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I don't know where to start

To try unveil the feelings behind my heart.

Perhaps I can go to the place where I call home

That place in my mind I've always known

The place where all thoughts make sense to me

Where I can be complete-ly free.

There's no other opinion to satisfy

No other option to gratify

There's no limit on this sky

Where I can freely fly,

And let my mind loose

Chase the hare on land and float water with the goose.

Imagine a world where imagination takes hold

Your dream day forever retold

The land where nothing grows cold,

A new reality from which to live

A world where it takes a thought to give

Living life in that reality really would be bliss

Stun everyone with a single kiss.

Behold, alas, it can't be true

My mind wandered

Somewhere I never knew.

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Darkness hurdles towards every inescapable trace of mind

Are we those that follow

Or those that were left behind.

Bleak bleary outcomes that were but a thought

Are we all happier

When happiness is bought.

Thinking clearer the times treasured are with people

Can't we all just treat each other equal.

Ideas, thoughts, my imagination runs wild

Off in a flurry

Yearning to be a child,

As I grew I didn't realise

The weight of the world

Nor even the size.

Perplexed and puzzled my mind sought to seek

Everything I thought I knew

Changed within a week.

That's why every day you learn

And everyday you earn

The right to wash away

The darkness inside

To give the world some brightness, confide not hide inside .

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In the age of rage,

Do we turn the page

Or just rattle the cage,

Sit back and witness the carnage.

Spent your life

Searching for a wife

Life in amongst the struggle of strife,

Striving for perfection

Etched within the skin

Soul spread butter bread thin

Over the corpse you call yourself

Health, is important

As is mental wealth

Key to the door

Mind wandering to know more

Sweeping the cranium waiting for someone to adore.

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I can't be bothered anymore

Can't be bothered to unlock the door

Can't be bothered to get up from the floor

Just can't stomach the outside world

Can't stomach the looks from everyone

Can't stand the look from anyone

Dont want to interact with you

Don't want to interact with them either too

Don't want to have to fake the smile

Would rather walk back home, another mile

Never want to chat

Never want to open myself up to be the door mat

Never want to be seen

Never want to be a has been

Just want to walk away from it all

Just want to jump off a cliff, free fall.

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-_=_-

The mind does not know

Where it is afraid to go.

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Thought

When thinking of dying

All I can imagine

Is my mother crying.

Not because I chose not to live

But because

I never confided in her

Instead I hid.

Now she looks back with fondness upon memories,

Maybe she'll be happy

Knowing I'm finally free.

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Eminating niceness

Your smile's truly priceless

Face of a princess

In such a lovely dress.

Eyes so deep

The ocean cant compete

Stare into them and you'll be lost in a swirl

Undoubtedly the picture perfect girl.

She's so sweet and serene certainly the beauty queen

Queen of hearts

And of mind

Seeing her soul

Graceful, never unkind.

Her humour is never what I would have thought

I want to know more

Take her to camealot.

Take her further than she can go

Never let her feel pain, peril or sorrow

Cause I want to see her grow

Potential impossible to gauge where she will go.

She isn't limited to the stars

She's already ahead of mars

Coursing through the galaxy

Floating female ecstasy.

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Inaction

Causing an infraction

Contracting the contraction.

Rebel the rebellion

Released from the hell within

Fight fire with the words written again

And be just,

Be free

Solidarity in self

Solidarity within me.

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Weary, wild and withheld

Why is my world withering within

When what I wanted wasn't wanting to win.

Why is wit worth worthlessness

And why do I wonder wandering the wild

Of my brain

Wanting, waning for when one was a child.

Why we work

Why we want

Why he went

Why she wore

Why do I want for something more.

Knowledge knocking on my mind's door.

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Couldn't wrap it round my head

How someone went round all those houses

On Christmas night

He visited every boy and girl

Every single soul in sight.

The man with the white beard

The man every child secretly feared

Because they didn't want him to think,

That all year round their attitude did stink.

Instead we want him to believe we're all good kids

Kids that deserve all the treats

Kids that decorate the streets

With snowmen, angels and art

A tribute to you doing your part.

Santa Claus,

Please visit me

You can find the note I left under the tree

And the cookies I left too,

Go on Santa I left them for you.

Santa Claus

You deserve applause,

For the joy you bring

Surrounding absolutely everything

Capturing everything and everyone

Can't wait for this Christmas to come.

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18/12

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These

Soldiers are sold into the cynical shooting of souls, seeming somewhat soulless in the duty they've to unfold.

Why wage war when what we wanted wasn't what we wished, wandering the world with weapons the wasteland where things are perished

And I ain't announcing anything against anybody and a cause, an apocalyptic arsenal awaits you accidently in the ashes before the pause.

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Can't think

Nor link

My minds thoughts together

Bitterly battered by wish wash weather.

Weary thoughts flood my mind

The ones where my perspective isn't on rewind

I can think clearly

I can see

What you wanted in your inner heart

Was two souls separated, divided and apart.

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In this new year I never knew how to be

Whether it'd bring with it some new knocking opportunity

It brought a lot

Which led to a lot of thought

It made me wonder

It made me think

Life's too short while we take moments to blink.

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15/01

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With the thought of writing words

Forming a current flow of curse

Words weep worried from tongue

Tongue to touch

Do I deserve this much?

Deserve a single thread

Seeking judgement turning to dread

To afford food like bread

From the poetic parrot in his head.

Pirate paradigm of mind

Something I've had stolen; to rhyme in time

Syllables forget me

Forget them too I do

This bond has been broken

PoorViscousityAdhesive Glue

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Time

It's washed away

Like night turns to day

And the face, bones and body crumble to a decay.

Why is time so precious

Yet we waste time today.

Why do we let moments slip through our fingers

Fading into the fray.

In life

The pendulum never stops, forever an effortless sway.

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Bumblebee,

Zig zag and zip

Round the pole

Bottom to the tip.

Hunting through the grass

Fighting for finding flowers

Looking to pollinate the world

Giving it proper powers.

Without the bee,

There'd be no you

No me,

Without him

We'd never stand a chance

Isn't it a story of true unrequited romance

Between the flower and the bee

Going together as well as you & me,

Cause you see,

There'd be no world without the bee.