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boyghcst · 9 months

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#so have my first day of training today bc I cancelled it last time #cos of anxiety #n I’m so anxious lol #ik its jsut volunteering but it still feels really overwhelming #I don’t wanna go but ik I gotta force myself #have no proper work experience so it’ll give me tht #plus I gotta learn to be around ppl and being in the public #just dreading it honestly esp b it’s 4 hrs n I’m just not used to tht anymore #after being off work for quite a while #i just don’t wanna go back to it #I’m sure it’ll be okay once I’m there I just have a lot of physical symptoms rn #not fun :-)#journal

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yourlocalabomination · 6 months

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This is Hatchetfield, People go missing everyday!

#whatever you do don’t imagine Pete in the library creating and printing out missing posters because nobody else will look for his brother :)#Do you think when I die and reach the pearly gates Gods gonna confront me about spending 74 hours bbg’ing a homeless man?#if I had a Time Machine I wouldn’t go and try to fix things with the first girl I fell in love with who also ended up ghosting me - fuck her #Instead I would go back 4 1/2 years and tell 14yr me I would be creating fanart of the homeless guy in the musical I just discovered #I wanna know how that would go - ‘Isn’t Ted our favourite character?’ ‘hahaha ABOUT THAT-‘#ted spankoffski #theodore spankoffski #starkid #starkid fanart #team starkid #starkid productions #the guy who didn't like musicals #tgwdlm #tgwdlm starkid #tgwdlm fanart #black friday #black friday fanart #black friday starkid #time bastard #starkid time bastard #nightmare time #starkid nightmare time #hatchetfield nightmare time #time bastard nightmare time #hatchetfield #hatchetverse #hatchetfield universe #nmt #fanart #my art

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stuckinapril · 2 months

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Growing up w no Instagram does SOMETHING to a bitch like I really get taken aback by how second nature it is for people to whip out their phones and take pictures of the most mundane things. Not because I judge them for it but bc apart from selfies, pictures w friends, and obligatory pictures on trips I literally forget to take pictures of my life period

#I’m not the kind of girl who’ll be studying at a cafe and thinks to snap a picture of my cute latte art #I’m never somewhere and go Ohhh this would be a good angle…. Like I just don’t do that #At first the way I rationalized it is I don’t wanna stress myself out taking aesthetic pictures but now I’m like #Compared to other people I don’t rly have proof of cute little tender moments #And one day I’ll be old and decrepit and I won’t have many of these diminutive memories still #So I rly wanna change that by being more intentional ab taking photos #And maybe sharing some of them SPARINGLY bc I want it to mostly be for me #But just making it more of a priority to capture little things I’ll look back on when I’m older #I think taking more pictures is part of my 2024 resolution anyway I just haven’t implemented it thus far

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abbeyofcyn · 1 year

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Long live the king

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt donnie #rise of the tmnt #rottmnt leo #rottmnt raph #rottmnt mikey #my art #doodle #f!leo #f!leonardo #future leo #turtle tots #taking the kids out for a swim #I don’t wanna go back to work #I just wanna draw and sleep

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wandasverison · 3 months

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Wanda this… Scarlet Witch that... why is nobody showing love to MOMMY MONTGOMERY???

#I do be loving Wanda tho #I’m just an Elizabeth Olsen whor3 tho #I’m also just a whor3 #anyways #drunk posting cuz I don’t wanna go back to school #I literally hate being a real adult #wandasversion vent #elizabeth olsen #candy montgomery #Wanda #Wanda Maximoff #scarlet witch

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crocodilenjoyer · 3 months

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favorite running bit is usopp or nami telling luffy that whatever harebrained idea he comes up with next is going to get them all killed and luffy going godddd where’s your sense of adventure. you wimp. you weenie. you wuss.

#luffy #usopp #nami #riko.txt #luffy’s like i can’t BELIEVE you don’t wanna beat up some bad guys >:( you can’t stop me #and nami and usopp are like THE GUY YOU WANT TO FIGHT WANTS TO SKIN US AND WEAR OUR LIVERS AS LITTLE HATS.#and then they go along with it anyway even if they complain about it the whole time #’i’d follow him to hell and back i just wish he’d stop going there’

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sea-jello · 9 months

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M UH MORRO ENJOYERS DOYOU REMEMBER ME

more versions with the slightest difference plus no bg and shading

listen they have a difference. to me

#COMPLETE artstyle change but also not #i did this with zero reference so my bad if it’s a little disproportionate #this was just mainly a warmup to coming back #idk what the green stuff is my thought process was wind and it just evolved into that i guess #i never figured out how to do lighting and shading so here you go #i was working on this before my post yesterday #i genuinely don’t know what to draw i might do some dtiys or something #I FORGOT NINJAGO TUMBLR DOES DTIYS I CAN TOTALLY MAKE ONE MYSELF #would anyone be interested #i kinda wanna redo alos dtiys just so i can have a first and latest comparison #ninjago #lego ninjago #ninjago morro #morro ninjago #morro wu #jellos scribbles #yupp

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hellsite-hall-of-fame · 10 months

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umm so fun thing- an anon was mean again, but this one affected me more than normal for some reason, sooo I shall post less ✨personality✨ here bc pain, soooo pls follow @the-curators-bullshit for hhof personality. thank you and goodnight lol

