#have to at least try to live up to my username i guess

[asteroidaffection]

haven’t ya heard? hot girls have fat rolls and back acne

[canonkiller]

Hi, I'm Canon. I'm a disabled artist with some kind of gender and homosexual tendencies. You might have seen my usernames around in posts about loving OCs, or complaining about video game inaccessibility, or attached to one of the worm-centric comics I made, like these ones:

I hate having to ask for help when there's already so much going on, but I am also At My Limit.

To make a long story short, I am very disabled in multiple ways and I am living in a very inaccessible (and often directly disability-hostile) home. While I live with family, they do not provide assistance (financial or otherwise) and our rural location and the glacial pace of Canada's social services have left me A Bit Fucked. (Whatever you think Canada's health care provides, either it doesn't, or it takes half a year to even book an appointment.)

I've asked for help in the past with smaller goals, but costs continue to add up - and this time, finally, I may be able to actually make permanent accessibility changes to the household... if I can fund it myself. On the amount I get from the disability support program in my province, I can't do that; I would have to stop eating for months to afford even one of the major renovations in that time, and, obviously, I can't do that.

What kind of accessibility updates would this be going towards?:

A wheelchair ramp at at least one exit of the house; there are four potential exits, and all of them are currently multiple sets of stairs without railings.

A stair lift (for upstairs access) or a walk in tub (for downstairs access), depending on what my family will agree to

Dressers / storage that I am physically capable of opening

HRT (guess what isn't covered by Canada's health care, apparently!)

A whole mess of medical appointments (vision, prescriptions, dental, infinite various symptom testings) and transportation to and from those appointments (guess what else isn't covered!!)

A functional freezer

Physiotherapy 👍

Food 👍👍👍

And how can you donate?:

Donate directly to my Ko-fi page

Pledge monthly to my Ko-fi membership tiers

Order a commission from me (you'll be added to a queue; I can't provide completion time estimates right now)

Buy my premade digital goods (TTRPG resources, bases, tattoo tickets, etc) through Ko-fi or itch.io

Buy my art on physical goods through Redbubble or INPRNT

Buy designs / adoptables I've made through Toyhouse

Buy things off of my Amazon accessibility wishlist

I'm trying to buy used and second-hand / go through free stuff groups where I can to save costs, so I don't have a fixed goal and genuinely every bit helps. I really want to be able to get back to functioning somewhat normally, and due to Circumstances - as embarrassing as it is - I can't do that on my own, and I can't keep struggling with it the way I have been.

Thank you for your time, and any help you're able to provide. Reblogs are welcome and appreciated.

[love-belle]

when i said we could be friends, guess i lied !!!

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for when you can't forgive and forget so fuck you and fuck that is the way to go. ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚

social media au // carlos sainz x fem!reader

warnings - language

author's note - posting this bc i promised y'all i will!!!! only one part of this series left before i start with all of their second parts!!!!! thank you so much for reading, i love you <3

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yourusername "the grudge" is now officially yours <3 !! it took me exactly 178 days to complete this song and it's easily one of the most vulnerable and raw songs i have ever written. every feeling i have felt for the past few months is sewn into words and i hope you all like it just as much as i do. i love you <3

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yourusername you have everything and you still want more

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[leclerc-s]

what happens in vegas never stays in vegas

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maejonesverstappen i present to you mr & mrs jones-verstappen. to the moon and to saturn my love

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arthur_leclerc hardest secret to ever keep and i know about the re-records before they're set to come out.

isabellaperez AND THAT’S HOW YOU DO A PROPER VEGAS WEDDING PEOPLE!

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danieljonesricciardo you're literally obsessed with that picture of him

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maxjonesverstappen hey, that's my wife.

↳ maejonesverstappen hehe say it again. giggling and kicking my feet right now.

↳ daphnejonesricciardo i can confirm that.

redbullracing wedding of the year!

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christianhorner i beg, take care of him

↳ maejonesverstappen don't worry, you're golden boy is safe with me

↳ christanhorner oh i know.

schecoperez felicitaciones! les deseo mucha felicidad!

↳ maejonesverstappen GRACIAS CHEQUITO!

↳ maxjonesverstappen thank you checo.

joshuatbassett congrats you two, sorry i couldn't make it!

↳ maejonesverstappen thanks for talking some sense into me back in 2021 and helping me get the boy

↳ danieljonesricciardo EXCUSE ME? I HELPED TOO!

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maxjonesverstappen1 i guess vegas isn't half bad with you by my side. to the moon and to saturn forever mijn engel

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daphnejonesricciardo guess i can officially say, welcome to the family max. although you've been apart of it since my little sister fell in love with you

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maejverstappen hehe you're my husband

↳ maxjonesverstappen1 and you're my wife

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natalia_ruiz i love you guys, when is it my turn?

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zoyatorres beautiful wedding for two beautiful people

↳ maejonesverstappen thanks for being there z!

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username they're so cute, i wish them all the happiness and love in the world.

username mrs. jones-verstappen we all knew opposite was about max, it's not a coincidence that it came out during a time when max was rumoured to be dating kelly piquet.

↳ username can you imagine being so hurt by the thought of your ex being with someone new that you write the most heartbreaking song known to man?

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username MAX WON THE GP BUT HE ALSO WON AT LIFE!!

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¡leclerc-s speaks! i fully came into this not expecting it to go this way but it was too funny to not pass up so i went with it. hope y'all enjoyed this little two-parter. NOW RACE THOUGHTS: y'all i was going counting on the vegas gp being a shit-show and the media aspect of it kind of was, it was lowkey giving hunger games. the limo debrief was lowkey so fucking funny to watch and i want that every gp or every other gp. also, give it up to ferrari for not majorly fucking up, ALTHOUGH WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT 3.9 SECOND PITSTOP?? that is the only fuck up they had. AND THAT CHARLES OVERTAKE ON CHECO?? OH MY GOD!! but overall the race was interesting to watch, including that momentary french civil war thing alpine had happening. what did you guys think of the race?

¡disclaimer! this is in no way making assumptions about the people involved in this story, this is all fake. it is a fanfiction please don't take any of what is said seriously. this is all for entertainment purposes and as a creative outlet for me. enjoy!

[sadtonight]

"Goodbye, my love..."

Summary: when you got the chance to go back to your world you turned to your lover...knowing well that was the point of no return;

Characters: dorm leaders;

Warnings: angst, bittersweet/bad endings, reader is from another (our) world, reader is gender neutral, established romantic relationships;

Side notes: finally living up to my username. Strangely enough, I avoid reading these or similar prompts all together. I don't like angsty things without something that brings content to both the characters and the readers alike. I guess I have written this work because writing in some sort of diary is ultimately worthless, but if I transfer my sadness onto art, it would at least serve some kind of purpose?

Riddle

— one of the first to hear your story and one of the first to tell you goodbye;

— Heartslabyul was first dorm to welcome you like it was your home. You felt comfortable enough to share your issues that you struggled with, words coming out of your mouth rather effortlessly. After all the help you have given, Riddle couldn't sit straight and watch you suffer, thus he vowed to aid as much as he could, especially when you two got together;

— the male wasn't delusional when it came to your situation: if Twisted Wonderland is not your world, your belonging and it contains so little of your history it's natural that you must return back to where you lived. It's logical, it's correct, it's right;

— it's how supposed to be...The red haired recalled each and every abysmally dark night when he was restlessly convincing, reasoning and pleading himself to digest and accept the fact, while trying to fall asleep so he could get rid of the unwanted thoughts;

— as the time went by, Riddle couldn't contain his frustration anymore, lashing out more despite promising to do better. The tears, from anger along with sadness, glinted ever so slightly in the boy's big grey eyes, were noticed by few and addressed even less;

— his behaviour took a toll on you too, doubts looming over your like a phantom. So now it was the Heartslabyul dorm leader's duty to reaffirm your resolution. It was Riddle's duty as a lover to reassure you of your choice that you were still unsure about;

— the male thought that it would be him wiping away your warm tears, drawing circles on you back and placing soothing kisses, just like you did to him when he was at his lowest. However, heavy tremblings and hitched breath were not the things he wanted to give with you that dreadful day;

— one parting embrace and "I will miss you, my dear" ruined the seemingly impervious facade. Even with all possible rules Riddle has tortured himself to learn and follow over the course of his life, ever since he had lost you, he didn't know how to live his life anymore....

Leona

— unsurprising, really. As if his already bleak life could get any worse;

— turns out it could and it made Leona's blood boil hot in his veins with quick pulse ringing in his limbs. Not the same sensations he usually experienced when his team won tough Spelldrive matches. It was simultaneously cold and hot fury colliding, as if his body was filled with sizzling hot steel;

— you came into his pitiful life and planted the seeds of hopes in his heart. Savanaclaw dorm leader hasn't been positively motivated to do anything for the longest of time, until you showed up. With your stupid smile and easygoing attitude you wormed into his mind, leaving him wondering if there is any slimmest chance that he could live happily with you;

— it was your fault Leona couldn't look straight into your sorrowful eyes anymore. He sneered at you sorry state, proclaiming to not set foot into the mirror chamber until you disappear when the fateful day would come, acting as if those vicious words did hurt his tongue like he was licking a sharp dagger;

— the second born prince kept his promise, but you knew him well, feeling his presence nearby: tall animalistic figure standing outside the room in the shadows, awaiting to crawl back to it's den;

— it was the second most impactful defeat Leona has experienced. If he was to be there, right beside you, he wouldn't comfort you or wish you well, no, he would break the grand dark mirror, reduce it to ivory sand, thus dragging you to the intangible demise along with him and your possibilities of living a proper life;

— instead he sacrificed himself and your relationship, turned his heels around and started walking away upon hearing people with whom you were friends with rebuke the pathetic lover he was, feeling his palms sting from talons piercing the flesh. One way or another, Leona would be left with nothing but regrets, no matter what decisions he has taken or had the ability to make...

