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[gardenofnoah]

hiii, i hope you’re doing well!! i was wondering if you could so one of the following for the crystal prompts? jasper, angelite, or malachite :D

hell yeah i can brother

angelite— "can we just talk, please?"—midoriya

your leg bounces while you sit, cradled in the dip you’d worn into the couch. waiting for izuku always brought up some childish, squeamish feeling in your gut—nerves that seemed a little silly, given just how long you’d been seeing him.

and seeing him was pushing it, because really you were just hooking up. he’d come over, adrenaline pumping hard through his veins—he’d pin you to the bed and show you just how powerful the number one hero could be.

or if it had been a rough day—if the burden of the safety of the country weighed too heavily on his shoulders, he’d find his comfort somewhere inside you. curled around you from behind, hips fit snuggly to your backside—he’d hide his face in the crook of your neck and turn his mind off to the thought of anything but the feeling of you around him.

when you watch him walk through your doorway now, your heart sinks—the fatigue on his face tells you that today has been the latter.

you’re up on your feet, drawn to him in an instant. you whisper a greeting and try to help him out of his costume like you usually do, before you lead him to your bed. he stops you as you grab for his lapel—warm, calloused hands wrapping around your wrists.

“hi,” he murmurs with a tired smile, “do you think we could just talk for a minute?”

you want to shrink away from him, because that’s never a good way to start anything, but you swallow back your nerves and nod sheepishly. you turn to shuffle back to the couch, and he pads over behind you.

he settles into your couch like he always does—relaxed and familiar. your heart aches, because you know it’s the last time you’ll watch him do it.

you had a feeling this would happen—after all, you’d both agreed that this would be casual. no feelings attached. and at first, it was. but izuku is easy to love, and once you’d tipped over that edge, the fall was immediate and the bottom came sooner than you ever thought it would. every boyish grin and desire-laced smear of his lips against your temple took root inside you and bloomed.

you settle into the cushion beside him, stomach churning. it’s hard to look at him, and you wish he’d take it easy on you, but when he grabs for your wrist again, it’s clear he won’t.

he rubs the pad of his thumb against the inside of your wrist and holds your gaze, and it’s brutal.

“hi,” it’s nearly a whisper when it leaves him.

“hi.”

“i wanted to talk to you,” he traces a vein that wraps around your wrist bone, “because i don’t think i can do this anymore.”

you feel numb as you hear the words. you nod your head, moving to pull your wrist from his hands, but he keeps you there.

“izuku, let me go—“

“wait—please? i’m not finished.”

you press your lips into a thin line, nodding tersely.

“i just don’t…” he trails off, smoothing over the heel of your palm, “i don’t think i can do the no feelings thing anymore.”

he looks up when he feels you tense in his grasp, greens eyes wide with concern.

“i—you—what?”

“it’s more than that for me now,” he says quietly, pulling away to pick at a tear in his costume, “i just didn’t think it was fair to you to keep doing this if i wanted more.”

“what more do you want?” the question is merely curious when you ask it, and it seems to catch him off guard.

“i want you,” he’s honest when he looks at you. you get the feeling you’re looking deeper than you should be. “i want all of you.”

his eyes search your face, brows knitted together and a little tense, like he’s anticipating you pulling away again. the very idea of that makes the corner of your mouth twitch, and a little, incredulous laugh escapes you before you can stop it.

“what?”

“do you really not know?” you ask him, shaking your head. “do you not know that i love you?”

you watch every conceivable human emotion cross his face, and you feel yourself relax a little when he settles on relief. he breathes out a slow sigh and decides it’s safe to reach for you. he pulls you into his chest, and it’s an awkward tangle of limbs like this—it doesn’t matter though. not with the way he nuzzles into your throat, his lips brushing over your skin with every word.

“i love you too.”

[flamepinion]

TW!!! SUICIDE AND S/H

Gone...

[ahogechef]

... He is stealing one of the cookies she made. Takes a quick bite out of the head and puts it back before she takes a picture.

@91cmspoilers

(( sorry that art i sent u earlier has been eating at my brain so i needed this out of my system. ))

@91cmspoilers !!!

