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[eternity-111]

He's the type to... 𖹭

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ Title is explanatory, this is the side characters part! including thirteen,Raphael & Mephistopheles. NO LUKE! (fem reader x side charas)

NSFW! minors scroll down ⊹

name calling (princess, daddy, etc), overstimulate, size different, public sex, creampie,Dacryphilia, etc

𝜗𝜚 𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒊𝒐𝒏° ᡣ𐭩 . ° .

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reblogs, likes are appreciated! If you see any grammar mistakes, feel free to tell me <3

Diavolo is the type to purposely ruin you, in a good way of course. He loves to see you beg and whine for him to slow down because you can't take it anymore.

"princess, I know you can take it."

I know you don't want him to stop, so stop asking him to slow down. Besides, you are his anyway. Let him ruin your pussy whenever he likes. Oh, not only he can ruin you with his cock but he can ruin You with his thick fingers! You don't want to upset the future demon king, don't you?

Barbatos is the type to have a quick sex or a blowjob during his working hours.

"This will be quick, I promise you mc."

So be prepared for a few surprises during the day. Sometimes he can even go bold and fuck you where everyone can see. Meeting room, or even the garden, he doesn't care! The feeling of being able to show everyone that you are his makes him crazy. Moan his name out loud, Let everyone know that you are his!

Solomon is the type to use magic while having sex. randomly tying you up, making you hotter, and his favorite.. making his cock bigger inside you!

"What's wrong? it seems like you want to tell me something but physically can't."

It's true, his cock makes you go crazy. Especially when he suddenly makes it bigger! But.. you can't complain, you like it anyway. He can do whatever he wants! just relax and look sexy for Daddy! Maybe he'll reward you with a creampie if you are good enough.

Simeon is the type to get very vocal during sex, not that you don't like it but sometimes it's hard keeping him quiet while talking on the phone!

"Mmnff.. Mc.. Nghh.. I-im trying to be quiet! b-but you are making it harde- ahh.."

To be fair, you did that on purpose. You love it when he whimpers and moans. But you are calling someone right now! If he doesn't stop making noises.. you'll have to punish him! By not letting him cum or touch you. Watch that needy guy beg and whimper. He's so desperate to cum inside of your pussy!

Thirteen is the type to make toys that are specifically made for you. I mean.. you can use it on her but will she allow you to?

"Don't try to dominate me you little slut, I'm your mommy!"

She's good at making traps, and also toys! but that doesn't mean you can do whatever you want. She loves to see that her creations can make you lose your mind. Especially when you cry telling her to stop or else you'll get overstimulated. You can cry all you want but your wet pussy still needs her.

Raphael is the type to ask you for "help" about a certain topic from today's class, but he's actually just scanning and daydreaming about your body.

"what? me? yeah im listening princess."

All of that daydreaming made his cock tighten up inside of his pants. Why don't you make his dream come true and help his cock? He can finally touch every part of you while you ride him! It's a win-win situation, Your pussy gets what she wants and so does he. The way he touches you make you even wetter anyways, such a whore.

Mephistopheles is the type to fuck you at the RAD newspaper club. He'll even try to make news about you having sex with him.

"Don't worry mc, if you suck me a little bit longer I won't publish it!"

You already did a blowjob, a boobjob, and even a thighjob but he still wants more?! How the fuck are you going to be able to hold that wet pussy of yours? You can't just tell him that! Maybe give him a hint? Look pretty while you suck his huge cock, And swallow every bit of cum he released. all that effort just to try to get him into fucking your wet pussy. At this point, You don't even care if he published it or not. Just use that needy pussy, please.

#the_sidecharas ꩜ .ᐟ

[jxsterr]

while im on a roll i think we should talk about them exploring the depths together too

- whenever they go on walks together both of them actively keep their distance from chasms

- cue zelda falling flashback

- zelda learns of all the interesting things down there from josha

- “there are statues?? ancient statues?? that we know little of in regards to their origins??”

- josha rambles and zelda intently listens. she’s writing things down on her purah pad

- link had a notebook feature added by robbie, he knew she’d want it for the sky islands at least

- sometimes he scrolls through them when shes at the school and somehow isnt surprised to see 200+ entries

- zelda eventually asks him about the idea of going into the depths. link is vehemently against it initially

- she’s visibly disappointed and he feels bad. he eventually agrees Only if they prepare for it enough

- link takes her to cotera and gets all of her clothes Fully upgraded. then buys her another set of armour and upgrades those too

- he teaches zelda how to swing a sword. she already knows how to fire a bow, so he gives her his strongest (it’s a royal guard’s bow. he’d give her a lynel bow but she isnt as stupidly strong as him)

- buliara decides to make her an ornate shield that’s both strong and pretty to symbolise her finally stepping into the fighting world. some decals are similar to urbosa’s shield. zelda tries not to cry

- link’s built them a diving platform into the chasm so they don’t touch the gloom that’s bleeding out into the world

- he has an absurd amount of sunny and gloom resistant meals. hes not taking any chances at losing her again

- zelda is an explorer and a scholar at heart, keeping the depths from her would be like keeping her from her books. he ignores the anxiety in his stomach and stands beside her on the platform

- “stay by me.” “i promise.”

- zelda’s gotten more used to freefalling now but she still laughs wildly every time. the rush of wind through her hair makes her feel free and alive

- the place is well lit since link went through and Thoroughly activated all the lightroots before he even let her step foot near the chasm

- he holds her hand the entire time and keeps on high alert

- link gives her a thumbs up when she kills her first gaggle of little froxes. she’s grinning and brimming with adrenaline

- she takes pictures of everything, and i mean Everything. the trees, the flora, formations, the skeletons, the lightroots, even the yiga hideouts

- zelda’s frozen in awe when she witnesses farosh gracing the depths with her presence for the first time. she feels a strong need to follow. a friend, a sister.

- link advises against it. he reminds her that neither have anything resistant to electricity and as well meaning as farosh is, she’s difficult to get close to

- zelda loses her MIND at the abandoned mines. link holds her hand to make sure she climbs down safely

- she’s utterly obsessed with zonaite. link breaks a piece for her and she keeps it safe in her pocket. she treats it like a momento of the first time they went into the depths together

- link is on high alert. she accidentally walks too close to a monster mining site and link immediately springs into action. she headshots the bokoblins but link steals the limelight by making quick work of the remaining moblins and one silver bokoblin

- after all this time he still acts like her knight. she doesn’t think he’ll ever stop

- “we need to be more careful of our surroundings.” because goddess forbid he scolds her properly

- they sit and eat some of the food they packed underneath a lightroot. zelda’s obsessed with the surrounding fauna. link’s focused on the way her face glows when she’s excited

- zelda takes her first bit of damage and link takes down the enemy with such fury she’s taken aback

- it’s only a minor wound but it makes his stomach turn and all the worries of losing her again and watching her almost die come flooding back

- she knows that look. she understands. it will be a long time before he fully trusts her to be in potentially dangerous situations

- “link, we can go home if this is becoming too much.” “i.. yes. please.”

- they find another chasm entrance and link is able to conjure up a hot air balloon from nothing. she wonders if she’ll ever stop being surprised by the autobuild feature

- she squeezes his hand as they go up together. he squeezes back

- the sunset is beautiful. they stay in the air for a while, watching the sky bleed from orange to red

- “thank you.. for today.”

- link nods, “we can go down again sometime soon.”

- zelda grins

[stormwarnings]

WAIT WAIT WAIT I FORGOT WE WERE TUMBLR MUTUALS!! HI HELLO!!!

i'll backtrack a bit!! hi this is eta (currently elwinged but i was also previously radiantsusan/phantomsjulie) and i don't think we've ever actually talked but we ARE mutuals on tumblr and i LITERALLY didn't realise until i was scrolling through my old posts (as you do) and went WAIT I'M MUTUALS WITH STORMWARNINGS (and the answer was YES) and the reason i was so surprised is because i've been bingeing so many of your fics on ao3 recently bc i got back into star wars and! they're! so! good!!!!

i have a special appreciation for 'bury me beneath the tree i climbed when i was a child', it's so gorgeously heartwarming and made me feel all the good feels because it felt so lovely and healing! (my ao3 bookmark says: oh!! oh this was so heartwarming i'm about to cry!!)

and then ALSO (sorry this is going to be a long one) your series 'how i long to grow old'??? THANKS I'M SOBBING????? like it's fix it series but also i am crying over how much these people have lost and yet they still keep getting up???? i love how you write cody and rex and their various interactions, their grief and burdens feel so so so real (also. hey. hey. *grips you gently on the shoulder*. fox. WHY. i am sobbing.) AND THAT TITLE???? YES THEY DO. THEY LONG TO GROW OLD. SCREAMING.

and then ALSO (i said this was going to be a long one) the one that i keep reading and not realising it's also by you, an author who has written many of my favourite fics ('come down from your moutnain')!!!!!! you got the commanders and their relationships with their jedi SO RIGHT!!!! like "are they all like that?" "like what?" and the answers being BEAUTIFUL CLEVER MERCILESS BURNING BLOODSTAINED UNNERVING and you've got them pinned down to a POINT you've got their characters dissected you write them so well!!! i am in awe (and also have that passage screenshotted and favourited)

and you ALSO have written one of my fave silm pieces ever (and i... also didn't realise that stormwarnings who wrote the silm piece and stormwarnings who wrote the codywan au were the same person until a couple months ago and i went. HUH. WAIT.), 'celestial bodies', which is such a gorgeous gorgeous explanation of idril and maeglin if they were a little bit kinder to each other. like--- "you knew my mother. would you tell me about her?" I AM LYING ON THE FLOOR FACEDOWN. and how you emphasise their age and how that shapes them differently!!! lomion is so young and idril has seen things that will never be seen again and it's THEM, it's how it SHAPES them, it's how they understand each other!! i am losing it.

anyway! sorry for the extremely long ask, i was just kind of going ??? the whole morning being like WHAT DO YOU MEAN I'M MUTUALS WITH ONE OF MY FAVE AUTHORS!! so!! thanks for writing some of the absolute best works i've ever read + i hope you have a wonderful day!!

RADIANTSUSAN OMG I WAS WONDERING WHERE YOU HAD GONE!!!!!!!!!! eta this made me cry in my first class genuinely this is the sweetest message and such a nice thing to wake up to!!!!

i am SO happy that you (and so many others) were touched by 'bury me beneath the tree' because that fic was truly a labor of love and a little piece of my soul and it makes me so happy to hear how much it was enjoyed. also i promise there is more of 'how i long to grow old' in the works - i have probably ten other fics plotted out, ive just been so busy with college and work and life. as for my other fics, thank you! im still really proud of 'celestial bodies', and the art that my trsb partner made was so beautiful.

anyway NO YOU your art and edits are always so lovely! so happy to see you pop up on my dash again :) have a fantastic day!

[raveneira]

Warning, if your a BoruSara fan or support the idea that Mitsuki is their number 1 shipper etc then this post is not for you so keep scrolling, block the tags anti borusara, anti-borusara, and anti-bsa to avoud this and all my other posts of this kind, I cannot be any clearer.

Just came across an old reply to a tweet I made & my god can ppl not be more dumb...since its old I wont screenshot it despite them screenshotting mine but basically it was in response to my tweet saying that since it was confirmed Mitsuki doesnt know/understand romantic love that makes his comments in 69 unreliable.

The counter was basically just because someone hasnt experienced or doesnt understand romantic love doesnt mean they cant spot it in anyone else because xyz reasons which is...stupid as hell, especially when we've already seen thats 100% the case numerous times in Naruto.

For example Sai, his dumbass had a whole chapter of him guilt tripping Sakura because he falsely assumed that Sakuras promise was a curse mark on Naruto and that his love for her was making him suffer and was the main reason he went after Sasuke, that was a complete LIE.

Sai himself had to walk it back later once he saw how badly he fked up, he misread the situation entirely because he didnt understand it, he himself said he didnt, thats why he stupidly gave the impression that if she just gave up on Sasuke & loved Naruto he wouldnt hurt as much.

The only reason Sai even realized Naruto loved her was by reading a danm book like he did for other basic human emotions, not because he himself understood it and he STILL got it wrong in the end by assuming his promise to her was like a curse mark.

