#had so much fun with these ouuuu

[knightforflowers]

mermay was made for them

[jeongin-lvr]

Hear me out..

Brat tamers!vocalracha.

You got invited to a award show with skz but oops.. You didn't wear any underwear under your dress, and you're incredibly needy for seungmin and jeongin so you decide to get their attention a little.. :)

needy reader and vocal racha ouuuu.... I need them both so bad… seungmin is definitely the meaner of the two and jeongin is more lenient… buttttt I’m thinking about making jeongin snap and him being the mean one!!!

You felt like seeing them like this— seeing them dressed so handsome in neatly pressed suits was making you mad. The kind of suits that hugged their slim waists and fit nicely around their arms. The kind that drove you absolutely insane. With their gelled back hair and pretty faces so nicely illuminated by the lights overhead; it was impossible not to think the thoughts that you were thinking. You couldn’t help yourself.

Jeongin had warned you that tonight meant no funny business. That meant none of the usual teasing or fussing you usually displayed for them. And Seungmin had agreed sternly, telling you that there’s a time and place. It’s funny they’d think you’d actually listen. You selfishly nodded along to their words as you had put your makeup on, the sounds of their voices only being background music now. Everything they’d just said— the warnings, the stern talking to’s —went in one ear and out the other.

That was so apparent as soon as they got to the event; what was supposed to be a suit and tie, calm, posh event ended up feeling like pure torture for everyone involved. Not because it was boring, not because the people there sucked. No, it was because in the limo ride to this award show you’d smugly shown the boys the fact that you had no panties on. Giving them a show as you snuck your dress up your body, watching as their eyes widened and their lips twitched. You could tell they weren’t surprised, just a little bit pissed. Deep brown eyes on your body, objectifying every inch of you because they fucking could. And you so desperately wanted them too as well. But before they could even think about getting their hands on you the car ride was over and they knew tonight would be a very long night.

To you, this was fun. To the boys, well, it was pure torture at its finest. The aching glances between the three of you, the knowledge that you were in deep shit later. All of it made you giddy. There was a side of you that felt like this was exactly what you needed.

You spent the entire night trailing your fingers up their biceps; making sure to drag your French tipped nails along their thighs and briefly over their bulges. And then you’d gleefully watch them bite their inner-cheeks and narrow their eyes in pure frustration. You could see the end goal so clearly— exactly what you wanted.

But so could the men you were so mercilessly teasing. So they’d decided to not give it to you. They let you toy with them the entire night and slowly they watched the excitement die from your eyes and fade into a dull boredom. A pout on your lips as you crossed your arms and turned away from them. So the boys enjoyed their night and you felt anything but that.

Until they got you home it was disheartening to see your plans so miserably fail. The ache between your thighs only grew and along came the distinct flavor of frustration on your tongue. You glared at the boys, preening and pawing at their suits. You’re sure people were watching; however, you didn’t care. You just needed their attention so bad you thought you might die. But they just continued staring ahead at the stage, admiring whoever was up there, and more importantly, ignoring you.

Jeongin was always the kinder one, the one who folded for you quicker, but honestly not by much. Seungmin on the other hand could go days just torturing and plucking at you. Taking his time with riling you up. At least with Jeongin it wasn’t tedious and horrifically long. But not this time. This time Jeongin was the one not sparing you the glances, he was stoic and dead set on eyeing the stage the entire night. Seungmin was the one returning your touches, still they were nimble and airy.

You wanted to stomp and scream and shout at them for not returning your attention; for keeping you waiting this long. And just as you were about to Jeongin finally broke his gaze from the stage and his gaze was electrifying. It was sharp, his scowl apparent and for once you finally shut up and froze.

Regret has swamped your being now as his fingers drilled into your poor, overstimulated pussy. And Seungmin merely let it happen, his own big hand wrapped tightly around your throat as his other pinched at your clit. “You wanted my attention and you fucking got it. Happy now? Say something or I’m leaving you like this, slut.” Jeongin’s words felt like they were corroding your brain; leaving nothing but a mushy, pleasurable mess. His palm slapped against your folds, words hanging in the air like knives. He’d ruined your dress, torn on the sides from where he’d hunched the tight material up; the straps loosening around your shoulders as they fell and your bare tits spilled out. Regret was an understatement.

Your body spent you simply shook your head, too tired, too maimed by the hands of the men you’d so desperately wanted. “Say something, bitch”

[luffyvace]

Hello, could I request Feitan with a reader who looks innocent and angelic usually but is actually just as sick and sadistic as he is? (Aka it's like a secondary persona kind of)

And she's also part of an organization(that kills people) without him knowing (she was part of it even before meeting him)

Ouuuu an interesting reader we have here~

Seeing as though all the feitan gifs are generic fighting ones I’ve put my own picture :) I think it’s hilarious 😂

enjoy your headcanons lovely anon! 💗

(fem! reader implied bc you used ‘she’ in your request but I won’t imply female body just in case)

Feitan getting with an angelic and innocent s/o is certainly an oxymoron

Your such a sweetheart, so thoughtful and kind

you always try to help and encourage others as much as you can

:)

But in reality no?? really your such a sick and twisted sadist who loves watching every moment of others suffering???

welp that went down the drain quickly

feitan might have picked up on the fact that it was all an act or your slightly sadistic tendencies

especially since he’s highly observant

Though I’m not sure how you revealed your in a organization or if you knew he was in the troupe but it probably went like

”your in a criminal organization? Oh…me too” 🧍‍♀️

“Wait what?” 🧍‍♀️

“so we’re both in criminal organizations of the sort?”

🧍‍♀️ 🧍‍♀️

well I guess its all out in the open now

as soon as he figures out your a sadist tho

its on

torture sessions become even more frequent seeing as though he now has someone to enjoy it with

he finds it rather fun to have someone laugh manically with him and not call him a loony 🤓

he’s grateful even

the victims really range from anyone off the street

to enemies from either of your organizations

maybe even someone who gave you a hard time

(they simply bumped into you, you apologized like the “sweet” person you are, but they had no idea what was coming for em that night)

(for fei, they probably mocked him)

you and feitan either have a dedicated torture room or have turned you basement/attic into one

and it definitely has a lock on it

feitan will recommend you some books and you likely do the same for him

(by some i mean you have a whole library shelf—who are you fooling 🤨)

you two make as much time for each other as you can

which yes torturing together counts as quality time

and y’all see it as a sense of normalcy too

wherever y’all stay you just be like

”hey wanna have a quick torture session then find something to eat for dinner?”

like it’s like going about normal daily activities for you two

it also feels good to have someone that gets you from the outside

like your both dangerous criminals,

that likely grew up in harsh conditions

(bc i mean come on mass murders have triggers/motivs they don’t just do things for no reason)

and now you have someone from outside your organization that gets you!

like, they even like torturing just like you!!

best s/o feitan could wish for

as time goes on you two would find out why you joined the organizations you did and if you genuinely enjoy it, just doing it for the money, etc

no matter the reasons or time, you accept each other :)

this also appeals more trustworthy to feitan!! Since your in one yourself, you can’t sell out feitan without selling out yourself!

😋

but…that could go downhill..

for example, your organization could be trying to target feitan/the troupe and is making you use him to get to them

As time goes on he shakes away the thought, it’s probably been years (when feitan’s down, he’s down for the count, he doesn’t do flings, in my hcs) since you’ve been together so he wants to trust you

basically the further things go in with you two, the more he trusts you

of course you have to make sure to give him reasons to trust you and don’t give him any reason not to

he’ll start getting suspicious of you even on the first slip up

(if it happens)

he has to protect the spider, there’s no way he can let it fall because of him

orrrr!!!

your organizations could meet! And form a alliance that may or may not be temporary/strictly business!!

it would be fun seeing all members together drinking and wrecking havoc!!

right?!

😊

LOL just imagine your all casually talking about such violent and socially unacceptable crimes 🤪

especially you and feitan

you guys are so silly

just a silly little group of friends :)

planning to commits fiendish acts together<3

honestly I like the last scenario the best

its so silly :P

I’m glad to see more feitan stans on my page!! thank you for requesting, hopefully you enjoyed!

