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I'm still alive, I got to see a friend a few days ago and we went to get lunch and it was really nice. I need to start going out and doing things more, even if it's by myself lol
reasons I have to live rn:
•My cats
•My friends
•The fact that one day things will be different
•My younger siblings
•my parents
That's 4 more reasons than I had last time I went over this so it's progress..
Anyway I hope anyone who sees this has a good day ♡
#j. a. n.#my blog is basically my journal now#journal#my blog is a mess#because my life is a mess#im slowly finding a will to live#im getting better#i hope i stay better#i know getting better isnt that easy though#my reasons for living
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yup. that’s why dream saying he could be friends with punz again if we weren’t mean to him makes no sense. because if fans being mean is the only thing in the way, punz doesn’t actually like dream at all or want to fix their relationship. it was prob some bullshit he told dream instead of the truth (which is that he just doesn’t like him)
yeahhh 🫠🫠
the whole thing makes me really sad honestly and i cant blame dream for thinking that way (whether he was told it or not) because the alternatives make even less sense. like what, punz secretly hated him for Years and talked kindly about him unprompted and treated him like a friend but actually no, it was all fake and hes always had a this brewing vitriol? even i dont fucking believe that.
like punz supposedly held a grudge and felt threatened (which even dream said he didnt believe i think lol) for years and only now talks about it and isnt willing to work things out? it makes absolutely zero sense to me, the way hes behaved makes no sense to me. i do think that him having his own allegations against him played a massive part in him throwing dream and george under the bus, but even then im so ??? about it. obviously dont know how close they really were behind the scenes but it legitimately felt out of character to me (yeah im being parasocial and coping probably 😔).
i cant say id ever seen him as that much of a clout chaser where he would be willing to completely abandon two of his best friends of years just because he thought his career was doomed.
#ask#neg#🚨🚨meow meow rants in the tags sorryyyy 🚨🚨#and i said i wouldnt rant about him 💀#listen i considered myself a drunz main i think i deserve this at least#i have. many thoughts and speculations about him#but they will stay unspoken unless u wanna dm haha#there is one thing i'll say though#and this isnt about u anon but some people were being incredibly weird about dream saying that/his thing w punz after in general#like. condescending and 'i know so much better than you and whats best for you trust me you're being irrational here'#and okay. dream can be irrational sure we all are#but also. you do not know punz better than dream#you do not know their relationship better than dream#and punz was someone dream considered a very dear friend and knew for years and before content creation at that#of course dream is going to be devastated over losing someone he loved and still cling onto hope at getting that person back#like idk some of the things people said were just so unsympathetic to dream man#and that along with acting all condescending and high mighty was so fucking irritating#this isnt about anyone like joking or like one-off comments to be clear#like people were acting like its just so easy for dream to move on
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obviously the best way to become a better writer is to read real books but there’s so many things that annoy me in fic that i feel like should be able to be addressed by simply READING MORE FANFICTION. i’m going to be mean here but so often i will see things like the way people use commas (or more accurately, don’t use them), or calling characters “the blond” “the younger man” etc, or idk those are the main examples on my mind at the moment but other shit like that. and i’m like surely even if you don’t read books you read other fanfic right??? do you not think it sounds bad when other fic reads like this???
#like do you not have a sense of what sounds good and bad when you read?? even if you’re only reading fic?????#the commas really get to me#idk man i have a lot of insecurities with my own writing mainly i feel that i am not creative enough to come up with evocative descriptions#i love writing dialogue but i struggle with the narrative parts of writing prose#and similarly i have a hard time coming up w ideas for plots and stuff!#like that is just not my strong suit i would say i struggle with. creativity.#but i’m truly like how are people still referring to characters as ‘the taller man’ and shit. like isnt everybody always talking about#how much they hate that#there’s a drawfee bit where they’re joking like ‘drawing is easy just look at it and draw what you see’#and sometimes that is how i feel about writing even though i know it doesn’t work like that <3#like literally just read something good and write it like that <3#anyway the solution to this IS to read real published books#bc they will be professionally edited and you won’t be getting things like ‘’hi’ he said smiling’#real books are not immune to bad writing i’m sure you might still encounter some ‘the younger man’ ‘the taller man’ bullshit#but it’s. better.#anyway disclaimer i am not talking about people whose first language is not english#although a lot of times those authors are the least guilty of these crimes anyway so#r.txt
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firm believer that nanami should have a cooking account on social medias
one thing about nanami, hes really good at cooking (tho its not surprising) he was a decent cook before he met you, just whipping up some salad for lunch and baking bread for a treat once in a while
but when you came to his life, along came your late night food cravings. not that he ever complained, he loved every little quirks of yours. dating since high school and still together, hes proud to say his cooking has gotten much better than before. and now he cooks not because he needs to, but because he enjoys it and has someone who appreciates it so much (with eyes who look at him as if he hangs the stars in the sky and ofc, endless kisses)
in your opinion though, hes the best cook ever. not only aiding to your cravings, but also getting creative with it. he manages to make everything look so simple and easy yet so cute. it feels illegal to enjoy his work alone. and since youre no gatekeeper, you decided to bring it up one day
"do you ever think of creating a cooking channel?"
nanami paused for a moment before returning back to his work, which was making pompompurin themed mozzarella buns for you. he hummed softly
"the thought didnt really cross my mind. why do you say that though?"
you sat up straight, ready to bring out your powerpoint presentation on how hes the best cook ever and should be cherished like the king he is.
