#i love having something to look forward but also im excited that we'll get to hang out again! yeehaw!

[ikyw-t]

hey! it's been a while since my last proper life update so it's about time for another! 🌸

Soo I started a new job on sunday and it's going rly rly well! I work at a bagel store, and I used to work at a different location for a few months right before covid and while it was by far the least stressful and least bad job I'd had overall, after working here for three days I realize that at the other store we had been understaffed like 99% of the time and that this job is actually a lot less stressful when there's a reasonable number of people working. so I'm glad that I'm working here now! everyone I've met so far has been very nice and it's just overall a very nice and chill atmosphere, I am genuinely so pleased :)

alsooo i started learning "je te veux" on piano a few days ago and according to the sheet music it's supposed to be played at 176bpm and so far I've learned half the song at 120bpm and honestly it still sounds delightful. 176 seems unnecessarily fast. like maybe I'll get it up to 150 but idrc about getting it that fast rly lol. it's been fun tho! the last song i rly took the time to learn all the way thru was "the very last night" over this summer and that was also fun but je te veux is like an actual song lol and it's very festive and jolly so im having a good time with that!

also I've been doing a lot of reading lately! here's some brief reviews!

- the world cannot give, tara isabella burton; fun read, cool vibes. i read another book by her called "social creature" which i also read in two days and was pretty compelling

- when we were young, richard roper; also a fun quick read! definitely had some laugh out loud moments. it was enjoyable although i think his other book "how not to die" had a more developed story and characters and i liked more in general.

- family of liars, e. lockhart; a pretty good sequel for "we were liars" which i read a year ago or more, but i feel like this had a similar vibe and voice to the first book, and overall the story didn't feel like a forced prequel, but held up just fine on its own.

- currently i'm reading cards on the table by agatha christie, which is the 15th book in the hercule poirot series lol. i started the series earlier this year and altho it's not always very riveting they are pretty quick and fun reads, and it gives me something to read when i don't feel like im the mood for anything else, ya know? also it's kinda interesting to read about domestic life (and death! Lol) in early 20th century england. this book is called cards on the table cause it took place during a game of bridge, and i think if i knew anything about bridge id probably appreciate it a little more though it's been a solid book regardless.

also i read the play "who's afraid of virginia woolf" a couple weeks ago and i finished it cause it was pretty short but it was meh. like. just meh.

anyway! that's my once in a blue moon life update dump lol. would have to say im currently not doing too bad! the rest of the year has been pretty stressful and just miserable but at least the last couple months of 2021 are turning out ok!

[angeart]

ok so I just finished binge reading (as well as staring in wonder at the beautiful art) basically everything about the fic and I just want to say. THE ART. THE WRITING. THE WORLDBUILDING AND LORE AND PLOT AND CHARACTER DESIGNS. THE EVERYTHING.

Their stories are so tragic and amazing and IM NOT CRYING YOURE CRYING *internally screaming and sobbing* >:C /vvvpos

also I’m super intrigued by the mimic??? Like, ohmygosh they’re such an interesting character and I feel so bad for them but at the same time HOW DARE YOU HURT MY CHILDREN </33333 im wondering if we’re ever gonna get any info on what their natural form (if they have one) looks like?? Or more mimic/hybrid lore, etc? but either way GREAT JOB ARGH this fic >>>>>>

I’m awestruck by both of your amazing skills, keep doing what you’re doing because you’re both gonna go great places, and already have and holy. I’m so invested in this fic lmbo. 🫵🏳️‍🌈🥺

-😸🫶🏼

waaa ohmygosh a new person! hi hello!!

i was confused for a second but i assume by fic you mean hhau! <33 their story truly is full of tragedy (just the way we love it hehe) and i'm so excited to hear you enjoyed looking through all the stuff and are now Invested™️!

also also!! it's great to hear you're interested in the mimic! when me and link made juni, we just had a What If Mimic thought one day and played around with it, and then it kept going and going, until it gained a life of its own. and, honestly, we weren't sure if people were going to like him by the end of his arc. he's complicated, he stepped between grian and scar, and he's made some very bad decisions. which, you know, is a tricky spot to put a character you want people to care about.

