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I think i know what my dream job is now.....
It’s for things not to change how they currently are. Me staying a dependent under dad while i cook and clean the house for him, while get to do a garden every year, I get free time to do art and play games and explore hobbies every so often. I get to spend his days off with him. Get to be around my twin. I just get to exist........
I just want to spend my time with my family.....
#tarudce rants#But I know I can't.... I have to get a job at some point and it sucks#I think I also have some type of un-diagnose severe anxiety and depression#that making this all so much worse on top of how bad it is#honestly i need to have a breakdown#its the only why im gonna cry and NEED to cry#im just so close to bursting#i just want to exist and have a ok comfy life where i dont have to worry about money#not rich but just enough that have a good roof over my head food and clothes and can afford to mess around in a hobbie of two.....#I just want to live#im SO fucking happy where i am at in life right now beside my dad and my twin but i can keep this life up no matter how much i want to#how the world runs keeps me and us from doing so#and i hate so fucking much#i just want to be by my dad and my twins sides with out having to worry about insurance and money#im on a time limit i HAVE to get job in three years or i have no insurance#if i wait any longer i may never get a job#I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT#I JUST WANT TO SPEND MY TIME WITH MY FAMILY#i think this is my breakdown fuck i need it#i need to cry all this grief and anger out#i need to morn all that im slowly losing and can ignore any longer#I hope some day some how I'm able to get back to this place#i dont want to leave it#i dont want this to change#i dont want things to change#i want to keep existing like this
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have you put the pieces together yet, detective
#goro akechi#akechi goro#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5 akechi#p5 spoilers#persona 5 fanart#jesst some art#i may have worked on this for... just under two weeks? i had like. so many fckgin thoughts i might make a process/concept breakdown post#it's honestly just for my own peace (haha piece) of mind because i overthought about. SosoooOoOo many motifs and symbols and i just wanna#idk PUT EM ALL somewhere........ maybe it'll become its own jessay of mine. god. who can say.#also DUDE tumblr rly does crunch up quality wow ouch#unironically a core thematic inspiration for this piece is a quote from the folding ideas' video 'the nostalgia critic and the wall'#'it doesn't all make sense or resolve or coalesce because we don't all make sense'#'everyone is the illusion of order constructed brick by brick out of chaos'#i've watched that video essay through at least. a dozen times at this point. everything about it. yeah. it's good.#this piece initially went many different directions and i have realized ah yes to fully explore just THESE themes that i'm interested in as#they relate to goro akechi i will need to draw. at least two more pieces. sdlfhsdlkfjsd
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so about the header that proceeded today's statement:
Viability as agent: Low
Viability as subject: None
Viability as catalyst: Medium
i didn't know what to think of this part of the entry at first, but the longer the statement went on... was the institute in this universe trying to manufacture avatars?
the dice can't do anything without someone to use them, they can't be an "agent" by themselves, but might be capable of manipulation, so in that aspect their viability is "low."
the dice could be a "subject" in the sense that they could use further studying, but the statement itself was a very thorough investigation of their workings, so in that aspect their viability is "none."
the dice seem to influence their holder to roll them, or at least find more victims to roll them, and could therefore be described as a "catalyst" for someone's becoming. but, as seen in the statement, their owner can give the dice to someone else (albeit not without consequences), so in that aspect their viability is only "medium."
so what about the line following all this, what does "Recommend referral to Catalytics for Enrichment applicability assessment" mean? if we go by this interpretation, i'd say it could mean the institute wanted to find a way to make the dice even more potent as an artifact, maybe even remove that pesky ability for their owner to reject them.
imho all of this this brings a whole new level of context to the events of episode seven, of unknown violent agents going after an influx of objects that seemed straight out of artifact storage. was that the nature of the titular "magnus protocol" first mentioned in episode four, the one that involved the starkwall group? containing or destroying potential artifacts before the institute could get their hands on them?
it also makes their "gifted kids program," and sam's link to it as one of the kids being studied, all the more horrifying to think about. was it not just avatars in general they were after, but child avatars specifically? no wonder gertrude got so defensive over the possibility of sam and celia dragging gerry back into the institute's business last episode, we all picked up on her clearly knowing more than she's letting on but now we might know the shape of that information a bit better.
and one final bit of food for thought... this statement had a lot of familiar themes, didn't it? free will or the illusion of it, gambling and not-so-random chance, the statement giver being done in by one final hit from what feels like a bit of an addition... all hallmarks of a certain mother of puppets. doesn't it seem fitting that "chester" would use this kind of statement to warn sam about what harm pursuing the magnus institute could bring to him, considering the one his voice might draw from? and doesn't it seem so painfully ironic that his warning seems to have only driven sam further into that web?