"duh are you seriously asking why? you cook so good and i feel like you should be, i dont know, seen and applauded and, and- appreciated for your talent!" you rambled
a small smile and a blush, which you missed since his back was turned, graced his face
"but you do that plenty you know," he said teasingly "you appreciate me quite much and quite well."
you blushed at his words knowing well what he was implying to then furrowed your brows stubbornly
"dont make this about me now! just maybe.. think about this okay? i know how much you enjoy cooking and if you ever feel like sharing your art with the world, know that im always by your side." you finished with a soft smile
that night, after finishing dinner and the treats he made for you, he mulled over your words instead of reading his novels during bedtime like he usually did as he waited for you to finish your skincare routine. he thought and thought and suddenly it wasnt a bad idea? getting to share the love of cooking for the love of his life as long his face isnt shown? hes down.
when he bought this up during breakfast next day, you almost choked on the omelette he made for you (ofc added a smiley face with sauce) and stared at him through wide eyes. he chuckled at your reaction and handed you oreo milkshake.
you took the responsibility of acting as his social media manager of course as a supportive wifey. you made sure the profile was him, simple and sophisticated also cute as hell and when it was time for the filming
"just be yourself ken," you smiled gently at him, seeing him subtly furrowing his brows, a gesture which meant he was nervous. "people will love you!"
he smiled back at you and pecked your forehead "just so you know that whatever happens, im still only cooking for you and only you in my mind."
thus you pressed the record button. for the first video of his account, he made your favorite food. paired with his classical music playlist playing in the background, the cozy atmosphere and his gentle hands, you had no doubt that the video was gonna blow up
and blow up it did. because in the first two days, the first and only video he created garnered over a million views and 800k likes as well as quite a lot of followers. even though you expected just as much, he seemed to be in shock at the growing numbers
"see!? youre a celebrity already! remember me when you get famous ken."
he chuckled at your words, shaking his head fondly and returned back to his work, making a healthy salad recipe for you since you (🫵🏻) always neglect your veggies.
#this dragged on so much I kinda hate it#nanami kento x reader#nanami x reader#nanami x y/n#nanami x you#nanami x reader fluff#nanami kento x you#kento nanami x reader#nanami fluff#jjk nanami#jujutsu nanami#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jjk fluff#jjk x you
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"Okay I got a question from a caller here, uh. Hey girls, love the show. What do you think is the worst rig ever designed?"
"Easy. The M1 Damocles."
"Really?"
"Yeah really."
"Bear, its a military rig. An old world military rig. You better not clog up the show with stats about carrying poundage and ammo capacity. We're only syndicated for 30 minutes."
"Yeah yeah keep ya bonnet on. I got evidnce. I got a whole take here."
"A take, she says."
"A take! A spiel even!"
"alright alright spiel away! Don't let me hold you up. But give us the abridged version."
"The Damocles isnt a main combat rig. It's a military police rig. People forget that. I know it's got the whole nine-eye optics thing. Real distinctive. But it's really all for show."
"For show? It's got TWO sets of recoil hydraulics. You could pitch balls into low orbit with that thing."
"Yeah but did they? Did they? Nope. See lil, the Damocles was a relic even for it's time. It's made of leftover parts. It's all surplus from old point-breach class combat rigs."
"Okay so it's old. Lotsa rigs are made of refurbished parts."
"Yeah yeah but lil, by the time the Damocles was being manufactured, almost nobody made point-breach rigs in nearly 50 years."
"I heard an almost."
"And that almost is the kicker. You know who was using point-breach rigs? Colonial armies. Riot breakers. Uh, "private security forces" if you catch my drift."
"Ah."
"It's all fa' show. The doubled recoil hydraulics are completely unnecessary on a rig like that. So are the nine-eye optics. But they make one hell of a statement don't they?"
"And what statement is that?"
"They say; All I've got right now is a tear-gas grenade, but this rig can handle serious artillery. You don't want me to get the serious artillery do you?"
"Are they any good though? You were talking about design. Ya know, engineering."
"Hell no! Hell absolute no! Did you know, Lilly, that the M1 Damocles is technically a light-grade rig?"
"WHAT?"
"Mmhm. Meets the weight power and armor thresholds. They're just bulky. They even have high-precision dexterity servos in the hands."
"what in the hell for?"
"The M1 Damocles is built to do one thing really, really well: rapidly switch from non-lethal to lethal ammunition, real fast. Quite literally --and this is my professional opinion here as a radio anchor-- that every other aspect of the M1 Damocles is entirely useless. It's all just to make the driver feel like a big man. That's it. Nada."
"Well hell."
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Revolutionary Army Punk AU
Ft: Luffy (not punk)
Steampunk is cool but i think just straight up punk would be cooler. I just think what they stand for lines up a lot better
Design notes:
I did some research and talked to a punk friend of mine for these as i am not a punk, myself, and I dont want to look like a poser. I think i did a really good job translating them and i want to explain my thoughts!
Sabo was first, of course.
I not only wanted to make the characters punk, but i also wanted to crank their designs up about 20 notches, so i gave Sabo’s scar one hell of an upgrade. In this version I tried to make it very clear that that cannon ball hit him head-on. I think it works really well with his punk vibes because under-cuts and shaved parts of the head in general are very popular in punk culture.
I largely tried to keep the silhouettes the same with this au, and It was really easy to keep it with Sabo because of the fact that he already has a lot of design elements that translate well to punk. His big pants into tall boots were perfect to translate, crust pants and steel toed boots fits him well. Trench coats arent a staple in Punk, but i couldnt take the coats away from him… him or Belo. They deserve it…
I threw away his cravat for a choker, i replaced his vest with a red tank top and his undershirt for fishnets, Patches up the wazoo, he looks very cool.
Belo Betty was next, she was super easy to translate. She’s already in the punk spirit with her tits out, we love to see it. Her hat was really difficult to translate, along with all the other hats, but a red knitted hat that has those two points cuz it’s essentially a scarf sewed together looks nice on her.
My punk friend suggested i give her a bunch of nets and harnesses and i really agreed that was her style, so i gave her red tie to Morley, slapped some harnesses on her and just overall just turned her sexy up like 50 notches. I think i was clever how i adapted her striped stockings here with how they have runs in them.
Karasu is almost the exact same. I just threw out his dinky little cravat and gave him a bandana and harness. I also gave him piercings. That’s the only difference. In the words of my Punk friend “hes naked and wearing a spiked mask, He can hang”
Speaking of what my punk friend said, he said that Lindbergh would get “demolished” in the pit, and that he looks like he’s scared of bees. The consensus was that he couldn’t hang. But also i still had to make him punk, so then he suggested CBGB punks:



Redneck, bluegrass, southern american punks. I was really in a rut with his design, I didn’t know what to do to keep the silhouette of his backpack. But everything changed when I chance got the idea of a guitar. And then everything flowed from there
Morley was really really fun. Punk friend suggested i make her Pop Punk, inspired by this pic
Mainly Lindsey way with this plaid skirt and tie
She was so so fun to draw, i love her fucked up eyes.
For dragon, i didnt change much at all, even though it’s only his bust that’s shown. Imagine everything is the same, except now he has piercings. Dragon isnt concerned with the punk fashion, but the punk cause.
