#hes such an already dead girl
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shoutout to all the girls who have been dead the whole time
#this is about many things but i am thinking about rhy maresh shadesofmagic#hes such an already dead girl#cleb talky
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god i love being SOOO obnoxious about my ocs everyone should be 50% more obnoxious about their ocs right neow
#starspeak#get obnoxious (oc tag)#ttrpgs#my campaigns#edit: everything after these tags are from the og post— they’re just kinda me ranting but i don’t wanna get rid of them#due to the fact that it adds how fucking funny it is that this post got popular and it was just. me rambeling#anyways.#->#literally guy who gave their character a whole birthday week and is celebrating him that whole week#like girl he’s fake……..just kidding cas is real To Me#this is fully positive there is NO self deprecation here i’m being dead serious#also i’m celebrating all week to hide the fact that this is the busiest week of the year at my work#and i’m already sick so it’s gonna be downhill from here 🥲#casboy’s gotta get me through it ok#not Sick sick i just don’t feel well. at least tmrw is my day off i probably need Rest#oops didn’t mean to rant a bit here but oh well. happy birthday week cas
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that relatable moment when you assumed the girl you used to care for perished in a tragic lab ablaze incident and only realized she still lived when you stumble upon her years later after you've erased yourself from everyone's memories and now she no longer remembers you
#collei#scaramouche#wanderer#genshin impact#art#ougggggh. oughghhhhhh#okay so my throught process here was that they met when collei was still in the lab#and overtime he begrudgingly came to care for her despite his inner matra of “dont get attached dont get attached”#(he got attached)#and when the lab went vwoosh he assumed she died along with everyone else#and it made him even WORSE#so when he erases himself from irminsul he assumes everyone he once cared for and cared for him are dead or gone#and sometime after he becomes wanderer nahida sends him to ghandharva ville for some bullshit idk#secretly she knew collei was still alive but was like. how do i tell him this. okay ill just let him find out#so he arrives and the first person to greet him is this little girl with the same eyes and hair and scars of the girl he used to care for#and while hes already REELING shes just goes#“hi! im trainee forest ranger collei! master tighnari sent me to collect you. follow me please!!”#and hes just standing there bc. its her#and she doesnt remember him#SCREAMING CRYING IM MAKING MYSELF SAD
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fun youngblood chronicle idea: patrick dies of his injuries in the phoenix music video and the only thing keeping him alive is the drugs from young volcanos/demon possessing him
#that man realistically should have been dead in the phoenix its a MIRACLE he managed to live#but ive just been toying around with the idea that he is the first one to die#turns out im living in a horror film where im both the killer and the final girl type of shit#like. theres some element of magic to the youngblood chronicles so its not totally unrealistic in that universe#to say the drugs from young volcanos keep his body alive until he gets possessed#of course patrick doesnt KNOW hes dead obviously#he doesnt learn that until pete stabs him a bunch of times in the desert and demon possession can Only Do So Much to keep a guy alive#and hes in heaven and elton is like oh yeah youve been dead this whole time btw#and like instead of gettinh flashbacks to the young volcanos party he gets these little white flashes of heaven#until wdtpg and he hallucinates that hes in hell#<- because his soul is already trying to get to heaven but since hes. possessed. and yknow murders people. he cant get there#until he finally dies for real and he is tested#fall out boy#fob#patrick stump#youngblood chronicles#the youngblood chronicles
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When I walked into your dagger for the last time—
#where you can’t seem to hold me#can’t seem to let me go#twd#twdg#the walking dead game#the walking dead#Brody twdg#marlon twdg#can you tell that I love season 4 already#Brody….. Brody my beautiful girl#she deserved so much better#something so heartbreaking about a girl who’s attached to her downfall#marlon is cool too I guess#jk he’s actually so interesting#abusive boyfriend sorry. making her look crazy in front of her friends.#he puts his hands on her FOUR TIMES AMD THEN KILLS HER#her death was an accident#but the pattern is undeniable#please talk to me about Brody and Marlon
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FUUUUUCK i just realized that that shot when Mikage's standing up against the wall so that his shoes are part of the lineup of all the dead boys' shoes it's to hint at the fact that Mikage's already dead
#mikage's character arc with mamiya deals so heavily with death and dying and inevitability and trying to escape it#and then you get to the final arc and it's like. you know who else is already dead? dios. and by extension akio.#extending his life through torturing his sister but he's still *in a coffin*. akio is dead just like mikage#and can only live as he exerts an unnatural influence over the world#sucking the life out of everyone else#and he can only live through anthy holding so desperately onto the ideal prince Dios that she's willing to put up with Akio#through utena holding onto the reconstructed memory of dios showing up to save her from her grief and thus falling into his trap#through saionji holding onto the ideal of a childhood friendship with touga (a childhood now dead and gone)#through miki wishing desperately for his sunlit garden (now gone to seed and impossible to reach)#through juri being unable to let go of shiori (stuck in the past like everyone else)#anyways this has been another episode of Gray Freaking Out Over RGU's Brilliance#rgu#sku#revolutionary girl utena#shoujo kakumei utena#souji mikage#mikage souji
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Girl, get your messy ass up, you did not just run off and die to fucking geckos!!