#you can only get so many ‘just shut up and post legendary posts’ before it fucks with you oops #anyways I have that other blog #like that was the whole point of creating that blog anyway #but it doesn’t get enough regular interaction to be as fun #except people were like really nice on there today and aaaahhh #anyways yeah #ignore this lol #i’ll recover in like a week and probably go back to normal but still #but umm yeah I need to re-fill my hall of fame post queue anyway so maybe i’ll do that #it’ll be fine #also if people wanna send really random asks or scream into the void asks #I would like reallyyyyy like that bc that ask is at the top of my inbox and I don’t like looking at it but can’t delete it oops #so like I would love to bury it in scream asks lol #hellsite hall of fame curator’s bullshit #hellsite hall of fame curators bullshit

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lorebird · 1 year

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Continuing my “Cynthia is Volo after chilling out and transitioning” propaganda: Consequences Edition

#pokemon #Cynthia #Volo #elesa #emmet #subway boss emmet #my art #I’ve seen a lot of ‘immortal volo meets emmet and offers to help him find ingo’#but he’s always real evil about it which! fair enough!#mans is an unhinged villain!#I just wanna explore that concept w my own hc of cynthia learning to make a new life after she’s lost everything in Hisui #starting over fresh with ‘volo’ being a relic of the past #until uh oh! consequences!#this is the first time she’s met emmet. it’s been like 200 yrs since she saw Ingo #so she hasn’t thought much abt the man she dragged through the rift on accident #she and a lot of the unova ladies r besties bc I think it’s cute and there’s the whole villa thing :]#she’s come to really enjoy her new life and everyone in it and is terrified she’s going to lose that bc of what she did in hisui #so she’s like. hi yeah I know a lot about Mysteries and Myths maybe I can help find him! don’t worry!!#shenanigans ensue as she tries to pretend she’s solving a mystery that she caused and also trynna figure out how to get Ingo back

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yogurtea · 10 months

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surrounded by smoke and lies…

#hi i did this months ago but i haven’t been sure if i wanna post DE stuff…#but i’m deciding!!! i’ve done some stuff i really love for this incredible game and i’m ready to show it off #i’ll go back to yttd eventually don’t worry. i’m just also gonna discopost #disco elysium #klaasje amandou #klaasje disco elysium #my art

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leopardom · 4 months

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it’s definitely not the right time to do this but it’s bugging me so much i need to ask

would anyone still be interested in reading more analyses/interpretations about Damon’s photoshoots with Nace/Jan and Jure after many days or maybe i shouldn’t even bother to write them?

#if this post comes off as me searching for validation then for better or worse yes. yes i do #i still feel insecure af about whatever i wrote about Kris’ and Bojan’s photos and what i have in the drafts for Nace so far #i see everyone writing and i wanna write too because i’m ✨thinking✨ but then i’m like #“who cares you’re late and you write shit. not interesting. move on”#but yet i won’t be home until Monday #and i don’t have time to write right now so this is getting pushed back more and more #and if i do end up writing stuff i don’t want it to end up hitting a wall and just. go unnoticed #and i’m so sorry for bringing this in the band tag but as i said it’s bugging me so much……#this is emma speaking #joker out

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gift-of-prophecy · 5 months

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playing two bg3 campaigns at once and figuring out when to play each is like choosing between divorcing parents all over again

#i’m in act 3 in the original and still wandering in act 1 in the other #and it’s like hnnnggggg i wanna beat the game fully but also need to see what other things i can do #romancing gale in the og and astarion in the new one and like #i don’t wanna do his story line with being in loovvvveeeee bc to me it makes it more fun #probs just gonna try to complete one full playthrough and go back to the second after all is said and done #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 #apollo’s thinking #gale dekarios #astarion #bg3 tav

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stuckinapril · 2 months

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Cianna, is it so bad that I love Taylor's music? Can we stop hating people for what they love, what (for some people atleast) literally gives them the strength to live? Yes she has been celebrated way too much, but don't you think there's a reason behind it?

Have you heard of something called a personal opinion. Why do you need some random girl’s validation on Tumblr. Why not just enjoy her music despite opposing takes

#I’m not gonna forcefully go to your house and smash your phone to pieces so that you don’t listen to Taylor Swift #But this fandom needs to grow up and realize that if someone doesn’t like Taylor Swift it doesn’t make them the enemy #It just makes them… different????#I am friends with people who don’t like my favorite artist #It’s not that deep why can’t you guys just choose to chuckle at it and keep it pushing #I’ve also been very impersonal about the actual fanbase / have criticized Taylor Swift far more than I have her fans #But this is my blog and I refuse to hold back on certain things I wanna talk about just because some of you guys think I owe you curation #I’m literally just a girl. Sorry #I’ve also clarified I don’t think it’s that deep to like her idk what you want from me

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sweet-marigold · 15 days

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It’s missing blitzfizz hours….. I miss them so much 😭😭

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#hc that they’re literally always touching cuz they can’t bear to be apart again after so long #they’re tails are always intertwined or they’re holding hands or laying against each other #just so casually affectionate always #and it’s so nice to have that level of trust and love back after so long cuz they’re bond was so close and they’re so thankful to have #each other back #at first they walk on eggshells a bit but they go back to pre fire almost immediately bc they were so close nothing could truly break them #apart forever ahhhhhhhh #I miss them so much :(((((#they’re literally soulmates.#also the angst of even after everything not getting together and staying apart literally made me cry #it’s why they’re canon in my head I can’t except that after everything they’ve been through they don’t end up together they deserve their #happy ending fuck u tag character count lemme ramble #talk to me about blitzfizz I wanna draw them and my blitzfizz Fankid again #also married blitzfizzarozzie … <3

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puppyeared · 6 months

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