Another example is Naruto, its not love per say but a great example of speaking on something you have zero understanding of. Yes Im talking about the genocide of Sasuke's clan, Naruto had 0 understanding of what that type of loss was like because he never had anyone to lose.

Him not knowing what thats like made majority of his words ring hollow since they only had the loneliness and being orphans in common, it wasnt until he lost Jiraiya and also wanted revenge that he finally understood how he felt and WHY he went down this path.

I cant believe it actually has to be spelled out that yes, if someone doesnt understand/know something they CANNOT accurately speak on it, period, thats like saying someone with 0 science experience or knowledge is still capable of comin up with like a cure for cancer or somethin

Hell the context of the scene should've been enough of a red flag that he didnt know wtf he was talking about just like Sai didnt, he makes the assumption right AFTER she expresses concern for her friend and wanting to help him, and Mitsuki immediately attributes that to romance

He then questions his own self afterwards on whether or not someones true feelings are hard to tell, if he knew for a fact this was the case then why question it? the fact that he equates her concern for him as stemming from romantic love should mean the same for him right?

He expressed the exact same concerns, but he only assumes for her its romantic, why? what makes her concern any different than his in this context? nothing. Sarada herself actually points this out also, how can he attribute her feelings to romance but not his own? he got quiet.

Which leads me back to my original point. Mitsuki doesnt know or understand romantic love, he said this out his own mouth that its something hes never experienced before, so why tf should his words be seen as reliable? thats like taking health advice from Choji as reliable

One of the recurring narratives in Naruto is how you cant truly understand someone elses feelings/experiences until YOU also experience it which is 100% true. You can imagine, you can theorize, & you can sympathize, but you'll never truly understand until YOU experience it too.

The fact that Mitsuki asks this when the topic wasnt even remotely about that yet when Sumire & Ada asked her the topic actually WAS about romance should tell you somethin, dude cant even read the room let alone someone elses romantic feelings which Sarada even calls him out on.

Only reason Im even makin this response late is because they screenshotted my tweet [my name fully visible btw] so I assume their someone I blocked [I came across it while tending to an alt acc of mine while doing a purge] which is kinda funny that I still have stalkers even now lol

But yea, I decided to go ahead & reiterate that Mitsuki is not a reliable source for spotting love, if you wanna argue that for others who actually ARE then thats another thing, but I dunno why this is such a debate when its literally been spelled out over & over that he isnt.

PS: I decided to post this response here instead of on twitter because twitter circles stopped workin for me and I didnt wanna risk those same stalkers spyin on me again.

[kassiemari]

U N S A I D T H U R S D A Y ' S D I A R Y

April 18, 2024

Hi, is it weird that I'm still looking at my phone just to see if he messaged already? It's been almost 4 days that he left me hanging

The last time we message we’re okay, i think we’re okay 

We’re casual

Is it weird to ask myself why i'm feeling this, i don't know how im feeling right now because i’ve never been into relationship ever 

I'm going to be in my 30s this year but still No Boyfriend Since Birth, but since im connected to him since May 2022 i considered him as my 1st 

Am i wrong to that, Maybe i guess 

Maybe i'm wrong to consider him when im new to this feeling, i can't explain it i really don't know how im feeling though

There’s so much emotion that i'm feeling right now 

And thinks all about this

Why do i have to feel this when there’s no assurance from him

Why did he did the things im looking for then left me hanging when ive already too deep

Why i'm still holding into him when im hurting still every time you do the things you weren’t before

Why everytime you explain your side for neglecting me i believe HIM

Why im feeling this now

Should I move on?

Why you left me hanging when i've always say that when you change plan inform me so i have the reason to stop myself

Why i still care if what are doing now

Did you get sick? That's why you don't remember me?

Why am I still hoping? Super Silly

AND THIS QUOTES IVE RED WHILE SCROLLING ISN'T HELPING ME EITHER

ANDDDDDD WHY THEY KNOW WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH NOW

“I genuinely love you so much to the point that i stopped messaging you so you could find your happiness, peace and the real person that you wanted”

“I was so afraid of losing you until I realized you really never belonged to me in the first place. Because even though my heart was with you, yours was with everything and everyone else. So instead of being afraid to lose you, i sat back and watched you lose me”

“I'm finally in a place where I know that missing you isn't a sign to try again. It’s a sign that we had a great thing. That’s it, that’s all.”

“Thank you for letting me know you a bit”

WHY IM THIS SENTIMENTAL AND EMOTIONAL RIGHT NOW 

Then this friend of mine  message 

“ my heart is so hurt”

“ i want to cry”

I wanted to reply i really wanted to reply 

“ME TOOOOO” 

but i replied to her 

“You can cry but be with someone your comfortable with, because i can't be there now”

Can i have at least 2 weeks to grieve from this and i'll be okay

I should be okay, my friends need me to be strong though

You can't be weak girl

I need to facade my aura for two weeks

TWO WEEKS

I'm not like this, i don't like this, it feels so fragile and weak

I'm going to bounce back from this i promise

Always remember to bounce back when you’re down

Have a great day to us and to our following days

Love Lots

Kassie Mari

April 19, 2024

Hi again, guess what dear, after 3 days of non talking he suddenly texted me last night but i opened just now.

“Hi Love, How are you doing now?”

WOWOWOWOWOWOW 

looks like nothing happened didn't he?

It takes me an hour to replied after reading it

I want to reply “Why are you doing this to me?” but instead i replied “ooh Hi.”

That's exact replied to him

Actually when I saw his message I was hurt again. Is that normal or weird? I don't know so I just set aside the feelings.

Actually we continued texting not until sunday.

APRIL 25, 2024

On this day, it's been 4 days again since we last interacted. It's nothing new but why does he keep doing that to me? I'm still checking my phone.

Back to zero process again so tiring but i can't let go the feelings and i don't know 

It's so sad for me and it's hard for me to let go now, give me a time as I promised 2 weeks, I'm hoping he continues not communicating so I can stop myself from waiting.

My mind is so tired na from that but my heart is still holding on but after 2 weeks of continuing not communicating my mind we’ll get tired too. I know it because I know how to get tired.

I want to say something to him but i just keep my mind and instead write to this

I just want to cry it and feel the hurt but every time i wanna do that i'm thinking others and their rantings to me and saying “thank you for giving strength and listening”

“Thank you for almost 2 yrs that i felt there's someone can heard me out, maybe you get tired of being my ranting buddy, i understand but you know i'm asking why are you doing this to me and keep doing it when i've told you that it keeps hurting me, i cursing myself for letting you entered in my life, i was okay not keeping my hand busy replying to anyone not unless friends or family, you keep and insisting yourself to me when i'm not interested in you but when im starting to fall deep you disattached yourself, i keep understanding you when you always said your too busy, when i said “I Understand don't worry” i really mean it i really do but why you get habit of it? Because I understand in the end? Last March was my last time asking us to separate ways but you said “NO” it was my 5th time asking to stop us because it was your 5th time doing that and this april 6th and 7th time you repeatedly doing that, i'm so tired understanding you i've always asking naman if you change plan and i understand if you do but you insisted to continued and i'm always hoping and keeping that promises’”

“I want to say sorry to you maybe i loaded your mind with my thoughts it was nothing i just want to release some feelings i felt, sorry if i'm not the one you're seeing to because i've expected us too, sorry for holding on you too long, maybe you just pitied me that's why you keep communicating me, but please do me a favor not to do so, so I can move forward”

“You said we’re boyfriend and Girlfriend I felt it on our first year but then it was disappeared, i don't think we have relationship as ariana Grande said “situationship has to end,” Thank you again, Drive Safely and Take Care always”

That’s what wanna say but i can't sait it 

I'm really TIRED of it super but this heart of mine keeps bugging me to check on him, if there's an easiest way to stop all please give it to me now.

I want to be weak for the meantime but do I have a right to do that?

As am i writing this my friend message me on how hard she was feeling on her life on her struggles 

Do I have a right to rest or to be weak if there’s someone else that struggles more than what I'm feeling right now?

I wish I hated you.

Love lots

Kassie Mari

May 02, 2024

hi , it's me again, how’s everyone? Are you having a good day today?

It's been a week already and he continued not to communicate, i guess that’s good for me but why i'm still hurting, just yesterday when im scrolling thru my phone im suddenly view his name 

What's the funny thing I did? Guess what?

Back reading from the start HAHAHAHA

I've even searched for a word that he always says funny. I ended up crying WHY???

I'm asking myself why are you doing that to yourself, you survive your little battle didnt you?

No one knows this but you survive the pain isn't it? 

I want to celebrate it but i cannot, maybe when im fully okay na i have 1 more week to let go all my feelings

I forgot to tell you that last weekend me and my college friend meet again after a year of not seeing each other, and what a happy thing is as if we just saw each other the other day my constant friends, we don't message nor call each other but every time saw each other like a year not happen.

My  one friend is telling us about her love life and wanted our advices, HAHAHAH

Im smiling because we have same scenarios HAHAHA but they know that either they just know that i have someone that i'm talking to but i told them it was end up last year so they did not push thru that 

Tere is in what Gen Z called this ahhhh SITUATIONSHIP hahahah and im bothered that she might go thru the situation im in now its so painful and i don't want our dearest baby girl to feel that, we advised her to ask the guy what his plan and if he stick to a friendly stage and not pursuing to courting she should stop the updating stage because friends don't update each other on what's their day had been to. 

I hope she listens to us. If she's not okay too we just give her a scenario. It might happen and what causes it is just because we experienced that and felt too. 

We’re 10 girlfriends, 6 were with someone already, 1 married, 2 have special person now and im just broken now HAHAHA

I always felt that i'm likable but not likable to pursue. 

I think that’s okay as long as I'm okay?

Remember to be happy always though

Love lots

Kassie Mari

May 09, 2024

Hey, it's me again writing to someone that I can't even send the message but unfortunately, after 2 weeks straight of not communicating guess what? He message me again, 

And look what im doing to myself I FUCKING REPLIED my gosh 

But i hesitated for a while on responding to him but at the end of the day i still replied, HAHAHA funny isn't it? I find it funny too but what can i do even my friend said 

“do reply on him it seem that your set up is like that, even after you little dump him he still message you till the end so what's stopping you when i know you will reply too”

I stunt on that but she was right though i still respond to him even all i've hurt experiences to him 

I don't know myself though on that stage, but the excitement in reading his messages makes my day still

He message me on 7th day of May but i do reply just yesterday and look he respond quickly but i'm still on bubble that he might do what gonna do to me

How are you’s are floating in clouds again (so nice that someone asking you that)

He said “im too stress at work and busy at work, need to pay all my debts on going here in this country”

“ i'm hoping to finished all paying your debts, you will finished that,”

“That’s why i dont bother you anymore” I said (PABEBE AMPOTA), 

“Thank you and you don't bothered to me, i need to pay that thats why im always busy at work” he said

“I don't think you gonna message me after we lost contact” I said

“ i do, why you think that, am sorry its just stressful” him

Me: what stresses you

“We are so far away love and then am always working and not giving you time” He said

Ang ganda ng deputa na to oh!!!! HAHAHAHAHAH 

“I’m still trying to understand you but after you pay all your debt you can breathe a little but How are you now?” my respond to him

“I'm fine, I just got home from working till late, did you eat?” him 

And our conversation continue as if there’s no ranting side from me 

HAY NAKU TALAGA 

I'm still end of responding on him always, talking to him makes me smile even just how are yous and have you eaten, i don't know too but makes my day

I hoping that we continue na and not communicating makes me paranoid as you read all my writings HAHAHA hay naku 

Even i'm too smart at school but not smart in this era i and still forgive myself because it makes me happy 

Always choose your happiness even at the end you'll suffer

Love lots 

Kassie Mari

May 16, 2024

Hey it’s Thursday so I'm here again to write what I felt for the week that passed already. So HAHAHAH as the last thursday i said that we come back and talk again but after that day I didn't hear and didn't receive any message from him, im hurt really but I don't know after 2 days i decided to blocked him for good, so i cannot receive any message from him that might cause of me replying to him.

I decided to cut off him so can finally move forward, 

I know I’m too STUPID super but what I can do i just fall into him always but i guess that was my last straw to finally decide those things, im happy for me to have the courage to do that and not waiting for his messages thou i still checking my phone because i get used to it it became my habit too we've been almost 2 years it's hard to let go that easily.

