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horrormogai · 5 months ago
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Happy Black History Month !!
[PT :: Happy Black History Month]
So, to not fancify things, shit's been fucking weird and rough since the idiot and chief came back into power. Especially for the POC creators in our community. So here, we want to give a shout out to several black creators in our community who make beautiful labels and flags in celebration of this month!
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BIPOC Coiners ::
[PT :: BIPOC Coiners]
⛧ @vampitsm - An amazing coiner and creator, makes terms based around blackness as well as horror and vampire themes! Also just generally an awesome dude. ⛧ @psychsilk - Coiner who creates genuinely gorgeous flags, its understanding of color theory is just *chefs kiss* ⛧ @xyrthemost - Makes lovely terms, beautiful flags, and is a genuine lovely person to have in the community! ⛧ @mogaimagic - A blog I have been following for some time shey have been made some genuinely gorgeous flags and terms and sheir blog theme is so cute! Reminds me of magical girls :D ⛧ @edwardallenpoe - Has made the amazing black and intersex labels, hys Intersex Stud flag is one of my favorite intersex flags (I don't use it, I just think it's pretty) ⛧@clowncaraz-journal - Made the gorgeous flag term Soul that I think everyone should look at personally. I totally misread // didn't read well enough and that's totally on me, they did not create the term, simply posted it for others. Still a lovely creator to check out <3 The original coiner is pink parthenon on tiktok ⛧ @luniarii - Made the adorable Black Girlkisser flag and makes a lot of beautiful flags based around being sapphic! ⛧ @knwight - A new blog that makes genuinely really gorgeous flags, the kind of designs you'd love a sticker of. ⛧ @pixxiesticksys - A coiner who creates a lot of amazing labels targeted towards atypical dysphoria and reclaiming the slur "mutt"! ⛧ @silverrhythm - A new MOGAI blog to give support! The pokemon theme has my autism eyes staring at their blog <3 ⛧ @the-astropaws - A blog ran by two mods, one black and the other non-black POC. Makes some of the prettiest and loveliest terms <3
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BIPOC Archivers ::
[PT :: BIPOC Archivers]
⛧ @blkmogai - An archive for black and POC terms and creators! Run by @/vampitsm and @abandonedknowledge ⛧ @occuden-archive - One of many archives run by the black creator Eden! He also runs @vior-archive, @fnaf-terms-archive, @undertale-term-archive, @mates-friends-and-loves, @natiden-archive, @homesofhearts, @cookie-run-term-archive, and @xenintation! Be sure to check these archives out if you have an interest in these terms and tag them in anything you make under those terms <3
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Notes ::
[PT :: Notes]
This post is not about me, even though I'm the one making it, the only interaction I care about is the attention given to the users I have listed. I am a simple white boy from Detroit. I do not want you to listen to my voice, I want you to follow my finger as I point to the voices you should be listening to. Along with that, you may notice not many users are listed. I have noticed as well, and I feel that says something about this community. Something that leaves a sour taste in my mouth. I am not blind, I have seen how our community treats POC and it is honestly pretty damn abhorrent. Many users speak over POC voices or simply don't take it seriously. Rather than actively being anti-racist, a lot of people just put shit like "racists DNI" in their rentry's or carrd or anything and call it good. There is no active fight against racism here, simply a passive acceptance whenever it rears its head. If you reblog this post, if you interact with this or me in anyway, I want you to take the time to follow any of the coiners I've listed. POC deserve a space here too. You need to be more than just not racist, you need to be actively anti-racist. If you're a black MOGAI creator of any kind, please promo yourselves in the replies. I will do my best to add anyone who does to this list.
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morgana-larkin · 21 days ago
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Here's the next chapter of Mine! Happy Pride Month to everyone! Not edited in the slightest and I hope you like it!
Summary: Amelia starts making friends
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8 Part 9 Part 10 Part 11 Part 12 Part 13 Part 14 Part 15 Part 16 Part 17 Part 18 Part 19 Part 20 Part 21 Part 23
Mine - Part 22
Warnings: Smut, Swearing
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“So Amelia is only here for the week and then 2 days a week after that?” The daycare person asks and Melissa nods. 
“She’s going into pre-k but it only starts next week and my wife is already looking after newborn twins and don’t want to add to that.�� Melissa explains and they nod. “Also for Amelia, she’s been starting to show signs of ADHD, so I made a list of things that could help her.” Melissa tells them and hands over the paper.
“Alright, thank you.” They tell her and Melissa bends down and hugs Amelia. 
“I love you, Tesoro. I’ll pick you and your siblings up when I’m done with work.” Melissa tells her and Amelia nods.
“I love you too, Mamma.” Amelia tells her before she runs off and talks to her friends.
Melissa walks into the breakroom and sees everyone already there. She sits down next to Barb and sips her coffee from her mug before getting her phone out before she starts a conversation with Barb.
“So Caty was diagnosed with autism and Amelia with ADHD?” Barb asks and Melissa nods. 
“We both knew there was something and we were right.” 
“Well she’s your daughter, of course you’d know if something was different.” Barb says and Melissa nods.
3 hours later they’re all coming out of the gym with a list of things they have to teach this year. Melissa looks at the trio talking excitedly about their students this year and Melissa is looking at the second grade curriculum.
“So how is Y/n doing?” Barb asks.
“She’s good. A lot more rested when we started using the breast pump and I’m feeding them before bed and in the morning. Amelia was also happy when she was able to catch up with her after not seeing her for a little bit.” 
“That’s good, I remember her being upset about not being able to see Y/n.” Barb says and Melissa nods. 
At lunch, Melissa is showing off all the photos she took over the summer with the trio and Barb. Janine and Jacob keep making comments on every photo while Gregory just nods, and Barb keeps saying “aw” or “oh”. When she’s near the end of her photos she sees you’re FaceTime-ing her and she accepts it.
“Hey Amore.” She says and you see everyone there looking at you. “Alright photo show is over, go back to your seats.” Melissa says and they all obey. “I was just showing them all the photos, what’s up?” She asks and sees you holding one of the twins.
“Bella doesn't want to sleep, I was wondering if you could sing that lullaby they like.” You say and she smiles before she grabs her lunch and walks to her classroom. 
When she gets to her classroom she starts singing La Siminzina and by the end of it, Bella is fast asleep. Melissa smiles at seeing her daughter asleep in your arms and you breathe out a sigh of relief.
“Thank you. I’ve fed her twice and hasn’t slept since you left.” You tell her. “I think she misses you.” 
“I know she caused you to get less sleep but I actually find it cute that she misses me.” Melissa says.
“How is it that I carry them, push them out and breastfeed them and yet over half of them end up preferring you?” 
“Cause I’m extremely lucky.” Melissa says. “Also technically these 2 you didn’t push out.” She adds and you glare at her. 
“Well I also stay home to take care of them.” You say.
“They do love you but I guess they must feel comfortable with me because I talked to them everyday that you were pregnant.” Melissa tells you.
“I know, and you helped a lot during all the pregnancies.” You say as you put Bella in her crib. “So how was it this morning?” You ask her.
“I met the substitute teacher that’s filling in for you until the Christmas break.” She says.
“Oh ya? What are they like?” You ask.
“He sat beside me and kept flirting with me.” She tells you, annoyance in her tone and you start laughing.
“I feel bad for him. He wants you and can’t have you.” You say and Melissa smiles. “I’m not surprised that you got flirted with. You’re perfect.” You say and she blushes.
About 2 hours later, Melissa was making her bulletin board when your substitute teacher came over.