#tmagp#the magnus protocol#tmagp spoilers#tmagp 9 spoilers#MANY THOUGHTS HEAD FULL AAAAAAAAAA#there are so many other things i want to link to this but i also just want to post it asap to get other people's thoughts#honestly at the word 'catalyst' my mind went straight to mike crew using ex altiora to become an avatar of the vast#combing through lietners until he found one that fit#and the statement giver from mag 4 feeling like he had to specifically sell ex altiora to gerry or it wouldn't 'count'#i can't pull out the episode quotes every time i have a theory or it becomes a bit passé but know they are always on my mind#also that last paragraph just came to me in a vision while i was typing up the rest of this i hope it's not too far of a reach#i tried to keep it vague but i'm also imagining jon banging his head against the inside of a crt monitor in frustration r/n#i still need to read the breakdown of the arg so if any info in that bolsters or discredits this please let me know!!!
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SO. Thinkin of This AU/Thread of ideas. Y'know, Halfa Jason adopting the entire liminal class. That one.
But what if, Dragon. Because I am in fact weak to dragon AUs. And I could draw them, but instead have scrys beneath the keep reading bit.
So, Ghosts are Dragons sort of AU. Which means that the people in Crime Alley debate on whether local dad Peter (Who is totally with Red Hood they're sure) & the kids are dragon-based metas, or in fact straight up dragons disguised as humans.
Jason isn't exactly oblivious about this per se, but like, dude also has 13 kids ranging from 4 to 6 who are also both very powerful and also traumatized from the whole GIW experiments going on.
So. He's understandable more than a bit Distracted.
Jason [Star Core] & Jazz [Ocean Core] & Jordan [Sun Core]
Kyle [Shadow Core] & Kwan [Wind Core] & Dash [Speed Core]
Wes [Light Core] & Paulina [Fire Core] & Star [Electric Core]
Sam [Life Core] & Tucker [Storm Core] & Valerie [Metal Core]
Ellie [Moon Core] & Danny [Space Core]
[& Bonus Fright Knight just Because]
Also have link to the designs of the fam for the base Au
Psspspsps @mkarchin713 @radiance1 @hdgnj @theobliviousshipper perhaps u may enjoy or have ideas
#dcxdp#dpxdc#prompt?#prompts#dad hood#halfa jason#liminal class au#dies irae au#flight rising#ghosts are dragons#de aged danny#de aged dani#de aged jazz#de aged dan#Technically only Halfas can go full dragon form#But who knows wtf the GIW all did to the class to make them finish getting cores & de-aged#So maybe they are all halfas now but who knows#Jason with several kids in his arms/under his trenchcoat: This is fine#Jason is going to have a breakdown about the whole liminal & goons in white experimenting on kids while they're asleep#Inwardly screaming the entire time & going to need a minute#Part of the pit rage issue is that he has too much ecto but now that there's over a dozen kids perhaps absorbing it it's better#Not that it stops him from utterly destroying any of the GIW bases that set up in the Alley#Jason: Honestly I expected the bats to be more up into my business with all this destruction#Crime Alley & Goonion: Yeah how funny....
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Serotonin needed please 🥺🥺.
