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spooky-activity · 2 years

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cressthebest · 1 month

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ok i got it to 150 you have to read chapter 69 🎀🎀

i saw 😞

i forgot how dedicated you were to these things and suddenly my inbox has blown up and i look and it’s you.

#i’ll enjoy reading it #i just needed motivation #so i guess i know what i’m finishing tonight #crimson rivers #cress talks way too much

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thetwilightroadtonightfall · 3 months

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I am the happiest person on earth right now because I just went out with a friend to grab a late lunch and it was just supposed to be a quick casual catch up thing that turned into a 4 hour conversation in the car about things that happened to us almost a decade ago 🥲

#roadie rambles #no one’s obligated to read this but y’all…you better sit down if you’re interested bc I’m feeling SO chatty tonight #for context: this is my childhood friend I grew up with then we went to different high schools and colleges #but over the years we’ve kept in touch and we see each other maybe 2-3 times a year #we have really similar personalities #okay so basically. 👏 today we learned that we had the /exact same/ traumatic experience in high school /almost around the same time/#and not only that!!! the people who caused it were the same people who were in our childhood 4 person friend group!! (we split 2-2 in hs)#now before you get worried: I’m not about to traumadump and we’re both in better wiser healthier places now #but imagine that!!!#the same exact experiences down to a T. and neither of us shared it until now #we weren’t ready to at the time and we’re not exactly the most open with our feelings #plus. different schools different lives not seeing each other every day yada yada #but with the clarity of hindsight and both of us being adults now we were ready!!! 👏👏#we had a convo in the car that naturally led into us letting it all out #and shit man. it’s not the trauma olympics here but. I thought the aftermath of what I went through was bad #venting it out was awesome for both of us and we had a lot of good laughs over it #but my friend…she went through some awful stuff #really hard stuff.#it broke my heart honestly bc she’s an amazing person and she didn’t deserve any of it #I made sure she knew that. she made sure /I/ knew that.#we were both hurt and betrayed in the same ways. but we also learned from it in the same ways. and now it’s something we share #we both wished that we could’ve had this convo years earlier #but I know that it wouldn’t have happened in the same way bc we weren’t at our current levels of maturity back then #I believe we were meant to have this convo /today/ and now we’re both better for it #that’s on growing up and having someone to heal with babey!!!! 🥹💖💖💖#if you made it this far thank you!! I appreciate it #I’m just…gonna lay here with my full heart and think about this forever now

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uhbasicallyjustmilex · 11 months

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💌 just wanted to say a quick thank you to everyone who’s left such lovely feedback on my latest chapter of four walls. it’s been a weird and emotionally draining week for me, and getting to come back after a long day and read all your kind words has been such a solace. it’s truly hard to put into words how much it means when people connect with something you’ve created (and i’m far too exhausted to even attempt it tonight), but trust me when i say nothing grounds me and keeps me writing through all the difficult stuff more than knowing that what i’m creating means something to people other than just me. thank you so much for your generosity in sharing that with me via your lovely comments and feedback 💌

#friendly reminder to leave comments on the fics you enjoy #it means the world to all of us writing them 💜#also sorry if this is totally incoherent #i’m so exhausted and overwhelmed tonight i feel like i could fall into bed and sleep for the next 48 hours #but i just wanted to share this because it’s been something i’ve been so thankful for all week 💗#i can’t wait to get stuck into finishing the next chapter for posting this weekend #i know there’s been a lot of slow build but… well #what it’s building to is very close now #and i’m so excited to share it with you!!#anyway i’ll stop rambling now #i’m going to drink tea and watch hannibal and try and have an early night #thank you and sorry to anyone who’s read through all of this nonsense 😅#i need to stop posting on tumblr when i should probably just go to sleep lol #four walls #lulu posts

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saturdaymournings · 10 months

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ohoho boy tomorrow is gonna be so bad but yanno what I’m gonna be a brave little guy and I’m gonna treat myself to back to back bath days so it’s all gonna be good in the end. Today was so bad today was fucking dreadful but there will be a way !!!!! I have to remember the small joys I have to stay strong