“Need any help?” He asks her and she shakes her head as she holds the tape in her mouth. She sticks the paper on and then takes the tape roll out of her mouth. 
“I’m good, I’ve done this many times.” She tells him.
“It does look like you have experience, better than mine.” He says and she looks over at the one that he did. 
“Yours is pretty good.” She says and then she goes back in her classroom and he follows her. 
“So I was told that my students were in your class last year and was wondering if you got any tips for me about them?” He asks her and she looks up at him and he hands her the list. Melissa then goes to explain a few tips and tricks she learned last year and then gives the list back to him. “I was wondering, since we’ll be working close to each other, if maybe you wanted to hang out after work today?” He asks and she sighs as she realises he hasn’t figured out she’s not interested or married.
“I can’t as I have to go home to my wife and 5 kids.” She says and she sees him look down and sees her wedding ring. “The teacher you’re filling in for is my wife as she had twin girls over the summer.” She explains and she watches as he turns to embarrassment real quick.
“Oh, I’m sorry.” He says and then almost runs out.
“Should have done that sooner.” She says to herself and turns to her whiteboard.
At the end of the day, she puts her purse in the van when the sub comes up to her and she sighs again.
“Just wanted to say I’m sorry again and I hope we’ll be able to work together over the next 4 months.” He tells her. 
“Just don’t flirt with me again as only my wife can do that without getting a bat to the head.” She says and he nods before he walks off. 
Melissa drives to the daycare and sees Amelia talking with another 4 year old girl. Melissa walks up to her and taps her on the shoulder. 
“Hi Tesoro.” Melissa says and Amelia nods.
“Hi Mamma! This is Paige.” Amelia tells her.
“Hi Paige. I’m Melissa, one of Amelia’s moms.” She introduces herself. 
“Paige also has 2 moms.” Amelia tells her and Melissa smiles just as one of Paige’s moms comes up to her. 
“This is one of my mommy’s. Mommy this is Amelia” Paige says and Melissa shakes her hand. 
“I’m Melissa.” 
“Beverly.” Beverly says. “I guess our daughters became friends. Maybe we can have Amelia over some time or Paige over at your house so they can hang out.” Beverly suggests.
“Ya, that sounds great. I’ll have to ask my wife though. She’s at home with 2 newborns right now.” Melissa tells her and Beverly nods. “Come on Amelia, we have to pick up your other siblings and get home.” 
“Alright. Bye Paige!” She exclaims and Paige waves at her. 
Melissa, Amelia and the twins get home and you’re nowhere to be found. Melissa then hears footsteps upstairs and sees you at the railing. 
“Hey Amore.” She tells you and you come downstairs. 
“Mommy, guess what?” Amelia says as the twins immediately go to their toys. 
“What?” You ask her.
“I made a friend, her name is Paige.” Amelia tells you and you smile.
“Oh, that’s great!” You say. 
“Ya, I met one of her mom’s today and she suggested a play date.” Melissa tells you.
“Oh, she has two moms as well?” You ask and Amelia nods.
“We were drawing our families today and saw her drawing 2 moms.” Amelia explains.
“Well if you want then we can arrange a playdate with her.” You tell her and Amelia nods with a smile.
At night, you lay between her legs and have your head on her chest and Melissa is giving you a shoulder rub. When she’s done, she gives your arms a couple of gentle rubs and places a kiss on the top of your head. 
“Rest up.” She says softly and you nod.
“I love you.” You say tiredly and she wraps her arms around you.
“I love you too, Amore.” She tells you.
On Friday afternoon, Melissa picks up her kids and confirms the play date for tomorrow with Amelia and Paige. Paige is coming over as Melissa doesn’t want to leave you alone with 4 kids to look after. Beverly confirmed that they’ll be there at noon tomorrow. 
“Excited about tomorrow, Tesoro?” Melissa asks as you all sit down at the dinner table. 
“Very excited!” Amelia exclaims before she takes a bite of dinner. “Paige and I have been playing together all week at daycare.” 
“Ya? What have you two been playing?” Melissa asks her, smiling at her daughter’s excitement. Amelia then talks all about her week with Paige with a big smile. 
In the evening, Melissa is humming to Bella as you feed Mia in the rocking chair. Melissa watches as you put Mia back in her crib and then she puts Bella back in her crib. 
“Goodnight my little loves.” Melissa says to both of them and then you head back to your room. 
When you get to the bedroom then you get a sudden urge to fuck Melissa. You grab her shirt and she yelps in surprise and then moans when you kiss her. Melissa attempts to take control but then you push her onto the bed and get on top of her. Melissa takes the hint and lets you touch her all over.
“Oh Y/n.” She moans out before you take her shirt off. You then wrap your mouth around a nipple and she arches her back and her clit rubs your thigh. “Oh my god.” She says and then you take her pj shorts off. “What are you planning to do?” She asks and you go to the nightstand with a smile. 
“Something I haven’t done to you in awhile.” You tell her and take the dildo out. She widens her eyes as you get on top of her. “Now spread your legs.” You command her and she obeys. You then circle her clit as you put lube on the dildo. You then go on your knees and get her to go on her knees. You grab her hips and then you insert the dildo inside of her. She gasps out and then you do a hard thrust and enter her fully. 
“Fuck.” She breathes out and you smile. You then start pumping inside her and she falls forward on her forearms. 
“Think you can take it?” You ask her and she whimpers. You then start going faster, pounding into her and she lets out a loud gasp. You take her shorts and put them in her mouth to silence her. You then have to start going harder and you can tell she’s close to an orgasm. You then both hear a knock on the door and you both look at it. 
“Mamma? Mommy?” You hear Amelia ask and Melissa takes the shorts out of her mouth. You keep going but you slow down. 
“What is it, Tesoro?” Melissa asks breathlessly. 
“I woke up from a weird noise.” Amelia says and Melissa has to cover her mouth to prevent a gasp. 
“It was just me and mommy, go back to bed, Tesoro.” Melissa says.
“Alright, Mamma.” Amelia tells her. 
You then start going faster and Melissa voluntarily puts her shorts back in her mouth. You keep pounding into her and hear her breathing gets deeper and deeper the closer she gets to an orgasm. 
“Are you close, my love?” You ask her and she nods. She then puts her head down and you see her clench her fists. She lets out a muffled gasp as she comes. You then keep going for a few more seconds until you come. You stop moving and lean on her as you catch her breath and she seems to be catching her breath as well and takes out the shorts.
“So what spurred this on? Not that I mind getting fucked really good by my wife.” She asks as you pull out of her and she lays down on her back. You take the dildo off and throw it on the ground and lay down beside her. 
“Just something that hit me and so I did it.” You tell her and she smiles. She then lets out a cough and looks at her nightstand to see an empty cup and she sighs.
“I need to drink but I don’t think I can move.” She complains and you get an idea.
“You know, my body does produce milk and I’m right here.” You tell her and she looks at you. “And it’s not like you haven’t done it before so you know what it’s like.” You add.
“Again, it was an accident as I forgot.” She says. “And also if I sucked on your nipple, then I’d just want to fuck you.” 
“Well I would never say no to that.” You tell her and she looks at you before she smiles. 
She then straddles your hips, still has to keep off your stomach as it’s still shrinking. She takes your pj top off of you and she looks at your body for a second. She then lowers herself to your nipples and puts one in her mouth. She glances at you before she does anything and you nod, confirming your consent. She then starts sucking, milk coming out of you and you moan out as she flicks her tongue, the way you like it best. 