#personal#me#selfie#my stupid face#sheer#girls with tattoos#flannel#send asks#send anons#make me laugh#honestly having a rough day at work and feel like i need to have a breakdown#lololololol#ive only been here an hour#and have 10 more hrs to go
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something I’ve been thinking abt is how many people think Makoto is immune to despair. I don’t think he is. I think becoming the ultimate Hope was BECAUSE he felt despair. He wouldn’t have fully reached that point without Junko. Makoto becoming such a beacon was his last attempt to avoid completely falling and it wasn’t because he didn’t feel despair, it was because he was too damn stubborn to allow everything to go to waste and he refused to sacrifice his beliefs for someone else’s. His inner monologue tells me he DID experience the same new low the other suvivors did in the final trial, but at the point where he had the choice to give up and die, he looked at the others and he looked at Junko and he couldn’t allow it to happen, not out of self preservation, but because the idea that Junko would have control over their lives made him FURIOUS. and that utter refusal to die kicked in, wether luck or otherwise, and he made the concious effort for one last push while something in him was breaking. He had to be broken in order for the Ultimate Hope to come through so aggressively, bc it could only exist in the face of the Ultimate Despair. He snapped the same way she did, but in the other direction. In what could have been his final moments he chose to embody everything Junko wasn’t, and every single optimistic and luck fueled ideal in him suddenly charged forward and pushed him. It was a combination of the final straw and a choice. Makoto isn’t immune to feeling despair, he’s just too stubborn to fall into it of his own volition. I think that’s why I like that scene in DR3 so much. People were SO SHOCKED Makoto actually fell for the tape, that he actually became despair for a moment. I saw people getting mad or disappointed, saying it was pathetic and Makoto seemed to fall from some sort of pedestal for them. Honestly part of me wonders if that sort of mentality, which clearly people had in universe, affected Makoto a bit. Like he started to see himself as less of a person, subconsciously. Prompting him to take more risks, less self preservation, act way more bold. It seems he has to be reminded a lot not to put himself in danger by his friends, to not do something too reckless. All over the place I would see in regards to that scene either this frivolous ‘oh this was just angst drama with no meaning behind it’ or ‘he can do better than that. he’s so weak’ or ‘come on, there’s no way he’d fall into despair, he’s the Ultimate Hope!’ This kind of mentality, which was kind of ironic considering Ryota was there the entire time saying the same thing and treating Makoto the same way. Like Makoto was superhuman. Like Makoto didn’t feel despair the same way ‘normal people’ did. In a way that was also how Munakata saw Makoto. Makoto stopped being a PERSON to the world when he became Ultimate Hope, he became a concept, a belief system, much the same way Junko ascended beyond herself. But the difference is that treating Makoto that way is the opposite of the reason Makoto became such a representative for hope. He wasn’t doing something no one else could. He was doing something everyone had the chance to, he just… was a little more optimistic, a little more stubborn, a little more ‘gung-ho’ about things. He just took the lead where no one else did, where no one else knew they even COULD in the face of Junko’s unstoppable force. She had overcome the biggest threats and obstacles in the world, what could one person do? And the answer Makoto found was, anything. Everything. It doesn’t all rest on Makoto, he’s just the one that was inspired to try to do what seemed like the impossible. But as evidenced by the change in his friends after that trial, it’s clearly not something only Makoto is capable of. The others pulled out of despair thanks to Makoto, but it was their choice to do so.
“But… this world is so huge, and we’re so small. What can we do…? No, we can probably do anything. Yeah! We can do anything!”
#makoto naegi#Danganronpa character analysis#Danganronpa#danganronpa thh#danganronpa future arc#I fucking love Makoto Naegi man.#I think there’s a fine line of nuance to Makoto that’s easy to miss bc he doesn’t really make it known#he’s not a pushover and he’s not overpowered. he’s a people pleaser but he will say what needs to be said#he’s an immovable object and the exact opposite of Junko but he’s also just a normal guy who’s optimistic and (un)lucky#he isn’t invincible but he has immense power to his words the same way Junko did#if anything his superpower is being kind above all else. he’s compassionate to some of the worst people in the world.#he was even conpassionatr to an extent to Junko. he didnt want her to kill herself despite everything she’s done#and he still acknowledges that for years she was a classmate and friend.#I do think the more he learned abt what she did the more he’s come to actually hate her though#post the first game he always refers to her without a suffix to her name which is one of the most subtle rude things you can do#it means you have zero respect for the person you’re referring to#and he speaks about her with some venom he doesn’t use for anyone else in the future arc#he’s not incapable of feeling negative emotions#I really liked the future arc scene bc it showed that Makoto DID experience enough despair to have overcome him if he didn’t refuse#and that it still affects him deeply. people treat him like he’s either this perfect ideal Chad or this baby chick who’s so delicate#and no one really focuses on how makoto shoulders so much and yet is still vulnerable.#honestly that guy was DUE for a mental breakdown even without the tape. it would have happened eventually#I actually wrote one based on him finally hitting a breaking point after giving so much of himself away and keeping nothing for himself#that his issues that he shoves down constantly finally can’t be held down anymore. Hajime helps him bc he knows how that feels#it was a LONG time ago that I wrote that but honestly if I can remember where i was going w it I might finish it#it was initially an rp but I could make it a fic#anyway. the point is Makoto is SO much more complex than people give him credit for#the most fundamental thing about him is that he’s normal and that’s ok! that’s what helps him rise!