Why im so stupid

I don't know why i'm feeling this but i prayed for it

Yes I do pray to feel what having a relationship is but I guess God made me experience also how hurt it is and i don't if I regret what i wished for.

Hoping my next diary would be nice na ,I don't know when i do stop in this thursday diary 

Maybe one day i do stop na this doing, i want remind myself that i'm not this, this is not me, this is my vulnerable side that i don't want my acquaintance know about

Have a great day ahead 

Love lots

Kassie Mari

June 6, 2024

Hey it's me again, did you miss me? HAHAHA i've been busy and keep getting busy so i can't write on thursdays but this is my last thursday diary

Why? Because blocking him helps me a lot, thou i still miss him but not receiving any messages from him stops me from doing that and im fine for the past weeks

It's almost a month since we last talked i guess this is the longest one because it's for good

I still do hope he keeps taking care of himself or if ever he has someone who can surely take care of him it's so good, i keep silently praying for his safety and his debt to be paid because that's the major reason why he’s like that. 

” Thank you again, Drive Safely and Take Care always”

Love lot

Kassie Mari

June 28, 2024

Hellowish, I hope your day today is doing good and fine. I've been so fine and busy these past few weeks due to work and I love it so much. 

It's almost the end of the month and I'm still cut off with him, guess what? I'm not too much checking his profile now congratulations to me though 

I'm not hoping for him to message me but i unblock him na just because im okay na and my disappointed on him were already done na, it doesn't mean na i go getting back at him but i think i can do my normal doing in my phone and not checking his profile nor his facetime.

Thanks for this time i do have time to write this and post it on my page HAHAHA

Arte mo naman mima sino ka ba jan?

That's all my dearest 

Have a fun day today and be good on others out there

Stay kind and beautiful

Love lots 

Kassie Mari

P.S ITS BEEN ALMOST A MONTH THE LAST TIME IVE WRITE IN THIS DRAFT. BEEN DOING OKAY AND STABLE AGAIN AND BACK TO BEING NORMAL SET UP WITH MYSELF

P.S.S HOPING YOU'RE DOING GOOD AND STAY SAFE AND HEALTHY, WE CAN'T SEE EACH OTHER'S POST CAUSE YOU BLOCKED ME, BUT HOPING YOU'RE STILL FINE

Best Regards,

Kassie Mari

[cheesewizardry]

Magic dialogue

I am new to this app and I cant fi d the original post but this is following the post with the idea that wizards should trust their spells as much as software engineers trust their programs, which is to say, not at all.

“So what new spells are you working on?”

“A teleportation spell, Im trying to get it to be more cost effective than Malcazzar’s”

“Oh really? What language are you using?”

“Elder futhark”

“El-Im sorry what!? Elder futhark? Not even Younger? I mean dont get me wrong, I love Elder, my staff only has Elder runes, you cant get any simpler than one rune, one effect. But, for teleportation!? Its the most basic elemental runic language in existence, but trying to get any effect outside of the basics increases the size of the scroll like nothing else. And teleportation is notoriously tricky.”

“Yeah its been tough, and the scrolls are getting pretty long.”

“I mean are you running into recursion? Just patching the kinks in the code would require quite a few runes, and then more runes to fix those problems, not to mention all the other effects and power sources.”

“Yeah well Elder is the language i know best, and its actually showing promise. Since the system is so basic each rune has quite a lot of possible effects, its just a matter of finding the right grammar to express it. Ive found a few good combinations, now its just a matter of condescending it.”

“I see, say, what kind of power source are you using?”

“Right now to save my own mana Im using wall power, im just running it through a standard elemental conversion matrix to get it to interface well.”

“Oh christ, how many times have to tripped a breaker cause you tripped over it?”

“Only about 3 times or so”

Both laugh.

“Well what about you, what are you working on”

“Oh im forcing myself to learn Icelandic Stave magic.”

“Oh no, why?”

“Oh im a masochist, but really im using it as an introductory system for geometric magics. I tried learning alchemical circles in school but the last time i used one I messed up the power source portion and it ‘law of equalivilant exchanged’ it’s way into eating a hole in my floor.”

“That doesn’t sound too bad.”

“You dont know how close my foot was to it.”

Both laugh, the second wizard nodding, “yeah I can see how that would dissuade you”

“Thats the best lesson my teacher ever taught me. ‘A fool learns from his own mistakes, a wise man learns from other’s mistakes’ he lost three fingers on one hand before he realized he should have been poking things using a stick.”

“So he started using a stick?”

“No after losing a finger you now have a designated hand for poking things”

Both laugh, the first wizard speaks again “so yeah im hoping by dipping my toes in, pun intended, this time into basic geometry Ill be able to finally wrap my head around those blasted archaic instructions, i could never keep the angles right, i always ended up with a stray line here, or an aberrant circle there, when i was lucky the spell would fail, when i was unlucky the spell would fail spectacularly and we would then have to hunt down what spawned from it.”

“Oh I definitely get that, i once fell asleep during the class where we learned mentally projecting fine detail into the work as it was formed with alchemical circles, our task was to recreate a bust of merlin from blank stone. Well the circle i drew was great, but i must have been dreaming of maidens because the bust ended up having one, as well quite the mockery of a face.” Both laugh, “yeah i got in some trouble for that one”

“Right now im trying to get my team’s head wizard to finally accept that we dont need to spend the ridiculous rates for ‘genuine’ ingredients when substitutes with some adjustment work just as well. We almost got into a full blown duel when he asserted that he could only accept real basilisk petrified eggs. For one, basilisk’s are notoriously kept in terrible conditions by crackpots, 2nd its three times the price of any chunk of basalt and all you need to do is look up one formula to calculate how much quarts and marble dust to add. He said ‘oh but i dont want to add anymore ingredient circles’ like bitch, adding ingredient circles and three lines of runic code to incorporate them is the easiest thing to do, its literally the building blocks of spell craft. And dont get me started on unicorn tears. Everyone worth their wand knows that its as simple as adding sea salt to holy water. ‘But its not genuine unicorn tears’ he says, and im like fucker, make a unicorn cry, see how you feel about yourself, then tell me how much cruelty is worth for ‘genuine’ components, the twat.”

[liyuee-qixing]

Dottore with a very sick s/o

Maybe a vent post...???😭😭😭

Im finally being productive again wow, still can't keep my promise on how often I would update though

Cw, disease of course.

Genres:Angst to comfort???

Dottore is my fav character to write dhsgeusgajahsj

Il Dottore

He's a doctor. He know what tod o in these situations where your body temperature just drop and you become pale, honestly,if You're any other person he couldn't careless if he find the cure or not,but if he can't find the cure for your disease and it'll end up fatal, He'll curse himself. He'll blame himself for everything,he make sure you're on good health every single day.

he has a room in his headquarters that is made for you only since he never really back to home and it's really worry him. It's a simple room with bed,thick blanket,box of medicine and lot decorations you like. Despite being a crazy man scientist,that one room he dedicate to you look Like a sweet nursery room

When it's not so cold outside,he like to give his jacket to you and take you to a scroll around the zapolyrn place garden,picking up flowers,picnic date,after all,being stuck in one room for long period of time is boring everyone need something fun to do.

He tried to cover the dark fatui side and the dark part of his experiment too,he worries that if you saw it,your condition will just be getting worse and he'll be the cause of it. He worry that someday you will drift away,and that all is because of his careless attitude.

His love language is act of service, he'll do anything for you, he'll cook you the softest pancake he learned himself,he prepared a warm bath and shower you,he try his best to make a cure to end all of your struggles in this cruel world.

"good morning Love"your tired eyes met with Dottore's,The man you loved the most. What you didn't expect was for you both to be on his mansion,you Don't remember anything about walking here.

"good morning too,love. Since when did we get here?" You cooed sweetly,your body however feel so sore. It's felt like you're going to faint.

"you were half asleep when we're on our Way,tell me how do you felt"he answer, placing his hand on your forehead, checking any symptoms of fever,you gave him a sweet smile at first but then it turned to frown when the feeling of soreness and blur start to hover your mind

"I feel.. I feel. Like I want to pass out,my body is sore"you answer bitterly,now he's worried. He then start to notice visible sweats on the side of your forehead. You were clearly exhausted.

"would you like to sit in front of the fireplace?"he hand you his hand, leading you to Infront of the fireplace,step by step on the stairs you both made it,placing you down on the silk couch covering you with thick blanket and your favorite plushie.

On the table, served his signature breakfast,a pancake he learned by himself and a mug of hot chocolate along with your medicine. He spoon you slowly and slowly. Waiting for your next condition report.

"Dottore. Do you think I'll be fine?"a word that truly shocken him,why would you ask such a question? Do your condition get so bad these day? How are he not aware of this? What could be the issues and cause?

"you'll be fine,here with me"he whispered as he placed kiss to your forehead. His words were so affirmating and calming but deep down he feel lot different than just 'youll be fine'

He can't lose you,not when someone actually care about him,not when his cold heart has been melted by you. And also not when you're the only person he can reach to when he struggles,what are him without you?

[baurbiediv]

summer games

a/n: pt. 2! thank yall sm for the love on the first part, i appreciate it sm <3, also sorry for the late post, i know i promised it to be released earlierrrr

tw: some yelling, cursing, angst nd fluff

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YOURINSTAGRAM popping plan b’s cause i ain’t plan to be stuck with you. <3

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MISSIONARIESJACK oh im about to be a d1 instigator frl

↳ LUVVYN YOU’RE SICKKKKK 😭😭😭😭😭

UNFORGETTABLEJACK jack gotta be rolling around on the floor crying somewhere

↳ YNSECLIPSE oh he probably is 💀💀

THEESTALLION much love to you bae 🤎

↳ YOURINSTAGRAM love you tons meg, can’t wait 2 see you 💗

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“what the hell is going on with you and y/n?” urban asks jack while keeping his eyes on the tv. it had been nearly three weeks since the last time you and jack had spoken to each other since your argument. urban looks over at jack with low eyes. “jack if you truly love her why would you allow yourself to go on a break?” urban asks. jack sits for a moment and thinks to himself. “i mean she suggested it, if she agreed to if then so be it.”

while scrolling through his phone still listening to jack, urban’s eyes widen while scrolling upon your post before liking it. “yo jack, she posted.” he says while handing the phone over to him. jack’s eyes widen as they wander to the caption. his jaw nearly drops down to the floor as he reads it out loud. “popping plan b’s cause i ain’t plan to be stuck with you?”, urban laughs to himself before turning his head to the side to look at jack. “yo urban what the hell does this mean?” urban shakes his head and shrugs.

“i know exactly what imma do.”

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before you knew it you were getting a notification from instagram saying druski was going live with jack. you joined and immediately could see that jack was leaning back in his seat staring at a computer screen while also looking at the comments. upon seeing your user pop up jack smirked at the camera. druski had requested for you to join, you couldn’t resist to not join as you smile as druski already begins his antics. as soon as you joined the comments began flooding in.

stunnajack OMG Y/N IS IN HERE

icedouty/n BRO JACK WHAT YOU DO TO Y/N.

lowkeyjack druski if jack broke up with y/n, get them back together. NOW!

alexsilas y/n is fine asfk

“ayo, so y/n, i peeped your recent post, what’s up with the caption?” druski asks you while his signature smirk is plastered on his face. you see jack shift in his seat as his eyes divert to the camera. you were laying down on your bed while on laying on your stomach. “well you know, my friend megan, released her new song ‘plan b’, and you know i just thought i’d help promote the song since she’s my friend and what not.” you say while smiling.

“ayo .. look alexsilas .. i don’t know who you are but you gotta chill, that’s my girl and you’re overstepping your boundaries homeboy.” jack spoke up. nobody had really known about your ‘break’ besides jack’s group and yours. you knew that if you made it public all hell would break loose and the internet would lose its damn mind. plus blogs would be all over this for only who knows how long.

after hearing jack call the dude out, you giggle to yourself. “ooh jack you got your lady all giggly and shit,” druski says. “shut up druski.” you and jack both simultaneously say at the same time which caused all three of you to burst out laughing. for the first time in a few weeks, you’d actually felt happy about talking to jack without feeling the urge to break down.