it always makes me so happy to know he's looked at with love and curiosity despite all the wrongs he's done rather than seeing his character just negatively and being glad he's gone, so thank u!! <33

juni doesn't know what his original form is. in a way, he doesn't have one anymore. he can't remember how to be himself, so he's just looking for someone to be. someone he can live with being, you know? identity is such a convoluted, twisted concept to him, but he's desperate to grasp it. to be his own, rather than just a thief or a coward or a traitor.

and maybe we'll get to see where that journey takes him. i hope that's something you'd look forward to see :3c

[atragicallycrispydude]

The removal of DPRC might actually be the best thing ever done for Strive I don't even care.

Just. Like. What the fuck were they thinking. It's in XRD, too, but fucking god. The even small amount of Oki you get from getting a knockdown on a character (even just being strike/bait dp) is a very important situation in the game and with having a DP, and that RPS is a delicate balance that carries risk and reward for both sides.

But. Like. Do you have 50 meter? You win. DP and if it's blocked you take your turn back anyway! So cool! So awesome! The only reason you have to not DPRC is because it would take 50 meter from you and smack you with a little tension penalty! Good thing characters in this game don't build meter like it's their job! :)

Genuinely nothing made me angrier. Yes, wild assault is bad. Yes, some characters are a little "you make one mistake and I win." But DPRC is just about the only thing across the like 500 hours of Guilty Games I've played that genuinely feels nigh incontestable. I'm probably wrong but I was so fucking excited when I saw the patch note. Thank fucking god. Wild assault being gutted is also very nice, I do actually think that white assault just being something you can use to skip neutral while being unsafe is cool.

I also love that they made some of the HS versions of the DP's not invuln, presumably so they can still be RC'd? I dunno. It's very very cool, honestly. The patch notes are neat for a lot of the characters (the potemkin changes are fucking terrifying holy shit) and I'm absolutely gonna pick up testament I think (im addicted to the rule of the tierlist, I know)

The season pass looks awesome - I'm very interested to see what's happening with Lucy and do think it's kind of a weird choice but I'm not complaining I fucking love the show and I DESPERATELY hope that Daisuke and Naoki compose a banger vocal theme for her.

I still want to know what was going on in the office when they made wwa originally, but I suppose we'll never know. Also Slayer nerfs would be nice (what if Mappa Hunch was a Mappa Punch and didn't have any forward movement that would be pretty cool I think)

WE'RE SO FUCKING BACK

[unofficialadamtaurus]

First of all CONGRATS for finishing! It could not have been easy (I say as I remember all the times you were sore, bruised, and/or sick while trying to write a chapter LIKE BRUH), especially when each and every chapter is god tier. Seriously homie, you’re amazing!!

But FOR REAL WTF?? these dudes keep working after having infiltrated a massive fucking whale, stopped a Grimm invasion, got exploded to bits, and fought an immortal milf? Babes pls get some. Idk. SLEEP.

Naw but i really do love to see it. Also especially love to see how much they support each other through it 🥹 honestly the highlight of the chapter for me.

GOD like this moment when all of RWBY hug is HNNNNGSOZHBEHAOXH

Blake and Weiss joined the hug by some unspoken signal. Ruby melted into their embrace like so many petals and Blake's heart melted with her. "I missed you guys."

THEY ARE FAMILY OKAY AND I JUST GXHWIYZBXOYWNJ

Ruby is being particularly adorable too (the carrots line killed me 💀) but also like GURL YOU ARE LITERALLY BLIND RN STAY IN BED??

Yang nodded. "We'll get through it. Speaking of getting through things…can we talk?"

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Yang shuddered at her touch. Their lips brushed when Blake continued: "Let's skip that part this time."