For Luffy, I wasnt trying to make him punk, but he felt a bit plain looking like base Luffy next to punk Sabo, so i just did the “turn design up 20 notches”, and just gave him a more visibly tattered hat, bangles and waist beads.
That’s about it! Ive been getting a lot of comments and asks lately saying that you guys like when i go on my design explanations, and i realized that i didnt do that for the last few AU’s, so i thought id type this up :)
Thank you for reading!
#my art#one piece#sabo#monkey d. luffy#asl brothers#sabo the revolutionary#revolutionary army#belo betty#op Morley#lindbergh op#monkey d dragon#op dragon#punk au#asl au#op karasu
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THEODORE NOTT LISTENING TO RAVENCLAW READER WARM UP TO HIM AND LETTING HER RANT ABOUT HER BOOK TO HIM PLEASE IM BEGGING🙏🙏
—🏍️ (if thats taken? idk lmao)
⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚ WHIPPED (t.n.)
summary : in which a boy is willing to do anything to convince a smart girl to go out with him.
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a/n : i loved writing this request and no 🏍️ isnt taken!! enjoy! 🤍
should i do a part 2 of the actual date??
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warning(s) : none!
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theodore nott couldn’t deny how ultimately whipped he was for you. he was in love with everything about you. the way you’d ramble about your books, the certain face you’d make to him after you see somebody doing something less than smart.
he even respected how log. it had taken for you to let him in. he had quite a reputation with women, and he knew it’d make it more difficult to convince you to be in a real relationship with him.
so, he waited. he was patient, he was kind, and he defended you.
he seemed like the perfect guy on paper, but whenever you got close to letting him in, letting him finally take you out, you’d hear another story about a girl he hooked up with then left right after.
the thought disgusted you, and you didn’t want to just turn out to be another one of those girls with a horror story of hoe you were treated by the slytherin boy. you were smarter than that.
that was another thing he liked about you. how smart you were. he loved how you could explain extensive theories and spells to him in a simple enough way to make it easy to understand. it was like a breath of fresh air.
lately, he had been in an even better mood, something his friends even noticed about him. you were starting to finally let him in. you were letting him walk you to class, letting him take you to his favorite hidden spots in the castle.
most importantly, though, you were starting to talk to him. not just some insignificant conversation about homework, or the weather. real conversations.
you were telling him about books you liked, about something funny one of your friends had told you. you were rambling on and on to him, and he loved hearing it.
he loved seeing the way your eyes lit up when you were speaking about someone you were close with, or a new book.
the expression he held when you rambled to him like this could only be explained as pure love. he had waited months to even get you to open up to him, and it was finally happening.
he always made sure you knew he was listening, whether that was by asking you questions as you went, keeping his eyes trained on you, or even buying you the second book in a series you had mentioned liking.
even despite the way you’d protest your rants, saying you didn’t want to annoy him, or something of the sort, he loved hearing tour voice. he’d listen to anything if it was coming from you.
he noticed everything about you.
none of his friends, or even himself, could think off another time where he was this head over heels for someone. it was like his former self went out the window as soon as you walked in. he couldn’t even imagine himself with a girl that wasn’t you, and he didn’t want to anyways.
you were all he need- all he wanted.
“theodore, are these flowers from you?” you called out when he stepped into your dorm.
you gestured to a beautiful array of red lillies, the scent they put off filling the room with a pleasant, light aroma.
“yeah. saw ‘em and thought of you,” he admitted casually, as though he hadn’t specifically looked for flowers of that kind, knowing you paid attention to the meanings of flowers and whatnot.
aside from that, he just thought they were pretty. naturally, you had popped into his mind.
you flashed him a genuine smile, a sight that looked straight out of his dreams.
“thank you,” you grinned, the sentiment behind the flowers being one of the sweetest things you could think of.
“finally gonna let me take you out?” he asked, a small smirk on his face.
despite his confident demeanor, he was one step away from straight up begging. he had waited months, all he wanted was for you to say yes.
you thought over it. you had heard girls in the hallway talking about how he hadn’t given them the time of day recently… and he had been so sweet lately. he had been trying repeatedly, not being deterred at all by your rejections. plus, what was the harm in just one date? one date didn’t mean anything was set in stone.
it was just… one date.
“yeah, that sounds good,” you replied, noticing the way his smirk turned into a large grin.
he felt like a child with how smiley he got around you, especially now that you had given him a chance to take you on a real date.
theodore nott taglist: lmk if you’d like to be added!
dividers made by h-aewo!
#🏍️ anon!!#theodore nott blurbs#theodore nott imagines#theodore nott x reader#theodore nott#slytherin#harry potter imagines#harry potter x reader#theo nott#niccolo govender x reader#lorenzo zurzolo x reader
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To Be Your Muse SMAU - G. Russell
summary: as you and George navigate your relationship, you do the one thing you know how to: write a song.
pairing: George Russell x singer!reader
warnings: none
fc: Taylor Swift
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yourusername: And with that, we have offically wrapped the European leg of the tour! Wembley, you were incredible every single night and I cannot wait to see what the rest of the tour brings. For now though, time for some rest
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user1: MOTHER
user2: best concert ever!!!!
maisiehpeters: ugh you look SO good in purple! liked by yourusername
sabrinacarpenter: so in love w you
yourusername: love you more bby 💜
user3: im so obsessed w their friendship it isnt even funny
user4: are we just gonna ignore GR in the likes? kinda sus
user5: probs nothing big. tons of athletes like her posts
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f1gossip: Lando, George, Alex and Lily were all seen out at Y/n L/n's concert at Wembley Stadium tonight! All three drivers (and Lily) greeted fans while waiting for the concert to start!
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user6: my two worlds are colliding i am not okay
user7: how much are we betting that Lily and Lando's girlfriend dragged them there
user8: tbfh Lando probably dragged their asses there
user9: Lando's the biggest fan of her out of all of them bffr 😭
user10: the way George was getting into every song was SENDING ME
user11: its a shame he barely knew the words
user12: apparently they went to meet her backstage after the show
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captions: photo 1: "morning". photo 2: FP1, done. FP2, soon.