💖

[acyyyhwang]

can you write about arguments with riize!! like arguing and making up/their reaction <3

ouuuu yes sure not sure if this is what you wanted exactly but here you go

Shotaro it was about something stupid actually he did not mean to make you mad he had just been joking around about your height and hair ,you told him to stop but he continued laughing and joking around even more and it started getting out of hand. He instantly felt bad when you took his jokes seriously and got mad at him and started to tear up. He looks at you with sad eyes when you ignored him after the whole argument making you feel so bad even though he was the one who did you wrong he walked over to you with his head down and apologized in a small voice how could you stay mad at your cute boyfriend for that long??? you pulled him into a hug and it made him giggle and hug you back nuzzling his face into your neck

Eunseok He saw you with another guy and he saw the nasty bastard trying to flirt with you and you KNEW Eunseok hated it when you are around males like that and ''acting'' oblivious to their intensions .He dragged you away from there and it caused quite a heated argument between you and your boyfriend. He was just trying to keep you away from getting hurt why are you getting mad at him??? he decided to keep quiet when you kept yelling your angry frustrated ill hearted words at him and he just walked away when you said you hated him which made you regret it instantly. You followed him quickly and found him on your balcony sitting and mumbling to himself how unfair you where being and how he was the one whose supposed to be mad and how... you hated him.. with those last words you heard a sniffle was he crying?? you noticed him lifting his hand to his face you guessed was to wipe his tears. Your heart shattered you caused this ,you ran up to him hugging his back and apologizing over and over again promising never to hurt him ever again and this point you where also crying and when he turned to face you he hugged you and also apologized for being over protective and you protested he was just trying to keep you safe and you understood him you had no right to be mad at him at all

Sungchan question is how did a little debate about the last piece of cake in the fridge turn into a full on heated argument to the point where you both gave each other glares and silent treatments like you guys would pass by like you didn't even know each other but gradually you start missing one another , but you both are too petty to admit it anyway until he puts back his pride and approaches you first making you feel guilty and you both end up apologizing . You both stare at each other in silence before bursting out in laughter and making fun of each other then eventually embracing each other and cuddling through out the night with huge smiles glued on your faces as you tell eachother weird encounters and stupid things that happened in your lives in the short period of time you where away from eachother

Wonbin why did he talk to that girl like that? he never smiles at you like that and you're his girlfriend he thought you where over reacting but that's the thing he is always rude and emotionless with you and you hate it he asked for you to date him so why are you the one putting effort in this relationship. You had told him what you felt like and he just stared at you blankly which made you frustrated and made you cry both Angry tears and sad tears this was the first time you had ever cried infront of your boyfriend and you felt like he did not care anyway so you just turned and walked away while trying not to cry as much as you are right now .You kept thinking about how your boyfriend was emotionless with you but full of smiles with other girls?? where you not good enough for him?? where you that ugly compared to the other girls or did he just not like you in the first place all these thoughts made you more insecure and you cried even more to the point where you could not cry quietly. Wonbin fucked up and he knew he fucked up he was trying to be cool for you and acted emotionless so you would not see him as pathetic but it turns out that he was just hurting you instead and he felt disgusted with himself for making you feel like he loved anyone more than you hell he even loved you more than he loved himself , he went to find you and when he did his heart ached with seeing you. He never meant to make you cry , you crying made him want to cry he walked over to your crying figure which was on your knees and hugged you, you flinched in surprise as you realized that it was your boyfriend that was comforting you . It was the first time he had hugged you without you asking first and it made you feel a mixture of emotions , you tried to push him away but he held on to you even tighter, you scram at him while crying telling him how much of an awful person he was and he couldn't even blame you seeing as much as how he has hurt you he felt so guilty for making you feel this way , he loved you he truly did, he could never ever replace you , you where his main reason he hasn't done anything to hurt himself. Wonbin let you go and you saw tears in his eyes and tears rolled down his beautiful face he apologized for everything he had put you through and how he never meant for this to happen you where the love of his life and you should never feel any different. He loved you and will make an effort to let you never forget that.

Seunghan he was reckless and you where a neat freak. You kept cleaning up his messes and he was nagging you about that. The nagging turned into you and him switching opinions which lead to you both misunderstanding situations to both of you now yelling at eachother . He got up from his seat and towered over you he was quite taller than you and bigger than you and the angry look on his face scared you, you backed away a little your face changing to one of fear he pinned you to the nearest wall and roughly kissed you, it was too intense for you so you pushed him away he apologized as he saw the tears in your fear full eyes , he hugged you and apologized again and again whispering sweet nothings into your ear until you calmed down and finally hugged him back and reassured him that you are fine and that he is okay and did nothing wrong and you loved him more than he could ever imagine

Sohee you where working on your laptop while Sohee watched videos on his phone, he missed you and wanted to cuddle with you but you where always so busy and it made him feel lonely at times. He stops the video he was watching and walks over to your shared bed that you where on he laid beside you brushing off the fact that you didn't even notice that he was in the room he tried moving closer to you but you rejected his cuddle offer which made him sad. He proceeded to start complaining about you always working all the time and barely spending any time with him which you protested that you had to work or else you'd get fired and he must be grateful instead of complaining so much and he must leave you alone. That hurt his feelings and he turned to his side and silently cried himself to sleep but you noticed it and felt terrible, you put your laptop on the desk beside your bed and pulled your boyfriend close to you letting him cry on you as you ran your hand softly through his hair and whispered sweet nothings into his ear until he fell asleep

Anton you knew he did not like it when you ignored his opinions or had misunderstood something he had done to be honest Anton did not have the energy to argue with you so he would just stare at you and ask '' are you done'' after you had rambled on and on about something you could have just talked about .At times Anton would just walk away when he senses you are about to talk/ complain about some mistake he had done this caused him to avoid you more often which made you feel stupid and one day you walked up to him, he was about to walk away but you grabbed his hand and when he looked down at you , you where looking at the ground, he looked concerned ,you apologized which made him even more confused, you look up at him and continued apologizing for giving him reasons to avoid you ,he smiled and hugged you finally you where his again

[autisticempathydaemon]

this took too much unnecessary courage to send haha </3

What song are you fixated on at the moment? What lyric or verse, and why?

- A loving feeling by Mitski ( Holding hands under a table Meeting up in your bedroom Making love to other people Telling each other it's all good )

What is your Enneagram type?

- INTP 5w4 !

Do you love gargantuan Youtube video essays, and if so, which is your favorite and why?

- I do<3 i just like space things in general, I find it neat!!

Tell me about your childhood imaginary friend.

- didn't have one, I spent most of my childhood people watching and watching stuff on the TV

What is your go-to way to fall asleep?

- hugging a spare pillow next to my dog :) (i love my dog)

If you had to change your name, what would it be, and why? (In tandem, if you have changed your name, why did you pick that one?)

- I changed my name because it felt nice when people ( my friends ) referred to me as it and made me feel more comfortable with who i am in general !!

What is your favorite of Redacted’s audios, and why?

- I love all of them but if I had to pick I think I'd have to go with Huxley and Damien's valenweek 2024 audio. I could feel my stomach turning throughout and falling into the vulnerability, seeing the misunderstanding playing out. When there is so much love, so much love for one another, one's insecurities can rear its ugly head so loudly</3

What Redacted boy holds no appeal to you, and why? Like, not the one you hate but the one who you don't get the hype for. (I won't judge, I promise.)

- im so sorry but i just dont get the hype wit vega n blake.

Tell me about that one book/movie/tv show you know all the words to.

-.. im not into any of those 😭 I get overwhelmed when I use my eyes too much so I just stick with Audiobooks, podcasts, etc (OUUUU I LOVE THE MAGNUS ARCHIVES SO MU)

Which Redacted boy are you platonically attracted to? Like- forget dating, which dude do you want to be your best friend?

- Caelum. I wanna give him the biggest hug I could ever muster. I wanna draw pictures with Caelum. I wanna make friendship bracelets with Caelum. I WANT CAELUM AS MY BFF 😓

Do you have a go-to thing you ramble about when you’re tired, and if so, what is it? (For example, my boyfriend knows I’m ready to sleep when I start talking about space.)

- I don't talk when I'm tired, I just go completely nonverbal and just lay in my bed with no lights on until i doze off !!

Tell me about your favorite playlist at the moment.

- it's just a mix of my favorite artists and music that make my brain feel fuzzy:3 (mitski, cas, matt maltese, david bowie, TV girl, msi, the rare occasions, etc)

What’s your guilty pleasure media, and why?

- horror movies (found films). Specifically 'As Above, So Below'. The movie is SO good but it'll keep me awake all night</3

So there’s quite a few reasons I like this match, but two of the most compelling to me are your Enneagram and INTP. The Logician/Philosopher combo makes you a good fit for Avior.

These personality types give me the impression of someone introverted with a curious and unique nature who thinks more than they necessarily say; this would intrigue Avior. I think once he gets to know you, he’d really love to hear all your thoughts and talk with you, and find out what’s going on up in your head. Yet, your chipper nature is a pleasant contrast to his more sardonic, sarcastic temperament. You’d lighten him up and make him smile.

Even in your weird, little Aligherian prison, I think y’all would get along and have fun in your own ways. You’re a big fan of space; who better to tell you about it than a member of a magical species all named after stars? He could show you another section of the cosmos every night. When out of hell, you could have the opportunity to show him things instead. I’m personally delighted by the idea of Avior enjoying The Magnus Archives, so I will not let this headcanon go for anything. (I think he enjoys the metatextual nature of the Fears and hilariously relates to Jon and Martin in Season 5 iykyk)

Song:

There's nothing you or I can do so let the stars fall/ 'Cause from up here the sky's my thoughts and we're all so small/ We're all so/ My heart and the earth share the same rule/ It starts with love and it ends with you/ But don't go outside, it's dangerous tonight/ Without me right here by your side

I can’t quite pin down Avior’s music taste, I’ll admit, but you strike me as a possible Cavetown fan, so I hope you like this pick. I just couldn’t resist a sweet, cute love song titled Meteor Shower for you two, you know? It gives hopeful vibes, like the two of you knowing you’ll make it out and dreaming of that coffeeshop.