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THOSE TWO ARE SO *frantic arm gestures* YKNOW??? Im happy they got a happy ending because yeah I doubted it for sec okay 😩

LMAO at the reoccurring Oscar interruption but wait FUCK THE KID IS FUCKING DYING?? UGH god I didn’t expect the Oscar and Ozpin thing to hurt as much as it did. Ozpin deserves good things too dammit whyyy 😭😭

GODDAMN Adam and Blake conversations are always so top tier is2g. There’s something I love so much about this conversation brooo. Blake’s resolve and care towards him just 🥹 UGH. her unwavering stares? Easily expressed gratitude? Instant forgiveness (nothing to really forgive cuz like corruption feels like shit and pretty violating and traumatizing tbh fr but she does it anyway to help him feel better ANDANDAND—)? THE LETTER???

OWHXISOWHXNIWOEUDNCKEIHWKFIW I JUST LOVE IT WHEN SOMEONE CARES ABOUT HIM AND HE FEELS IT OKAY

And FUCK I love this part

He swallowed and looked away, unsure how to respond to that. He didn't want to say "You're welcome," because they weren't, and this was never going to happen again. Even if, in some small corner of his heart, the knowledge that he'd helped to save the world like some kind of fantasy hero radiated a gentle heat that would warm him for a long time to come.

YOU DIDNT HAVE TO GO THAT HARD HOMIE IM ALREADY CRYIN 😭

Also LIVING for Neo and Adam team up. Neo’s expressive mannerisms are genuinely so fun to read UGH it’s PERFECT. And the “Don’t stay too long” for Qrow OAISBXOIENWOWIDN

He clipped Blush to his belt and let the spark flare unhindered.

Homie when I tell that IM FUCKING LIVING FOR THISS

"'Part of starting over is saying goodbye. You were first; now it's my turn. If you want to, you'll see me again.

"'Goodbye, Blake.'"

OWJDNEOWHNDDIJENEIDNXIEUWNDIFUENEIDIXJNWO IM EMOTIONAL

wait omfg I think I forgot to mention to Jaune 💀 I don’t hate him I swear The way his semblance and aura are practically working against each other is a REALLY interesting and nice touch, and i don’t think ive ever seen it applied like this. And I love his “i went from nothing to nothing line” and how he’s just so glad he was able to save somebody. 🥹 it captured that part of his character so well and tbh the same goes for all the others (me @ ruby rn is going “bitch is you BLIND”). It’s a really neat touch to the chapter!!

I can't tell if you've read the epilogue yet, but either way I am injecting every keysmash in this message directly into my veins. Your reviews were one of the things I most looked forward to when writing a new chapter - I was excited to see which lines you'd specifically comment on. You're probably at least 20% of the reason this story got finished at all lol.

Thanks for reading, and thanks for never failing to bring a smile to my face when commenting 😊

[honeyhotteoks]

as much as i am looking forward to the inevitable confrontation between yungi and reader, im actually really happy you wrote her l sticking to her guns and calling someone else for this heat cycle. as an outside reader, im sympathetic to the boys' plight because ive seen their pov and their longing :tm: but like yn hasnt and i really feel for her on that front :( getting ghosted after something so emotionally intimate (and by your boss(es) !??!?!!) aughh i will eat them alive.

on that same note - im also singing praises with how much platonic rep there is in this fic. like romantic love is one thing ofc, but platonic "you get me/i got you" love is also equally as fulfilling and im so glad its getting a spotlight here with hwa and woo and san (? also) like i dunno how to describe it but I appreciate it bunches. i know this next "arc" follows yn's new heat cycle with some new partners and that i guess its all "fundamentally" for her, but i hope this experience is also emotionally enriching and good for hwa and woo (and san ??) LOL

ok i just think you're the coolest. happy writing!!

