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its so real to me
#star trek#disco elysium#my art#i cannot escape#RELEASE ME#star trek tos#leonard mccoy#james t kirk#spock#harry du bois#kim kitsuragi#jean vicquemare
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#i cannot escape#heartbreak#tw depressing stuff#depressing shit#sadcore#depressing quotes#and heartbreak image#depressing life#sad thoughts#im crying#sad quotes#they always leave#i dont want this#i dont want to be alone#i dont want to feel anymore#im sad and tired#im sad now#im cryin#sadnees#sadgirl#sad hours#sadsunday#sad aesthetic#i'm sad#i feel empty#i feel like shit#i feel so bad#i feel so stupid#lord help me#i need hugs
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"if you're lonely, come be lonely with me."
more solavellan brainrot doodles from my solavellan hell playlist
song: this side of paradise (coyote theory)
#solavellan#solas#dai#dragon age inquisition#solas dragon age#solavellan hell#da#as you can see#i cannot escape#i also cannot draw hands#camieoux art
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Me core
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Around two weeks ago, I decided to draw every single Lifesteal SMP member. Yesterday I finished it!! :D So happy with all the designs ive come up with for this group of block people that live RENT FREE in my head.
#my art#lifesteal smp#lifesteal#mcyt#lifesteal fanart#god fuck do i tag it in EVERYONE's TAGS???#Anyways these were so fun to draw :D#this is what critical hyperfixation does to a mf btw.#i cannot escape#also my sister said they look like a pride flag lineup so ya#rainbow crew HAHAHAHAH
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I would like to put forth my idea for how I would like Eddie's coming out and feelings confession for Buck to go. I am a little torn on whether I want the feelings confession/Buddie getting together to happen this season— only because I worry we'll get it at the very end and miss out on early relationship development between them in a time skip for S9. I think I'd be fine with it eventually if that's what we end up getting bc Buddie being canon at all is important to me, but I would hate to not see how they handle everything after they get together. Regardless, I would love to see them do this:
I want Eddie to get his gay realization and/or acceptance and feelings realization while in El Paso. I want Eddie and Chris to come back home to LA after figuring everything out, and I want Eddie to eventually have that one-on-one coming out conversation with Buck like they did in S7. I want Buck to be visibly shaken by this information, internally having the biggest freak-out of his life because holy shit Eddie isn't straight before he composes himself. Because this moment isn't about him, it's about Eddie. He apologizes for his reaction— because of course Eddie noticed and seemed to have a brief moment of panic himself— and reassures him that he was just surprised. Maybe Buck asks him what happened in El Paso to make him realize or Eddie himself offers up that information. Maybe he met or befriended someone while he was in Texas and they got to talking one night about their relationships. Maybe this person is gay, and, like Eddie, had repressed their sexuality for a long, long time before realizing that they had fallen in love with their best friend (and maybe Eddie leaves this little detail out because in the process of talking through this persons' relationship with their friend, Eddie realizes just how similar it is to his and Buck's relationship and he isn't ready to share that). He tells Buck about how the conversation got him thinking about his past relationships with women and why they never seemed to work out. By the end of it, he realized it was because he didn't really want to be with women at all. Maybe he even realized he had a close friend as a kid, a boy, who his feelings for went beyond platonic. Buck's response to this is one of support, because of course it is. He hugs Eddie, thanks him for telling him, and reassures him that this didn't change anything between them, just as Eddie had when Buck told him about Tommy. And maybe Eddie leaves it at that. He doesn't say anything to the contrary, no matter how much he wants to tell Buck that he does want their relationship to change, because he still doesn't feel worthy enough to have what he wants.
And so begins the most awkward, adorable, hilarious series of events where these two oblivious dorks dance around their mutual feelings for each other, assuming that they are unrequited while we the audience and all their friends and family know that that's not the case. They'll stumble over their words and stare at each other longingly when the other isn't looking. Maybe there will be moments of jealousy when the other gets hit on by someone they know the other could he interested in. Maybe a guy flirts with Eddie and Buck does that thing where he tries so desperately to get all of Eddie's attention back on him. Maybe there will be moments here and there where one of them will attempt to confess their feelings, only to be interrupted before they can get the words out. Or they go into the conversation with shaky confidence only to completely change the subject when they realize they can't say it.