“ight man, imma get outta here, i got something important i gotta do for an important woman in my life right now. imma hit you up later man.” jack spoke. you blew a kiss to him before he left the live. druski pretends to catch the kiss as he stares at his hand.

dojacat DRUSKI LMFAOO 😭😭😭

icedouty/n this mf plays too much

jacksserenity jack is gonna get on his ass 😭😭

“yeah, look, if jack is watching this i’m going to be in trouble forreal.” you say as you start laughing. “y/n .. he ain’t gotta know -“, you leave before he could even manage to get another word out. “man she is so fine!” druski exclaimed before ending the live.

not even 20 minutes later you receive a text from jack

jack 💓

you still mad at me stink? i don’t care, i’m coming over.

i really miss you and i’m sorry for being an ass

you feel yourself smile and the text, truth be told, you missed him as well. it was difficult not always being able to communicate one on one with jack, but it was the little things like him apologizing that truly reminded you as to why you’d fallen for the boy. yes you could be mad at each other but not like this. this was something you never wanted to experience again.

disrupting you from your thoughts, you heard a knock from the living room. you hurry over to the door and unlock it. you open the door to see jack holding a bouquet of flowers and a cheesy grin plastered on his face. before you know it he’s already stepping into the doorway closing the door and hugging you as tight as he can as you do the same.

“y/n, i don’t ever wanna be mad at you the i was. i can’t do this ever again.” he says as his head is buried in the crook of your neck. you nod in agreement. “me too jack, these have probably been the longest three weeks of my life.” you both pull away from the hug as you two walk into the kitchen. you find a vase for the flowers as you pull the vase from an empty cupboard.

jack watches you in complete awe as you put the flowers in the vase and fill it up. ‘man am i so lucky’ he thinks to himself. he couldn’t help but fall in love all over again. he couldn’t help but think about how much of a better person you make him. he couldn’t lose you again and he meant that.

“jack ..?” you say waving your hand slightly in his face. “yeah baby?” he says snapping out of his thoughts. you laugh to yourself before grabbing his hand and leading him into the living room and plopping down onto the couch together. you immediately attach yourself to his side as his arm finds his way around you pulling you to him as close as he could.

“i love you y/n.” jack spoke.

“i love you too jack.” you said looking up at him. he looks down at you and presses a quick kiss to your lips before turning back and turning on the tv.

you and jack knew you both had each other. you had learned to love him and he had learned to love you. the two of you have each other through thick and thin. and he would make sure to let anyone know that.

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a/n: just wanted to thank y’all for all the love on pt. 1 and again im sorry again for the late post! this is also the last fic for summer games, but request anything else you’d like to see! <3

[babyboibucky]

Should’ve Known Better

Pairing: EB!Frank x Reader

Summary: You should have known better than to sleep with a friend.

Word Count: 3.3k

Warnings: Smut, FWB set-up, a little bit of toxic shit, angst

A/N: Frank got the most votes when I asked which other Seb character I should write for, so here it is! This is very personal to me lmfao it’s somewhat based on my own experience that really fucked me up a couple of years ago aksncajscna no but for real, stay away from the friends with benefits kind of relationship if you can’t keep shit purely sexual lmao also some guys are just fucking assholes even if they’re your friend lol

ALSO, I tagged those who are in my Everything Bucky Tag List. I’m not sure if I’ll write more Frank in the future too so I won’t be creating a separate tag list for him yet.

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"Do you love me?"

It was a simple question that was supposed to make you think. Given your experiences and your personality in general, you were supposed to cringe and ignore it. Maybe even make a joke out of it, especially that it was Frank who was asking you this question.

He wasn't supposed to ask it too. He wasn't one to ask such thing, not especially with the relationship that the both of you have. It was clear from the get go that this was nothing serious.

So why was he asking it now?

And why did you respond to it right away, as if you knew your answer even before he asked?

-

"Come on, it'll be fun."

You should've said no. You should have known better.

"I'll make you feel good, you won't regret this."

It did feel good, you were going to give Frank that. Possibly the best, even. But the latter part? You weren't so sure. Were you regretting it? Honestly, no.

Maybe not yet.

You'd rather not think about it for now.

"What's there to lose? We know each other too much to develop feelings anyway, you said so yourself."

Oh there's plenty to lose. Maybe a decade's worth of platonic (was it really platonic from the beginning though?) friendship. Your self-esteem was on the line too, but you didn't know it yet. You'll get there though, whether you like it or not.

"I'm free next Friday, come over. Spend the night with me. What do you say?"

You should've said no. You should have known better.

"Next Friday. I'll see you, okay?"

You should've said no. You should have known better.

"Ugh, fine."

But you said yes because you didn't know any better.

-

That first night with Frank was something else. It was fun and he kept his promise to make you feel good. So, so good. You never thought that sex could be that fucking good. At least, not with your previous partners. Not that you had many in the first place.

But god, Frank knew what he was doing and he loved doing things to you. He loved the entire process of knowing your body, what you liked and what you loved. How you liked to be kissed and touched and fucked.

He studied your body like his fucking life depended on it and you let him. You let him own your body because you needed someone to. You needed to feel something, wanted to have a purpose even for just a short while, even if it meant being someone's fuck buddy.

You felt lost for the longest time, but as you laid on Frank's bed with his tongue lapping up your cunt, you actually felt like you belonged somewhere.

-

You weren't a booty call, definitely not. And when things escalated between the both of you, Frank was already single and had broken off with his recent girlfriend, Daphne. You weren't a doormat nor a side chick. Frank had been your friend for the longest time, one of your closest actually. He knew you the best and not just physically. Frank knew the darkest parts of you the same way you knew him like the back of your hand. He was the most open to you, he said so himself.

"I don't know what I'd do without you." he told you one time.

Frank wasn't afraid to show you his true colors; how he wasn't the kind to settle for one or how he would often end up with someone immature or toxic. He himself was toxic and for the most part, you tolerated him.

That was the mistake on your part.

You let him be himself, that's why you held a special place in his heart. Not even his past girlfriends could get rid of you. You were untouchable.

"Are you sure she's fine with us going out?" you asked Frank one time, as the both of you headed to the movies.

He scoffed, "Yeah, don't worry. I already told her you're my best friend. You're off limits." he chuckled as he placed his hand on the small of your back, guiding you inside the cinema.

"You're fine." he reassured again, this time wrapping his arm around your shoulder and then cradling your head playfully.

-

Looking back, you sometimes ponder whether the friendship was really platonic. You were sure of it when the both of you first became friends; he was a couple of years older than you. You sort of looked up to him like an older brother for the first few years of your relationship. And he was very caring too, always looking out for you.

Your other friends were the first one to notice the closeness. They often told you that Frank seemed to have a thing for you. You brushed it off though, saying that it was impossible.

His girlfriend then was an acquaintance of yours. She was nice and wasn't bothered by how Frank was affectionate towards you.

Indeed, you were untouchable. You were the best friend after all.

-

"We fought again."

You rolled your eyes at Frank as he sat across from you at a local coffee shop near your place. It was your birthday and as always, you spent the most part of it with Frank.

It was like a tradition already, to celebrate your birthday with Frank first before you went out with your friends. Or even family. It was that kind of friendship.

"I'm sorry but who are we talking about again?" you joked.

Frank made a face, "Daphne." he responded. "I just told you about her like, two days ago."

You snickered, "I was kidding. But honestly though, you have to stop flirting with other girls. It's been really difficult for me to keep track of your record, Frank. And are you and Daphne even official?" you asked, taking a sip from your cold brew.

He rubbed his chin and shrugged, "Sorta. Well, we were official two weeks ago. Now though, I'm not so sure. Here's the thing, Daphne can be really..." he said, trying to search for the right words.

You hummed and shook your head, "Immature?" you said and mindlessly scrolled through your phone.

"You should really stop dating girls who are immature, Frank. I swear to god, this is like...I don't know, the fifth time you dated someone like her? Why don't you settle for someone who actually acts her age?" you blurted out.

Frank groaned and transferred to the seat next to you, his body facing yours and his hand landing on your thigh. You didn't mind, didn't think it was too touchy or intimate for someone who was in a relationship. It was pretty common for Frank to be this touchy with you anyway, you never paid much attention to it nor given it any malice.

"We fought because of you actually." Frank admitted with an apologetic smile.

Your head snapped towards him, a scowl etched on your face. "What did I do?!" you asked in defense.

"It was my fault. Daph saw your photo inside my wallet." he said.

"You should really throw away that photo. Jesus, why do you still have it anyway?" you complained.

Frank scoffed, "That's my favorite photo of you. I don't wanna get rid of it."

That was the last day that you considered your friendship with Frank platonic.

-

Come over

I miss u xoxo

Miss eating u out

Miss ur moans, wanna hear them again

You groaned at the continuous notifications that flooded your phone. While you were at work. After that first night with Frank, he had gotten extra clingy. No lies though, it felt nice to be wanted like this.

im free nxt Sat

Yay

Cant wait to see u, missed u a lot

dude, we were at the mall together just last wk

U really dont get attached do u?

Frowning at Frank's reply, you honestly didn't understand what he was implying.

what u mean?

Nothing

Work kept you busy for the entire week, with Frank bombarding you with sweet texts. You've avoided being sweet with him, it felt wrong. You weren't an affectionate person but Frank was, it was sort of one-sided. It wasn't a big deal anyway.

No one from the rest of your friends knew what had become of your friendship with Frank. You just thought it wasn't something that should be revealed. It was like your and Frank's little secret. You had to admit, the thrill only made the sex better.

Whenever the both of you went out with other people, the tension was there and it was fun. It was fun trying to brush off the way Frank's hand would steal touches from your waist, or how he'd subtly squeeze your thigh. The looks you exchanged from across the room; how Frank's "fuck me" eyes were meant for you and only you.

Things like that made you feel a certain type of way. But you never dwelled on it, or at least, you thought you didn't.

-

"Yeah, fuck...just like that, baby."

Frank's fingers dug deeply into the skin of your ass as he guided your hips. You gripped onto the back of the couch as you bounced on his cock, head thrown back from pleasure as Frank suckled one of your nipples. You could feel each of his fingers pressing down against your skin, it's probably going to leave bruises again.

"Frank, shit. I'm close." you panted against the skin of his neck, your arms wrapping around his shoulders and pulling him close.

Frank grunted and took your face in between his palms, forcing you to look at him as he began to thrust his hips upwards, eliciting a high-pitched whimper from you.

"Wanted to see you like this ever since." he breathed out, pressing his lips against your open mouth.

"Wanted you since we met, d'you know that?" he asked, grabbing a fistful of your hair and tugging your head back so he could nibble on your throat.

You shook your head and gripped his shoulders, nails scratching at his skin as you continued to ride his cock, "God, Frank...so close." you moaned.

You felt Frank's lips curl into a smirk against your neck, his fingers gripping your hair to keep you in place as his other hand slipped in between your bodies, finding your clit and rubbing it to help you reach your climax.

Every single time he touched you, you felt like your entire body was on fire. You felt the most alive, the most free whenever Frank fucked you. Maybe because he was truly gifted in bed or maybe he just knew your body and how to make it sing.

Or maybe it was because of the way he looked at you whenever you fall apart for him. Like he only had eyes for you, like it was only you that he could see.

Sweaty bodies and hoarse voices, the smell of smoke and sex lingering in the air. It was such a familiar ambiance by now. You liked how the aftermath of fucking Frank was never awkward, if any, it was a comfortable experience with the both of you just talking casually about how each other's day went.

"So I'm talking to this girl..." Frank said, turning you around so he could spoon you. Oh, the irony of the intimacy and conversation.

"Where'd you meet this girl?" you asked.

"Tinder." Frank snorted before pressing a kiss on your nape. "No, but she's different. I don't know, there's something about her."

You merely hummed in response.

"Think I might ask her out."

The first sting. The first realization. The first denial.

You should've said no. You should've known better.

-

The art exhibit wasn't a flop, but you wouldn't call it a success either. When you got a call from the organizer asking whether they can include your paintings in the exhibit, you said yes instantly. What can you say? You were a struggling artist who was seeking validation.

But now that you stood in front of your works with barely ten people attending the one-day exhibit, you thought that this wasn't a validation. It felt like a wake up call that maybe, art wasn't your calling and that you should probably give up on your dream.