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ik it’s probably a classic case of extrapolating way too much but... the way raph’s character design lines up w his whole arc and role and struggles...
like the fact that he is so so so much bigger than the others. raph is big, raph is strong, raph is steady and sturdy and he can literally pick up his entire family and carry them all at once.
and like, when raph is so big and so strong and such a reliable thing. when raph is the protector, the one calling the shots on missions, the mother hen, the first point of authority. when raph is there, overprotective, when raph (for all that his brothers poke at him not being good under pressure) always always ALWAYS comes through at the end of the day when things are serious, ALWAYS gives it everything he’s got.
his design and his learned role/behaviors in this family are just the perfect storm of why it took up to the season finale to drive home the issue.
so much of the series carries the default energy of “raph will handle it.”
raph will hold up the ceiling above you. raph will throw himself over you and take a hit and get back up and keep fighting. raph has a power that makes him even bigger and draws more attention and makes him able to carry MORE. raph will be the substitute parent. raph will be put into the mentor role through leo’s leadership arc.
and raph is big. he’s built to carry heavy loads. raph is strong. raph is bold and loud and always ready to try to push on. even if he doesn’t know what to do or what he’s doing, he won’t give up and we’ll all pull together and things will turn out okay.
(his room is full of teddy bears. he dipped out on a mission to try to take a picture of a pigeon carrying a slice of pizza. he’s terrified of being alone.
he’s just as much of a kid as his brothers are. he’s just as new and inexperienced with the things happening to them as his brothers are. but for him, for some reason, there’s like this double standard where that becomes a huge glaring flaw.)
idk this got very sloppy and uncoordinated. i’m very in my feelings about raph right now though.
#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt raph#rise raph#rottmnt raphael#honestly i could go on forever and ever about the double standard thing where raph is concerned#like. w movie leo especially leo is learning lessons raph also had to learn in the series! making very similar mistakes!#but you never see analyses or essays pointing to those bad calls as signs that leo isn't up to the task...#(i mean there are some clear Reasons why that happens.)#(its the reason why raph and mikey are the bros who get the least content by a MILE. but. not the point of this post.)#the whole point is just the idle subconscious assumption and associations of it being fine to let raph carry everything#literally physically sure but also metaphorically#and the plight of the child who seems to Need Nothing (all children need; some sadly learn not to appear to need)#even my tags are incoherent rn clenches fists i love him so much is all#like there is a reason it takes to the series finale for him to have a proper breakdown and get actual support from his bros#and i am still mad we never got real good content for him and splinter#considering how similar their arcs ARE....#thats a whole other thing whatever
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it’s all fun and games for now but i can already tell the post concert depression at the end of this year is going to annihilate me
#like im sooo very excited but also teetering on the edge of the world’s most oddly specific mental breakdown#i know this sounds like a joke but i am absolutely not joking#like. it honestly gets me pretty bad even sometimes w ones u wouldnt even expect#w/ elo concerts it is like a pit of despair that’s why i have to go 4657464645 times. so i wont get too sad and die#when we got home in 2019 an embarrassing amount of my alone time was just me crying pathetically#like i realize this is bánânǎs but there’s just something about it.#im going to need a support group this time#nonsense rambling#elo
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is your wrist brace helping?
I think it is! I've only have it for like two days and I put it on when I'm feeling pain but I think it helps! I also got an ankle compression sleeve bc apparently I'm just breaking down at the joints lol.