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caption photo 2: "Oh hey George 👋"
story replies:
user13: you're at SILVERSTONE??
user14: girl wdyk about GR63
mercedesamgf1: thanks so much for coming! we loved having you!
yourusername: thanks for the invite! we'll have to do it again sometime!
georgerussell63: it was lovely seeing you again. would you be willing to make it another?
yourusername: are you asking me out over Instagram DM's? yourusername: but yes, i would love to
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yourusername: i hope you're in the mood for new music :) my new song risk comes out tonight at midnight EST!!
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user15: OMG OMG OMG
user16: girl you're supposed to be taking a break... not complaining about the new music though
oliviarodrigo: absolute banger like always <3 liked by yourusername
landonorris: surprised you didn't hurt yourself doing the leg kicks
user17: lando what are you doing here??
yourusername: oh like you could do them better
georgerussell: love the song!! can't get it out of my head 🩵
alex_albon: its true, every time i pass his garage its playing
yourusername: im flattered, i'll see you boys soon 🩵
user18: HUH?!!
user19: all three 2019 rookies being in the comments AND LEWIS in the likes is so sus???
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yourusername: heard you guys liked the new single so much that i figured i'd give you another one. i've held onto this one for while, and i cannot wait to share it with you all. call it what you want out at midnight 🩵
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user20: OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
user21: two songs??? in two months?? while on tour???
user22: we are getting fed
lilymhe: its so cute 🥹 haven't stopped listening to it
yourusername: awwe lils you're so cute
alex_albon: can confirm, its been on repeat all day
yourusername: as it should be albono
user22: stop shes befriended lily. girl is in somehow
user23: 🕵️♂️ hold on... the last time we saw the 🩵 it was with...
georgerussell: absolutely smashed it 🩵
user23: literally on cue wtf
yourusername: my muse made it easy to write
user24: the same photoshoot as risk??? what is goin on???
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yourusername: surprise! even though i've been traveling the globe, life has given me plenty of new people, ideas, and love to write about. things that would be unlike me to hide from the world. things that have given me so much joy in a world where joy is so hard to find. my new album best years is available to preorder now, and will be released friday at midnight. enjoy :) 🩵
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user25: A WHOLE NEW ALBUM??
user26: and it's all about GEORGE?!
landonorris: that's it. i'm convinced she doesn't sleep
georgerussell63: she doesn't
georgerussell63: she will literally wake up in the middle of the night and record ideas she got in her sleep
yourusername: you literally said you've never heard me do that??
georgerussell63: and i don't
yourusername: sureeee
lilymhe: time to pretend they're not all about how madly in love you are with george
alex_albon: they're how you feel about me!
lilymhe: 🤮🤮🤮
yourusername: pretend they're about me bbg
lilymhe: say less ;)
alex_albon: don't steal my girlfriend
user27: and its the same shoot from risk and ciwyw?? she's insane
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yourusername: you know i love a london boy 🩵🇬🇧
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user28: him repping the tour merch >>>
user30: MOTHER POSTING A BOY ON MAIN?? WHAT???
landonorris: @/georgerussell bad time to mention that you're not from london?
yourusername: shhhh he lives in london it still counts
georgerussell63: its the thought that counts
lilymhe: ahhhhhhhhh so happy!!!!
alex_albon: she has not stopped screaming since she saw the post
francolapinto: it's true, i can hear her from my garage
georgerussell63: i love you 🩵
yourusername: i love you too, georgie 🩵
user31: GEORGIE?? im sick im dying im dead
user32: this post called me single in so many languages
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georgerussell63: i wanna hold your hand while we're growing up 🩵
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user32: now THIS called me single in every single language
user33: him referencing best years>>>
user34: he better be giving her all her best years 🔪
landonorris: oh no he's gone soft
yourusername: what's wrong with soft?
landonorris: nothing! absolutely nothing!
yourusername: that's what i thought
user35: ugh she looks so genuinely happy
maxverstappen1: congrats
alex_albon: still have no idea how you got her to date you
georgerussell63: just the charm i guess
alex_albon: yeah the charm of yelling yabbah dabbah doo after a win...
yourusername: i'll give you the best years 🩵
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Picking baby names isnt easy...
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featuring. ekko x pregnant! reader
a/n. im sorry i just cant get enough of it, seriously (idk what this is but here you go everyone!) back from the dead
Soft rain sounds pattered against the windows as you sat in Ekko’s hideout, your feet propped up on a stack of cushions. The dim light cast a warm glow over the room, highlighting the scattered trinkets and gadgets Ekko had been working on. You were wrapped in one of his oversized hoodies, feeling cozy despite the growing weight of your belly.
Ekko paced back and forth across the room, muttering to himself as he tinkered with two small devices. He recently told you he was working on there cute anklets for the twins that would alert him if they were ever in danger. He already made one for you, at the back of it there was a small watch that could turn back time. But he emphasized that it should only be used if you were in a situation you knew you couldn't make it out alive. Luckily you never needed to use it. ANYWAYS. His movements were restless, like he couldn’t sit still. You watched him with a small smile, finding his energy endearing.
“Ekko,” you called softly, and he glanced up, his hands still fiddling with the wires.
“Yeah, Firefly?” he replied, tilting his head at you.
“Come sit with me,” you said, patting the space next to you.
His face softened immediately. “In a minute,” he said, though you could see him hesitating.
“Ekko,” you said again, a bit more pointedly. “I’m pregnant, and I want cuddles. Now.”
That did it. He set the baby anklets down with a laugh and crossed the room to you. “You always know how to get your way, huh?” he teased, plopping down beside you.
You leaned into him with a grin. “It’s a talent of mine.”
He wrapped an arm around your shoulders, pulling you close. His other hand instinctively went to your belly, where the twins gave a small kick in response. Ekko’s eyes lit up, his grin spreading across his face.
“The little ones active today,” he murmured, rubbing slow circles over your stomach.
You hummed in agreement, resting your head on his shoulder. “Probably because their dad never sits still.”
“Hey!” he protested, though his laugh gave him away. “I’m totally calm and chill.”
“Sure you are,” you teased, giving him a playful nudge.
For a moment, the two of you just sat there, listening to the rain and enjoying the quiet. Then, out of nowhere, you felt a small pang in your back. A sharp pain that made you wince.
Ekko noticed immediately, his eyes wide with concern. “What’s wrong? Are you okay? Is it the twins?”
You shook your head, trying to wave him off. “It’s just a little back pain. Comes with the territory.”