"These are amazing."

You were on the verge of breaking down when you heard his voice. Turning around, you were surprised to see Frank. He was nodding his head as he approached you, his eyes scanning each of your painting.

"What are you doing here? I thought you had work." you asked.

Frank gave you a face, "Did you really think I'd miss out on your first exhibit?" he said and pulled you into a warm embrace.

"I'm proud of you." he whispered before kissing the crown of your head.

One validation from Frank was all it took for the walls to crumble down. He was the one who had been there for you all along and that was why you completely trusted him.

Frank will never hurt you, he'll never bring you down.

Or so you thought.

-

"Do you love me?"

It was a question that was supposed to make you think. But you didn't, because even before Frank decided to ask you that, you already had your answer.

You knew your answer for the longest time now, but decided to lock it into a box that you kept in the deepest part of your heart. It remained there unbothered and almost forgotten, up until this point.

That's why it was so easy for you to respond to it without even batting an eye.

"Yes."

It was too late when you realized that you had just admitted that you were in love with Frank. But you felt like it was the right time for you to bring out the key to that box, open it and just set your truth free.

They said that the truth will set you free, but why does it feel like it only imprisoned you?

"Shit, I was kidding." Frank said, his face panicked and body stiff from your unexpected admission.

Before you could even say something, Frank let out a nervous laugh as he ran his hand through his locks. "Wow, I didn't...are you serious?" he asked again.

It took you everything to brush off the pain, "Yeah, but it's no big deal. Come on." you shook your head and forced out a breathy chuckle.

Frank heaved out a deep sigh, "Fuck, I was messing with you. Are you sure it's fine? I mean, would this change anything?" he asked.

You deadpanned, "No, Frank. It wouldn't change anything. Like I said, get over it. It's not like I'm in love with you. I just love you...if that makes sense? You're my friend." you explained, more like lied.

"Look, it's not like I'm unattracted to you. I like you, I like spending time with you. It's just that I sort of don't see myself committing to you."

It didn't sink in to you immediately, Frank's statement. You didn't pay it any mind because again, you knew Frank. He wasn't one to commit so that was fine, you understand where he was coming from. It's not like you were going to force yourself on him too. But then you accidentally glanced at his phone and saw the messages he'd been exchanging with a certain someone.

When r u coming home?

In a little while, Daph

That night, Frank's statement hit you like a ton of bricks but again, you chose to deny what you actually felt. It's fine.

You're fine.

-

You should've said no. You should've known better.

Those words rang in your ears on the day that you found out. Your body turned cold, your vision blurred and your head spun. You'd never experienced hurt and anger like this, the kind that consumed you.

The kind that made you realized and admit that fuck, you'd truly fallen for Frank only for him to break your heart.

It didn't help that you were having such a terrible day at work. And Frank was so sweet to ask you whether you wanted to meet up with him. Not for sex, but to talk. The sex came rarely recently and was replaced with wholesome trips to the grocery, shit like that.

You knew there was something special going on. Even after he told you that he didn't see himself being with you, there was something.

Apparently, that something was just an assumption. Because when you asked Frank to meet you up that night, he said he couldn't and needed to be somewhere. That he'd meet with you the next day instead, a promise.

But then you saw him post a photo of him and Daphne. And it made your blood boil.

u back together?

No. Not really, been trying to fix it but u know how it is.

if ur trying to fix it with her then im out, frank

Wait what? Hey, are u mad?

r u fucking serious? u knew i love u and u come here parading ur ex, what the fuck is that all abt?

Shit, hey. Look, let's talk later, okay? Im out, will txt u when Im free.

Frank didn't text you back for the rest of the day.

-

You should've said no. You should've known better. But you said yes because you didn't know any better.

Were you regretting it? Yes. Sometimes.

You didn't know which hurt the most, the fact that Frank kept you in the dark while he was trying to patch things up with his ex, or that he considered you his best friend and still chose to break your heart.

He knew you the best, your relationship and trust issues and out of all the people, he really had to be the one to fuck you up the most. You trusted him so much, trusted him not to hurt you. Hell, if he doesn't want to commit then that's fine. But for him to treat you like a second option? Fuck that.

For him to confuse you with his actions, the intimacy...were all of those even real? All the times he came to your support when you had no one, when he was there for you on days you felt alone. What were those? He made you feel so fucking special, like it was possible to actually turn the friendship into something more than just fucking.

All this time you thought it was one-sided because you never actually showed Frank how much you meant to him the same way he did to you. Turned out that it was one-sided, but only because you were the only one who fell.

The following day, you received a voicemail from Frank. You pondered whether you were ready to listen to it but at the same time, you wanted to give him the benefit of the doubt. It was pretty stupid, he fucked you up and there was no excuse for that. But the friendship you had with him had a strong hold on you.

"Look, I'm sorry I didn't tell you. That was my mistake." he started off. "I thought that this was really just sex and having fun, but I want you to know that I like you. I really do, you're special to me. Please give me a chance to make things right. Daph and I...I want to end things with her. Please stay, I don't know what I'd do without you."

“I just didn’t expect that you’d end up falling for me, I mean shit. You know the real me, how fucked up I am when it comes to relationships. Just please...please stay?”

Did you stay? Sort of. But you kept your distance, didn't meet up with Frank after that and only responded to his texts occasionally. Did he end things with Daph?

He didn't.

He said he would but instead, they got back together.

It was fucking selfish of Frank to ask for you to stay only for him to get back together with his ex. It'd be better for him to just slap you in the face then.

Being told that he couldn't see himself committing to you but then going back with his ex was the cherry on top. God, if that didn't mess up with your self-worth.

You totally stopped talking to Frank, ignored his texts and calls. You stayed away from him, tried to get over him and eventually, you did. But you'd be lying if you said that he never left an effect on you. Because he did, Frank did a number on you and it would take you a long fucking time to completely recover from the damage he inflicted on you.

You should've said no. You should've known better. But you said yes because you didn't know any better.

And that's okay, because there's nothing wrong with taking risks and ending up in heartbreak.

You live, you love and you learn.

-

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Talk to me

“Tour is going to be amazing. I mean all the things that we have planned, the outfits, the surprises, the setlist, all of it. I can’t wait for it all to begin.” Harry was excitedly scrolling through the emails detailing every aspect of his tour. He had been non stop talking about it all for weeks, and tomorrow was finally the day. The day he shipped off to Vegas for the first concert. ��What do you think love?”

You shook your head momentarily confused and smiled. “What?”

“What do you think of the outfit for the first night?” You looked at the screen and smiled. Hot pink high waisted pants, and a sparkly flashy top. He was starting off with a bang. And you weren't even going to be there to see it. You felt your stomach twist with jealousy, anxiety, and uncertainty. For the first time in over two years, you were uncertain about everything. You didn’t know what to even do about the feelings. You felt sick, and you felt tears threatening at the corners of your eyes at the thought of him leaving. “(y/n)?”

You blinked the tears away and took a small breath, forcing a smile. “Looks perfect Haz.” 

Harry looked at you for a moment, contemplating something, but then smiled and nodded,“I think so too.” He turned and placed his hands on your hips, his green eyes looking up to yours with a big smile. “I just hope everyone likes it.”

“I’m sure they will. They always do.”

“Yeah but I’m still a little nervous.” Harry placed a kiss on the tip of your nose and cupped your cheeks in his hands. Your mind drifted off, tuning out the conversation he was starting. This would be the last night you got nose kisses, the last night that you felt his arms around your waist, the last night of cuddles and sleeping to the sound of his heart. You wouldn’t get anymore good morning kisses or good night smiles and hugs. Instead, you would get a text. Maybe a call. Everything would shift to distance, everything would shift to electronics. Nothing would be the same. “Love are you alright?”

Harry’s words shook your thoughts free for a moment and you forced another smile. “Yeah, sorry just distracted.”

“Are you sure? You seem a little off.”

“Im fine! Promise. Just going to go grab a shower I think.”

“Want me to come?” Harry smirked and gripped your hand waiting for the answer you wanted to give. You bit your lip to hold back tears. The last time you would take a shower with Harry. It was nearly too much to handle.

You spun as a tear slid down your cheek. “No, I uh, Im good.” You pulled your hand from his and ran upstairs to the bathroom, closing the door and starting the water. You jumped in, letting the heat pound into your back. You couldn’t stop it anymore. Tears freely fell and you held back an echoing sob. You sunk to the ground, your face buried in your knees as water fell around you. You were losing him. You were losing the love of your life and you didn’t know what to do.

---

“Harry!” you shrieked. His arms had tightened around you and his lips were pressing lightly to your neck. “HAZZ” you giggled.

“What is it love?” His deep voice whispered with a laugh, his lips now against your ear.` “Is something bothering you?”

“You’re tickling me!” You laughed, trying to escape his grabbing arms. You managed to get free and fling yourself onto the bed, his body following yours. 

“I would never do such a thing.” Harry laughed, his mischievous grin making you smile even more. 

“Please, you do it all the time.”

“And you love it.”

“Do not.”

“Do too.”

“I do not. You’re the one who loves it.”

Harry smiled and nodded. “Because I love to see you smile, it makes me happy.” Harry sat up and looked at you, a serious look in his his eyes. “I do it because I love you. I love you (y/n).”

You smiled, your eyes meeting his. “I love you Harry.”

Harry smiled, the dimples you had grown to love making their appearance. His lips lightly touched yours and and you pushed into him, deepening the kiss. Your lips pulled on his, your teeth tugging on his bottom lip. His body hovered over yours, his hands exploring the skin under your shirt. He looked at you, pulling away briefly. “Are you sure?”

You giggled and nodded. “I love you. With my whole heart and my whole soul. I want this. I want you Harry.”

“I want you (y/n).” Harry pressed his lips to yours, his weight falling onto you.

---

“Love...” Harrys knock at the door pulling you back to reality. 

You sucked in a breath. “What?” you squeaked out, trying to cover the crying.

“Everything okay?”

“Yeah, everything is fine.”

“Are you sure, I-”

“Im fine Harry let it be.” You didn’t mean to be so harsh, but you weren't in the mood for his questioning. 

“Okay.” Harry sounded unconvinced but didn’t press anything farther. You waited another minute and then stood up, wiping your face and letting the water wash away the tears and puffiness you were sure had begun to set in. After a long hot shower, you were feeling slightly better. You tried to push all the thoughts out of your head and for a brief second it worked. That is until you found Harry slipping into his pjs, the last time you would stumble upon him picking out which boxers to wear to bed. You bit your lip, and tried to think of happy thoughts to keep yourself from crying. “How was the shower?”

“Good.”

“Good.” 

“Yeah.” You tugged your pjs on and brushed out your hair, your back to Harry. You didn’t know what to say. Looking at him hurt you. He was leaving, leaving everything you had spent the last few years building.

“(y/n).”

“Harry.” You didn’t turn around, just kept looking at yourself in the mirror. 

“Whats wrong?”

“Nothing.”

“Clearly something is wrong.”

“Just drop it Harry.”

“No. You’ve been distant all week. You’ve been moody, and you seem off. You’re worrying me.”

“It’s nothing.” You bit your lip again, watching the tears form in your eyes.”

“Clearly its not nothing.” Harry walked over, pulling your back into his chest and resting his chin on your shoulder. “Talk to me.” You stayed silent, not trusting your voice to be steady at this point. Emotions came washing over you and your stomach knotted in every direction. “Love what is wrong....” You turned, your face burying into his chest, tears falling at a steady pace. His arms held you tightly, rubbing deep circles into your back. “Tell me what’s going on in that beautiful mind of yours?” He tilted your chin upwards, his eyes meeting yours. 

“You...You’re... I-”

“Shhhh.....its okay love. It’s going to be okay.”

“No its not.” You hiccuped through the sobs. “Youre leaving. I’m losing you.”

“Youre not losing me.” “But I am. We are losing everything. Youre going away and and”

“And I’ll come back. (y/n)...its going to be okay.”

“How do you know?” “Because I love you. I love us. I want this forever and I know it’ll work out.”

“Everything is changing.”

“Maybe, but love I promise you that its going to be just fine.”

“Youre- you will meet a million girls prettier and and -”

“And none of them will be you.” Harry sighed, pressing a gentle kiss your nose and wiping the tears. “I dont want anyone else love. Just you.”

