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queenofadarkworld · 5 months
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Gezählte Wörter: 6526
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Darks persönliches Vorwort: Greetings everyone! 🫰🏻
Nach insgesamt vier neuen Anläufen habe ich es endlich geschafft, das erste Kapitel meiner ersten öffentlichen Fanfiction “Wherever You Go” mit Bezug auf Felix und Hyunjin (Hyunlix) von Stray Kids fertigzustellen. Es tatsächlich bis zu diesem Punkt zu schaffen und mich letztlich auch zu trauen zu veröffentlichen, was ich geschrieben habe, hat mich einige Tage Kopfzerbrechen gebraucht. Aber hier sind wir. Mit dem ersten Kapitel. Puh!
Es würde mich sehr freuen, wenn ihr mir mitteilen würdet, was ihr vom ersten Kapitel haltet, damit ich weiß ob sich das Schreiben eines zweiten Kapitels überhaupt lohnt.
Selbstverständlich habe ich alles mehr als einmal durchgelesen, um Fehler in der Rechtschreibung möglichst zu vermeiden. Solltet ihr dennoch Fehler finden, möchte ich mich gleich bei euch entschuldigen. Leider habe ich keinen Editor, der mein Werk gegenlesen kann, bevor ich es veröffentliche.
Nichtsdestotrotz hoffe ich, dass ihr zumindest ein wenig Freude an “Wherever You Go” finden könnt.
Eure Dark 🖤
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yoursizzy · 5 months
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THE VEGETARIAN
🍒 hyunlix
🍒 ex-gumiho, nonbinary hyunjin
🍒 part 2 of liver eater
“Hyunjin?” Yongbok’s deep voice made them turn their gaze away from the mirror. “I thought we established that this wasn’t good for you…”
This meaning staring at the mirror for hours. Analyzing every part of themselves. All the details that were so familiar yet, somehow, in this combination they were stranger than ever. Their whole body was strange. It was… rigid. Constraining. It looked almost the same every damn day. Hyunjin hated it.
“Sorry,” they murmured in response.
They wanted to run, run and run.
They couldn’t.
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/51858403
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hyunsvngs · 8 months
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Can I request a poly hyunlix x reader smut plz?
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𝐫𝐞𝐝, 𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐞 - hwang hyunjin x lee felix x fem!reader
wc: 4.2k
cw: SMUT MDNI. friends with benefits threesome situation, boy x boy action
synopsis: you have a friends with benefits situation with your best friend, felix, but when you confide in him about wanting to fuck one of your other friends, it ends better than you could’ve ever hoped.
a/n: so… its not exactly poly (it does have boyxboy and boyxgirl) but heres a hyunlix threesome i wrote a while back <3 this was never gonna see the light of day unless i posted it here
sw: oral (m&f rec), boy x boy & boy x girl, threesome, use of red wine during sex, dirty talk, d/s dynamics?
Hyunjin chuckled from the front seat, making you blush. You draped your legs over Felix’s leather-clad lap as the car engine started and you all began to leave the premises. You were leaving a club to fuck two of your best friends. Having fucked Felix before, you felt comfortable with him - but you’d confided in him that you wanted to fuck Hyunjin, too. You had a feeling he’d informed Hyunjin of this fantasy. “So… you both… at the same time?”
Felix’s small hand began to rub up the length of your leg soothingly. It was Hyunjin who responded to you. “If you’re okay with that, darling. I’d love nothing more than to see you both lost in pleasure. I bet you look so fucking pretty.”
It was Felix’s turn to blush this time, and he leaned over to press his lips against yours to hide his embarrassment. You immediately fell into the kiss, fingers moving to his hair as he pulled you onto his lap. You’d both foregone seatbelts in favor of comfortability. Hyunjin hummed from the front seat, clearly watching you two through the rear view mirror.
You straddled Felix’s lap easily, legs either side of his, and met his kiss with renewed fervor. You slid your tongue into his mouth, pressing it against his to make him moan. He was eager, teeth clashing against yours now and again, and you faintly registered that you’d never seen him this passionate before. Maybe it was Hyunjin’s presence encouraging him, but his hands were gripping onto your hips with a death grip as Hyunjin continued to speed through the streets.
Felix pulled away, licking his lips at the sight of you with tousled hair and blushed cheeks. “Mmm. Jinnie, I can’t wait, can I-“
“You can touch her, Lixie,” Hyunjin encouraged. “But don’t let her cum, not yet. I want to see her face when she cums.”
You moaned, your head dropping to Felix’s neck. He kissed your cheek before his fingers went down between your legs, brushing over the thin lace of your thong. “Fuck, Jinnie, you weren’t lying, these are… princess, what is the point in these? I can feel your clit throbbing through them.”
“Touch it then.” You quipped, making Hyunjin chuckle and Felix blush. His fingers went to your clit, rubbing softly over your underwear, and your eyes shut, grinding into his touch.
Hyunjin spoke from the front again, controlling the situation. You wanted nothing more than for him to be in the back with you two, touching you, talking to you - Hell, you’d even settle for just watching him touch Felix at this point. But you had to wait. “Tell me how it feels, my darling.”
Felix’s touch sped up at his voice, his tongue licking over your lips as you whimpered.
“Not enough. ‘S not enough..”
“It’s not meant to be enough. Go faster, baby.”
You chose not to comment on the name Hyunjin chose for Felix and you also chose not to mention how Felix obeyed instantly, his index and middle finger swiping over your clothed clit rapidly. Your face scrunched up, lifting your hips to grind into Felix’s hand just a bit quicker. You wanted him to make you cum, you needed it. You knew you could cum from this, really, if he just rubbed a bit harder and really made you feel it, but it would be unsatisfying and you’d just feel even emptier afterwards.
Felix’s hand halted as you pulled into the driveway.
“What?” you whined, head falling to rest in the crook of his neck. Felix giggled, his hand moving to brush up against your back soothingly. Hyunjin, meanwhile, just opened the back door for you both and lifted you off of Felix’s lap, placing you on the floor leading you to walk inside the house. You were still barefoot, and your underwear was fucking soaking - making it even thinner, if that was possible.
Felix trailed behind like a lost puppy, shifting his tight leather trousers around to make room for his erection. Hyunjin didn’t even look affected.
Hyunjin led you inside with a firm grip on your side, turning behind him every so often to make sure Felix was still following. You had absolutely zero chance to take in the downstairs of the house because Hyunjin was already taking you upstairs to the bedroom. You padded through the house hoping that you’d get a tour another day.
You were met with dark red satin sheets and a black sheer canopy around the bed frame, a few discarded canvases around the room and the moonlight giving a glow to the room from outside another massive window. Felix made himself at home - this room, you assumed, was Hyunjin’s - throwing himself onto the bed and immediately shucking those tight trousers off so he was left in a satin shirt and cotton boxers that highlighted his length.
Hyunjin gripped your chin, making you look at him. “Darling. I need to ask you - are you sure you want us both?”
You nodded eagerly, making Hyunjin smile at you softly. “Kiss me, Jinnie. Please?”
Hyunjin leaned forward, brushing his nose against yours and making your head raise upwards. His lips just faintly brushed against yours, the plumpness making your head feel dizzy. It felt like an eternity before his hand left your chin and went to your hair, yanking your head further back and his tongue licked into your mouth before your lips even touched properly. His kiss was filthy - spit was being swapped, his tongue was darting around your mouth before his lips sucked your tongue into his own mouth. Felix moaned from the bed, making you whimper and pull Hyunjin towards you sharply.
He pushed you onto the bed, making you lie next to Felix. His lips left yours to trail kisses down your neck, biting marks into the skin to make you moan. Felix leaned up just slightly. He looked down at you, his shirt half unbuttoned and his eyes wide with lust. His eyes had been framed by simple glitter tonight, and his eyebrows were furrowed, making him look all the more submissive and malleable.
“Mm, come here, darling,” Hyunjin mused, his body leaning over you on the satin sheets. You looked up at him, confused, before his thumb pressed into your mouth and forced your jaw to open. He raised upwards, spitting down into your mouth with those plump lips and keeping his thumb in your mouth, swirling it around your tongue. “Don’t be greedy, darling. Share.”
You immediately leaned over to Felix once Hyunjin’s tongue left your mouth. You gripped Felix’s blonde locks, pulling his head down to yours, and he moaned in that deep voice as soon as Hyunjin’s spit reached his tongue from your mouth. Felix’s hand went to your jaw, keeping you in place while he took what he wanted from you, and Hyunjin moaned at the sight, one hand rubbing up your calf.
Hyunjin continued his ministrations with his lips down your body while you and Felix kissed, if you could even call it that. It was more heavy breaths and spit if anything. Hyunjin kissed down your stomach, whispering incoherently once he reached your core. You knew you were soaked as soon as he spat into your mouth, and Hyunjin moaned when you spread your legs obediently for him to fit his frame in between your thighs.
“Always looking at my fucking lips, aren’t you, darling?” You moaned at Hyunjin’s words, pulling away from Felix to nod eagerly at the man in between your legs. Felix pulled your dress up to your stomach, exposing that lace thong that had gotten Hyunjin so wound up earlier on in the night. “I think I’ll eat this pussy ‘til you cum in my mouth. How’s that sound?”
“Mm, yes, please,” you whined, making Hyunjin chuckle. He leaned down to lick one fat stripe up your clothed core, and then utterly moaned at the taste. Felix was shifting around in his spot, antsy. “Lixie, my tits, baby.”
Felix practically glowed as you said that, hair framing his face like some sort of sinful angel, shoving your dress off of your shoulders and down to the point it was just a strip of fabric across your tummy. Hyunjin’s eyes were set on you and Felix as he continued to make out with your cunt through the fabric, and you were trying not to buck your hips up as you moaned out loud. You hoped they didn’t have neighbors.
Felix reached around you to unclasp your bra, throwing it aside impatiently and immediately sucking a nipple into his mouth. You gasped, back arching to meet his plump lips and he looked up at you, all doe eyed and demure. The glitter on his eyes was making his eyes sparkle, or he was just that excited to get your tits in his mouth - you couldn’t tell. Hyunjin finally had enough of teasing you and he used his thumbs to yank your underwear down, sliding it into his trouser pocket.
You whined loudly when Hyunjin’s lips wrapped around your clit, sucking hard. Felix grazed his teeth against your nipple softly as you moaned, making you squirm. You knew your wetness was smeared everywhere when the older man grabbed your thighs, pushing them further apart and diving in further. He looked up at you, letting those cat-like eyes meet your gaze as your eyes watered.
Felix pulled away, breathing heavily. He reached up to stroke your hair, using the other hand to tug at your neglected nipple. “Hyung’s so good with his mouth, isn’t he? I love when he sucks my cock.”
You sighed, letting your head roll back at the mental image while Hyunjin licked up all of your slick from your pussy. “Mmm, I’d love to see that.”
Hyunjin pulled away at that, smiling as if the lower half of his face wasn’t covered in your wetness. “You like that idea, darling? Pretty Lixie fucking my face while I just let him use me?” He used his left hand to push your thigh further, making your muscles scream at the ache, but he quickly made it up to you by pushing the middle finger of his right hand in. He immediately rubbed against your g spot, making you whine.
“Jinnie, c’mere. I wanna taste too,” Felix demanded, making grabby hands at Hyunjin. Hyunjin leaned over your body to get closer to Felix, still rubbing that spot inside of you and making you squirm and moan. You almost came immediately when Hyunjin grabbed Felix’s head and forced his tongue into his mouth like he had with you, Felix moaning at the raw taste of you.
Hyunjin let Felix suck his tongue clean of all of your essence before returning to his spot between your thighs. You pushed his dark hair back from his face as he started to lick at your clit fervently again, still pumping his finger in and out of you. Felix wiggled his boxers off of his hips next to you, huffing when they got stuck on his feet.
You grabbed Felix’s hand when he started to jerk his length, stopping him. He looked at you with an annoyed expression at being stopped, making you giggle. “I’ll suck you off, Lixie. I want you to fuck my mouth like you do with Jinnie.”
Felix raised his eyebrows, nodding eagerly. You laughed again before being cut off with a moan at Hyunjin’s actions while Felix repositioned himself on the pillow next to you, on his knees, letting you see his cock directly in front of your face. He tapped your lips with the tip of his cock before pressing into your mouth, and you just let your jaw go slack, letting your best friend use you. He immediately started thrusting his hips in, breathing heavily as you swirled your tongue around his shaft and gazed up at him.
Hyunjin was moaning at this point, sloppily making out with your hole. What he lacked in precision he made up for with his eagerness, sloppily licking around your hole, making you moan around Felix’s length. It was pressing down against your throat, testing your gag reflex. Hyunjin slipped another finger into your hole, making you jump slightly and flutter your eyes shut. You clenched around him, leaking rivulets of wet down to his knuckles.
“Shit, so pretty. Pretty princess,” Felix mumbled, brushing your hair back from your face. It should have been affectionate, but you were only reminded of the passion in the moment due to him thrusting faster. Hyunjin curled his fingers expertly against your g spot, and came to lay next to you, holding your hair back for Felix.
“I think she’s getting close, Lix. Fuck her throat a bit harder for me, baby,” Hyunjin said, kissing your cheek with a wet smack. Felix shook his head rapidly, pulling his cock out of the wet cavern you’d provided willingly.
“C-can’t, Jinnie, I’ll cum. Wanna wait til I’m inside her,” He was jerking his cock, albeit slowly, and now that your mouth was free you were able to moan freely. Hyunjin hummed in disappointment. You whined when he rubbed his palm against your clit, pulling your hair to pin your head back to the satin adorned pillow.
“A-Ah, yeah, like that, Jinnie- Jinnie, I’ll cum, I’ll- yeah-” You were babbling incoherently again, vaguely wondering how these boys were so amazing in bed. Your hips were thrusting up against his hand, and you gripped his arm tightly in fear of him removing his fingers.
“C’mon, darling. Get that hole all sloppy for Lixie to slide in,” Hyunjin coaxed you, fingers scratching at your scalp while his speed with the other hand didn’t slow. You nodded, whining, and Hyunjin shut you up with a kiss to your lips, sucking on your bottom lip while you moaned. With a thrust of your hips, your thighs were clenching, letting that white hot energy take you over and make your senses go haywire. You were whining, speaking incoherently, letting Hyunjin suck on your tongue and brush his fingers through your hair comfortingly.
With a soothing rub to your scalp, Hyunjin pulled his fingers out of you and tapped your pussy affectionately. You noticed that sometime during your orgasm, Felix had stripped completely and was now laying in front of you fully naked, slowly stroking his hard length. Hyunjin was still fully dressed, which somehow just made the situation even hotter. He was commanding the entire thing. It made you wonder if you could break him.
Hyunjin stretched his arms above his head, letting out a sigh as you came down from your orgasm. Your chest was still heaving as you caught your breath, a thin sheen of sweat covering your forehead. You mirrored him, stretching out your legs and letting out a satisfied noise. Hyunjin jumped up from the bed, muttering something about ‘wine’ and disappearing into a different room.
“Is that… that’s it? He’s not going to fuck me?” You turned to Felix, and he looked at you in shock.
“Um, no. No way. He’s getting wine, it’s still going on,” Felix flipped on top of you, positioning his length at your entrance. “I’m getting a head start though if you don’t mind, princess?”
You giggled, nodding. “It’s all yours, Lixie.”
He pressed his tip into your entrance, moaning at the tightness of your wet core around him. You returned his moan with a little sigh of your own, letting him push your legs up to rest on his shoulders. He watched your face for any sign of uncomfortability, to which he obviously saw none, and he started to thrust into your wet heat eagerly.
“Fuck, that pussy. This is gonna keep me coming back for more,” Felix was laughing, almost delirious as he fucked into you like a jackhammer. You laughed back, throwing your head back into the satin. “So pretty. Pretty princess, my bestie.”
“You better pull out. You already got to fill her up before, Lix,” Hyunjin’s voice sounded from the doorway where he’d re-entered the room. Lix nodded obediently, leaning down to suck more marks into your neck. He added to the constellation of hickies you knew Hyunjin had left, and he stayed pressed chest to chest to rub against your bitten nipples. You whimpered at the feeling of his hard cock inside of you, clenching down as he started to hit your cervix from the deep position.
You recognised Hyunjin coming over to the bed and he was now only in his boxers, his hard length straining against the fabric. He held a bottle of red wine in one hand, flicking off the top and pressing the rim of the bottle against your lips.
“Drink up, darling,” He mumbled, tipping the liquid into your mouth. You gulped obediently, clawing down Felix’s back as he fucked into you. You hoped you’d get to cum around both of their cocks, but after the blowjob, you weren’t sure Felix would last long. “Better than you thought? Having both of us?”
You blinked at Hyunjin, before turning back to Felix on top of you with a shocked expression. Felix halted his movements, staring down at you with that deer caught in the headlights expression that he always had when he’d been caught out. “You told-”
“Sorry!” He didn’t sound apologetic. He was giggling into the nape of your neck, beginning a slow grind into you. You groaned, listening to Hyunjin begin to chuckle beside you. Hyunjin sat up and started to pour the red wine over your tits, making you jump at the cold temperature of the wine that had obviously been inside the fridge. He licked it up as it began to drop in rivulets over you, sucking your nipples clean and moving down as it dribbled down your body. Felix sat back on his heels to allow Hyunjin access, and all of a sudden, Hyunjin was licking your clit and whatever part of Felix’s cock he could manage to get to while it was still thrusting inside you.