Runner-ups:

David is a runner-up for you, because your personality Types lowkey give Introverted Angel, you feel? David would like that, buuuut I want someone nicer and Space-aligned for you, so not him. Ivan is my favorite runner-up for you because you would be his type and because the two of you being horror buffs together is a very fun, silly idea to me.

note: I hope you enjoy your match-up 💜

Read this post and send me an ask if you’d like a match-up of your own! 💌

[celestie0]

ellie, who are your favorite writers?

ouuuu im assuming u mean fanfic writers? :”) i dont read too many fanfcs tbh so i don’t have the biggest list haha but i have to mention some of my m00ties <33

@quinnyundertow quinny writes for jjk! she has a rly great fanfic on ao3 called “when i catch you gege” it’s where reader gets isekai’d into the jjk universe n omg i’m getting caught up w it slowly but it sooo much fun. she’s has another one too called “sanity’s last stop” it’s an asylum jjk fic n im alr hooked just one chapter in ugh i’d def check her out 🫶🏼💕

@lostfracturess nici also writes for jjk n she has a beauutiful (also v angsty but it hurts so good 😩) gojo x reader story called “symptoms & causes”!! it’s a medical au and it’s sooo amazingly well written i���m so hooked on it and its a massive rec for the gojo girlies. i did a no spoiler review of the fic here

@sykostyles carlile doesn’t write for jjk but i just had to shout her out since her writing is so good <33 she writes for harry styles n im not a big harry girlie but her writing be givin me butterflies regardless loool so i very much rec if you’re in that fandom as well :)

thank u for the ask my dear 🫶🏼💕

[youretoomuchweretiger]

be the cowboy belongs to susie campbell

let me explain.

geyser: this song isn’t about joey or sammy or anyone else. this is about alice angel. this is about her being alice angel. being alice angel is all she wants, the thing that she can’t be without.

why didn’t you stop me?: if you ship susie and someone else, this song works perfectly. her and sammy? perfect. her and joey? perfect.

old friend: her a joey. look i don’t ship them, but i definitely think something happened between those two. he CANONICALLY takes her out for lunch. he also canonically replaces her with allison. i think you get what i’m trying to say when i say this song is them.

a pearl: this one is probably the one that works the least for her tbh only because i don’t see there being anyone who actually likes her for the right reasons.. look i love susie and sammy as much as the next person but i honestly see them as more of a fling… i mean the song would work really well for her if she had a canon love interest (other than like joey drew)

lonesome love: HER AND JOEY. all these songs are just her and joey. look i actually hate them together but that doesn’t change the fact i think they were canon. susie was in a very venerable state and joey is a very manipulative man. it was not a good situation but one that i still very much think occurred.

remember my name: yeah this song just screams susie. i don’t even think i need to explain it. this song is just so susie campbell.

me and my husband: from what we know, susie was not married, therefore this song doesn’t work THAT well. however, if you, like me, believe that her and joey were at one point together than you can see how this song would work for their relationship, at least from susie’s point of view.

come into the water: i mean this could work for her and joey or her and sammy. it could be super cute if you ship her and sammy, or really sad and a bad situation if it’s about her and joey.

nobody: the susie kinnie in me is crying. i have a fun little headcanon that after allison got the part of alice angel susie shut herself out from everyone out of fear of them all hating her, which just made them all think she needed space, while she just felt like they all didn’t care to check up on her ha ha ha

pink in the night: i mean i used to be a hardcore sammy and susie shipper and this fits them a little do well. now i’m sad.

a horse named cold air: to be honest, i don’t have the energy to analyze this song. just imagine susie transforming into alice ouuuu

washing machine heart: here we are folks the most susie campbell song on this album. i don’t even need to explain. this was literally the first song on my susie campbell playlist ever. why not meeee why not meeee

blue light: another song i don’t have the energy to analyze i am getting sleepy, but it’s fineeeee. just pretend i said something profound about her and joey.

two slow dancers: i don’t care if you don’t ship her and sammy imagine twisted alice and ink sammy to this song you will cry.

also i am tired and not proofreading this so accept many mistakes

[mint-yooxgi]

I am whore [for HC], so my favorite scene would have to be everyone in the movie theater watching MC with Jongho and Woo. That had me fanning myself for an hour afterwards. All in all though, love your writing and your choices. Thank you for such fantastic work!!

Ouuuu yeah, that was a really fun scene to write!! Thank you so much for reading!!

[thefunniestguy]

Got any thoughts about Minerva ? I’ve been thinking ab her lately :] /nf

OUUUU YEAYEA , I LOVE HERRR !!!! I also ,,, need to draw her , but !! hmm , where do i even start ,,,, /pos

SO !!!! OK OK , !!!!! Minerva is ,,, man , such a great person. I know one of the guys who worked on AT said her wanting to help was essential to Finn's hero role , which i LOVE . I also love her selflessness ,,,,,, her being willing to upload her mind to a computer in order to keep helping people is ?? insane ??? like , just thinking ,,, man , she had to be partially against the concept at least ??? living forever sounds fun at first , but ,,,,,, tbh is living on the islands really doing much living at all ? /hj /lh NAH BUT ,,, i dunno , something about her being willing to work for forever ,,, just cos she's got a hero's heart and is a really sweet , caring person in general . i mean you kinda HAVE to be in order to fall in love with martin ,,, or maybe he just had that ,,,,,,,, conman charm idk - /lh /hj

OHOH AND !!!! i feel like i've seen people say they didn't like the whole ,, pacing of her going from overprotective to not , BUT i personally just ,, appreciate that it happened ?? tbh i don't remember the pacing too well , tho i had thought it maybe was a bit rushed , but HONESTLY ? i'm just glad she changed her mind !! /gen I was really worried she'd be like martin ? not LIKE martin , but like him in the fact that "ouuugh here we go with awful parenting" /lh so really ,, in the end , the pacing didn't bug me too much - i kinda just accept "welp , it's still a cartoon w 10-ish minute episodes" HEHE ,, /lh

ANYWAY YEAH !!! I also ? i mean , after ,, however many years of living on the island where it's basically programmed (no ,,, no pun intended) in their mind that the island is the only safe place ?? i'm proud of her for letting finn go <3 and also glad for the fact that she didn't force finn to get in the . chamber whatever . she was just kinda like "ok son" which ,, is far better than "no son haha you're . getting in the chamber" that , i'm sure plenty of things pull /lh ALSO ON THAT NOTE , HER JOY WHEN SHE SEES FINN AGAIN ,,,,, KINDA MAKES ME WANNA CRY /POS jake crying after she explains her story is ,,, mecore

ALSO ANYWAY ,,,,, gonna add that some of my facts / opinions may b off , since it's been a while since i watched islands , and i haven't gotten around to rewatching it yet !! BUT i need to rewatch it ,,,,,,,,

[scarasun]

!! okay

24. I LITERALLY DONT KNOW ANY HANDS LIKE THIS EXCEPT 1D AND I DONT LISTEN TO THEM

29. 😭😭 okay head me out this is actually in my playlist because it’s so nostalgic but

the song from shrek ITS GOOD ON ITS OWN TOO!!

14. BAHAHHAA OMG THIS ONE A SONG IMMEDIATELY POPPED INTO MY HEAD

i am OBSESSED with this movie it’s actually my favorite of all time. i can go on and on about it shkshdj

for you, 21, 7 and 3!!

go ahead and rant about the trailer :p IM EXCITED RO HEAR YOUR RANT i’m super curious + omg remember to take care of yourself and take breaks yeah? take time for yourself <333

OUUUU I LOVEEE TANGLED IT'S MY FAVORITE DISNEY MOVIE 🙏🙏🙏 FLYNN RIDER >>> EVERY OTHER DISNEY PRINCE FR

ok ok lemme answer yours (utc):

21 - a favorite song with a person's name in the title

hey jude - the beatles (i've linked the youtube video because i prefer the concert version over the 'clean' spotify version - dw there's no cursing, it just feels more natural)

7 - a song to drive to

no explanation other than the fact that it's vibey 🤷‍♀️

3 - a song that reminds you of summertime

also no explanation,,,i think the title explains my choice well

AHH this was actually so much fun! if you don't mind going again, you can go ahead and do 5, 13 and 23!

+anyways about the 3.1 trailer,,,IT WAS SO GOOD I AM SO HYPED FOR THIS UPDATE 😭😭😭 DOTTORE WAS THERE BUT ALSO SCARA??? HE LOOKED SO GOOD SFJFJD I WAS REMINDED ONCE AGAIN OF WHY IM A SCARA SIMP 🙏🙏

ok but the other characters look really cool too? candace is really pretty,,,and cyno's voice is absolutely amazinggg (his eng va did a really good job imo). anyways are you pulling for anyone in the future?

+ take care of yourself too 😵 today i had my first official day of school and i enjoyed the classes, i just had to do a lot of walking. i hope your work is doing amazing too!

