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butchdykenormallen · 1 year

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"do you want to live a life with extra bullshit? or do you wanna live your best life?"

ya see. this is contradictory. my best life is while being trans, being referred to as a male name, using my own pronouns, being happy. the extra bullshit is stuff i can leave behind. im doing this for ME. and only MEEE. i dont want to think about the rest of it when i can go to the supermarket and get called "sir" and "him" and "they" with the people i trust. i have experiences outside of you that i dont talk about because i dont have to. i love being me, and once im out of here, ill be who i wanna be without you.

#sorry for the. long post on main #was talking to my mom about being transgender and wanting to socially transition later in my life #and she brought up a stupid thing of “do you want all this added shit or do you want to live your best life?”#the best life IS being trans #thats the POINT of the TRANS #i want to be a MAN #i dont care if the person that made me realize became a bas influence #I KNOW THAT.#but what i want YOU to understand is that I dont feel the same.#I feel like a MAN.#i dont care if you still call me my birthname and call me a biological female #because in other people's eyes im not that #im the same person with a different name #i didnt die.#i didnt go missing.#i didnt disappear.#i simply changed and your brain cant seem to comprehend that not everyone wants to stay the same #and then she wonders why i dont talk to her about this stuff and why things go unnoticed #god.#anyways #vent #rant #trans vent #vent cw #vent tw #rant cw #transgender #transphobia cw #transphobia tw #loser_txt.png

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catmask · 1 year

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my mom loves to lie and like she always swears she was NEVER homophobic or anything to me as a child “i even have a gay work friend” but a really funny memory resurfaced recently where i asked if i could use birthday money i had to buy a rainbow flag when i was like ??? 7?? because i LOVED rainbows. and she said no that means something Evil and god will hate you . so what did i do. but ask my grandmom for a rainbow sweater for christmas and proceed to only wear that sweater for three years when it got cold because i didnt like the idea that god hated colors and i wanted to challenge him

#id also stare really hard at the sky when i wore it because i wanted to see if he would #acrually strike me with lightning because i thought it would be a cool way to fie #die*** <- and no i didnt realize rainbow = gay for another SIX YEARS #that was AFTER years of g #‘google images girls kissing’#scratchpost #txt

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thechiton · 26 days

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when i was a kid one of my favorite hobbies was to mix random chemicals into a horrifying toxic slurry and see what would happen

#i was very unsupervised yeah #i didnt die.

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emberglowfox · 1 year

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birds of a feather

#totk #loz #link #tulin #totk spoilers #my comics #my art #it is almost 8 in the goddamn morning and my hand is cramping SO bad but if i didnt make this i was going to die #anyways link's signs: page 2 panel 1 he's signing “danger” and page 2 panel 4 he's signing “important/significant”#also idr where i got the “hair braiding is significant to the rito” probably from the reva/ink i used to read back in the day #(censored so it doesnt show up in the tags just in case lol)#theyre everything to me. if you couldn't tell #they have a brother dynamic 2 me but its open to interpretation #idk wtf happened tonight. two long comics from me back to back is absurd #broke this one up also so its more viewable too #sparks art

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janecklyn · 16 days

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SO glad these three made it!

#i knew V didnt die but was afraid Nuzi was going to be a a doomed romance #did you hear; MD invented polyamory #nuzi #envuzi #murder drones #serial designation n #serial designation v murder drones #uzi doorman #mom i got your two killers as my partners #you're alive so it doesnt count #myart #Nuziv

