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i liked repairing space bridges
#tfa#transformers animated#ratchet#bumblebee#i like to make this bug suffer#DIE BRU DIE#PULL THE PLUG!#transformers#bumble prime#i like to think whatever injured ratchet he was saving bumblebee from it#when another war starts up and now ur already attached to this reckless minibot so its 100 times more stressful#putting my grandson that i hate in 100 body mods and limb enhancers so hes bigger and stronger and wont die#bublebee going “where did we get all these spare parts”#ratchet suspiciously missing a leg “uh idk found them”#ratchet upgrading his stingers and bee is like “uhh i thought this wasnt allowed”#ratchet installing 100 lethal protocols into his stingers “idk what ur talking about just shut up”
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(tw sh/blood/vent art) "i hate it here, i hate the smell and fluorescent lights, but most of all I hate you", he utters, gazing at his own face in the reflection of a dirty mirror; as both are only hanging on by a thread.
blood/injury tw ↓

..yeah.. i really really hate it here
#vent post#deleted like 80% of the text that was written oops#havent written in a while#dazai osamu#bungou stray dogs dazai#bsd dazai#bsd#my art :)#bsd fanart#venting#tw vent#tw blood#tw self h4rm#tw injury#bungo stray dogs dazai#tw depressing stuff#poetry kinda?#i love making dazai suffer#its my only decent coping mechanism#i'm alright i promise#antikr1sta#vent art#vent ish#cw sh#cw selfhate#cw blood#cw mention of bugs#not trying to glorify this shit#wet cat dazai#wet cat of a man
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#clone high double helix#clone high#scudworth#ch Van Gogh#Don't know how to put this delicately so I'll just say it#I feel nothing in my heart for Van Gogh#He exists to suffer for our amusement#I know he has a small but dedicated group of fans so just thought I'd let you know early#He's not important in this comic#and if the sight of your fav straight-jacketed and caught in a comically large butterfly net sits with you wrong#this may not be the comic for you#There's nothing wrong with liking a fictional character but thought I'd address the VG girlies as a courtesy#Be free! Make your fanart!#I'll be over here squishing him like a bug#there's so much beauty in the world#Escape from the Meat Locker: A Clone Again Naturally#CHDH main#ch van gogh
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That moment when you kinda have plot armor but only really because the person who is in-universe running the plot is obsessed with you and would rather see you live through hell than have you killed <3
#this is about#457#inho for sure likes to see gihun be absolutely tortured either physically or emotionally#and idk i made a post about it before how gihun in season one didn't survive just cause of plot armor or cause he was lucky#because some people think that about him#but i think it's very interesting how in season 2 gihun is kind of protected from death#but not because he's the main character or better than any other character#but simply because the one who is in charge of stuff is very interested in him and likes to analize him like a bug#it's very obvious that inho is in some fucked up way protecting gihun not just when they try to take the games down but also Inside the#games themselves#but i really wonder how long this will last#will gihun simply not die because inho wants to see him suffer#how long is gihun going to survive like that?#will inho make bigger exceptions? breaking his own rules of 'everyone has the same chances' just so gihun doesn't die?#when gihun possibly gets to a point where he Wants to die will inho actively stop him? just so he can break him more? watch him suffer?#anyways i hope this makes sense#just very interested in how gihun does have an advantage this time around but really only because of a very Fucked Up reason#he was just a player in s1 just like everybody else#but then he got Interesting#for inho#so now he's special#not special as in he's the main character but special as in somebody high up in the system is very interested in him#and that someone high up can make it so that gihun has different conditions#lea's random thoughts#seong gi hun#hwang in ho#NOT a 457 hate post btw!!!!#just analizing gihuns role as a main character inside the plot while taking into consideration the system that he is put in (the games) and#how somebody in charge of said system can change it to gihun's advantage (without gihun knowing or wanting that of course)#squid game
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#juhani tanaka#my ocs#scribblins#i don't usually go this in-depth when it comes to designing my ocs but juhani's design has been bugging me#i want to make it distinct but i'm essentially working backwards from kio and hikaru's designs#i think i'm coming close to settling on something i like though#bea's design was super easy#and sheeta's i'm still undecided about outfit/colours but her face and hair i've settled on#but juhani?? i have been Suffering