Azul

— it was ridiculous that there was nothing he could do! He tried his best to crawl out of murky waters only to sink into bigger, darker ocean of despair;

— if it wasn't for the great lengths of effort Azul has went through, he wouldn't be having everything he possessed. That of course included you, his most treasured acquisition attained by making many steps starting from his childhood;

— and to think it was nowhere near enough: because he was never enough for someone as great as you in the first place. Octomer couldn't fathom why had he listened to your lies, why had he opened up to you in the most tiniest, vaguest ways possible, let you bend himself to your will and wishes;

— you broke the very contract conditions you comically read out loud to him before signing the papers, agreeing to love him forever and ever along with never leaving him, using his favourite fountain pen. The gift which Azul got from your tender hands on his birthday. He put equally as much care and dedication to the thing as he put towards you;

— despite you arguing that you always loved every feature of his body and every bit of his personality, your lover couldn't be convinced otherwise: with a shaken voice and buckling knees which threaten to give away, in complete desperation Azul kept begging you to tell him what was wrong with him, what must be fixed so you wouldn't leave him and stay;

— and what could you say to that? You held him while he was painfully weeping, like he was back to being little detestable octopus again. Everything was spinning when the two of were going to the mirror chamber. It seemed more like you were seeing Azul away rather than the opposite;

— you both knew he would recover, you squeezed his hand lightly, as if seeking confirmation. To which your lover raised his head, trying to maintain natural expression while not break down crying once more. Azul will be fine, in weeks, months and years he will be better than he was and is today. You will be proud of what he will become and you will return to him, one day, with all the efforts he will make...

Kalim

— nooo, it was way too early to say good-byes when the two of you just started!

— Kalim never imagined counting time along with days so diligently prior to the news of you leaving. You were near him all the time: you accompanied him everywhere to the point of it getting in the way of Kalim's life. But he didn't care, he had to show you and tell you everything he could, even though his feet were tired and mouth ran dry;

— it took your lover some time to grasp that you couldn't stay. No matter how much he desired to be together or him running away with you, deep down the male had already realised that the stakes were too high on both ends, with each party losing something significant in return;

— there was no place for selfishness, meaning that Kalim had to make the most of the little time he was left with. Thus, the plans for the grandest departure party were worked out with the whole dorm helping and white haired male taking up the organizer's role;

— his laughter echoing in the boundless empty yet starry sky, his tears watering the treacherous desert, his movements erratic and animated, his stomach full of delicacies but aching as if from unquenchable hunger. You really did have lots of fun that day, and yet, you just couldn't shake melancholy away, watching your lover waver like a candle light in thick darkness;

— when time for your leave came, Kalim smiled like he always did, only glistening crimson eyes and soft sniffles betraying true feelings that he had no intentions of hiding. The boy wanted to give so many precious gift but instead had to give you his words. He tried writing his speech down, only to find that it would take to much paper, so at last he settled on speaking directly from his heart like he always did;

— everything he ever wanted you to have was happiness: for you to have kindness to yourself and others, for you to be in blissful serenity of no troubles bringing you down, for to find the best path in life and follow it. "Just please, be sound and happy for me, okay...?" were his final, parting words after which Kalim smiled, truly being glad to have met you.

Vil

— he has already been aware of how things work in the world: villains never get happy endings, there is no 'happy ever after's;

— but to say that with this knowledge it didn't faze Vil at all when news were broken to him by you...well, the shadow that fell on his face was the evidence of his true emotions despite his best efforts to appear as calm as an actor and model could possibly master;

— in reality, inside Vil was hurting so, so much he thought that he would burst. When he was heading back to his room, no soul dared to disturb the Pomefiore dorm leader, whose face now turned visibly paler even with several layers of make up;

— the second the click from the lock went off, male's back softly hit the door as he painfully shot his head upwards, gloved hand immediately reaching to catch falling tears. It felt like his body would collapse if he stayed on his feet for even longer than a second, thus Vil threw himself on the bed, clutching his pillow in a tight grip along with smothering his face into it's plush all while bitterly crying;

— make up and bedsheets will be damned, those trivial things could be replaced but another person?? Whom he was unfortunate enough to fall in love with in spite of knowing how they turned up in Twisted Wonderland? He was such a fool...

— Vil never regretted his time spent with you, he saw a potential and tried to nurture it in his own fashion. And whilst doing so, he couldn't stop his heart from beating faster, flirtatious words escaping his lips and eyes never leaving your figure once they caught the sight of you;

— all nice things has to wither when you are the villain — you do not deserve hero's honours. That's precisely why your lover was so insusceptible, actings like usual with only difference being him lightly scolding you for hesitating when both of you stood in the quite corner of the mirror chamber;

— you hugged you lover for one last time, Vil combing his long slender fingers through your hair, smiling wistfully. His only hope is for you to finally find your hero, with whom you shall find find everlasting bliss.

Idia

— there is nothing a man can't do. Even bring back those who are no longer here;

— the fear. This bone chilling feeling that was steadily creeping up within you with every encounter and visit: your lover, with madness in his eyes, run around the whole Night Raven in search of parts and components, working on his project without getting a silver of sleep or rest, going as far as to placing his hobbies onto his younger brother's hands;

— he was working on... you. Non organic version— consisting of metal, wires and magic. Fortunately for your sanity, the outside body parts like your face were still in the making but you were neither oblivious not ignorant person so with only seeing robotic structures barely coveted by white cloth you knew it was none other than you;

— that's how Idia copes, by finding substitutes to everything he lacks or that has been taken away. Maybe, it's because behind his cynicism and cold approach even to things dear to him he still cares. So much so that he can't let it go;

— lanky male knew he would lose you one day, due to his fault or your will and some time later into your relationship he started working on the project off and on. Just in case so he would be prepared. It was like bringing additional set of armour to a boss fight, no?

— you tried to bring Idia back, trying to shake off his delusions but untimely it was useless. You almost considered turning headmaster Crowley down and staying, however Ortho promised to take care of his older brother instead of you;

— you felt sick to the stomach seeing your poor lover curled up on the floor, passed out from exhaustion yet the skin around his eyes still being wet and reddened. You managed to drag his body onto the bed and tuck him in. It was almost time for you to leave, you were about to rise from the bed when you caught a sound of Idia's murmuring;

—"...'s all my fault" was barely audible, but it hurt just as if it was yelled at you, stabbing you right in the ribcage. You gently caressed his face and hair, shaking your head despite him not being able to see, admitting in a quivering voice: "No Idia, it's all my fault. I'm the only one to blame..."

Malleus

— the fae frequently told you how scared he was of losing you;

— a silent, comfortable moments would bring up all those worries: of your lifespan, of his position and of the fate both of you have to experience ahead;

— like a caring father, Lilia had made attempts to warn Malleus of the concept of loss. Although, bat fae could go as far without opening his own old, healed wounds and scars, thus preventing young prince from getting in touch with emotional, or sometimes, physical pain;

— that's why he felt... numbness. There was nothing: no anger, no sadness, no desperation. It rattled him to no end that he felt nothing. Not even dark grey clouds that he unintentionally created or your sudden sorrowful demeanor sparked that anguish which Malleus knew he was supposed to feel, and yet...

— he was empty. His figure, near deserted lots and buildings, as if swaying in the distance due to misty rain that engulfed the college grounds, all alone in reminiscence of warm times he spent together with you;

— dragon fae had one fatal trait: the time never waited for him, days and weeks turning into mare minutes. He was on his way back to his dorm, silently walking along wet sidewalk, when his foot stepped into the puddle making a splashing sound that caught male's attention. Malleus casted his eyes downwards and saw his own grim reflection. It was then he realized that it was time for his lover's departure;

— he turned around so fast his breath got knocked out of his lungs, and in instant he appeared in the mirror chamber. But it was too late: remnants of you figure dissolved in a blinding light right before his eyes. The attempts to catch just a piece of you with his hand before there was nothing left to grasp were futile. You were gone... just like that;

— when the life took a turn to better, it was ripped from Malleus hands. It all came down crushing, thoughts he tried his best to ignore: soon, your being would also perish. Your appearance, your voice, your character and your mark on this world. At some point, Malleus will be the only one who can prove that you ever existence in Twisted Wonderland;

— he finally understood: it was grief he felt all along, and he was mourning you — his first and last lover ever...

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Tag game for fanfiction authors !

I was tagged by both @the-blue-eyed-firebender and @lassusog, thank you so much to both of you !!