Eventually, one of their friends or family members intervenes because someone has to. The two of them are getting absolutely nowhere because they are too afraid to cross the line. I would love it if Maddie was the one to approach the conversation with Eddie. Mostly because I need more interactions between the two, but also because I think it makes the most sense for what Maddie would do in the situation. Sure, Buck is her brother, but she knows well enough after their previous conversations about Eddie that there is a very slim chance she can convince him to make the first move. I also just want Eddie to be the one to make the first move, period. For him to finally get to a place where he feels worthy enough to choose what he wants, and he does. And maybe that's the crux of his conversation with Maddie. That he doesn't feel worthy of Buck. And Maddie reassures him that that isn't the case. She tells him about how she used to feel the same way when she ran away from her family. How unworthy she felt for so long to be a mother and a wife after the bathtub incident with Jee-Yun. How scared she was to make a mistake that would ruin everything. But eventually, she pushed through it, despite the fear, and came out on the other side so much happier. And Eddie can do the same. His past mistakes do not define him if he doesn't let them. She's seen how much the two of them matter to each other, how they make each other better people. She's also seen how miserable they can be when they are apart. So she tells him to think about it, encouraging him to face his fears and push through them for a chance at the life that he wants, one full of joy.
And he does think about it, over and over again, but maybe it still takes him a bit before he's ready. Maybe he even tries to plan out the perfect love confession once he gets there. And maybe all of that goes completely out the window one night when it's just the two of them sitting side by side on the couch in their apartment (omg please let them be roommates once Eddie and Chris come back). There's a moment while they're talking where their eyes meet. Then a pause in the conversation as they look into each other's eyes. And this is the moment where the dam breaks. Eddie tells Buck that he loves him. He's loved him for a very long time, longer than he probably even realizes. That he couldn't stop thinking about him while he was away in El Paso. How scared he has been to tell him since he realized, especially once he and Chris came back home. And maybe he just starts rambling at this point because he's being very vulnerable in this moment and he's not used to that and once he starts he can't stop himself. And Buck is waiting patiently for him to stop talking so he can say what he needs to say, but at a certain point, he realizes Eddie isn't going to and takes matters into his own hands. He kisses Eddie. And it's not a great first kiss. It's not really meant to be, just a pressing of lips together long enough to get Eddie to shut up for a second so that when Buck pulls away he can tell him, "I love you, too". They look at each other for a moment and smile before leaning in again for a second kiss. And it's perfect. They'll eventually need to talk more about where they go from here. How and when they'll tell Chris, the 118, and the rest of their families. But for right now, it's just them sharing their first intimate moment as a couple, putting aside all of their fears and worries for as long as they can to make this moment last.
#buddie#911#911 abc#evan buckley#eddie diaz#911 thoughts#this fandom is a prison#i cannot escape#just let them be happy#make them kiss#on the couch preferably#gay eddie diaz#give me gay eddie and my life is yours
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It's a bird! It's a plane! It's another intentionally suggestive Hotch x gn!reader scene!
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“Oh my god,” Aaron groans, voice muffled by the pillow his face is pressed into. “Don’t stop, baby, please.”
You bend at the waist to kiss the spot just behind his ear and murmur, “Yeah? Feels good?”
“That feels fucking incredible,” he affirms with another groan that reverberates through your body from the point where your hips meet. “What are you even doing back there?”
With a giggle, you mold your hands down his muscular back and explain, “It’s called petrissage, love. Part of my spa day was learning how to give a proper massage.”
“Emily got you that gift certificate for your birthday, right?”
“Mhm,” you hum, your fingers now trailing along the taut cords of muscle that make up his shoulders, the tension practically melting away beneath your touch.
“Remind me to give her a raise.”
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AH tags 🖤 @gothwifehotchner @iyv-ray24 @mrs-ssa-hotch
#it's giving “remind me to have her drug tested”#so what had happened was#we had massage rounds today for integrative med#and this is all i could think about#i cannot escape#he lives rent free in my brain#this should have stayed in my drafts#but also#kind of want to turn this into a full fic with smut?#perhaps?#aaron hotchner#aaron hotchner imagine#aaron hotchner fic#aaron hotchner x reader#aaron hotchner x gender neutral reader#aaron hotch x reader#aaron hotchner x gn!reader#criminal minds imagine#aaron hotchner fanfiction#aaron hotch hotchner#aaron hotch imagine#aaron hotch fanfiction#hotch x reader#hotch x gender neutral reader#hotch x gn!reader#criminal minds
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friend: hey write caleb smearing blood on mc's face then kissing them or licking it off
me: i need you to give me like 20 seconds not to lie down and scream
It's here btw...