You squeaked, grabbing Hyunjin’s hair. “J-Jesus fuck, Hyunjin, that’s fucking-”
“Ah, fuck, that’s really fucking hot,” Felix whined, his voice a much higher pitch than normal. His hips picked up the pace, before he was pulling out, holding the base of his cock in a tight ring with his fingers. “Princess, c’mere. I gotta cum on that pretty face.”
You sat up obediently, letting Hyunjin pull your hair into a ponytail while Felix began to jerk his cock right in front of your face. You shut your eyes, realizing what was to come, and stuck your tongue out. Lix whined again at your expression, before you felt thick ropes of cum hit your face and warm your already blazing cheeks up.
Lix fell back with a sigh and you heard the thud as he collapsed against the mattress. You scoffed out a laugh, licking your lips. “Thanks, bestie.”
Felix’s giggle was cut off by Hyunjin’s groan, and you opened your eyes as he gripped your chin again between two fingers. His eyes were wild with lust, makeup smeared all over his face from the wetness between your thighs. “Shit, like a fucking painting, so fucking sexy. You’re a work of art, darling,” Hyunjin managed to get out in a strained voice, before you felt a wet sensation on your face and - oh. Hyunjin was licking Felix’s cum from your face. He moaned as he pressed his lips to yours, feeding you Felix’s cum and slowly lowering you back onto the bed. “Mmm. Yeah. I know how I want you.”
“I told you sex is like art to him, princess. Freak.”
“Yeah okay, Lix. I don’t need the commentary,” You grumbled. Hyunjin shot Felix a warning look before flipping you over, presenting you face down ass up. You were glad the sheets were so soft on your blushing cheeks, only made worse by being so exposed to Hyunjin. You turned your head to watch Hyunjin slip his boxers down, revealing a long, waxed cock. What he lacked in thickness he more than made up for in length, and you panicked realizing how deep it would go inside you in this angle.
“I’m gonna fill up that fucking sloppy hole, darling. How do you feel? Letting my friend fuck you open before I breed that cunt?” Hyunjin spoke, teasing your fluttering hole with the tip of his shaft. You whined, shaking your ass in front of him to try and get him to fill you quicker. With a soft sigh at the movement of your hips, Hyunjin pressed in, filling you inch by inch with that long cock.
“O-Oh.” You stuttered. Felix giggled, now lying at the bottom of the bed like a curled up cat with the bottle of red wine to his lips. The cat who got the cream - or wine, in this case.
“Deep?” Felix asked you, giving you a swig of the wine. You swallowed it as Hyunjin started to fuck you, deep and languid strokes that almost made you choke on the alcohol.
“Of course it is. You’ve taken it enough times, you should know,” Hyunjin quipped. You smirked at Hyunjin getting his own back, until Hyunjin was leaning over you, pressing you further into the sheets and fucking directly into your cervix. You gasped, letting out a strangled moan and gripping the sheets sharply with your fingernails. You didn’t even care if they were ripped afterwards. Hyunjin laughed, letting out his own moan as you clenched around him. “That feel good, darling?”
“Fucking amazing, Jinnie,” you hummed, arching your back for him. Your eyes fluttered closed, just enjoying the sweet drag of his length against your tight walls. You felt Hyunjin’s face covered in sweat from exertion falling to the nape of your neck. You turned your head, licking softly at Hyunjin’s lips until he was meeting you in a half-assed kiss. He was moaning into your mouth now, his previous restraint showing as he started to speed up his thrusts into you.
“L-Lixie?”
“On it, hyung,” You didn’t have time to ask what was going on until Hyunjin was positively whining, feeling his thighs clench behind you as his mouth dropped open against your shoulder. You realized after looking over Hyunjin’s shoulder that Lix was on his knees, taking small kitten licks at Hyunjin’s rim. Hyunjin’s eyes were fluttering shut, his forehead sweating and making rivulets of hair dye drip down his milky skin, his jaw dropped and moans coming out of his mouth unabashedly. He was loud, extremely so actually.
You realized rather quickly that perhaps Hyunjin wasn’t the dom he liked to seem to be, and you brushed his hair back with your fingers, pushing your ass up against his hips. “Feels good, Jinnie? Is my pussy nice and wet for you?”
“S-So fucking wet, darling, oh-!” His eyes widened as Felix’s tongue breached his hole, and he seemed to not know whether he wanted to rock back into Felix’s mouth or forward into your wet heat. “Shit, I- darling, I’m-“
“You can cum, Jinnie, it’s alright. You’ve been so good for us, treating us so nicely,” you hummed soothingly, letting out little punches of air as he kept thrusting into you.
“No, no, you gotta cum too,” he mumbled. With Hyunjin’s words, Felix reached down past where Hyunjin was fucking into your hole and rubbed your clit at a fast pace, making your eyes widen. Hyunjin smiled, still letting out moans. “Oh, yeah, there we go.”
“Mmm, yeah, that’s it, Lix,” you praised, pushing your hips back until it was entirely you fucking Hyunjin, Hyunjin’s ass being pushed back into Felix’s tongue and you grinding your clit against Felix’s hand. With the combination of Felix’s fingers and Hyunjin’s long length, you realized it really wouldn’t take long for you to cum around him.
“Gonna- fuck, have I been good? Are you close?” Hyunjin stammered, his cheeks blushing as he asked you. Felix hummed into Hyunjin’s rim, pinching your clit between his index finger and his thumb sharply. You whined, nodding.
“You’ve been so good, made me feel so good,” you sighed deeply, rocking your hips just a few more times before another strong orgasm overtook you. Your jaw dropped, letting no noise out as your walls pulsated around Hyunjin’s cock. You tried to catch your breathing as you rubbed Hyunjin’s neck soothingly. “C’mon, be a good boy. Fill me up baby, breed this cunt, yeah?”
Hyunjin whined again, thrusting quick and fast until you felt his cum start to fill you up, the warmth overtaking your senses. He bit into your shoulder harshly as he came, before mumbling something about being good for you. You stroked the tendrils of sweaty, dark hair at the nape of his neck, murmuring sweet nothings soothingly.
Felix clapped his hands together. “Well! That was great. But Hyunjin, you’re fucking sweaty, please have a shower.”
You giggled, and Hyunjin threw himself off of you with a groan and a displeased noise.
“Can see why Felix is so crazy about you. That pussy is something fucking else.”
“Really?” You hummed. “Well, you’re both welcome to come back for more any time.”
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babybreadthings · 9 months
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When you like a ship so much that you can read it and not even need the smut along with it. All you do is sigh like some victorian maiden receiving written poetry from a suitor for the first time.
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yxngbxkkie · 1 year
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ysl event (h.h & l.y.f)
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i am so excited yet so nervous to post this. i really, really, hope you guys like it. i enjoyed writing it. it was certainly something i’ve never done before but i’ve been thinking about the two of them at the ysl event for a WHILE. enjoy! happy reading!
feedback is greatly appreciated! <3
"You guys are here?" You ask Hyunjin and Felix with wide eyes. You take a quick glance around the empty hallway, making sure no one's lurking around.
Hyunjin chuckles as Felix's hand rests on your hip. You pull the two of them into your hotel room, checking around once more before shutting the door.
"Hello to you too, angel," Hyunjin greets you with a teasing grin.
"I-I'm sorry," you apologize after snapping yourself out of your panicked state. "Hi, my loves."
Felix places a kiss on your lips first, mumbling a quiet hello. Your hands rest on both of their arms, pulling away from him to kiss Hyunjin. The taller brunette kisses you back fervidly, bringing a hand to the nape of your neck.
"Aren't you excited to see us?" He teases you some more, stroking your throat with his thumb.
You nod your head. "Of course I am. It's just th-" your words die on your tongue when Felix hooks a finger under your jaw, turning your attention to him.
"You're worried people will find out," the black-haired beauty says, his head tilted to the side.
You swallow the small lump in your throat, nodding your head in confirmation. "I know how your company can be," you mention with a frown.
Hyunjin pushes some hair out of your face, dividing his gaze between you and Felix. "It's an event, sweetness. JYP won't suspect us of being here together. Especially since we work together a lot," Felix reassures you.
A sigh leaves your lips, wrapping each of your arms around their neck. They both hug you, their arms circling your waist, brushing their lips against your neck. "Have I ever mentioned that I love you?" You ask the two of them, your fingers gliding through their hair.
"Plenty of times," Hyunjin grins, placing a sloppy kiss on your cheek.
All of you giggle for a few moments before Felix begins to kiss the side of your neck. Your grip on the shorter man tightens, a shudder running down your spine. "Lixie…" you trail off, stopping yourself from getting too excited.
Before either boyfriend can say anything, three knocks come from the hotel room door. "Y/N? Are you ready yet?" The deep voice of your co-worker comes through the wooden object.
"Shit," you breathe out, sliding your hands to their chests. You glance back towards the door before calling out. "Yeah! I'll meet you in the lobby."
"I can't walk with you?" He asks with a chuckle.
You mentally curse yourself before looking up at Hyunjin. "Do you mind waiting for us to leave before exiting?" You ask him, shifting your gaze towards Felix.
"Yeah, go ahead," he says with a smile.
You thank both of them, quickly kissing each man on the lips. Hyunjin's hand catches your wrist as you start walking toward the door. You stop in your tracks and you turn your head to look at him.
"Is that Min-jun?" He asks you, causing your eyes to widen.
"How'd you know?" You counter, watching Hyunjin glance toward Felix. You notice the change in both of their moods, making you panic slightly. "W-What is it? Did I do something to make you guys uncomfortable?"
Felix sighs and grabs a hold of your hand, rubbing his thumb along the back of it. "No, sweetness. You didn't do anything wrong," he reassures you, kissing your hand.
"It's him, angel," Hyunjin clarifies. "He flirts with you all the time. I think he knows we are into you."
"Well, I would hope you guys are into me," you chuckle nervously, grinning at the two men.
The two laugh as well, each one placing a light kiss on your cheek. "I love you," they whisper against your skin.
Your heart flutters in your chest, wishing that you could just attend this event with them. "I love you so much," you sigh, leaning on your toes to kiss each of their cheeks. "I'll see you out there, okay?"
Both Hyunjin and Felix nod their heads in response as you make your way toward the hotel room door. You glance back one more time, winking at them.
Once you leave the room, Hyunjin turns towards the younger member. "She's cute," he chuckles, a deep breath coming from his nose.
"She is," Felix smiles. He places a hand on Hyunjin's back before speaking again. "Let's just remember that she loves us and not this co-worker of hers."
Hyunjin nods his head, following Felix out of the hotel room. "We never commented on her dress," the older member points out. "Let's make sure we tell her when we see her."
Felix laughs, nodding his head while the two of them walk towards the elevators. "I'm hoping they let her keep the dress," he mentions with a hum.
"Yeah, same. It's not something she usually wears, but she looks… breathtaking," Hyunjin grins.
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You shy away from your co-worker's touch yet again. You smile awkwardly at the couple in front of you as Min-jun talks to them. You find yourself looking around the ample event space.
"What are you looking for?" Min-jun whispers into your ear, causing you to jump in surprise.
"N-Nothing. I'm just getting parched," you laugh, tucking some hair behind your ear. "I thought the waiters and waitresses would be walking around with champagne."
Your co-worker rests his hands on your lower back, a smile gracing his lips. "I can go get you a drink," he offers, pulling you closer to him.
"Oh, no, that's okay. I wouldn't want to pull you away from them," you motion to the people in front of you. You push his arm off of you before jabbing your thumb in the direction of the bar. "I'll be back in a few."
You walk away from the group before Min-jun has the chance to say anything else. Once you're out of sight, a deep sigh escapes your lips. If you had known Min-jun was going to act like this, you never would've accepted the offer. The only good thing about all of this is seeing your boyfriends.
The bartender greets you with a kind smile as soon as you make it to the bar. "What can I get you?" She asks, leaning forward to hear you better.
"Can I get a vodka martini?" You ask her with a smile, your fingers fumbling with the sheer gloves you're wearing.
"Absolutely, my dear," she nods before walking away to gather the ingredients she'll need.
You lace your fingers together, watching the advertisement YSL is playing on the television. The bartender comes back and you shift your gaze back to her. "I hope your night hasn't been too hectic," you tell her, leaning your arms against the bar top.
"Ah, it's not as hectic as I thought it would be, honestly," she laughs. "Turns out the rich are very kind."
You laugh at her words, feeling the tension of earlier begin to lift. "Yeah, I'm surprised as well," you giggle.
"Your drink," the bartender grins and pushes the filled martini glass towards you.
"Thank you so much," you pay her while lifting the glass to your lips.
She walks away from you after handing your card back. You hum in delight at the taste of the cocktail. Your gaze goes back to the television, humming again at the sight of your favorite perfume.
"You're looking quite gorgeous tonight, Miss," Hyunjin's voice reaches your ears, causing your breath to hitch.
"You should dress like this more often, sweetness," Felix whispers into your opposite ear, a shiver running down your spine.
The two place their hands on your body, Hyunjin's fingertips gliding along your exposed thigh. "Lixie- Hyunjinnie-" you cut yourself off with a quiet moan, covering your mouth with the back of your hand.
"Sorry, angel. We saw you alone over here and couldn't help but take advantage," Hyunjin mumbles, his lips brushing the shell of your ear.
"I'm honestly glad you are," you sigh, turning around to face them. God, they're so handsome. "I get what you were saying about Min-jun."
The smile drops from Felix's lips, his gaze moving around the room. "What'd he do?" Hyunjin asks, noticing his jaw tense.
Before you can say anything else, Min-jun's cuts into the conversation. "Are these two bothering you?" He asks, glaring at the two members.
His hand rests on your shoulder and attempts to tug you towards him. "N-No, they're not," you stutter, glancing toward him. "They were just greeting me."
"Min-jun, right?" Hyunjin asks, holding his hand out.
"Yup. And you're Hwang Hyunjin and Lee Felix," your co-worker almost sneers, causing your eyes to widen. "I know exactly who you guys are."
You decide to interrupt, not liking where this is going. "Min-jun, they did nothing wrong," you mention with furrowed brows.
His attention turns to you, a laugh coming from his lips. "Nothing wrong? Sweetie, they're breaking the number one rule as an idol," Min-jun smirks, his grip on you tightening.
How-
"I wonder what would happen if the boss man finds out," he threatens.
"If you know the truth about us then I'd advise you to let her go," Hyunjin states, straightening his back.
He takes a step closer to you and Min-jun, his slender body towering over you both. "I'd listen to him," Felix interjects, his hands slipping into his pockets.
"And why would I do that?" Your co-worker questions, his head tilting to the side.
"Because I won't be afraid to beat you for touching her," your boyfriend seethe, glaring at the shorter man. "She's not yours. She's ours."
Your heart flutters. Theirs. Your gaze moves from Hyunjin to Felix, feeling your heartbeat quicken. Min-jun scoffs and shoves you toward Felix.
"You want to fight me? That wouldn't look good for your image," he continues to provoke, shaking his head in mockery.
Felix catches you, stopping you from tripping on your heels. His hands grip your waist, his thumbs gently stroking your sides. "Are you okay?" He whispers into your ear.
"I'm okay, but is this wise?" You ask him, worried.
"Probably not, but Hyunjin and I don't want to hide this anymore," he mentions with a charming smile.
Your eyes widen and your jaw drops, moving your hands to grip his forearms. "You're joking- I- what about JYP?" 
"We'll talk to him, and if we happen to be fired-"
"But Stray Kids-"
Felix presses his index finger to your lips, shushing you. "The other members wouldn't allow us to get fired. Chan would literally riot," he laughs while dropping his hand. "But, I was going to say that if we get fired, then who cares. As long as we have you, we couldn't ask for anything else."
"I love you so much," you whisper. Tears come to your eyes as Felix places a couple of kisses on your cheeks. You turn your head towards Hyunjin, who's still arguing with Min-jun. "Hyunjinnie."
The brunette glances in your direction, his eyes meeting yours. You notice the anger disappearing, admiration replacing the negative emotion.
"Let's get out of here," you tell him, motioning your head towards the exit while taking Felix's hand in yours.
Hyunjin nods with no hesitation, taking a few steps closer to you. His hand grabs your free one, the three of you leaving Min-jun in shock. "Y/N! You're seriously going with them?" Your co-worker yells to you, hearing him scoff afterward.
"Why wouldn't I? They're my lovers," you confess, looking back at him with a shrug. "I'll see you at the office, and I'll be sure to let our boss know what happened."
You three walk out the doors together, both of them dropping your hands. Felix hails a cab as you turn to face Hyunjin.
"Thank you," you breathe out, a grin coming to your lips. "I love you."
Hyunjin smiles at you, bringing a hand to your face. He cups your cheek before laying a kiss on your lips. "I love you, angel. So much," he sighs against your lips.
"Loves, c'mon," Felix calls out to the two of you. Both you and Hyunjin glance towards the black-haired man, seeing him waiting by a cab.
You lace your fingers with Hyunjin's before leading him toward the vehicle. You kiss Felix's cheek before ducking into the backseat.
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The sound of the hotel room door closing wakes you from your sleep. You hum and flutter your eyes open. Hushed whispers can be heard as you turn over on the king-sized bed.
"Sunshine?" You call out for Felix, noticing both of them aren't in bed.
Felix glances towards the bed as you push yourself up. "Morning, sweetness. We didn't mean to wake you," he sighs while making his way over to you.
He kisses your forehead, earning a little whine from you. "Where'd you go?" You whisper, leaning against his shoulder.
"We got us some breakfast," Hyunjin answers, sitting down on the bed. "We also stopped by this cute flower shop."
"Did you get me flowers?" You ask, pouting at the two.
Felix laughs, moving to lean against the headboard. "We did. Just as a little appreciation for you," he hums, kissing the side of your head.