Kaede had baked some cookies! She was initially going to bake some regular ones, but she thought it would be more fun to get creative with it. And since Izuru was hanging out today, she thought of the perfect idea: making ones shaped like him and her! The moment she took them out the oven and placed the tray on top of it, she giggles at how well they came out. "Cute! I knew it was a good idea~! I've got to take a picture!" But just as she was getting her cellphone out so she could do that-

"Bwaaah?!" She yelps when she sees Izuru pick up the cookie shaped like her, take a bite out of her head, and puts it back! "H-Hey!! Izuru-senpaiii! Why'd you do that, I was gonna take a pictureee! At least wait until after I take it, geez!"

Now she is Puffing her cheeks while giving a light swat to his chest! "...Does it taste good, at least?" Maybe she'll get a bite out of his head before she takes the pic, for good measure....

[heich0e]

YOUR TAGS. CHOSO HAS MANY THOUGHTS ABT THE DRESSES READER WEARS BUT HE'S MORE INTO THE SHOES???? LIV. LOOKING AT U. 👁 ENCOURAGING U. 👁🎤

[poggermanguy]

hehehehaw

[pilotofstorm]

"...."

"Whew.. J-Jus' a lousy nightmare, tha's good."

Everyone's still here, thank god.

[porthavens]

ok. sorry about the horses. i just like that blog

[nocturnalcharm]

NSFW Alphabet (Logan Howlett)

𐙚 cw: everything nsfw that you can imagine. i made logan SO fucking horny lol 𐙚 a/n: all of these are just my ~opinions~ so feel free to disagree w me lol also maybe a lil self indulgent so probs not v accurate to wolvie but its alr :,) 18+ blog!! you are responsible for your own media consumption. if any of the above makes you uncomfortable, do not proceed.

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

— he helps clean you up, considering he goes like 4 fucking rounds and by the end of it, you can barely walk. helps you to the bathroom n all hehe

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

— hmm.. feel like his favorite body part on himself is his arms. and on you it’s your ass. he’s def an ass man.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

— so sorry but he cums a LOT. like a fuckton of cum, no pun intended.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

— he works out, not just bc of his job etc, but bc he likes to be able to throw you around like a ragdoll ohmygoshhh.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

—mhmm yes maam. he knows exactly what he’s doing, very experienced.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

— rly likes standing up, holding you under your legs. ALSO doggy and he pulls your hair, so your back is arched. ALSO ALSO,, missionary bc he likes to see your face

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

— def serious. never goofy. maaaybe if yall are drunk he’d be less serious but other than that.. nah.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

— he’s hairy for sureee. very hairy. keeps it tidy for you tho.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

— hahaha.. not romantic. he’s dominant and rough and mean. talks dirty, slaps, chokes

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

— tbh, feel like he doesn’t masturbate. like he’d 100% rather fuck you, and if he can’t, he’d rather just wait til he can.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

— dirty talk, spanking, lil bit of bdsm, likes to handcuff you sometimes, i could go on..

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

— bed or shower. he likes the shower for easy cleanup heheh. but tbh will fuck you anywhere if he’s horny enough

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

— lingerie. and when you sit on his lap!! also when you touch him a lot in public, doesn’t even have to be dirty, just like holding his arm, rubbing his back,,,, oof

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

— cuckholding. he’s way too possessive and jealous. not that you’d want another man to fuck you bc he does such a good job.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

— definitely likes eating pussy. feel like he can cum JUST from eating you out. you love sucking his dick too though. 69 often.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

— starts out nice & slow, so you can get used to his cock, but once you’re good, he is a fucking jackhammer; rough and fast.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

— i feel like he fucks whenever and wherever he can, no matter the time limit. he is horny. like all the time. so yeah he likes quickies.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

— likes to experiment. normally it’s you bringing up a new idea and he’s always down to try it, but if he’s not a fan, he will tell you

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

— oof.. multiple rounds. that man has STAMINA. like 3-4 rounds, or more depending on his day. typically ends with you begging for him to cum bc you can’t take anymore.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

— he doesn’t care for toys, just prefers you and him alone together. but wouldn’t be opposed to trying it if you really wanted to try something

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

— he loves to tease you; loves to watch you squirm just from his words

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

— he definitely does dirty talk and isn’t against moaning/grunting but he’s not loud.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

— just imagining you in the middle of fucking and you ask him to slap you, and he’s a lil hesitant at first bc he doesn’t want to hurt you but you both end up liking it ughhh

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

— he’s big girl… very girthy, and like 8 inches long.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

— HIIIGH. extremely high. can go multiple rounds, but it’s good bc you can too

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

— he falls asleep like right after, soon as he and you are cleaned up, he’s knocked out

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[moonchildstyles]