The story you're proudest of: 

I have two in mind, but I will be talking about the other one later, and I want to talk about a finished one. I’m incredibly proud of us, @qs63 and myself, for “My own worst friend and my own closest enemy” (does it surprise anyone that I am the one who chose the title? BTW fun fact, it comes from the same song as my username). I’m proud of us for  writing a four hands fic relatively seamlessly, and managing to get to the end of it in a relatively short time. It was a blast from start to finish, and I��m also glad it seems to still get love a year after we finished publishing. Bonus, it’s still very fun to re-read for me because I only wrote 50% of it so I don’t remember everything and I get surprised every time haha. We managed to make a fic that also delves into character study for both BH and 03 Roy and Riza, and that was INCREDIBLY FUN. Best time. 

Your story that's gotten the most love online:

We don’t talk about failures Murdocks Never Quit in this house so let’s talk about one I’m actually proud of (at least I did learn from my mistakes). Besides, it seems to have gotten that much insane love without me even knowing or being told it so uh. Nevermind. That just couldn't work, could it.

Of course since it’s a very long fic with multiple chapters the one which has received the most love is All the hope (not that people read more long fics but statistically more people are exposed to it thanks to the new chapters updates), which I am very proud and insanely happy about, because at first I wasn’t even planning to publish it. And now I’m gladly on the way to finish this monster of a fic and already planning the second part. Go figure XD but I am so so grateful for everyone who has given a chance to it and for those who keep on reading. Extra bonus for you who leave all these detailed comments at each chapters, all of you, you have no idea how you’ve kept me afloat all year. And kept/keep me writing. All the love for you. Thank you so much. 

Tease a current WIP or idea you're working on: 

I’m already thinking of what I could do once I’m done publishing All the hope, and I have some WIPs lying around. The most developed one has already been partially written, and I’m considering trying to start posting it with a long delay between chapters, to allow me to work on multiple things at once. Not sure it’s a good idea, though. This one, some of my followers might know about, has for working name “1923”, and explores the lives of the Roy and Riza of OUR universe that we don’t get to see in Conqueror of Shamballa. I couldn’t NOT have fun with sending Roy into WW1, I mean, ME. SENDING CHARACTERS INTO WW1? HOW SURPRISING. I even managed to find a historically accurate way to send Riza to war without making a nurse out of her (which. No. No nurse Riza for me, unless you count her nursing Roy back to health)(of course, who do you think I am, you know what I write). There’s of course all the other characters that pop up here and there. And yes of course this is 100% Royai lol (UPDATE : I don't know what possessed me. It's a Royai fic alright. However. There are surprises in it. If I don't mention that I know someone will come and kill me with her bare hands. Lol. Royai with a twist I guess?)

Your top 3 fandoms:

I don’t know if I can count FMA 03 and Brotherhood/manga as different fandoms lol so FMA, Daredevil (comics or show, but they ARE different characters)(I'm more of a comics Matt lover, to everyone's surprise), and Ripper Street (everyone watch Ripper Street please and you will thank me after wanting to kill me). 

Your top 3 ships:

Royai, Havoroyai (didn’t specify I can’t have OT3), Havoroy yes there is a pattern here.

Wait was I supposed to talk about different fandoms? Then Matt/Karen and Edmund/his hat (and anyone who would be willing to give some love to this disaster of a man). 

Rec someone else's fic:

Your Warmth Against My Scars by @lassusog. Just. It’s just so good. Perfect angst, perfect characterisation, and so, so, so good on all parts I just can’t seem to find the words and it makes me insane. Read it if you haven’t already, re-read it if you have, which is what I’m planning to do. 

Pick one!

Fluff or Angst (or both, they gotta earn the fluff)

Oneshots or longfics

Canon compliance or canon divergence

AO3 or FF.net

I tag @qs63, @wellbehaveddolphin, I think all the other royai people have been tagged already ? My memory is Swiss cheese so if you haven't and you see this, please do it. And I'll extend to @mabonetsamhain, @residentdormouse, @littleragondin and @riotbrrrd :)

[libraryofneith]

Out of Mind Chapter 1 (Joel Miller x Reader)

Chapter 2

This is my first The Last of Us fanfic : D This is based on the HBO show, not the video game - i don’t know how to video game. I’m also still getting to grips with how Tumblr works so if my fanfics don’t look as swish as some other fics do, bear that in mind. If you have any tips let me know! I’m also on AO3 under the same username and I tend to update that first. You can check out this fic and my others here.  

Summary:  You're a pickpocket trying to make a living in the Boston QZ, what happens when you cross two of the most dangerous smugglers in the city? 

Well if you've read any TLOU self-inserts, or any self inserts at all for that matter, you can probably guess : )This is probably gonna be a long one, we're talking some serious slow cooking here. But I promise you it will be worth it. There is gonna be some serious lemony goodness when it comes, like really really lemony, so look away ye minors or people of delicate sensibilities (no seriously i mean it).Until that comes we're gonna have it all - morally ambiguous characters, angst, more trauma than you can shake an hbo show at, hurt and comfort, maybe a little fluff if you ask nicely and so. much. pining!!!!!

Preview:  You were almost disappointed at how easy it had been. One cheeky smile, a suggestive lilt in the voice and that guy could barely tell his ass from his ear. So much for the Clint Eastwood of the Boston QZ.

Warnings/Tags: [18+ minors DNI], Boston QZ era Joel, Pre-Ellie, not Tess slander, reader and Tess are friends, slow burn, like really slow burn, slow roast cooker here, mutual pining, age gap - reader is 27 and Joel is 50, he’s my depiction of a fictional character and I’ll thirst if I want to, angst, hurt/comfort, trauma, attempts at healing, not everything about these characters and their relationships is healthy but it’s an apocalypse so sue me. 

Joel

Today was not a good day.

The sun was beating down unrelenting on Joel as he stalked through the streets of Boston trying to get as far away from the unconscious FEDRA soldier as humanly possible. Apparently that little shit thought that five ration cards for a bag of anti-depressants actually meant three ration cards and a gun in his face. The only thing Joel had taken away from that trade was the look on the guard's face when his fist connected with his jaw. At least he'd gotten the drugs back. If he'd come back to the apartment with ration cards and the stash gone Tess would've been pissed - or more pissed than she was already going to be. Maybe if he stopped by the courtyard he could trade with...

Oof!!!

Joel cursed as he crashed headlong into some stupid girl.

"Oh shit sorry."

He gave no response to her apology except a grunt.

"Oh... shit, sorry," she repeated, the words now laced with innuendo. "Wouldn't want to harm a hair on your lil' head." Who's that short-ass calling little'?

"Don't sweat it. Takes more than a bump to bring me down."

"Oo I bet it does." She was standing toe-to-toe with him now, eyes glinting, her hand stroking up and down his arm. "I wonder what it takes to bring you down." Her hand lingered and her smile threatened to draw him in and for a moment, he almost found himself leaning towards her. Then he snapped back to reality and brushed her off.

"Sorry. Not interested." Last thing he needed today was Tess giving him the cold shoulder all night. Still, he let his eyes follow her a little. She was too young for him by half but no harm in looking. Just looking. She wasn't unattractive, not unattractive at all. Like almost everyone in the QZ she looked like she'd seen better days but there was something in the way she walked, bounced almost, like she was ready to take on every fucker who tried her. And her eyes... shit. Her eyes had caught him staring. She flashed him another smile but he tore himself away, already burning her image out of his mind. A cold shower, a few pills, and a glass of whisky and it'd be gone.

"Took you long enough." Tess was already nursing a bottle when he got home.

"Hello to you too."

"What happened?" Joel sighed. He could never keep anything from her.

"Stupid fuckin' kid wouldn't pay up. Things turned ugly."

"You ok?"

"Yeah, but if that FEDRA bastard wakes up he's gonna have one hell of a headache." Tess grinned.

"So you got the stash back?"

"Yup. Gottit right he-" Tess's face fell and Joel's stomach sank as he pulled out a clear plastic bag filled with marbles, not pills.

"Joel what the fuck?!"

"Someone must've switched the bags."

"Without you noticing, how?"

"I don't know." His entire body was quivering with rage.

"Maybe it was that stupid FEDRA kid..."

"No. He's not that smart." The apartment was filled with a stony silence as he tracked back everything that had happened after the deal had gone south. He knew he had the bag after. Then he'd gone straight home, he hadn't seen or spoken to anyone after. Well, except...

"Oh." Then it dawned on him.

"What?"

"That fucker."

"What Joel. Who was it??"

He could picture her now. The glint in her eyes, that confident stride as she walked away from him, that smile, that damn smile.

"I'm gonna kill her."

---

You

You grinned as you examined the bag. One week's worth of happy pills. And after you met with Robert that bag would be seven ration cards.

You were almost disappointed at how easy it had been. One cheeky smile, a suggestive lilt in the voice and that guy could barely tell his ass from his ear. So much for the Clint Eastwood of the Boston QZ. You'd still have to lay low for the next few weeks until Tess and Joel gave up on finding you. From what you'd heard these people were not to be fucked with. Of course you had anyway but after tomorrow you'd be able to kick back and relax until your supplies ran out. Tiny Dancer blasted through your walkman as you laid back on your mattress surrounded by books, sweets, cigarettes and everything else that almost no one but you had.

Things were finally looking up.

Hope you enjoy, more to come. Like and reblog if you enjoyed, if you didn’t send it to your enemies.