But Ekko wasn’t having it. “Alright, that’s it,” he declared, gently guiding you to lean forward a bit. “You’re getting a massage.”
You laughed, trying to protest. “Ekko, you don’t have to—”
“Shhh,” he cut you off, already starting to work his hands over your shoulders and back. His touch was surprisingly gentle, and you felt yourself relax almost immediately.
“Better?” he asked, his voice soft.
“Much better,” you admitted, melting under his care.
He leaned down, pressing a kiss to the top of your head. “Good. Gotta take care of my Firefly.” You couldn’t help but smile at the nickname, your heart swelling with affection. Ekko always had a way of making you feel like the most important person in the world.
“Y’know,” he said after a moment, his hands still kneading your shoulders, “I’ve been thinking about what we should name the them.”
“Oh?” you said, raising an eyebrow. “What ideas do you have?”
He grinned, clearly excited. “Okay, hear me out: what if we name them something cool, like Blaze and Nova?”
You laughed, the sound filling the room. “Ekko, those sound like superhero names.”
“Exactly!” he said, his grin widening. “Our twins are going to be heroes. Just like their mom.”
You rolled your eyes playfully. “And their dad,” you added.
You sat there for a bit pondering about names to give the twins since you were going to be due soon. Never even given the though of giving them a name yet. "What about Noa and April?" you added looking at him, with cute clear eyes. Trying your hardest to find the twins some good names. Who knew it would be tough.
"Eh, Personally I don't like it. Anyways," Ekko’s expression softened at that, his hand coming up to cup your cheek. You couldn't believe he quickly switched the subject. “We’re gonna be a good team, Firefly. You, me, and the little ones.”
You leaned into his touch, feeling tears prick at the corners of your eyes. “I know,” you said softly.
Suddenly, Ekko shifted, kneeling down in front of you so he was eye-level with your belly. “Alright, babies,” he said, his tone has a hint of mockery with serious undertone. “You better behave in there and stop giving your mom back pain, or we’re gonna have a few words when you get out.”
You burst out laughing, covering your face with your hands. “Ekko, you’re hilarious!”
He grinned up at you, his eyes sparkling. “Yeah of course i am.”
“I love you,” you admitted, reaching out to run your fingers through his hair.
He leaned into your touch, closing his eyes for a moment before pressing a soft kiss to your belly. “And I love you, too. All three of you.”
The sweetness of the moment made your heart ache in the best way. Ekko was everything you could’ve hoped for: supportive, loving, and just the right amount of goofy.
As he climbed back onto the couch beside you, he wrapped you in his arms, holding you close like he never wanted to let go. You rested your head against his chest, listening to the steady rhythm of his heartbeat.
“I’m really lucky to have you,” you murmured, your voice barely above a whisper.
Ekko tightened his hold on you, pressing a kiss to your temple. “Nah, Firefly. I’m the lucky one.”
And as the rain continued to fall outside, the two of you stayed curled up together, safe and warm in each other’s arms, dreaming of the bright future ahead.
this is absolutely lazy of a drabble… 0-o
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Heyyo!!! I'm loving the series of the Ballad of the Bygone. I do want to ask where is the original MC (DC! MC) in the DC universe? Did they die? Gotten isekaid to the Marvel universe?
Also, will the family, specifically Jason, have some guilt for using MC as a replacement for DC! MC. Like, their original little sibling disappeared.
MY FIRST ASK AARFGGG IM SO EXCITED ok guys ❤️❤️❤️
i kind of briefly brushed over it in the first chapter (or the second if u the count the prolouge i guess) but the reader originally from the dc universe was kind of switched with the reader from marvel.
(ill use spidey and dc!reader respectively to represent the two)
dc!reader is with aunt may right now, and is obviously pretty freaked out but is actually enjoying themselves with how loving Aunt May really is. shes nothing like bruce and since dc!reader isnt spidey, she can spend a lot more time with them.
their bond with harry and mj is still the same and all in all their life just seems to be a lot better over there! though they wonder who spidey is exactly (and why that suit looks so darn familiar), and why the world seems to be mourning their loss...
on the second topic of your ask—yes! guilt is a huge driving factor for what makes the fam go a lil cuckoo !!!
they messed up baddddd with dc!reader, they made them feel unwanted and bitter... so they need to fix it! they don't know you two aren't technically the same people at first, but when they find out, they're both relieved and upset.
you're not them, sure—but it's like they can start over with a new blank slate. even if they can't fix what they did to dc!reader, they can make it up by loving you as much as they possibly can!!! you don't have all those bad memories—but you don't have any of the good ones, either.
(those "good memories" were the reason why the dc!reader kept trying in the first place—in one of the chaps i wrote they were hinted at being "desperate" and that's solely bc they missed those good times they spent w dick jason alfred and bruce!!! but spidey couldn't care less—bc they have none of those memories).
their memories w dc!reader are so little and few that they can hardly remember what their personality was like, which is why it's so easy for them to "replace" dc!reader with spidey. it's a mix of that and their soul consuming guilt to make it all up to them—that drives them to get that bad
jason would feel one of the guiltiest—i purposely didn't write him as unknowingly neglectful, but more like a mix of the fact he's barely ever there, and that he doesn't want to ruin the old memories you have of him.
he's so different now—he's changed into somebody he doesn't even know, and whenever he looks at you, all he sees is that little kid he used to play hide and seek with. he can't bear to ruin your image of him into a cold blooded killer.
but when he finds you there—bleeding out after becoming a victim to the horrors of gotham—he just can't leave you alone like that anymore. he feels just so awful, that he has to make things right. he'll spend time with you again; he'll take you for a ride on his bike after midnight, even if Bruce hates it, hell—he'll even play hide and seek with you again, just to make it right.
but when you're revealed to not be dc!reader... well, like dick and bruce—he's too far gone to even care at that point, as much as he hates to admit it. it's hard for him to see you two as two different people—because he still sees you as that little kid.
he starts believing you are the dc!reader at some point—he keeps asking if you remember this, remember that, remember that burger place you all went to whenever joker was recaptured—and whenever you tell him you don't, he only shrugs it off as you being forgetful.
just because he simply cannot handle the fact that he messed up, you got hurt, and now he doesn't have a chance to make it up to dc!reader. you two are practically one and the same to him—because he didn't get to see you grow up, he didn't get to know you—this is his chance now.