Maybe angel n aster are in a phase where they’re just having more sex than usual, maybe because they’ve got their own place now-

but Angel has a day off and is just relaxing at home since h is at work all day :( but it’s around lunch time, angel still in cute n pretty nightwear (she may have sent H a picture or two) because the way her and H have been going at it recently, it’s making her feel a little more sexy hehe and all of a sudden H comes home?!

angel can’t say anything in time because Harry is like ‘angel girl I only have 15 minutes before my lunch break is over,, I have to fuck you so bad’

she cant be surprised though because she’d been sending some ~tasteful~ nudes to him all morning and texting him about how she can’t wait until he can come home and then Daddy can finally take care of her again :((((

so when he walks through the door ready to go for a quickie she’s like hehehe my plan worked

NOOOOOOO STOP THIS IS SO SICKENING!!!!!!!!!! like this is so good idk why ive never thought about him like showing up at their home on his lunch break with the sole goal just to fuck her before going back bc he cannot stop thinking about her and needs to see her rn and the idea of her sending pretty little pics or texting him just being sweet telling him she cant wait for him to be home and that she misses him soooooo much and hes just like he knows her so well so ofc he knows what shes kind of getting at 🥸🥸🥸🥸🥸 like this is so good its making me SICK!!!!!!!

[shifelt-dubious]

H e

As promised, old man prismo!! and some sillies

He woke up guys he woke up!! (scarab doesn't know prismo's dead when he woke up oops)

Nothing serious tho I just wanted to draw old man prismo & scarab interaction cause I adore him sm

Unless I make an au where it actually happens....hehe...hehhehehe

Oh! and i also headcanon that whenever Old man prismo thinks or talks negatively, nightmos (mini nightmos hehehe) come out of his mouth

Aight that's a wrap for now, see yall next month

[razorblade180]

Bed History

Firefly:Caelus, I have a very important question. Silver Wolf has told me some…interesting things. So I was wondering…

Caelus:How many people have taken me to bed?

Hologram appears

Silver Wolf:You knew what I meant by Smash. Don’t even pretend. You took me to bed. *disappears*

Caelus:So that’s one person right there. There’s March dragging me and Dan Heng into interesting situations.

Firefly:*red* You’ve slept with a boy?

Caelus:I will emphasize that was not on either of our plans that day. Only March’s. Other than that, there’s Sparkle you know about Stelle.

Firefly:I’m sorry, what was that?

Caelus:Huh?

Stelle:*opens door* Naaaaah I heard that shit. You slept with who!?

Caelus:…A Masked Fool.

Firefly:What!?

Stelle:When!?

Sparkle:How!?

Caelus:I-

They all turn their heads, including Sparkle. She then looks back at them as she chews on some popcorn.

Sparkle:You’re out of popcorn by the way.

Caelus:In my defense, this happened when you were dead and the first time I saw Robin was her body fading away. The vibes were at an all time low.

Sparkle:So your favorite trash compactor was mixing drinks and trying to dance sadness away. It kinda funny in a painful way. Like a comedian trying to save his performance.

Caelus:See? She’s just annoying and yaps. You ever just wanted to shut someone up who’s so smug?

Firefly:By sleeping with them!?

Stelle:I hate to say it….but if I had ran across Aventurine again back then and he called me Ms. Stelleron one more fucking time…

Firefly:Far be it from me to predict the actions of a Fool but how the heck do you even convince someone like her to entertain that idea?

xxxxx

Sparkle:Well well well look what the cat dragged in. A funny looking raccoon confused in the big city.

Caelus:You really think you’re above all. Just the ultimate risk taker with no care in the world.

Sparkle:Don’t know what you mean. Like any supporting character, I’m filling up space and watching the show. So what if the stage blows or the performance gets canceled. Another starts, so why be scared to step on any or play whatever?

Caelus:You really are crazy.

Sparkle:Perhaps~ like I said, anything can happen so anything goes. No need to get cold feet or stuck in the same scenes.

Caelus:Ever slept with a bomb?

Sparkle:….What?

xxxxxx

Firefly:You. Are. Insane.

Sparkle:It was a good question.

Stelle:Honestly i respect the hustle.

Sparkle:Maybe don’t die and make people sad. It was a one and done. Although…I’d give the performance four stars. It makes me wonder how well the leading actress performs.

Stelle:Keep dreaming.

Firefly:*pouts*

Caelus: *pinches cheeks* I’m sowy. Don’t be mad.

