actually i dont have the capacity to be normal about this. Akutagawa wasnt born violent. It didnt come naturally to him. He protected people once. He had to be violent to survive. He learned it. It was never his natural state. He is still at his core someone who protects people, which is exactly what he died trying to do
I had to watch a Ted Ed video explaining radiation in chemistry earlier today, needless to say, I did not expect to get "I have been and always shall be your friend"-ed at 9 a.m. on a Monday.
the way Percy wipes away his tears so subtly when Grover tells him he's sorry for everything in the infirmary was so,,, Walker Scobell I am in your walls
raw, no lube, no birth control, no plan b, upside down, backwards, inside out, in the air, underground, in the shower, on the couch, missionary, cowgirl, doggy style, on top, from the front, from the back, from the side, clothes on, clothes off, blindfolded, tied up, in the morning, at night, while im sleeping, drunk, stoned, sober, i need him in everyway possible.
One of the homies, earlier this week - "Yeah, I didn't plan on reading your book because I was afraid I'd like it too much and then start driving you insane with questions and talking about it."
I-... My brother in christ WHAT?! If this is an excuse it's a bad one? I don't mind if you don't read it, engagement with my creation is not a stipulation of my friendship. I MIND THAT YOU THINK I OR ANY OTHER WRITER WOULDN'T GO FERAL FOR THAT?! Who do you think I did all this world building and character development for, THE WALL?!
I need a tea and a lie down, I've been deprived of the Rabid Reader. I absolutely cannot get this conversation off my mind, it's rotting my brain.
"Bother" that writer you like. If it actually bothers them they didn't deserve you, but the rest of us sure would be willing to take you.