester#always making us to the harder and more uncomfortable things of the project#they're not the ones who had to fight and scream at mathlab because it wouldn't give me the graphics that our professor demanded!#i became a meme because in videochat i was screaming at my computer while sharing screen#showing my classmates ''YOU SEE IT TOO RIGHT THE VIOLINPLOTCOMMAND IS THERE SO WHY DOESN'T IT WORK MATHLAB YOU SHIT''#but nooo#they only communicate in the group chat to say what they supposedly did and what they don't want to do#one of my sub-group just asked about bibliography and nobody answered#meanwhile half an hour ago everybody answered the MINUTE to complain and demand one of us to offer themselves to do the presentation#when it's about that they're fucking ready huh#i am calm and not pissed at all#elo stuff
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