Firefly:I’m not mad. Also stop playing with my face!

Caelus:Not until you’re happy again. Although this side of you is cute.

Stelle:Very cute. *pokes face* Hehehe

Firefly:*blushing* (Why are they like this so often?)…..

Sparkle:Alls well that ends well.

Stelle:I can’t tell if you’re a matchmaker or a home wrecker.

Sparkle:Why not both? Don’t put me in box. Unless it’s with a certain fallen angel. Hehe, oh how I bet dear Chicken Wing Boy would cherish any familiar face these days. The Songbird might actually faint if her brother wanted some elation in his life. Only time will tell.

Firefly:I’m telling Robin you said that.

Sparkle:It’s hilarious you think I haven’t told her this myself. Her brother is hot and everyone knows it. He’s gotta put his sins somewhere and I know where.

CFS:You are an actual menace to society.

Sparkle:Said the Stellaron Hunter with her two stellarons. *vanishes*

Stelle:…So do you need my list of people?

Firefly:It’s two people and one is me. The other you just complimented his craziness.

Stelle:….I gotta step my game up.

Firefly:That’s not the message you should take from this!

Caelus:What’s your history.

Firefly:Just one. Could be two but maybe I should reevaluate.

Caelus:I respect that decision.

Firefly:…I mean you can sound a little disappointed; nothing is set in stone.

Stelle:Don’t fold so easily! You had me on the back foot blushing and kicking my feet. What’s so different here!?

Firefly:Silver Wolf gave me FOMO!

Caelus:Did she on purpose, or did you ask questions and never stopped?

Firefly:Not important.

Hologram appears

Firefly:I asked questions.

Caelus:Thanks for wingmaning.

Silver Wolf:Eh, I was bored and out of resin.

Stelle:(Step one; find a wingman…)

[smilingangel582]

Hii it's been long ik... im so sorry! But I actually decided to start writing after some time.

I waited too long for genshin impact new lantern rite... yet not a single lee!Ga ming?? I'm so sad

So I took the initiative to write, tho im not so good at it... hehe enjoy...

Ps. Ga ming seems adorable as hell! One of those fun and secret 5 stars!

Warning spoilers for genshin impact 4.4!

Punishment for payment

"Ga ming! Stop paying all the time!"

The wushoe dancers shrugs playfully, chuckling softly "But Paimon enjoys them a lot... I mean what sort of friend would I be if I didn't treat u guys to a regular dim sum?"

Aether groans, folding his arms as he looks at the young man with a wary expression. He casually turns to Paimon who has dozed off on the table like a white lump. His expression softens as he takes the final bite of the shrimp "You really are some thing..."

Ga ming gives a breif giggle, his tongue sticking out "Well I suppose you are giving in? Don't worry... I love to treat my friends to a regular breakfast"

Later that day, Aether and Ga ming left the restaurant... Paimon had insisted they could watch the Liyue vicinity in peace.

"Honestly you guys should visit more..." Ga ming states after observing the silence. Aether turns to him, leaning by the bridge as he smiles "We only went to fontaine for a few weeks you know"

Giving a childish whine Ga ming gestures "Still... its cool to hang out with you guys"

Paimon has gone earshot following a butterfly, and Aether gives him a pat on the arm "Well next time, let's go to Fontaine, and I will treat u to some cuisines"

The young wushoe dancer's eyes glistened like stars "deal! It will be dope to hang out with u Aether!" He adds frivolously "Also don't worry about paying... im gonna have to aid on the funds since your treating me"

Aghast, Aether gives him a playful shove "There you go being generous... stop it"

"What I mean I can't let the esteemed traveler pay for my starving needs" he winks and Aether pokes his side "Then allow me to split the bill at least"

With a giggly jolt he gently pushes Aether's hand away "Hehe but..."

Another poke as Aether smirks, "Now now, who was it that helped u with your family conflict?

Ga ming realises where Aether is going wjth this charade, he giggles more when the gentle playful prodding became precise, he squirms away "hehe you... its yoohou"

Aether Pauses for a moment, mischievous "Are you ticklish?"

Silence.

Ga ming notices Aether suddenly preparing and he stretches his hands front defensively, giggling in anticipation "H-hey uh what are you...?"

Aether grins wiggling his fingers "I'm gonna be paying the next Dim sum meal and you won't pay a single mora"

Ga ming bursts into titters the moment Aether tickled his ribs "ahh hehe hey! Haha come ohohon Aehehether"

Rolling his eyes Aether didn't stop "What did I say? No more tabs for you"

"Hahaha buhuhut"

Determined to get Ga ming, Aether playfully pressures his hips, a sensitive spot no doubt and sends cackles through him, high pitched and bubbly.