#wonder babbles#i actually am not handling this well at all#i want this boy to be so fucked up you don't understand#lies down i want him to hold mc's hand and almost crack the bones#i want all of his affection so tinged with violence#i need it SO badly#god i thought i was finally not frothing at the mouth for a villain but no#i'm back in the fucking building again#i cannot escape#i am never leaving#i will always find the worst men and heart eye at them#sylus was a BREAK from usual programming#i want that metal hand around mc's throat as he steals their breathe in 2 ways#i want it to creak with the force#I;'M GOOD I'M FINE NO ONE TOUCH ME#i am actually so not ok with the descent into madness#hduyhdsuhadu this is NOT SITTING WELL WITH ME#i ASKED FOR IT AND NOW I CAN'T HANDLE IT
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me when i’m a lean mean drawing machine (i’m on break from uni). also i love allura and keith as space besties fr.
#when i tell you allura is my FAVE to draw i mean it#allura vld#vld keith#keith kogane#allura last name?#voltron#voltron has come to haunt my 2025#i cannot escape#vld klance#klance fanart#klance#my deep dark secret is that i don’t understand color theory#i just color drop the original series and hope for the best
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twinkified him, try and stop my twink ray during pride month (you cant) this is a doodle i love cartoony style. drew this slightly realistically and decided thats not me core so !!!! embrace cartoon!!!
#momentarly lapse into fnaf phase#i cannot escape#fnaf#fnaf micheal#micheal afton#micheal afton fanart#fnaf fanart#fnaf art#fnaf doodles#ggggrrrr i like him a normal amount#ill recover from this hyperfixation soon#bleh okay ill admit it#i am stuck here#and will probably never stop liking fnaf atleast a lil teeny bit#love yall#toodles!
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My brain is absolutely rotten with the idea of Link going back in time and, once he recovers with a Zonai prosthetic him and Ganondorf going absolutely fucking ham on each other in battle (probably in some kind of idk, skill competition. Like best warriors from various races competing type shit. The leaders aren't initially competing but Link's thrashing everyone so GDaddy is like 'lemme get in that rink')
like it's been over a year and I'm still so obsessed with the first moment Ganondorf flurry rushed me. The only challenge link ever seems to have faced in canon is extreme odds and incredible damage output, never proper skill unless it was the other champions and those are SPARS not FIGHTS it's DIFFERENT
I can't stop thinking of Link and Ganondorf locking eyes in the moment they realise they're flurry rushing each other, the pure adrenaline that must be, the realisation-
This is a Fight.
For Link it would obviously be different, Link loves more than battle, battle is just something he's extremely talented in. He loves much more than that.
But Ganondorf?
The guy literally tried to wipe out all sentient races or push them to the brink of extinction because he's so focused on battle, he wanted them to essentially turn feral so he could have an eternal mosh pit, bigger and better things to defeat, someone like link is literally his end goal, a worthy opponent to subdue and HE'S RIGHT THERE
Ganondorf would be INSANE over Link. COMPLETELY irrational.
#totk#ganlink#arguably#but like#creepy obsessive unhealthy ganlink#not sweet cute ganlink#god help me but the zelda trio are living rent free in my head#i cannot escape#so time to start pouring them out
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Well sir
There’s nothing on earth
Like a genuine,
Bona fide,
Redstoneified,
Minecart
ENDER RAIL
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Hmmmmm chess as symbolism of two incredibly broken and complicated people trying to navigate the harsh outside world that loathes them for existing and a tumultuous relationship with the one person who understands them, but their inability to yield, to accept compromise bc they view it as defeat that they rather shatter their shared happiness leads them to inflict profound pain on each other, yet they always return for one more game my beloved


#bonus points if they die ahaha#I cannot escape#falsettos#falsettos musical#whizzer brown#marvin falsettos#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#x men
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I couldn't escape.
#i couldn't escape#i cannot escape#i can't escape#i cant#derealizationcore#dereality#derealization#derealism#depersonalisation and derealisation#mirrors#infinite reflection#liminal aesthetic#liminalcore#liminal core#liminal reality#liminal space#liminal tumblr#liminal vibes#liminality#liminal spaces#liminal#actually bpd#bpd vent#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#bpd#captainpirateface#bipolardepression#chemicalimbalance#wtf
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Go to the café, put in my order, find somewhere to sit and wait: Surprise Tracy bros✨

Order is ready, get up and grab my coffee, turn around: More surprise Tracy bros✨

That shelf was right above my head, I was completely oblivious to my surroundings that day omfg. (;^^)
#this happened like weeks ago#but im posting it now because i forgot i had these#i took pictures to send to the group chat lol#thunderbirds#thunderfam#i cannot escape
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getting into danmei was a mistake
#all my free time is consumed by danmei#i want everyone i know to also get into danmei so we can talk about it#i cannot escape#and frankly?#i dont want to.#danmei#tgcf#mdzs#svsss#erha
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