(but deep down, the guilt eats him up inside. deep down he knows this isn't his [name]. deep down he knows he's just using you as a way to channel the feelings that consume him).
deep down—sometimes, he can't find it within himself to even care. as long as he has you.
thank you for asking even if I yapped ahahasggaaga
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Elias “Stack” Moore nsfw alphabet.
this is me replying to a request that asked for both Stack and Smoke, but i wanted to post them seperately, so here yall go.
you can find the Smoke alphabet here
A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
Depends a lot on who you are and what your guy's relationship is, and where you guys are like physically. If you two are somewhere safe, and you mean something to him, then I get the feeling that Stack can be quite affectionate and sweet when it comes to aftercare. I do see him struggling to get aftercare in return though, cuz he isnt used to being vulnerable.
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
On himself, I think it would be his arms and torso, maybe his teeth and smile, cuz he knows its a moneymaker. On his partner, its their eyes, neck, shoulders and thighs. (kinda foreshadowing, ya know?)
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
Isn't the type to find it gross or anything, so if you want too, you can get it all over him. Will snowball you though, so be prepared for that.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
Has a bit of a blood kink, but he thinks it's a result of all the messed-up shit he's seen and done in his life, that it's kinda messed with his head a little too much in some areas. During this period, having attraction to men would most likely also be a real dirty secret, so theres that.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
Very experienced, with women at least. With men, you might be one of his first, if not the first that he actually acknowledges as something intimate.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
Like to ride, or be ridden. When hes feeling extra affectionate he does missionary. He groans about not being flexible enough, but you throwing his legs over your shoulders gets him going too.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
Hes the goofier of the twins, so you can expect some jokes to be cracked. Hes made too many cowboy jokes to count, especially if you are one, or at least wear a hat like one.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
I don't think most guys are as well groomed during that period as now, but I could imagine Stack still keeping himself neater than most. He won't use hours on it or anything, but he likes being presentable at least.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
Again, depends on your guy's relationship. I can see it getting really emotional and intimate if you are both guys though, since it has to be kept a secret unless you guys wanna get killed. The kinda guy to kiss you like he wants to be one with you, like he can express it all through his lips instead of words. (I can imagine Remmick using this to manipulate him as well)
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
Does it a healthy amount, not too much and not too little. Doesnt see it as taboo or anything, and has probably used it as stress relief multiple times.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Blood kink
Knife kink
Likes it when it hurts a little, so he's also the type not to prep himself fully
Spit and drool, spit in his mouth please
Bondage
Risky locations, the danger of it gets his rocks off so fast
Major praise kink, but wont admit it
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
He could do it anywhere, but his favorite is just somewhere where you guys can be alone and intimate. That, and has probably done it once or twice in the back of the car, when you guys can get away with it.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
Hes pretty easy to get going, but that also comes from you guys having to deny yourselves so much, so you probably aren't much better. After some time, you guys are able to communicate through your eyes, since you can't really touch on each other and all that.
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
Share, unless it's like, with Smoke I think. You would be the only one receiving though, and he gets jealous quickly. He acts all sweet and charming, but you know how possessive he can get.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
Has a bit of a gag reflex, but it's not so bad that he can't deepthroat you every now and then. He starts coughing and tearing up though. Prefers giving, and will also eat out the back if you allow it.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
Most of the time you guys have a very fast pace, rutting in some dark room or hidden area as you clamp a hand over his mouth. But when the chance presents itself, you guys will take your time and truly feel one another.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
Its most of what you guys do, since its really all you can get. But you and Stack like “going for rides” and doing stuff that “isn't anyone's business” to spend time together.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
A risk taker, sometimes too much of a risk taker with where you guys do it and how loud he lets himself be. Can also get pretty risky with that knife of his, especially when he wants you to use it on him. Theres been a time or two where Smoke thought someone attacked Stack because there was a cut on his neck, never too deep, but enough to be noticeable.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
Has pretty great stamina when you guys get the chance to actually use it. All your quickies has made both of you kind of quick shots though. Doesn't mean you guys can't draw it out though, it just doesn't happen a lot.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
I don't think he owns any toys of any kind, and neither do you. Closest you guys get to that has to be some ropes or a tie or two.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
A real tease when he can get away with it. I imagine he used the full party at the juke joint you get to touch you when nobody would notice in the huge crowd. Would say the raunchiest stuff too. Will whisper in your ear, to everyone else it just looks like he's sharing something personal, maybe business, but it's him saying how bad he needs you.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
Could get really loud if you let him, but he rarely gets the chance. Has a hard time controlling his volume when it gets really good, so you always end up having to cover his mouth, which just drives him even more wild.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
I like to think he wears a ring you gave him before he left. He will claim it's just one he picked up that he likes, even if it's pretty ugly, or low quality compared to all the other high-quality stuff he gets over the years. Won't wear it on his ring finger, but its either on his pinkie or middle finger, cuz that's all he can give you.
Smoke knows what is going on between you two, but assuming you've known them for a long time, then hes known for just as long. It would be why he's so intense when there are signs of your relationship though, cuz he wants to keep Stack safe. He won't stop you guys though.
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
Above average in length, but just average in thickness. Cut, cuz I read somewhere that he might have been, so.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
Pretty damn high, but he's just a yearner in general. You guys not getting to kiss on each other and be together whenever you want only adds to this. Gets so bad that Stack will keep a handkerchief or something similar with your cologne on so he can smell it when he's alone.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
Neither of you guys get to sleep much after your time together, cuz it has to be quick and quiet. But when you guys are able, Stack will lay awake for as long as possible so you guys can just hold each other and talk.
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Monster trio rejecting you Pt.3
‘Makeup’
Warnings: Fluff, arguing in Zoros part
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Luffy
You and Luffy both talked and had a deeper understanding of eachother, you were in love but Luffy never experienced that nor did he know that was what he was feeling.
He truly did love you in the end, he never even knew he broke your heart in the first place.
“Y/nnnn come on come on come onnn. We have to go!!! You aren’t still talking to Ace are you?”
“No no im not, im coming give me a minute!”
You were still changing to head off on the ship, Luffy being as impatient as he was couldn’t wait. He busted into your room and snatched you out while you were still fixing your hair
“Lets go!! We…I cant go anywhere without you!!”
You both got off the ship and you see Luffy run off into the forest and quickly return with a weird looking flower in his hand.
“For you!!”