"Cute laughter you got there... I dont want to stop"

"EEK! OK OK WAHAHAIT" Ga ming shrieked as Aether pinches his hips.

"Oh? What is it?" Smirking. Aether traces patterns around his hips keeping him giggly and in anticipation.

"Ihihi uhuhu wehehell..." Ga ming squirms now in a mess of tumbling shrilled giggles. So cute.

Aether rubs his thumbs by the waist now "Ga ming~ what did u want to say?"

He bucks and then lets out "Ah ah! Hehehe uhum yohohou can tahahake the tab next time"

Satisfied, Aether backs off "OK so next dim sum will be my problem"

Flushed cheeks now finally returning to colour. He gasps "Haa... you sure are a merciless traveler... jeez the last time I was tickled to death was when my mom tried to punish me for pranking her"

"Oh so you were a rascal?"

Laughing Ga ming nudged Aether "Obviously... so, tomorrow's dim sum will be on me... byee!"

"Yeah, sure -no wait! Argh! Come here, you menace!"

Laughter spreads without haste... and soon Paimon joins forces with Aether to tackle him once more. The two playfully chase without cease. Ga ming will never meet a companion as great as the traveler, and the traveller will never encounter someone as delightful as the young dancer.

Liyue must be visited more often.

[homolobotomized]

hahahahh heheowowuwhio oi u hehehe hehehehe bHhee. hehehee. Hehehehehe hhi oughhhh H. h. Hehe. h. wweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Yahoo Yahoo Yahoo Wahoooo Yaaaaaaaaaa Weeeee

[icypenguin]

★~ Lyney headcanons (college au)

hello peeps!!! ik you guys love lyney soo I’ve decided to make a modern au one heheheheheh, enjoyyyy!

★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★

- HES SUCH A TEASEEEEE well- it will definitely take time for you to be friends w him, he’ll be pretty annoying soo.. just gotta take ur time.

- he’s not a naughty one but well.. he surely makes troubles.

- in math or history, he will ask you if you want to skip class with him. if not, then he will pass notes to you to keep him entertained while you try to take notes all of the important things (that he will ask later).

- he will tease you with magic tricks (it will get a bit embarrassing as people started staring at you and him). HE EVEN CONFESSED TO YOU WITH IT!!!!!$!$>}${€{€9{

- okay well maybe when he’s feeling quite down he will share an earphone with you on the school rooftop. he’ll have his head on your shoulder as you rub his shoulder.

- ARCADE AFTER SCHOOLLLL YESYEYSYEYSYES. he looooves going to the arcade after school or anytime! he often wins a plushie for you. you have a collection of them at home.

- he’s such a nintendo boy, he looooves mario kart. “NOONE CAN BEAT ME IN MARIO KART LOOOSERRRR” that’s what he says…

~ small drabble ~

it was a crowded morning on the hallways. people were getting ready to start their day by picking up the things they need from their locker. you were enjoying it until a loud voice catches your ear. “y/nnnn! i missed you my very berry merry bestfriend!” lyney rubs your head. you got embarassed by this and the fact that he said that out loud! “l-lyney! what is it that you want!? you better not attract anyone’s attention…” you sigh while trying to keep the conversation quiet. “awww why doesn’t my bestfriend miss meee?” he whined, slumping his whole body to yours. by his action, you both fell onto the fooor and gather everyone’s attention. “ack! h-hey lyneyyy!” you tried to push his body off of yours but it didn’t budge. “lyneyy! get off of mee!” you both finally got off the floor and you quickly act like nothing happened.