[dip-the-pip]

saw your tag, why are you on a gmm strike? j curious.

tbf i guess rhett and link didn’t Do Anything but at the same time they didn’t….do anything

they did a fanfic vid couple years ago, with 3 explicit stories about them with usernames attached. Their audience is mainly cishet families. So having my nsfw story put on blast with my username that I had on here, ao3, and twitter made life a bit of a nightmare ._. had people finding my accounts and telling me what I did was disgusting and horrible, soo many people were posting about that episode making fun of the stories and the writers along with r&l

the thing is like. they didn’t ask. not that they have to, technically, but i had only been in the dnp space besides that, and the general agreement here is dnp leave the phan/fan stuff alone unless they ask for it and they try and make sure people are only submitting their own stuff, and they generally stay away from fics unless it’s a crack fic (skin fic, hat fic)

so like. i tried reaching out to r&l, gmm, stevie, matt (the one who wrote the episode) anyone to even just get my username removed from the video and never heard anything. then everyone was sorta like ‘uhhh ur overreacting, u wrote the fic, they read it, live with it’ even though it was just a fun stupid little hobby. i haven’t gone back to writing since, gmm/r&l just sorta leave a bad taste in my mouth now, I still get flushed and embarrassed when i think about it even though I’ve deleted most (all?) of my r&l fics. Like, i have close friends who watch gmm daily. I have family that watches gmm daily. I have to assume they watched that one and hope to god they didn’t bother looking up the usernames.

so yeah idk like that was a very hard stop for me watching gmm anymore bc i get genuinely nauseated. and at least with dnp like,, the audience is queer, whereas gmm is a Very cishet family oriented audience that do not involve themselves in fandom spaces

[dotster001]

Do you think you could make a twisted earth fic where we get transported to twisted wonderland with the octrio and whoever else you think would be interesting?

Im.not going anonymous bc I love my user too much

Summoned From Twisted Earth

A/N: this came out really long, oh my gosh but I hope you like it. I decided to focus on the octotrio, because I felt like daily life with them would be chaotic enough. (You're username is very funny btw) Later, I reference a shirt. I'm imagining this, but put your face in place of the emoji. I'm sorry 😂

Weeks of research, bribery, and thievery had led up to this moment. 

Azul’s phone, opened to the Twisted Earth homescreen, sitting in the middle of a summoning circle, him and the twins standing around it, pens drawn.

“Floyd, you remember the words, right?” Azul asked him.

“Duh! I’m not gonna mess up a chance to squeeze Shrimpy for real,” Floyd said with an eye roll.

“Remember, Shrimpy is for ALL of us. And we must make sure not to interrupt them when they are doing work for the lounge,” Jade said with a smile, although Azul was certain that should the moment arise, Jade would allow Floyd to run off with you for entertainment reasons.

“Yeah, yeah, whatever. Let’s just do this before I lose my energy,” Floyd said.

The three began chanting the spell, moving their pens in synch, and the phone in the circle began to hiss and smoke. Suddenly, it exploded and filled the room with smoke.  The three began coughing and spluttering, trying to clear the smoke out.

When it faded, there you were. Laying down in the circle, eyes closed as though you were sleeping. 

Though the plan had been to let you wake up naturally, then explain the situation, Floyd was never one to follow plans. He dived into the circle with an excited laugh, and wrapped his arms tightly around you.

You woke up with a start, and immediately began to breathe heavily.

“Floyd,” Azul groaned, as Jade knelt down and illustrated deep breathing to get you to calm down.

“Wha?” Floyd said, seemingly unaware of the position you were in, and nuzzling his cheek against yours.

“There we are,” Jade said, satisfied that you’d calmed down enough. “Welcome to Twisted Wonderland. I am Jade, this is my brother Floyd, and that is Azul. How much do you know about yourself?”

This was the important part. If they had performed the spell to perfection, you would be aware that you were a video game, and aware of at least Azul, as it was his phone you were summoned from. If the spell was at its worst, you would have zero memories, and wouldn’t even know your own name. Azul was hoping for the former. The twins were hoping for something in between.

“I…uh…” you said hoarsely. “I’m Y/N. I know plenty about myself, what do you mean?”

“Fu fu, we were wondering if you knew you were a video game character, who lived in a non magical world,” Jade said, already fascinated by you. He’d rather just set you loose on the world and see what happened. But that wasn’t likely to happen anytime soon considering how tight his twin was holding you.

“I’m a what? No , no, I’m not a video game character,” You said hastily, attempting, rather unsuccessfully, to extricate yourself from Floyd’s grip.

Jade pulled out his phone, and showed you one of the cards in his game, and you froze.

“Understand?” Azul said, pushing his glasses up his nose. “Here’s how things stand.”

                                              ….

Life with those three was…unique to say the least. Their story was that they were businessmen who brought you to life so that people could pay them to interact with you. It seemed reasonable enough, you guessed, but the way Floyd hung off you, Jade stared at you dreamily, and Azul turned red if you even looked at him, you had to guess there was more to it.

Not that you would ask them about it right now. You were having enough trouble adapting to a world full of magic, and fighting off the ever present existential crisis of finding out that everything you knew about yourself before this point was programmed into you.

You would start your day with Jade waking you up, and helping you free yourself from Floyd’s cuddle grip. This was easier on days when Floyd was in a good mood. If he was in a bad mood, not even a forklift could free you. After you were free, If you were free, Jade would give you a soothing mushroom based tea that somehow managed to taste good. It had a different flavor everyday, and Jade would quietly have a conversation with you while you drank it, eying you curiously. You felt safer never asking about it.

After this, you would join Azul in the VIP lounge, where you would film video messages, and do meet and greets with well off customers. Azul would busy himself with his paperwork, before offering you his arm to escort you to wherever you wanted to go, after you finished your work. He was always a blushy mess when you parted, but he still managed to ask if you needed anything from him, before going off to work the lounge, or go to class for the rest of the day.

Originally, you had had all three men’s phone numbers so that if anything happened while you were exploring this new world, they could be there in a flash. However, Floyd had taken to asking where you were, and skipping class. It had happened too many times, and now you had a new phone number, and Floyd was blocked on your phone.

All four of you would hang out at lunch time, where you would talk about what you had discovered that day. Jade would happily smile at you, while Floyd would nibble on your finger, arm, or anything you allowed him access to, and Azul would try to hold a conversation with you without becoming a disaster. (You had been assured by that twins that this behavior was weird, but you’d yet to see him act any other way).

Afterwards, you would explore some more, then rejoin them in the dorm. On Fridays, you helped out with the lounge at the special “Twisted Earth Theme Night”. Every other day, you would hang out with Jade at the bar, as he told you secrets about the customers. 

You would help them out when they needed to restock their merch store. It was definitely weird seeing merch of yourself, your friends, your enemies…. Pretty much everyone you knew. But if it kept Floyd from making more of that shirt….you’d do what you had to. You were able to help approve, or disapprove merch ideas, which not only meant you could prevent cursed crap from happening, but they could also put your official seal of approval on their products.

At the end of the day, you all would have dinner together, before separating for the night. This was usually the time when they would ask you questions.

Top Questions have included: 

“Do you think octopi are hot?” (from Floyd)

“Do you think eels are hot?” (from Floyd)

“How would you feel about being wrapped around, like you’re a bean pole, by a mermaid?” (From Floyd)

(You never know how to answer Floyd’s questions)

Once you got tired, you would go to your room, and go to sleep. You would wake up the next morning to Floyd cuddling you, and Jade waking you up, and the cycle would repeat.

It was definitely an odd life, but you were growing used to seeing those three everyday. The more you learned about them, the softer your heart went for them. You got excited to start your day cuddling Floyd, and drinking tea with Jade. You enjoyed working with Azul and watching him slowly grow bolder with you. You loved spending time with them at the end of the night, despite the weird questions you sometimes got. You were getting used to FLoyd jumping you, Jade’s secretly possessive behavior, and Azul’s charms.

You were grateful for your time with them. You couldn’t wait for your next adventure, or what the future would bring.

...

Tag list- @leonia0 @shytastemakerthing

[hyunlixsbbygirl]

The Baby Verse | Three.

summary: when chan and hyunjin are summoned to the company, they decide to leave felix in charge of little jisung while they're gone - things don't always go according to plan and when felix slips, there's only one person that is big enough to care for them.

-- paring/s: chan x felix & hyunjin x jisung

-- genre: idol au, fluff, slight angst

-- length: 3.2k

-- chapter warnings: impure regression, hints of stress, diaper wetting

-- notes: this story is cross-posted to ao3 under the username thishippiekid

Tag list: @3rachasninja @veryjeongintxtkid

BangChan and Hyunjin had somehow managed to sneak the two sleeping littles out of the company building without being noticed; they had put face masks on them to hide the pacifiers and piggybacked them all the way back to the dorms. Hyunjin froze in the entryway as they entered the dorm though realizing the other members were all in the living room together; Chan sensed the situation and moved around the younger to take control.

"Oh hey, you're ba..." Changbin began but quickly stopped himself from continuing when he saw Felix fast asleep on Chan's back. "Everything okay?" The second eldest member asked softly as he stood up from the couch; it was then that he noticed Hyunjin standing behind Chan with a sleeping Jisung on his back. "What the hell happened?" Lee Know asked suddenly worried that the twins had gotten hurt or sick.

