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As much as I love to shit on DAI, atleast what you do prior mattered. Like I get not having every minute choice coded into DATV, but more than just who they loved and shit like that. I understand BioWare have their own cannon, but ffs I have made my cannon. A hundred times over, in a million different ways, but I had MY cannon. That was a reason I adored the games, I felt like it’s my story to weave. Not like I’m plopped into a world that my prior characters never even touched. All those people HOF, Hawke and the Inquisitor loved and saved, the impacts that I made, mean naught.
I comprehend that it’s hard and that we don’t need to give a fuck if you saved that one nug. But what about: sending Dagna to study at the circle. Sparing or slaying Anders. Fathering a child with Morigan or Mardy. Making sure Alistair does not become king, because he never fucking wanted it. Making Leliana the Devine. If Zevran stayed with the Warden. Leaving Hawke or which ever Warden in the Fade. If the Dailish in Kirkwall were slain. If we gave Isabella to the Arishok. If Hawke’s sibling became a warden. WHO YOUR HAWKE AND WARDEN ARE, WHO THEY LOVED, WHAT THEY SACRIFICED.
To me these all matter greatly and having the three options be so… focused? destroys something I loved about the games. Im complaining, knowing full well I’ll play, but there will be a part of me that may always feel sad about it. Like they took away part of what truly immersed me in the franchise.
I replay all game start to finish because I love building a nice save a world I MADE AN IMPACT IN. To be honest, with the three choices, it may not be part of a full replay, for me atleast.
#dragon age#da2#dao#da origins#dragon age inquisition#dragon age the veilguard#hero of ferelden#hawke dragon age#i just feel bad#like a looming dread
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guys i don't think jonathan's business trip is going all that well
just a hunch though
maybe it is but idk 😔
#this is a joke#obviously#i just feel bad#poor jonathan#he doesn't deserve this#smh my head#dracula daily#re dracula#ugh#my good friend jonathan harker#jonathan harker#bram stocker's dracula
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it’s honestly so depressing what happened to the devils this year. I feel bad for the fans but I mostly feel bad for the players, I can’t imagine what the past few months have been like mentally. lindy and fitz owe them a huge apology.
#and the worst part is I don’t see how they can really change things from here#their vibe has been awful all year#like they’re not having fun they’re not winning games#everyone’s injured#I just feel bad#nj devils#nhl#new jersey devils#devils#hockey#njd
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I could do a WIP Wednesday but is it mean to tease stuff when I have no idea when I’ll publish?
#back to work/school hit hard#really though#let me know#I’ll share if the class wants me to lol#I just feel bad
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going to the doctor for "general malaise" isn't a thing is it
#i'm weak and exhausted and i've been sneezing and coughing all day#but i don't feel Sick#i just feel Bad#i think my body is legit breaking down under the heat#it's not Processing it for whatever reason this year#i didn't have this problem last year#and i don't know what to do because i can't just stay out of the heat#i have to work#but my coworker's husband works for the national weather service and according to him this has been the hottest june on record in las vegas
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i wanna stream more but im worried that people really hate super last-minute streams with no schedule so im afraid to do them. so then i just dont stream at all
#like pretty much all my streams ever have been like#at a random day and random time of day i post 'hey im streaming in 20 monutes'#the most advanced warning i ever give is 'there is a 20% chance i may stream at a completely unknown time in a couple days'#does this bother people#i just feel bad#i dont know how to do anything else im sorry#shut up green
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my sincerest apologies to all the anime only rin fans out there he is going to be taking a lot of L’s in u-20
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slept some more and there’s a family situation that has me on the edge and I’m very hormonal atm so it’s a horrible combo I can’t sleep all day but I sorta would like to try lol
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100% perfect is also def a reflection of how i say please and thank you to siri and alexa every time i talk to them, and when i lose my temper with them i say sorry LOL
#i just FEEL BAD#I CAN'T HELP IT#I'M JUST LIKE#“HOW WOULD I FEEL IF SOMEBODY TALKED TO ME LIKE THAT!!! I DON'T CARE THAT THEY'RE ”NOT REAL“ I CAN'T HELP IT#but also i haven't thrown away a cellphone since my first one bc idk they worked so hard for me#i also struggle to throw away mattresses#like a mattress knows everything about you#you cry on your bed you dream on your bed you eat snax on your bed#it knows me#how can i just throw them away#me
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i know
#but i sent them knowing you might look at them. knowing you would#i just feel bad#never like making you worry
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so i sent a kid who didn't pass the test to the counselor. the student missed by like 3 points, like hardly anything, and she was feeling pretty down about it. understandably, as it's a graduation requirement. so i was like "ok, why don't i send you to your counselor, and they can talk to you and let you know what you're looking at for next year - what courses, what the retakes look like, etc." you know, just wanting to help her feel better about shit. and also because i straight up don't know the answer, as someone who is still new to the high school scene.
student comes back and told me that the counselor was super rude about it, and was kind of snarky about me as well. like i shouldn't have sent her over there or something - lady, i'm trying to help a kid feel better about not passing this super fucking important test, excuse the fuck out of me for having empathy i guess.
the student was like "i hate her, she has such an attitude, i don't know why she even works with kids" and like. okay, valid feelings. i don't know the counselor, have never talked to her. haven't heard many other students talk about her either, so not sure if this is universal or just a personality clash. but still. i feel like at least a tiny bit of empathy wouldn't have hurt?
but what do i know, right?
#ranting i guess#i just feel bad#and i want these kids to feel better even if they didn't pass#celebrating even small gains EVEN IF they didn't pass the test#because this is a grad requirement and it matters a lot and it hurts to know you failed#and i have no power other than to empathize and tell them that they'll be okay#that this stupid fucking test that they took for 3 hours does not define them#idk man i'm just frustrated
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just remembered when i got to the act 2 astarion romance and during the scene where it becomes Official i chose a sarcastic option thinking it was sincere and i offended astarion… i’m so sorry bbg i guess the dark urge won that time
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I did not mean to flag anything?? I wonder if I accidentally flagged something while I was looking at my phone before falling asleep? Does anyone know how I can unflag whatever I flagged?
Also if it was your post I flagged I'm so sorry and please tell me how I can help or unflag it. (Though not sure if you would know it was me lol) I'm a mess. Sent a message to tumblr help and told them to unflag whatever I flagged.
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man quincys party next week is gonna be so awkward if phil is there. i told phil i just wanted to be friends but i didnt tell him its bc im seeing justin and like... phil knows justin
#thots et al#THIS is the real reason why i need to relax a little when it comes to trying to fuck everyone rivht off the bat#maybe next time i smoke a bowl w phil over video i should be real w him#i just feel bad#even tho by now u would think i'd be used to it#given that ive been here a dozen times
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i feel like i owe an apology for my inactivity huhu. im sorry guys, this account was genuinely just made for me to visit every now and then in case i have things to dole out and give.
#; satyr musing#i just feel bad#like theres a lot of you#in my askbox asking oh when can i write this or that#and i think i have said many times this is a very self-indulgent blog#but still it always makes me feel sad to see a happy reblog or comment or ask innocently asking for continuations or whatnot#completely oblivious to the fact that the author is a deadbeat
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I am so envious of y'all who can write and create such wonderful content on a regular basis cause this bitch can't and it's frustratingly sad
#🔮.the peddler grumbles#please ignore me#I just feel bad#even though I know y'all don't care and just follow me just cause#i still feel bad for not providing anything of substance#hopefully soon I'll get this out
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