He places it in your hair and giggles, “you aren’t ever leaving me!!”
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Sanji
Sanji decided to take the time to speak to you and apologize, Hes just now realizing that what he said didn’t respect a lady at all, he didnt know how to win your heart back.
Especially with brook being your new best friend, it rages him to see how more comfortable you are with brook than him.
“Y/n.”
“Huh? Yeah?” You turn around to see sanji standing a few feet behind you.
“I need to talk to you…im sorry about what i said. I think i do really like you. I cant see you talking to other men even a skeleton for goodness sake.”
“What.😨”
There was silence as you both stared at eachother
“What?”
“What.”
“Huh?”
“What-.”
All this time you’ve spent trying to get over him all shattered into pieces. Not that he isnt attractive to you anymore its just what he said was a red flag, but since hes apologizing its better than nothing.
You think its better to build up a better friendship before you get with him.
“We can try. But it wont be so easy for you.”
“Really y/n..? You’re sure right? What i said, i didn’t expect you to…”
You gave him a hug, it relieved so much tension. Now you both were on good terms and no one can get through the bond you two were going to build. As for brook, obviously your still going to talk to him! Hes your bestie!!
However he was a around the corner watching the whole situation, he gave Sanji a lecture beforehand. He didn’t think he would actually take action though. He is proud, and hoping things go well.
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Zoro
Hes furious at the sight, not that he cares but he does??
The man turns his head slightly and he sees that its..Trafalgar D. Law????
Hes even more ticked. He didnt think Law was a dangerous person but he didn’t want YOU to be around him.
“Y/n???”
He said loud enough for you and Law to hear, you both turn your heads.
“Ah Roronoa Zoro.”
“C’mon, were leaving.”
“What? No why?”
“Theres no point of us being here, we have to go back to the crew.”
“I…huh? I don’t understand.”
“What do you understand?” He says snapping back.
“You live up to your reputation, Zoro.”
“Shut it mushroom hat, lets go.” He forcefully grabs your hand and you try to wiggle free. “Zoro let me go!! What the heck are you doing-!”
You haven’t even gotten to exchange contacts with Law, luckily while you weren’t looking he snuck it in your pocket.
You both exit the auction house and you violently snatch your arm away from Zoros grip. “ZORO!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?”
All you get is silence from him.
“I cant be happy just for once, you rejected me and yet you’re pulling me away from my only chance of ever getting someone who will like me here!! What the heck is your problem??!”
“Y/n i cant let you do that because i love you. I look like a jerk i KNOW already. But i need you.”
This situation got even more weird. You haven’t completely gotten over him to be honest, but this was so unexpected.
“We can talk about this later. We have a crew remember.”
He walks up to you and looks into your eyes for a second before landing a peck on your forehead.
“I cant let anyone have you. Now, are you gonna take that number out your pocket or what?”
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IF YALL ASK FOR A PART 4 IM GONNA CRY.😭 this is the last part periodd
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sal fisher x sick! reader ?????? pls i will take any crumbs i can get why is sally face fandom so dead
sal fisher x reader 🖤🎶♟️ -- sick reader+sal!! hc
a/n ; i need this fandom to be alive again bc wtf hes so perf, short!!
do NOT by any means tell him that he cant visit you while your sick because he does NOT gaf
he'll kiss you, he'll cuddle you, he doesnt care if he gets sick, he just wants to make sure you feel loved and comfortable
both ashley and larry do the same, bringing you flowers and chocolates, todd texts you best wishes but he would rather die than get sick
he might come in with a full nuclear suit just to be safe
sally likes taking care of you, but he gets a little sad whenever he sees you suffering
even if its a common cold, he'll some times over-think and worry about your wellbeing, "what if its something serious? what if they die?" type shit
reassure him you feel fine pls he needs it
he will stay over if his dad lets him (which he does, he finds your relationship cute) and sleep with you to make sure your okay during the night
unless hes really worried, he wont skip school since hes been skipping a lot often due to ghost hunts and the usual sf group shenanigans and the school doesnt really take lightly to absences
lord knows theyve given up on larry though
after spending time with you, he wipes his prosthetic with a disinfectant so he doesnt accidently make anybody else sick
after you get better, he'll fall sick
youll scold him with a "i told you so", and take care of him like he took care of you
ashley would spray sally's entire room with a disinfectant spray before entering, a hand over her lower face to be as dramatic as possible, larry following right after
sally feels bad whenever you take care of him when hes sick, especially because you have to deal with... well, his face
because of the lack of flesh near his mouth, he would drool a lot, especially because he was sick, he would struggle with mucus too, due to his destroyed nose
its not like he couldnt deal with this himself, since hes been like this since childhood, but he feels embarrassed that his own s/o helps him with something that would be an easy task for anybody who wasnt him
but you gently remind him that you do this because you love him, not because you pity him
he'll warn you that you'll get sick if you interact with him which is hypocritical since he literally did the same thing...
kiss him better pls he wants it
keep a massive box of tissues next to his bed stand AND WATER because he always forgets to hydrate even when he isnt sick
in conclusion, you both treat each other well whenever the other is sick, even if it meant that you'd also fall ill after <3
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okay a couple more wintersentry things because i had more ideas but they didnt fit the vibe of my first post so
bucky showing bob one his favorite restaurant in town that has food to make your eyes roll back but never seems to be super busy or overwhelming. it has an old timey charm, ran by a couple almost as old as bucky himself with decore and vibes to match, it feels like a place suspended in time in the best way possible. okay maybe they dont officially call it a date but with the soft lighting, yummy food and livley but easy conversation all in a little bubble of their own, it sure seems like a date to anyone looking in.
ouuughhhh them both being so touch starved but unused to a soft hand, they easily slip into a routine of lounging around together in silence, just taking in the comfort of another human being. with bucky reading a book with his arm slung over bobs shoulders as he rests agaisnt buckys side and playing a random game, (inspired by this art which i love sm) it quickly becomes both of their fave way to decompress.