She trails her hand down and puts it under your pj shorts and feels your entrance. She finds that you’re still wet from when you fucked her so she slips a finger in your entrance. Melissa then pulls away from your nipple and goes to the other one, not wanting to leave you lopsided. She puts the nipple in her mouth and starts sucking milk out of it. She looks up at your face and sees you enjoy it, how your eyes are squeezed shut and mouth open and she can’t get enough of the sight. At the moment she’s basically getting dinner and a show. You put your hands in her hair and squeeze it tight, knowing she doesn’t mind it. 
“Oh, I love you.” You say and she lets go of your nipple and kisses you. You taste some of the breast milk on her lips and she was right, it’s not bad. 
“I love you too, Amore.” She says before going back to kiss you. She feels you clench around her fingers and she goes harder and faster. You bite down on her lip to stop a moan from slipping out as you come.
The next day you’re feeding the twins when you hear the doorbell ring. When you’re finished you put them in their crib and then go downstairs. You see Amelia and Paige running downstairs and Melissa talking to two adults. 
“Amore, this is Beverly and Heather.” Melissa says and you go up to them. 
“Hi.” You tell them and shake hands with them. “I’m Y/n.” 
“I’m happy our daughter made friends with someone who also has 2 moms.” Beverly says. 
“Mommy.” You hear and see Caterina running up to you. You pick her up and she lays her head on your chest.
“This is Caterina.” You tell them and they smile. “Our son over there is Nico, and we have another pair of twins upstairs, newborns, named Bella and Mia.” 
“How do you manage to take care of 5 kids?” Heather asks you.
“We do it together, as a team.” Melissa says with a smile and wraps her arm around your waist. 
“Mommy!” Amelia says and you turn around. “This is Paige.” Amelia introduces to you and you bend down.
“Hi Paige, I’m Y/n, Amelia’s other mom.” You tell her. 
“Is it true that Amelia is leaving daycare?” Paige asks you.
“It is, she’s going to start pre-k on Monday but it’s just for 3 days a week.” You tell Paige and Melissa and Beverly nod.
“Let me show you my room.” Amelia says and Melissa opens the baby gates for them and follows after them. You go over to the couch and put Caty down and she stands up and peeks over the back of the couch. 
“Here, sweetheart.” You tell her and give her your phone and put on her favourite show.
Upstairs, Melissa is leaning on the doorway of Amelia’s room, with her arms crossed and smiling at her daughter and Paige.
“And this is the toy Mamma got me when Cat and Nico were born.” Amelia says as she shows Paige her toys. 
Both of Paige’s parents are talking to you downstairs as you watch Nico and Caty. Melissa is watching Amelia and Paige playing in her room. Melissa switched to sitting on the floor, leaning on the door and watching the playdate with a smile. 
A few hours later, Paige and her parents had to go and you watch as Amelia hugs Paige goodbye. You’re feeding Mia when you say goodbye and have a blanket covering yourself. 
A couple hours later Melissa and Amelia were in the kitchen when you hear the doorbell ring. You get up and open it to see that the kids fairy and LED lights have arrived and you smile as you pick it up. 
After dinner, you’re feeding Bella as you watch Melissa hang up the LED lights. You watch as she’s on a stool and sticking it to the wall near the ceiling. When she’s done she gets off the stool and looks at her work and smiles. 
“What do you think?” She asks and then you turn it on. 
“I like it.” You tell her. “We should see what Caty thinks of it.” You say and she nods before she goes downstairs. A few minutes later you’re putting Bella in her crib when you hear footsteps come up. You go out of the room and follow them into Caty’s room. 
“Alright Caty, so this light should be easier on your eyes and we want to know what you think.” Melissa tells Caty and Caty nods. 
Melissa then goes and turns on the light and Caty gasps in awe. You then watch as Caty chooses the colour that she wants for the room. Caty ends up choosing the light blue and you smile as Caty smiles at the light while holding Teddy. You then turn towards Amelia and Nico.
“So do you guys want lights like this as well?” You ask them and they nod. Melissa then goes and puts the lights up in Nico’s room and then in Amelia’s.
Melissa then flops down on your bed, tired from putting up all those lights and you smile. You then get on the bed, on your side, hold your head in one hand and look at her with a smile.
“What?” She asks and you thread your fingers through her hair with your free hand.
2 days later Melissa is carrying Amelia’s pink school bag that you both got her as she walks in to where she’ll be starting pre-K. Melissa then sees the classroom number that she was told to go to and she walks in with Amelia holding her hand. 
“Hello, and what’s your name?” A woman asks Amelia.
“I’m Amelia.” She says and the woman looks at her list.
“Amelia…Schemmenti. Yes I have you right here. Welcome to pre-k.” She tells her and Amelia looks around. Melissa then bends down and gently puts the school bag on Amelia.
“Now you have your lunch and your favourite toy in there.” Melissa tells her and Amelia nods. “If there’s any issues and you want to leave, then tell one of the adults. They’ll contact mommy and she’ll come and pick you up.” Melissa explains and Amelia nods.
“Ok Mamma.” Amelia says and then Melissa hugs her.
“I love you, Tesoro.” She says and Amelia hugs her back.
“I love you too, Mamma.” Amelia tells her.
“Now I’ll be picking you up first after work and then your other 2 siblings.” Melissa says and Amelia nods. “Have a good first day.” 
“Bye Mamma.” Amelia tells her and then Melissa waves to her and leaves.
A couple hours later Melissa is watching all her new students find their seats and she checks her phone. She sees she got a message from you half an hour ago and opens it up.
You: no calls from your little mini me or the t-twins. The other 2 are having fun seeing how much they can cry until I scream
Melissa looks at it and smiles, she always loves your updates. 
Melissa: T-twins?
You: Toddler twins
Melissa: Keep me updated and call your parents if you need a break from our daughters
She sends the message and then she looks up at her little eagles and smiles before she takes attendance. 
At the end of the day Melissa goes to pick Amelia up and sees she’s talking to a few other girls and she smiles. The teacher sees Melissa and goes up to her.
“Amelia is your daughter right?” She asks and Melissa nods.
“Is that a good thing? Did something happen?” Melissa asks her.
“Nothing happened. Amelia is actually a very smart girl and quite social. Does she have any siblings?” The teacher asks.
“Ya, 4 siblings. 2 of them are newborns though and Amelia is the oldest.” 
“Well that explains how she’s so social with the other kids. And are you teaching her stuff at home?” 
“Only what she asks us to learn. My wife and I aren’t used to having kids who want to learn before they have to. My wife and I are both elementary school teachers.” Melissa tells her.
“Well Amelia is lucky to have you both as parents.” She says and then goes to talk to other parents. Melissa goes up to Amelia and bends down.
“Hey Tesoro.” Melissa says and Amelia turns around and hugs Melissa.
“Mamma! Wait, is it the end of the day already?” She asks and Melissa nods.
“I take it you had fun?” Melissa asks and Amelia nods enthusiastically.
“This is Olivia and Evelyn.” Amelia says and Melissa smiles.
“Well it is very nice to meet you both. We gotta go pick up your siblings from daycare.” Melissa tells her and Amelia nods.
“Come look at what I get. They call it a cubby.” Amelia tells Melissa as she grabs Melissa’s hand and drags her over. “They come with 2 hooks so I can put my backpack on one and on the other one I can put my sweater or jacket when it gets colder.” Amelia says and then she grabs her bag.
“That is very cool. When we get home then you can tell me and mommy all about your day.” Melissa says and Amelia nods.