“But-”

“No...no buts. I know its going to be hard. Its going to be different but you will be okay. I will be okay. We will adjust and we will visit each other. And then I’ll come home to you.”

“Promise?”

“Pinky promise.” Harry smiled and kissed your lips and you fell into him, hugging his body tightly to yours. “I will love you forever and nothing is ever going to change that.”

----

A short one but a request!

[halaboyz]

congrats on 500 sunshine !!! youre growing more & more every single day and being appreciated and acknwoledged as you deserve ahh hope your days are fulled wiht nothing short of happiness <33 love you, always rooting for you !!! even if i dont say it a lot :/

&& for the prompt game thing- idk if im doing this right but “promise me”, changmin !!!

pairing: changmin x fem! reader genre: fluff word count: 1.6k warnings // notes: muffin )): thank you so much!! i hope the same for you, lovely !! you deserve everything and much much more than my shy ass not saying how much i really do appreciate you <3

send me a made-up fic title + idol.

You really weren't one to overthink about your future. Everything for you, you laid it upon destiny and what came to you, you just accepted it.

So when Changmin came into your life, you didn't try to push him away the first time. Maybe he was there to come and go– like everybody does.

"Should we go to the beach?" Changmin suggests, tugging your arm to sit on the sofa beside him.

"Mmhm," You simply hum as a response, scrolling through your phone as he did the same to plan your small vacation.

Now on your fifth year together.

It was needless to say you're scared to lose him at this point. Where you've found solace in his warmth, where your love only grows for the man.

"We leave later evening," Changmin sighs, tossing his phone lightly on the side of the sofa as his other hand naturally caresses your hair.

"Do we have an itinerary or do we just do whatever we want?" Doing the same, you burrowed yourself to his side comfortably.

"When did we ever have an itinerary?" Changmin chuckles, landing a soft peck on your temple.

Countless times you've pushed him away mid-relationship. Day by day, your fear of losing him only keeps getting bigger and bigger despite the strong presence of his love for you.

Waking up on an unfamiliar bed, with an unfamiliar coldness beside you, you shoot up to look everywhere, every nook of your rented cottage for Changmin.

It became a bad habit– anxiously always having to look for him whenever you opened your eyes, when just before you closed them, he was there, smiling at you.

It wasn't because you didn't trust him, no. It was only because you realized that you've thought of your future over and over again while you're with him.

And you want him in it.

Sighing in relief when you messily went out of your cottage, you see Changmin staring out in the ocean only meters away from you. A small smile tugs on your lips, fixing yourself before hugging the thin cardigan you had on to walk closer to him.

A smile was plastered on his face, enjoying the wind that continued to push his worries away. Leaning his head back, closing his eyes.

This was what he wanted.

"Thank you for giving me another day to wake up beside her," You hear Changmin mumble, drowned against the harsh wind but clear enough for you to hear as it washed away your anxiousness.

"Oh?" Changmin turns, perplexed that you were there, only staring at his back for who knows how long. "Have you been there for long?" Changmin chuckles, reaching his hand out for you to take.

"Nope," Shaking your head, a genuine smile slowly makes its way to your lips as you took his hand, walking to his side. Feigning innocence at what he just said, the both of you silently admiring the view.

You felt at home. This was home. He was home.

His soft touches that linger on your arm as it brushed the coldness away, his chin placed atop your head as if it was its natural place, his warmth that emitted nothing but love and comfort to you.

Maybe, this was your future. You wanted it to be this.

"Hey," Changmin shakes you lightly, slight worry in his eyes. "Are you okay?" He crouches down to your level, trying to search for any discomfort in your eyes.

"Changmin," You sigh out, "I am more than okay," Shooting him a small, sincere smile, you knew he knew once he looks into your eyes that everything was fine.

Nodding at you, he pulls you once more to his side to enjoy the morning breeze before agreeing to finally go to some restaurant nearby to eat breakfast.

"...How about a date?" Changmin suggests in the midst of suggesting plans for the rest of the day, eyes avoiding yours in embarrassment as you caught a glimpse of his dimple starting to show. "There's this place I found a while ago and.."

"Changmin," You chuckle, "This is already a date," Taking his hand for you to intertwine, you giggle at the newfound adorable side of Changmin which you were sure you didn't get to see yet.

It had a hint of nervousness and embarrassment.

"Besides, I didn't really bring any clothes for an extravagant place,"

"It's not an extravagant place. I promise. Wear something comfortable, you'll be fine." Changmin says, reassuring you. "I'll be meeting you in the front, yeah? You can change now,"

Changmin pats the small of your back, but you only shift on your place to face him. He raises his eyebrows in a questioning manner, waiting for you to talk.

You did nothing but stare, then a sly smirk tugs on your lips before jumping to peck his lips. Giggling as you escape his whines, the smile never leaves your lips as you change to the most presentable clothes you packed.

"Meet me there by the cliff you see there," Changmin points somewhere a little bit in the distance, and you frowned at him.

"We aren't going together?" You faced him, pouting.

"I'll be there as fast as thunder," Changmin softly says, his lips naturally meeting your forehead.

He watches you walk off first before heading back inside once more, clammy hands continuing to fumble around the depths of his bag for something.

On your way to where Changmin pointed, your heart beating a little more than usual. And for the first time when left alone, it wasn't because you were scared Changmin is going to suddenly disappear on you, but only because how you realized that you never knew if he felt the same.

Spending the rest of his life with you, that is.

"Woah," You gasp once you step foot on the last rock to climb the small cliff, the scenery making you awestruck.

Your eyes wandered around– The vast sea, the pretty colors of orange and yellow hitting the emeralds of the sea as it sets, the cool breeze that passed through you, the warm sand you're standing on right now.

Everything was beautiful. It just needed.. him.

There he was, making his way to you with the biggest smile on his face as his dimpled you so utterly loved showed. A fond smile makes its way to your lips, as your heart leaped and continuously skipped a beat, just like how when you first saw him.

"Pretty, isn't it?" He proudly asked, hopping to you and intertwining his hands with yours as he loops his arm around your shoulder to keep you close.

"Changmin, it's beautiful," You chuckled at him, burrowing yourself as you habitually do to his side.

And just like that, it was perfect.

Who knew Changmin could make it more than it already was?

He sighs anxiously, turning you to face him as he gets ahold of your other hand, and you only feel how his hands were cold and sweaty, making your heart drop.

"Are you okay? Should we get back?" Searching for his eyes, he continues to avoid it as if your eyes beamed lasers. He was too nervous, and he couldn't help it.

"No.. I.. No," He mumbles, shaking his head lightly as he looked down.

Taking a few courageous breaths, he finally meets your worried eyes, but his only shined of stars, washing every ounce of worry of yours away.

"y/n.." He sighs out, rubbing his thumbs against the back of your palm. "There were.. countless. Countless times you've pushed me away in our five-year relationship,"

The smallest smile comes to his vision, but you let him continue.

"I've honestly, to the very depths of my heart, never felt anything like this. It's like.. a gush of emotions! Like.. like when I'm dancing! You know how much I love to dance," He rambles, and your chuckle was the one that pulls him back to reality. "y/n, you mean so so much to me,"

His other hand lets go of yours for him to scratch the back of his neck, making you smile as you reach for his cheeks to caress.

"I know," You whisper, tears brimming in your eyes.

"I'm positive you don't," He shrugs, "Because even I don't. I just know it's an impossibly unhealthy amount." He nods at himself, then looks down once again. "y/n.. I just.. I just want you to know that I'm never gonna leave you. Ever." He continues, then his hand flies to his back pocket.

You close your eyes to stop your tears, finally realizing what the man was trying to do, once his hand reveal a neatly ribboned small box.

"I can promise to each and every star there is, y/n." He mumbles, sniffling as he looked away from your eyes in an attempt to stop his own tears.

It warms your heart, really. Changmin didn't say much, but it felt like he did, as much as he was willing to give and spend the rest of his life with you.

"Only if you'll let me," He opens the box for you, crouching to your level to courageously look straight into your eyes to let you see he was sincere in every possible way.

He will always be.

Your throat dries up, too overwhelmed with the unfamiliar feeling you were feeling on your chest, you felt like bursting out of happiness.

So you nod as a response, pulling him in for a homey hug as you wet his shirt with your tears.

You hear Changmin squeal to himself, finally letting his tears drop and tightening the hug, letting his lips rest on your temple, then on the crook of your neck.

He was home. Everywhere you go, he will be. And no doubt, he felt the same with you. Will and has always have been.

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[koi-fish96]