while you were fixing your hair, lyney snatched your math homework “hehe catch me if you caan!”. he yelled while running away from you, catching everyone’s attention. “lyneyy!” you yelled back, making him look back at you. he speeded up, leaving you behind, and quickly hide in the janitor’s room. but before he could copy all of your answers, you busted in and snatched your homework back. “you little rascal!” he snickered as he slither a hand on your waist, not letting you go. you fell onto his chest and tried to get up but couldn’t. “l-lyney whatthe-” “shh princess, someone will find us and think of the wrong idea”.

~~~

wooow that’s kinda cringe and cheesy.. but whatever hehehe. i hope u guys liked this one as much as the others. thankyou for reading this fanfic! advices are accepted, thankyou!

[a-star-that-burns-brightly]

Man sometimes I just think about how Haruka's newfound confidence had very, very little to do with his forgiven verdict.

MILGRAM Portal Timeline (2020/12/15, Kotoko's Birthday) Haruka: Um, Koto-Kotoko-san. I h-heard that it’s your birth, day…… Kotoko: Ah, that’s right. ……what about it? Haruka: !! A-ah, no, um, it’s, uh, nothing…… S-sorry for, bothering… L-later……! Kotoko: ......what was that about??

MILGRAM Portal Timeline (2021/4/19, Fuuta's Birthday) Haruka: U-uh, um, Futa-kun! Um! Um!! Fuuta: Huh? Shut up already… Didn’t I already say not to make a big fuss about my birthday. I’m not some kid who gets excited by stuff like that anymore! Haruka: ……?? Ah, er, i-is it your birthday……? Th-that, ah, um, h-happy birthday…… Fuuta: ………… You will tell nobody about this conversation.

Both of these conversations take place after Haruka's verdict was set-in-stone in September, and in both of them (mainly Kotoko's) he still shows an immense amount of nervousness and low self-confidence. You could say that he slightly improves in the Fuuta conversation, but Haruka has always liked him because he gives him attention, so I think it could be chalked up to him just feeling more comfortable around Fuuta

(x) Haruka: The ones who often talk to me are Yuno and Mahiru and, uh, Mikoto. Haruka: Also Fuuta. He's a little scary, but he pays attention to me. I sometimes speak to Muu as well.

However, things really start to take a turn for Haruka when...

MILGRAM Portal Timeline (2021/06/22, Haruka's Birthday) Muu: Haruka-kun, are you awake……? Happy birthday. Haruka: M-Mu-san? I… I-I’m awake…… Th-thank you, very much. I’m… glad…… Muu: ………… Shall we talk? You know, recently I’ve been pretty interested in you. Haruka: ……!! I-in me…? Hehe, hehehe…… interested, in me.

This timeline conversation marks the true beginning of Haruka and Muu's friendship to me. Even though they had talked before this point, this is where their relationship began to form, and also when Haruka really started to change.

MILGRAM Portal Timeline (2021/09/02, Yuno's Birthday) Haruka: Y-Yuno-san. Good morning! T-today’s your birthday, right……? Ha-happy birthday……!! Yuno: Oooh…… Thanks? You’ve definitely changed a bit huh, Haruka. You speak a little louder now, and actually look people in the eyes when you talk. Haruka: Eh, ah, i-is that so…… I wasn’t, aware of it myself, but…… Heh, hehe. Is that so. Yuno: Ding ding! My sensor is telling me…… this is probably a girl’s influence. Well, everyone here is slowly changing, I guess. Even me.

Haruka's change doesn't come from being told he's forgiven, it comes from being shown, for the first time in so long, what it's like to be loved and cared for by someone. And this love that Muu shows him is what makes him continue to improve himself, to the point where in his most recent interacts with the prisoners, he is not stuttering at all and speaking with much more conviction.

MILGRAM Portal Timeline (2023/12/15, Kotoko's birthday) Haruka: …Please be quiet about this. And you, please don't get involved. All I can do is ask this of you… Kotoko: Fufufu, fufufufufu. You're thinking some outrageous things. To be frank, it's abnormal. But I don't dislike it. If only all sinners were like you. Haruka: No… That's not it… I don't mean it that way… This isn't for me… it's to protect… so, Kotoko-san… please… Kotoko: Eh? Yes, yes. Well, I promise not to interfere with your plans. Even though I'd like to do it myself, I'll leave it to you. What happens after that… depends on Es, doesn't it?

Comparing this to the first timeline I shared in this post, it's so clear to me that Haruka's confidence was not motivated by the verdict, at least not as much, but was instead motivated by the love that Muu showed him. And I think that's very important for two reasons 1) It highlights how truly unhelpful the Milgram prison system is even towards the ones it chooses to forgive, because Milgram as an institution disavows rehabilitation 2) Even though this system continues to fail in helping these prisoners with what they really need, which is a chance to improve, that chance can still be offered by the ones they grow close to as exemplified by Haruka here (and though not the point of this post, Fuuta and Amane are also a good example of this). And that is so damn important to me

[pilotofstorm]

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"Whew.. J-Jus' a lousy nightmare, tha's good."

Everyone's still here, thank god.