"Plus, after seeing our jealous side last night. I figured you deserved them," Hyunjin adds, his hand stroking your calf.
Memories of last night flash in front of your eyes. The ghostly feeling of both of their lips trailing up your neck makes you shudder. You clear your throat and nuzzle your face into Felix's neck, covering your flushed cheeks.
"I mean," you mumble before pulling back, avoiding making eye contact with either of them. "It was kinda hot."
Hyunjin smirks as does Felix. "Yeah?" Both of them speak at the same time. Hyunjin's hand continues gliding up your leg before resting on the curve of your ass.
"Do you like seeing us get possessive of you?" He asks, his eyes dancing from your eyes to your lips. "'cause we'll show you, angel. It's still quite early."
You gulp and nod your head, not trusting your voice. Felix wraps an arm around your waist before moving you to sit in between his legs. Felix's hands glide along the tops of your thighs as Hyunjin moves to lie on his stomach.
The older member trails his lips up your leg, biting down after every couple of kisses. Felix moves some of your hair to the side before placing a light kiss on your neck.
Your eyes flutter shut, leaning your head against his shoulder. Felix's deep chuckle reaches your ears as Hyunjin bites down on your inner thigh, causing you to release a moan.
"Jinnie…" you cry out, reaching a hand out to him. Your fingers find his hair, gripping it gently as he continues assaulting your thighs with his lips.
"My pretty angel," Hyunjin mumbles against your skin.
Felix reaches a hand out to Hyunjin, cupping his chin before lifting his face. "Our pretty angel," he corrects.
You press your lips together, suppressing a moan. "Guys-" you cut yourself off as Hyunjin continues moving closer to the two of you. His lips find yours, kissing you passionately.
"Sorry, baby," Hyunjin apologizes to Felix, giving him a quick kiss as well. "She just looks so cute like this, I couldn't help myself."
"I'm sitting right here," you laugh, turning your head to look at the two of them.
Both Hyunjin and Felix chuckle, each one placing a kiss on your cheek. "Before we have our way with you, why don't we eat first," Hyunjin offers while getting up from the bed.
You nod your head, laying your hands on Felix's thighs. You shuffle towards the edge of the bed when Felix stops you, wrapping his arms around your waist.
"No, stay here. Hyunjin will grab it," Felix mumbles loud enough for the older member to hear. "Right, baby?"
Hyunjin pokes his tongue out and glances toward Felix. The two silently fight for dominance, causing you to chuckle at their behavior.
"You two are cute," you grin as you take turns looking at each lover.
"You're lucky he's cute, angel. Otherwise, I might have to put him in his place," he mentions while grabbing the food, and walking back over to the bed.
Felix's hand dips under the shirt you're wearing, a hum leaving his lips. "He thinks he can," he whispers into your ear, earning another laugh from you.
Hyunjin stands beside the bed, handing you the food he bought for you. You thank him kindly, and Hyunjin moves his hand to cup Felix's face.
"I know I can, baby," he winks at the black-haired beauty. "Now, eat up. We have a long day ahead of us."
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violet-1atte · 7 months
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Kinktober Day Sixteen: Public - Hyunjin/Felix
Tags: Exhibitionism, public handjobs, oral sex, fwbs(?)
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Felix and Hyunjin had an interesting relationship. They were friends, best friends in fact. They were just a little… closer than most friends typically were. Hyunjin wasn’t that touchy but Felix was, and because Felix was and Hyunjin could never say no to him, they were constantly glued together. They often shared the same bed, they held hands, Hyunjin let Felix kiss him whenever he really felt the urge, and sometimes he would kiss him first. 
But they had never gone any further than that. There was always some sort of tension that followed them around, setting the air static whenever they were together. Sometimes when they kissed Felix would get a little too worked up, the soft pecks that were there just for comfort and affection turning into something more. They never let it lead to anything else. 
Then they went on vacation to Japan. There was a long list of activities they had planned, and one of those activities was to visit a bathhouse. Felix had come up with the idea since he always thought it looked fun. There were no ulterior motives behind this idea, even if he did feel a little more attraction for Hyunjin than what was considered platonic. 
But the electricity that followed them everywhere didn’t leave them when they went to the bathhouse either. In fact, it was worse. Felix should have known it would be worse. Because honestly, what had he been thinking? 
He’d seen Hyunjin naked before, but only briefly. He knew what he looked like, but he’d never looked too closely. That was crossing some invisible boundary they had, the one that hadn’t been crossed in their abnormally close friendship. But now there was no way he could look away. 
He had never been so grateful for a towel in his life. That was the only thing keeping him together as they made their way from the showers to the communal baths. 
“I’ve never been somewhere like this before,” Hyunjin said, looking around. “It’s pretty neat though.” 
Felix had to shake himself out of his Hyunjin focused daze and actually pay attention to him. Not his body or the way his bare chest was slightly flushed from the shower. “Y-yeah, uhm, it is pretty cool.” Felix cleared his throat. “I’ve heard about them so since we’re being all touristy I thought we should get the full experience!” He smiled at Hyunjin and Hyunjin smiled back. His heart felt so full. 
“Cute,” Hyunjin said, reaching out to ruffle Felix’s hair. A match was lit and the static in the air caught fire. Felix was going to pass out, and it had nothing to do with all the steam in the air. 
There were clusters of people spread throughout the bath, most of them by themselves with a few couples here and there. Felix and Hyunjin made their way to an area of the pool that was farther away from most of the groups and started to remove their towels. Felix felt his heart rabbit in his chest as he dropped his towel, feeling a little more exposed than he was anticipating. Hyunjin removed his right next to him and he had to take a deep breath to calm himself. All he had to do was not look and he would be okay. He would be perfectly fine. 
Against his control, his eyes turned to look at Hyunjin. His breath caught in his throat. Fuck . Now he wouldn’t be able to look away. Hyunjin just got more beautiful every time Felix looked at him. He had been working out more lately and it was clear by the ridges of muscle along his upper body. His black hair was still dripping from the showers and that somehow only made him look prettier. Felix was utterly fucked. He always tried not to do a deep dive into his attraction to his best friend but this was making that nearly impossible. 
If Hyunjin noticed Felix’s staring he didn’t comment on it. They eased themselves into the hot water and Hyunjin let out a sigh that had the hairs on the back of Felix’s neck standing on end. He licked his lips and swallowed thickly. 
“Ahh, this is so nice,” Hyunjin groaned. “I feel like my muscles are already relaxing.” 
“Mine too,” Felix agreed shortly. He didn’t trust himself to speak at the moment. He was afraid of what would come out if he said too much. 
“You really have the best ideas, Lixie,” Hyunjin said. He leaned back, rested his elbows on the edge of the tub. The picturesque image of Hyunjin looking so content and relaxed, head tilted back to display the perfect column of his neck, plus his compliments were making Felix dizzy. 
“Thank you, Jinnie-hyung,” Felix said with a soft smile. Heat swirling in his stomach and he realized quickly that it wasn’t because of the water. “I’m glad you like my ideas. Having you here makes it so much more fun.” 
Hyunjin gave Felix a look that he couldn’t decipher but then it formed into a smile, his eyes scrunched to crescents. “I like everything about you, Felix.” The weight behind his words settled on Felix’s chest like an anvil. He swallowed thickly. 
“You know I like everything about you too,” Felix said, wetting his lips. Hyunjin held his gaze for what felt like too long and then Felix could’ve sworn he saw his eyes go down to his lips. The tension had become a forest fire. They had kissed before, but never in public. Surely Hyunjin wasn’t thinking about that. He rarely initiated anyway, so he wouldn’t. Right? 
He tried to shake it off by looking away and paying attention to something else. He began to make conversation with Hyunjin, trying to distract himself by talking. But all he could focus on was Hyunjin’s lips, the way they moved when he talked, the way his tongue would sometimes peek out to wet them. Hyunjin seemed to get closer as they talked too, closer than was okay for friends in any setting. At some point his hand had slipped under the water to settle on Felix’s bare waist as he talked and he could hardly focus on any word Hyunjin was saying. 
At some point, the tension started to burn him too. He knew he’d lost all sanity when a lull came in their conversation, nothing but silence and sharp gazes between them, and he asked, “Hyunjin-ah…is it…is it okay if I kiss you?” 
Hyunjin’s eyes widened and Felix began to backtrack, but Hyunjin smiled and nodded. “Yeah, of course, Lixie.” He turned to fully face Felix and wrapped his arms around his waist and pulled him in. He pressed their lips together and Felix closed his eyes, melting against Hyunjin like chocolate. It started out sweet, innocent, like their kisses often did. But it was clear they were both affected by the tension that was in the air as the kisses became deeper, more incessant. The grip Hyunjin had on Felix’s waist tightened and his lips parted, allowing Hyunjin more access to his mouth. He wrapped his arms around Hyunjin’s neck and tangled his hands in his long, damp hair, pulling at it lightly when Hyunjin began to lick into his mouth. He moaned quietly, barely taking into account that they were fully making out in a public bathhouse. They were lost in their own world. 
It was when Hyunjin began to nip at Felix’s bottom lip, tugging it between his teeth, that Felix noticed a predicament between his legs. His breath hitched as Hyunjin began to pull him closer and he realized Hyunjin would be able to feel him . He would be able to feel that he was getting hard. In public. From making out. 
In an instant, he pulled away, Hyunjin’s hands falling from his waist. His lips were swollen and his pupils were blown and Felix wanted him more than anything but the wave of shame washing over him was stronger. “I–uhm, s-sorry,” he stuttered. He coughed a little, the rough, wrecked sound of his own voice startling him. 
“For what?” Hyunjin asked. Felix could have died right there from how Hyunjin’s own voice sounded. 
“I uh–I should go, I’m–”
“You’re what, Lixie?” Hyunjin asked, tilting his head. He moved closer, settling his hands on his hips again. 
“I–we’re in public Hyunjin, don’t make me say it,” Felix said with a pout. 
“So? Didn’t stop you from kissing me,” Hyunjin said with a smirk. Felix felt his dick twitch and he had to hold back a groan. No one should look so attractive smirking. 
“That’s–that’s different!” he insisted, his voice lowering to a stage whisper. 
“Yeah?” Hyunjin looked around. “No one’s looking at us.” Felix felt his hand sliding down his hip under the water, settling on his upper thigh. 
“Wh-what are you suggesting?” Felix asked. He felt like his heart had stopped pumping blood. Or the only place it was pumping blood was to his cock, which was steadily filling out. 
“I–I mean…” Hyunjin had the audacity to look a bit sheepish all of the sudden. “I know we’ve never gone past kissing. I know it's a boundary we have but… Lix, fuck. You’re so.” He licked his lips. “I want you. And I think it’d be really hot if I touched you right here. With all these people around. Not knowing what I’m doing.” 
Felix’s heart dropped to his stomach and then it dropped to his feet and straight through the floor. All the oxygen left his lungs. There was no way this was happening. No way. “You–holy shit,” he whispered. “I–here? You want me? Here ?” That was so wrong on so many levels but Felix couldn’t deny the arousal it sparked in his belly. 
“What do you think?” Hyunjin brushed his thumb over the jut of Felix’s hip bone and he shivered. 
Felix didn’t even have to think. If he did think, he’d find his brain no longer had the capacity to do that anyway. “Y-yeah. Yeah, okay,” he agreed, nodding his head. He looked around them again to make sure no one was looking. They were far enough away from everyone and the tub was big enough to give them a good amount of space, but he still wanted to be sure. “Touch me, Hyunjin, please.” 
Hyunjin’s expression darkened and he bit his lip as he slowly moved his hand to Felix’s cock. Felix bit his lip and quickly covered his mouth as he choked down a moan. Hyunjin’s fingers wrapped around his dick and the friction sent jolts of pleasure all through Felix's body. “Been thinking about this for a while,” he whispered. The water splashed a little as he began to move his hand up and down Felix’s shaft and Felix’s eyes widened when someone glanced over at them. They turned and whispered something to the person next to them and Felix felt his skin go hot all over. 
“Shh, just act like we’re not doing anything,” Hyunjin instructed. He twisted his hand up and Felix had to swallow down another moan. 
“C-can’t, Ji-Jinnie,” he choked. His hips jerked when Hyunjin moved his hand to thumb over the slit of his cock and more water splashed around him. He bit down on his hand and Hyunjin splashed him when the two people looked in their direction again. 
“Oh my gosh, don’t be like that,” Hyunjin said in an exaggerated tone, laughing softly afterwards. He gave Felix a pointed look and he inhaled shakily before splashing him back. Hyunjin stepped back a bit but still kept his hand on Felix. If anyone else looked at them in that moment, it wouldn’t look like anything out of the ordinary was going on. 
The two people looked away again. 
“F-fuck,” Felix whimpered quietly, bringing his hand back to his mouth. Hyunjin grinned as he twisted his hand again and Felix's abdomen tensed with the heat that coiled in his stomach. 
“Doing so good,” Hyunjin mumbled. “Wish I–fuck, wish I could fuck you here. Right where everyone could see you. You’d look so pretty. But only I’d get to touch you, right, Lixie?” he asked as he tightened his grip around the base of Felix’s cock. 
“Hnngh–” Felix groaned against his hand. He clenched his jaw and gulped. “That’d–” his voice came out raspy. “I’d–ngh–I’d like that.” 
“Shh, don’t be loud, Lixie. They’ll all hear you,” Hyunjin said. He pressed the tip of his finger into the slit of his dick and Felix jerked, taking in a sharp breath. His gut twisted, the knot pulled tighter, he was going to–
Oh fuck, he was going to come. His eyes widened and he quickly grabbed Hyunjin by the shoulder. “Hyunjin, I’m gonna–” he struggled to find the words and his cheeks burned. “I’m close,” he whispered. 
“ Fuck ,” Hyunjin mumbled, stopping his movements. “Well…as much as it’d be hot. You can’t–shit, I didn’t think of that.” 
“Showers,” Felix croaked. 
“Shit, good idea,” Hyunjin nodded. “Uhm–let's turn around so no one sees us when we get out.” 
Felix nodded and turned around to climb out and Hyunjin opened his mouth again. “Ah man, there’s still soap in my hair,” he groaned, definitely loud enough for someone to hear. Felix snapped his head to look at him and Hyunjin shrugged as he got out and quickly wrapped the towel around his waist. “Gotta go back to the shower.” 
Felix looked at him incredulously and rolled his eyes. “Yeah, me too,” he mumbled. 
After that, they quickly made their way out of the bathing area. They made it to the showers with no further mishaps and no one looked at them along their way. If anyone had, they would have noticed the way that both of their towels were tented. 
Thankfully, there weren’t too many people in the showers, but there were still a couple so they chose a shower at the end. As soon as they were there, Hyunjin was on Felix again. Felix was still burning and he only felt hotter as Hyunjin kissed him, passionate and dirty. “Shit–can I eat you out, Lix?” he asked quietly. Felix’s breath caught in his throat. He nodded. 
“Yes, fuck, yeah,” he groaned. Hyunjin grinned and grabbed Felix by the hips to turn him around. He braced himself against the shower wall with his forearms and Hyunjin turned on the shower to block out any possible noises, then knelt down. He grabbed Felix’s ass cheeks and spread them apart, letting out a soft groan at the sight of his hole. Felix bit his lip and dropped his head between his arms. 
“You’re so sexy, Lixie, how can anyone be so sexy?” 
Chills went down Felix’s spine and he took a deep breath. “Could–could say the same about you, hyung,” he said. 
Hyunjin didn’t respond, instead he shoved his face between Felix’s cheeks and pressed his tongue against him, licking a fat stripe up from his perineum to his hole. Felix bit on his lip so hard it would probably bleed to keep himself from crying out. Fuck, fuck. 
He was good with his tongue, swirling the tip around Felix’s rim and licking it like it was his last meal. He sucked on his rim, quiet slurping sounds filling the shower stall. There was no way no one heard them. He pointed his tongue after a minute of just licking and sucking at his rim and pushed the tip inside, fucking Felix open on his tongue. Felix’s chest vibrated with a groan and his cock pulsed. “So good, Jinnie,” he managed quietly. Hyunjin hummed against his rim and the vibrations made Felix’s skin tingle. 
Hyunjin dug his fingers into his ass, his large hands covering him so fully that Felix was dizzy from it. He used his thumbs to spread his hole further so he could thrust his tongue deeper. His tongue fucked in and out of him and he groaned against Felix’s hole like he was getting pleasure out of pleasuring Felix. That only was bringing Felix to the edge again ridiculously fast. 
After a moment, Hyunjin carefully eased his thumb in alongside his tongue. Felix couldn’t hold back the moan that slipped out of his mouth and that only seemed to spur Hyunjin on. He licked into him with fervor and Felix’s legs shook. He could feel his muscles tensing and his hole clenched around Hyunjin’s tongue. “Hyunjin I’m–I’m coming,” he gasped. He barely had enough time to get a warning out before he reached his high and his cock spilled cum all over the shower walls. Hyunjin continued eating him out through his orgasms, only pulling away when Felix jerked and whimpered with sensitivity. 
Felix felt himself slipping a little against the shower wall but Hyunjin had just stood up and was quick to wrap his arm around Felix’s waist. “I got you,” he whispered, pressing a kiss to Felix’s shoulder. He helped him turn around and when he did, he was struck with how pretty Hyunjin looked. It was clear what he had just done with how swollen his plump lips were. It made Felix blush but he pecked his lips anyway. 
“You do that like a pro,” Felix said, chuckling. Hyunjin laughed, shaking his head. 
“You’re ridiculous.” 