Platonic Yander Big Bro Shinsou

Nah cuz losing the little ask bubble thing is totally in character for me 😭😂

Im sorry to the anonymous who asked for this since I cant tag you I hope you can see this 🙏 again im sorry

~~~

*Your only 2 years younger then Shinsou, so you’ll just be starting middle school when he goes into ua, and with the same quirk as your big brother 

*Shinsou knows how kids can be around this time of development, they’ll act nice like they wanna be your friend but its all an act, some are just trying to get on a ‘future villains’ good side and others do it just to talk behind your back and spread false information about you and your quirk just to do it

*He really doesn’t want that for you but he also doesn’t want you to know the cruel truth about quirk discrimination, that’ll only hurt you and he hates to see you sad 

*He brings you to school everyday on his bike {Hes not riding with you on a train someone might bump you to hard and you could get hurt, creeps are on the train, and most of the time its crowded and everyone's squished together} he just prefers this much easier to make sure your comfortable and ok way 

*Of course your wearing a helmet, knee pads, and elbow pads no excuses

*On the way he’ll explain bullies and fake friends to you and say you should keep your quirk to yourself if you can and that you shouldn’t ask why just trust and listen to your older brother

*He lets you off giving you a big hug and promising to be right in that spot when schools over,

-It can go two ways-

Way 1: Bully

*Hes standing in the spot he promised he would be scrolling on his phone holding the bike waiting for you when he hears sniffling 

*He looks up to see you walking to him looking down at the ground wiping your face and he lets go of the bike and is next to you in a few seconds pulling you into a hug asking you whats wrong

*You tell him about the kids at school how one of the kids from elementary told them about your quirk and how they called you a villain and many other things about your quirk being bad then at lunch they poured a soda on your head before telling you not to turn them into your puppets

*Shinsou’s blood boils

*He would love to teach those kids a lesson but you clearly ready to go home so he takes you so you can shower and change but you lock yourself in your room not letting him come in no matter how much he knocks  

*He’ll convince your parents to let you stay home, and that night after he planned it out all day he talks to them and convince them to homeschool you

*Oh and those kids that bullied you? Yeah all kinds of crazy stuff happened to them, what are the chances huh?

*If he has friends, and they have to past all his test first, he’ll bring them around you besides this is better than letting you find your own friends because Shinsou knows these are good people he doesn’t have to worry about making you sad or uncomfortable   

*And once he gets in the hero course its even better for him, his training has not only helped to become a hero but hes now sure if anything ever happened he can protect you 

*Course you wont be following in his footsteps, he’ll convince you your weak or your quirk is weak and its better to just stay homeschool no point in even going to the entrance exam its a waste of time

*And if you still feel the need to go Shinsou has 🧠other way🧠 of convincing you not to try 

*Pro Hero Shinsou always makes sure his little siblings safe even if he has to go behind their back and work from the shadows to do so

Way 2: Frineds?

*Hes standing with his bike right where he told you he would be and he finally spots you walking with a group of people all laughing with you

*You seperate from them waving goodbye as you ran over to Shinsou

*He throws a million questions your your about them 

*Their your friends, they think your quirk is so cool and wanna hang out

*Shinsou feels bad about your naivety, those arnt your friends why would anyone wanna be friends with someone who has such a villaines quirk only Shinsou is your true frined

*Now if you believe your brother and dropped them, he’ll be happy going with the flow of bringing you to school and hanging out with you all after school

*If you disagree and continue to hang out with them he’ll have to take it into his own hands

*If you try hanging out with them after school Shinsou will find a way to get you grounded, its for your own good

*You cant walk home with your friends, he heard Aizawa-sensei talking about a villain on the loose you should get on the back of the bike so the two of you can hurry up and go home

*He’ll let you come sit in his room while you tell him about your “friend” who disappeared 

*Your other friend who commited a crime and is claiming they have no idea what overtook them and made them do it

*Or your other friend who said they want nothing to do with you

*Its ok though you have your best friend, the one that will never leave you, Shinsou

___

I'm again sorry for losing the ask

This was in my drafts awaiting editing but let's be real it was never gonna get edited 😅

[melto]

hiii i was scrolling through twitter to see if anyone was talking abt chanon and pom there and happened to stumble upon your tweets! i was looking at your account like oh your name seems really familiar and realised that i see you in my notifs here every now and then 😭 anyway your chanon & pom thoughts are extremely compelling (especially re: love and freedom) and i just wanted to let you know it was such a joy to read them. thank you for sharing! feel free to hit me up and scream abt chanonpom whenever 💗 — rahul / @petekaos

omg hiii and thank you im so glad u liked them wwhjkhfkjrjdk 🥺

i just really think freedom/autonomy is such a vital part of the gifted series and it's constructed in a really unique and interesting way with pom and chanon with how it's both the thing that is used to push them apart and what brings them back together. there's something about loving someone so much you're willing to give up your own freedom but in the end you both lose it that turns into a warped sense of resentment for the other and then ultimately yourself more than anything due to being envious of their perceived freedom that is fully rebutted once face to face again and leaving you with a sense of failure and wasted love (for chanon, obviously, it's that either way pom should have been able to keep his freedom and yet he couldnt and the pom he risked it all for was gone, his love was wasted because the promise he lost for he couldn't even keep and pom was miserable and resented that dream now etcetc and with pom it's that he loved chanon so even though pom regrets what he's done at least chanon could be far away from this place and keep his freedom that shouldnt have been wasted on someone like pom and yet he couldnt and the chanon he knew was gone, his love was wasted because even if chanon was going to give up his freedom for pom to begin with, pom had stolen his choice away from him etcetc) that just makes a guy go bonkers!!

but yeah anyways i think abt them nearly every day and i'll never know peace again...and thank u again i'll fr die for u 💕

[nyan-koii]

Hashira ft. Sabito as genshin impact players

aunotes : Bad grammar ahead! I didnt proofread it so be aware of brain damage. plus i initially wrote it at the 1.6 update

PART 1 : T.Muichiro, R.Kyojuro, K.Shinobu, S.Sanemi, U.Tengen 

Muichiro : he probably would be uninterested at first. He's more to first person shooting game or anything other than this concept of farming or investing. So that's why when he saw yuichirou banging his fist on his desk, trying to get his fav character, he would simply just watch

"Fck this game, i've had enough,"

"But you havent finish your wishing things yet,"

Stares. "How about you give it a try mui. You might get the character i want,"

"You sure about that? You might get angry at me," "better than nothing. Now go go, get em you donkey,"

His first ten pulls on the game brings out a light we all want to see

"Eh is tha-" "AAAA A FUCKING 5 STAR FCK FCKFCK,"

Apparently, it was one of the luckiest wish yuichiro had ever seen so far

"OHMYFUCK, you GOT A GODDAMN KLEE, QIQI AND SUCROSE WTFF???"

"I think i get your fav character?"

"Yeahh!! More than that to be honest. I want klee but you brought me two more person," sniffles and cries "you're really lucky mui. You should try and play the game,"

"It's probably the system. I doubt im that lucky tho,"

Nah, he really is lucky. Apparently he wished for his friends and got what they all really wanted for so long

"Thank you for getting me the aquila favonia, muichiro,"

"It's nothing really. I just simply press the button. It might be the system that's giving you the thing you want when i wish,"

"But still, even if i were to wish, i can get really scared and paranoid over it,"

"That's bad. You shouldnt invest yourself that much in the game tanjiro. It's just a game,"

"Ehehehe, i guess so. But you're really good at it muichiro! If you download it, we can play together :D!"

!!!!

It took the word "play together" to get muichiro down on his knee for that game. Usually the idea of playing with your friends is not that interesting. So when tanjiro said that, you bet he's going to play it

Type of player

Extremely lucky it's not even real. He got a five star on the beginner's banner

Fast farming. He probably will complete all the quest and become an endgame player within one month

"I just wanted to play with tanjiro..." bashfully

He's really good with whatever he's doing. Attack combo, dodging, elemental reaction and all sorts of stuff. If he invest more of his time on artifacts, he would probably even one shot it!!

He's very lucky. Very

Kyojuro : he wouldnt even know the existence of this game. Well, he took a glimpse of it one day and boom, heart stolen. Maybe it was the fiery burning passion in bennett that made him play the game.

'oh wow!! What a determined young boy! Even though he has a very bad luck he still keep pushing forward! Amazing!!'

'I want to be like him'

Kyojuro's the type of player to read and pay attention to every single lore of his fav character. Bennett, oh my how he wish he could've had bennett in his team. Every wishes he made would make him a c6 bennett main if only barbara wont stop coming home

"I really like you barbara but i dont want you!! Thank you for the c6 though!! I promise to use you in the future but just-" he prepares to wish

"not NOW!!" Clicks

The highest con of bennett he had ever gotten is probably c1. One day the paimon's bargain shop offered bennett as their monthly character. Kyojuro had never been so excited over a game before. He usually perks up over academics and not this kind of thing. But it's bennett, the character he admires the most.

Unfortunately he couldnt get it due to low currency. He had never feel so sad in his life.

"I shall not give up. Dont worry, i will be a c6 bennett main!!!"

He will be a c6 bennett haver!!

Type of player :

Carefully reads every stories and listens to their lines attentively. He finds it amazing how the company spent their everything on this game. It amazes him. From the stories, lores and lines, he truly appreciates it.

Balance his team pretty well. He mains bennett so he doesnt need that much of a healer in his team.

Enjoys bennett's hangout very much!! He tried to not get him killed by the dungeon's trap but ended up having to sacrifice him which ultimately ends the route. He had never felt so down and guilty before.

Not much of a damage dealer. He prefers to play it in normal mode and doesnt care that much about one shotting monster.

He feeds his character three meals a day!! If only there's a sleep option, he would be sending bennett to sleep first before the rest.

Everyone loves his teapot

Shinobu : found the game while she's scrolling through the app store out of boredom. Initially she played it on her phone but due to the fps and a really bad ping, so bad that douma wouldnt find her interesting anymore, she finally downloaded the game on her pc where things has starting to get real

"Ara, shinobu chan, it's lunch time already. Come downstairs please,"

"Sis give me five more minutes, JUST FIVE PLEASE I NEED TO KICK CHILDE's ASS,"

"he's not going anywhere sweetie,"

"yEAHH BUT MY BP IS,"

'Bp?'

"DIE DIE DIE!!" Aggresive clicking intensifies

"Shinobu chan dont hurt the keyboard that much!!"

She got lucky on the beginner's banner too and pulled a 5 star along with bennett and noelle. Who's the 5 star? Diluc Ragnvindr in all of his glory. Shinobu benched him sadly. She prefers sword over any other weapon

"I mean he's cool i guess but i just really dont get that 'WOAHHH COOL' vibe from him you know?"

"then give your diluc to me! I really want him so bad shinobu chan!"

Deep sighs "yeah sure. You can have my c2 diluc mitsuri..."

Loses 50/50 to diluc everytime everyone would think she either is lucky or cursed by the amount of that man greeting him on the screen. She still bench him though, sadly

"Im begging you, give me jEANN THE GRANDMASTER I NEED HEALER iN MY PARTY TO DO ABYSS

Type of player :

Suffers a lot in the abyss because she just want the primos which is a valid reason to do because that's the only thing that keeps her going

She's a sword character main. She'll properly build every character as either support or dps. The support would be kaeya and bennett, and her main dps ayaka

Ayaka main btw

Honestly at some point she wanted to quit the game because of how tiring it is but then inazuma came out

Fragile resin = 0

Resin = 160/160 happens once in a blue moon

"i should probably control myself with the amount of resin i've used,"

"But i cant,"

Hates domain but always can be seen playing in there

Only coops if mitsuri is there

"So that someone can calm me down,"

"That's not a really good reason shinobu chan,"

Sanemi : dude probably know the game through obanai. He watched the latter play and finds it interesting on how high the numbers he dealt. He loves challenges so a game like genshin impact would probably satisfy his need.

"Obanai, are you hearing this shit?"

"What is it sanemi, im busy doing this event,"

"That loser giyuu is also playing the game,"

"Oh yeah i know,"

"YOU KNOW? WHY YOU DIDNT TELL ME??"

"i just know right after you told me,"

"...."

Sanemi's a meta but a mediocre one. He's meta but he doesnt show it that much. Probably buys welkin once in every three months or when he really needs it same goes with battle pass too. Honestly, he really just use his money when he really needs something

"Donno if my allowance can buy me a welkin so i'll probably skip,"

"But the next banner is zhongli's,"

"....."

"Ah fuck it," buys

My man cant dodge after he got zhongli. Its very painful because he used to studies the enemies movement in the early game so that he can utilizes it on the team but zhongli's shield is so tank he forgot that dodging exists

"Im gonna kill you and you and you hhahaahhaah just you wait im gonna shred all of yo- oh shit zhongli's shield. puT IT BACK PUT IT BACK ON,"

That one event where zhongli's shield plays an important role in the domain? Yeah, he felt like a god at that time. Even got his c2 on his rerun. Sanemi just really like zhongli because it kinda reminds him of himejima. Calm and wise and strong too. He looks up on that kind of person

"Zhongli sama, im in debt for all of your hard work protecting my team," bows and wipes tears

Type of player :

Spends a little money on the game to get what he wants

Zhongli main

Is that one player that has hoards of food but doesnt even use it

"Why need healer when you have zhongli's shield,"

Compare to kyojuro, he doesnt even touch the teapot because he finds it ridiculous and bothersome to create and design everything in it

Loves one shotting bosses and compares it to giyuu. He ask for advices from obanai regarding team build supports and stuffs

Doesnt do character's story quest. The key is full every single time. He unlocks it but leaves the quest like that.

"Ah shit, i accidentally activate the quest,"

His friend list only has obanai in it. Whenever people sent him friend request, he wouldnt hesitate, more like wouldnt care to accept it

They either have to coop in obanai's world or his world and after that, unfriend immediately

Says thank you after coop because he has manners and then completely disappears

"Zhongli main forever,"

Tengen : played since 1.0 this madlad has been staying loyal to the game ever since. Quite huge amount of money he spend on this game to be honest but he never gets broke by it. You can see his regular donation to the game by purchasing welkin and battle pass and some genesis crystal too. He's loaded with money, he didnt know what to do with it.

