Aufmerksamkeit DankeđfĂŒrs Abonnieren und Teilenđ Ich fĂŒhlte mich verletzt und alleine. So meinte ich zuwenig Aufmerksamkeit bekommen zu haben. Immer im Schatten jener welchen. Dann Drogen!! Ich erlebte ein GefĂŒhl von âICH BINâ, aber leider war es ein GefĂŒhl, ein Trugbild. In Wahrheit habe ich mich in der Drogensucht aufgelöst. Ich wurde ein Schatten meiner Selbst. Ich habe ĂŒberlebt, die Drogen aufgegeben und habe es heute in echt⊠EIN LEBEN. #motivationalquotes #endlesslife #gemeinnĂŒtzig #thomasfeurer #suchtberatung #selbsthilfegruppe #inspiration #angehörigencoaching #selbstverletzung #mobbing #notschlafstelle #quoteoftheday #schnippschnapphaareab #prĂ€vention #suchthilfe #langstrasse #straĂeneinsatz #letten #platzspitz #fuckheroin #prettykokain #abhĂ€ngigkeit #nĂ€chstenliebe #borderline #alleskannbesserwerden #depression (hier: Endlesslife) https://www.instagram.com/p/CqNFvA-K4KT/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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www.findgodcleanhousehelpothers.com #soberiety #na #aa #soberaf #fuckheroin #findgod #cleanhouse #helpothers #recovery #12steps #carljung #billw #billwilson #marcusaurelius https://www.instagram.com/p/COXDGwph3kz/?igshid=14wh39n9yg603
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Iâm 4 months clean from heroin today. Grateful is an understatement. #grateful #recovering #addict #fuckheroin #soberstoner (at Tulsa, Oklahoma) https://www.instagram.com/p/CHbug-9MPUu/?igshid=g1ogjrufpndd
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âBe impeccable with your word, Donât take anything personally, Donât make assumptions, Always do your best.â This book planted the thought although at the time I couldnât process. I am so blessed I survived long enough until I was ready to do something different... now I am genuinely happy for the first time in a decade! đŻRIP to everyone who didnât make itđ but as long as I live you always gonâ be a part of me #benny #progressnotperfection #hopedealer #fuckheroin #livingmydream #aspirations #selfcare #growth #humility #incarceration #addiction #recovery (at Buffalo, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/CIorEKfBWrAJP5ohQiyOt-3WdYH6kkpAlR_j580/?igshid=1nnkuwpia654t
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I miss your blue eyes, and the way your hair flipped.I miss your voice echoing through our home, now all I hear is the quiet reminder you're not coming home, and quiet has never been so fucking loud.I haven't found a soul as kind or a heart as big in my lifetime, the calmness you'd bring to my chaos seems to be irreplaceable. So what now? When my world is crashing down around me. Who do I turn to when the only light i had was ripped away from me, leaving shards of grief and waves of emptiness, of loneliness. Helplessness.Why did you leave us?
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Progress. Not perfection. #recoveryjourney #recoveryispossible #makesobercool #addiction #activeaddiction #fuckheroin #bodypositive #shorthair #dontcareanymore #mystory #longhairdontcare #throwback #instagood #blog #life #like #follow #filters (at Temple, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/CBvbH2hnvqH/?igshid=1o6g0p67cvii
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Dear Heroin,
We meet again; I wish we had never met before. When I first knew you it was from a movie you starred in, remember that? Requiem for a Dream; that haunting hell scape of a film showing torment and destruction. But then you werenât real, you were a fiction painted on the faces of strangers.
Now.. now Iâve seen you up close. I hear the whispers you taunt those around with false narratives of a bliss and euphoria that can never be reached. âMeet me just one more time, itâll be the best time ever,â âA small hit would do the trick,â âWeâve met before, remember how good I was to you?â Little fleeting thoughts that persistently plague the mind and bring temptation back to the door.
Now that I know you, see you for what you are, I hate you. With every fibre in my being I hate you. You leave destruction and tragedy in your wake. Stealing the life out of the eyes, robbing the laugh from the lips, scouring the skin with long marks, and digging the grave from your first alluring hit.Â
I have dragged people from your arms but your touch never leaves them. You leave an unseen scar seared into the back of their very being, always ready to welcome them back to your dark embrace.Â
You continue to take and take and take without discrimination or prejudice. You swallow up all of those in your wake and drag them into the depths of despair with you. Even after a glimmer of hope and light seeps into that foreboding existence, you still manage to smother it and engulf every ounce of being.Â
I will never, ever stop fighting you. I will always reach for the arms emerging from your horrifying grasp who try to escape your vice grip. Your scars cut deep and leave no one untouched in every life you claim for your own.Â
Scars heal though, hope remains, and the fight rages on.Â
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Another day clean
Lost in my skin
I hope and pray not to do this again
My mind always racing
Never reaching the end
The past coming back
I wont let it win
Father of two
why do i do what i do?
Easy....... cause i want to
But im stronger than this
Ive beat it before
But no matter where i run
It still knocks at my door
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Gras-Pedal
DankeđfĂŒrs Abonnieren und Teilenđ
Ob im Strassenverkehr oder zu Fuss, wer das Graspedal ausreizt, muss mit dem Schlimmsten rechnen. GRAS - ALKOHOL UND AUCH ANDERE DROGEN, gehören nicht auf die Strasse
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In a world
Full of lingering moments
I find myself
Hidden beneath what's left unspoken
If we could only grasp time
That seems so frozen
Maybe then I wouldn't feel so broken.
@theaddictspoetry
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www.findgodcleanhousehelpothers.com #aa #na #billw #12stepsrecovery #sober #soberaf #sobriety #findgodcleanhousehelpothers #findgod #life #love #alcoholicsanonymous #alcoholismrecovery #clean #12steps #inspiration #getclean #fuckheroin #nodrugs #bigbookawakening #bigbookthumper #bigbookquotes #spiritualawakening #spirituality #spiritualjourney #spiritualgrowth #god https://www.instagram.com/p/CM0CNWYlgUm/?igshid=wuctzrreg1be
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1am thoughts
I pray to God that my niece and nephew grow up in a world where mental health is easier to access and that there is no such thing as heroin.
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fukc heroin
yo.. i miss my best friend ):
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