[sensitively-taken]

chai, ceylon, flowering!!

first off i have to say a very big Sorry rain for answering this so late 😭 i’ve been meaning to get to this but as we can see i’m only just getting to it 😕 anyways! tysm for sending in an ask for my (very old by now) tea ask game 💓 these are actually some pretty good questions i had to scratch my head for

chai: where do you want to travel next?

this is a really hard question for me 😭 bc i don’t have any real, strong desire to travel anywhere. and it’s not cause i don’t enjoy travelling (i mean there are some parts i don’t like ofc) but i really do enjoy it & i’m one of those people who’d like to get to everywhere at one point in my life. i think that’s why i can never really answer this question because so many places pop up in my head but it’s not like i REALLY wanna travel there rn. it’s just that i have hopes i’ll get there one day.

rambling aside, the most realistic/next trip i’ll go on is prolly gonna be some sort of europe escapade 😹 prolly when i’m older so i can actually have fun w it but i haven’t been to europe + the continent has a lot of history so i’m kinda excited for that!

ceylon tea: do you have a song you like, but have bad memories with?

more than i would like tbh 😭 like there are some songs i now associate w a fucked up/bizarre thing the artist did which just puts me off their whole discography but songs that have been ruined by actual people i know is very few, but also deeper. that’s why i don’t rlly share some of my fav songs w ppl anymore. cause after not being able to listen to songs i actually rlly love bc of one or two ppl, i told myself i’d never let that happen again

flowering tea: what is a movie you can always watch?

ouuuu this is a really good question! in terms of movie genres, i’m down to always watch a classic romcom or chickflic, something that doesn’t make my head hurt too much 😭 but some movies i keep coming back to, especially recently are spirited away, howl’s moving castle, venom, and the barbie movies. i know the first two are a given and the last is nostalgic but i have no explanation for venom other than:

like...

i love him 😭

[xpeachesncream]

please could you make taehyung jealous for the next perfectly wrong drabbles? 👉👈

perfectly wrong | drabble [3]: if it’s one thing taehyung truly has a love-hate relationship with, it’s the fact that you have such a sweet, kind and warm demeanor towards everything and everyone.

word count: 1.8k

warnings: pretty fluffy, implied sexual content, cussing, tae is petty but also pouty

notes: feel free to send requests like this to my inbox and i will get to them! it may not be right away but i promise i’ll take a look. it can be for anyone in the perfectly wrong series. same thing goes for off the grid. however, please note that there are certain things i won’t write about - extreme mental/physical/verbal abuse (we’re all about fun, lighthearted pettiness here and nothing serious), threesomes, orgies, any extreme, intense smut because i’m still not used to writing smut like that. basically anything that you might be uncomfortable with or wouldn’t do in real life, i most likely will feel uncomfortable too and will not write about it! pls keep that in mind, thank you! love you all tons! 💗

Taehyung will not hesitate to let people know that he's your man and your man only. You thought he might have learned from the entire Jungkook situation, in which in a sense he has; he no longer acts weird about how close you and Jungkook are, but that doesn't mean he doesn't get jealous outside of that bubble.

He was the campus fuckboy, after all. He knows the capabilities of the boys here. He knows the intentions of the majority. He's familiar with the stupid little games boys play. If anything, he helped play a role in the stupidity of many boys on campus. He was a champion, the walking fuckboy 101 bible - they wanted to be Taehyung and they did everything to follow his ways.

So, when he's ordering coffee and sees a guy trying to lay his sweetness on you, getting all googly-eyed and licking his lips like you're his last meal on Earth, he doesn't like it one bit because he knows that look. He's been there before, especially with you. It doesn't help that you're super approachable, welcoming anything and anyone into your arms like you're some kind of saint.

The anonymous dude [Taehyung can't tell from afar] apparently cracks a joke, because you're entertaining it and playfully shoving him aside. You're beaming from ear to ear, tears almost streaming down from whatever joke he's telling you.

You hadn't laughed like that with him in awhile, nor has he seen you smile so big like that. Obviously, it's the jealousy talking. You loved Taehyung more than anything, and he was the only one who could make you feel the way that you do.

"The fuck?" He mumbles to himself.

"Here's your coffee, Tae." The barista says softly behind the counter, her gaze going between him and the scene. He can't keep his eyes off of this interaction, praying to the heavenly being above that the boy will get the hint and leave before Taehyung can get there. But he doesn't. He continues to crack jokes or whatever the hell he's doing to make you laugh the way that you're laughing. You rest your chin on your palm as you look at the dude in front of you, head tilted, looking all cute and shit and you don't even know it. Tae's eyes widen when he sees you place a hand on his shoulder and give it a gentle squeeze.

"T-thanks, could you actually just toss it in a to go cup, please? I think we're gonna head out instead." He dug his hands in his pockets as he keeps watch, the barista silently doing as asked. Taehyung quickly grabs the coffee and heads out to where you're seated, the dude still all up on his woman like he had been waiting for the right opportunity to pounce on her ass all day.

"Wow, are you serious? Christian that's hilarious, I'm sorry. Maybe you should have gone for that installment instead. Either way, I think it'll look amazing. It'll look so good when you finish it." He hears you reassuring ol' dude. You look up to see Taehyung slowly approaching, his forehead furrowed like some kind of angry, old man waiting for kids to get off of his porch. Curls all defined and fluffy, he didn't look intimidating to you one bit - but Christian squirms in his seat, finally catching the hint that Taehyung was not happy about him sitting that close to you with his arm brushing up against yours. Taehyung's eyes were piercing right through him, colored lenses intensifying the look.

"S-sorry, I was about to—"

"No, please stay. Let's all gather around and talk about each other's day." Taehyung sarcastically scrunches his nose and does a shimmy to show that he's actually not fucking playing right now and Christian better know what's good for him.

"I was just asking her for some advice on art class." He stands to nervously dust himself off. Now, if it's one thing you know too well, it's how petty Taehyung gets when he's jealous. You quietly sit there, a little hot and bothered with how Taehyung is acting, but you also want to laugh at how people really find Taehyung so intimidating. If you all only knew how much of a baby bear he was behind closed doors.

"Cute. You do know the fucking art room is two steps behind you, right? You know, where the professor usually is at." He steps forward, jaw slightly clenching.

"Look man, I really didn't mean any harm." Taehyung nods. "I was just about to leave."

"Don't forget to pick up your googly eyes from the floor." Taehyung shoots him a finger gun and clicks his teeth. "Wouldn't wanna misplace those for the next time you try and use them on my girlfriend again." Christian leaves without saying anything else, causing you to snort.

"What was that about?" You chuckle.

"Let's go." He sternly says, handing you the cup of coffee.

"I thought we were gonna sit and drink this here?"

"Or we can just sit and drink this at home." You hurriedly get up to follow him as he starts walking towards the car.

"Are you really that upset?"

"Are you really that upset?" He mocks your tone as he continues to walk to the car.

"Real mature, Kim Taehyung." He looks over his shoulder to glance at you with those eyes before looking back at the car. He silently opens the door for you, avoiding all contact. You silently giggle to yourself because even though he could get annoyingly petty like this, he still found ways to be a gentleman and cater to you. You watch as he plops into the driver's seat, sipping his coffee as he stares out at the campus. "Tae, what are we doing?"

"You wanted to sit and drink this here, right?"

"You're annoying." You roll your eyes and sit back. Was he really doing this right now? Taking your ass to the car to enjoy your coffee, away from people?

"Says the one who was all it'll look so good when you finish it. Ouuuu, either way it'll look amazing." He mocks your tone. "If anything, you're the annoying one, acting all cute when you know these dudes have it out for you. Since when do you shower people with compliments like that? I thought I was the only one."

"No, they don't, Christian is just a good friend from class and I was just trying to help give him some solid advice."

"Oh, so he's a good friend now?" He raises his eyebrow. "Jungkookie is a good friend. Hoseok is a good friend. Yoongi is a good friend." He counts on his hand, showing you the three fingers he has up. "Where's Christian at? I don't see him on that list. Christian is not a good friend." He puts his hand out as if he's waiting for your response. "Wooooow, it's quiet, no back talk, ey?" You put his hand down. Did I tell you he was also a comedian at best?

"Babe, stop." You pout, but he shakes his head. "Why are you acting so jealous right now?"

"Cause! The way you were all smiley and laughing with him. Praising him. Playfully pushing him and shit. You barely do that with me."

"You have got to be kidding. I've done that with you time and time again, I barely spend time with anyone else but you. You always make me laugh and you always make me smile, much more than anyone else."

"A-and you were like squeezing his shoulder so sweetly. You had this soft touch when it came to him even though he was looking at you like he was thinking some foul shit. You just— You just give it so easily."

"Baby." You chuckle. "Okay, that's just way too far."

"I know it all too well. I know a boy's brain like the back of my hand. So yeah, we're enjoying this coffee in here whether you like it or not." He furrows his eyebrows. You give him a moment to calm down before you reach over and caress his cheek. He welcomes your touch and you can instantly feel him relaxing as you continue to touch him gently.

"You're too cute."

"No." He pouts.

"Taehyung, you know I love you. And you know you're the only one who can make me feel all sorts of ways - one being happy and incredibly giddy from your lame jokes."

"They're not lame."