Uzui also plays honkai impact and guns girl Z so when he saw the unknown god at the intro , he was not surprised.

"Oh we have to pick between the siblings? Cool cool co- oh hi kiana,"

"Thats so herrscher of void hahahahah,"

Although he is a loyal fan to MihoYo games, he lost his composure when he saw the 1st genshin anniversary reward because what was that. Imagine getting billions of money and they give us this? Tengen cant believe this shit

"Oh god wtf was that reward, i have to draw to get a welkin and some primos?? aND I ALSO HAVE TO BE LUCKY? WHAT-"

"WHERE'S MY FREE MONA,"

In need of mona. He needs mona so bad he literally spent his money on standard banner to get mona but always ends up with qiqi. Not that he's complaining but he just wants the astrologist to complete the support team

"GOD QIQI YOU AGAIN? WTF WFF WTF-" converts genesis crystal to primigems

"Tengen, you should control yourself!"

"SHUT UP KYOJURO, IM GONNA WASTE MY MONEY TILL I GET HER,"

"yeah but my f2p ass is hurting with how many bennett cons you got," droops

Tengen sees potential in every character. Everyone has their weakness and strength so when kokomi comes out, he diss her at first but then realize maybe its a new way for a character. Adds the uniqueness if he may say so.

"Meh i dont care honestly. You guys should pull whoever you find nice or beautiful. Like me ;)"

"Who do you main uzui?"

"Beidou,"

Type of player

Spoils the storylines, lores, leaks A LOT THE REST HAVE TO BLOCK HIM ON SOCIAL MEDIA

Speed runs the game and has become an endgame player ever since but he still does his daily commission and helps people with domains and stuffs

R5 every battle pass weapon

Fights azhdaha for fun and to test out his characters rather than ruin guards and stuff

Mona wanter

Puts traveller as the pfp and doesnt display any showcase of his characters and namecards. You can only see his achievements and spiral abyss ( 12-3 ). Says its for fun and mystery

Throws a lot of pickup lines and roleplays a lot. Spams your chatbox messages with stickers and censored stuffs

Probably steals your ores and exotic things like violetgrass, qingxin and silk flowers

Screams in the chatbox whenever he saw Mona until Kyojuro had to calm him down

Changes signature every single time and sometimes put spoilers in it

In every survey he would complain "MihoYo where the fuck is my Mona,"

Doesnt heals his characters

[hermesserpent-stuff]

Au thoughts: 

Since there are so many versions of comic book characters and their life stories, its kinda hard to figure out what i wanna mash into my au. I think it would be helpful to lay out some simple back ground beats. Plus, if anyone has seen any of my other writing, its easy to tell that Im addicted to world building and I have no self control. SO to keep this from being annoying and long if your just scrolling, Weather Master’s past Pre-Thundersnow is below the cut. (I’ll work on this kinda thing for the others especially if people are interested by this)

Escaped a prison truck and found his brother dead (Clyde Mardon)

Clyde was inventing the weather wand and was almost done when someone put out a hit, wanting to stop Clyde from achieving his research.

Mark finished the research, gaining the wand and swearing revenge.

He starts to commit crimes using the wand, often getting stopped by the flash.

He joins up with the Rogues a few months into his career finding more success with them

They also help him start looking into who had killed his brother

Mark finds that Hartley reminds him a lot of his brother and warms up to the teen faster than the others. ( Hartley is smart and driven, with ideas for how to create constantly pouring out) He also likes the teens music taste and what hartley composes

He finds out that a rival scientist (rudy younge) had put out the hit on his brother because the man had been jealous of his success. (this is dc this sorta thing happens)

When he finds the scientist, Mark loses control, with the weather going insane, sticking Central in a mix of blizzard, tornado, and lightning storm.

Rudy Younge is in a block of ice, alive but just barley

Flash tries to calm him down, but fails. So then he comes up with a plan with cold to get him and Piper into the middle of the storm (because flash is the only one fast enough to run past the winds)

Piper uses his amplifiers to call out to the weather wizard while cold creates a wall of ice to protect them from being blown away by the wind

Weather wizard slowly returns to himself with the storm dissipating into a light rainfall

Captain cold, who knows what it’s like to care about a sibling offers to have the rogues turn the other way for this one kill

Mark considers it. Takes a breath. And then shakes his head.

His brother is gone. And he misses him. But he has a new family. And they had a few rules.

He hands over all the evidence to the flash and then makes a promise that if the man ever hits the streets again, he would kill him.

He returns home with his family and they eat chicken quesadillas for dinner, his favorite food.

[azucanela]

Dating korra would include

BEING KORRA’S S/O[GENDER NEUTRAL]

BEING ZUKO’S S/O | BEING SOKKA’S S/O

SUMMARY: life with korra from confession to marriage

WORD COUNT: 2.1k

WARNINGS: no major spoilers 

A/N: SOMEONE WITH T A S T E, i hope you don’t mind but i kinda just did the same thing i did for my zuko headcannons so feel free to scroll straight to the during the relationship bit if you just want dating korra h/c :D 

also i have 300 followers now what, i literally had 200 like yesterday hi everyone <3 um i really need to start pulling out all the stops

GETTING INTO THE RELATIONSHIP

she’s a simp.

that’s it. thats the headcannon. she has literally liked you since she met you and has said nothing, but you probably know since she’s so damn OBVIOUS ABOUT IT

korra is very in tuned with her emotions so when she realizes she likes you she’s pretty okay with it, a little more flustered during your interactions, but after a while her goal is to make you feel how she feel which is flustered.

she has no shame though, she knows she is hot and she wants you to know she thinks you are hot

lots of flirting on her end, so naturally you kinda begin to think she is joking and think nothing of it

this was not her intent, and now that you are desensitized to her flirting and not reacting flustered like you did when she first started she is frustrated™

you were not understanding that she very much likes you

stupid

she hasn’t said anything outright to you about it though, which is the main reason you are like lol this is a joke, my crush fake flirts with me i am okay

spoiler alert: you are not okay with this it hurts ow

so now shes getting ridiculously affectionate with you, which, tbh, she always was, but not its RIDICULOUS, korra is out here throwing an arm around your shoulder, randomly grabbing your hand, kissing your cheek

shes trying really hard to get her point across like really really hard

like painfully hard

if she likes you its probably because your fun, like you really spice up her life and introduce her to new things and go on really dumb adventures and really important missions with her and you put up with her and wow now korra is simping oops

you’re also probably forcing her to stay healthy, since i honestly think that despite having such an appetite, korra will forget to eat and take care of herself sometimes.

she is so bad at drinking water i swear to goD

there are two situations here

situation one is where korra finally realizes that you CANNOT READ SIGNALS AT ALL and decides she going to be upfront with you about her feelings

she’s either going to just flat out kiss you next time she sees you or spill all her emotions, of both in no particular order

you’re like reading in your room in the air temple, just vibing, and you see her coming towards you with a determined look on her face and you’re like ??? lol okay

you go back to reading only to have her hand reach under you jaw and she brings you into a kiss and now you’re like LOL OKAY

you honestly think that this is just another one of her stunts to get you flustered and means nothing

stoopid

and then she pulls apart and just starts spilling her feelings and you’re like :O omg me too 

and she’s like, “great, we’re dating now.” and suddenly she’s kissing you again, and between kisses you’re like, “im sorry what?”

“you heard me. do you have a problem with that?”

you just kiss her again

situation two is where you get sick of her and realize woah she may or may not be in love with you and so you confront her, and now there is a lot of yelling because you are frustrated™ and like screw you korra

you honestly think she is either madly in love with you and just doing this as a joke, and you genuinely think the latter is more like so you lowkey start crying and korra immediately begins to panic

she’s like, “why would i ever joke about that! i’ve literally been trying to get that through your thick skull this whole time!”

this time you kiss her first and korra is throwing a party in her head but she also feels really bad for making you cry oops

DURING THE RELATIONSHIP

okay so korra happens to be very much a simp

and you happen to be very much the mom friend™ it doesn’t matter if you are a boy girl or none of the above, that is your trademark my friend

she’s very affectionate and now that the two of you are dating she is at a whole new level.

important meeting? you are in her lap she does not care. war meeting? she is cuddling you as you explain the plans of attack and DAMN DO YOU LOOK GOOD DOING it

since being the avatar is MUCH more a political position now though, she does try to keep your relationship slightly on the down low, even before you were dating, you both had reporters constantly asking about your relationship and she doesn’t really like that

they are nosy and she does not approve. korra understands wanting to know about her avatar duties, but anything outside of that in regards to her personal life annoys her

loves kissing you, and when she does it tends to be intense and passionate. after a particularly tough day though, her kisses can either be slow and sensual because she just wants to have a nice soft and domestic day with you

OR

they can be harsh and almost brutish, she will get rough with you because she is highkey pissed at everything that day and making out you with is her stress reliever

really likes cuddling and anything domestic in general. she’s really happy with you, and she kinda has all the love languages

she seeks validation when the press is particularly harsh since being the avatar is HARD and as much as she wants to, she cannot please anyone, so please tell her she is doing amazing

so many acts of service up in here, she will randomly do stuff for you, spontaneity is kinda her vibe ya know

very vocal and expressive about her feelings, communication is key with her

arguments aren’t a rarity tbh, but when they do happen they tend to be more of debates over little things like what’s better, pineapple pizza or no?

major fights tend to end poorly since she can be a little stubborn when it comes to such things, but she will admit she was wrong and apologize IF she was wrong

if she wasn’t wrong but the argument got out of hand, she’ll apologize for that but will affirm her correctness

kiss her scars, she has them, and she is proud of them but 

support her at her pro bending matches and she will DIE, so happy, literally sososososososo happy, hugs you, loves you, yes

treats you as an equal no matter what, even if people think that as the avatar she should see herself as something more than

very protective of you.

like if someone flirts with you, she is clingy x10. if someone hits on you despite your protests, she HITS them. if someone threatens to hurt you, she promises to end them. 

MARRIAGE N STUFF

WELP

she’s gonna realize she wants to propose when she almost loses you, or in the middle of a battle. when the reality of potentially losing you hits her she is gonna realize she wants to live out the rest of her life by your side, protecting you

situation one is where she literally, in the MIDDLE OF BATTLE, without a ring, just proposes. you are being a baddie, bending if you are a bender, fighting the opposing enemy, looking MIGHTY FINE while doing it

“marry me.”

you falter, nearly getting hit as your head whips over to her and you’re like, “ARE YOU SERIOUS?”

and she throws a giant rock at the opposition, temporarily indisposing them, “yes?? why wouldn’t i be.”

Someone comes up behind you and you elbow them in the face and ram your foot into their knee, knocking them down, “RIGHT NOW?” 

she throws a whip of water in your direction and you dodge it, allowing her to take out the enemy behind you, and you throw a whole dagger at her to do the same. “that was close.” she narrows her eyes at you bc you lowkey look like you wanna kill her rn as you two hide behind a barricade for cover and an explosion washes over it, “you could’ve killed me.”

“you just about gave me a heart attack when you PROPOSED two minutes ago, need i remind you.”

korra raised a brow at you, “is that a no...?”

“do you even have a ring?”

korra gives you a look that gives you the answer and you groan, “i cannot believe you.”

“you really should’ve expected this.”

“i know.”

“i get to pick the ring then?”

“you’re probably going to plan the whole wedding.”

“alright.”

theres a boom from beyond the barricade you two have hidden behind as korra looks to you, “alright?”

“i’ll marry you.” you elaborate, giving her a bright smile.

situation two is more depressing lol

you have been SHOT oops, don’t die pls because korra CANNOT handle it after everything that has happened to her, so if you die she’s done

she’s kinda just sitting at your bed side and it hits her that you could die basically any day now, and she would have so many regrets

she wished she kissed you more, told you she loved you more, held you longer, spent more mornings with you and your bedhead, she wished she learnt to cook so that she could surprise you with a meal when you get home from a long day of work, she wishes she did a lot of things

she wishes you two were married.

korra is now having an existential crisis, and everyone is telling her that she has to go home, get some rest, you’ll wake up eventually, you’ll get better, but you don’t wanna wake up to korra being a mess

she knew they were right, you always scolded her for not taking care of herself, so she decided to follow some of their wishes

Korra cannot bring herself to go home, there are so many reminders of you that it hurts, and she kinda just decides she’ll stay in a hotel and wash up and such.

besides, you are her home.

after leaving the hotel, she ends up going the jeweler and buying the ring she believes screams you

when korra returns to the hospital, she contemplated proposing right then and there, before realizing that you’d probably yell at her for choosing such a ridiculous time and you already had a lot on your plate

once the two of you return home and you are in the midst of recovery, she did learn to cook, so you wouldn’t feel the need to do so, and given your situation she fears you’ll injure yourself further in the process.

you two are eating dinner and you’re babbling on about something you’d read, and she suddenly decides to get up and walk over to you, leaving you like ???

then she gets down on one knee and you are like :O

she’s like, “marry me.”

naturally, you start crying and nodding because wow this is such an intimate moment and just happiness

kissinggggg after that 

the wedding is, under NO CIRCUMSTANCE public, the most private and intimate wedding ever. korra hates reporters after her life as the avatar, she doesnt want strangers at her wedding.

any and everyone she has ever fought beside is there though, its wholesome and nice

definitely cries when she sees you at the altar

her vows are MASTERFUL AND TEARJERKING 

its a pretty basic wedding though, unless you prefer something over the top, the food is nice a mix of both your cultures and favorite things and there’s beautiful lighting

definitely done on air temple island, and tbh tenzin would probably walk you down the aisle because i said so

married life with her is even better, she lives for he domesticity of it all, especially lazy sunday mornings with the light filtering in and you just looking all pretty and having a lil fun

iykyk

honeymoon in the spirit word lads

bolin is your number one supporter

life with korra is a 10/10 i do recommend it

A/N: im kinda in love with korra lol this requests made me happy