All of you were eating at the dinner table a couple hours later. You just fed the baby twins and the toddler twins are happily eating what Melissa and Amelia made. You and Melissa are listening as well as trying to keep up with Amelia as she’s talking a mile a minute.
“And then the teacher picked me to name all the colours and I was able to do that and she gave me a sticker! Then after that we got free time and I played with this dollhouse with Olivia and Evelyn. The dollhouse is fun to play with but it’s so much more fun when you’re playing with other people.” Amelia says and you both smile at her.
“Sounds like you had an amazing first day.” You tell her and she nods. “So you’ll love going there every Monday, Wednesday and Friday then.” You add.
“I can’t wait for Wednesday! When is Wednesday again?” She asks.
“It’s in 2 days Tesoro.” Melissa tells her.
After dinner you got the 3 toddlers to watch a movie while you sat with Melissa at the dinner table as she goes over her lesson plan. 
“So how was meeting your newest little eagles today?” You ask her and she smiles at you. 
“They were just bursting with excitement today.” She tells you. “Your students told me that they can’t wait until you come back.” She adds and you smile.
“And has that sub flirted with you again?” You ask her and she shakes her head. 
“Not since I told him that I have a wife and 5 kids.”
“I’m still confused as to why you didn’t tell him sooner.”
“He’s a sub, he didn’t need to know my business.” She tells you. “I thought me showing no interest would have made him catch on and stop, but apparently not.” 
“You’re too hot for that. Obviously he would have kept trying.” You say and she chuckles. “I think putting Amelia in pre-k was a really good decision.”
“Ya, she loves it.” Melissa agrees and you nod.
At night you put your 3 toddlers to bed while Melissa feeds the babies. When you get back to the bedroom, Melissa walks in and falls down on the bed.
“Tired?” You ask with a smile and she nods.
“Like I said earlier, students were excited today.” She tells you and you get on the bed and crawl over to her. “Can I help you?” She asks as you’re looking down at her with a smile.
“Not really.” You say as you lay next to her and she smiles at you.
“Can I ask you something?” She asks and you look at her and nod. “Why are you with me?” She then asks and you look at her confused. “I’m much older than you, I have anger issues and I wasn’t nice to you when you started.” She says and you turn on your side to look at her, using your arms as a pillow.
“You aren’t really nice to anyone when they start.” You say and she quirks an eyebrow at you and you smile before grabbing her closest hand. “I’m gonna say exactly what you told me when I once asked the same question 5 years ago.” You tell her and she looks into your eyes. “I’m with you because it was impossible to stay away from you.” You tell her and she starts playing with the wedding ring on your finger. “Why are you asking?” You then ask and she looks up at you.
“I don’t know, I’ve kinda been thinking about it since my birthday.” She says softly. “Thinking about how lucky I got but then it turned into thinking about why are you with me.” She admits. You then lift your head and move her arm to be under your head before resting your head on her arm. After, you shuffle closer to her and she wraps her arm around you. 
“We fell in love, it’s as simple as that.” You tell her before kissing her and she smiles. 
“I see you’re quoting me.” She says. 
“What you said is true and you can’t say no to yourself.” 
“I love you.” She says and cups your cheek.
“I love you too.” You tell her and then kiss her.
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circle-of-mushrooms · 7 months ago
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Mammon x autistic reader perhaps? 🥺
Mammon x Autistic Reader Headcanons a/n: autism is a spectrum and everyone is different, so i just based these off my own experiences and tried to keep things vague. but i love mammon and this was a great ask
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♡ Mammon is an old, old man . . . He's been around for ages and while he stays on top of things to keep his products relevant, its likely he hasn't delved too deep into new research surrounding disorders. ↳ That said -- you probably have to be as patient with him as he has to be with you and be prepared to explain things several times to him. ♡ If you're super particular about something, there's no doubt that he's able to make sure everything is up to your standards. ↳ Imagine they changed the recipe to one of your favourite store-bought foods and while no one else can really taste the difference, you sure can, and it's effectively ruined your whole month. Boom. Mammon's got that company sitting in the palm of his hand and he's made them change it back to how it once was.
↳ If you prefer a certain texture/fabric for your bedsheets or clothing, he's making sure everything in your house is made out of it. Only if you please. His idea of love is making all your wants a reality. ♡ It's easily to be overstimulated in a circus.
↳ The first time you attended one of his shows, the crowds alone were overwhelming - but then the sickly sweet smells of stall food hit you, followed by the sound of repetitive horns honking and bells jingling. The popcorn was overly greasy for some reason, making your hands feel unpleasant and impossible to use. ↳ When you shut down, Mammon didn't understand what was going on. He was a little pissed at first, thinking you were causing a scene but upon seeing your face, he quickly teleported you to somewhere more quiet.
↳ It took some explaining, but he understood soon enough. He still wants you to come to the shows he hosts - even if you're both just in the audience - but he ensures you're comfortable first. Noise-cancelling headphones? Check. And you get there early to avoid the crowds and can stay well above them when you cuddle with him up on his spiderweb as you watch the show. ♡ Mammon is undoubtedly an enabler.
↳ If you have an interest that calls to you to buy merchandise or paraphernalia that relate to it, he's encouraging you to buy it! Hell, give him some sugar and he'll buy it for you himself!
↳ Greed is king and he's the king of Greed, baby! If you want to make an unreasonable purchase, he sure as hell will let you.
↳ "Go on, ya know ya want it. What's a couple a' fifties if it makes ya happy!" And you complain you don't have the cash to spare. "Yeah, alright, alright. Then how about you give me a kiss, and we can see if Mamz can get it for ya?" And he's got the widest grin ever.
♡ Surprisngly, he's a decent listener . . . ?
↳ You want to ramble away about something, you can. It was originally annoying to him that he wasn't the one controlling the conversation but when he saw how happy you were when he shut up and listen once, he learnt that sometimes being quiet wasn't so bad. You're cute when you ramble.
↳ "Eh wait, so run it by me again, doll. What's this thing all about?" And he already knows, but he wants to hear you say it again with the same passion.
♡ Misunderstandings can happen.
↳ If you're unable to read tone all too well over text, then you at least have the comfort of knowing that Mammon doesn't hide his emotions - even through messages. He tacks on lots of smileys and emojis so it helps a lot for indicating his tone. You find it cute that his emoticons have eight eyes sometimes. ::::)
↳ But there's still times when you misunderstand something he says or even vice versa, and you both have to scramble to make some sort of amends. He isn't too good at accepting blame but does his part to not push it on to you either.
↳ Another thing you like is that he's pretty straightforward and doesn't beat around the bush, so there are no guessing games. If you're the same, then he thinks it's great! Maybe even hilarious if you have the balls to be upfront with a Sin. Maybe that's what made him interested in you.
♡ If anyone gives you shit, they're dead. No question.
♡ But otherwise, nothing changes! Once you tell Mammon all your boundaries and preferences, he's incorporating them into your now shared lifestyle and dates - anything to keep his fav around!
But he isn't babying you or treating you any different from anyone else. The special treatment you do get is because he loves ya and loves spoiling his doll rotten!
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beatleswings · 2 months ago
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Autistic Carmen headcanons
Since it’s Autism Acceptance Month, thought I share this. So I headcanon Carmen is autistic but didn't go into much so now, I finally thought up some autistic Carmen headcanons! I might update this if I think up more of them.
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Carmen was diagnosed at 18, just around the time she was starting out in her modeling career.