#I hate driving lessons. I’m sick of pretending that I don’t dread them every week. The guy who teaches me can tell and it pisses him off but #I HAVE to learn to drive I just have to and I WANT to be able to drive I just don’t wanna have to do it.#Plus idk what I’m gonna do bc it snowed today and if it’s still snowy out where I drive it’s gonna be cold asf and I’m gonna hate it !!!!#It’ll be fucking SCARY I’m already scared driving normally #And then I have psychology which isn’t even bad but I had a really bad consolidation task and ever since I haven’t been able to delete that #Connotation between the two in my brain.#I’m gonna create plans tho im gonna decide what im wearing for the next three days and a couple fun things that are going into my schedule #So I can look forward without worrying about offsetting the routine which is what ruined today (fuck snow)#I’m gonna try and read more and spend less money!!!!#Now I’m happy because I’ve got a bit of chill time tonight and then Friday’s horrors will fly pass effortlessly I’m sure and then before I #Know it it’ll be Saturday and the worries will be gone especially as now I know work bestie hasn’t like. Died (work bestie was like really #bad sick last week)

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kickbutts-singsongs · 8 months

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what dO YOU MEAN THE CHAPTER IS CALLED “GOODBYE ONE FOR ALL”

I AM NOT EMOTIONALLY STABLE RIGHT NOW HORIKOSHI WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME????

Edit: okay just read the chapter and I feel okay now. And false alarm on the chapter name 😅😅😅

#you know what?#no #I’m putting myself first tonight #I will read those leaks in the morning #let myself emotionally recover from ‘from the sidelines’#and then hopefully I’ll actually be able to read it withou bursting into tears #(is that likely? no lol)#bnha #mha #bnha spoilers #mha spoilers #bnha 413 #mha 413 #midoriya izuku #my thoughts

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stillagoodwitch · 7 months

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repeating the sentence “i’m a person” in my head to prepare for my parents visiting

#also writing a million oversharing posts and putting them in the drafts because i can not have meaningful conversations wirh people anymore #!#they’re gonna get mad at me #and they’re going to say stuff #and i don’t even know what they’re going to get mad at #rough when you regulate by telling yourself you’re not in trouble and no one is mad at you!!#i’ve been crying for Hours this is enough #i think i’m gonna go back to reading fics tonight #fitting because the first time i properly browsed ao3 for marauders stuff was the first time my parents visited me here #boo hoo ovwrsharing post deal with it because this is the normalest one i’m going back to normal finally

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moonlightdancer26 · 1 year

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Me when “Always”:

Me when “It’s you who needs me tonight”:

#‘‘it’s you who needs me tonight’’ = my happiness flying away #i’m about to sob bro they didn’t deserve their ending 😭</33 #i need to know what went through jkr’s mind while writing in their deaths #like actually what made this hoebag think she can destroy our hearts like that??#harry potter #remadora #remus lupin #also ‘‘always’’ still makes me cry dw guys i just sob a million times more with remadora #remadora solos what can i say #anyway #i need to read remadora before i go to bed #enjoy the rest of your night y’all #nymphadora tonks #hp

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starbuck · 9 months

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was completely mystified for days by my cousins being like “let’s watch a movie!” and then BOTH OF THEM proceeding to stare at their phones throughout the entire film, glancing at the screen only whenever the dialogue or a musical cue implied that something Important was happening, only to realize that the issue is that modern films don’t rely on nearly as many purely visual elements as older films did, so my poor cousins missed over 50% of the jokes because i didn’t think to warn them that, when watching films directed by people who got their start before films had dialogue, you actually need to WATCH them to understand what is happening.

#realized this AS i was reading a review of the film i watched tonight and suddenly it ALL clicked #the visual gags were their favorite parts too - they just didn’t know they missed at least 90% of them 😂😂#i mean. personally i put everything aside when watching a film regardless of when it came out #which DOES sometimes result in me getting bored #but like. tough cookies. that’s what i signed up for #it’s not a YouTube video. it’s not an audiobook. it’s not a podcast.#you have to WATCH it #if you don’t want to watch a movie then that’s cool #but don’t say you do and then look at your phone the whole time - ya know?#i feel like i’m gonna have to start clarifying this with people beforehand #because i DO have movies i would put on if people’s mileage was ‘vaguely entertaining background noise for my phone scrolling’#but you’re not getting one of the Good Ones if that’s all you’re looking for #not even because i’m being judgey but because it fails to fulfill that purpose #they’re films that require your full attention #so if you can’t give them that - they won’t give anything back to you #i think that’s fair to say #oh also meant to mention that my cousins have degrees in theater and art respectively #so i just assumed they would inherently Get this #but they DIDN’T #and i was Not Prepared

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manicpixiedreamedwins · 1 month

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not everything has to be subversive actually. sometimes things are just good because of the bones they were built on.