"They're lame." You joke as you scrunch your nose. "But that's what makes them unique to you. I wouldn't have it any other way. And on top of that, you know I can never stop smiling around you no matter the circumstance. Like now." You smile at him because honestly, he was being too fucking cute and you wanted nothing but to cuddle him at home. He had such a jealous side to him that little things ticked him off, but you knew he cared and just wanted you to himself. You couldn't help but feel the same, hence the girl at the mall being all flirty with him.

"Honestly, you're gonna be the death of me." He looks at you, his cheek falling deeper into your touch while you giggle. "Seriously, it's not funny. You had me experiencing heart palpitations when you touched him like that, it's not a joke."

"Relax." You chuckle. "You're dramatic."

"You wanna talk dramatic?" He looks at you. "She got all flirty with you when she walked off and you didn't even say anything!"

"Okay, I get it!"

"Mhm." He wiggles an eyebrow. He begins to start the car and pull off, the ride pretty silent. You knew he just needed a moment to get over himself, so as soon as you step into your apartment, you put your things aside and throw your arms around him.

"Babe." You plant kisses all over his face.

"Mmm, no—" He says in between kisses. "You— don't— get to do that—- and expect to— win me over— just like that."

"Uh huh. Yet, you're still kissing back." You say, pushing him towards your room. All you had planned was just to cradle your big baby and cuddle him until he felt better. You've learned that's how Taehyung gets over most things. Truly.

"Y/N, I'm not joking." He lays on his side after tossing his keys and phone on your night stand. He throws his hood over his head, while you throw yourself onto him, being the bigger spoon.

"Hey." You forcefully turn him around to make him face you. He does nothing look at you, allowing you to place a soft, passionate kiss on his plump lips. He gives into it, deepening it while tugging you closer to him. "You know I only have eyes for this handsome guy right here, right?" You boop the mole on his nose.

"Good, cause I want you all to myself. Stop being such a fucking saint. Be mean for once. I know you can do it, since you always catch an attitude with me." You laugh.

"Whatever, Taehyung. If that makes you feel better."

"Good." He smirks. "Come here. I'm trying to show you that you're mine and only mine." He wraps his arms around you and snuggles tightly against your body until you hear him softly snoring into your chest.

[mumrikpaws]

this is so vague, sorry I don't have anything more specific but do you have any thoughts about snorkmaiden's path to self-realisation and what changes she'd need to face to develop as a character? (beyond just dumping moomintroll I mean sdhfgd)

OUUUU interesting question! I keep having to remember that the Snorkmaiden I write/play is a bit different from the one in the show, so... I guess I'll just talk about that?

I think the biggest difference is that my Snorkmaiden is more likely to go with the flow. As I get more and more into Spring Trio (especially realising how much a polyamorous relationship would benefit Snufkin), a large difference is her accepting that Snufkin's gonna be an intimate part of her and Moomintroll's lives, whether that's romantically or platonically. I genuinely can't fault a female character for being bold and brash enough to know exactly what she wants and deserves and going after it. What that means in most cases, however, is some amount of compromise, and I think once Snorkmaiden compromises, she can get everything she's ever wanted. It's what she deserves. I love Snorkmaiden. She's a princess and I adore her.

Sorry if that's not entirely what you asked! ;o; I just had a little fun with this 'un

[kimnjss]

Ouuuu ok so following up in the non idol BTS scenarios, how would you feel like they would be if they had no choice but to let a girl become their last roommate 🤔 any rivalries, love interest, casual fxcking or bff’s in the making?

I personally feel like out of all of them jk would be the one who BARELY talks to yn but would carry tasks out for her in silence maybe

first of all, living with them would be lit as fuckkk! let me break it down with what i think and of course y’all feel free to weigh in !!

NAMJOON - okay so joon would definitely want to fuck you when you first moved in, but he’d be too concerned with doing it right and not making things awkward that he’d feel like he missed his chance. (which is FALSE, all he’d have to do is give you that look). 

buuut! you guys would end up just being wicked close. he’d take you out with him when he went on his little ‘namjooning’ adventures and you’d have like a ton of pictures together in nature. oh! and you’d be able to go to him for advice whenever you felt stuck and he’d always know what to say!

JIN - you and jin would get along literally right away. he’d want to make you feel as comfortable as possible and make sure that you had your own space everywhere. he’d also be the one keeping everyone else from using your toiletries, even though you didn’t really mind it.

you guys would hang out the most out of everyone else in the house. whether it was him showing you how to play his new favorite game or sitting around and bingeing whatever show on netflix, screens and the two of you went hand and hand.

YOONGI - it would take yoongi the longest to warm up to you, but not because he didn’t like you or anything angsty like that. he’d simply just take his time with deciding whether or not he wanted to be close with you or just cordial, which is completely fine. 

once he was coming around, though, the time you to spent together was always more quiet than chaotic. you guys weren’t the closest out of everyone, so you didn’t talk much. it would usually be him doing his thing in a room and you doing your thing n the same room and not really interacting. though, whenever he cooked you’d be nearby playing his personal taster.

HOSEOK - you two would click instantly. questions on whether or not your the same person, because you had so much in common and you were just able to vibe together right off the bat, no matter what it was you were doing.

it would be to the point where you couldn’t see one of you without seeing the other, like best friend shit like that. you’d always be the first person he’d ask to tag along when he was going out and the same for when you. grocery shopping together was very high up on your list of things to do together, even if you walked out with everything you didn’t need and nothing you did.

JIMIN - jimin would think you were alright... but that’s pretty much it. he wouldn’t be all that interested in becoming close to you for no reason other than he wouldn’t feel like it. he’d never be rude to you or anything, always respectful when you spoke... y’all just weren’t best friends.

if you two were ever left alone, you wouldn’t be lmao. one of you would make an excuse to go do something else instead of just sitting awkward around each other. buut! when you were all hanging out in a group it was fun. conversations would flow better with the two of you when other people were around.

TAEHYUNG - so, taehyung would do what namjoon had planned to do when you first moved in. he wouldn’t care much about doing it right and ruining a potential friendship, he’d think you were hot upon first setting eyes on you and would make his move that night.

most of your time spent together was spent fucking, making out or getting redressed. you didn’t really have a relationship with him outside of that. you knew that he was funny and a really great friend, you just got to see that side of him and it was a bit too late now.

JUNGKOOK - and you’re one hundred percent right about jungkook! he’d think you were cool and would want to be friends with you, would have every intention to build a friendship... but he’d start to develop a crush on you instead. nothing he could help, you were cute and really nice to him so it sort of just happened.

it was very rare for the two of you to hang out alone, but when you did it would mainly be because he was going to the gym and you asked to go with him. which was horrible for his routine, he wouldn’t be able to concentrate at all. he’s too polite when it comes to you, though, so he’d never tell you he’d rather not have you come along.

[navalcriminalimagines]

from NYC to DC

request: I was hoping to request a Barbra x reader where the reader and him have a really bad break up (honey make it angst asf I’m in the mood for that atm lmao don’t know why ) and they transfer because of it to NCIS (ouuuu cross over ) and they are happy and with her son/daughter.

author’s note: anon, again, thank you for your request!!! i hope you’ll have as much fun as i had writing this! that’s definitely not how i pictured it at first but inspo kept coming along the way!! maybe... just maybe, if you guys want it, i could make this a series... if you’re interested :) 

words: 4,840

warnings: making out, slight smut, betray, cheating

tags: @averyhotchner​

6 weeks.

6 weeks since you and your husband hasn’t been intimate. And it was way too long for you.

You and Rafael had been together for almost 9 years, married for 5, with a 4 years old little boy. Your record with any sexual activity was 3 months and to be fair, it was after you gave birth to Eduardo.

It’s been 6 weeks now, you had no idea why and you couldn’t wait another day. When you arrived at the office, you let your boss know you were taking your afternoon off. There’s nothing your team can’t take care of, so he agreed.

Right after, you texted your mother-in-law Lucia, asking her if she could take Edu for the night, maybe until Sunday. The plan was not to leave the bed and your husband’s naked body until you had to.

Before going home, you stopped to buy some lingerie. Tonight needs to be perfect, and what’s better than surprising your husband with new spicy lingerie?

You spent the afternoon cleaning the apartment, cooking Rafael’s favorite Cuban dish and preparing yourself. You looked at yourself in the mirror, with the lingerie on, wondering if you were the problem. Is he not attracted to you anymore? Obviously your body changed after you gave birth, but it never seemed to bother him before. Why now? Rafael never left you this long without touching and kissing your body, letting you know how much he loves you and wants you. Why doesn’t he do that anymore? What’s wrong with you?

A bit before 6, you texted your husband, asking what time he’s coming home. That’s something you often do, so there would be no surprise there.

Dunno, 8 maybe. He answered. But you couldn’t until 8.

Edu’s asking for you... could you make it for dinner? You sent.

Sure :)

Perfect. You made last minute prep before he got there. You curled your long hair just like he loves it, you only had mascara on, to make your blue eyes look bigger. You heard him coming home and looked at yourself one last time in the mirror. If nothing happens, something’s really wrong, you told yourself.

Rafael had a confused look on his face. His son was nowhere to find, the apartment smelled like ropa vieja. Candles were lit, and a bottle of wine was waiting on the coffee table. “Y/N?” He called.