WAIT THIS REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm freaking out - let me explain hahahah

a huge arc of this fic for me is the relationship between san, hwa, and woo. we're just about to tap into that, but the MC is really a vehicle for diving into their relationship together and what all of these designations mean. i really love that you called that out because while they're doing this for the MC, she's about to get some insight into them in a real way and start developing a much deeper relationship with them all individually and as a unit.

as far as yungi? you're dead on. i love them, but they fucked up and it's up to them to figure it out. could our MC have talked to them sooner or broken the ice? sure, but there's a power dynamic here. they're not her formal bosses, but like she said.... they have sway. they're important, and she's the new girl. they have the responsibility to DO the right thing and they really, really don't. ultimately they fucked it and they gotta fix it, which they're trying to do..... but emotions are messy so we'll see how this shit goes for everyone 👀

all i can say is..... i seriously appreciate you picking up those threads and commenting on it because those are all the big parts of the fic i'm gearing up to get into and i'm really excited to do it.

thank you!!!

[blehcupidd]

Jealous Girl

Chapter Eleven part 1

Xavier Thorpe x fem!oc

A/n: Taken from my Wattpad made at the beginning of 2023, some written mistakes and i had a note about what happen with Percy Hanes White, that note will put put at the end of this chapter.

Also ignore mistakes please i wrote this whilst looking at the tv show so if it says that someone looks at something but it didnt state what, ignore it im sorry.

Series Masterlist

Previous Chapter

The indistinct chatter of students in the quad filled with excitement and demise as they waited for their jobs for the day. "All students will report for their volunteer jobs at 10 am sharp, followed by a community lunch at 1." Their principal spoke, silencing everyone. "As you know, this year Outreach Day culminates in a very special event, the dedication of a new memorial statue in the town square, which will also include performances by Nevermore students."

The giggling of Enid was heard by an Évangéline standing next to her. "As representatives of our school, I trust you will all put your best face forward." The sound of celebration was heard throughout the corridors.

Students started chattering again as the cards were handed out. Walking up to Wednesday Enid read hers, "Yes! I got Pilgrim World." She spoke with a smile looking at Wednesday. "I do have natural people skills and a love of performing so it's kind of the obvi choice."

"I got....Weathervane!" Évangéline exclaimed, she had always loved the smell of coffee and then in autumn was even better. "What did you get, Nes?"

"Uriah's Heap, whatever that is." She answered, keeping a small reserved smile at the sound of the nickname.

"Ew. It's this weird, creepy antique store." Enid said, obviously grossed out.

"You'll love it though." Évangéline assured.

"I'm crossing my claws Ajax and I will be outreaching together." Enid crossed her fingers. At the mention of her other best friend she walked towards him, hoping he saw her before she would get over; as Xavier was there.

Her prayers went answered as he jogged towards the shorter brunette. "What'd you get?" She asked.

"Uriah's Heap, you?" At the sound of Uriah's Heap Évangéline had an idea.

"Weathervane, but i need to go I need Enid!" She answered running off, missing the suprised/smug face Ajax had.

Running up to Enid she spoke quickly, "Enid, Enid, Enid!" She rushed. "You need to swap with Wednesday!"

"What! No way I'm not going into that freak show store." Enid crossed her arms. Rolling her eyes at her attempted to seem sassy it was time to head to the coach.

Walking off the bus, she noticed Xavier staring at what seems to be a blank mural. Walking off, she stepped in line with Ajax.

"Why did you look so excited when I told you I got Uriah's Heap?" He asked, seeing as she joined him.

"What? Oh, it was nothing." She replied, brushing him off.

"You excited to work at Weathervane?" He asked with a smile, as if he knew something.

"I mean yeah, why? What do you know?" She narrowed her eyes.

"What? Oh sorry can't hear you I'm sitting down!" He yelled as he walked away to his seat. Rolling her eyes with a smile, she too went to her seat.

"All right. Everyone take a seat." Their principal interrupted conversations. "We have a special announcement." This followed by a round of applause as they saw their mayor.

"Welcome, welcome, Nevermore Academy." Mayor Walker welcomed the outcast children. "Now, on behalf of the entire Jericho community, we are so, so pleased to have you all here today. Your generosity and hard work are truly...outreachous!" The mayor laughed at his own joke, before the stone faces of other students.

