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suntails · 1 year

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a father's love

#SNIFFLIGN AND WEEPING. IM SO FUCKNH NORMAL ABT THE KNIGHT OF DAWN. SNIFFLES. I LOVE HIM #guys u dont get it anytime i think abt him i start tearing up its so TRAGIC. being essentially pushed into the role of a knight for his kin #and pushed to kill briar valley's princess when he clearly doesnt want to. for the sake of a POTENTIAL to save the man who took him in. for #the sake of keeping his love happy and saving her father. to have a kid who you care so deeply for that u both give him up to a better futu #putting him to sleep for who knows how long so he can live in peace. even if it means you wont be in the picture. even if ur dead. SNIFFLES #im CRYIGN im MUSHY ABT IT. FUCKJIGN SUE ME #twst #twisted wonderland #twst silver #silver vanrouge #knight of dawn #ch 7 spoilers #book 7 spoilers #UUAGAAGAHHHHHHHHH #suntails #AND SILVER!!!! so resentful of what his og dad did. so guilt ridden of being his descendant. bearing the pain of a crime he didnt even comm #of leaving malleus with no parents. of killing the PRINCEiSS of his KINGDOM that hes been sworn to protect. the feeling of treason in his <#him trying desperately to push this away while completely paralyzed over the weight of his realization and crumbling to it. AUGGHGHH #sorry im normal (lying) (lyign) (extra lying)

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moved-to-aromanticsuzuya · 1 month

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what do you do when you want to talk about your kin experiences very much but you just don't have anything relateable or funny to say

like yes I want to write a paragraph about my memories. I just don't think anybody would read it

#also what would i even say? i dont have any sourcemates to interact with #does anyone even know anything about tokyo ghoul nowadays to understand what id be talking about #ive seen a few kanekis but im not sure they care that much about what suzuya juuzou has to say #fictkin #fictionkin #otherkinnity #otherkin #fictionkin memories #kin memories #okay thats enough tags #; speaking

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etherealkins · 6 months

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ALLIED MASTERCOMPUTER (IHNMAIMS) PLAYLIST WITH THEMES OF PLACEBO, LEMON DEMON, AND MUSE.

small warnings: (somewhat) suggestive themes

Sweet Bod - Lemon Demon Man-Made Object - Lemon Demon Every You Every Me - Placebo Post Blue - Placebo Plug in Baby - Muse Map of the Problematique -Muse 134340 Pluto - Cojum Dip Waltz in E-Major, Op. 15 "Moon Waltz" - Cojum Dip God Race (Temptation Stairway) - Metaroom backroom labyrinth - Oliver Buckland Anemoia - Oliver Buckland Autistic Genius - Graham Kartna All Hail the Fisherman - Widdly 2 Diddly, Marina Hova Lost In Bonerland - Nero's Day At Disneyland Child Protective Services Theme Song - Nero's Day At Disneyland

link | requested by: anon

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rouge-the-bat · 2 months

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something i love discussing with others is the different ways people experience kin bc its so interesting the vastness of how everyones personal experiences with it can be. i really dont get people that will be like "kin is only ever LIKE THIS! everyone else is fake!" or trying to act like people with kin past lives (or anyone that "takes kinning too seriously") are crazy. like just!!! how do yall not enjoy the vast and unique experiences of other people!! how do they not fascinate you!!! its INSANE to me

#that being said i dont interact in kin spaces very heavily after i left this one large kin discord server #while i dont miss that (drained too much energy + too many chances for drama)#(or general issues just from kin being so personal and thus discomfort when peoples canons have things that clash with others canons)#but i do kinda miss seeing more about how other people experience kin stuff #and discussing what its like for me more often #also i see sometimes people criticizing the terminology people sometimes use about kinning?#even like the term ''kinning'' bc ppl will say ''its not an action you do!''#and they treat it like people that use terms like that are the kind that kin “wrong'' and act like kin is just ''i relate to this character #but like. kin IS very important and significant for me!#i may not know the exact details of HOW i kin- like theyre not past lives for me but i still AM the characters #i have kin memories sometimes but they dont feel like past lives #n kin itself is very important to me- but trying to figure out what exactly it is if its not past lives isnt important #like idk the functionality of it i just feel it. and acknowledge the feelings. you know #and i just learned kin stuff through people who are more casual with the concept and the terminology used #n just. idk. im tired rambling.#i love how differently everyone can kin regardless of how big or small it is for them or the ways they experience it #i think we should appreciate other ppls different experiences more

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tansypawz · 1 month

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maybe i dont want to watch ii maybe im just not ready for all that