STOOOOOP imagine bucky taking bob out for a joy ride around the city on his motorcycle and giving bob his coat (the dream) because 'its chilly and yelena would have my head if you caught a cold',,,,, no other reason,,,,def not because bucky thinks he looks so handsome with wind swept hair, biggest grin and all bundled up in his leather jacket. ougggh or bob showing bucky some of his comfort games (idk how canon this is but i love how everyone seems to agree he enjoys games and would love sdv and animal crossing), even if bucky doesnt fully understand the apeal, he does enjoy watching how excited bob gets to explain the little virtual world he created. its kinda comforting in the way that its so mundane and inconsequential in comparison to their regular one wrong move and youre dead day to day.
bob thinking buckys metal arm is so cool and loving to just look at and touch it. maybe it even helps ground him by tracing along the golden lines, feeling the smooth texture, and focusing on the cold of the vibranium against his sweaty palms instead of the dark thoughts trying to take over. bucky feeling a little better about himself with that, knowing his arm isnt just a tool to harm but can be of help in more ways than lifting something heavy. even though hes killed and hurt many many people, the fact it brings comfort to bob is,,,, nice <3
sobssss them learning to take better care of themselves together, eating food not just because its a necessity but just because it tastes good, using better soaps on their hair to keep it from getting too tangled or greasy as fast, doing simple activities that dont realy have an end goal besides being fun, trying to get a sleep schedule that isnt pure ass, hanging out with people instead of brooding in loneliness.
bucky lowk highk feels bad because bob is so much younger than him with a lot less life experience, still coming into his own, but the connection they have is undeniable.
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after making this post i ate a sandwich after having had like three peanut butter sandwich cookie packets over the past 2 days and i don't feel like a ghost anymore everyone clap
what's fucked is that eating keeps needing to happen and whats fucked subsequently is if you are not eating it will make you lose things more so you forget to eat again and you forget to do your work and you lie still for hours getting nothing done and forget why it feels like your personhood is inexorably sloughing off and you are becoming a ghost
#i keep thinking i should get breakfast and then i don't and i don't have any urgency to get lunch or dinner either i don't even check the#dining hall menu#its like my brain has completely removed desire for food from its concerns at all. in addition to i guess most other instincts to care abou#what i have to do to succeed or maintain a schedule or keep myself alive. which i think isnt supposed to happen. its not like i can blame m#brain for it though as if its seperate from me i'm supposed to seek help and institute changes to resolve these issues that's what people d#because they have to. that's what my mom does what she advises me to do but i dont have the discipline to make myself want to.#when it's like this i can't think#of a future i want to live in that i want to work towards that would make me do the work to build a routine and get better and make me do#things i don't want to do like everyone in the whole world has to. because i don't want to do them. i don't know how everyone does that#but at the end of the day like i always say there's only two options you either want to do it so you suck it up and change yourself because#you want to want to keep going or you don't#and i've never actionably chosen the latter like made a plan i probably won't unless its really easy and i know it would work and no one has#to find my body ideally but yknow. everyone thinks about it#and i've never really chosen the former either it's always just people in my life who care about me keeping me stuck to doing something#and then eventually it gets better
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DOA trio (Fyodor, Nikolai, Sigma) separately with a fem reader who
Absolutely loves everything pink, frilly and with bows.
Nsfw and sfw PLEEASSEE.
Fyodor definitely has an innocence kink or something..
"TIED YOU UP WITH RIBBONS"
Sypnosis: DOA trio with a s/o who is just obsessed with frilly dollete stuff!
Genre: fluff, smut
Warnings: bondage, clit teasing, use of vibrator, hickeys
A/N: PLEASE I LOVE DIS REQUEST SO FUCKING MUCH BECAUSE LITEARLY ME
FYODOR definitely likes well dressed women, its just his type!
I am pretty sure he can easily get you all types frilly stuff its really easy for him
Though he sometimes wonders why you are so obsessed with it infact hes more shocked when he sees your curtained bedroom
His eyes being flashed by all sorts of stuff like teddies, plushies bows pretty clothes
Sure he will act a bit judgy when he finally takes a seat in your feathery brown sofa but he will get used to it
No because i can see both yalls aesthetic being opposite he might even match fits with you!
Like for example for him dark coquette and you light coquette
Imagine calmly walking beside a lake in the afternoon with the clouds like gloomy???
I think he also likes seeing you in dolly like clothes like pink lolita skirts, big PUFFY ones and i mean puffy puffy.
NSFW MENTIONS★
I can totally see this one ride of a man have an innocence kink
I personally cant see fyodor be into bondage but he absolutely loves edging you for hours
Pressing a pink vibrator against you clit and watching you with a sadistic face as you whimper and beg to be his little fuck doll
Fyodor absolutely loves ruining your innocence especially if its in your bedroom because the you will be constantly reminded of last night
I can assure you NIKOLAI is more obsessed with dressing you like his doll then you being obsessed with pink
Not only in dollete clothes also in maid dresses with frills, pink nurse costumes, maybe even jester clothes
If you dont like the red and yellow then he will jjst make dress you into a soft pink and baby blue parriot like melanie in her Glued Up mv.
He loves doing your make up the most whether its heavy or just tinted he can do it pretty well
But what he enjoys the mlst is teasing you like asking you to mark him by revealing his collar
Nikolai definitely calls you innocent lamb, little fleece, angellete every type of pet name like this
Sometimes if you ask him to tie the ribbon he might tie it a bit too tight just to see you squirm in discomfort
NSFW MENTIONS ★
He definitely has a doll kink, shifting you here and there and using you like a marionette
Tying you up with pink laces, your wrists above your head just so he can see your pretty face whine and squirm
OKAY HEAR ME OUT nikolai specifically buying you those pretty lingerie sets you know the ones with like a transparent layer on top?
Nikolai very touchy so expect a larger hand at the top of you thighs at all times or stroking your white stockings randomly
I dont really know what to type for SIGMA because he already memorized your characteristics and stuff you like!
For example if you like big poofy skirt you will already have 10 different of them in ur closet all ready!
Hes actually intrested in your style
So one time you tied his hair in a ribbon and you just couldnt stop luaghing
I think sigma has really skilled hands so he can style your hair with different clips!
He isnt really a menace like the other two so you will just find him staring at your cotton teddies
You two switch both of them at night and he likes your one better because it reeks of strawberry <3
NSFW MENTIONS ★
Personally the thing i can see him doing is making you place hickeys on his neck
SORRY but i jst cant see him be kinky with an innocent type reader
He just wants to cuddle with you man😭
Infact sigma probably blushes and curses himself whenever hes staring at your stockings for too long
A/n: sorry it was short also FIRST TIME WRITING SMUT!!!
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Divider crds! : @muruffin
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