"Okay, everyone. We'll see you back here at one o'clock for lunch. Enjoy!" Their principal smiled.

Students standing up and walking towards their respective jobs. Évangéline saw Enid excitedly rush into Uriah's Heap; guessing Wednesday had told her Ajax was there.

She carried on her walk toward the coffee shop, she saw no one around so she thought she would be on her own this outreach day. With 10 minutes into the shift the bell sounded, alerting her of a customer. "Hello, welcome to Weathervane. How can I help you?" She asked not looking up from the espresso machine.

"I'm here for outreach day?" A familiar voice laughed. Looking up she saw someone she wouldn't expect, Xavier. This is what Ajax had gotten al giggly about earlier, she thought.

Noticing he was now behind the counter with her, Tyler came back. "So, uh, Évangéline you clean tables and, uh, Xavier you take orders. That sound good?" The awkward boy asked the Nevermore students. With a nod from both, the got to work.

Wiping down the tables hadn't been so bad. The better part was obviously working with Xavier.  Through the shift he had been calling her his new nickname, Angel, and gave her butterflies each time. She always looked over and every time, without a doubt, he had been looking over. This brought her hope as he looked at her! Yet there was t much else to look at...

The ring of the bell sounded again, this time it was someone she barely spoke to; Marshall. Now knowing the fact that he likes her made her feel awkward. Did he not know she was head over heels for Xavier?

"Hey Angel."Marshal smirked at her, leaning on the table she was working on. Clearly uncomfortable at the nickname, from him, she awkwardly laughed.

"Um, I don't really like that name. But, uh, hi; I guess." She scratched her arm.

"My bad, my bad. How's outreach going?" He held his hands up.

"It's been going good. Me and Xavier are a good team." She gushed, missing the sigh from the vampire.

"I've got to go, sweet. I'll text you." He gave, yet another, icky nickname. Also, when did he get her number?

[asahicore]

hello, hello. here the anon that once gave you some recommendations of kdramas. how have you been doing?

I saw some gifs you reblogged of see you in my 19th life and I couldn’t help to come ask you. what do you think of it? I have a bit of a conflict on how easy things turned out after ji-eum found ae-gyeong. but aside from that, I’m very excited and looking forward to it.

there’s something so heartwarming about this kdrama and I’m loving it.

— ☕️! anon

omg hi anon !!! i've been doing well, thank you!! what about you? sadly i have not gotten around to your recommendations from last time yet, but ive noted them down so i will watch at some point haha

but yes i'm loving this kdrama too, i love the cinematography and the dialogue in it, i already knew i was in love with ahn bohyun but oh my god im discovering shin hye-sun with this one and i love her so so much shes such a good actress!! i just love it when fls arent afraid to shower the ml with love, even though hes not reciprocating it rn 😭 i love their dynamic so far!! and tbh i hadnt even noticed how easy things had gone for ji-eum, i think after watching so many kdramas i dont even clock that sorta stuff because it always happens 😭 like everything just coincides in the most perfect way possible for them lol, it is kind of annoying thats true, i guess the writers just wanted to show the beginning of how she'd found her "niece" and seo-ha again, then have a time skip so that the romance was actually age appropriate lol. i think what i have a conflict with is that it'd probably make more sense for her to just tell them who she is, but of course that would make the drama a lot shorter so they can't have that haha, i'm sure they would believe her because in her 18th life as ju-won she was already saying things about having past lives etc. but i also like this thing shes got going on of making him fall for her as ji-eum and not ju-won. im excited to see him heal, im also excited to cry more about her and cho-won because they are cute, and i swear cho-won deserves the world i dont trust the assistant friend guy yet (cant even rmb his name) but we'll see if he steps up. so yes sorry this ended up getting long haha but im really looking forward to this weekend for the new eps, waiting is torture and i really hope they will continue with the high quality bc this is such a strong start for me !! thank u for the ask anon!!!