#honestly the hardest part was accepting I needed them#I had an honest to god breakdown in the cvs bc I've always seen the memes of “oh the random pains? That's bc you're thirty have fun”#I'm eighteen#why am I going through something thirty year olds are going through#sometimes it felt like my body was shutting down on me lol#sascha speaks up#asking an ace#not ace culture
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Finally finished sweet tooth s3. Having incredibly mixed feelings
#love the show. love it a lot. about to be a bitch in the tags anyways#it was. so so messy. they needed another season so bad. the alaska trip took up so much of the comics#and that was with the previously established cast#in the show they introduced a million new characters. gave us no time to get to know them before they were thrown head first into the plot#and condensed an arc that was almost half of the comics into the span of like 5 episodes#my boy singh. oh how they massacred by boy#i mean. okay. in the context of the show the arc wasn't horrible for him.#but i think his survival in the comic and his dedication of his life to making up for the mistakes of his past by helping people and hybrids#would've been so much more powerful than his random self sacrifice at the end of the show.#bc honestly it just seems like another impulsive act in his moral flip flop he'd been having for the last few episodes#rather than active choice to be better#and honestly i wanted to see his delusional paranoid religious breakdown from the comics put to screen so bad#it would've been great#i do like that he turned against zhang the second she started trying to talk about rani. that shit slapped#the several fake outs about Jepp's death were so stupid and unnecessary and repetitive#why are you baiting everyone. you're going to piss off the hardcore comic fans waiting for his death and confuse the show fans#either commit to killing him or stop pretending like you're brave enough to do it#why did they flip back so hard into the mystical vaguely eco fascist backstory and outcome of the comic#after spending two seasons trying to build a more scientific and less 'humanity must end' story for two seasons straight#they tried to make it seem less 'humanity must die' again at the end by ending the virus#which i guess might've been the best outcome available considering the source material and the limitations of it's ending#but idk. it felt weird#the writing this season was so much less subtle. it felt like the characters were constantly monologing directly at the camera#nothing could be left unsaid everyone had to say exactly what they meant#and it was all moral lessons the writers were trying to feed directly to the audience#i feel like they wrote themselves into a corner at the end of the last season#and they expected to have at least one more season to write themselves out of it before the ending#and if not. if this was the plan since the beginning. literally what. WHAT.#can not imagine the people who wrote the last two seasons sitting down and writing this#it won't let me add more tags but i have more thoughts. many more. tumblr is silencing me for speaking the truth /j
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Some nights are harder than others,
They both know.
#comfort art time#look they both had it horribly rough i think they deserve to breakdown into eachothers arms and comfort one another#THEY DESERVE THE WORLD#greta wakes up from a nightmare she has often and wakes up in a cold sweat#she heads down to the kitchen to clear her mind and grab some water#brahms is not too far behind- having woken up by her sudden gasps and rapid breathing#shes staring out the window- a depressed look on her face#brahms makes his presence known- and hugs her tightly#he stood there for a moment- stiff- almost scared of her reaction to his sudden hug#she returns the hug and burries her face deep into his chest#letting out her emotions#she needed this... especially after that damned nightmare#“Thank you brahms...”#excuse me writing a novel in the notes errmmm#i should honestly just write a lil fic LMAO#brahms x greta#greta evans#brahms heelshire#the boy 2016#the boy
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vent incoming:
got my grades back for my courses last semester and most of it was to be expected, mostly A's, maybe an A-, etc. but i honestly can't get over the fact that my independent study (the buddy cole documentary) was for some reason given a B. like sure getting a B isn't bad per se, I usually get at least one B every semester and i honestly don't really care about what my exact gpa is as long as i can graduate, but come on. this school put me through months of psychological torment over this project and didn't even have the nerve to give me a B+??? i'm still coping with the self-doubt they forced on me and this bullshit is not helping!!
#honestly it's kind of hilarious ngl. especially bc i also got my documentary work counted as an independent study the previous semester#and the previous semester even tho i barely worked on the doc itself#(mostly just planning and putting together the crowdfunding which was still a lot of work but like compare it to the past few months)#they were willing to give me an A (my school doesn't do A+ so this is the highest mark possible)#vs this semester. like i'll admit my final assignment was late and could have been more polished#but i was literally on tour in documentary-mode 24/7 for several weeks. i filmed an entire comedy special! i put together a live interview!#not to mention having to fucking negotiate with my own college censoring the footage they'd promised me of an event i put together#and play nice with a professor who literally outed me on twitter in an attempt to cancel one of my best friends#at this point the ''B'' feels more like a petty grudge than anything else#like ok we can't get away with *actually* fucking over jessamine's grades bc clearly ze did do the work. but let's just give zir a B#like i will admit the audio quality in my final isn't great. and i could have used more polished footage in some sections#but counterpoint: 100+ students were arrested at a protest while i was editing and i was having a mental breakdown#the fact that i finished *anything* is goddamn impressive especially after they essentially conditioned me to hate myself any time i was#working on a project i loved!!!#due to the aforementioned student arrests my college did put out an option where we could change any letter grade this semester to pass/fai#so anything passing wouldn't impact our gpa if we didn't want it to. so i could just change the B to a ''pass''#but really what's the point. ''B'' is still a good grade and my GPA is fine (3.65 on a 4.0 grading scale. 2.0 is required to graduate)#it just sucks that after what i went through last semester i feel like nobody takes it seriously#i was reminiscing earlier about how it's honestly kind of funny how after that professor outed me on twitter#i was at the hotel with scott like an hour later sobbing and having an existential crisis about my relationship to gender#and scott was so supportive but also awkwardly being like#''i know i should offer the crying child a tissue but where the fuck are the tissues in this room what do i do''#and he just handed me a full-on towel instead like oh my god he was trying his best but also so clearly out of his depth#but of course i then had to remember how when i told that story to a different professor to be like ''this is how much scott cares about me#this guy called me fucking UNPROFESSIONAL for crying in front of the subject of my documentary?????????#like yeah maybe so but how DARE you call me unprofessional when a different professor tweeted my full name and gender without my consent#in an attempt to fucking cancel one of my friends for ''misgendering'' me for using pronouns i'm fine with him using!!!#i don't think i'm ever going to be able to forgive my college and i don't know how i'll be able to get through one more semester#that experience genuinely changed things about my psychology that i'm not proud of and i need to work through#so if i have to miss a goddamn kids in the hall event because i have class this november i am going to set something on fire
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no cause it genuinely JUST hit me how eddie literally looked like THIS when buck got hurt.