"Yeah everything is fine; Felix just finally let himself relax and he fell asleep in the studio" Chan lied, Lee Know nodded and turned his attention to Hyunjin, waiting for his explanation. "Jisung was complaining that his legs were hurting; I guess trying to keep up with Felix got the better of him. I offered to carry him home and must have fallen asleep on the way back" Lee Know didn't quite buy their stories but let it be for now.

"Get them to bed then. Changbin, sleep with me tonight. Let the twins share your room with Chan" the younger member nodded as he watched Chan and Hyunjin bring the boys to his, Chan, and Felix's shared room. Once they were inside and the door was closed, the two caregivers let out a relieved sigh. "Think they bought it?" Hyunjin asked. "I mean.. they've all seen how Felix has been these last few weeks. I'm sure they at least bought my story. Though Jisung does complain about being in pain so they could've believed yours too."

Chan gently sat down on Felix's bed, lowering the sleeping little and helping him lay down watching Hyunjin do the same with Jisung on his bed. "Let's get them changed, don't forget the diapers. I have no idea how old they're regressed to right now." Hyunjin nodded. Chan opened up the closet and took out Felix's fluffy blue pajama bottoms and a plain white t-shirt; he then grabbed some red flannel pajama pants from Changbin's side and a plain black t-shirt for Jisung.

Hyunjin rummaged through the bags of items Chan had bought months ago and found the pack of diapers; he set them on the bed and took the clothes from Chan before removing Jisung's face mask. The little still sucking on the pacifier Chan had slipped into his mouth at the studio; Hyunjin then removed his shirt and sweatpants as Jisung stirred; "Lift your hips baby boy" Jisung did as he was told and Hyunjin quickly slid off his boxers, replacing them with a diaper.

Chan also began to undress Felix; the little whining as his sleep was disturbed. "I know baby, but daddy can't let you sleep without a diaper on." Hyunjin's heart fluttered hearing the older call himself daddy. Would he also be able to call himself daddy with Jisung? Soon the two littles were diapered and dressed for bed; both sucking their pacifiers as they fell into a deep sleep. "Two littles... twin littles at that." Chan stated, his hands on his hips as he looked between the two younger members.

Hyunjin crossed his arms over his chest; "What are we going to do hyung? What if they start slipping in front of the others?" Chan also worried about that. The other members still had no idea Felix had slipped into little space months ago despite Felix occasionally showing symptoms of it. "Well first; we need to make sure Felix and Jisung understand what happened. By now I think Felix is aware of his regression but Jisung... he's never even shown signs."

Hyunjin nodded as he yawned and stretched out his back; he unbuttoned his jeans, letting them slip to the floor before he crawled into bed with Jisung. "We can figure it out in the morning. Let's just sleep for now" Chan nodded even though the younger had his back turned to him. He followed Hyunjin's actions of just letting his jeans fall down his legs to the floor and climbing to bed with Felix; the younger felt the warmth of the older and cuddled into him.

Chan kissed the younger's head as he wrapped his arms around him, he wasn't sure what he was going to do about the other members finding out but as the leader and first caregiver; he'd figure it out when the time came.

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The next morning Felix woke up first; his jaw a little sore from sucking on the pacifier all night. He rubbed his eyes before gently shaking Chan awake, "Mmm Lix? Are you..." he started asking, he sat up in bed and rubbed the sleep from his eyes. "I'm not regressed anymore hyung" Chan nodded and pulled him into a hug, "How are you feeling? Any better since yesterday?" Felix nodded as he hugged the older back.

"Thanks Channie..." his voice was barely above a whisper but the older heard him clear as day. "For what Lix?" Felix looked up into the older's eyes a trace of regression still present in them but for the most part he was back to being big Felix. "For helping me slip, for taking care of me, for...caring so much" Chan gave the younger a pout, "You know I love you right? I'd do anything to help you." It was Felix's turn to pout, "You love all of us though, but you took extra care of me though you didn't have to."

Chan ran his fingers through the younger's hair; "You know you're special to me Lix; you're my home. I do love all my kids but I've always loved you just a little more." it felt weird to admit that he loved Felix differently than he loved the other members but it was the truth; there was just something about him that made the eldest just melt. The two had spent a few moments just looking at each other in silence when a strained whine broke the silence.

Felix hadn't noticed that Hyunjin and Jisung had been there until he heard the whine that came from the younger of the two; Hyunjin woke up immediately upon hearing it, completely unusual considering he was the hardest member to wake up typically. "What's wrong baby boy?" Jisung whimpered as he made grabby hands towards the older. "Baby boy? Did Hyunjin just... oh my god." Felix's mouth hung open when he finally saw Jisung properly.

Jisung still had the pacifier in his mouth; his eyes big and round with tears threatening to spill over his lashes. Hyunjin pulled the little into his lap and pat him on the bottom soothingly, "Ah, someone needs to be changed I see." Felix immediately looked at Chan for an explanation, "Yeah... so last night. Jisung kind of saw you slip into the headspace and I guess the stress of trying to keep up with you all month got the better of him. He uh.. slipped too."

"Jisungie is a little too?" Felix asked, his eyes wide in shock. Chan nodded his head, "Hyunjin and I felt it before it happened so I took out the extra pacifier I bought for you to see if he would take it and he did." Felix wiggled, he was kind of excited to have another regressor in the group; at least he wouldn't be alone as he navigated this new side of himself. "Am I..." the younger suddenly realized. "In a diaper?" Chan nodded before flashing him a smile.

"You were non-verbal again so I didn't know how old you were. I figured it would be a good idea to put you in one just in case." Felix felt odd about being in a diaper but when he realized he was dry he felt a little better about the whole ordeal. Hyunjin had just finished changing Jisung into a fresh diaper and was starting to pull on his pants when he acknowledged the other two with a nod; "Morning Lix, glad to see you doing better"

"Thanks, Hyunjinnie, I know you were there too. So thank you for helping me too." Felix stood up from the bed and wrapped his arms around the taller boy, Hyunjin smiled and hugged him back. "Uh hey Hyunjin, the manager wants us at the company in a bit. He has a question regarding danceracha's group stage next week." Chan told the other as reading his texts. "What about Jisung? He's still regressed and I don't want him to be alone if he comes out of his headspace." Hyunjin's voice full of worry.

Felix looked over at Jisung who was in the process of falling back asleep; "I'll take care of him. I may be a little myself but it's only for a little while right? I don't think I'll slip today so it should be fine" Chan gave Hyunjin a look; they knew it was really their only option considering the other members had no clue what was going on yet. "Are you sure Lix? What if him being little triggers you to slip?" Chan asks him.

"FaceTime me. Use your phone like a baby monitor so you can occasionally check in on us while you're gone." it was a brilliant idea. Chan quickly hit the FaceTime button on Felix's contact and watched the younger grab his phone and accept the call; he then placed the phone on the nightstand in the middle of the room so you could see everything. "Okay, we'll be quick. Try to stay in the room as much as you can while we're gone. Use Jisung's phone to conference into the call if you need to leave so you can watch him."

Chan and Hyunjin threw on some hoodies and checked each other's hair to make sure they both looked presentable enough before leaving Felix with his twin. Felix sighed nervously and moved around the room to change into something a bit more grown-up to help prevent an unwanted slip. When he had gotten changed into a pair of boxers, some athletic shorts, and one of Chan's shirts he grabbed Jisung's phone and conferenced himself into the call so he could use the bathroom.

To Felix's dismay; Lee Know was walking towards him, seemingly wanting to check on him and Jisung. "You're awake, good. I wanted to talk to you about last night." the older started once he saw Felix standing in the middle of the hallway. "What about it? Did I do something wrong?" Felix genuinely didn't know what happened last night, he just remembered Chan forcing him to sit on his lap in the dance studio and then nothing until this morning.

"You don't remember falling asleep in the dance studio and Chan carrying you home?" Felix shook his head, "I was probably really exhausted. It's not a big deal, I just overworked myself a little that's all" Felix made a beeline for the bathroom as he heard Lee Know follow him, clearly not finished with their conversation. Felix was too fast for him though; he got into the bathroom and locked the door so the older couldn't come in.

Feeling defeated; Lee Know headed into the living room, he decided to just wait things out to see if Felix remembered anything significant about last night. It was just weird to not only have Felix being carried home asleep but to also have Jisung carried home asleep as well. Something else that Lee Know had noticed was that both younger boys had something in their mouths underneath their masks, the bulge of the pacifiers obviously straining against them.

Once Felix had relieved himself and checked on Jisung, he headed to the kitchen; stomach growling as if he hadn't eaten in days. Lee Know followed the younger into the kitchen, determined to get more answers. "Was dancing the only thing you were doing to relieve stress?" Felix jumped not hearing the older follow him into the kitchen. "Yes, why?" Lee Know searched the younger's face for any trace of a lie but didn't detect one.

Technically Felix wasn't lying since he really had no idea what happened last night but he wasn't exactly telling the truth either. That's when they heard it; a sound that made the younger freeze but it made the older bubble up with concern. Lee Know grabbed the source of the sound from Felix and looked at the screen; he saw Chan's name in the top corner along with Felix's and then saw Jisung sat up in Chan's bed sobbing.

The older was faster than Felix expected; both of them running to the bedroom reaching the door at the same time. Lee Know threw open the door and attached himself to Jisung immediately looking him over for injuries or anything that would explain why he just burst out sobbing. "Jisung, what's wrong? Look at me, what's wrong..." the older saw it. Jisung's bright blue pacifier slightly slipping out of his mouth as he sobbed.