“Hey handsome!” You emerged from the hallway, with a smile on your face. You looked gorgeous. You had Rafael’s favorite green dress on, his heart sunk. He stopped breathing for a moment.

“Wait, what day it is?” He asked.

“No particular day, Raf, don’t worry,” you chuckled and walked to him. “Just want a nice night with my husband,” you put your arms his neck and kissed him softly.

“Love the sound of that,” he smiled. “Love the smell too,” he kissed you again.

“I made your favorite,”

He laughed, “I wasn’t talking about the food. Although it does smell good. But I meant your scent,” Rafael gently kissed your shoulder and you heard him breath in your scent, “Victoria’s Secret bare vanilla,” he said, with his head hide in your neck.

“Oh! Talk dirty to me,” you chuckled. When he emerged from your neck, you took a moment to look at him, at his face, his eyes, his mouth... “I miss you, Raf,”

His eyebrows clenched together. “I’m here, amor. Always been,” he said.

“I know. I-it’s just—“ you shook your head, “Nevermind. Wine?” You offered and he nodded.

The night began well. You had small talks over dinner, Rafael enjoyed the dish you made. “It gets better every time,” he told you. But things went south pretty quickly when you took him to the bedroom. You made him sit on the edge of the bed and started to undress in front of him. “¡Coño!” You heard him. You smiled and continued the show until you were in your lingerie. “New?” He asked and you nodded.

“You’re gorgeous,” he said. He sat on his lap and started to kiss him deeply. You felt his hands on your body and gosh how you missed his touch and his kisses.

You couldn’t feel his crotch growing between your legs. You didn’t think further about it first, and you laid him down on the bed. You unhooked his belt, undid his button and put his pants down. You softly touched him through the fabric, waiting for his cock to react. Still nothing. Rafael wasn’t looking at you anymore, he was focused on the ceiling, as if he was wanting for this to be over.

“You okay over there?” You asked, a bit worried.

“Yeah, yeah. Keep going,” he answered.

You did as he said. You freed his cock and went to suck him. You did everything you usually do but nothing. There was no reaction. “Rafael? Something’s wrong?” You were already frustrated and it was getting worse.

“Lo siento, amor. I don’t know what’s happening,” Rafael sat back on the bed and put his boxer brief back on. He had a very sad look on the bed. You were lost. Is he really not attracted to you anymore? You sat in front of him, held his hand and tried to avoid the tears that were threatening to come out.

“Talk to him, my love. Do you not want me anymore?” You asked.

“No! Of course not! I do,” he interjected.

“I want to believe you but—your body says otherwise,” you said. “It never happened before, no matter how exhausted you were,”

He sighed but stayed silent. You saw a single tear running down his cheek. You closed the gap between you and your husband and hugged him. Rafael had his face buried in your chest, and you felt he was crying. “Baby, tell me what’s going on, please,” you begged.

“I’m so sorry, amor,” he cried, “so sorry,” he repeated.

“What for? Tell me,” you softly grabbed his face in your hand and forced him to look at you. “What are you sorry for?” You asked again. Still crying, he opened his mouth to talk but closed it immediately. “Rafael, please,” you begged again.

“It meant nothing, Y/N. It was a stupid mistake, one terribly stupid mistake and I feel so bad,” understanding what it was trying to tell you, you let go off his hands, taking an inch away from him. Disgust was obvious on your face. But you couldn’t say anything, this can’t be true. It can’t be happening. “Amor, I swear—“

“Shut up!” You exclaimed. There was so many things going through your mind at this very moment, you didn’t even know where to begin. Your heart was beating so fast, you swore it was coming out off your chest. Rafael tried to grab your hands but you swapped them away.

“Who?” You choked up.

“Does it matter?”

You stood up and started to put your clothes back on. “You bet your ass it does! I wanna know who that bitch is! You’ll take care of your case later! But don’t put your hopes high, you ruined our fucking marriage!”

“No, no!” Rafael interjected and jumped from the bed. He grabbed your arms to stop you from putting a sweater on. Your whole body was shaking from anger. Rafael saw something in your eyes he never saw before. Indeed, he knew he ruined the relationship. “There’s a way I can make you forgive me. It has to. We can’t—“

“We can’t what, Rafael?” You snapped. “End our relationship? Destroy our marriage, our family? I believe that’s what you did!” You pushed him aside so you could walk out of the bedroom. Rafael briefly lost his balance and found himself on the bed but he immediately went back on his feet and followed you. He grabbed you by your waist, preventing you from going further. He didn’t have time to say something, “I can’t believe I’ve been so stupid!” You weren’t really talking to your husband, but more letting your anger out, “Here I was, trying to understand what was happening. Asking myself why we didn’t have sex for weeks, thinking it was maybe my fault, that something was wrong with me, or with my body— I spent the entire afternoon preparing this night, so we could find each other again, so that it was just us. Just you and me—“ Rafael was holding you from behind, you didn’t have the strength to fight his grip. You were both crying, “I can’t believe you did this, Rafael. And for what? To empty your fucking balls?”

“I know I have no excuses,” Rafael had buried his head in your back, still holding you. He didn’t want to let go off you. He was scared that if he let you go, you would never come back. Maybe he was onto something. “I don’t know why I did it. I want to say it was because of alcohol, because I had a few drinks but, it doesn’t change anything, I know it,”

“You damn right it doesn’t,” you said, still crying. His hands were locked in your front, you took a look at his wedding band. How could he ruin your vows? Your promises?

“Please, amor,” this made you lose it. Being a federal agent makes you much stronger than him, so you didn’t struggle to get out off his arms.

“Do not ‘amor’ me, Rafael. You lost that right. You lost when you fucked that bitch. Hell, you lost it when your lips—“ you couldn’t finish your sentence. That thought of him with someone else makes you sick in your stomach. Rafael could see it on your face.

“I will do anything to make you forgive me, Y/N. I swear—“ he paused. “do you want me to get on my knees and beg for your forgiveness? Cause I’ll do it,” you saw him starting to kneel.

“Don’t even—“ you warned him and he stopped on his tracks. “We’ve been together for almost 10 years and you know me better than anyone. You know that cheating is a deal breaker,”

“Yes, I do. But—“ he tried.

“There’s no ‘but’, Rafael. I will never trust you again. I will never be able to look at you, to—kiss you or do anything, without thinking of what you did,”

“What does that mean?” He had this terribly sad look on his face, as if the world was ending. But it’s all on him. You can’t feel guilty about what you’re going to say.

“It’s over. We’re done,”

Rafael did beg for several minutes. At some point, he was getting so weak from the cries and the pain, he fell on his knees and held onto your waist. He apologized too many times you could count, he made promises, offers. He was willing to do anything so you could forgive him. But you couldn’t. Not now, not ever.

Neither of you slept that night. You couldn’t even look at him anymore. You didn’t know where to go, or what to do but you needed some fresh air. “Where you going?” Rafael asked when he saw you putting on your shoes.

“None of your damn business,” you slammed the door behind you.

After that, it all happened quickly. You did your best not to alarm your son but he noticed he wasn’t seeing his parents together anymore. You spent half your time at your best friend’s place. You focused on your job and your son, doing your best to avoid Rafael.

There was one thing you needed to know; who he cheated on you with. It didn’t take you long to figure out it was his coworker Olivia Benson. Rafael and you always made important not to mix professional and personal life, which is why you only met her a few times.

One night, you waited for her next to her car. You didn’t care she was a Lieutenant, and that you were in front of her precinct, just like you didn’t care when you saw that she wasn’t alone. Sonny Carisi was walking her to her car when you emerged from the dark.

“Mrs Barba, hey!” The detective greeted you, “if you’re looking for your husband, he’s not here. Also, what’s wrong with him lately? He’s been more annoying than usual,” he smiled.

“You’re about to find out, detective,” on those words, you didn’t think twice before throwing a punch right into Olivia’s jaw and nose. It put all your strength in it, she lost her balance and thankfully for her, Sonny caught her. Was he supposed to arrest you? What was happening? “Next time you want to screw up with an ADA, chose a single one. But don’t worry now, he fucking is,” you just said and left.

“Lieu, what do I—?” Sonny asked, confused.

“Let her go, Carisi,” Olivia answered, holding her bloody nose, “You better not say a single word about this. To anyone,”

“How’s my favorite New Yorker agent?” Tobias Fornell greeted you with a hug. All the people you work with notice that something was wrong but no one dared to ask. You met Tobias a few years ago on the job, you immediately hit it off and he became a close friend. So close that it’s in his arms that you let go your pain, and cried every tear you had left. “Not so great, apparently,” he whispered. Fornell let you cry and calm down in his arms. “Wanna talk about it?”

You explained everything during a coffee break. A part of him wanted to go find and beat the crap out of Rafael. He probably would have done it if you didn’t have a little boy with him. Edu doesn’t deserve to see his father with cuts and bruises.

“What do you want to do now?” He asked.

“I have no idea. I need some time away from New York I think. Everything here makes me thing of him and I—I can’t deal with it,”

“Will ‘some time away’ be enough? I mean—if you’re up for a big change, NCIS team is one man down,”

At first, you refused. You weren’t ready for a change that big... until you broke into tears in front of a theater on Broadway, where Rafael took you for your first date. You couldn’t stay in New York. So you called Tobias and asked if NCIS had found someone. They hadn’t.