Growing up, as kind and friendly she's always been, Carmen struggled to fit in and connect with her peers. She remembers having to hide some of her behaviors such as easily crying or her interests especially anything deemed "childish" like dolls just so she'd be seen as "cool" and "mature". In hindsight, Carmen realized that she was masking some of her autistic traits to appear more "neurotypical"/accepted. The only friends she had growing up were Valeria (red dress girl from Don's contender slideshow) who she met when she moved to Madrid, making her the first real friend she had and who is her best friend to this day. And later Natalia (orange dress girl) and Yazmín (purple dress girl). Like Carmen, Valeria, Natalia and Yazmín are all neurodivergent; ADHD, dyslexia and AuDHD, respectively.
Carmen has always struggled with changes. When she was 8 years old, she and her family moved from Talavera de la Reina, her birthplace to Madrid, her current hometown and that same year, she started a new school. This still happens when it comes to her routines and schedules.
When she was chosen as a ring girl for the WVBA, Carmen still had a lot to learn and adapt in that environment since it's not much the fashion environment that she's used to and there were times where she would do the same routine she does when she does fashion shows and shoots.
Once she learned she was autistic, she was relieved to have found the answer she needed. Carmen had always known she was different from everyone around her but didn't know why. Prior to being diagnosed, Carmen begin to question if she may be autistic or neurodivergent in general. This was brought up to her by her friend Yazmín and even her modeling agent, who was concerned but was happy for Carmen when she learned of her diagnosis (her modeling agent is very supportive and understanding). 
Carmen's parents were just as glad as she was. They always knew Carmen may have had something and would be concerned despite being told by others that "she's fine, she's just a weird kid" or say something worse, which they did NOT like and they would be quick to defend her. They are sorry for not understanding before or having her checked out before but Carmen understands and knows they are good parents.
Her special interests are fashion especially vintage fashion, makeup, jewelry, flowers (especially roses) and dolls (this includes Barbie).
Her interest in fashion started from when she would dress up her dolls or switch their outfits. She would later begin making custom outfits for her dolls and for herself, the latter until she was 12. Some of those outfits would inspire the outfits she would design later on in her fashion designing career. Even looking back, Carmen would notice in her childhood photos and in family home movies that she loved dressing up.
She loves going to thrift stores and buying and trying out vintage outfits.
She hyperfixates on anything pink, which is her favorite color and the color she has a very strong affinity for so of course anything she owns is pink. The same with roses, dresses with polka dots (I mean why else did the wear that clownish, see-through dress?) or anything with patterns that are easy on the eyes for her, hairstyles and anything cute like plushies. Oh and when it's close to Valentine's Day? She would be at the Valentine's section at any store because the colors and decorations and even purchase Valentine items for Don and herself.
Carmen often has daydreams, mostly to do with fashion and modeling and whatever her current interest/fixation is. Don also fits her constant daydreams as well.
Due to Carmen's mother being a hairdresser, Carmen would get hair ideas from her for her dolls and later, for herself, which is another example of her hairstyle fixation.
She has her same foods: for breakfast, sweet corn flakes with banana and strawberries and whole milk (and she can tell the difference so it has to be whole).
Her safe foods are anything sweet like chocolate preferably milk chocolate and chocolate with peanut butter, strawberry ice cream (this partly due to her pink fixation), any pastry especially donuts and muffins.
She has foods she prefers and served a certain way; prefers warm mashed potatoes, smooth peanut butter and when she has spaghetti, she likes it served separate instead of mixed.
She dislikes bread with seeds and nuts due to texture. She also dislikes chunky peanut butter and chocolate with nuts for this reason. The same applies to juice with pulp.
She prefers soft, silky, stretchy and loose-fitting clothing. Super tight clothing makes her squirm, sweat profusely and nauseous.
She also prefers wearing soft and comfortable shoes, heels and boots. Also applies with chokers, she prefers loose fitting, soft and lace.
She always cuts off tags because it's sensory hell for her.
She enjoys her modeling and fashion career, in fact, she found solace in it—the textures, colors, and combinations of clothing became a way for her to express emotions and express herself.
Even though she enjoys her modeling and fashion career, Carmen still experiences sensory overload. At fashion shows and as a ring girl at the WVBA, it's due to the flashing lights, blaring music, and the crowded environments. While at first she's okay with it or more like, tries to mask, but after a while, it could become too overwhelming for her.
She also had to mask her discomfort in modeling tight and stiff clothing and certain fabric and seams that caused her sensory issues. Same when she would model turtlenecks. All those issues from her early days of modeling would eventually lead her to get a diagnosis especially when her agent expressed concern.
Carmen is prone to meltdowns not just from being overwhelmed or over sensory stuff but also if she's trying to remember or understand something or when she's annoyed.
Carmen uses noise-canceling headphones when she hears loud noises, to soothe herself and yes, her noise-cancelling headphones are pink!
Carmen also takes quiet breaks which is usually her reading fashion and gardening magazines before she continues with what she has to do or after a day of modeling.
She would start wearing sensory bracelets and fidget rings to be at ease when she's on the catwalk, as a ring girl and just in general. It helps soothe her.
Some of her stims are tucking a strand of her hair behind her ear, hair twirling, hand clasping, hand waving and humming. Listening to the same song over and over again is another stim of hers and helps soothe her. She is also prone to getting songs stuck in her head.
Carmen has difficulty interpreting and responding to social cues. She tends to not understand sarcasm unless it’s someone she knows, she laughs at moments that aren't that funny (ex: one person jokes and everyone except her laugh and when that person is just talking, she laughs), and she smirks or smiles when she tries to hold her laugh in when she remembers something funny and when she is infodumping, she tends to forget to notice reactions from people and doesn't see if they're bored, annoyed and uninterested.
Carmen has hyper-empathy; she tends to feel emotional towards and over-attachment to people, places, animals, objects, or things; when she sees the boxers especially Don lose, it hits her hard. Same when she sees a model stumble and while everyone laughs or points, she feels bad for the model. And she can’t watch movies or shows where bad things happen to the characters especially animals.
She was scared to come out as autistic to Don or him finding out that she is. This was out of fear of thinking Don would look at her differently, make fun of her or think she's not pretty for him. She had to deal with that with some people including two exes of hers ("you're too pretty to be autistic", "why do you like childish things" or the tedious "but you don't look autistic"). One day when Carmen was dealing with sensory overload at the WVBA, that's when Don knew she was neurodivergent and he helped calm her down. He also then tells her he is also neurodivergent (ADHD) and he understands what Carmen goes through. Both of them being neurodivergent, bisexual and hopeless romantics who share an interest in makeup, fashion and dancing is what brought them closer.
Carmen still masks especially around new people or in new environments because she knows how neurotypicals can be. With Don, her friends, her family and people she trusts and when she’s alone, she feels at ease to unmask, stim and be herself. And they accept her for who she is.
Carmen would become open about her autism and advocate for autistic/neurodivergent inclusion in fashion. With her fashion design, she designs sensory friendly clothing. Oh and NO tags!
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jev-urisk · 4 months ago
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Fanart Friday: Black History Month Challenge! 🎨🎉
I'm gonna be honest here, I've been nervous to draw the Black characters in my story- I'm new to drawing in general and didn't feel like my skills were good enough to do them justice (I know, that's pretty turned around, but the mental barrier was there nonetheless 😣).