“Maybe,” Felix said with a shrug. He glanced at the wall behind him and cringed. There was still cum staining the wall and the shower water would never reach it. “I feel kind of bad for whoever has to clean this… We’re gonna get fucking banned.” 
“It was so worth it,” Hyunjin said with a smirk. “Who knew my pretty angel Lixie would be as dirty-minded as me?” 
Felix scoffed. “I’m a gamer and you think I’m not dirty minded? You have a lot to learn,” he said, poking Hyunjin’s chest. 
Hyunjin’s smirk turned into a smile. There was a glint in his eyes that made a shiver run down Felix’s spine. “Well, I can’t wait to find out then.” 
Felix had a feeling he’d bitten off more than he could chew with his best friend, but honestly, that only made him more excited. A giddy smile broke across his face and he pecked Hyunjin’s cheek.
“You can find out more when we get back to the hotel. But let's get out of here before they find us and we get arrested.” 
Hyunjin laughed and nodded as they turned off the shower. “Good idea.” He followed Felix out as they gathered their towels and went to go grab their clothes. The smile never left Felix’s face.
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bethelighthalazia · 1 month
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Sleepy Mornings
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Summary:  just a sleepy morning for y/n with Felix and Hyunjin in bed
Genre: fluff
Pairing: Hyunlix x gn!reader
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Warnings:  none <3 just some cute domestic fluff in the morning
[note: requested on my old blog by @mitproblem; RE-UPLOAD from old blog @justsomedreaming]
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The boys and you had come home late the night before, since the three of you had a lot of work to do currently. All of you fell asleep quickly, not even caring about getting changed at all.
When the sun crept up and shined onto your face, you couldn't stop a quiet groan. The light and the blanket hugged your boyfriends’ bodies, making Felix's freckles seem like glitter sprinkled on his face, a peaceful expression on his features. While you gently brushed a strand of blonde hair out of his face, you could hear a quiet hum behind you, signaling you that Hyunjin either woke up or is singing in his sleep once again. However, his slender fingers dancing across the shirt-covered waist of yours told you that he seemed to have woken up. 
“Hmm~ Jinnie…” You hummed contently, although when the realization hits of you three being snuggled up in bed and obviously wearing your sleepwear, you couldn't help but wonder. Did they change your clothes for you before sleeping? When you tried to push his hand away to get up, he just wrapped his arm around your middle, keeping you from leaving your position between your two beloved boyfriends. “Jin~ sleep more, I'll be back in no time,” you say in a slightly raspy morning voice, but Hyunjin behind you shakes his head, not letting go. “Hmm, no. I'm not sleepy~” His voice told you that he definitely still is sleepy, but he and Felix would always give everything to be able to cuddle with you, so in no way he would let you leave bed for now. Besides, it's still early morning, so in his opinion, you don't have to be anywhere other than the bed.
Your back was now pressed against Hyunjin’s chest when he pulled you closer to bury his face in your neck, you can't stop a quiet giggle, his breath and the faint kisses on your skin tickle you. This movement and the sounds you both made let Felix stir, opening his eyes slowly. The moment he saw you snuggled against Hyunjin, causing too much space between you and the literal personification of sunshine that's Felix, a small pout formed on his lips. Again reaching out to brush some strands of hair out of his face, you smiled sleepily, Hyunjin’s hand around your middle extending a bit to grasp the younger one's shirt and pull him closer. “No pouting, Lixie, c'mere,” the black haired male hummed, the pout on Felix's lips subsiding as he quickly snuggled close to you, your arms wrapping around him instinctively and both of the men resting an arm across your middle. 
“Don't wanna get up…let's call Chan to tell we are sick-” Felix's morning voice always lets you melt, but also giggle slightly, his deep voice a complete contrast to his soft face and the beautiful smile on his lips. “Shush, we don't have schedules anyway. You both are beautiful, y'know that?” Hyunjin mumbled as answer to Felix, his eyes taking in the two beautiful people in his arms. Everyday he gets to wake up with you and Felix, his heart swells with love.
“Sleeping in sounds good~ ‘ts too early anyway,” Felix whispered groggily, his eyes closed again, his mouth slightly opened, he's already falling asleep again. “It's- boys, it's almost ten already…let’s-” “Shush, our sunshine is too sleepy and I don't wanna let you get up yet, y/nnie.” Hyunjin interrupted you, before you could say the bad words ‘getting up’, you could even hear the hint of dramatic whining in his voice. Very carefully, you turned onto your back, so you could look at both, instantly being met with his beautiful dark brown eyes. “Jinnie~ I love you and Lixie so much.” You whispered, a bright smile appearing on the older one's face, your hand slowly reaching up to run your fingers through his long dark hair. “You both are my everything, jagiya,” he hummed in response to your words, drawing a small mumble of agreement from Felix next to you, even though he seemed as if deeply asleep again. Hyunjin's hand moved ever so slightly, his fingers drawing patterns on your stomach and this made your eyes droop as you slowly dozed off as well. The dark haired male just smiled happily, his heart bursting of love for you and Felix while he watched you both sleep, before his head soon also dropped into the pillow again, the soft breathing of you and Felix lulling him back into sleep as well.
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cuddlepilefics · 29 days
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HI! I love your stories and I don't know if you've already done it (if so sorry in advance) but you could do a story with Felix who is sick (migraine, stomach cramps whatever you want) but stubborn and only admits it when he hurts himself due to a fall during training and others (specific;chan and hyunjin pls) take care of him??? pls and thank you ❤️
Dizziness
Fandom: Stray Kids
Sickie: Felix
Caregivers: Chan & Hyunjin
Prompt @whumpril
No one’s POV.:
Felix had already felt a little odd when he had gone to bed the previous night, muscles achy with exhaustion that didn’t even feel justified considering their schedule for the day hadn’t been that draining. Though he had gotten a decent amount of sleep, the exhaustion hadn’t improved at all and it took all his willpower to get out of bed. At least he was lucky enough to not run late, unlike Minho, Seungmin and Jeongin, who completely missed their friend’s struggle in their rush to get ready and out of the dorm on time. With how tired he was, Felix would’ve almost fallen asleep on the drive to the company building if it wasn’t for the weird swimmy feeling in his head. Every time the car took a turn, the Aussie’s head was sent spinning and watching the buildings pass by did little to anchor him. Since looking out the window barely helped at all, Felix eventually gave up and closed his eyes, resting his head on Hyunjin’s shoulder.
Thinking the younger was falling asleep, Hyunjin gently rubbed Felix’ knee, which earned him a low hum of acknowledgement. In reality, the Aussie was trying his best not to get carsick but his stomach was starting to feel a little fluttery by the time they arrived at the company building. “You good?”, Hyunjin whispered as he helped his dongsaeng out of the car. Still a little unsteady on his feet, Felix yawned: “’m tired.” - “Maybe you can nap between the recordings”, the older chuckled as they made their way to the studio. Luckily, their schedule was starting off with a recording session and they’d have dance practice after lunch, so Felix still had some time to properly wake up and get into the groove. He could only hope it’d be enough because he doubted he’d be able to dance well anytime soon.
The mood in the studio was a little tense because adrenaline was still running high in Minho, Seungmin and Jeongin after the hectic morning they had had, so Felix didn’t dare ask if it was okay for him to lie down for a bit. His head was beginning to hurt as he read over his lyrics, the words blurring in front of his eyes. At least, the nausea he had experienced during the drive was slowly dissipating but he still didn’t have an appetite when Chan asked if they should get anything for breakfast.
Thinking that having something in his stomach might quell the remaining queasiness, Felix figured he could just have some fruit and crackers and he even volunteered to go to the store with Jeongin to get breakfast for everyone. His main intention was to get out of the stuffy studio, hoping the fresh morning air would settle his stomach and maybe wake him up. It did turn out to be a mistake though because he still felt far from steady on his feet but he didn’t want to worry Jeongin when the maknae was still reeling from that morning’s events. Pretending to just be in a bit of a cuddly mood, Felix linked their arms and held onto Jeongin’s arm to steady himself.
The trip to the store had taken more out of Felix than he would have expected but he was glad that he had been able to get out of the studio for a bit because the tension and chaos had almost driven him mad. Once they had sorted out everyone’s food orders, Felix plopped down in his seat and suppressed a groan. Nobody seemed to notice how quiet the Aussie was as he slowly nibbled his crackers. The crackers settled alright but by the time Felix finished his banana, his stomach was in knots. He had been determined to finish both though because he really wanted to take something for his worsening headache and knew he shouldn’t do so on an empty stomach.
“Are you okay, Lixxie?”, Chan asked softly, “You’re so quiet today, mate. Like, something about your energy just feels off.” – “I’m tired”, Felix chuckled, though the little, forced laugh aggravated his headache. He didn’t want to worry Chan, so he wouldn’t let the older know that he wasn’t feeling well at the moment. Especially because he didn’t think he was sick, just having a bit of an off day. Ruffling his dongsaeng’s hair, Chan smiled: “Alright, speak up if you need anything though. Had you said something earlier, you could have taken a nap here but now we’re short on time and need to leave for dance practice soon.” – “Hyung, it’s nothing really”, Felix insisted, too stubborn to crack now because he could’ve asked about taking a nap earlier. It was his own fault that he hadn’t. Poking Chan’s side, he reminded: “I’m tired, not dying. We’ve all been tired before.” – “I guess so”, Chan sighed, getting back to work.
Felix was feeling more miserable by the minute but he decided that he had missed his chances to speak up. That didn’t mean that he would turn down the painkillers Seungmin offered him. The vocalist had noticed how Felix flinched whenever there was a loud noise and pressed long enough for the Aussie to admit to having a headache. Felix could only hope that his stomach too would settle once the pain improved or else he had no idea how he’d get through their dance practice session.
Luckily, his headache did improve and though his stomach still felt funny, he was only the slightest bit queasy. What Felix hadn’t considered though, was the intense vertigo that hit him the moment he got to his feet to head down to the practice rooms. Squeezing his eyes shut, he clutched Hyunjin’s arm for support and was grateful that the older wrapped his arms around his waist to steady him. “Woah, you good?”, Hyunjin frowned worriedly, hesitant to step back even after his dongsaeng had found his balance. Felix nodded but it was barely convincing, still, he muttered: “Got up too fast. We’ve been sitting for too long.” – “Well, guess it’s a good thing we’ll be moving for the next couple of hours”, Hyunjin hummed, patting the Aussie’s shoulder. And boy were they moving.
Felix didn’t know how he did it but he had made it through the first two hours of dance practice with only minor slip ups. Sure, his moves weren’t as sharp as they usually were but hey, that was still pretty good considering that he felt like he was dancing aboard a wonky ship that was tossed about a stormy sea by relentless waves crashing against its hall. His stomach was churning once again, almost as if he was getting motion sick from his own dance moves. Still, he had only gagged into his mouth once and had been able to turn away from his group, so that nobody noticed. When Minho eventually called a ten minute break, Felix didn’t take a single step more, shakily sitting down on the floor right where he had stood.
Chan seemed worried about Felix despite the younger’s best efforts to hide his struggle. By now, the boy was too out of it to notice Chan’s concern though. Felix’ stomach cramped horribly and it was almost impossible to move but somehow, he still managed to get to his feet and resume practice once the short break was over. How he was able to stay on his feet, the dancer didn’t know because his head spun and his vision blurred. Felix wasn’t even sure if his moves were on beat, not hearing the music over the ringing in his ears, and he also didn’t notice how he lost his balance, realizing a moment to late that the blurry picture was tipping sideways.
Without as much as an attempt at catching himself, Felix crumpled to the floor, the impact sending shock waves through his body and making his head pound. “Shit, you alright, mate?”, Chan frowned as he crouched next to his dongsaeng. Felix’ eyes seemed out of focus despite the leader being pretty sure that the boy hadn’t hit his head, which confused and worried the older greatly. Dazedly sitting up, Felix slurred: “Gonna be s-“ Before choking up his meager breakfast over his lap. He almost slumped over, had it not been for Chan catching him by the shoulders, steadying him as he retched. Hyunjin was by their side in an instant, carefully brushing Felix’ hair out of his face, impressed by how long it had gotten. Tugging the hair tie out of his hair, Hyunjin tied his dongsaeng’s hair into a messy ponytail and gently rubbed the younger’s back.
A few unproductive heaves later, Felix collapsed backwards and Chan slowly lowered him to the ground, so he wouldn’t hit his head. “You with us, Lix?”, the leader asked softly, taking the other’s hand and lifting up his arm to examine it. Humming in confirmation, Felix squeezed his eyes shut and tried to fight off the unbearable dizziness that threatened to send his stomach over the edge again. It was only now that he was taking stock of his body that he felt warm liquid running down his arm and the moist warmth that soaked through the fabric of his pants. Realizing that his stomach contents were currently seeping through his pants, Felix tried to roll onto his side and gagged emptily. He couldn’t even really prop himself up because Chan was still holding onto his arm. Felix tugged in the arm in Chan’s grasp, whining hoarsely.
There were a few muffled voices in the background but Felix couldn’t decipher what anyone was saying until Chan’s calm voice right next to him promised: “It’s okay. Your elbow is bleeding though, so don’t put it on the floor. We wouldn’t want you getting any dirt into that wound.” Or vomit but Chan didn’t say that out loud. “His knee’s bleeding too, hyung”, Hyunjin mumbled and Felix could feel him tug on his soiled pants. Barely even lifting his head, the younger winced: “Could you stop, please?” The skin on his knee stung already and Hyunjin’s fussing was making it worse. “I’m sorry, do you think you can sit up and change into some clean shorts though?”, the older hummed, “If not, at least keep your eyes open, so we know you’re still conscious.” – “Dizzy”, Felix breathed but shakily sat up to wriggle out of his pants.
Taking a seat behind Felix, so his dongsaeng could lean against his chest, Chan whispered: “Did you hit your head or have you been dizzy before?” – “Been dizzy for a while. Wouldn’t have toppled over that easily if I hadn’t”, the dancer muttered but relaxed into his hyung’s arms. Minho had handed Chan a towel, so the eldest could wipe the sweat from Felix’ pale face, while Hyunjin had removed the younger’s vomit stained pants and was making quick work of cleaning the mess of his thighs, so he could patch up his knee. “Can you tell us how you’re feeling now?”, Chan hummed as he cupped Felix’ cheek, “And the truth please, no more, I’m-fine-just-tired-BS.” Drawing a deep breath, the other shuddered: “Dizzy an’ my head hurts. Stomach really doesn’t this merry-go-round.” – “Can I have your arm, please?”, Hyunjin asked softly once he had finished patching up Felix’ knee.
“How long have you felt like that?”, Chan continued, feeling his dongsaeng’s forehead, “You feel pretty warm and I don’t think that’s just because you’ve been dancing.” Leaning into the leader’s touch, Felix yawned: “Went to bed exhausted as hell and woke up feeling odd. Didn’t think I was sick though.” – “Well, I think you’re sick though”, the eldest countered with Hyunjin adding: “Same here.” The were quiet sounds of confirmation from the other members, making Felix sigh: “I guess. Just really wanna go home.” – “We’ll take you home”, Chan promised, “Could you sip some water first?” Weakly shaking his head, the younger admitted: “Wouldn’t stay down.” – “Okay, we’ll try later. Would you like some gum?”, Hyunjin offered, handing Felix a strip of gum when the boy nodded. He really wanted to get this awful taste off his tongue.
Minho lent Felix his spare pair of shorts and they hoisted the boy to his feet afterwards. Felix hadn’t been kidding when he said he was dizzy, almost tumbling down again if it hadn’t been for Chan and Hyunjin steadying him. “Easy there”, Chan shushed, rubbing Felix’ back when the younger slumped against his chest with a tired whimper. He really didn’t feel good at all and why was he still so dizzy? Clutching the leader’s shirt, Felix sniffled: “I really want my bed and not to get up anytime soon.” – “That sounds like a great plan actually”, Chan smiled. With how stubborn his dongsaeng had been earlier, he had already feared how difficult it would be to get him to rest but it seemed the young dancer was done putting up a fight. “Come on, let’s get you home and to bed”, Hyunjin whispered, taking Felix’ arm to guide him on their way.
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enchantingjacarandas · 2 months
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Two Sides (Felix)
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Pairing: Felix / Hyunjin (Minor or Background, Han Jisung | Han / Lee Minho | Lee Know)
Tags: Smut/18+, College/University AU, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Friends With Benefits, Non-Linear Narrative, First Meetings, Old Money
Other Sites to Read on: Ao3 or Wattpad
Words: 6,221
Part: (1/2)
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Felix stared up at his ceiling. This wasn’t what he had planned. When he first met Hyunjin he thought they’d end up in a nice, happy, normal relationship, that he and Hyunjin were destined to become an envied couple by all. Instead they became friends with benefits. Felix knew he was one of many. He briefly wondered if there was ever a side to Hyunjin that only he had seen. Just one part that was his, and his alone.
He sighed as he went to collect his clothes from last night, not bothering to check if Hyunjin was still in the bed. It was always cold and empty when he woke up. Placing his clothes in his dirty hamper, he moved into his bathroom to take a shower. He paused in front of the mirror and wondered if he was really deserving of Hyunjin. Even if he didn't get everything he wanted, he knew others were envious to be in his place. Yet he wasn’t satisfied, when he should’ve been grateful for what little of Hyunjin he got. 
What was worse than Felix being utterly entrapped by Hyunjin, was that the man often treated him like he was nothing. Always leaving before Felix woke up. In front of everyone he’d pretend not to know Felix. When it was just them two, sex sometimes felt like a transaction. Yet when Felix would discover something new about Hyunjin it all seemed worth it. Every time he saw a new side he fell deeper. 