Since the breakup, you just dropped Eduardo in front of the apartment’s door, waited for Rafael to open and immediately left. This time you got in, to your husband’s surprise. His hopes went straight back up. You asked your son to go into his bedroom for a moment so you could talk with Rafael.

“How are you?” He asked, not sure it was the right move.

“Let’s not do that. I just want to let you know I’m moving to DC. With Edu—“

“Wait, what? No, there’s no—“

“I’m not asking for your permission, Rafael. I’m telling you. You’ll see your son every time you want to, DC is just a 3 hours train ride, okay? I can’t stay here. Not only you ruined our marriage, our family but you also ruined New York for me,”

“I—I can understand that, Y/N. But DC? Can’t you move somewhere I can see my son right after work if I want to?”

“Work opportunity,” you answered.

“What if I want him to stay here with me? And that you’re the one to comes on weekend to see him?” Rafael was on papa bear mode. He starts to understand you won’t ever forgive him, and he’s willing to accept it, no matter how bad it hurts. It’s all on him. But taking his son away? That’s a total different thing.

“If that’s what you want, hire a fucking lawyer. I’m leaving next week,”

Before you left the apartment you and Rafael shared for years, the apartment where Edu spent the first four years of his life, you did something that broke his heart for good. You left your wedding band on the coffee table.

* * *

Fornell welcomed you and your son in his house until you found a place of your own. You had a babysitter on demand with Emily. Eduardo likes her a lot already.

“Who is she again?” Tony asked his boss.

“A friend of Fornell. She was a FBI agent in New York, and now she’s with us,”

“You owned him something?” 

Tony quickly regretted judging you without meeting you first. He didn’t like the idea of a complete stranger joining the team, but a few hours after your arrival, he knew he was wrong. You are lovable and you know your job. “Let’s go downstairs so you can meet Abby, Ducky and Palmer,” Gibbs told you and you followed him. Never in the world you had such a warm welcoming as the one Abby gave you. “I made this for you,” she offered you a sweater, “And Fornell told me your son loves to play to dress up, so I made him--this,” she showed off a dress that looked a little gothie. “It was one of my dress that I don’t wear anymore. I made a few adjustments and hopefully, it will suit--Eduardo?” 

“Yes, but everybody calls him Edu. When I call him Eduardo, he knows it’s trouble,” you chuckled and took the dress from her, “He is going to love it! Thank you so much, Abigail, you didn’t have too,” 

“Wow, she called me Abigail,” she said, looking at Gibbs. “Only Ducky does. But I can get used to it, coming from you too,” she smiled. 

The next day you showed her a picture of Edu wearing the dress. Indeed he was loving it, he asked to sleep with it. 

As you were looking for apartment, you realized you could actually make a dream of yours come true and buy a house. Your own house. New York didn’t give this opportunity. The houses the city had to offer didn’t look like real houses to you, that’s why you agreed with Rafael on buying an apartment on Park Avenue. But this was a new life. This is the time. You started to settle up, to know how much you could loan to the bank. Considering you had to buy every fourniture, a new car, and have something to eat in the fridge, it appeared impossible. For a moment you regretted no asking for an alimony and you growled at yourself.

“Everything okay over there?” you heard Gibbs asking from his desk. It was 9pm and you and him were the only ones left.

“Why are property prices so high?” you asked and you heard him chuckle.

“That’s why I’m glad I bought my house years ago,” Gibbs stood up and walked up to your desk. “Want to buy a place?” 

“I thought it could be the time, but when I see the prices, everything I have to buy and my salary--it doesn’t match,” 

“No alimony?” 

“Hell no. Rafael wanted to, at least for Edu, but I told him that if he wants to give money to his son, he can do it when he’s visiting and put it on his bank account,” 

“Your 4 years old has a bank account?” Gibbs smiled.

“For when he’ll be older, yeah. We never know what can happened,” 

Your boss took a quick look at your computer, “What about that house?” he said. You were looking for houses on sell online, you stopped on a house. Not for what it looked like but for the price.

“It’s a smoking ruin, Gibbs. I clicked on it because that’s the best I can actually pay for,” you showed him the pictures of the house. 

“With some handy work, we can make something of it,” he said.

“We?” 

“You, me, Fornell, and probably the rest of the team if you ask them,”

“That ain’t gonna happen,” 

Turns out, the next day when you arrived in the bullpen, everyone was there, looking at the screen. “’Grab your gear’?” you said, approaching your fairly new team. 

“More like ‘buy the house’,” Abby interjected. You understood and shoot a glare at your boss, who was smiling. “So--all the wood works definitely go to Gibbs, Bishop said she’s good with the painting. McGee and I can do the floors,” 

“I can take care of the bathroom, I redid ours,” Jimmy spoke up. 

“Autopsy gremlin--that’s very unexpected,” 

You watched them talking about the house for a moment. Your new team was planning to spend many weekends working a house you haven’t buy yet. Who are those people? You only met them weeks ago, and they are acting like...a family. That thought brought so many feelings inside you. You excused yourself and ran to the ladies room. “I got it,” Gibbs said the team and joined you. Thankfully there was no lady in there. You were crying over the sink and Gibbs gently took your hand and brought you in his arms. 

“What’s wrong, Y/N?” he asked. 

“That--what’s happening over there. It’s wrong,” 

“Gonna need a little more info,” 

You rise from his arms and looked at him, “There’s no way all of you are ruining your days off to help me,” 

“We want to,” he spoke for everyone.

“But--why? Why would you do that?” 

“Because that’s what families do, Y/N. Simple as that,” you looked down at your first, trying not to cry again.

“Rafael has been my only family, ever,” you confessed. 

“Figured that out. Let us become your new family,” 

You nodded, unsure of what is actually meant. “Damn you for reading my file,” Gibbs chuckled and invited you to go back to the team. 

After many appointments for weeks, the house was finally yours. And on the team’s first day off after you got the keys, everyone showed up in used clothes. “Let’s get dirty!” Abby exclaimed, getting in your house. It was yours. That’s something you never thought would happen. Especially after the past months. 

Ducky became the boss on that project. He made to-do lists and assigned the missions. Gibbs was in charge of the wooden floors, Bishop and Abby went painting upstairs. As he said, Jimmy assigned himself to the bathroom. Tony and McGee worked on the minor repairs, and you were the floating agent. Going where you were needed. 

In the afternoon, Tobias showed up with Emily and Edu. Your son was wearing a overalls with doc martens and a baseball cap above his long dark hair. His fashion choices never stop to amaze you. “Mami!” he jumped into your arms. “Is it done yet?” he asked, excitingly. 

“Oh no, baby! I told you we still have to stay with uncle Toby and Em for a while,” 

You never had someone close enough to you and your son so that Edu would actually call them “Uncle” or “Aunt”. Now that’s what he’s doing with the entire team. “Can I see my bedroom?” 

You took him upstairs to his future bedroom. Ellie and Abby were painting the walls. “Edu! I love your overalls,” Abby exclaimed.

“I love yours aunt Abby,” 

“Wanna help the girls, baby?” you offered and Edu happily accepted. You went downstairs, helping Gibbs with the floor and your son stayed with your coworkers. 

“I don’t want my room to be white!” 

“Oh don’t worry, sweetie! We have to paint it white first and then you’ll choose the colors you want,” Bishop told Edu.

“Purple and green,” 

“That’s an interesting mix,” Abby smiled.

“Mamiiii!” Edu came running to you, “I’m gonna have a disney wall in my room!” 

“What?!” 

“Aunt Ellie said so,” 

You looked at Bishop who was standing right behind and she explained that she has a friend that will do it. For free. How amazing are those people. 

For weeks, the entire team spent at least all their sundays working in the house. It was going really well. The house was becoming a home. Your home. Yours and your son. The guys were building the furniture you had already bought, Gibbs was taking care of the kitchen with Tobias, Jimmy was still working on the bathroom with Ducky’s help and Ellie and Abby was taking care of the final touches. Edu was having fun with Emily in the backyard. 

“Phone!” everyone heard Gibbs shouting. All the phones were on the kitchen counter and Tobias checked the one that was ringing. When he saw “Rafael” written on it, he called for you. You answered and went on the porch in front the house. 

“Mami and I just arrived in DC, we’re staying for the weekend. Can I pick up Edu?” Rafael asked over the phone.

“I--yeah sure. I’m sending you the address,” 

You and Rafael only talk for your son. Edu told him you have a new house but Rafael doesn’t know you actually bought it. Your husband hears a lot about the team, Edu is fond of them. On one side, he likes that Edu is enjoying living in DC and the other side, he hates it. He wishes you and his son would come back. That you would forgive him from cheating on you. 

For several weeks after you left, Rafael considered moving to DC too. To be close to his son obviously but also hoping it would make you change your mind, or at least realized he’s willing to do anything for you. But he came to the conclusion it was a bad idea. You moved to get away from him, he had to respect that. 