#im reading over my old(er) posts like a completely normal person and suddenly it hits me FULL FORCE for the actual first time that eddie#was genuinely this wrecked like honestly this means more to me than having him breakdown cause this fits perfectly w eddie's character and#how he copes and i just. idk im so tired but i need to talk abt this cause esp now that its been a few episodes and we saw eds happy again#the contrast to how he was while buck was in coma vs after is HUGE and it perfectly matches up w how buck was after eddie was shot#and that is insane and i dont know how to deal with it#eddie diaz#evan buckley#buddie#911 fox#911 spoilers#911 6b#buddie 911#buck x eddie
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~ Monthly BL Breakdown: June 2023 ~
⛱️ Happy July!!! 👗
Disclaimer: ALL shows can be streamed here or here, as well as on Youtube and other platforms. For more info on where to watch what, check out this post!
New breakdowns are coming at the end of every month - feel free to add stuff! -> previous breakdowns
What came out this month? (green = seen/currently watching)
🌟 Let’s Eat Together - June 2nd (Japan)
🌟 Ever After - June 3rd (Philippines)
🌟 Tin Tem Jai (Special Episodes) - June 3rd + June 4th (Thailand)
🌟 Twins - June 6th (Thailand)
🌟 Love Tractor - June 7th (South Korea)
🌟 Stupid Genius - June 9th (Vietnam)
🌟 Moonlight Armour - June 10th (Philippines)
🌟 Aedan - June 12th (Philippines)
🌟 Tokyo In April - June 15th (Japan)
🌟 The Internship (movie) - June 22nd (Thailand)
🌟 His Man Season 2 (dating show) - June 23rd (South Korea)
🌟 A Story to Remember - June 23rd (Philippines)
🌟 Tie the Not - June 24th (Philippines)
🌟 Dinosaur Love - June 25th (Thailand)
🌟 One in a Hundred (international release) - June 29th (China)
Monthly likes/dislikes
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👎🏻 La Pluie - Sadly I had to drop this one because I got super bored by it. It had a very interesting premise and the first 2-3 episodes were solid but then it deflated. Them revealing Pat as the soulmate so soon was a fatal mistake imo, they should have leaned more into the mystery of who he is to Saengtai etc. The story with Lomfon and Saengtian had an interesting start as well but then went nowhere. It’s a pity because I thought they were onto something with this show. oh well.
New series & movie announcements
🎥 Beyond the Star - Date TBA (Thailand)
🎥 The Rebound (produced by AllThis Entertainment) - Date TBA (Thailand)
🎥 My Imaginary Boyfriend (novel adaption) - Date TBA (Thailand)
🎥 Choco Milk Shake Season 2 - Date TBA (South Korea)
🎥 The Only One (novel adaption) - Date TBA (Taiwan)
🎥 So-And-So (novel adaption) - Date TBA (Taiwan)
🎥 Beyond the Duo (movie) - Date TBA (Myanmar)
🎥 The Bartender - Date TBA (Myanmar)
🎥 Kiseki: Dear to Me - Date TBA (Taiwan)
🎥 Dear Dopamine - Coming 2024 (Thailand)
🎥 90's Boyfriend - Date TBA (Philippines)
🎥 Jazz for Two - Date TBA (South Korea)
🎥 My Dear Gangster Oppa (starring MeenPing) - Date TBA (Thailand)
🎥 Spirit Reborn - Date TBA (Thailand)
🎥 My Momentary Wish - Date TBA (Thailand)
🎥 Mr. Cinderella Season 2 - Coming September 2023 (Vietnam)
🎥 Love of the Sea - Date TBA (Myanmar)
Other news from the BL world
❗️ The upcoming GMMTV BLs Dangerous Romance, Only Friends, Last Twilight and Cooking Crush as well as the WabiSabi production Absolute Zero have started filming.