#thief talks #dont get me wrong #its #really good #from what ive seen #but i just #i cant connect with it enough #??#even though i kin characters from it ??#idk how to explain #maybe i just dont want to upset my ii moots #because i know how good it feels to get your friend to be interested in something you like a lot #and im sorry if this disappoints any of you #but #i just cant #watch it #my brain and my body wont let me #im sorry

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possibly-eli · 8 months

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once again posting a reminder (very gently, when you consider how fucking frustrated i am) that i am anti-kff! there are otherkin terms that people can use and, instead of educating themselves on this, they actively CHOOSE to belittle and bully otherkin folks, all while being a teensy tiny little bit ableist in how they go about it. its not a "erm these people are just minding their business and they're ALSO kin anyway" NO they are NOT. they are, by very fucking definition, either 'hearted or 'link (IF their connection is genuine ANYWAYS). that is NOT. KIN. and its kinda fucking telling if you think a community whose entire existence hinges on deliberate ignorance and harassment of a group is equal to the group theyre harassing and bastardising the terms and experiences of

#am i making ANY FUCKING SENSE #i swear to GOD #"dni antikin (this includes anti-kff) no the FUCK it does NOT #because kff ISNT. KIN #JESUS FUCKING! CHRIST!!!#kff “kins” are LINKTYPES and HEARTTYPES most often (again. if theyre not just being hashtag quirky on the internet)#also please please fuck off if you use the word “k/nn/e” i dont even care if you arent kff just. please go away #im stressed as balls man i dont like having to think about shit that stresses me out and annoys me but here i am! thinking about it!#this isnt directed at anyone btw i just keep seeing “omg this character is one of my biggest kins (kff)” and im so fucking tired of it #its mainly on tiktok anyways so im kinda shouting at air but fuck off #and like even when i see other ACTUAL otherkin/nonhuman/alterhuman folks say “oh yeah i 'kin' this character for fun”#it makes me so aggressively uncomfortable cause just. use 'link' man #use 'click' or 'heart'#stop Doing That cause thats not a fucking kintype and you are contributing to the problem (though minorly compared to other stuff)#theres also this one server wherein people would act and talk about their hearttypes as if they were kintypes despite outright saying -#- THEMSELVES “oh yeah this is a hearttype”#do you know what a fucking hearttype is?#are you stupid?

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skajador · 8 months

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#kins finished kabuto #kr shitposting #.. i dont even know what this ship name is lmao #kaguruma?#yageyama?#YAGEYAMA SOUNDS REAL DUMB LMAO #JUST LIKE THEM

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strwbrymlkshake · 9 months

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who up praying for downfalls 🤨

#mine #yandere #yancore #yandere vent #oh my god have i got some things to say. ooohhuuoouugh buddy #its not even my own situation this isnt even related to me. but im being a nice upstanding young man and venting abt it instead of invoking #the curse of ra. wishing someone dies is such a good coping mechanism fr because instead of thinking about it forever i can move on with #my life. and its great! but oouuuh theres something wrong with that huh. and oh my god. this issue is so fucked but i cant explain it in #a heartfelt and meaningful way. so imagine someone is religiously devoted to a guy and their mental anguish stems from jealousy or fear #of abandonment. and they are internally tormented about that forever. and just because they dont fit your definition of whats right #youre all like Hey you know that guy that means everything to them. how about we take him for ourselves solely bc this person #this suffering person whose life depends on him- who acts like that BECAUSE they are suffering- you think they deserved to be punished for #their traumas? their guilt and pain and anguish? you are no better than whatever you think they are.#i dont think this even makes sense cause im vague on purpose. this sounds like a situation from the bible i think #idk i didnt read it. anyways im skipping and frolicking in my cradle of hatred that fills me with warmth and delight #its not required that people are nice or respectful when their lives have been wretched thanks to people like YOU #but i hope their devotion never wavers due to people who hate their happiness. its not like those people matter anyway #if youre meant to be with your Guy and you love him enough then nothing else matters at that point. its all a test #die a martyr for your own romantic ideologies or whatever satou matsuzaka said #this is literally the equivalent of like. a mother cat adopts a kitten that isnt hers bc her own kin are all dead. she protects this kitten #with her entire life. and her whole being. and hisses growls bites at anyone that comes close to it. and some human teens are like #we should take that kitten solely because the mother cat loves it so much that shes willing to get violent for it.#because its not very niceys of her to harass those who want to take away the only thing she has left! oh noes!!#like shut the fuck up dawg. if that cat mauls someone for getting too close to her baby then mind your own goddamn business #clearly they did not grow up italian 💀#clearly they did not grow up with nothing being their own. nothing being sacred. no desire to protect anything #anyways yanderes i love you. you are fr so easy to be around and you should never change for anyone. i mean maybe take some therapist #advice here and there in case your devotion makes you suffer but OTHERWISE!!! dont feel bad about being a hater!!! protect what is yours #and i will respect it so hard i swear to god. its not that difficult to treat your devotion with the kindness it deserves.#if a disrespectful teen tries to steal your kitten then ill help you beat them to death with a shovel idc