#Idk how to tell you that I came to read soulmates/friends to lovers/whatever trope was tagged. “But what if they… weren’t that??”#That would be a different story. Perhaps a good one. But a different one. With a different name even.#Same with “yes but what if your romance story ended platonically/unrequited/etc.” once again. That would be a different story.#It’s fine to write different stories. But some of us know exactly what we are about and came to specific tropes for a reason.#Idk. At this point I feel like it would be more subversive to see a normal fucking trope with no twists but I’m in a mood tonight.#thoughts #She speaks

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seventh-district · 7 months

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#it is 5 hrs past my bedtime and i am awake listening to Two Hearts by Dermot Kennedy on loop and crying over Rotating Shifts. again.#i couldn’t resist the urge to read the latest chapter any longer but i knew when i did i’d get like this #so Why did i wait for my period to roll around. i have made. a silly decision lmaooo #i’ve complained abt it before but i’m conflicted about how much more sensitive it makes me #my nightmares usually don’t make me cry but oh i was a Wreck this morning #so why i picked tonight to read the fic that always makes me cry is beyond me #i have never met a fic before that had me in such an intense emotional grip #and it’s fucking hilarious bc it’s not that intense of a story!! like yeah there’s been devastating parts but i’m out here having to-#-take a break every single chapter bc i’ll read one line that hits my inner child like a truck and i have to take a minute to recover #but the whiplash this fic gives me is so fucking funny and the range in the storytelling from comedy to tragedy is just.. *scream-cries*#it has my favorite characterization of Sun and Moon that i have ever seen #this chapter wasn’t even that sad i’m just Making myself sad about it #but on another level it also makes me sad in the sense that i don’t think i’ll ever be able to write something that good..#all that i want out of my writing endeavors is to make one (1) person feel as strongly and as much as RS makes me feel #and i don’t know if i can do that. i don’t know if my writing has what it takes bc i can’t even describe exactly what it is #i don’t think it’s a science that can be replicated. things either connect with someone or they don’t #the way Sun goes from worryingly innocent ‘wdym we can’t invite strangers to live with us?’ ‘wdym we can’t adopt an adult that needs help?’#to fucking. tearing an animatronic in half in a fit of protective rage and blocking access to all dating apps to prevent you from-#-finding anyone else bc he’s your Special Friend and he can’t have his Daydream falling for anyone else!! no no!!#it’s not a new concept but i eat it tf up when Sun is actually the one you should fear the most #like no i don’t think he’d hurt Reader but i dread to think of the things he would do For them #the back and forth between childlike innocence and terrifying intelligence possessiveness and physical capability is just mmmmm 100/10 #and don’t even get me started on Moon. or i Will start crying again #he’s like yeah dumbass of course i’m gonna save you every time some POS man tries to **** you. of course i will you fucking crater-head #but i will complain at you about it the Entire way home and then i will steal your fucking toilet paper and pack you a raw egg for lunch #because i hate you 🖤 but Sun loves you and we would both kill for you 🖤 also i drank all of your chocolate milk 🖤 also i hate you :)#anyways i am paraphrasing obviously and dear god i hope no one who actually reads RS sees this bc i do not want my 2am ramblings taken as-#-any kind of Official Thoughtful Analysis of the story ok pls pls pls let me be insane abt my favorite fic without having to be articulate #i just have so many fucking FEELINGS about them. i am unwell.#i’m not even tagging this i’m just hitting post and going to sleep goodnight

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thatgirlonstage · 1 year

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Does literally anything make me more feral than “I am willing to let the person I love hate me forever if I can do something that ensures they’re happy”

#I am continuing my v slow motion read of #ouran hshc #I read volume 12 tonight and I’m HAVING A REAL NORMAL ONE ABOUT THE HITACHIINS #fuck. fuck!!!!!!!#all of you just. stop being complicated and kiss each other. everyone in the host club. right now #no bc this shit destroys me #bc you know you KNOW #that if the person you made that sacrifice for found out what you’d done #they never would have wanted it #the happiness is built on a lie #IT HURTS SO GOOD #see also: thinks about bsd beast au and has to go lie down

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binders-and-beanies · 4 months

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