#hopefully I’ll feel better later

[tastybluesprite]

Aaaaauyggghgggh my tummy feels kinda funky 😖

[clownsuu]

Your possessive/obsessive Wally reminds me of the song “Smoke and Mirrors” by Jayn! I think he’d gladly kill someone to have Howdy to himself

Don’t know much obsession/possessive songs, but I do think Mob!Wally would be “the red means I love you”-

as for normal Wally? I feel he’s a lil more “Stalkers Tango” or maybe even a “The tailor shop in Enbizaka” (though it’s a different culture and timeline all together JDHHDHDDHE- vibesl still there)

also Frank screams a lil bit of “my unhealthy obsession”-

cw more obsessive behavior, syringe

Ai adventures with yours truly: day 90- We are not gunna talk about the “uno reverse” arc, or the “tea shop” arc-

[tim-test-437]

Lucy and Tim with their Puppy daughter Tamara at her college graduation ❤️✨🎓

[flockrest]

this will only make sense to me but there was probably a period in kido’s life where hearing apologies made him feel worse than anything. something something it was so often said to him by adults who wanted to make things better for him but couldn’t really do anything to “make up for” the absence of his dad and he got so sick of having to assure them that it was fine. it was alright. it’s okay. instead of exploding about it that he developed a Bit of an aversion to hearing sorry from any adult

[arthur-r]

people won’t stop FLIRTING when im just trying to EXIST IN A SPACE WITH THEM like please friend and roommate could you guys watch over the garden wall with me without like faking being jumpscared?? could we all just hangout without ignoring everything that i say but then laughing really loud when each other says the same exact thing.

[lightblueminecraftorchid]

Vent post below the cut about being aroace and amatanormativity. Yes I’m okay nothing happened im just mopey.

Thoughts I am having:

- I do not feel comfortable with the idea of me having a romantic partner

- I don’t even really enjoy the idea of just one best friend I’m dedicated to, like a QPP; I don’t think I have that attraction either

- I like my roommates well enough, but I won’t be in college here forever; I have grad school, and then internship, and then. Being a neuropsychologist. All of those things cannot be at my current college, because they aren’t taking students or employing people in that program.

- I was completely on my own in my current apartment for the first week and I didn’t like it. It was very lonely and I had a lot of anxiety about being alone if something bad happened. I don’t think I want to live alone in the future.

- I absolutely do NOT want to live at home if I can avoid it. I love my family very much but I would honestly rather be alone, with the loneliness and anxiety, than be at home 24/7.

- I also didn’t enjoy living with roommates I wasn’t close friends with. I got lucky in sophomore year that I made fast friends with my roommates, but freshman year sucked, not least because I felt alone even with two other people living in the same 2 bedroom dorm suite.

- It doesn’t help that I’m autistic and ADHD, which doesn’t make me the best roommate in general. I struggle to remember to clean up after myself, I don’t make new friends easily, executive function makes it hard to do chores around the apartment, and I’m not the greatest at communication. Heck, sometimes I just fully forget to shower for a week. I try my best to be a good roommate but like. I’m never not going to be disabled. I’m not going to magically be a great roommate to get people to like me more or to make friends faster.

- So then. I want to live with multiple friends of mine, who understand and accommodate my needs, without being romantically or queerplatonically attracted to any of them, just as roommates who enjoy each other’s company.

- How on earth is *that* gonna happen?

I know I’m borrowing trouble and that it’ll probably work out fine I just feel. Lonely. I’m aroace, and like. There’s no sexual or romantic or queerplatonic attraction at all. It’s just platonic. But to most other people, those other types of attraction matter a lot in who they live with or stay around. And I can’t provide any of that. Obviously amatanormativity is not accurate to human relationships and people can live together and just be good friends and nothing else, but like. Practically. I don’t really have any examples of that happening irl. And I just feel sad about it being a lot harder not to be alone.

[theclosetedskeleton]

UGRHJQHJI stress and this feeling of guilt and sorrow is eating me alive tonight i am NOT in a good mood right now omw to start EATING GRASS

[pepprs]

btw i am like mega isolating myself rn because of da horrors so if i haven’t replied to ur messages lately (or like. For months years etc but that’s another story) im so sorry and i WILL get to them eventually. once i calm down 💔

[pomarrillo]

:)

[domjaehyun]

it just came out that haechan will not be participating in the concerts next week cause he’s having health issues . this is so sad and i hope he gets allllll the rest he needs !! shame on SM for working him until he physically couldn’t anymore 😔 ~ 🧠

yeah i’m like beyond sad . i hope he’s okay

[rinhaler]

Feel like shittttt but good morning 🫶🏽

[neesieiumz]

maybe I’ll write another cherub’s apple drabble for Valentine’s Day. Try and get myself back into that groove

[arthur-r]

arthur fact as of today. high school graduate. not doing that whole thing anymore

[astrifurious]

since we’re in the age of social media and youtube, I don’t think reality tv and sports are going to be the lifeboat for these studios and networks like they were in 2008. like I wonder what the media landscape will look like come september

[insanechayne]

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[seokshinedk]

This was not a very productive day…but we shall try again tomorrow. I have no choice either way