One time when Hyunjin told him to grab a condom from his bag Felix accidently opened the wrong folder, finding a drawing inside. It was colored with only yellow pencils; the tree felt life-like even though it was made from only a dark yellow color. He hovered his pointer finger above the paper as he traced the outlines of the tree. The tree reminded him of the ones on campus. He was certain he had visited this place before, but Hyunjin’s drawing made it magical. He wanted to be transported there. However, Hyunjin had beckoned him to bed so Felix quickly rushed over with condoms in hand.
Once sex started, Felix’s mind often worried about how it would soon end once Hyunjin was satisfied. Hyunjin would still satisfy Felix plenty, but Felix was starting to need more than just sex to fill him. He wanted their relationship to be more than just friends with benefits, but he worried if he tried to make that change Hyunjin would run away, and that seemed so much worse. If that were to occur, it would be proof that he had just wasted his time pining for someone who didn’t care for him. He wasn’t ready to face that reality.
Felix hated how wrapped around Hyunjin’s finger he was. He couldn’t bear to leave him, but it always seemed like he was at an arm's distance. So close to being able to touch, but still out of reach. Felix had yet to see Hyunjin make any effort. Eventually he gave up his dream of wanting something adventurous with Hyunjin. For the moment they were stable and Felix decided to be content with that. Still, while the nights were fun, the mornings were cold and lonely.
During his shower many thoughts raced through his head. He remembered how they first met at a business arrangement between their parents. After seeing Hyunjin sat on the other side of the table Felix was immediately smitten. Later on he saw Hyunjin at his university. Upon spotting him, Felix had run up to him to introduce himself. Hyunjin didn’t seem to remember him, but Felix hadn’t been able to stop thinking of him.  
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Felix felt heartbroken wishing nothing more than to have the earth swallow him whole so there was no proof of his existence anymore. He had just thoroughly embarrassed himself after trying to have his first conversation with Hyunjin. He was caught so off guard seeing him at his university that Felix had chased him down, just to ramble about a documentary. The documentary was about paper production. It was quite boring, but his professor wanted to make sure they understood the importance of paper. Saying that was why his class wouldn’t be done online. Felix even had the nerve to ask Hyunjin if paper was something that interested him. Meaningless to say, Felix never got a reply from the man and instead opted to spirited the other direction where he knew his friends would be waiting.
The university's sky was sunny, breathing comfort which contrasted Felix’s rather embarrassed and slightly dreary mood. He rushed up to the table his group of friends were studying at. Minho and Jeongin were working on a group project with a laptop, while Seungmin had his nose deep in a book studying. The spot was the usual place they would meet, as it was in between most of their classes. He hoped his friends would ease his unpleasant mood and give him some form of comfort.
He sat in his normal spot across from Minho
“Why didn’t you guys tell me Hyunjin goes here?” Felix whisper-shouted as he took his spot at the table, setting his backpack down.
Minho sarcastically spoke, pulling his head up from the project. “Hello to you too.”
“Who?” Jeongin asked, ignoring Minho’s remark, more focused on the project. Minho simply rolled his eyes at the lack of care.
“Hwang Hyunjin of course.” Felix couldn’t get this guy out of his head and he’d just found out that he attended the same university as him. Felix still remembered how sophisticated and reserved he was from across the meeting table. How his feathery voice floated around the room. How Felix’s cheeks felt hot after their parents passingly joked about their boys dating. How he wished Hyunjin would have looked at him just once during the meeting.
“Oh you mean the guy that sleeps around a bunch?” Minho spoke, rather displeased. He had fully switched his focus to Felix instead of his and Jeongin’s project. Knowing Minho, Jeongin finished some last minute details before eventually closing the laptop. Minho went on with the conversation. “Why would you care about him?”
“He’s the guy I’ve been talking about for the past month.” Felix spoke in a hushed tone as he leaned in closer to the middle of the table. He didn’t like eavesdroppers.
“The guy from your mom’s business deal?” Jeongin was shocked, not quite believing his ears. He never considered a nice proper guy like Felix would go for the money-flaunting playboy type. Felix simply confirmed his thoughts with a nod as he positioned himself back into his seat.
“I thought you said that guy was boyfriend material.” Minho looked Felix up and down, almost like checking to make sure he was okay in the head. “Hyunjin is not boyfriend material. He’s barely even friend material.”
Seungmin finally pulled his nose out of his book just to nudge Minho’s side, silently telling him not to continue. “So, did you talk to him?” said Seungmin as he placed his book down. 
“Yes and no?” Felix let out an awkward laugh rubbing the back of his neck. “Listen, I tried, but I only ended up embarrassing myself.”
Jeongin glanced around the table making sure no one else had something to say first. “So, do you have a plan for how you’re going to win him over?”
“Honestly, I have no clue.” Felix frustratedly sighed as he laid his head on the table. The rest of the group looked around as if they all had the same idea.
Seungmin cleared his throat and put on a devilish smile. “Felix, it sounds like to me that you need a pick-me-up.”
Felix gave a knowing smirk back as he lifted up his credit card. “I could go for an escape.” The group broke out in cheer. Last time they went on an escape sponsored by Felix, they ended up in Paris. The group was more than happy to go on another adventure rather than staying stuck on campus studying.
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They visited several luxury brand stores, picking out a light blue and white striped sweater they collectively agreed was made for Jeongin. Of course Jeongin adamantly tried to talk them out of it. However, the group eventually wore him down. Seungmin was still reassuring Jeongin about the sweater as Minho tried on a white pair of pants. Felix was wandering around the store glancing around to see if anything could catch his eyes.
He paused in front of some display cases taking a peak at the rings they had in stock. His eye caught on one ring in particular. It was gray mixed with white creating a marble like pattern. He couldn’t help but to think of Hyunjin. He searched the room making sure his friends were busy, so he could quietly purchase the item without being talked out of it by them. He asked the person to add in another of the same ring. It had always been a small dream for him to have matching rings with his significant other, and now he was one step closer.
He imagined how Hyunjin’s face would be upon receiving the ring. He wondered about how he could confess with the ring in hand asking Hyunjin to be his. His mind abruptly changed course thinking about worst case scenarios. Would Hyunjin see him as outdated for giving a gift for courting? Or worse, Hyunjin could think he was some sort of creep? He quickly had the person behind the counter box up the items before his thoughts could get any worse. He placed the bag in his backpack then met up with the rest of his friends. 
Minho sighed at Seungmin. “No, we are not going there.”
“Come on, it looks really fun,” Seungmin defended.
Felix turned to Jeongin. “What are they arguing about now?”
Jeongin seemed over the pair’s arguing as he explained the situation. “Seungmin wants to go to this yacht party, but it’s being hosted by Jisung so Minho doesn’t want to go.”
“I thought you guys were back together?” Felix questioned tilting his head to the side.
“We were until I saw his messages with Hyun– '' Minho got cut off with a slap to the stomach from Jeongin. Jeongin’s eyes motioned to Felix. Minho knew he shouldn’t mention the name. The whole reason why they were here was to help Felix forget about him for a bit. Minho glanced at Felix finishing his sentence, “with another guy.”
Seungmin huffed out, “Hyung people send hearts and talk like that to their friends all the time”.
“If I go to that party he’ll think I’m not mad anymore.”
Seungmin smirked. “Well, if you don’t go, I’ll tell him you’re not mad anymore.” Jeongin couldn’t help the gasp that escaped his lips. Seungmin had won the game and there was no way Minho could change the tides. It was the perfect checkmate.
“Fine, but I’ll just stand in the corner.” Seungmin gave a proud smile at finally beating Minho.
Felix cooed at Minho’s tiny defiance. “Awww. To make it up to you, how about I buy those pants?” Minho broke out into a smile as he headed back into the dressing room.
“Are we going then?” Jeongin asked.
“Yes, you heard him.” Seungmin nudged Felix. “and as long as we have Felix, we can get in anywhere”.
Felix playfully rolled his eyes. “Wow, I love you too.”
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“You’re not on the list.” The buff bouncer towered over the group standing in front of the velvet rope.
“Oh come on.” Seungmin pouted.
“Well I guess we can’t get in, oh well.” Minho shrugged, walking away from the entrance. Felix grabbed his arm pulling him back.
“Well if I’m not on the list–” Felix turned to Minho. “Then you certainly are.”
“Name?” the unamused bodyguard asked.
“Lee Minho,” answered Jeongin. Minho clicked his tongue at his friends for giving out his information so easily.
The bodyguard seemed to pause for a moment, recognizing the name. “ID?”
“Here.” Seungmin gave the ID he’d taken from the older’s back pocket.
Minho narrowed his eyes. “Are you guys for real?” 
“As real as it gets,” Felix joked, turning his attention back to the guard.
The bodyguard offered Minho back his ID. Minho harshly grabbed it, putting it back into his wallet, this time opting to keep the wallet in a front pocket instead. The guard moved to the side, letting the crew head into the party. Seungmin seemed thrilled to finally be let in, dragging Jeongin and Felix inside as well. However, the bodyguard placed his hand in front of Minho, not letting him pass. The group turned around to see what the problem was.
The bodyguard spoke. “Boss wants to see you.”
“Well I don’t want to see him.” Minho turned his head away.
“He’s expecting you.”
“Expecting me?” Minho raised an eyebrow.
Seeing Minho’s confusion, Seungmin let out a small laugh. “Sorry Hyung, but he offered me the camera I’ve been looking at for the past month.”
“You traded me for a camera!” Minho attempted to lunge at the man, but was stopped by the guard. Who then radioed something inaudible over his walkie talkie. Seungmin, seeing he was free from being attacked, took Felix’s hand and ran away deeper into the crowd of the party.
Jeongin spoke to Minho before joining the rest of the group. “Listen, it's really dumb to stay mad at him. I hope you guys make up by the end of the day.“ 
“Did you know about this too?” Minho yelled. He never got his answer. Instead two more bodyguards showed up. Minho knew the drill and went with them willingly. Last time, he opted to dive into the water rather than deal with Jisung but running away wasn’t something worth dirtying his new white pants for. 
The rest of the group didn’t really know too many people at the party. Normally Minho would keep his boyfriend to himself, so even though the group hung out through trips and outings they never really met Jisung or his friends. Minho would always claim that Jisung’s friends were annoying anyways so there was no point. They honestly wondered how the two lasted as long as they had. Even though they were on again off again they were only ever really off for a day or two, so the group felt like it didn’t really count as being broken up. Seungmin might not understand their relationship, but he was glad to get a free camera from it.
The boys decided to dance around for a bit, having a blast simply enjoying the blaring music and the pulsing lights. They had a couple of drinks in them, but not enough to be considered drunk. After all, this was far from their first party. Memories of Jeongin’s first drink passed through Felix’s mind. He still remembered how the boy ran to the sink thinking he was going to throw up. 
“I hear they’re playing beer pong down stairs. I wanna join,” Jeongin yelled over the music, begging Seungmin while pulling on his arm. “Please. I know we’ll make the best team.” It came from some truth as they had won at parties prior. Seungmin gave a simple nod and then was dragged away by the younger. Felix gave them a light wave goodbye before continuing to dance, solo this time. 
After a while, he placed his hand on his throat feeling like it was getting quite dry. He searched for where the non-alcoholic drinks were, hoping some plain water would help clear up his throat. His eyes finally found a small table next to some stairs leading upwards. It held snacks and what Felix hoped was some bottled water.
Felix made his way to the table. He was on the hunt as he looked through the items, finally spotting the water in tiny glass bottles. He reached to grab it, ready to down it, but a voice spoke up before he could enjoy his drink. 
“I never took you for a vodka type of guy.” A man spoke from the steps.
“Huh?” Felix was confused by what the guy was talking about and also who he was. When he turned to face him his eyes widened with recognition. It was Hyunjin.
Hyunjin attempted to clear the confusion. “The drink you’re holding? You do know that’s vodka, right?”
Felix glanced down at the drink in his hand before politely setting it down. “Oh no I didn't know. I was just looking for some water.” He tried to give a reassuring smile, but feared it looked more awkward than anything else.
“Are you staying sober because you're the designated driver for your group?”
“How did you know–” Felix shook off the thought. “I’m not. We’ve got a different driver.” Hyunjin raised his eyebrows. Felix giggled. “We were just going to call a Substitute Driver.”
Hyunjin lit up with understanding. “Ah, well that’s good then.”
“Oh, and why is that?” Felix smirked. 
Hyunjin seemed to be a little taken back at Felix’s bold question, but then once again regained his composure. “It means I can have you all to myself tonight.”
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“Shit,” Felix thought. “Was this really happening? Once Hyunjin was a man who couldn’t even look at me, now he has me against my bedroom wall.” Needless to say, Felix was on cloud nine. He could feel Hyunjin’s hot breath as Hyunjin’s lips worked around his neck. His hands lightly picked at Felix’s shirt. Felix could tell by the action that Hyunjin wanted the shirt off. Felix obliged by unbuttoning the top buttons of his shirt, halting when Hyunjin’s lips moved to his collarbone.
A sharp inhale came from Felix as Hyunjin lightly bit his collarbone. This wasn’t Felix’s first time doing things. However, it was his first time having sex with someone he barely knew. Yet he was so enthralled with the person in front of him. When he looked in Hyunjin’s eyes he felt like they were on the same page, that Hyunjin felt the same lust he did. Fantasizing about this moment was one thing, but reality was turning out to be much better.
Felix separated from Hyunjin for a moment only to tug his hand leading him to the bed. “I hope you don’t mind staying at my place.” Felix could be silly at times, but he wasn’t stupid. He knew the other boy had a habit of sleeping around, that’s why Felix had asked him to come to his place. To stay in his bed. He hoped maybe being in a different location would set him apart from the others. That he could make it special for him. After all Hyunjin’s eyes seemed so full of want when he was looking at him. Maybe a change of setting would show Hyunjin that he was different from the rest.
Hyunjin simply replied with, “sounds good. I sleep over at other people’s places all the time.” Swing and miss. Felix had struck out. He was just like the others. Felix’s gloom must have shown on his face for Hyunjin turned towards him. “If you’re not okay with this, we don’t have to do anything. If you just want to talk I’m down for that as well.”
“No! No. I want this.” Felix desperately wanted this, although he preferred it under different circumstances. It would be better if he had gotten to know the man a little more. However, he wasn’t going to let a chance like this pass him by. A chance to go wild for once and have sex with someone he barely knew. While it didn't sound like him, college was a place for figuring out one’s self, so what was wrong with him doing the same? Was it really that wrong for him to want something that was so close?
Felix’s hand traveled to the back of Hyunjin's head, lightly gripping his hair. He pulled his head closer as he pressed their lips together. Butterflies swarmed around in his stomach. He opened his mouth, tasting the alcohol from Hyunjin’s tongue. It told him that he wasn’t the only one who had drank. Felix gripped Hyunjin’s hair tighter, not wanting him to run away. He wanted to hold onto this moment, for just a little bit longer. He worried if his grip loosened then Hyunjin would fall through. He’d be back to spending his nights alone in his cold room. He urgently needed a body to heat his bed tonight.
Hyunjin smirked at the pull of his hair. He had no idea such a sweet looking guy liked it rough. Hyunjin was more than down to play along. He placed his hand on Felix’s shoulder and lightly pushed him away, just to stare into his eyes. Felix couldn’t hold the shared gaze for long, eyes wandering around the other’s body. Even with that Hyunjin kept his eyes focused and concentrated on Felix’s, giving out a little smirk when their eyes met once again.
“How do you want me?” Hyunjin questioned. Felix could feel the routine in his actions. He could only wonder if Hyunjin had bad experiences that led to this becoming a default question. Maybe he asked it to add to the overall experience. Felix had never really thought about boundaries when it came to sex.
Felix was still uncertain how to answer the question when words seemed to tumble out of his mouth. “I just want you.” Immediately a deep blush spread across his face after the words left his lips. Hyunjin simply smiled looking down at him. Felix started stuttering. “I- I- I want…” He trailed off unsure of how to finish his sentence.
“If you don’t know what you want, that's okay too. We can just play it by ear. Tapping your finger three times will be our safe action. I’ll pull back and make sure to check on you when you do that. Do you think that’s a good action?” Felix gave a simple nod and Hyunjin gave a small smile at the cute gesture. ”For now let’s just take things slow and steady.” Hyunjin stared deeply into Felix’s eyes. Felix stared back hoping to communicate that he was more than ready. After Hyunjin got whatever answer he was looking for he continued his movements from earlier.
Leaning in he let his breath cascade over Felix’s exposed neck. The next sensation Felix detected was Hyunjin’s soft lips, then the tongue that eventually peeked through them. Felix’s breathing started to shorten. He was enthralled with the sensation. He didn’t believe it could get better, but Hyunjin proved him wrong when he dragged his finger over his nipple through the thin fabric of his shirt. 
That’s when Felix remembered he was wearing one. The material had roughly rubbed his nipples, but Felix wanted to feel Hyunjin’s delicate hands. He kept his neck exposed as he glanced down, noticing Hyunjin was also still fully clothed. Felix didn’t like that idea. He wished to see more of Hyunjin. All of Hyunjin. He reached for the bottom of Hyunjin’s shirt, pulling up. Hyunjin finally broke away from Felix’s neck to help lift the shirt over his head. Once the shirt was free, Felix took off his own.
Hyunjin halted, taking in Felix’s exposed upper body. His eyes seemed to be taking in every detail. Felix almost started to feel embarrassed from all the staring, when suddenly Hyunjin's eyes locked with his. His eyes seemed to ask, “Can I?” Felix wasn’t one to say no offen so he gave a nod. Hyunjin immediately let his tongue slide out of his mouth and onto Felix’s nipple. The sensation sent sparks through Felix’s body. Hyunjin’s tongue outlined the nipple then went straight over it. When he wasn’t using his tongue on the nipple he was using his mouth to suck on it. He traded in between the two as Felix had begun to dig his nails into Hyunjin’s shoulders at the feeling. 