[drunkjaked]

Omg I'm kinda embarrassed I know you said it's not bad to reply late but this is getting out of hand... how did your presentation go? I ended up not going to the other concert because my brothers got sick and he's was my ride 😔 but I was supposed to see barns courtney he's super good live it would've been so much fun 😔 I got the necklace!! I think it's called the ballina necklace? But it's basically just the logo with a pearl in the middle it's so pretty I love it like it's my own child <3 your Spotify wrapped... miss ma'am... like that's so valid of you but damn top .005% like I can't even imagine that I just. Wow. But again so valid I love that for you <3 I don't use Spotify so I don't get all the fancy graphics and data and all that but I do get my top songs of the year and my top artist of the month which is cool but I do kinda wish I could participate 🥲 it's fine though I like the app I use! I hope you're doing well, and I hope that school isn't too bad cause lord knows it can be -_- do you have any plans for the holidays? And yeah honestly matching boba and mcdonalds I think we were meant to meet <3 I hope you have a wonder amazing day/night and that every day gets better and better <3 -💕

hey 💕💕💕don't worry about it really !!! just glad to hear from you at all <333

wow.. the presentation.. i absolutely fucked up my 7 seconds of speaking time .. humiliating, but the rest of the group did so well and im really proud of them for staying calm and getting shit done <3 im also in love with one of the boys that was in the group and we all went out for drinks after doing the presentation and i drunkenly told him that i hoped the two of us would still keep talking after finishing the pres even though we don't have to and he like .. reciprocated my hopes and told me that he thinks im cute so .. that is .. just lovely.. anyway sorry for dumping all that out in here, my bad..

sorry that you couldn't go, i hope your brother is feeling better though !!! and omds that necklace is so SO pretty.. please keep an eye on it because people (me) can just be .. downright evil these days and like.. take your things from you 🤷🤷🤷.. especially the ones that they think are really beautiful and also want to possess.. haha,,, happy for you. 🙁.

my spotify wrapped.. i was like asking other people about theirs and like .. my friend's top song was a song she listened to 64 times THE WHOLE YEAR??? like i just .. was so impressed because like every song until my top 6 has 1k plays MINIMUM like .. im so jealous of people who can consume media in appropriate quantities.. it was down from last year though, my total minutes last year were 169k .. yikes .. who was your top artist and what was you top song? if you don't mind answering, also the thing about wrapped is like it's so colourful and full of patterns that it feels a little overwhelming.. like im grateful for the stats but the package it comes in is .. too much AND ITS SO LONGWINDED LIKE IT TOOK 150K MINUTES JUST TO SEE EVERYTHING OH MY GOODNESS 👎👎👎.

i'm doing pretty good honestly.. now that my presentation is over almost all of my school related stress has gone with it, i just have two more things to hand in and i'll be able to just relax and do nothing until january when classes start up again !!!

my holiday plans are pretty tame, my siblings (2 brothers and a sister) are going to come home and we'll spend time together for like a week or something before they all leave but EXCITINGLY.. my birthday is coming up (dec 17) and i'm so excited.. my birthday is literally my favourite day of the year so im reaaaaally looking forward to it even though my plans aren't particularly special 🥳 !

how are you doing? how are your classes treating you? especially around this time of the year oh man.. any holiday plans of your own?

im happy that we did get around to meeting and i hope we can be friends for a long time !!! thank u for the well wishes, as always im hoping the same for you and that you look after yourself and have lots and lots of fun ! all my love 💕, great catching up w u as always <3

[starlightkun]