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honestly i should really make names for them SOON... i struggle w names esp when theres contextual conventions for them. i mean i should have more experience w this cus my ocverse ive been working on for like 7 yrs has EXTREMELY similar conventions (most characters name themselves, which leads to names like 'zeltaveen' and 'doba') but also ive only named a Few of the many characters from that over the years... that ive condemned most of them to abstraction before even coming up with a name for them feels particularly cruel, i simply just Dont think about names fast
#ik the card ones like... itll ALMOST sound like an atcual name but be a little off#rings would be smth borderline respectable but slightly silly#box's is prob a nonsense name like pomni#(brushing aside the meaning of her name ofc. in universe its just a bunch of random letters)#and bug persons likely smth another person came up w#('jax' and 'gangle' both were names jax came up w which could be used as some sort of basis#and zooble being named zooble is like.... did caine label the box before or after they got that name?#were they named after the parts or were the parts named after them?)#also if ur thinking 'well you have a name for scuttle!' i didnt name them HAHA#a friend came up w that name for me. shout out to it for coming up w his name#ok rn im playing w a random letters thing for box#and the first result was 'bpldg' which is funny fsr. 'uxiux' too. neither of these seem like caine would like them#and he seems to also ignore names he doesnt like if xddcc is anything to go by#oh these letter combos are TERRIBLE its a surprisse pomni got pomni second try#it just gave me 'unnrn'. like 30 more rolls and just got 'lxxxw'#im gonna make it part of his lore that caine had to reroll her name. so many times#no way i jsut got 'eksit' thatd be SO mean. wont use that thats so on the nose but holy shit#'getbf' LMAO?#'clipi' almost works but doesnt feel right#box sits there for 30 minutes as caine generates so many names that all sound terrible getting more frantic by the second#finally lands on smth that could pass as a name and it says oh no no thanks can we try again#all other players collectively suffering waiting for the new player to get named#meanwhile ring character is ALSO still thinking but refuses any suggestions#OK. ok . woscr could work. close enough to a real name but wo sounding too absurd#might go w that... maybe#ill think on it more
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i've attained a level of "canon divergence within canon divergence" . anyway under the read more is a mini script i wrote for this situation cuz they all nerds
Liu Wei: A-Xiang, what is thee doing here? Did Coach not task you with greeting the rest of Kaijo's team? Erika: I did that already. (turning to Himuro) Otome-senpai, here. Himuro: Hm? Erika: (hands him a stack of letters) Himuro: Ah, sorry for the trouble. Erika: (shrugs) Better than having them disturb practice. Himuro: I do feel bad about troubling you all the time with this. Erika: I mean, it's not like you haven't tried cleaning your locker out I assume. Moriyama: (pokes his head in) Locker? Liu Wei: (glances down) The locker of Himuro shall always be filled with the pinings of those who have fallen into the trap of love. Moriyama: !!! Himuro: (having a bad feeling of deja vu) Well, Erika-chan, maybe we should meet Coach-- Moriyama: Himuro-san! Hold on a minute! Himuro: ... yes? Moriyama: You never told me that you get love letters every day! Himuro: (sighs) Erika: (raises an eyebrow) You know him? Himuro: Know is a strong word. Liu Wei: (shaking head) Truly, it is an endeavor one must strive to achieve. That thee's lockers are this full to the point that A-Xiang shall be acting as a messenger. Moriyama: (gasp) Those girls are so dedicated that they'd sneak into into the boys' locker room?! Erika: (snorts in amusement) Himuro: Wha -- no, Yosen has school lockers, like the ones in America. Liu Wei: After all, we shall be pining for the intermingling of cultures, and a Western-style architecture and education in the coldest regions of Akita. Erika: He has two lockers, mind you. One like the ones in America, and the getabako. Both are always stuffed to the brim with letters. Himuro: (mutters) It's not always-- Moriyama: (turning to Liu Wei) Liu! Liu Wei: (appears to have a moment of understanding) Himuro: E-- Moriyama & Liu Wei: (surrounds Himuro) Himuro: ?! Moriyama: Please teach us how to receive letters like you do!! Himuro: Why-- Moriyama: It has to be you! Sensei!!! When we last talked about this, you had nothing but wisdom for me! Liu Wei: Yes. It shall be the sin of selfishness should thee declare this to be an act of secrecy. Himuro: I really don't-- MoriLiu: PLZ!!!! Himuro: (helplessly smiling) Erika-chan, whenever you're done laughing, I'd love some help on fending them off. Erika: Love, hm? Like a love letter? Himuro: Th-- Erika: Your request may take a few days seeing as I'm backlogged on delivering your love letters. MoriLiu: Himuro-sensei!!! Himuro: (a deep, long, soulful sigh) How am I supposed to give advice about something I don't even want...