#ive just started this fucking game and ive alreadt had 5 frozen screens and a crash when i approached Easy Pete!!!#man really didnt want me talking to him that he sent me back to the home screen.#then this girl is supposed to be teaching me a few things to survive and runs off ahead leaving me with her dog!#and when i finally catch up i find her dead ass like girl be fucking for real right now 😭#i havent even left Goodspring yet and already getting issues#i won my first ever game in Caravan tho lol#fallout gameplay#fallout nv#fallout new vegas#fnv#fnv gameplay
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I have a character pitch!
Former Little Sister who is now transmasc
#i was thinking he would be one of the little sisters Jack saved but didn't go the surface with him and Tenenbaum#bc parents right#so he just scavenges for what he can#but of course‚ they're already long dead by the time he gets to their old home#his former status makes him less susceptible to the negative mutations splicing can cause#he's still very careful about the plasmids and tonics he takes. he rather likes his sanity thank you#anyways over the years he's gotten interested in chemistry#to the point wear he's made his own kind of tranquilizer#which has the potency to keep a Big Daddy down long enough to gather some ADAM with the Little Sisters#no he doesn't harvest the girls#he may not be a little sister anymore but he still feels a sort of connection with them#they're the closest thing to family he has left in Rapture#how does he get the ADAM without harvesting them? uhhhh. just trust me bro#by the time tenenbaum returns and Delta comes along he has spent his entire childhood in Rapture#watched his former siblings grow up into Big Sisters‚ seen new Sisters forced into being‚ and has observed Lamb's rise to power#and he wants to do something about it#bioshock#bioshock 2#bioshock oc#bioshock little sister#man i love making characters for silly little games i like
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akechi’s corpseisms are so enthralling to me
#he was already so corpsey. living entirely for the sake of a goal he didn’t intend to survive#and then BOOM third semester#buddyyyyyyyyy. my mannnnnnnnnn. girlieeeeeeee.#whether he’s literally or essentially or figuratively dead he’s soooooo corpsey. get buried already girl#such a fucking death-seeking corpseeeeeeeee.#this is what i like most abt akechi n akira’s relationship in my head#what i find really fun to explore with them#akira’s in like a half-constant state of grieving a guy standing right next to him#and he’s like ‘hey can you stop dying. for a minute. please. stop reminding me you’re dead. please stop saying you can’t be saved’#and akechi’s like ‘no fuck off’#i think it’s fun when neither of them particularly want to be in this situation#akira doesn’t want to care. cause itd be easier. but cause he does care he doesn’t want akechi to die#and akechi doesn’t want to be cared about. cause it makes dying harder#and so they’re stuck feeling like shit forever <3#rambles#suicide ment#suicide mention#in the tags but yk#ough ive missed thinking about them#it’s been far too long for me to know if this is even glancingly in character but it’s at least interesting isn’t it?