❗️ Actor Build Jakapan announced his withdrawal from the upcoming BL 4 Minutes due to the events that have occured over the last few months and his resulting departure from BOC. It’s unclear whether or not his co-star Bible Wichapas will remain a part of the project and get a new acting partner or if the project will get cancelled altogether.
❗️ The upcoming Domundi BL Love Upon a Time released its pilot trailer.
❗️ A second season for the Korean BL Choco Milk Shake was announced. Further details are unknown.
❗️ The members of the kpop group OnlyOneOf will star in the upcoming Korean BL Bump Up Business. Further details are unknown.
❗️ Actor Frank Thanatsaran announced that he will not be reprising his role as Itt in the upcoming sequel Love Syndrome: The Beginning. His role will be recast. It was announced that instead, he will star in the upcoming BL The Rebound, where he will be paired with Nammon Krittanai. The series will be produced by AllThis Entertainment and will be directed by Golf Tanwarin. (The Eclipse, 609 Bedtime Story)
❗️ A spinoff for the Korean BL Unintentional Love Story was announced. Further details are still unknown.
❗️GMMTV has announced the following cast changes for their upcoming BLs:
Only Friends: Piploy K. will be replaced by Lookjun B. (role of น้ำเชื่อม)
Cooking Crush: Mark P. will be replaced by Aungpao O. (role of Dynamite)
❗️ Y MOMENT Entertainment Thailand has announced their lineup for 2023/2024:
Low Frequency - Coming July 2023
Venus in the Sky - Coming September 2023
Kiseki - Coming 2024
Time - Coming 2024
Lovely Addict - Coming 2024
Beyond the Star - Coming 2024
❗️ Actor Ja Pachara has decided not to renew his contract with his agency 888 Entertainment. He will continue to work as a freelanced artist.
❗️ The upcoming horror/fantasy BL movie After Sundown released its official trailer. The movie will star ZeeNunew and will be released in Thai cinemas on July 20th.
❗️ The Thai BL A Boss and a Babe won in the category “Rising BL series” at this year’s Asia Top Awards.
❗️ The ongoing filming for the upcoming Special Edition of Chains of Heart has been suspended due to intractable scheduling conflicts of the main actors. The project has been cancelled.
❗️ The long awaited Thai remake of the Japanese BL Cherry Magic (starring TayNew) will air in 2024. According to cast + crew, after a long struggle with copyright issues, the trailer will be released shortly. Filming will start at the end of the year.
Upcoming series & movies for July:
👉🏻 Be Mine SuperStar (starring JaFirst) - July 3rd (Thailand)
👉🏻 Minato Shouji Coin Laundry Season 2 - July 5th (Japan)
👉🏻 Stay by My Side - July 7th (Taiwan)
👉🏻 Stay With Me - July 7th (China)
👉🏻 Low Frequency - July 8th (Thailand)
👉🏻 Hidden Agenda - July 9th (Thailand)
👉🏻 Club Friday: Moments and Memories - July 9th (Thailand)
👉🏻 Laws of Attraction - July 15th (Thailand)
👉🏻 Wedding Plan - July 19th (Thailand)
👉🏻 After Sundown (starring ZeeNunew) - July 20th (Thailand, cinema-release)
👉🏻 Jun and Jun - July 20th (South Korea)
👉🏻 Stay Still The Series - July TBA (Hong Kong)
👉🏻 The Star Season 2 - July TBA (Myanmar)
#doreens monthly bl breakdown#thai bl#bl drama#upcoming bl#update#bl news#boss and babe winning that award........i have no words honestly#who was in the jury? monkeys?? fml#june has been a huge letdown tbh#nothing good#im gonna need july to be better please#putting all my hopes into hidden agenda 🥺
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