But when @creatingblackcharacters sent out a creating challenge for Black History Month and said even lovingly drawn stick figures were ok, I felt like the mental barrier moved out of the way. ☀️
So here's the very first sketches of my banshee girl Tizita from my urban fantasy WIP 7 Circles 😊
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This was a great time!! I wasn't sure if I had the skill to do her hair justice but I think I did alright, and it was really fun to work on the texture! Obviously I have a long way to go, (especially with basic anatomy- oof) but in all things creative I need to remind myself that practice is what's going to get me there- I'm not going to get it perfect right away.
Some Fun Facts About Tizita! ✨️
The name Tizita is an Amharic (official language of Ethiopia) word that is akin to 'nostalgia', 'memory', and 'longing' but has a richer cultural feeling behind it (more info here). Im a sucker for names that tie into aspects of the character.
She is a banshee, and in 7C lore banshees periodically go into a hibernating state and see visions of a particular person, place, or thing which may be from the past, present, or future.
Tizita shows up in book 2, joining the protags as The Knower of Things in the party. She had her very first vision and it was a DOOZY! Almost 3000yrs of information is somehow crammed in this girl's brain.
Leading up to the hibernating and for awhile afterward, a banshees eyes and hair lighten/grey - as if the age of what they see is affecting them, or they become ghostly in their magic state. This fades afterwards, however the more you see in your vision, the less you see of the real world going forward (i.e. Tizita's eyesight is garbage now).
I want her to subvert/replace the Wise Sage character trope, who is usually an old bearded man or a woman made to seem crazy. The person turning the tide in my story is this magical autistic Black girl who likes dresses with pockets, listening to nature, and has a lot of joy in her despite the whole carrying-information-that-might-save-the-world and having-to-lecture-grown-adults-on-how-to-save-said-world thing.
For my Black followers; Not to be telling yall what you already know- but you really do deserve it all. I dont accept characters as mere checks for diversity, not for my islander or autistic characters I personally relate to, not for my Black characters even though I don't share that lived experience. Yall deserve depth! And range! And a variety of roles and traits in the characters that represent you! I intend to put in that work, and hold others to the same. Happy Black History month everyone 🎆 😊
Thanks again for the challenge @creatingblackcharacters 🫶🏼 it helped me take my first go at drawing my banshee girl.
If anyone wants to join in, I'd love to see/hear about any Black characters yall might have! 😁 But obvi no pressure 💕
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deadlypastelcutieart · 2 months ago
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This took a while to make but even if world Autism day was last tuesday, the month of April in it’s entirty is autism acceptace month. And this year, I wanted to go a little personal and make a comic to celebrate the month.
I haven’t been feeling the best these past three years and I unfortunitly had to deal with recently an insult from a stranger who decided to blame me “for being slow”. But, that’s just being autistic I guess.. There was also a lot of social issues that’s been affecting me lately and it’s gotten to the pont where I don’t feel happy about how im dealing with being an adult currently. And im about to turn 25 this year.
But during these times and especially this month, I should remind myself that Im not the only one dealing with these issues as an autistic adult and I should be thankfuly about the friends, family, and the support I have here that understnad me for who i am. And also be proud of the amazing talent and hobby I have as an artist, and the things that keep me happy in my life. There have been strangers that’s been putting me down lately, but I need to tell myself. Don’t blame my autism for the way i am, it’s those who see me weirdly. They just don’t understand and Im okay with having autism in my life.
So to all of the autistic adults like me or autistic teens seeing this, your not alone and there will always be some positives to look forward to in your life! And that there will be those willing to support you. For me, Im still dealing with a lot of challanges as an adult, but at least I have good people in my life to support me.
Have a happy autism acceptance month everyone! 🌈♾️
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aactailmon · 1 year ago
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Happy Autism awareness and acceptance month everyone. May you all be blessed with never seeing the worst takes about Autism for the entire month.
But in all seriousness, I hope you all have a good month. Please remember to uplift those who are higher support needs, who are semiverbal or nonverbal, who use AAC, who are intellectually disabled, what are ABA survivors, and who are people of color. The Autism community is diverse and far from being a monolith, so please make sure that you are listening to people from all different walks of life.
May you get the chance to info dump to someone who really wants to listen to what you say, may your special interests continue to bring you joy, may your conversations not be awkward, and may you continue to grow and learn about yourself and the world around you.
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alvinmichaelmurphyseville · 3 months ago
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“Happy Autism Acceptance Month, everyone!!!”
“I’ve still been grappling with my diagnosis, but I think it’s getting easier. Assisting Jeanette in settin’ up an Autism Acceptance display at the library really helped.”
“I might be up to channeling Albert tomorrow and writing chapter 6.”
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argentsunshine · 1 year ago
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here is a new question and statement. happy pride month. what are your complex and convoluted gender and sexuality headcanons for all the phantom thieves and which of them have autism
happy pride month ♥️
akiras some kind of nonbinary but hes on probation so he doesn't really care about that right now <3 id say he's genderfluid or something like that. gender = wildcard. shes bi but we knew that.
ryuji is cis and he's "he's a little confused but he's got the spirit about transness . he isn't straight but he won't realise this until he's twenty one
ann has had the Very Affectionate Teen Girl Friendship thing going on with shiho for years and the realisation that she's gay has been brewing in the background for years but she doesn't fully realise it until she awakens to carmen
yusuke has the autism thing where your relationship to societal norms is sufficiently weird that "what gender are you" becomes a very difficult question to answer. he also kind of thinks everyone is kidding about attraction and hetero attraction specifically. is he gay? ace? aro? if you forced him to answer he'd spend 15 minutes talking and you still wouldn't have an answer
makoto can be transfem as a treat but she's so focused on being normal and socially acceptable and normal that she hasn't processed the gay part until about a week after awakening to johanna where she fills a notebook with points for or against the idea that she's into women. this does not help at all
futaba she/it transfem swag
haru I'm not really sure on gender but i think she realises shes gay in college but unlike ryuji where this rocks his entire world she's like oh that makes sense and moves on
akechi is a gay trans man but as previously discussed he's a binary trans guy teenager in 2016 who already has a superiority complex so it'll take him a few years to start being reasonable to other less normal and assimilationist and socially acceptable gay and trans people
i think sumi is straight not an insult to her i just think she is. she's the token straight who's become culturally queer because all her friends are gay
I've spoken about The Autism before i can't find the post but I'd just be repeating myself. ryuji and ann have adhd. nvm heres the post
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marcr125x · 1 year ago
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Hello everyone. April as many of you know is Autism Acceptance Month and as someone who is on the spectrum myself I wanted to celebrate it with the help of a character I personally headcannon as having autism and ADHD like me: Ruby Rose from RWBY. This is a clip from one of Ruby's first VTuber videos on the RoosterTeeth Youtube Channel. It's from her video about RTX 2023 where she mentioned someone asking her about neurodivergence. Ruby is easily my favorite character in the show and after her/Lindsay Jones (her VA) said this about the topic of neurodivergence (plus everything with Volume 9 tbh), it made me love her even more. This clip never fails to make me smile and make me feel prideful in who I am and I hope to everyone like me watching this, it makes you feel the same way. Happy Autism Acceptance Month to all!!
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ffcad7 · 3 months ago
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Happy autism acceptance month! (please share this message and/or reblog if possible /nf)
I hope you all have a wonderful autism acceptance month!