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seeing info only about the kiryu and majima statuettes but absolute radio silence on the ichi one is utterly sending me. Theyre hiding the fact theyre gonna make ichi pale as a cracker again
#snap chats#theyre in the lab making a skin tone with melanin in it for once im SCREAMING#JUST LET ME SEE MY BOY PAINTED LET ME SEE HOW BAD THE DAMAGE IS#whether i spend $150 is entirely dependent on if ichi is pale or not and im so serious its why i didnt get his plushie#anyways i got hate crimed today i was getting lunch with my dumbass friend WHICH. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY I DO#CAUSE WE JUST SIT IN DEAD SILENCE AND SHES TERRIBLE AT CONVERSATION RIGHT anyway.#we were getting lunch and her prof ask her like ‘oh are you on a date <3’ like prof i would rather kms !!!! then go on a date with this gir#literally my biggest fear i hope people dont think we’re dating id actually drop out#‘snap you make her sound awful’ because she is and i dont feel bad about bullying her anymore NO LISTEN#WE WERE PLAYING Y7 LAST NIGHT AND SHE BUTT DIALS HER FRIEND. LIKE A DUMBASS.#AND DEADASS ME AND HER FRIEND JUST TALK ON HER PHONE ABOUT HOW MUCH SHE SUCKS.. WHILE SHES SITTING RIGHT THERE.#i felt so validated cause everything he was complaining about id complain about like oohhhh my god i should meet him#hes the guy that called me that invincible character. and mystery man. i think i talked about this already wait—#ITS STILL FUNNY TO ME IDC ive never felt so seen in my life. why an i friends with this girl idk we’ll figure out one day#right now i want. ichi statue to be real and tanned#ok bye i have class soon
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I swear I try not to comment stuff every time I watch an episode of Golden Girls, but they make it so hard. Take this conversation between Rose and her daughter Kirsten from S1E16 The Truth Will Out:
"Well, I thought, why would anyone who could afford to be totally independent want to live with someone else?"
"Kirsten, I think there's something I should explain."
"You don't have to, Mom. I understand perfectly. Meeting Blanche and Dorothy explains everything."
Like, come on. Kirsten obviously thinks they're romantically involved. This has to be intentionally cryptic.
#kudos to her for being so accepting of her mother's relationship!#... at least until s7 when she says they're not her family#but that's another kirsten entirely lmao#this episode is already so. i was *dead* from the moment dorothy greeted rose in the kitchen at the beginning#she was so enthusiastic and happy to see her :') i love them sm#and then she's been all over blanche the entire episode long#rose keeping her will in the cookie jar because that way charlie is still in the cookie jar as he always was... i can't cope...#and blanche took rose's behaviour seriously! ...admittedly for the wrong reasons but still!! she's worried!#her sequin socks :') she's so precious i love her sm#the golden girls#golden wives#miami watch thread
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as a marauders fan, everytime sirius shows up in a drarry fic it feels like a weird nickelodeon crossover episode
#it’s like watching zack and cody and suddenly hannah montana shows up like#omg hey girl whatre you doing here???#it’s even more rare for me too bc all the drarry i read is ewe#so like.. hes dead and gone already#marauders#harry potter#sirius black#drarry#draco malfoy#marauders era#sirius#harry potter fanfiction
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Height of the characters from Re:Zero
Soo here completely unnecessary data on the height of the characters. (Subaru is taller than the cat brothers, Louis's brothers, Felix, Olbart, Garfiel and Archi)(in total he is taller than the children, Olbart and Felix)(the other children are taller than him or they have the same height )
Rom 220cm (7'2½")
Ricardo 206 cm (6'9")
Halibel 190 cm (6'3")
Roswaal L. 186 cm (6'1")
Hector and Heinkel 185 cm (6'1")
Reinhard 184 cm (6'½")
Frederica, Todd and Petelgeuse 180 cm (5'11")
Julius ( Juli )179 cm (5'10½")
Wilhelm 178 cm (5'10")
Otto 177 cm (5'9½")
Vincent (??)(Only known to be taller than Subaru)
Aldebaran, Joshua, Regulus and Subaru (Natsumi) 173 cm (5'8") (Subaru seems to have grown a bit since in arc 1 he seemed to be about the same size as Elsa. Although Elsa was wearing heels, I don't know)
Archi and Felix 172 cm (5'8")
Sekhmet and Shaula 170 cm (5'7")
Crusch, Elsa and Fortuna 168 cm (5'6")
Echidna, Emilia, Priscilla and Satella 164 cm (5'4½") approx.
