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butchdykenormallen · 1 year

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"do you want to live a life with extra bullshit? or do you wanna live your best life?"

ya see. this is contradictory. my best life is while being trans, being referred to as a male name, using my own pronouns, being happy. the extra bullshit is stuff i can leave behind. im doing this for ME. and only MEEE. i dont want to think about the rest of it when i can go to the supermarket and get called "sir" and "him" and "they" with the people i trust. i have experiences outside of you that i dont talk about because i dont have to. i love being me, and once im out of here, ill be who i wanna be without you.

#sorry for the. long post on main #was talking to my mom about being transgender and wanting to socially transition later in my life #and she brought up a stupid thing of “do you want all this added shit or do you want to live your best life?”#the best life IS being trans #thats the POINT of the TRANS #i want to be a MAN #i dont care if the person that made me realize became a bas influence #I KNOW THAT.#but what i want YOU to understand is that I dont feel the same.#I feel like a MAN.#i dont care if you still call me my birthname and call me a biological female #because in other people's eyes im not that #im the same person with a different name #i didnt die.#i didnt go missing.#i didnt disappear.#i simply changed and your brain cant seem to comprehend that not everyone wants to stay the same #and then she wonders why i dont talk to her about this stuff and why things go unnoticed #god.#anyways #vent #rant #trans vent #vent cw #vent tw #rant cw #transgender #transphobia cw #transphobia tw #loser_txt.png

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blueskittlesart · 24 days

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maryland miku

#(guy who has real assignments to work on voice) you know what would be funny #sigh. i miss ocean city i didnt get to go this summer #hatsune miku #skribbles #I was trying to figure out some way to make a joke about how we cant buy alcohol anywhere except liquor stores here but it was too involved

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shadow-bender · 6 months

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Please pray and raise awareness for Cole Brings Plenty, a Lakota actor and student. He was found on april 5th. This is such an awful and cruel act of violence, im having a hard time finding the words.

April 8th Rising Hearts has organized Braids for Cole, so please wear your hair in braids and bring awareness so that Cole and his family can get justice.

*edited to correct information*

#cole brings plenty #missing and murdered indigenous relatives #i went to undergrad with cole. i only met him a couple times and didnt really know him #indian country is a small place #and the haskell community especially #idk where im going with these tags #i feel so at a loss. the violence against our people its #its fucking awful #anyways #please raise awarness and also wear braids tomorrow

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introspectivememories · 19 days

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was it casual when i sat in your lap in public? was it casual when i said "recently my heart is crying because you're leaving"? was it casual when we decided how your last name would fit with mine? ("yuki tsunoda-gasly" / "no tsunoda, only gasly" / "yuki gasly?") was it casual when we sang adele's "someone like you" together at your going away party? was it casual when i knew it was you just by touching your ass? was it casual when i knew it was you by smell alone? was it casual when "will you miss me?" / "for 2-3 minutes maybe" / "i'll take that. even if it's just 2-3 minutes, i'll take that"? was it casual when that bus was completely empty and we still sat right next to each other, all the way in the back? was it casual when i picked you up multiple times so you could dunk a basketball? was it casual when i begged to come over to your house multiple time and then you finally let me and we cooked fried rice together? was it casual when we played christmas twister together and i said "your big eggplant is touching my ass"? was it casual when we were pressed up against each other on a scooter going two miles per hour? was it casual when-

#edit: tinytauris fact checked my post and they sang 'hello' not someone like you & it was 'your big monster' not eggplant #everyday i think about the fact that yukierre should've been what lestappen is now #i should be able to go on the yukierre tag on ao3 and it should say 'showing 1-20 of 6745'#they were genuinely so fuckingg weird about each otherrrrrr #im being so serious when i say that if they ever came out as gay/bi/whatever i really wouldnt be surprised #literally just 'okay?? fork spotted in kitchen cmon now' moment #anyway i think about that moment on the bus soooo often #will you miss me? / maybe for 2-3 minutes / ill take that then. even if it's just for 2-3 minutes ill take that #hwat the FUCK #i was going 'gay gay homosexual' everytime i saw them together #yukierre #yuki tsunoda #pierre gasly #also im like 90% sure that everyting i worte down actually happened but if i wrote smth down that didnt happen #and my yukierre infested brain just conjured up please let me know #also ive had this is in my drafts foreverrrr (re: since july) so if this has already been done im so sorry #i always feel like such a loser making posts about driver relationships lol #like 'oh look at that weirdo that got too invested in people she doesn't even know'#whatever im getting to introspective now #1k

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h0estar · 2 months

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every now and then i look back on this GIF i have of nalu during tartaros arc and cry about how this particular scene alone solidifies the beauty of their relationship (natsu holding lucy's hand gently in the face of chaos and panic did wonders to my heart)

#i make it a commitment to rewatch this whenever i miss them #this was The nalu moment for me #my roman empire #no because obviously if they didn't want to get separated natsu should've grabbed her hand a bit more aggressively. locking fingers and shi #BUT NO. he shifted his approach and took her hand GENTLY AND THE BEAUTY OF THAT CLOSEUP GETS TO ME EVERY TIME #he was so gentle 😭#it gives me so much butterflies. i love this scene so so so much #YES I MISS NALU and in going crazy about them Again because 100YQ is back #it's his hand istg. the way his hand desperately tries to reach her and then it shifts to hold her hand like that #because what was bro trying to hold... he didnt grab her hand. he just held it. and i lose my mind thinking about this every time #i lvoe them in case i wasnt clear enough #nalu #fairy tail #natsu dragneel #lucy heartfilia #natsu x lucy #ft thoughts #mine