Hyunjin’s hand played with the nipple he wasn’t sucking on, flicking and rubbing his knuckle on it. His other hand seemed to have gotten bored and he trailed along Felix’s stomach getting lower and lower, until it halted right at the top of Felix’s pants. His fingers traced the rim of the pants, ghosting along Felix’s skin, before moving away completely. Felix was saddened by the sudden loss, but the feeling soon got replaced as Hyunjin groped his dick from the outside of his pants. It was shocking and Felix let out a moan at the feeling, but quickly covered his mouth.
Hyunjin abruptly lifted his head up at the noise, pulling Felix’s hands away. “Don’t be afraid to make noise.” Hyunjin’s eyes scanned Felix’s face. “I think you sound really pretty.” Felix felt the remark pour over him filling him with desire. He desperately wanted to be noisy for Hyunjin’s approval. Hyunjin took the opportunity of their separation to take off his pants, getting up from the bed to do so. Felix, trying to follow suit, fumbled with his clunky belt that refused to become undone. 
Hyunjin must have heard his noises of struggle for he kneeled down on the floor in between Felix’s legs. Felix’s eyes widened at the sight. Hyunjin slipped the belt off with one swift motion, not losing eye contact with Felix. A speck of doubt fell into Felix’s mind. “How was that so easy for him to undo my belt?” He wondered how many times he had done that for someone else.
“Could you lift up your hips?”
“Oh right,” Felix gave a sheepish smile. “Sorry.”
“Are you okay?” Hyunjin asked as he stroked the side of Felix’s face. Felix leaned into the touch. It didn’t matter how many times Hyunjin had been in this situation before. He was in front of Felix ready to have sex with him. He chose to be with Felix in the moment, and Felix should respect that choice by staying in the moment as well. He shouldn’t be worried about Hyunjin’s past.
“Yeah I’m fine. My mind was just elsewhere for a moment, but I’m here now.”
“I’ll make sure to keep you here then.” There was a shuddering determination in the way Hyunjin spoke those words. He moved up the bed pushing Felix further onto it as well. Hyunjin hovered over Felix’s dick causing him to grip the sheets below him in anticipation. Hyunjin leaned in closer, placing a kiss on Felix’s pelvis sending chills throughout his body.
Hyunjin used his pointer finger to trace the outline of Felix’s dick. The sensation caused Felix’s breath to stutter for a brief moment, stopping completely when Hyunijn harshly gripped the base of his dick. Hyunjin was fascinated with the man 's reactions. There was so much more he could do to tease him with anticipation. However, when his eyes fell onto the man’s hands gripping the bed he let up a bit. He gave a light kiss on the tip to amend for his previous teasing.
Felix’s eyes rolled back when Hyunjin ran his tongue along the bottom side of Felix’s shaft. He held Felix’s dick circling his tongue around his tip. Felix sighed at the feeling, his toes curling with pleasure. Hyunjin expertly lowered his mouth on Felix’s member in one swift motion. Using his free hand, he pressed against Felix’s hole. Felix moaned at the pleasure of having the two areas be appreciated. Hyunjin began to bob his head up and down Felix’s dick as Felix’s knuckles started to turn white from gripping the sheets.
They stayed like that for a while, Hyunjin sucking him off as Felix’s moans got more frequent. Hyunjin pulled away after a particular loud moan came from Felix. Felix worried for a moment that he had been too much, but soon he felt a cool liquid sensation in his back entrance. Instead of simply teasing from the outside, for the first time, Hyunjin’s finger had finally entered him. He glanced down through his legs to see Hyunjin placing a condom on his dick with the hand that wasn’t in his ass. The sight undoubtedly sent Felix spiraling deeper into his sex filled mind. He let his head fall back onto the bed, closing his eyes, too focused on the feeling of being spread open by Hyunjin’s lubed fingers.
Hyunjin’s expert hands slowly added another finger to Felix’s hole. As Felix felt himself being stretched more and more he craned his neck backwards. Familiar lips landed back on Felix’s neck leaving open mouth kisses as Hyunjin stretched him wider and wider. Felix’s nails dug deep into Hyunjin’s back in an attempt to feel some stability. As Hyunjin pulled his fingers out of his ass, Felix couldn’t help but to whine at the loss. 
“Don’t worry pretty,” said Hyunjin lustily. He was right not to worry because the loss was soon replaced with Hyunjin’s member filling up Felix’s hole. The feeling of Hyunjin’s dick swarmed through his brain, as he perfectly filled him. Hyunjin stayed still, allowing Felix to adjust to his size. He gave light kisses around Felix’s chest as he waited. His hands were placed next to Felix’s sides. Hyunjin had affectedly caged him with his body, giving Felix reassurance. There was Hyunjin everywhere and Felix no longer wanted to live in a world without him.
Once Felix knew he could take more, he spoke. “You can move now.” He felt a little strange speaking the words out loud, but felt a rush of pleasure soon after. Once Hyunjin had registered the words he started pulling out just to ram back into him full force. Everytime he did so, Felix’s moans would grow, which only seemed to fuel Hyunjin more. The constant in and out repetition was mesmerizing. It had caused Felix to claw his fingers down Hyunjin’s back from the pure satisfaction it was giving him.
Hyunjin maneuvered Felix onto his knees with his hands on the bed. Now Hyunjin had a view of Felix’s muscular backside as he spread his ass wider trying to get Hyunjin deeper inside of himself. Felix gripped the sheet underneath him as Hyunjin hit new places. After hitting a particular spot, Felix let out a scream of pleasure arching his back. Hyunjin seemed to let out a small chuckle and then abused that spot. Felix started to see stars as the pace quickened faster and faster. 
Felix’s moans got louder and higher as he felt his climax approaching. He didn’t want to hold back or pretend anymore. He tightened up his hole as he came on his stomach and the bed. Felix’s arms gave out as Hyunjin continued thrusting into him. He quickened his pace to chase his own high, enjoying the new tightness of Felix’s hole.
Hyunjin came with a groan, finally releasing his load into Felix. They panted heavily. After a few more moments Hyunjin pulled out of Felix. A strange sense of voidness crept up on Felix at the loss of the other inside him. Hyunjin took off the condom, tying it up and throwing it into the bin nearby. Felix simply gazed at him through heavy eyelids. Hyunjin curled up next to him, resting his head on Felix’s chest, still attempting to catch his breath. Warmth seemed to bloom in Felix’s core at the action. This was the start of something beautiful. 
Hyunjin spoke out of breath. “That was amazing.” He looked up at Felix and smirked. “I’d love to do that again sometime.”
“Oh. Oh. This was a–” Hyunjin gave him a confused look. Felix let out a small laugh trying to cover up his mood. “Never mind.” He then plastered on the best smile he could muster as he turned to Hyunjin. “Yeah I’d love that!”
Hyunjin glanced down at Felix’s stomach. “Here let me get that.” Hyunjin abruptly headed towards the open bathroom door. After hearing him stumble around for a bit, Hyunjin returned with a damp washcloth. Felix sharply inhaled at the coolness of the cloth. “Sorry, is it cold?”
“It’s fine.” Felix turned his head to the side. He couldn’t look at the man in front of him any longer. Felix wished he could tell Hyunjin to stop. The cloth was too cold, but he kept quiet. Hyunjin didn’t know his feelings and Felix knew telling him now would only ruin the night.
The warmth from before had vanished and suddenly the whole bed seemed much colder than normal. Instead of being the start of their relationship as boyfriends it was the start of their relationship as hook up partners. Felix was just like everyone else. He felt stupid for thinking he could ever be more than that. His friends were right, Hyunjin was just a guy who hooked up with people. Yet when Hyunjin would call, Felix always came. That’s how it was and that’s what Felix fears it will always be.
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Felix shook off the memories. He wished it didn’t end with him always waking up alone. He was dazed in the bathroom feeling the water from the shower drip down his body. He has long given up crying or feeling upset about his situation. He was mostly just frustrated with himself. He was too weak to break it off, yet keeping things the way they were was only making him suffer more. He always felt like he was a spy or a liar, sleeping with Hyunjin under the false pretense of it being casual when it always meant the world to Felix. 
Felix let out a huff of his frustration. His worries on this subject had been contained to just him. It clogged up his head at times making him wish for some sort of release. He wanted to tell his friends about it, but found it too shameful. He had become stuck in the same story when Hyunjin had asked him to just be friends. “Afterall, friends with benefits are still a type of friends, right?” Felix shook his head at his lame excuse.
He exited the bathroom looking around his bedroom for his notes and books. He had a test coming up Friday that he needed to study for. He flipped on the light switch hoping it would help his search. However, his thoughts were broken when he heard a groan coming from his bed. “Could it be?” He wondered as he got closer.
It was Hyunjin lying peacefully in his bed. It was the first time Felix had ever seen him asleep. If he could wake up to this sight everyday, life would be worth living a little bit more. He got closer, admiring his eye lashes and the mole under his right eye. Finally Felix stopped at his lips. He wanted to kiss them so badly. They never kissed outside of sex. It was a boundary Felix never dared to cross. While the other layed there Felix could feel that the boundary was getting closer and closer as he leaned in. Was he really about to cross it?
The sheets moved as Hyunjin started to stir awake. Felix quickly leapt across the room getting as far away from the other as he could in such a short amount of time. Felix found his school bag as the perfect distraction and went back to searching for his notes. His back faced the bed as he searched intensely, pushing his thoughts from earlier away.
Hearing Hyunjin sit up, Felix decided to break the silent room. “You slept over here for the first time.”
Hyunjin spoke groggily out loud. “Did I?” 
Felix’s heart dropped at Hyunjin’s nonchalant attitude. This was such a big moment for Felix, but it was being torn down by Hyunjin not noticing him once again. Why did he get his hopes up that Hyunjin was being different or doing something special because it was him? Did he think that Hyunjin suddenly woke up and was ready to confess? Felix wondered if ending this relationship would be better than being in it.
Felix continued looking through his bag. He hoped Hyunjin still believed his focus was on the contents of the bag. In reality all his thoughts were on Hyunjin and their conversation. “Was there anything you needed?”
“Yeah, I had a question,” said Hyunjin. “I kinda need a date for my mom’s charity fundraiser, and I was wondering if you’d wanna go?”
Felix felt his heartbeat speed up, as he paused his searching. “Are you asking me to be your date?”
“Uh yeah, just ‘cause you also come from old money as well. My friends just don’t get this kind of thing.”
“Oh.” Felix was disappointed once again. “You’re asking me to be your fake date?”
Felix heard a muffled “Yeah,” come from his bed. Felix sighed, zipping up his bag deciding that his notes weren’t in there. “Is there a problem with that?”
Felix did his best to make his voice sound stable. “No, not at all.” He turned to his desk, spotting the notes he had been searching for. Of course it would be there, it was the simplest solution. Felix turned back to see Hyunjin typing on his phone. Maybe he should go for the simple option with this problem as well. Wasn’t it better to just end things plain and simple?
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⤷ Part 2
A/N: I hope you liked it! It was my first time writing smut so hopefully I didn't do too bad. As always helpful criticism is highly welcomed and thank you for reading!! <3
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gooeyscallywagg · 1 year
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my adhd holding a gun to my head: next fic
me, sobbing: but it’s 2:07 in the morning
my adhd, now cocking the gun: make it ABO
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queenofadarkworld · 8 months
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Thanks to Namjoon, Taehyung and Jungkook I couldn't continue writing both my crazy mind perspective about "Kiseki: Dear To Me - Episode 3" and the first chapter for my first fanfiction about Hyunlix "Wherever You Go". Thanks for that guys. 🫣😅
So I'm going to post some videos now, continue writing my perspective and then I will go back to my fanfiction. 🫣
Fighting! 💪🏻😅🫰🏻
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yoursizzy · 11 months
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HEAVEN IS NOT FIT TO HOUSE A LOVE LIKE YOU AND I
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Okay, so the Catholics got one thing right. The magic does come from The Devil. Depending on who will pick up your “call”. Felix unknowingly calls upon the king of Hell himself.
or: 5 scenes from when Felix and Hyunjin met on Earth and 1 scene where they meet in the afterlife
Hwang Hyunjin / Lee Felix
Teen And Up Audiences
1.8k words
AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/47732797
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theunknownofficial · 2 days
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Open Prompts (May 1st to June 30th 2024);
I will be accepting Fairytale Fanfic Prompts for the next two months! You can request any preexisting fairytale from around the world and feel free to add anything you want to be included in the story (different ending, dark couple instead of sweet, hybrid characters with ears and tails, babies/no babies, set before/after the story, etc.). You can comment here or message me! I will be using Draco x Hermione (Harry Potter), Steve x Bucky (Marvel), Hyunjin x Felix (Stray Kids), and Rey x Kylo/Ben (Star Wars). Every request I accept I will add the prompt to this list and eventually hyperlink the story as well! (Willing to do the same story more than once but not with the same couple).
Prompt Requests:
1. Dramione - Anastasia
2. Hyunlix - Red Riding Hood
3. Stucky - The Little Mermaid
4. Reylo - Cinderella
5. Hyunlix - The Three Little Pigs
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vparka · 2 months
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Mx. Sinister // Hyunlix fanfic
Hyunlix fanfiction. / Hwang Hyunjin x Lee Felix.
Rated: Explicit.
Length: Long fic, no exact number of words and chapters yet.
⚠️ Tags: MANIAC era, Obsession, Sasaeng-behaviour. Possesive behaviour, Idol! Lee Felix, Fanboy! Hwang Hyunjin. Smut // Different tags. Attempted kidnapping, Rich! Hyunjin. Daydreaming. Hyunjin being delulu (lol). Crack treated seriously. ETC.
AO3 Link: "Mx. Sinister" Click! // includes all tags to take in consideration.
Summary:
And there he was, the most perfect being on earth. The total definition of an angel, a deep and smooth voice that didn’t match his delicate and soft face features at all; a really pretty face, short and skinny body. He had long blond hair and was completely dressed in red. Now, Hyunjin wasn’t gay nor anything other than straight but the guy on TV… the dude was stunning; he had the cutest pair of lips and the brightest and happiest eyes he had ever seen, yet his expression was deadly serious. The idol immediately hypnotized Hyunjin with his siren-like voice. He looked dangerous, yet so enchanting. Totally breathtaking. Hyunjin’s breath hitched, his heart skipped a beat and his eyes widened in shock.
So this was L̶̡̡̺̪̟̮͙̳̱͙̃̐̾̕̕͘Ǫ̸̨̻̯͎̯̬̳̀̆̆͋̏́̃̄̇̃͘V̸̢̮͎̖̌̈̓E̵̤̠̳͕̖̙̞̞̻̻̙̒̿̈́̍̃́̔ at first sight.
____ Or. "How Hwang Hyunjin lost his head to an Idol."
Chapter 1 / ??
If someone told the Hwang Hyunjin from a year ago that he would be obsessing over a freaking male k-pop idol in his early twenties and spending money like crazy on said male idol’s group just for him , he would have laughed at their face… and probably given them a huge side eye.
Hwang Hyunjin wasn’t even gay- he wasn’t bisexual either, and he did like music, but he wasn’t a huge fan of pop nor was used to obsessing over an angelic boy with such a pretty face and a damn alluring voice, with an impossibly sweet personality. Yeah, Lee Felix was all of that… which Hyunjin couldn’t handle, at all. 
No, all of this was new for Hyunjin… If being already a year deep into this still was considered being new. He had always loved music, how could he not? it was always there for him, in the good and bad moments, but he never had lost his head over an artist.
Sure, he had casual merch, some hoodies and posters here and there from different artists he liked… but he hadn’t been the same since he had discovered Stray Kids thanks to his hairstylist, who had the TV on while she bleached Hyunjin’s hair at her salon on a boring Saturday morning some time ago: Hyunjin had been scrolling down his phone, liking a few IG posts from his friends and not minding the music until a deep voice had caught him off guard— a male voice. Even though he wasn’t a fan of k-pop, the voice had made him curious; guys with deep voices weren’t that usual, so he had looked up and ended up seeing the most perfect being on earth. An angel…
And his life had changed completely thanks to a video of a k-pop boy group dancing.
As Hyunjin continued scrolling down IG and liking some posts while he waited for the lady to do his hair, he couldn’t help himself and curiously looked up when he heard a deep voice rapping so smoothly, so confident: It was a deep and beautiful voice, not annoyingly raspy and over acted—  no, this one was natural and sexy… these were difficult to find. Usually dudes in the pop industry had a normal voice or a somewhat lower one, but not that smooth and seductive, dripping with so much confidence and flow… So, of course he wanted to see the dude, just out of pure curiosity. It wasn’t a bad voice at all and the song was actually catchy, it was a song that he could see himself actually adding to his own playlists. Hwang Hyunjin looked up at the TV as his hairstylist prepared the toner; he planned to go blond and had been wanting to since a few months ago.
And there he was, the most perfect being on earth. The total definition of an angel, a deep and smooth voice that didn’t match his delicate and soft face features at all; a really pretty face, short and skinny body. He had long blond hair and was completely dressed in red. Now, Hyunjin wasn’t gay nor anything other than straight but the guy on TV… the dude was stunning; he had the cutest pair of lips and the brightest and happiest eyes he had ever seen, yet his expression was deadly serious. The idol immediately hypnotized Hyunjin with his siren-like voice. He looked dangerous, yet so enchanting. Totally breathtaking .