#himuro tatsuya#kagari erika (oc)#moriyama yoshitaka#liu wei#kuroko no basket#knb#riri's oc#anyway the reason this is canon divergent inception is because technically in my yosen verse#moriyama and liu wei meet in university#as moriyama is a year above them. so he has graduated by the time erika has joined yosen#however i may have neglected to mention extra details to my artist#but this is funnier#anyway the canon divergence can be IDK moriyama is the same year as himuro and liu wei. sure let's go with that#ALSO ANYWAY the drama cd of moriyama bugging the hell out of himuro for how to be popular with girls lives rent free in my head#the saga continues (himuro's suffering)#also part of why i like my yosenverse is that whatever's wrong with moriyama (comphet) i can fix him (be gay do crimes)#for legal purposes that's a joke (or is it)#also liu wei is important to me as a fellow blorbo#he may not know what's going on but if moriyama is doing it he'll follow along#also more context you certainly didn't ask for coming to the end of my tag talking: in yosenverse i view some of himuro's fans as#too nervous to give him letter directly#and his lockers are full#so they decide to ask erika to give it to him on their behalf because#1) lore reasons for my self-indulging ship irony and#2) much to her disgruntlement she appears nonthreatening and reliable#also for liu wei i think it's extra funny for him to be involved in these shenanigans#most students look at him and think of man that dude doesn't know how to have fun#when in fact he is very gap moe and eager to make friends!!! pls be friends with my son!!!#anyway moriliu is something i ship very strongly as well#welcome to the yosenverse
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In an interesting coincidence you first mentioned living in Florida the day it was revealed to me I may have to move their and now everytime you mention florida more news about this comes to light . Have you cursed me?
This is not the place for me to go into my insane ramblings but
I’m warning you.
If you can avoid it. Don’t. Don’t. Do it.
Don’t curse yourself.
If at all possible. Don’t. The state is actively running itself into the ground.
#I understand things are sometimes out of your control#but if you aren’t making 100k+ or already rich#you will suffer. immensely.#a shitty bug infested musty ass one bedroom apartment is 2k to rent#the wages here are in the dirt#the traffic. the drivers.#THE WEATHER..#I can only speak for central and south fl#north fl is the south.. idk what goes on up there.#the more north you go the more south it gets#also if you are anything but mega straight or cis HOLY SHIT. DONT DO IT.#like it’s actually dangerous.#don’t.#ask me how I know.. ha. hahaha. get me outta here.#non voice post#ask#asks
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the real question beyond how to recognize the thoughts marching like ants in a death spiral. is how to interrupt it.
#when I'm in it i am convinced that i deserve it and i should suffer and and and..... well you see that is part of the spiraling#i Have to continue to dwell in it and maybe even make it worse because uhhhhhhhh#bugs#i don't know if i trust myself to break me out of it :/ at least to even like.. actually try#instead of being like 'no i should continue to suffer because I'm terrible and this is proof of it'#like my suffering is justification for my suffering or whatever the fuck. :/#no but it does make me miserable to be around which feeds into my self isolation which as we know#is GREAT for helping with low mood and such. lmfao.#i don't think i have poor self esteem on the whole but i HAVE been. fucking unhinged. which i hate#anyway blah blah blah grounding techniques. i think i need a distraction in those moments#but not sure yet how to like.... go about it. but I'll figure it out dammit#I'm like smart and resourceful and shit
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Drew some OC shit :P
#ocs#my ocs#raymooocs#raymooart#Rove#Corrin#Artisan 'Art' Sterling#Art#totally Not Elster#Magpie#did I make an OC that is very much inspired in every way shape and form by Elster Signalis?#and the only name I could come up with because I am shit at names is fucking Magpie making the inspo even more unbelievably obvious???#No. I don't know what you're talking about.#i'm cringe but i'm free#sorry I have almost no new cool epic art of Corrin#I draw her wife (Rove) much more cus I like Bug :3#all of my OCs are terrible people who have done terrible things#the most sane one is Magpie but then again she fell in love with ART of all people#ART IS THE WORST OF THE WORST IN THIS WHOLE WORLD LOL#She is the Origin of everyone else's suffering. Selfish bitch.#and yet Magpie was still like Damn she's kinda cool... until she realized just how terrible Art is#and then she betrays Art womp womp#and Art tries over and over again to rebuild her. It never works!!#because maybe#just maybe#Art is the problem.#anyways enough rambling enjoy my OCs iggg#raymoojabber
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HI GDBLR I NEED TO FIND OUT curiosity killed the aviancataclysm and the only way to bring him back is by satisfaction
#geometry dash#gdtumblr#gdblr#personally i have it installed AND kept up-to-date but it's been disabled for a while now (feels like its been 2 months already#used to have it on but then was informed that it may be slightly more beneficial to have it off for my current skill level#because some lvls have clicks aligned with 60fps or somethng like that i FORGOT!!!! and cbf might make me die to bugs instead of helping#and i was like YEAH THAT MAKES. SENSE ! <- suffers from a severe case of newb syndrome. hardest still a medium.#and so far they are completely right the mod does not make a difference for me because not skilled enough for it to matter 😭😭 but still#chat what do we think of this