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dancinghannigram · 2 months

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flea-biting is a sign of companionship :) - thank u therexorcist for uploading the one video i havent been able to get out of my head since 2020 (X)

#legends of avantris #once upon a witchlight #coalecroux #coalecroux fanart #ouaw #ouaw fanart #legends of avantris fanart #this is so fucking stupid #can u tell i forgot gid's fucKING HORNS I WAS ALMOST DONE AND THEN I REALIZED #awful #if i missed other details no i fucking didnt i drew this from memory leave me alone #ANYWAY I FORGOT GIDEON'S YELLOW EYES I WANT TO . IM GOING TO YELL #LFMAOFMGD #also im not an animator i just had to get this shit off my chest i hope u understand #fanart #oyster art #video

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cherubytes · 4 months

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spin this wheel for a random ultrakill character and vote in the poll below

#ultrakill #fuck marry kill #polls #spin the aroace wheel. boy #i've seen a few of these polls around but have yet to find an ultrakill one so here u go #i put as many characters as i could think of in here #i probably missed someone but whatever #i also shuffled them all like 3 times just to make sure i didnt accidentally put all the popular characters in one corner #im gonna wash my hair now bye #mine #i got council member btw and i kinda wish i could say fuck and then kill

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skunkes · 2 months

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#a doodley #i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash #anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago #im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up #and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad #like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to #quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen #and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be #and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die #and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago #and your brothers that passed away #recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7 #the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad #said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then #i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was #like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry #im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible #i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad

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ophernelia · 4 months

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@thatgirlyah: love me some him!

#i love them downnnnn #yall dont even know fr #if you think lou dont play about imogen PLEASE try will about indiyah #my most unproblematic couple celebrating two years together #i'm never breaking them up i cant do it #you cant even tell theyre in the backseat of a rolls royce smh i did all that work for nothing #*indiyah atwood #*william robinson #render #my characters #lykaia #i feel like its some tags missing....#maybe cause i didnt go on a long tangent down here like i usually do #well at first i didn't but now #ykw nevermind

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panic-flavored · 5 months

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If the Knuckles show won't give me an Agent Stone cameo, I'll do it myself!! 😤

#agent stone #stobotnik #knuckles show #knuckles series #agent mason #agent willoughby #sonic the hedgehog #sonic movies #just pretend the agents survived somehow ok???#and lost all their gear somehow too bc i did not have the patience to draw all that #i was CONVINCED stone was going to show up post credits or smth #it was copium i know but still ToT #i miss my boy!!!!#anyway i liked the show #it was a mixed bag for sure but it was funny and VERY silly #and i love wade so i didnt mind his generous screen time #knuckles spoilers #spoilers

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miwtual · 1 year

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im so fucking tired of the disrespect gifmakers get on the gifmaker website

#kai.txt #negativity tw #(sorry these are gonna be a lot of tags. i have a lot of feelings and i dont know where else to put them)#we make gifs and nobody reblogs them #when they do get reblogged all people want to tell you is that your gifs arent good enough to them and rip it to shreds #'you're missing x' 'why didnt you do y' 'if i made this i would have abc' 'hey op ur wrong and this is why' 'i dont like this op'#reposters dont even reblog your fucking gifset but they'll save your gifs to repost later asking for how to do something #that they could have asked you how to do in the fucking first place #we reblog ourselves constantly because nobody else will and maybe to make our work look like it has more notes than it does #to make ourselves feel better about the lack of interaction we're getting #and then when we TALK about this frustration we have. people who are too afraid to say it to our faces #go on anon in our askboxes and tell us how we're somehow selfish for wanting people to interact with the sets #that we spent time on. hours. days. WEEKS in some cases #or we get anons who tell us the reason we dont have notes are because we arent good at gifmaking in the first place #but this is all on anon. because they're too scared to tell it to our faces #they're too scared for us to see that they ARENT a gifmaker and that they dont know how to do it any better either #they dont see us as people doing something we love as a hobby. they see us as content machines that dance like court jesters #im just so fucking tired of the disrespect #and this sentiment goes for more than just gifmakers. graphicmakers. artists. literally any creative hobby shared on this site #we get treated like shit and for what? literally for fucking what.

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chloesimaginationthings · 5 months

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I saw your recent post regarding fnaf merch ideas and I whipped up these concept sketches as quickly as I could! (In between the 10 billion interruptions)

I thought of these for double sided keychains. Feel free to use the idea if they spark inspo, or don't, I just thought they'd be neat (note, these are rushed doodles)

THIS IS SO COOL TYSMM!! 💜💜

#ask reply #fanart #YOU DONT even know how helpful this is!!#I can’t believe I almost missed it #I had a pretty good idea of what charms I wanted to make and how they look #but these help a ton to confirm my own ideas of which direction to go #DIDNT NEED TO do this but means so much that you did 😭💗💗#I love this TYSM for thr suggestions!#you guys are too good to me fr fr!

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spaciebabie · 11 months

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