Here's everyone's friendly reminder to: -Use red, not blue -Use infinity symbol(rainbow or gold), not puzzle pieces -Say acceptance month, not awareness month -Discourage ABA -Kick ableists /hj -Protect and encourage (safe) stims -Remember you are loved <3
The reason to use these instead is that blue, puzzle pieces, and awareness are terminology and symbols used by an autism hate group (AutismSpeaks; in case you didn't know, they encourage the abuse of autistic people and much more) and ABA is also in most cases abusive so please educate others on why they're bad and what to use instead
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morgana-larkin · 1 year ago
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Me againnnn lmao I have another request could u do Melissa x reader where reader is normally quiet but someone brought up their special interest and everyone is kinda weirded out coz reader gets so happy and starts talking about it and sharing facts and stuff but no one except Melissa knows reader is autistic and someone says something mean to reader and she gets upset and Melissa comforts reader and also stands up for her (as always no pressure I’m so so so happy! u r the first person that iv come across who writes fics about Melissa and autistic reader I get so happy when I see a notification from u i literally jump up and down with happiness and your fics really help me to accept im autistic coz I’m still trying to come to terms with it anyway hope u r doing well🫶)
OMG YES! Info dumping! I love it. And I’m so glad my fics are helping you. Feel free as well to message me directly if you ever want. So my other obsession besides Lisa Ann Walter, is Doctor Who and Jodie Whittaker, so of course I chose to have the reader talk about her as the Doctor… I regret nothing 😊. I went a little extra at the end but I’m too gay for Melissa to care. Anyway, I enjoyed writing this so thank you for the prompt and I hope you like it! As always, not edited in the slightest.
For everyone, feel free to keep sending me prompts, and I was thinking about writing a one shot about Cheesy as there’s not enough imo. Let me know if I should or not.
Title based off the song from Shrek 3 and the Italian word stronzo means asshole.
Thank You for Letting Me Be Myself
Warnings: someone is mean to reader, reader struggling with having autism(small part)
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You’re sitting in the break room at the table with Barb and Melissa. You get up to get a coffee and when you do you hear someone starting to talk about Doctor Who and you perk up.
You turn around to see Jacob, Mr. Morton and another teacher talking about it. “You guys watch Doctor Who?” You say and they stop talking and look up at you. Normally you’re quiet and don’t really say much as you’re recharging before you go and have to teach your kiddos again.
“Yes, do you watch it?” Jacob asks you and you nod with a big smile. Melissa looks up at you and sees your smile and she can’t help but smile herself. She’s had a crush on you since about 4 months after you started and it’s almost been 9 months that you’re working here.
“Well come here and share your thoughts about it.” Jacob says and you walk over to them, coffee in hand.
“What exactly is your discussion about?” You ask them.
“About the first female doctor, the 13th doctor.” Mr. Morton says and you keep smiling.
“She’s my favourite doctor! Like she’s so enthusiastic and passionate and she just loves everything about what she does! And she’s so funny too, it’s just a joy to watch Jodie play her!” You start and they look at you confused, wondering why you’ve always been quiet but now you’re talkative.
The truth is, you're autistic and the only one that knows is Melissa and she promised not to tell anyone since it’s your secret not hers. You told her because you felt like you kept missing social cues or taking things too literally, so you wanted someone in your corner to help you and she had no problem doing that for you. She looks at you talking so passionately about your favourite show with a smile and heart eyes before going back to her phone, secretly still listening to you.
“And her Tardis is so amazing, oh and her companion’s compliment her so well, and her outfit looks amazing. Did you know that Jodie helped decide on the outfit to support the LGBTQ community since she’s a huge ally. And also…” and you keep going on for about 5 minutes about how much you love the 13th doctor and her era on Doctor Who. Until the other teacher, you don’t know their name, the one Mr. Morton and Jacob were talking too, says something.
“OMG! Would you please shut up!” He says and you quickly shut your mouth. “I preferred it when you didn’t speak at all.” He says, glaring at you. And you look down at the ground, embarrassed before running out of there.
Melissa looked up when he started speaking and is now getting up and walking over to them. “Hey! Don’t talk to her like that. You should count yourself lucky that I won’t contact one of my guys on you.” She says and looks at Jacob. “Why didn’t you say anything?!?” She says to him “or you?” She says to Mr. Morton.
“Sorry Melissa, it all happened so fast.” Mr. Morton says and Jacob nods in agreement.
“You should be ashamed of yourself!” She says to the teacher that was mean to you.
“Hey, we were just sitting here talking about it until she cuts in and starts talking about everything that we weren’t even discussing. And she wouldn’t stop talking.” The teacher says , only making a deeper hole for himself. Melissa glares at him.
“I don’t care what you think! There’s better ways to do that!” She says to him.
“She shouldn’t have talked so much and knew that it was too much.” He says, still trying to defend himself.
“She’s autistic you stronzo!” She yells at him and then realises that she just told your secret and has wide eyes. All 3 of them look at her speechless, now understanding that you got excited and were info dumping and didn’t mean to talk so much. Melissa turns around and walks out of the break room and goes to find you.
She ends up finding you in your classroom crying on your chair, hugging your legs. She knocks on the door, “hey y/n it’s me, just wanted to come check on you.” She tells you.
You get up and unlock the door then open it. Melissa’s heart breaks a bit when she sees you. Eyes puffy, red and watery, tear stained cheeks and red nose from you blowing your nose.
“Oh hun.” She says and you walk back to your chair hugging your legs again. Melissa walks in and closes and locks the door then walks over to your desk. “Hey, he was an ass, he shouldn’t have said that to you.” Melissa tells you and crouches down and you look at her.
“No, he’s right, I was talking too much. I shouldn’t have gotten involved in their conversation. I just got so excited,” you tell her and you sniffle a bit.
“Hun, it’s understandable, I know how much you love Doctor Who. You have nothing to be ashamed about.” She tells you and grabs your hand. “Btw I might have accidentally told them that you’re autistic. As in I told them and called that teacher a stronzo for you.” She tells you. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean for it to slip out, I just got angry that he was mean to you.” She says, rubbing your hand with her thumb.
“It’s ok, they would have found out eventually. But this is another reason I don’t engage in conversations, cause I might talk too much.” You tell her. Melissa gets up and opens her arms out.
“Come here.” She tells you and motions to hug her. You put your feet down on the ground and then hug her waist since you’re still sitting in your chair. “Why don’t we go back in there, finish lunch. And then after school you can come to my place and I can make you some food and we can watch whatever you want.” She suggests and you look at her surprised.
“Really?” You ask her and she nods. “I would love that.” You tell her and she smiles. She helps you up and then unlocks the door and opens it for you. You both walk out and she sees you’re nervous about going back. She puts an arm wrapped around your back and her other hand on the arm closes to her and rubs it, providing comfort for you.
You get back in and when you enter everyone stops and looks up at you. Melissa can feel you immediately tense up. “What are all youse looking at?” She says and glares at everyone. Everyone immediately looks back down to their phone or food and continues what they were doing. Melissa leads you back to the table where Barb is and Barb gives you a comforting smile.
The teacher that was mean to you gets up and comes over to you. Melissa sees him coming over and glares at him, almost daring him to hurt you again. He has his head hanging a bit, looking embarrassed and stands beside you and you look up at him.
“Hey y/n, I just wanted to apologize to you. I shouldn’t have said what I said to you, I’m sorry.” He tells you and you nod your head at him. You’re too overwhelmed right now and can’t speak. You finish your lunch without saying another word and Melissa keeps glancing at you, worried about you.
You finish up the day quietly. You get the kids to work on their book report so that it’s silent and you don’t have to talk much. At the end of the day, when your last student was picked up you glance over at Melissa down the hall. You taught first grade so your classrooms are close together.