Felix rubbed his arm not sure what to do; surely Chan would see this on the camera right? "Lix.. what is going on?" Felix looked up at the older who was desperately trying to soothe Jisung without understanding how. Felix felt himself slipping, he shook his head to clear the feeling and tried to speak; "Jisung is an age regressor, we think or Chan thinks. He..s-slipped yesterday and just st-stayed like that all night" he audibly gulped.

Lee Know tilted his head confused but the confusion didn't last long as he saw Felix's eyes grow wide and wet, "Lix, wait... I'm not mad." he said quickly but it was too late. Felix couldn't contain it anymore; he couldn't fight it and so he slipped into little space again, this time being slightly older than the last two times. He fell to his knees and started crying himself; not knowing what to do now that he was little.

Lee Know kept glancing between Jisung and Felix; both now crying hysterically. Lee Know picked up Jisung and carried him over to Felix, pulling him up to stand so they could all sit on the bed and hopefully figure out what the hell was going on. The older took a deep breath to calm himself before he put Jisung in his lap and Felix next to him; "Lixie, please tell hyung why you're crying." he asked softly. Felix slowed his crying just a little so he could speak.

"M' scawd, hyung not know" Lee Know knitted his brows together, the younger wasn't acting like himself; nor was he speaking normally. His lap suddenly became slightly warmer and that's when he noticed that Jisung was wearing a diaper in which he must have just wet because he started crying harder. The pacifier falling from his mouth which didn't help the situation at all; "Minho! Can you hear me!?" Chan's voice suddenly boomed from Felix's phone on the nightstand.

"Yeah, I can. Hyung what is going on?!" the panic evident in his voice. "I'll explain in a minute, we're on our way now. Just grab the pacifier from the floor for Jisung and then find Felix's pacifier. It should be on the bed behind you." Lee Know bent over carefully so he didn't drop Jisung as he picked up the pacifier and slid it into his mouth, then he felt around behind him until his hand landed on something hard; he slid the other pacifier into Felix's mouth and both boys ceased their crying.

"Hyung..." Lee Know said shakily as the two boys began playing with each other. "We're right outside, just stay there." Chan ended the call and he and Hyunjin ran up the stairs rather than take the elevator up to the third floor.

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Chan ran into the bedroom only a few minutes after ending the call; he picked up Felix the second his eyes found him. Hyunjin was right behind him and ready to transfer Jisung from Lee Know's lap into his own. Once the two littles were content in their caregivers' embrace, Chan began his explanation of what just happened. "I had my suspicions that Felix was a little for a few months before I asked him if ever tried regressing. He was really hesitant but once he slipped I could tell it made him feel better."

"He has a hard time relieving his stress which is why he threw himself into dancing so much with Jisung. Last night though Jisung was over it and called us to make him stop dancing." Hyunjin continued, Lee Know hanging onto every word the two were saying trying to put the pieces together. "We helped Felix slip into little space last night after he stubbornly refused to accept this side of him and watching Lix slip kind of triggered Jisung to also slip though we had no idea."

"He just crawled into my lap and when Chan held a pacifier out to him, he took it with almost no hesitation" Lee Know looked at the two littles who were quietly babbling with each other. "So that's why they fell asleep? They became overwhelmed and... slipped into little space so you both had to carry them home?" Chan nodded, "I know it's a little, unusual but it's helping Felix more than you know. He actually got more than three hours of sleep last night."

"So, how old do they become?" Hyunjin shrugged. "So far it seems like Jisung is under one year old while Felix appears to be able to regress a little older though the first two times he was also regressed younger than one." Felix crawled onto Chan's lap, "Daddy twirsty" he pouted. Lee Know's heart nearly melted hearing Felix speak so cutely for the first time; it was weird but he suddenly felt taking care of the little himself even though Chan was clearly his caregiver.

"So Chan, you're Felix's...daddy? And Hyunjin is Jisung's?" Chan looked at Hyunjin and then looked at the older. "Well... Felix responds to me calling myself his daddy so in a way yes I am. Jisung, however, kind of just allows Hyunjin to care for him. We're actually not sure if he realizes that he's a little." Felix whined feeling ignored, "Daddy! twirsty!" he nearly yelled. Lee Know jumped up first moving towards the door; "Does he have a...bottle? Sippy cup?"

Chan nodded to the bag on the floor of his closet; "I think a sippy cup will be fine, there's some apple juice in the fridge" Lee Know nodded and grabbed the first sippy cup he could find before rushing out to the kitchen. He quickly poured the juice into the cup and sped walked back to the older's bedroom; instantly handing the cup to Felix who was now squirming on Chan's lap unhappy about his current state of thirst.

Felix grabbed the cup and started sucking the juice out of it, "Baby... say thank you to hyung." Felix stopped whining and squirming finally satisfied, "tank ewe hyungiie" Lee Know's facial expression finally softening into something new; there was a hint of maternal? Paternal? Instincts kicking in behind his eyes as he watched Felix continue drinking his juice. Chan smiled brightly, maybe telling the other members wouldn't be so hard after all.

[jamesunderwater]

20 Qᴜᴇꜱᴛɪᴏɴꜱ ꜰᴏʀ ꜰɪᴄ ᴡʀɪᴛᴇʀꜱ

Thanks for tagging me!! @gracelesslady23 @annabtg @kay-elle-cee this was very sweet to get to do.

Ao3 Username: itsjamespotter

1. How many works do you have on A03?

31, wow! How wild, that feels like a lot.

2. What’s your total Ao3 word count?

162k!

3. What fandoms do you write for?

HP

4. What are your top five fics by kudos?

Show and Tell (3k, wolfstar smut)

Dead To Me (91k, wip lily evans angst)

Tall Dark and Glasses (3k, jily fluff)

"you have no idea how long i've been wanting to do that" (1k, prongsfoot smut)

Bring Your Kid to Work Day(s never end when your godfather is Sirius Black) (2k, good godfather sirius black fluff)

5. Do you respond to comments?

I try to, or at least have the goal to, but admittedly I'm very bad at it. (not to use it as an excuse but my adhd is fully to blame.) I plan to go back and catch up on all of them soon & have a dream of being much better about it, though. I do intentionally make sure I eventually respond to the ones for my WIPs, at least.

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

well, since dead to me hasn't ended yet (kidding kidding kidding kidding!!!) lmao I really thought I was gonna have a hard time finding a fic with an unhappy ending but I evidently forgot who I am. I dunno how to choose between: 1. i don't even know where you end and i begin (500 words, canon prongsfoot....you get it) 2. Promises to Keep (1k words, dorlene with canon ending....you get it)

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Okay listen, do I technically have a fic that mentions living happily ever after in the last line? Yes. Am I choosing that fic? No. I'm choosing Happy Holidays, You Filthy Potters, because 1. smut, 2. sassy young Harry, and best of all, 3. sassy good godfather sirius black 😉

8. Do you get hate on fics?

I've gotten a couple of comments about Lily in Dead To Me but I've decided it's not my problem if people don't have critical analysis skills 💀

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

I do! I write smut for a number of different ships and plan on doing others! Uhhh, what kind? the fact that I don't really know what that means probably means it's pretty vanilla 😆 there's a lot of going down on people 🤐

10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?

Haha, no, but if I did I'd probably do PJO/HP

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not to my knowledge. that would be so heartbreaking.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

No, but that's SO cool that people offer to do that for some fics!!!

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

I have!! @charmsandtealeaves and I co-wrote a fic for a jilychallenge last year, before we were even friends! It was my first time co-writing a fic, which was very cool and different, but also didn't feel that foreign to me -- I think because I've spent a lot more years doing para RP than I have writing fics. It was fun to kind of riff off another writer in a different way. I would definitely do it again!

14. What’s your all time favorite ship?

Okay, this is kind of tough because I only recently got into Prongsfoot, and they are the definition of soulmates... But because I ultimately see Sirius as more of an ace/aro character, Jily wins the place of favorite ship in my heart. <3

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

Well, I really only have two WIPs posted on AO3: Dead To Me and Just This Once, and I have all of DTM outlined and plan to finish it by fall. Just This Once might be a while, but I also have a plan for it and would like to finish it at some point... But I guess there's a chance I won't finish it -- I do have a lot of other multi-chaps I am going to be starting soon.

16. What are your writing strengths?

Hm. I like to think I'm good at getting into the minds of my characters, really thinking through their motivations and emotions and then expressing those to the reader. I also think I'm fairly good at dialogue. I really like writing banter so I hope others think I'm good at it, haha. And based on what I've been told, my smut isn't half bad 😆

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

Oh, definitely writing descriptions of any kind. I never remember to describe the scene and when I do, I think it feels clunky. I'm not great at writing in a more direct way, either; I struggle to express a character's emotions without getting a bit flowery with it. Just generally, I think my writing could be tighter, you know? I'm sure I'll realize other things I need to work on as I write more long fics, too.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

Ah, haven't done it yet, so don't have any thoughts to share.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

HP -- Jily on the Neopets forums... never 4get <3

20. Favourite fic you’ve written?

If we're talking finished works, I'd have to say Tall Dark and Glasses, which I wrote for the masquerade event for Jilytober last year. To me, that fic has a certain je ne sais quois that is hard to replicate. But unfinished? Dead To Me, hands down, and once it's finished it will be very hard to ever top it. It's imperfect and there are a lot of edits I'd make if I were to go back through and polish it up, but it's the first multi chap fic I've ever written, and beyond just feeling immensely proud of that, the story itself and how I'm writing it is one of the most heartfelt and meaningful things I'll ever write in my life.

these were such a pleasure to respond to, thanks again for the tags! <3 I'm tagging: @goldenbi @abihastastybeans & @nodirectionhome-ao3

[mybones537]

Time chapter 5 (Moriarty the Patriot x reader)

This has already been posted on wattpad under the same username

  London, England 1875 

It’s been 3 months now since I’ve been here, it's now October. I’m now working as a doctor for a few nobles, I use half the money I earn for personal stuff and the rest I use for medical care to help the lower classes. 