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zukoandtheoc · 1 month

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i havent kinshifted like this in YEARS but i guess i thought too hard about those animal transformation posts or something and now it's fucking dogy time

#evan speaks #kin stuff #i guess #even when i was in my wolfquest phase a few years ago i dont think i was feeling this wolfy #maybe cuz i had an outlet for it? idk #might be time to play wolfquest again #or something #ffffuck i forgot how bad phantom limbs can be #got ears and a tail. and wings for some reason but what else is new #i am straight up not having a good time right now #very high anxiety and my human body does Not know what to do with these feelings #anyway uh. yeah #personal #vent

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fecto-forgo · 8 months

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alright who tge hell is the person in your pfp theyre so pretty ......

MY BELOVED LITTLE CYN THE AUTISM WEIRD GIRL DRONE FROM MURDER DRONES AVAILABLE FOR FREE ON YOUTUBE ON THE SAME CHANNEL THAT UPLOADED DIGITAL CIRCUS.GO WATCH IT.IF YOU DO ILL WATCH SONIC IN RETURN HUH GOOD DEAL RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT

#ik kinning a character whos still rly ambiguous to the point a lot of ppl equal her to being #*spoilers* but i know it in mi corazon i am right abt her.#anyways blease i have no md mutuals #i am so lonely #if i get my own bank account someday ill pay you ill hire an assassin for you someday if needed huh huh huh good deal right huh what abt it #clarification i am exaggerating for funsies its fine if you dont wanna lol #wait oh my god fucking hell ANOTHER kin whos ambigous if shes even her own identity or a false form oh god not again #WHY ALWAYS ME!!! HITS THE FLOOR #mail

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yuridovewing · 1 year

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Now I think Tigerclaw was actually a family man to some extent in this au... I think he genuinely loved Goldenflower and all of their kits together, they were childhood friends, I think he mourned Swiftpaw and Lynxkit's deaths, I think he was overjoyed when Tawnypaw came to ShadowClan because he was glad to know one of his kits would be safe. He cared deeply for his mother and sister and originally doted on his sister's kits before Ravenpaw saw him murder Redtail.

Granted, is he a GOOD dad? ... No not really. He got his own son killed (albeit as collateral damage), Tawnypelt has ptsd from what she witnessed in TigerClan, Bramblestar has a complex, and tbh he just treats Mothwing and Hawkfrost like dogshit. But there's some conflict there, they all have fond memories of him and he tries to appeal to that to get them to join him and conform to his ideology. Tawnypelt has this worst of all because she's now the only living kit who spent the most time with him and saw him at his best and his worst.

He also easily turns on them, his love comes with conditions.

#i like giving villains traits like this. particularly ones who dont seem to get many humanizing aspects in canon #i like humanizing the villains it makes their despicable actions all the more horrifying to me #like... hes a dad. he knows what losing a child is like. he knows the agony of it #and... he still kills gorsepaw in front of his mother. he still believes halfclan kits should be wiped out.#because his hatred is more powerful than that love. love wasnt enough.#also ive been thinking- would he turn on nightdapple and dustpelt to get a higher chance at being deputy?#... nah. the dynasty can be loose at times. thats why bluestar's leader now. no one else was eligible for the position at the time #and dustpelts an inexperienced warrior most of the time and nightdapple just never wanted the position #she was always ''tigerclaw should be deputy when the time comes. hes more passionate than i am. i just want to document things''#oh also he abuses his own nephew. his love is conditional.#i think at first when he mentored him. he was strict and tried to push raven when he could #cause even if thats his nephew. hes got no backbone. that wont do and tigerclaws the tough love type #and raven knows that at the end of the day his uncle cares about him #... and then he sees his uncle kill redtail. and tigerclaw sees his nephew run away #and thats when the silencing attempts start. suddenly the uncle hes known and loved his whole life- his only kin left really-#-is a murderer. and that murderer is now trying to orchestrate his death and he KNOWS it #and hes suddenly so much crueler with him during training and hes becoming more and more isolated from the clan...#aughhhh its fucked up.. tigerclaw is a nasty man #razorverse

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creepypastasirl · 3 months

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shoutout to my pasta monsters irls. all 3 of you