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hinamie · 4 months

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round 2 of prelim designs for @philosophiums n my lovechild of an au

first year trio

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #fanart #jjk fanart #jjk atla!au #gojo satoru #nanami kento #choso kamo #atla!au: design #atla!au: art #STILL NOT SHUTTING UP ABT THIS AU NOT SORRY #shoves more concept art in ur face but make it the Adults #spent entirely too much time figuring out how on earth to dress gojo #bc i knew i wanted him air nomad monk-esque #but the LAST thing i want is to put this man in orange. in fact i wld rather die #so i yoinked raava's whole Vibe every1 say thank u raavaaaaaaa #debated the hat also but im so happy i went fr it it brings the whole thing tgt so well #every1 say thank u painted lady kataraaaaaa #and the fit as a whole turned out SO good im ????? do i LIKE gojo in this ???????? hina like gojo challenge???????????#who knew all it took was billowy robes and twice as many necklaces as any one man has the right to wear #as fr the others #iv never Drawn choso period so i ws neutral on his design until i had th idea 2 make his furs bloody #now i think its pretty metal GHFHJS #n then theres nanami......not a Bad design i dont think but definitely pales next to th others gomen......#reffed the lok metalbenders pretty heavily n didnt do much else.....might workshop it probably definitely bc i refuse to let him flop >:(#lmhs

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amaranthdahlia · 1 month

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where you go, i go

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bionicboxes · 5 months

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this is all just a bad dream. and you're never waking up.

version without the 'proceed' text

#deltarune #spamton #noelle holiday #spamton g spamton #spamton neo #snowgrave route #weird route #box art #caption is a flowey quote! its what he says in the 'game over' when you die to him during the photoshop flowey fight #i wanted spamton's wings to look like they were also Noelle's but hes too got damn big.#one of them is kind of doing it and thats the most i can ask for lol #anyway! this is in celebration of me finally actually playing deltarune. didnt do a snowgrave (yet) but it seemed fun to draw #so i did

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onstagesport · 9 months

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Thinkin about that post that's like "If Hatchetfield wants to keep you, you can't leave. Emma always comes back from Guatemala, Alice always gets off the bus, Lex or Ethan can go to California not both" and Edward Hopper's painting of the diner with no doors

You know, his painting Nighthawks

#i know nighthawks are real birds but #i wish i could find the post #hatchetfield #hatchetverse #tgwdlm #starkid black friday #npmd #the guy who didnt like musicals #nerdy prudes must die #monologuing

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lillazyboithings · 10 months

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"So tonight we’re gonna chronicle

A story so astronomical"

This was a vision that I had to fulfill, I spent like more than 1 and 1/2 days on this (im excluding the procrastination, if we include it, its 3 days)

basically im combining my two strong brainrots of this month, tgwdlm and npmd, and ngl im actually in love with the results

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opikiquu · 2 months

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my life a movie (PSYCHOLOGICAL HORROR)

#when i die imma go to adhd heaven 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#★ my art #art #dandys world #dandy’s world #dandys world astro #dandys world goob #dandys world toodles #dandys world oc #★ arin rambles #Literally ive only gotten twisted astro 2 times in my life and both of them ended in tragedy #the first one was a blackout So i died (i suck at blackouts) i didnt even see him i almost cried #the second one……. Well…. i was in a game w my bestie and some random rodger #and he goes in chat #‘its astro. be careful on that machine’ BOY I READ THAT MESSAGE IN CHAT AND FUMBLED SO BAD #I MESSED UP THE CALLIBRATION AND SHRIMPO FOUND ME. I GOT BODIED. JUMPED. ATTACKED.#I DIDNT EVEN GET TO LOOK AT HIMMMMMM 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#my bestie let me spectate her getting chased by him so i was in adhd heaven but Man i was so mad.#i fumbled so hard im so embarrassing i was SO HAPPY when i saw it was astro I COULDNT FOCUS ON ANYTHIGN #i always add goob Somwhere in my doodles #Hi Goob !!!!!!!!

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boxesofegglogs · 11 months

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it’s peter spankoffski??? micro peter??? what a nerd

#nerdy prudes must die #starkid #starkid npmd #npmd #peter spankoffski #stephanie lauter #ruth fleming #richie lipschitz #lautski #i didnt know he was micropeter!?!?!?

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lucabyte · 3 months

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So does anybody else ever think about how Loop felt the need to demonstrate that the party's deaths wouldn't have any effect on the loops. I know I do but that's besides the point. Anyway I don't think Loop actually needs to bathe, they just like to feel included.