Hyunjin’s breath hitched, his heart skipped a beat and his eyes widened in shock.
So this was L̶̡̡̺̪̟̮͙̳̱͙̃̐̾̕̕͘Ǫ̸̨̻̯͎̯̬̳̀̆̆͋̏́̃̄̇̃͘V̸̢̮͎̖̌̈̓E̵̤̠̳͕̖̙̞̞̻̻̙̒̿̈́̍̃́̔ at first sight.
He couldn’t help himself, he immediately asked his hairstylist without even looking at her, not fully processing what the idol was making him feel.
“Which group is this?” Hyunjin couldn’t keep his eyes off the screen. Angel smiled briefly and continued dancing with such a passion, his movements so fluid yet so calculated as another member of the group took the center and started singing, but Hyunjin’s eyes followed him. “ Who’s the blond dude with the deep voice?” 
“Uhn?” The lady turned around and raised her eyebrow at Hyunjin’s sudden interest in a k-pop group, he had been her client for years and even though he never complained about her playing k-pop, she knew that it wasn’t Hyunjin’s usual preferred genre. He seemed pretty engaged in the boy group's performance though, so she just decided to answer. Well, nothing bad about liking a song. “They’re called Stray Kids, are you talking about the rapper? His name is Felix. The song is Thunderous” ”
Felix.
A year since Hwang Hyunjin had met the love of his life , his soulmate. A year of investigating Lee Yongbok. Felix. His beautiful Yongbokkie. His dear Lixie. A year of following and constantly checking Felix’s social media, of downloading photos and videos of him, of watching every program that featured him; a year of using his personal black card to buy Stray Kids’ discography just for Felix and his merch…
A year since Hyunjin had started seeing the male body in another light because a certain man was making him feel things he hadn’t even experienced with women before… even when said man had never seen him before, didn’t know him and the chance of touching was less than zero. A year since Hyunjin started craving another male : to cuddle a tall figure, to caress a small waist and wider shoulders, to wanting to memorize those dazzling masculine curves with his fingers and mouth, to inhale that characteristic scent the other members of Stray Kids said that Felix possessed… all of that while Hyunjin heard Felix’s deep, sexy and strong voice, preferably close to his ear. Sometimes it wasn’t even sexual (though it wasn’t exactly a secret that Hyunjin had already dedicated one or two to Felix… or more like every masturbating session since he had known about the idol) but Hyunjin also wanted Felix’s softness and his cute personality. He wanted to hold his hand, kiss his cheek, eat his brownies… he wanted Lee Felix.
Hyunjin had never been a plushie kind of person, but now he had a special corner just for Bbokari with its own closet full of cute clothes, bought and some handmade by himself (these were simpler but made with love), he also had the binder things filled with Felix’s photocards, a lot of them were bought or traded from and with other Stays because he didn’t had enough luck to pull Felix’s photocards in every album- actually , it was rare for Hyunjin to pull a Felix photocard. His phone and computer had Felix as his wallpaper, he had keychains of Bbokari and Felix’s own face- and Hyunjin had the photocard of the Thunderous era on his phone case. He had a Bubble subscription that he paid every month for just to be in Felix’s chat, to receive texts and selfies from him. A couple of life sized cardboard cutouts of Felix (it was incredibly cute that the idol was shorter than Hyunjin!) one intact in his room and another hidden in his closet… for more personal uses.
Hyunjin had everything.
Nobody but him and the maids that cleaned the house knew about Hyunjin’s collection of the idol, or at least the extent of it.
Even though Hyunjin was a person of a small social circle (being an introvert kind of made it that way, but he didn’t mind it, it was actually quite comfy being on a small circle) he was quite popular in university thanks to his looks and family name— so the nosey people did noticed that his phone case had suddenly an idol photocard, but none had dared to say anything nasty to his face yet. Hyunjin preferred it that way, so what if his phone case and school bag suddenly had photocards of his love, despite being known for saying out loud that k-pop was for kids and obsessed girls a couple times? It was his business only. And apparently his friends’ because they thought it was fun to tease Hyunjin about his celebrity crush, though they never crossed a line of teasing too much or insulting Felix. 
Hyunjin also ran a big Felix dedicated fan account on twitter where he hyped the idol up and expressed his deep love for him on his freetime. His friends didn’t know about this one yet, and Hyunjin wasn’t planning on telling them either. It would actually embarrass him— he wasn’t ashamed of publicly loving Yongbokkie, but his romantic side was actually kind of embarrassing… and Hyunjin didn’t hid that side of him whenever he went on a rant or wrote paragraphs where he tagged Stray Kids’ official account, sending an endless sea of messages and hoping that Felix would read them.
It seemed that a lot of people in the fandom liked Felix too, because Hyunjin’s account was followed by so many people and they seemed to connect with Hyunjin’s yearning for the idol- too bad they didn’t love Yongbokkie just like him, he loved the Australian so much more and his love for him was more real than theirs combined . He was just better and Yongbokkie only deserved the best , so of course Hyunjin did his best to support the other man; writing to him and supporting him by buying albums and merch.
It had been a year. A busy and sad year because he still hadn’t seen Lee Felix in real life… because Hyunjin had entered the fandom when Stray Kids were on hiatus. Nobody knew where they exactly were, but the fandom was blessed with constant updates of the members every now and then; posts, selfies on different platforms and a few lives on IG.
He had been surviving on crumbs… but it was alright, not totally but it was okay— Felix seemed happy whenever he went Live, it was easy to notice that he seemed relaxed, the break erasing the angel’s eye dark circles.
Hyunjin was happy about the fact that his love was sleeping well, he totally deserved it after working so hard and Hyunjin always made sure to say it on a comment
Like right now.
yong.lixx LIVE
Felix was smiling, reading comments as he ate his dinner. He wasn’t wearing any makeup and was dressed in silky pajamas. Judging by his attire and the fact that he was eating dinner, Hyunjin could guess that Felix was currently in Korea, where? he didn’t know, but it made sense. Felix had also said that it was kinda late at the start of the transmission, 11pm, so it was probably going to be a short live… and Hyunjin had realized immediately that they were on the same time zone, so it just made sense, really . Even by his standards, he wasn’t that stalkey (right?) And it was such a nice coincidence, the older male could pretend that they were having a late dinner date at home right now; he was at home wearing his own expensive pajamas and had a pizza box beside him, ready to relax after a long, exhausting day of university and shopping.
There were rumors about Stray Kids making a comeback soon and Hyunjin had gone all the way to the biggest mall in Seoul after class to buy himself a professional camera. If the rumors were true, then it was better if he was prepared beforehand.
It wasn’t a secret that the Hwang family was disgustingly rich, one of the most influential and rich families in Seoul and him being an only child meant that there was more money for him- so of course Hyunjin planned to go to every event he could to meet Felix and take pictures and videos of him. To see Felix and capture every moment and breath of his, only for Hyunjin’s own enjoyment. He had to be prepared to capture his soulmate’s natural beauty and the exact moments where Felix would react to see his destined lover; Hyunjin - himself, of course, the one and only Hwang heir of a couple of renowned famous brands in Korea; his dad being the CEO of a tech company and his mother the owner of a popular fashion brand, himself being a great painter and only a year and a half to finish university with an already guaranteed excellent paying job— so it was pretty obvious that he could provide for the idol, unlike most people online that dared to say that Felix was their sunshine- he would take great care of the Australian whenever his dear Lixie decided to step away from his idol life, not having to worry about a single cent. He would have a big house, would eat only the most delicious foods and have Hyunjin by his side, loyal and always ready to protect him-
Hyunjin would take great care of Felix, they wouldn’t, couldn’t . Especially if Felix ended up being expensive, which Hyunjin could accept without any problem, his family had too much money anyway and he wasn’t one to usually spend money recklessly; he probably used like a five or ten percent of his total allowance and he did sold his paints for a good price, so what was better than spending it on his soulmate? Felix only deserved the best.
 The older male wished he could cuddle Felix and feed him right now, have Yongbokkie sitting on his lap looking at him with so much love and smiling at him , Felix’s cute lips open as Hyunjin would feed him a pretty, sweet pastry. Hyunjin would hold him with so much love, keeping him warm while he whispered sweet words to his angel as he kissed his cheek. It would be a nice, comfy dinner date between boyfriends- 
“Super shy, super shy…. “ Felix sang that damn song again as he took a bite of his dinner mindlessly, reading comments. It was probably the third live where he sang that cutesy song with his criminally deep voice and Hyunjin honestly couldn't take it anymore. His heart ached with so much yearning, Felix was killing him, he was just so damn sweet and Hyunjin’s heart could only take so much. Felix giggled softly, eyes quickly reading the flood of comments. “Sorry. “ the idol said as he smiled.
Felix had bleached his hair again and it looked really good on him, to be honest. His hair was tied up in a small ponytail, though there were some rebel strands of soft hair caressing his beautiful freckled cheeks. The idol definitely rocked blond hair, Hyunjin would have thought that it was his real color if he hadn’t seen Felix’s pre-debut photos before. His real color was pretty cute, too… but blond really made his skin glow, his freckles looking more prominent: it was a contrast of platinum blonde hair, lovely tanned skin and his brown pigmented freckles. 
He really looks good with everything, Hyunjin absently thought as he fixed his own red hair: he had dyed it a week ago, actually. He did look good with blond hair himself, but he just felt like going for a more risky look. He really hadn’t thought much about it, he had just felt like going bright red would be interesting… which had been kind of weird because he usually preferred not to stand out– people got too comfortable talking to him about uninteresting, shallow things or even trying to flirt. Apparently, he looked like a player… which he wasn’t, especially now that he had his eyes set on a special someone.
Once his bangs were out of his face (he wanted to be able to see Felix as much as he could) , Hyunjin took a bite of his own dinner and typed a quick comment, hoping that the idol would read it. 
||  hynjinnnn: you look so beautiful, Yongbokkie. I’m glad you’re looking more relaxed, you deserve the rest 🥰😘 ||
Short, but straight to the point. It usually wasn’t like this, he loved to write in deep detail just how lovely Felix looked and acted, how proud Hyunjin was of him, he would express his love and admiration. His usual messages were long and dedicated… and Felix never read those. It hurt .
Hyunjin smiled as he saw the younger male giggle again but felt dread inside, of course Felix didn’t read it either. As much as the idol tried to interact with every fan, Hyunjin never got lucky… and he hated it. It wasn’t Felix’s fault, but Hyunjin couldn’t help but feel like a kicked, jealous puppy. Here he was, the so-called Cold Prince and one of the most wanted people in his university, aching for the love of his life to notice him- to give him a crumb of attention.
Couldn’t Felix recognize Hyunjin’s username? He had a, he must admit, a pretty damn nice picture of himself as his profile picture- unlike the ninety-eight percent of the people commenting on the live’s chat who had cartoons or pictures of other idols as theirs, plus, Hyunjin never missed a Felix live. 
Some people on the chat already recognized him, here and on other platforms where he showed his support, why couldn’t Felix recognize him too? The older male wasn’t a narcissist in any way, he actually preferred to not think about himself because there were actual important things to think about instead… but he had to gain the idol’s attention in any way, what was better than dressing in expensive designer clothes and having his hair dyed bright red? People tended to recognize that kind of style more than Hyunjin’s usual black, casual clothes and dark hair… but apparently it wasn’t working correctly. He had gained more attention when he was outside and some other people in the fandom that followed him on IG and TikTok but they weren’t Felix, so it didn’t matter.
With a heavy sigh, Hyunjin grabbed his laptop and opened twitter, then he quickly typed;
|| JIN.IRET 🥐  / hynjinnnn ||
|| Yongbokkie is live and he looks so cute, UGH. I want to kiss his freckles so bad, he’s such an angel. I wish I could cuddle him right nowww ||
It was pretty tame compared to what he usually would write or express while he lost it on a TikTok video, but it expressed a little his need for the idol… and that was the magic of being online. While real-life Hyunjin would be blank-faced if you were face-to-face with him, not making a single expression outside his (usual, default) bored-looking one, and his words would be probably taken as sarcasm than actual lovesickness; online Hyunjin could express himself without shame, words and screams conveying much more emotion than his actual face in real life… plus, nobody really knew him. Nobody would know that he was out of character, even for himself, when he was free and in the mood to talk about Felix.
That was the pinning , whipped side of Hwang Hyunjin.
He had his moments where he was spontaneous and behaved crazily with his inner circle or even in videos, sure, but he usually was pretty calm and kept to himself, his control of his own impulses was alright— but being alone and free to express whatever was on his mind when it was about his Lixie?
He didn’t care about what other people thought about him, but it did feel… liberating. Why did Felix not give him a little attention, then? 
Hyunjin stared at his phone while the IG live was still playing. Felix was still eating and reading in silence, occasionally giggling and scrolling down comments. Feline-like eyes tracked every movement the idol did, he just couldn’t understand how someone could be so perfect, he wanted to sob.
This was pathetic already, but that was how it was… Felix had him completely enchanted.
“Felix, did you bleach your hair again? Can’t see your roots.” Felix read in English and Hyunjin bit his lower lip. Sounds so sexy… he thought, closing his eyes in despair as he bit aggressively a slice of pizza. This man was going to be the end of him. Felix smiled brightly and nodded slightly, showing off the work his hair stylist had done. “Yeah, I got my hair bleached two days ago, can you guess why?” He smiled cheekily and drank a sip from his soda.
That question provoked a whole sea of comments, people principally speculated about a possible comeback… and their theories could be true. Felix had been growing his hair but not retouching the roots during his whole break because he wanted to have healthy hair, the other members of Stray Kids had also started to post photos of Seoul… so all of them were in Korea. And it had been four months since they went on a break, so it wasn’t unlikely that they were preparing to hit the stages again. Hyunjin desperately wanted that to be true, it would be his opportunity to assist their events, concerts and fansigns to finally meet his sunshine, to wait for Felix at the airport if he went abroad for promotions… he could finally be near the Australian. He wanted that, badly.
“Oh, who are you?” Felix suddenly smiled widely, his eyes looking at something or someone behind the camera with complete attention. He looked happy… “What are you doing here?” He asked amicably, moving to a side to let the person who entered the room a space next to him. 
“Another member?” Hyunjin muttered to himself, slightly frowning, lips tight as he let the slice of pizza back on the box, his attention now focused on the intrusion of Felix’s live.
It wasn’t rare for the others to join someone else’s live, but this time Hyunjin felt annoyed. He was pretending to have a dinner date with Felix, why would the other members join the transmission this late? Plus, this action only feeded the comeback theories more, being together, weren’t comebacks supposed to be secret until official announcements? 
“Hi, this is Bangchan! “ the leader of the group announced his presence happily, sitting next to Felix and offering a bright smile to the camera. He was a handsome guy and had his charm, yes, but it still made Hyunjin feel annoyed and why was Bangchan side-hugging Felix now, so unashamedly? Skinship was pretty common between them, the fanservice was great and all… but why with Felix? “Uhm? ‘Chan, are the comeback rumors true?’ Uhmm, that’s a secret! Haha.”
Felix giggled as he looked at Bangchan’s contagious smile, they really seemed close. It was common knowledge in the fandom that they were like that, being both Australians and having a lot in common… the bond was expected. Hyunjin was cool with Bangchan, actually, but he really had wanted to pretend this was a date with Felix, it had been a while since the cute boy went Live.
Hyunjin sighed and grabbed his slice of pizza again. He was a pretty logical guy who preferred to think before assuming , but since the idol entered his life his brain cells tended to take a vacation whenever he saw him. Felix and Bangchan were close, like really close but not that close, right?  Inside himself Hyunjin knew that this thing he had for the blonde wasn’t totally normal, but he couldn’t help himself. This connection he had with Felix (even if the idol didn’t know yet) was stronger than any logic, than any common sense. They were destined, it was only normal for Hyunjin to worry about his love; about someone else touching his angel, breathing the same air as him so closely, even if they were friends of his. Hyunjin was allowed to be slightly jealous, right?
He continued watching the live, pink lips pouting and eyes focused on his freckled angel. 
He wished he could cuddle Felix right now, he looked so cute with his hair tied up, Hyunjin wanted to kiss those soft cheeks.
He let out a huge sigh.
Just a little more…
More…
Why did he choose this song, again?
Hyunjin tried to control his facial expressions, this take had to be the one… but his legs and arms were starting to get tired, he discreetly bit the inside of his cheek. 
He had been practicing the “Domino” choreography for a couple weeks now and had been wanting to film a TikTok video of him doing it even before he had started practicing it… but it was difficult, holy fuck. 
It wasn’t a joke that k-pop was catchy and that people usually ended up learning a dance or two because how would you want to listen to a pretty damn good song and not want to dance to it? he’d never been a sports or physical activity person, really, he was more of preferring to express himself with art, like painting or writing, for example. But Stray Kids’ music had made him want to actually learn how to dance– and that was what Hwang Hyunjin had been up to since the past month. He had started with the basics and was still learning them, but sometimes he wanted to dance to one of his favorite songs but holy shit , hitting the moves on time and with the same fluidity was difficult, how did Felix make it look so easy? Okay, it was the whole group but in his defense, Hyunjin only had eyes for the blonde. How did he move like a fish in the sea with all of these difficult moves? God, Felix was truly amazing.
As the song came to the end, Hyunjin exhaled deeply and walked towards his phone to stop recording. He had done it, he finally managed to get a take where he didn’t mess up and his fluidity was actually decent. He still had to polish some moves and get the technique right, but he was happy with the result. 
He had some hair pins on, thank god, because he had started to sweat half an hour ago with all the takes he had to do and wait, what was that notification on his screen?