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Tf I just came across a post talking abt my bug fables world analyses calling me a wholesome brainrotted zoomer who didn’t understand real bug societies?? 😭 posting it here on my alt so Nobody sees this but my moots but my brother in Christ those posts were not complaints about the game, those were if anything praise of having layers to the worldbuilding lmao I’m not oblivious to how bugs work, I was just pointing out it was interesting that despite the rest of society moving forward to more humanlike behaviors there were still systems in place that, to any fully sapient beings would be seen as oppressive. Wasn’t saying it was a bad thing or a mistake. Very interesting thing to stumble across on this fine Friday afternoon
#I don’t think it was meant as hate but it is still very funny to me#wearing that name with PRIDE. wholesome brainrotted zoomer is RIGHT and don’t you forget it#the post implied I was saying it was a mistake which. I was not !! I really like that aspect of the game#saying something’s ’disturbing’ certainly doesn’t mean bad or scary. I mean ffs my favorite series is the hunger games lmao#wearing the three adjectives wholesome brainrotted zoomer like a Medal of Honor#if I add that to my bio you know why now#I am questioning if my takes came across wrong now. I meant it as praise but maybe that got lost in translation somewhere#it was more so a joyful declaration of ‘their society is FUCKED UP and I LOVE that’#like hell yeah make the bugs suffer. make them stuck working in a factory for their lives that’s the stuff I LIKE
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So I'm an RTD girlie who gave up on doctor who somewhere in the moffat era before chibnall even took over and so I've missed all of thirteen's tenure. I don't have it in me to watch all of her seasons at this moment in time but I LOVE Jodie and your gifs look so compelling.
Would you be able to recommend your top 5 episodes with 13 or something so I can rectify the error of my ways, at least a little bit?
Hmmmmmmm I would say that for a complete Thirteen novice you should watch:
The Woman Who Fell to Earth
It Takes You Away
Spyfall pts 1 & 2
The Haunting of Villa Diodati
And probably Fugitive of the Judoon and The Timeless Children just because those are very important series lore episodes that are important to watch even if you very much disagree with most of the choices that Chibnall made
Also probably The Power of the Doctor so you can watch Thirteen's full regeneration episode (and Jacob Anderson <3)
#questionbell#anonymous#i will also admit this openly: the gifs I'm reblogging look compelling because I'm very selectively cherry picking#the best part of each episode to amplify#i love jodie and i love thirteen so much but god are some of her episodes dull#chibnall had no idea what to do with her and the companions offer absolutely nothing#and i mean it. i do say this with love but jodie/thirteen could've been INCREDIBLE if she'd had anything good to work with#which is why she shines when she's up against sacha as the master#he gives her something to bounce off and play with whereas yaz just gawks at her like a bug under a microscope#but i do think the biggest issue is that there are just too many characters in each episode#villa diodati has like 10 characters in it which is far too many to successfully do anything with#because you can't further yaz's storyline while also making us care about shelley and the lone cyberman and the cyberium all in 50 minutes#and that's where i think the chib era suffered the most#it tried to do too much and in doing so accomplished nothing at all#anyway i do genuinely like these few episodes so you should very much check them out and form your own opinion#just don't watch rosa or orphan 55
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So…. many… confession blogs….. anyways I love every single meeple product SO much but I think people do not talk about metags enough. they’re such little goobers and i love them sosoososososososos much :-) I really hope they’re going to be okay after cobs dies. Actually Now that i think about it there are still a bunch of creations that are atill stuck at mecloud. what is going to happen tothem
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#truth! they’re like little bugs to me /pos#I do wonder whqt’ll happen to all the people still at mecloud though…#i’ve seen a lot of people headcanon that 3gs and 4 will go back to mecloud and start trying to make it a better place#which I think is a neat idea#but also. Do they really wanna go back there? after all the pain and suffering they endured back there?#so interesting to think about#inanimate insanity#ii metag#ii meeple#meeple confession
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chapter 7 of tickertape might be the death of me
#its not writers block its writers SUFFERING#owwwwwwwwwwww my brain#writing this chapter makes me feel like a lab rat in one of those really complicated mazes#like there is ONE way out and thats to finish the chapter but im taking so many wrong turnings on the way#tickertape#like i know how the chapter is starting and i know where i want it to end up#but i found a really roundabout way to get to the point inthe middle#but unfortunately its crunch time and i have to actually write the section thats been bugging#me for years#but unfortunately its also Quite an Important Moment in the story as a whole so i wanna get it right#but its so damn difficult
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Art for Pride Day 7: Cuddles
#Pride month#Pride 2024#Pride#Gay#Gay pride#mlm#LGBTQ#Digital art#Oc#Oc art#Cuddle bugs :3#Oh my goodness the torture I felt while making this#pls ignore the anatomy this took several days#was it worth it guys pls like and reblog my suffering/hj
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