I found my old journals back in college.
I found my old journals back in college.
Reading it felt like I truly was a completely different person.
The words were from someone who has goodness and hope in his heart. Someone who romanticizes college life and urban landscapes. Someone comfortable in his own skin. Someone who felt he fit in the world. Someone who loves life, someone who isn't afraid to live day by day, who relishes in his independence, hours away from his home in the provinces near the foot of a mountain. Someone who travels by light train station to a grand mall in one of the other nearby cities for the fun of it, or because he is craving milkshakes and cheesecakes, or because he just wants to observe people.
He isn't scared of anything. He certainly isn't worried about panic attacks and depression and chronic health conditions. He is living his best dream life in the city, in a dorm, right beside the university he attends. He is learning more about the world and most of its people, and how those people behave. He is learning how to argue, how to write, filled with thoughts that pile inside his head like crude bricks hastily stacked on top of each other, or like air going inside a balloon, and he, therefore, delights in staying up late at night in that small college dormitory to organize the many curious wonders he has picked up the day for him to deflate so he can make sense of the world and he can have more room for new thoughts tomorrow.
Words: Ejay Diwas
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Thinking about the fact that Mabel and Dipper didn't know they had two great uncles.
Yeah they are 12 and at 12 I had a shotty understanding of my family tree- But really? Nobody brought up their great uncle? Stanley? Especially since they'll be staying with his twin brother, Stanford?
Shermie never went to Stan's fake funeral, which to me means the twos relationship was strained on some level. If Shermie is older that means his view of Stan was poisoned in some way, that even as kids they weren't close. If the Shermie is younger then he never even got to meet Stan and all he knew about him was how he failed his family. Hell, people probably barely mentioned Stanley TO Shermie.
The fact that Stan had become a black stain upon the Pines family name makes me so vividly upset. Stanley faked his death and the family just- seemingly decided to strike him from the record. To pretend he didn't existed to spare themselves the sadness and shame.
Stanford and Shermie Pines. The only children worth mentioning of Filbrick and Caryn Pines.
It was never Stanford that was lost to the world. It was Stanley, ever since he had to leave New Jersy- it was always him that had to be struck from the record. Change his name, change his state, change his affiliations, destroy the remains of ghost that was Stanley Pines. Kill him so the family doesn't bring him up, doesn't ask questions, stops asking "Stanford" about his twin.
I just keep thinking about the fact that since the day he made one single mistake all the way up until Ford walks out of that machine- Stanley Pines was killed and did not exist. And Stan himself had no one to blame, he had to play the part in his own demise- He is the only one who ever knew Stanley was alive and has been for decades.
He lives in the multitudes of every personality he's ever taken, all in the hope that he himself can stop being Stanley Pines.
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These two never showed up in each other’s comics beyond sometimes sharing a cover which is all fine and well; personally I’m not a big fan of crossovers and multiverses and I like that they have their own individual shit going on, but also. But also. They’d be super fun together.
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Minor spoilers for the alpha!
I was replaying and picking up different choices for the Alessa's scene in her room, and I just love how she's always teasing romanus, calling them a blabbermouth and saying they are always rambling too much, but if you pick the option of just enjoying the silence, she will then start the conversation, even if it is in a kinda awkward way, clearly showing that she wants to have a conversation
I think this shows that not only she's getting more comfortable with romanus but also that she's a liar and actually love their ramblings lmao
There's also a lot of other interactions (not only Romanus x Alessa, but between our favorite trio too) that I'd like to talk about it, but since they are more spoilery, I'll wait until the alpha is available publicy to not ruin anyone experience
Anyway, have a good day, Ana! 🥰
Lol Alessa lies constantly xD Especially when it comes to Romanus. She does like speaking with you. She does like it when you seek her. She's genuinely unnerved by the silence.
Alessa when you speak: Must you be yapping?
Alessa when you're mute: … very well. I shall become the yapper.
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On: *sniffles after crying*
Cale: *stands up*
Raon: Where are you going?
Cale: To get ice cream or commit a felony. I'll decide on the way.
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GMMTV 2024 SERIES UPDATES!
currently airing
⭒ summer night
⭒ peaceful property
⭒ kidnap
finished airing
⭒ ploy's yearbook
⭒ we are
⭒ only boo!
⭒ wandee goodday
⭒ my love mix-up! th
⭒ the trainee
currently filming
⭒ perfect 10 liners
⭒ pluto
⭒ thame-po
⭒ the heart killers
⭒ ossan's love th
⭒ my golden blood
⭒ break-up service
⭒ leap day
finished filming
⭒ high school frenemy
no updates yet
⭒ enigma 2
⭒ revamp
⭒ sweet tooth, good dentist
⭒ the dark dice
⭒ us
⭒ scarlet heart
⭒ the ex-morning
⭒ hide & sis
⭒ friendshit forever
DISCLAIMER: this can and will probably be sometime outdated! twitter/x got banned in my country so i can't see the account where i got my informations from and also the official accounts of the series on twitter/x... so i'm sorry for future misinformation and errors
updated on 13/08/2024
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