#did you guys know the comic started posting again #theres a prologue and everything #im not even super into source stuff these days and i havent touched that comic in years but when i saw that i got so excited #if you dont know what im talking about. Dont worry about it #creepypasta introject #creepypasta fictive #introject #fictive #pasta monsters #pasta monsters introject #pasta monsters fictive #modposting #shoutouts #pasta monsters kin #pasta monsters irl

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kaeyachi · 1 year

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gonna talk about kaveh thru the tags in case people dont wanna get spoiled

#also not tagging the kaveh tag in case someone forgot to block the tag due to spoilers #kaeyachi randoms #so anyway here we go #wtf is that back story why is it so painful #its incredibly realistic as well coz that can happen irl #also since we are going to fontaine i genuinely wonder if kaveh has a half-sibling there that will become a playable character someday #imagine the angst hnghh #loathe his mother so much sorry shes depressed but that has never been an excuse to be a POS #i have the same opinion about huffman btw like yes life is tough but who tf leaves a kid alone to do all the housework while u drink #even his specialty food has a backstory can yall believe it?#someone really enjoyed writing kaveh. good for him #now i have 2 depressed alcoholic babygirls who have a hard time accepting love and affection because they dont think it will last #what does that say about me when i kin them? who knows. im just a random internet person with specific tastes apparently #kaeya and kaveh meet and just start supporting eachother pls #they would be besties fr coz they would know how to ease eachothers troubles #kaeya and kaveh: no home? same. cheers to that mate #kaeyas bio dad and kavehs bio mom sweating as they feel kaeya and kaveh fans curse them to hell and back

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julijbee · 1 year

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playing pathologic 2 as a disconnected ndn hitting harder than local man expected, more at 8

#spoilers #ive played pathologic classic a few times now and i'm finally finishing up 2 #its good i just found myself walking to the termitary with dread in my stomach #like i knew #ive played the first game i know theyre all dead #but there was a part of me that had dared to have any amount of hope for the past 9 days in the game #you know against all better judgement #the day prior going to sabhas and talking to the man with questions about his language #how the only words he knew for certain things were russian ones #his own language had lagged behind the changing vocabulary #and in true artemy fashion you have that kind of exasperated answer choice of just #so make up more then #you dont need someone else to tell you what to do #just do it #i dont know it just all started hitting #talking to oyun and watching artemys dialogue options where a day prior he was coming into himself more and the choices for talking with #the kin were getting more and more organic #like he actually knew what to say #or felt comfortable saying what he wanted to his family right? and even thinking of them as family #all of that disappearing and going immediately to fear #i dont know man its just a lot. and its all hitting especially hard right at the end here #theres more i could say and more i probably will say but good god following this narrative on artemy's back is hurting my soul.

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caffeinatedopossum · 2 years

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Crying screaming and throwing up about the new owl house episode. I'm so autistic about this show. It means so so much to me.

Aghgjf not actually throwing up because emetophobia but definitely crying and screaming for real

#friends #agkfkfktd rotating it in my head #talking about thanks to them btw #hnng i dont understands why i feel so goddam ashamed about liking things tho #jk i do its because of my repressed trauma about masking autism + adhd my whole life 🥲#its fine this is fine. im very normal about this show #also HUNTER OMG #jesus christ he just like me for real #my kinning had intensjfied #also highkey might learn spanish because of this show. thats the level of hyperfixation here #might start sewing again too since thats something ive thought about for a while. itd be really useful for me to know #istg special interests are so powerful but it scares me #i cant control my enthusiasm #im scared ill embarass myself or get carried away #its so weird to be surrounded by people who love me even if i like different things than them :((#it really is like i have a family for real now... im crying over this its ridiculous #but literally yeah found family means a lot to me #i thought i knew what found family meant but all those were bad too. i just hope this time is for real

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13eyond13 · 2 years

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ngl L seems like the kind of guy to give himself addictions for fun, and he think’s it all fine because at some point he’ll just get sick of whatever it is and quit instantly

Hahah he does yeah, I get what you mean. I think he is definitely the "I can quit whenever I want" type, and when people demand a deeper reason for why he does this thing so much despite knowing it's bad or whatever he's just like "because I want to / because it's fun"

#i also think he is REALLY uh what's the word #oppositionally defiant?#i dont know if like in a disorder sort of way but he just #would automatically want to do the opposite thing to whatever someone nags him to do #so telling him something is bad for him or whatever would make him maybe want to do it even more #i think thats a big difference between him and light like light is more people pleasey and agreeable at least in a surface way #i also think this is possibly why i usually find it easier to get along with light kins than L kins hahaha #L kins are more likely to disagree and oppose you light kins more likely to agree and align with you #or are more concerned with maintaining a good relationship than being right about something #idk it's just funny to notice these patterns over time #l lawliet #ask #anon #p

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