Hyunjin’s eyes widened in shock, he quickly removed some sweat from his forehead with a quick move of his wrist and opened the tweet coming from Stray Kids’ official account.
“No fucking way.” He muttered in excitement, eyes quickly devouring the information on his screen. His heart started beating quicker and his fingers felt a little shaky. It was a comeback announcement, no way. There weren’t too many details but holy fuck, it was official now. “Wait—?” Hyunjin got distracted as he got a Bubble notification. He was subscribed to everyone’s Bubble but he knew that notification sound by heart now and who wrote like that, Felix!
Without any further thinking, Hyunjin tapped on the new notification. The Bubble app opened immediately and Hyunjin felt his breath stop for a moment, there was a selfie from Felix and a couple of short messages.
《《《《《 My hair is shorter now…
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Do you like it? ☺️ 》》》》》
Hyunjin loved it. Long or short, blond, black or brunette... he loved it in any way, any color, he loved Felix.
Hyunjin saved the selfie immediately and stared at it for what felt like a couple of seconds, but in reality it was a few minutes. He just couldn’t believe that someone so angelical like this existed; Felix’s hair was still blond, but it was super fluffy and indeed, shorter. His freckles weren’t that notorious in the picture, so Hyunjin figured out that Felix was wearing makeup. He didn’t like when the makeup artists tried to hide Felix’s precious freckles. Eyeliner looked so good on him, though…
And his clothes were pretty cool. Felix was always cool and cute; he looked absolutely adorable whenever he used those oversized knitted sweaters, though in this photo he was dressed in dark, shiny clothing. He kind of looked like he had been on a photoshoot, or maybe filming a music video (the older male hoped so). Was he? It was extremely convenient that they had just announced a comeback and Felix had uploaded a selfie of him all dolled up.
Hyunjin let himself lay down on the grass, not bothering to turn off the music coming through the connected Alexa device. He had been practicing in his backyard, near the large pool and below the ceiling that protected a medium-sized zone from the sun so he didn't have to worry about hurting his eyes with how bright the sun was shining. He still had to check the TikTok he just filmed and upload it, but this was more important. Was that selfie taken just right now? Hyunjin kept examining it, wanting to memorize every pixel on the screen, longing to run his long fingers through Felix’s fluffy hair.
Without realizing, he started daydreaming as he continued staring at the selfie.
Felix looked stunning, as always.
They were cuddling in one of the comfiest sof��s in Hyunjin’s house, Felix sitting on his lap, being face-to-face with one another. Felix would be hugging him, arms circling the older male’s neck.
Hyunjin could picture perfectly how the man’s cute cheeks would blush as Hyunjin caressed them softly; long fingers traveling from the Australian's forehead to his clavicles, the pads of Hyunjin’s fingers lovingly tracing with extreme carefulness Felix’s skin.
Those beautiful freckles would look so lovely, standing out as they rested on pink skin. 
Felix would smile so sweetly, dark eyes gazing timidly at Hyunjin’s own attentive and feline-like eyes. His pink lips would glisten with saliva; he’d been licking them, it was a habit when he was nervous. His perfect button nose would scrunch lightly as Hyunjin pinched Felix's bottom lip.
“Hyunjin…” The younger male would close his eyes in delight in response to all that attention, smiling cutely, feeling a bit shy. Nobody would l̴͔̬̗̯̰̊̅͠ơ̸̤̐̈v̷̢̰̹̦̣͋͗e̷̙̹̯͕̽̀͜  h̸̫̪̜̃̂̿į̴̘̱̫̿m̵̢͈͖͐ as much as Hwang Hyunjin did. “You’re staring…” Felix giggled. Then, his voice dropped a couple tones. “Am I that handsome, Hyunjin? Mm?” with his small hands, he conducted Hyunjin’s filthy, possessive, undeserving, selfish hands towards his hair. Immediately, he motioned with a small movement of his head that it was alright for Hyunjin to pet his hair, he was looking at the older male attentively. Felix was the embodiment of cuteness. “You wanted to touch it, didn’t you?”
He froze for a couple minutes at this sight until Felix started looking away, shyly. How could the Australian do this to him? looking awfully beautiful, then expect him to react and answer him right away?  he was only human.
Hyunjin’s heart skipped a few beats, his breathing quickened as he registered what his boyfriend had said — Lee Felix was looking at him?!?! and asking him to, to pet his hair?!?! 
Expectant eyes came back and stared deeply into his own feline eyes, that beautiful smile still intact, blush prominent on his cheeks. 
He couldn’t answer, his throat was closed and refused to listen to him. Was he allowed to… to touch this angel?
Oh, Hyunjin wanted to pinch those cheeks, that cute nose. He wanted to smile back, to caress Felix’s soft skin. To tell him he loved him. He wanted to touch his hair, he wanted to kiss those lips, he wanted to lick those perfect teeth, bite his nose, kiss every centimeter of his skin, get lost inhaling Felix’s shampoo, lick every strand of his hair, he wanted to wrap himself in Felix’s perfect existence, he w̵̖̙̿͑̓a̴̢̪̽̀n̵̜̭̒t̴̗̉e̷̪̥͎̞͋̉̽͠d̶͇͎̤͛̐̄͠
Hyunjin’s thoughts were interrupted by another Bubble message, but this time it wasn’t from the younger male. With a whine, he closed his eyes forcibly, frowning and he growled. For once he wanted Felix to be more like Bangchan, to fill his phone with tons of notifications, to roleplay with him (well, them. The Stays. Hyunjin wasn’t delusional to actually think that Felix sent those Bubble messages specifically to him… though he wished they were.)
Hyunjin licked his lips and opened his eyes, calmly looking at the sky. Well, nothing to do about it, and now that he had finished the “Domino” choreography he could focus on his assignment that was due for tomorrow… after he uploaded the video of the dance, and maybe another one of him venting about how lovely Felix looked in today’s selfie and the comeback announcement. He didn’t care anymore that people saw his face online when he was going into a rant about how much he loved the idol; a lot of people actually agreed with what he said anyway, and commented that Hyunjin was actually kinda cute. It was a miracle that his friends still hadn’t found out about his TikTok account with how active he was there.
Still, it didn’t matter. Hyunjin wasn’t ashamed of loving Lee Felix with all his heart.
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m111nho · 5 months
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"Hyunjin,stop." Felix said while the other was seconds away from entering him.
The person behind him stilled.
"Don't you want to continue? Is everything okay? Did I hurt you? " Hyunjin rambled.
"It's not that... I'm sorry, I lied to you... The date went well and we sort of...became a thing. " The smaller man said under his breath.
"What."
"I'm sorry. "
"You mean, you're dating my best friend. You're dating Seungmin? "
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dadddybangtan · 1 year
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Suck Torture | Interlude: Taehyun
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a.n… this chapter kicks off the next act of the story. if you thought the first half was complicated, it only gets more complicated from here. a slue of new tags will be added that i didn’t intend when i first started writing this three months ago. but i couldn’t be happier with where this story is going. please enjoy <3
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Taehyun heard the lock on the door creek open at about two a.m. Beomgyu was home from his meeting with Hyunjin. He sprung out of bed to greet him, but he was met with an expressionless, emotionless human. On contact, he started to worry.
"How did it go?" Taehyun asked softly, careful not to provoke any negative reactions.
"Fine. He wants me to present a proposal with him or whatever."
His head hung low in his chest. Something was bothering him, something else. Taehyun knew that.
"Nothing tried to hurt you on the way back, right?"
"No." Said Beomgyu.
But he's lied about that before. There was nothing stopping him from lying about it again.
He silently made his way to Taehyun's room and he followed. He wasn't used to seeing Kai's bed so empty. Even so, Beomgyu didn't take advantage of that. He sat on Taehyun's bed.
"It was a vampire-demon hybrid that killed Kai," He started, "What's worse is that he didn't even remember it. It was instinctual."
"How is that worse?"
"Because I can't be mad at him. I just feel bad. The kid broke down crying and apologizing. For something he doesn't even remember doing."
"I see." Taehyun tried to understand.
"I feel worse for Hyunjin. He's stuck having to fix it all."
Beomgyu looked up at Kai's lone bed. He looked at the plushies that encompassed most of it.
"Why did it have to be him," He cried, "He was innocent. He was so fucking innocent."
That last word was muffled in Taehyun's chest. He cradled the floppy haired man. He questioned how Beomgyu, someone who's only known Kai for a few weeks, could feel so deeply about his passing. That was the thing about Kai, if they knew him, they loved him. His innocence and purity was so rare that people remembered him.
Taehyun also noted how empathetic Beomgyu was. How his anger dissolved after seeing the other side. How he pitied the monsters who killed their friend. His brain was wired in a way that thinks about everything. It seemed exhausting even from the outside looking in.
"Do you wanna sleep with me again tonight?"
Beomgyu shook his head, still buried in Taehyun. He didn't believe him until he said, "I don't wanna wake up and see his empty bed."
"It's empty, Beomgyu. That's how it is now." Taehyun was blunt because he knew sugar coating would only make Beomgyu feel worse.
"How are you so cool about this?" Beomgyu asked as he lifted his head up and wiped his tears.
"Because I have to be. Even though it hurts like hell, I can't let it show."
But Taehyun knew he could let that show if he wanted to. Yeonjun and Soobin weren't going to judge him for showing a little bit of weakness. Beomgyu wouldn't dare to either. He couldn't trust himself to be strong enough to show weakness.
Beomgyu slid into the sheets, moving closest to the wall so Taehyun wouldn't have to crawl over him to get to his workout. Taehyun reached over and pet his head.
"One day you'll get tired of being cool."
"I won't." He told himself more than Beomgyu.
"You will, and I'll be here for you when you do," He said, "I'll hold you and pet you. I'll be right here."
Taehyun huffed under his breath in disbelief. He saw himself as strong and cold. He took life as it came. Beomgyu didn't know him long enough to make an inference like that.
"Taehyun, do you think Kai would forgive someone who didn't mean to kill him?"
He huffed at that too. Until he looked at the little black eyes in the plushies on Kai's bed. Those eyes looked soulless to him but they meant everything to Kai. Then his heart started to ache. And the tears started to fall.
"He would." Taehyun whispered, letting out a shaky breath and falling into Beomgyu's chest.
As Beomgyu said, he was there. He held him safely in his arms as he sobbed. He kept him steady as his cries hiccuped throughout his small body. The tears soaked through his shirt, but he didn't care. He was there for him like he promised.
The next morning, as usual, Taehyun was up early for his workout. He ran down the stairwell of the apartment building as a warmup and down the street to the local gym. He had his earbuds in, blasting his fifteen-hour playlist on shuffle.
Going in to the gym, he went straight to the treadmill. He started off with a walk that gradually grew into a jog. He paced himself well and breathed accordingly.
He felt a presence on the treadmill next to him and glanced over a bit without breaking his focus too much. He faintly heard a few words spoken outside of his music, so he took out the earbud closest to the other.
"Oh sweet, I didn't know you gym here, bro. We could've been gym buddies."
When he looked over again, he saw who it was. Chan was his classmate last semester in music theory. In school, he dressed modestly, but at the gym he showed off a lot more skin. It made Taehyun question why he was grinding at the gym to begin with. He's ripped.
"I guess." He muttered, beginning to put his earbud back in.
"Hey, you like parties?"
"Sure?" He wasn't in the mood to talk.
"I'm throwing a new year's party, you should come, bring a friend."
"What about curfew?"
"Eh, that's only for public places. Can't put a curfew on my house, bro."
Just then, Taehyun noticed the speed on Chan's treadmill. He was pushing twenty miles an hour, about twelve more miles than Taehyun. He was insanely fast while still being able to hold a casual conversation. He wasn't even breaking a sweat. Can a treadmill even run that fast?
"Right. Well," Taehyun panted, "Just text me the address or whatever."
Completely unfocused, he stopped the machine and hopped off. Suddenly, he didn't feel like finishing his workout.
Instead he went for a walk, earbuds in and strolling along the city streets. Until he spotted a familiar silhouette across the street. He was the only one wearing all black, so it could be one person; Hyunjin.
He watched him slip into the library that Beomgyu worked at. He quickly jogged across the mildly empty street and followed him in discreetly, pulling the collar of his jacket over his mouth and keeping his head low. He watched Hyunjin from the corner of his eye.
He watched his careful and curated walk as he strutted the same aisle he and Beomgyu scaled the night before. It seemed like he was trying to find the empty space in which the book they grabbed was. Then Hyunjin's pale hand reached into his jacket and pulled out the small book. He snuck it back into the slot without any bookkeepers noticing.
The only one who noticed was Taehyun. That's probably why Hyunjin looked over his shoulder and made direct, daring eye contact with him. Taehyun shivered. The vampire slowly made his way to the man and Taehyun removed an earbud in case he decided to speak.
"Can we talk?"
He only nodded.
Hyunjin gestured toward the door and Taehyun walked after him.
"I'm sure you're wondering what I want. Or why I'd want to talk to you," Hyunjin clearly read his mind, "Especially after I shut you out last night."
"Yeah..."
"Firstly, I want to apologize. There's a lot going on with my family right now and we're trying to minimize the amount of people who know our situation. I was cold to you in favor of Beomgyu and I'm sorry." His voice was calm and mature. It was obvious that he was centuries older than Taehyun and his friends.
"It's okay, I get it."
"Secondly, I wanted to ask if Beomgyu was okay. I was too wrapped up in all this drama that I forgot to make sure Beomgyu got home safely so late at night."
"He's fine."
"Thirdly, are you okay," He asked sincerely, "Surely things have been hard since the loss of your friend."
Don't you mean the murder that happened to be strictly instinctual?
"So you're aware that it was instinctual as I am aware that it was a murder," He answered in a full mumble, "Excuse me for trying to censor those trigger words in public. I'm not exactly safe to be out right now."
"Look, I accept your apology and thanks for checking on Beomgyu but I don't see why you'd need to ask how I'm doing. We aren't friends and we aren't going to be."
"Beomgyu trusts you and you care a lot about him, right," Taehyun nodded, "Then you should know that a vampire is planning to kill him."
"What?" His heart sank.
"He's obsessive, jealous... He's just trying to make certain that I'll never see him again," He said, "I'll do my best to prevent it, but you see him more than I do."
Taehyun took in a sharp breath. He couldn't believe what was being said to him. First it was Kai, then Beomgyu was being threatened too. There was nothing he could do to save Kai. He was afraid that there was nothing he could do to save Beomgyu either.
"I- I can't fight a vampire. I'm only a man," Taehyun panicked, "Why can't you just kill him first."
Hyunjin sighed, cocking an eyebrow at the seemingly simple solution.
"That would only complicate things."
"So we have no choice but to sit and wait for him to pounce? I'm not doing that."
"Fine. I'll try to spend as much time with him as I can. That way I can keep my eye on him and away from Beomgyu. You do the same, make sure he doesn't go anywhere alone."
Hyunjin opened the door to a breakfast shop they were passing. He silently told Taehyun to come in as well. He glanced over the menu aimlessly.
"What does Beomgyu like?"
"Oh, um, a breakfast sandwich would be good for him. Proteins, carbs."
Hyunjin approached the counter.
"One breakfast sandwich, please," He said before looking over at Taehyun, "And a breakfast burrito, extra meat."
"Is that all?" The cashier asked, leading Hyunjin to nod.
He swiped his card effortlessly, But Taehyun was still in shock. He looked up at Hyunjin's lifelessly pale face, imagined how cold his skin was. And he questioned how someone so cold could have such a warm heart.
He cared about Beomgyu, maybe even a little more than Taehyun. He cared for his family, protecting their privacy. And, surprisingly, he cared for Taehyun.
People cared about Taehyun like his roommates, Soobin, Yeonjun, Kai, and Beomgyu. But with Taehyun's persona being so isolated and withdrawn, it was hard for them to show it. There was a wall that made it even harder for him to feel it.
There was something in the way Hyunjin so easily penetrated through that wall without breaking the person behind it. Sure, it was with the help of his vampiric powers, but Taehyun didn't care. Hyunjin saw him in a way that no one else could.
Before they knew it, their order was ready. Hyunjin retrieved it and handed it off to Taehyun.
"Take this home to him, okay? Make sure he eats well."
"Thank you."
Hyunjin gave him a gentle smile before bidding him goodbye and leaving the shop. Taehyun wanted to say more, but he couldn't. There were no words left.
He was happy to see Beomgyu sleeping in comfortably in his bed. He didn't care that he pitched in a good amount of money for that pull out couch in the living room, Beomgyu looked better there.
"Beomgyu," Taehyun said softly, sitting on the bed, "Wake up."
"Hm?" He hummed as he slowly opened his groggy eyes.
"Got you breakfast."
A kind, full smile graced his face, filling Taehyun's stomach with butterflies.
"You didn't have to do that. There's stuff here."
"I know," Taehyun chuckled, "I got something too, so it's okay. We can eat together."
He sat up in bed to match Taehyun. Once he was stable, Taehyun pulled him in for a hug. He nuzzled his nose in his bed head, taking in the comforting woody scent. He held him so tightly, almost trembling.
He wondered what he would say if he knew Hyunjin bought that breakfast for him. Taehyun was completely unaware of Hyunjin's presence in Beomgyu's life. All he knew was that they're close enough to make another jealous.
However, Taehyun wasn't jealous. He only saw the ways that Beomgyu and Hyunjin were more compatible. They were both empathetic and expressive, a lot more than him.
"Thank you, Tae."
But he should be thanking Hyunjin, not me.
And with that, Taehyun became afraid of two things: losing Beomgyu to an early, painful death and losing Beomgyu to Hyunjin.
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