You can’t help but stare at her. She’s bending over and offering one of her students a high five before waving bye to them to go with their parent. You decide to leave now while she’s distracted, you think that maybe it wasn’t the best to get Melissa involved in your situation and shouldn’t have told her you’re autistic. So many people have had to accommodate you or help you and you feel like you should be able to do it yourself now that you’re an adult.
Melissa sees you look at her with a sad expression on your face before leaving. She can’t help but feel like maybe you won’t come over to her place now. When her last student is leaving with their parent a couple minutes later, she practically books it to the parking lot but sees your car is already gone.
She drives home and gets to work on cooking dinner, hoping you’d show. But then she gets a text from you saying that you won’t be able to make it tonight, and she sighs. She researched autism when you told her a few months ago and she knows that when autistic people get overwhelmed, they hide themselves away. She offered for you to come to her place to de-stress with food and tv, so she does the next best thing. After she finished cooking, she packed it into a container, and brought it with her to your place. She went and knocked on your door.
You answered it not too long later with leggings and loose shirt on. “Melissa? What are you doing here?” You ask her.
“Well since you won’t come over to my place, I thought I’d come to you.” She says with a warm smile and you now feel even more guilty for cancelling on her. “I brought over food I made. So either we can eat here or we can go back to my place. Choice is up to you.” She tells you with a shrug. You decide to go to her place and when you get there she gives you your favourite hoodie of hers and you sit on the couch. You’ve been to her place before and you told her that the plastic felt weird to sit on and she removed it the next day so that you’re comfortable when you go there. “Hey, you don’t have to speak but I just want to know that you’re ok.” She says and you nod. She gives you a plate of the food and you see that it’s her spaghetti and meatballs dish. Your favourite food of hers and you smile at her. She joins you on the couch, sitting next to you and then hands you the remote so you can decide what to watch, you decide on Shrek 3.
You watch the movie while eating, with Melissa right next to you, you in her hoodie, and you finally feel like you’re calming down. You put your head on her shoulder after you put your empty plate on the coffee table and she wraps her arm around you. You continue the movie, quoting some of the lines, and when it plays the ending scene with puss and donkey singing thank you, Melissa gets an idea. She guides you up and leads you to the empty space beside her couch and starts dancing with you. When the chorus comes on she sings it to you “I wanna thank you for lettin me be myself…again” She sings and you laugh. When she says the line again, she spins you while singing. The second chorus comes up “come on sing it with me.” She tells you.
The both of you sing it while dancing “I WANNA THANK YOU FOR LETTIN ME BE MYSELF…AGAIN.” You both sing at the top of your lungs. When it ends you’re both laughing and she hugs you.
“Thank you for letting me be myself.” You tell her and she looks at you with a warm smile and places a lock of hair behind your ear before cupping your cheek.
“It’s not a problem hun, it doesn’t matter to me that you’re autistic you know. You just think differently, and that's alright.”
You look in her eyes and you lean forward and kiss her. Melissa kisses you back and moves her hand from your cheek to the back of your head and places her left hand on your waist. You pull back and look at her with a smile.
“You kissed me back.” You say to her and she nods. “Why?”
“Because I like you. I have for a few months now.” She tells you.
“For how long?” You ask her and she thinks about it.
“Around the new year.” And you look at her in shock.
“But that’s after I told you I was autistic.” You tell her, putting the pieces together. “You knew I was autistic and you still like me?” You question her.
“How would you being autistic make me not like you?” She asks you, confused.
“Because I’m different than other people and have struggles because of it.” You tell her like it’s obvious.
“So? Everyone is different in their own way and everyone has their own struggles.” She tells you. “For example, I have trouble letting people in, because of trust issues. And I can have a short temper too.” She says and you look at her with so much love in your eyes. You kiss her again and she doesn’t hesitate to kiss you back.
When the person says “you may kiss the bride” , she doesn’t hesitate to give you a kiss then either. With a huge smile, she brings you closer to her and gives you a kiss, as wife and wife.
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emerald-truth · 2 years ago
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Yesterday I watched Data's Day and it made me cry and I need to talk about it.
First of all I love that it was lowkey a slice of life episode? Like Data is just describing his normal day and some crazy stuff happens as usual on the Enterprise but it's also just like. The crew hanging out. I especially love his conversation with Worf about what wedding present to buy because it's just so normal? Everyday? And just seeing his casual friendships with everyone? And they all love each other? I love the whole tng crew so much.
Anyway, what made me really emotional was how much I related to Data as an autistic person and I know people talk about this all the time but I'M GONNA TALK ABOUT IT AGAIN FOR MYSELF.
Right in the beginning of the episode he talks about how he used to have trouble maintaining friendships but now that he's become better at predicting other people's emotions he's become able to form friendships. And just. The whole ordeal of having to take years and years to LEARN TO MAKE FRIENDS when it seems to come so naturally to everyone else, when it seems like something that should just be easy. Yeah. But then also the absolute joy when you succeed! When you think ah yes I've finally learned to understand others enough, to do the correct analyses, to make the correct predictions, I can finally make friends! And Data is so pleased with himself just like I have been the past couple years. And the thing is! He makes mistakes still in predicting emotions! But his friends forgive him and help him understand! And it's just so??? Oh my god the happiness that comes with being accepted despite your flaws, despite who you are and what you can't change about yourself. With being reminded that you still deserve friendship and a special place in people's lives even when you make mistakes. Because even though he upsets Keiko by trying to change her mind about the wedding she forgives him and still lets him act as "the father of the bride" because she still loves him! Everyone does! Because he's so sincere! Oh my god I love Data so much-
But the thing that made me cry was one little moment when they suddenly redirect their course towards the neutral zone and Data says it's a good thing his duties can't be interrupted by emotions such as the uneasiness he might feel about such a change to the course. While clearly exhibiting signs of being nervous like tapping his fingers and glancing behind himself at the drivers. And this is something about my experience of autism that I hardly ever see in fiction. Not only do I have trouble understanding the feelings of others, I have trouble identifying MY OWN FEELINGS. I have low body awareness so instead of feeling emotions in my body I have to engage with them intellectually which means I often can't tell that I'm experiencing an emotion even when people around me can. I saw another post a month or so ago talking about how Data probably has similar troubles because his emotions don't manifest physically the way they do for humans. And just. I've spent so long feeling like and being accused of being an unemotional person because I don't feel my emotions the way other people do, so to see this implication that Data DOES have emotions even when he himself doesn't always notice them is so lovely. Just because he or I don't always feel emotions physically, and must understand them intellectually, doesn't mean we are uncaring. It just means so much to see a character who thinks of himself as emotionless be portrayed as so gentle, kind, and loved.
And then the end of the episode- Data says he believes humanity is not an inherent quality but a way of thinking and something he can achieve. And that's so reassuring. Even if I'm not human now, maybe someday I will be. And even if I'm not human, even if I'm never human, I can still be good, I can still feel, I can still make friends, I can still be like Data.
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my-autism-adhd-blog · 1 year ago
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Hi everyone,
My inbox is back open if anyone has questions. I might get a bit overwhelmed, but I’ll do my best to help.
Happy Autism Awareness/Acceptance Month
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theautismgoblin · 1 year ago
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HAPPY AITISM ACCEPTANCE MONTH EVERYONE!!
I am here with another Bill Cipher silly AU, meet TISM.
The Bill Cipher of the autism!!!
He's the protector of all kids neurodivergent, but he himself is autistic. He does get confused for Pride Bill quite a bit.
Uhh let's see what else, he feels like squishmallow, and he acts sometimes like a pulse pillow!
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