Theresa 162 cm (5'3½")
Garfield and Carmilla160 cm (5'3")
Anastasia, Minerva and Pandora 155 cm (5'1")
Ram and Rem 154 cm (5'½")
Felt 153 cm (5'0")
Roy 150 cm (4'11")
Capella 145 cm (4'9")
Beatriz, Luis and Dafne 140 cm (4'7")
Typhoon 125 cm (4'1")
Hetaro, Mimi and Tivey 110 cm (3'7½")
Olbart 100cm (3'3")
Puck 9 cm (3½"; Usually), 20 m (65'7"; Beast of the End)
#re zero#height of re:zero characters#re:ゼロから始める異世界生活#re:zero#natsuki subaru#subaru natsuki#otto suwen#Why are there two Subaru tags? lol#Subaru is taller than me and most people from my country#But he's shorter than most of his male friends.#Natsumi is tall among the girls#He is taller than Emilia's brother (Archi) butttt he's already dead so I don't know#julius juukulius#reinhard van astrea#emilia re:zero#ram rezero#there are too many characters#I did not find all the heights#Cute Subaru is shorter than most guys so my shipp with him being the bottom??? continue lmao#I have a thing for tall people and short people and Subaru is both#Another reason for him to be my favorite character after Reinhard#tread on me Frederica#Ram and rem are small! Now it makes sense how Subaru was able to throw Ram#Uhm I thought Emilia was taller I guess the heels helped#I thought Shaula was taller than Subaru :(
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it took a lot of thinking to settle on knowing if i was a trans guy but what really solidified it to me was being unable to live with the thought of dying as anything but an old man. i can't imagine not having grey facial hair and old faded top surgery scars and maybe grandchildren who call me "grandpa". i just cant live with the thought of my gravestone having "daughter, wife, aunt, niece, grandmother," carved into it along with the name of a stranger. they can't ask me to die as a her. They won't kill me as a her. they wont bury me as a her. Its not fair. They can carve the wrong name into stone and dig up my bones and say "this skeleton makes a woman" but i assure you i'm going to die as a man with the name those close to my heart know me by. and i'm going to live long enough to meet him, the future version of me, because if theyre gonna try to bury me as a woman theyre gonna have to try and kill the man in me to do it. and ill cackle from my casket knowing they had to try to erase me in death because i wouldnt let them do it while i was alive. I wouldnt let them.
#text post#rabble poetry#transgender#trans#trans boy#i think about the high lgbtqia death rates and like. my parents having to bury me#if they try to bury me as a woman (which is likely) ill come back to haunt their lives. ill curse them beyond the grave#my friends would fight for me i think. i believe. even if my parents try to bury me as a daughter my friends would know better. i was a son#i like to think my spirit will go down kicking and screaming. dad if you see my pride flags and bury me as your daughter i hope i haunt you#i killed her actually. something something that one trans post about 'actually yeah your misgendered child IS dead. i took them over'#there is no daughter here. not anymore. she died and came back a son#also just something about living long enough to become old. to become wrinkled. to have a family and a lineage.#'yeah grandpa rabble was born a girl but he's always been grandpa'#at least if im buried in a dress or something i lived as i did#they can try and erase the boy in me but i already lived as him. HA. take that#they can try and bury me but they'll never be able to bury me alive. they'll never bury who i was to me.#ill die as i am. a trans gay bi man. and they can wring the satisfied life from my cold dead wrinkled hands
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the girls that get it, get it (tags)
#this pic is the definition of men begging#men whimpering and begging#yep#that's it#the girls that get it get it#the girls that don’t don’t#eddie munson would be a goner if steve looked at him like that#i say that as if he isn't a goner already but he would actually pass away#pass away and come back from the dead to fuck him#i said what i said#steve harrington#stranger things#steddie#eddie munson
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it was a small passing comment in the story but when its mentioned Sheila saw her dog get beaten to death when she was a kid and it made her feel like humankind was just like that (+ her sister's murder afterwards cementing that worldview)... augh.
#fugo.txt#like. idk i feel like im repeating myself but i cant stress this shit enough man. she was just a little girl#she was like 10#damn.#and like by that point she had already very much gone thru a lot of death. her parents were gone and the only family she had was her sister#and the only friend she had was her dog.#and then they both died. and she saw them die. right after the other. and then she was completely alone#idk looking at it thru that lense its not surprising at all that she decided to do all that. she was grieving and she didn't have anyone-#-to guide her in that. and the only logical progression she could fathom is that whoever killed her sister should suffer the same.#and deep down she knows she's doing this for herself because she doesn't KNOW what else to do. and she feels guilty. what would clara even-#think of her? and even if she's all oh illuso is dead and he suffered. so she can rest easy. you can SEE she never got any closure at all.#thats why she froze up when fighting against kocaqi. his sister also died right in front of him. but he did what she couldnt do#he gave her peace of mind. he gave her a dignified death. she died happy. clara didnt. and sheila can NEVER give that to her#all she can do is posthumously give her peace by murdering her murderer. but would Clara want that?#ugh man. its 2:30 am i should be sleeping i have a class to retake at 11:50#but. man..#please take the time to think of her tjis december
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