Last month a young girl came up to me and she asked me to come take a look at her big sister. They live in the slums. I ended up spending 2 weeks there helping sick people. After that I realised that there is clearly no proper medical system in this country, but I can’t expect much from 1800s England.  

After that day I saved that heart attack victim, I've been popular as a doctor. I was on the front page of the newspaper. One person accused me of being a witch, but they were deemed insane so nothing happened luckily. A lot of other doctors have tried to debunk my way of practice, but each time they failed. I’ve had a hundred percent success rate since I got here. My medical textbooks have helped a lot and the history textbook turned out to be a medical history, which helped a lot. Thanks to my books I have been able to more easily figure out what is most likely wrong with my patients.  

Sherlock has come by once or twice asking some medical questions relating to his cases. I’ve managed to help him here and there. Lestrade comes and visits once in a while to see how I’ve been doing. I often see Miss Hudson. We have become good friends. 

About a week ago I was on my way to a patient when I started to notice a man following me. I’ve tried to figure out who he is and why he’s following me. After that started, I purchased a gun and bullets for self defence and kept it on me at all times. I’ve been cautious whenever I go out. This is starting to freak me out.

Today I have been extremely careful. I have only gone out to see one or two patients today. 

I had just finished with my last patient for today, I was on my way back to my apartment in Baker Street. When I suddenly fell unconscious. I felt my body being lifted up. 

3 hours later  

I woke up with a pain in my neck and a throbbing headache. It was dark, very dark. I tried to move but felt my arms and legs were bound to the chair I’m sitting in. I tried to untie the restraints but they were too tight.   

The door opened and a man walked in, he was holding a lantern. The light from the lantern was dim but it was bright enough for me to see my surroundings, brick walls and an old oak door. The man that walked has short naive blue hair similar to Sherlock. The same eyes as him, he has that same look, he’s trying to read me but almost seems to have a look of confusion. He seemed slightly taller than him, his demeanour was commanding respect. He seemed older than Sherlock, but based on genetics I’m guessing he is Sherlock's older brother.

“You’re Sherlock’s older brother aren’t you? I’ve seen you before, you’re the guy who’s been following me” I asked, he looked surprised but then covered it up with a smirk. 

“So you are as good as they say. I usually get the other guys to do it but you intrigue me” He walked up to me, he leaned down and lifted up my chin. He looked me in the eyes, then moved my head from side to side. “My name is Mycroft Holmes… you’re awfully pretty and I have some questions for you” 

“And why would I answer any of your questions? The only thing I know about you is that you are Sherlock’s brother, you are practically the British government, you are at least 7 years older than him, he despises you but you still care about him’’  I said to him.

“Well you clearly know more about me than I do you. I’ve done a background search on you but the only thing that came up was from 3 months ago. I even pulled some strings to see if I could find you at all but not a single thing came up. I expected to at least find your medical degree since you’re a doctor, but nothing not a thing” My blood ran cold. He was onto me.

Fuck. What do I do now? I doubt I will be able to fool him. He’s Sherlock’s older brother, he is probably even more observant than Sherlock. I’m done for.

“Don’t know why you couldn’t find anything, maybe there was a mistake.” I said lying through my teeth. 

“You see at first I thought so, but after I checked another 2 times I started to suspect something wasn’t right” He let go of my chin but still leaned in close. “Now Dr (last name) you got some explaining to do” 

[violivs]

NMTDaily: BIRDS

- There he is, folks. My favorite fictional character ever. In his first solo episode. I cannot be held responsible for the level of fangirling that must now commence.

- I mean, I was a lonely teenage girl watching this show in 2014, and he was a cute, nerdy, dark-haired guy with an accent. It was a foregone conclusion, shallow though it might sound. There was no way I was watching this show and not loving Benedick. Including when he’s being cringy and over the top. And then we peel back the layers and see that “having a new friend every week” just means Ben is ALSO desperately lonely and self-conscious? I was toast. It was so over for me, from day one.

- I love that his header image is just a piece of paper with The Ben Show written in messy Sharpie and he’s still acting like he’s presenting the most exciting show ever. The confidence! His icon image being him kissing his reflection and the username “benaddicktion” are also strokes of genius. The cocky, overconfident characterization is so strong just based on those choices. Truly a teenage version of the character from the play.

- We must note the heinous laser cat t-shirt and how Ben is matching Beatrice with her Grumpy Cat t-shirt in recent videos. Love it. Another parallel- they both have extensive collections of nerdy and random t-shirts. AND they’re both cat people!

- Set dressing: Ben has a horse lamp for some reason, which reminds me of “Hero, it’s Darcy on a horse!” Beatrice, meet your very own personal Darcy. He’s just, you know, a lot less shy and buttoned-up than actual Darcy.

- He also has several sports trophies on his desk there, I like that he’s accomplished. Proud of you Ben! A good soldier becomes a good football player, modern adaptation choices! (I can practically hear Beatrice snickering about them just being participation trophies though lol)

- The trophies do remind me of another question: why does Ben never try out for sports at university in Lolilo? He can go intramural just for fun, he doesn’t have to be on a scholarship or trying to go pro. Maybe anxiety??? Maybe he just wasn’t feeling it anymore, or maybe he did try and didn’t make whatever team? *adds to social anxiety headcanon evidence list*

- I always wanted to know what book was on Ben’s bed, and someone in the comments has come through for me! It’s Children of Huron by Tolkien even though that cover art looks like it should be literary historical fiction about a tragic married couple who are lighthouse keepers. Which is also a valid literary genre!

- He also has Game of Thrones books, another connection to Beatrice and her interests. You know they must argue about whether the books or show are better at least once offscreen.

- He also has a little rubber duck dressed like Shakespeare (thank you again comment section for your eagle eyes), which has catapulted me back in time to one of the NMTD fandom’s finest early crack!posts: the Beneduck. Born of an unholy typo made by yours truly these many years ago. (I only made the typo, though, not the edit. Credits for that at the link lol. Miss you both, hope you’re well.❤️ ) You’re welcome. 😂

- “A story about birds”- this reminds me, Ben doesn’t seem as upset about all the bird killings as someone who loves birds would be, so does that mean him loving birds wasn’t set in stone yet? I sometimes wonder if I’m misremembering Ben liking birds because Jake likes birds. But the flamingos are canon so I guess it is canon.

- “easily the best driver in Messina High School, no matter what Beatrice says” Oh, Ben is absolutely only making a video about this topic because he and Bea had another argument about this recently. He’d be like, “I’m an excellent driver” and she’d say, “oh yeah, how many living things have you killed” and that’s the true “how many hath he killed in these wars” moment!

- This video is, of course, intentionally, very cringe. But Ben is so damn good at making it likable. Honest props to Jake, the comments in this video are all loving Ben already because he makes him so likable and fun to watch make a fool of himself.

- Not even 45 seconds into Ben’s first video and he’s already mentioned Beatrice TWICE. Speaking of it’s so over- he was literally always obsessed with her. It’s adorable.

- “obviously he’s quite nervous- but it’s all good! He knows he can do this ‘cause he’s great.” Oh my GOD there it is! There it all is! His entire character. Ben gets so nervous- anxious- and he gets through life by ignoring that feeling and having a big head. Because if he keeps telling himself he’s wonderful and perfect and confident, then he can make himself believe that’s true long enough to get through the scary thing. I love him.

- The fact that Ben definitely scripted this and hunted down all these props ahead of time though. The water gun for the rainstorm! It’s so cute and earnest of him. It reminds me a little of Lizzie Bennet-style costume theater, but it’s puppet theater instead. Good thing, too, because some of these stories sound like they were extremely visceral and gory in real life 😬

- “Bird death rua” Ben knowing a little Te Reo Māori reminds me of another backstory question: how long has Ben lived in A/NZ at this point? He’s lived in Auckland since he was 13, because that’s when he met Peter/Pedro, the year leading up to the summer he was 14 and met Bea. But did he live in another part of A/NZ before that for a while? Or did he come from the UK at 13? I just feel like the timeline is important for the “has a new best friend every week” thing, and actually it could make sense if they lived in the UK for his early years (he didn’t know the reference to an A/NZ little kids’ tv show the flatmates made in Lolilo because he was too old when he moved there to have ever seen it), but then also maybe bounced around different parts of A/NZ for a while before settling in Auckland- he was always the New Kid and that’s why he comes on so strong in friendships and never believes they’ll last. But it’s also very cute if Peter and Beatrice are his actual first friends he makes in A/NZ right after moving countries. I don’t know.