Rafael and Lucia arrived in front of your house. You noticed the car through the window and told Edu his father was there. The little boy ran from the backyard to his father and his grandmother. “I miss you so much, cariño,” Rafael said, holding his son tight. 

You went out of the house to greet your ex mother-in-law, “Hola mija, it’s good to see you,” she said. You hadn’t seen her since you left DC months ago. 

“Papi, I have a disney wall in my room! Wanna see it?” 

Rafael looked at you for approval and you gave it. The four of you walked inside the house. The first people Rafael saw, were Tony and Tim. Tony had his thumb in his mouth, “What the hell did you do DiNozzo?” you asked.

“He took his thumb for the screw,” Tim laughed and so did Edu.

“Oh, you think it’s funny, little cubano?” Tony told your son, playfully. 

“Uh-oh,” you heard Edu say. He knew he was in trouble. He started to run in the house, chased by Tony. “Sorry,” you mouthed to Rafael, who stayed silent. What the hell did he do? Not only he lost you but you changed, and his son too. He lost his family, for good. He watched his boy getting grab by a man with silver hair. The guy gave a gentle kick to the one that was chasing Edu. 

“Thank you uncle Gibbs,” 

“Always, my bud,” 

Being his over dramatic self, Tony was on the floor, holding his stomach. “Boss has a new favorite, I’m gonna die,” 

“Cause you thought you once were my favorite?” Gibbs snapped. 

“Bye cruel world,” Tony said, holding his chest and pretending to die. Edu took advantages of it and jumped on the italian agent. “Okay, I’m alive again,” 

You and Rafael were watching them until you felt his hand on your arm. You looked at him, “Can we talk outside, por favor?” he asked. You told Lucia to sit on a chair and you joined Rafael on the porch’s stairs. “You look good,” he started to say. “Not just physically. You look like you’re in a good place with your life,”

“I am,” you agreed. 

“I’m glad. If you’re happy, I’m happy,” 

“Go to the point, Rafael,” 

“I’m dating Olivia,” he confessed. 

“Son of a--” you exclaimed but realized the house’s door was open. “Are you fucking serious, right now?” 

“Why do you care? Which one are you dating? ‘Uncle Tony’? ‘Uncle Tim’? ‘Uncle Gibbs’? Huh?” 

You were furious. For many reasons. He was dating someone before you even did, and moreover, it’s the woman he cheated on you with. That’s the ultimate betrayal to you. 

“One second,” you showed your finger in the air and went back inside the house. You came back a moment later, followed by Gibbs. You dragged him outside the house and stood right in front of Rafael. You took a breath and kissed Gibbs. All teeth and tongues. Right under your husband’s eyes. Your boss definitely didn’t fight you. He actually deepen the kiss, holding you by your waist, making your body arch. 

Tony was the first to see it - of course - and he called Tim. They were like kids watching their dad kissing the new beautiful woman of the neighborhood. You and Gibbs broke apart when you heard Rafael calling for Eduardo. 

“We will definitely talk about that later,” Gibbs told you.

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🌹 ― a romantic memory.

💥 ― a memory you wish you’d forget.

🗝 ― a memory you never want to forget.

🌈 ― a memory you’re not sure actually happened.

🙊 ― a memory you don’t ever talk about.

(for Agent Stone, please!)

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🌹 ― a romantic memory.

Stone had been working overtime, on Valentine's day no surprise, he didn't have much to do today anyway, so this was simply more of what he could give his doctor today. A small yawn before he got up to go make the doctor his late evening drink, for today he decided on a Red Velvet Latte (and topped it off with a heart with a mustache) he smiled before he went over to Robotnik's office, peeking in to see the doctor swiping away at the screen "Good evening, doctor. Your latte" Stone walked over, placing it down on the table beside him. Robotnik looked over with a raised eyebrow, nodding "Thank you agent" he said before waving him off.

Stone gave a quick nod and smile before returning to his small office, simply checking some emails before he had to pack up. Before he heard a faint "buzzing" and "whirring" coming into his office, he looked up from the screen to see a little badnik fly into the room, holding a little card and... a rose? The badnik flew closer, to his side holding the little offerings. Stone blinked, looking at the card and rose it held and back up into the lens of the little robot. Before smiling and taking them with a small "thank you" placing the rose on his desk before opening the card as the badnik flew away, Stone's smile grew as he looked at the card, it had a simple design, some flowers on the corners, but in the middle read "thank you, agent" in his doctor's handwriting along with a gift card for his favourite restaurant.

💥 ― a memory you wish you’d forget.

Gloves? He was... unsure about them. He didn't hate them. He liked his doctor's gloves! Those were nice. On Robotnik anyway. He doesn't know why anymore. That was so long ago. But rubber gloves were something different. He didn't like them, almost... repulsed by them. He would never wear them, always walk past them, never bother looking at them on the shelves.

It was a reminder. "A reminder that my mother was disgusted by me and never wanted to hold me, would always put these on because she couldn't bear the thought of holding me before they simply put me in that alley and drove away"

A reminder. A silly one at that.

A reminder he wanted to forget. But he couldn't. Of course, it was nothing compared to what others, such as Robotnik, had been through, so why even worry about one little thing. It's nothing. It's pathetic. Obviously, as everyone had told him, it was nothing. He stopped talking about it whenever someone brought it up if he accidentally visibly looked off when someone tried getting him to wear them. Change the topic. Look professional. Just smile, Stone. Put on that perfect assistant attitude. Be what everyone wants you to be.

Just go through your day, like every day. Ignore it, put him first. You know your worth to him, that's all that matters...

🗝 ― a memory you never want to forget.

Seeing his doctor happy was always the highlight of his day. It always was, but when he was in a mood, he knew to keep out of the way, unless he was needed. Or if he could tell the doctor needed him. Right now, the doctor's mood was kind of a mix between him needing Stone and him wanting to keep to himself. Stone could manage. So he brought him his latte, taking a deep breath before he stepped into the room. His doctor faced the floating screens as he typed away, in his own little world, slightly tilting his head as he heard the agent approach before resuming his activities. "Your latte, doctor" A shrug and a nod. Stone simply stood there holding it out as he looked at the doctor's features, eye bags and his hair was more messy than usual... he cleared his throat "would you- like a comb?" he asked with his usual smile as he pulled out a small black plastic comb from his pocket with his free hand, offering it to Robotnik. A pause, before the doctor stopped what he was doing with a sigh, swerving in his seat and looked up at his agent with an annoyed expression. The scientist snatched the comb, quickly brushed down his hair and then looked at the cup Stone still held out, he quietly mumbled something before placing his hand on Stone's "thank you, agent" he mumbled. Stone's eyes lit up when he heard those words come out of his doctor's mouth, a small smile and nod They stayed like that for a few seconds, before he took the cup out of his hand and dismissed his agent.

Of course, doctor. I'll always be here.

No matter what.

🌈 ― a memory you’re not sure actually happened.

Stone had just walked in on one of Robotnik's dancing sessions, as always. His doctor was just lost in his own little world and Stone was happy to see it. He stood off to the side, nodding his head along to the music, he wouldn't tell him what he came here to say- Not yet- Or maybe he already knew, it didn't matter. Stone was just enjoying the moment and before he knew it Robotnik had grabbed his wrist and dragged him over, setting a quick but simple pace his eyes closed as he held his assistant close.

Stone was at a loss of words, as he felt like he was in a dream. Dancing with his doctor! A smile made its way onto his lips as he got lost in the moment, enjoying the music as he followed Robotnik's pattern but just as the song was ending he felt a hand lower on his back and then he slowly dipped him. Robotnik's eyes looked as blank as ever as Stone looked back up at him, the agent was unsure of what to do next, but he just stayed silent, looking back up at his doctor as he held onto his shoulder. The lights in his lab hopefully hiding his heating-up face.

This truly was a dream.

🙊 ― a memory you don’t ever talk about.

The gloves, the gloves his doctor had left him before his disappearance were something Stone would always cherish, much like the other things Stone managed to bring back to the base at the Café- But the gloves were something... Different. He knew his Robotnik wouldn't mind if he used them in his absence, after all, he needed to get things set up for his return. If he even did... But would Stone cherish them with every inch of his soul, he would put them away accordingly in a safe and secure place once he was done in the secret lab and not put them down once he'd get to work. One thing he really enjoyed about his job was designing some new outfits for his doctor, especially with these newer gloves his doctor had left (supposedly on purpose?). Everything came together so perfectly. He stood in front of the screen eyes absorbed by the beauty in front of him, swiping, swiping, swiping. He hadn't taken his eyes off of it for a minute to proud of his work, he hoped his own Robotnik would feel the same once he came back. Stone slightly tilted his head, before a thought came to mind, of all the things he could put the doctor in, what was one he was most curious about seeing him in?... Oh no-

Stone's face turned a slight shade of red before he gave a curious look at the screen. What would his doctor look like in... that? If he indulged in his... Fantasies?- So, Stone got to work, swiping, choosing some beautiful dark grey fabrics, maybe a little white choker and white apron-

Ohfuckohfuckohfuck- Stone immediately swiped his hands to turn off the program, looking away. With wide-open eyes as he slowly started to take off the gloves.

Taking a mental note to never bring that up to himself, ever again.