- Extremely funny to me that Ben is a Taylor Swift fan since the moment we meet him. The artist who is stereotyped for only writing about Ben’s supposed least favorite thing, romantic relationships. It’s not even like he gets into her music while he’s coming to terms with his feelings for Bea, no, he’s already singing I Knew You Were Trouble back when he says he hates relationships and romance. Actually, goddamn, that’s a good song choice for him right now, when he sees Bea as the ex-best friend who broke his heart. She’s the one he knew was trouble when she walked in! She’s the one who puts him down!

- Now I am admittedly not a pet person, but it seems unusual for a teenager to be taking the cat to the vet by himself. He doesn’t hold the pet insurance policy, right? So this is the first moment that shows Ben is actually really independent and mature on some levels (foreshadowing), and that his parents are very hands-off. That’s partly because of the “parents must be absent so the kid can have a plotline fully unencumbered by rules and adult interference” trope. But I also always interpreted Ben’s parents as loving but emotionally neglectful. And that also contributes to his anxiety, loneliness, and wild self-esteem fluctuations. (It suddenly occurs to me that this interpretation of it being unusual for a teen to be able to take a cat to the vet by himself might be colored by the fact that I had severe social anxiety as a teen, so I literally could not have gone up to a person working a desk and asked for what I needed in most contexts. If it’s normal for a teen to take a cat to the vet alone, then never mind. But I still hold these headcanons.)

- He dedicated the video to Hero and Bea! Oh he was definitely so nervous and hyperaware that Bea was on the sidelines that whole game and he doesn’t know why it genuinely made him happy that she was there. He’s being sarcastic here, but still! Cute.

- As mentioned in one of my other NMTDaily posts, Ursula helped edit this video and Ben thanks her in the description, and I love that for them. Ursula is probably relieved that Bea hates the video too much to bother reading the description, or she would be mad at Ursula for being friends with him.

- I still can’t watch this video without thinking of the song “Live in Living Color” from the musical Catch Me If You Can. Really, it’s literally the perfect MT song to represent this video. I should find and reblog my old NMTD as a musical fanmix just for fun.

- You see? A big long analytical post about a video in which my cringy dorkass boy pretends to gnaw a bird-shaped oven mitt to death. I can’t even help myself.

- I am so behind on these but i promise I’ll catch up!

💖🦩🥭

[goldenpinof]

Hello Kate, I have nobody to talk to about the Tour and you seem nice (I hope I'm not annoying you if yes I'm very sorry please just ignore this)

I would like to go see the TIT (hahah get it) but I am very shy and never talked to anyone on here the idea scares me, also nobody irl know I watch Dip and Pip, taking about my interests also scares me, so I am considering going alone and just doing it for my self and trying to not think abut the time before and after the show were I would just hang out on my own and feel awkward. But the second thing is were to go to, I live somewhere between Frankfurt and Antwerp but the train tickets to Frankfurt are cheaper and I could get back the same night so I could save money on the accommodation, but also Frankfurt Hbf, alone, at night, I don't know I that is a good idea. Also it's my dad's birthday and I really don't want to explain to him why I am traveling to Frankfurt that day, but I also don't really want to see him either. Anyway Thursdays I have Uni and I would miss that if I go to Antwep. So in conclusion most signs point to Frankfurt it will probably be easier to get tickets too because it is not the opening night.

I am sorry I used your inbox to rant about this I guess I wanted to tell someone about my thoughts

since when am i nice? 🥺

rant away anytime. if you want my thoughts on that, here they are in no particular order:

- "nobody irl know i watch dnp" kinda same. if they are not in the phandom or not my brother, nobody really knows. so it's okay, i don't think you need to worry about that.

- a lot of people who will go to the shows are shy and awkward. it doesn't mean that people are not up for saying "hi" to each other or help at the venue if needed. and after the show, it's even easier because everyone has something to say about what just happened. funnily, people who end up sitting next to each other usually talk at least once during the show. also, all these hehe haha... they unite people 🥹 i wish you the easiest experience at the show! i hope you find a new friend, and even if not, it's okay :) i just wish you to have a good time!

- Frankfurt at night, yeah. there's a huge chance some phannies will go to the station after the show as well. so, if you feel like it, listen to what is happening around and stick to the group that is going in the same direction. i am probably not gonna end up in Frankfurt (rip), but i think i know someone who is planning to go. if you want to drop your username, i can connect you two? and i'm sure, closer to the show, there will be more people i know who are going. during the tour everything is changing every day. like, it's chaos, but it's so entertaining 😂 please, don't be scared. having someone to go with doesn't mean you're obligated to spend all the time together. but it might be easier to walk each other to the station, for example.

- you're right about Antwerp being harder to get tickets to. you have a bit of time to decide. i also have no idea how you can explain to your father the reason why you're going to Frankfurt on his bday 😂 if missing uni is easier than coming up with an explanation, then maybe Antwerp isn't a bad choice. it's also the 1st show, it's gonna be so unique, i don't even want to think about it.

i hardly helped, but if you want to message me now or closer to the show, feel free. if you want a company for the show or after the show, it shouldn't be hard to find! and phannies are nice, like, no one is actively trying to mess things up or hurt each other 💖

[deathbirby]

I think you should be cancelled and harassed for that bald rhea post period tbh.

Ok jokes aside- man these people really do suck, huh. I can’t tell you the number of times over the years I’ve made posts about not liking Edelgard/analyzing the text in ways her fans don’t like/etc and got swarmed by her stans arguing in bad faith at best and telling me to kms or threatening me at worst. Over video game discourse.

Meanwhile all I’ve seen you do is personally complain on your own blog about takes you see that you disagree with? And when you bring people up it’s always because they were doing some wack shit like sharing screenshots with uncensored usernames or block evading? Again I just don’t know what reality these people live in but it’s so fucking annoying and the reason why I stay on anon lol.

(Rant time) There’s just no winning with these folks seeing as they’re pretty much just bullies at this point deflecting their own (or at least people in their circle’s) behavior back on the people just trying to talk about the game and mind their own damn business. It’s really not that hard to see a take you disagree with and just block and move on, it’s so easy and I do it all the time. It’s hard to want to genuinely interact with ANYONE pro-cf/Edelgard/etc when I’ve been burned so many times by people jumping to call me vile things because I dared share a reading of the text different than the ones they personally project onto the game. Even just saying “I like Rhea and don’t think she’s nearly as bad as people make her out to be” is some sort of cause for freaking the fuck out and harassing people which just. *Head in hands* UGH. Anyway rant over. I know you just laugh at them at this point (and good on you for that) but I’m still so sorry you have to deal with these ppl, truly could not be me.

~⭐️

My notifications only showed the "I think you should be harassed for..." and I had my hazmat suit ready.

Bald Rhea is beautiful wdym?

Jesus christ. You were told to kill yourself?? And getting threats? Dude I am so sorry you had to go through that. I said it before but don't worry about sending asks if this is the only way you can get it out of your system.

At best I've clowned on people who reblogged my posts to start shit. Or someone who tried to start shit with a mutual and I was out of fucks to give at that point. But they don't specify who and what we're talking about, so I'm left guessing.

I believe a certain person had previously stated that tumblr is public and that they have the right to correct any misunderstanding and set things straight or whatever. Which is fucking pathetic. I have come across people who fucking gutted canon and I just blocked them. Like you said, it is not that hard.

Then again, they also said that any attack on Edelgard is a personal attack (unironically), so there really is no winning. Nothing you say will change anything because they will keep seeing it as an attack on their character.

Thanks anon. It's kinda tiring at this point. I want to have an honest discussion with people, but I was banned from the edelgard server, and now people are deleting their accounts (lol why) instead of talking to me directly.

Still funny tho when they get mad and call me toxic or sexist or whatever because I respond with shitposts to their serious "debates."

[adragonsoulart-blog]

HELLO AND WELCOME TO THIS PLACE (pinned post)

IDK what to go by so I guess you can just call me Dragon or what ever variant of my username, I'll figure it out. They/Them | Something else should go here so It looks nice | Brain to Image converter More info under the thingy \/ \/ \/

I also make comics! Those can be found here (2 complete comics ATM): https://comicfury.com/profile.php?username=ADragonSoulArt

Main Blog: This is my main blog, where I use the site and reblog stuff with my art and other posts intermixed.

Arthropods Blog: Where I post about my Ants and other arthropods and reblog other folks arthropod content. Art Blog: Where you can find just my art and related information! Posts are usually reblogged from my main account with tags for sorting content. (comic pages are not usually posted here)

Comic Blog: Where I'm trying my best to post pages of my comics to. Currently All of "The Lost Soul" is posted to it and "Rise of Annelida" is queued in its entirety. Once I have a live uploading comic I will likely be posting update notifs here at the least.

OTHER PLACES TO FIND ME

Deviantart (main gallery with most consistent uploads, some stuff only ends up here)

Comic Fury (where you can read all my comics)

Youtube (time lapse videos n such)

InkBlot (not super active here yet but I do try to maintain my gallery here)

Ko-fi (Tips / Bases/ commissions here)

Patreon (Monthly sketch dumps as well as early access to content like comic pages and such ;) )

If something is missing here feel free to reach out to me! As well as if you're interested in a commission and I don't have any "commissions open" thing you're still welcome to reach out to me with what you have in mind!