I really loved reading your reply to my ask, and everything you said made sense to me and I understood it too, it didn't sound crazy or anything. I love the way you write your stories and I love your stories so I loved to see you talk about everything in detail for sure. The prank scene at the last got me for sure, lol. I was excited to see how the prank would go and how would the other dreamies react to the prank and stuff but I got into a serious feeling? And I got nervous fr when the situation turned serious, I felt like that person, the teenage kid in the family function or something that said something in a joking light way but the thing she said, made the family/relatives fight with each other, it caused a family fight and she is there now in the middle of the fight just there- I felt that way lol. It took me some time to understand what was happening lol. my mind was like ...... then OH. I loved how the characters reminded me of the way neos act like in real life, their real vibe and at the same time they are the people of Strawberry Sunday universe like the citizens of strawberry sunday world, your characters, mixed. And is there a wyverns neo character in the universe, tho? Like all the neos were introduced in some way sungtaro too but none of them are a wyvern, right ? I'm a bit sad about it though, I would have loved to see a character with a background and personality of both a neo member vibe/the creatures vibe and characteristics or maybe a wyvern reader? Idk but it's sad in a way, i feel like they must feel left out🤡. I love knowing about the experience, lifestyle, like the story behind things for each characters, if I could I would set up a interview with them lol. I'm excited to read and know more about this universe in the upcoming books! I'm excited to read tbh, miracle, changer and babyfangs! And excited to read something new other than strawberry sunday universe with the bite and phantasmagorical. For now, really really really looking forward to reading abh with excitement. - 🌺

bro i was panicking and getting nervous and embarrassed just writing that scene too lmao. i felt like i was in trouble w my own characters i was sitting here shaking my head at the reader while typing on my keyboard just thinking to myself like "omg girl get out of there!!!! stop!! omg girl stop this!!!!! dont do it!!!!!!!"

and there is no wyvern character in the strawberry sunday universe. as a very quick rundown of all of the neos (+ sungtaro): witch!taeil, human!johnny, unicorn!taeyong, siren!yuta, vampire!kun, witch!doyoung, siren!ten, vampire!jaehyun, phoenix!sicheng, fairy!jungwoo, basilisk!mark, dragon!dejun, gryphon!hendery, human!renjun, werewolf!jeno, dryad!donghyuck, dryad!jaemin, witch!yangyang, siren!shotaro, werewolf!sungchan, fairy!chenle, and dragon!jisung.

we have also seen a sphinx, the owner of half moon bakery, sphinx!minseok. and the reader in baby fangs will be a sphinx, too. which is very exciting. i've made some good progress on baby fangs lately, i'm very excited abt that one.

i've seen some writing blogs do like "ask a character" type things, where you can "send in" asks "to" a specific character from a fic of theirs, and while i would feel kinda weird roleplaying as the characters, so maybe not quite that, im totally down for you asking me more questions abt them/the world/the lore! i'll answer most anything as long as i feel i won't be spoiling anything super important that i need for a fic lol

i've also done some work on phantasmagorical (less so on the bite, but she's definitely still there, in my mind) in the background of all of this fantasy stuff, it's been a nice kind of chill, real-life break in my writing lmao. im hoping to have phantasmagorical ready for halloween bc there's a halloween party in it, but we'll see!

[elihslife]

Hospital Run

What started with checking out my mouth a few nights ago... ends up with an uninsured Hospital Bill.... YAY!

Been having quite a sore throat for some time now. Honestly it's embarrass to say a few months now... but like. No insurance and trying to manage it with over the counter ish. Welp...

I finally got tired of the sore throat. Hurting gums. Bleeding gums. Brushing, mouthwash, etc. etc. Nothing helped. I decided the other night imma just look in my throat and see...

Weeeellllllll. I saw. I saw something.

I went to touch it, what was in the back of my throat. And I swear it was like a Dr Pimple Popper moment. One touch and BAM out came some hard white/yellowish stuff. Not just a little amount either. Quite a lot. It was honestly so euphoric just to watch something pop that big. But even so.... in your throat? It looked like small teeth. And I freaked. Then I was like... it cant be teeth. It just can't. It smelt and squished in between my fingers.

Looking up on Google, from tonsil stones to cancer. I bugged.

I decided imma go see my PCP. Though my usual Dr was booked, I decided Ill just see anyone.

What was a 2 hour Dr visit, prescribing antibiotics to me, then receiving a call an hour after getting home did they tell me I needed to go to the ER because they're afraid its close to my airways and yada yada. Debating with them for quite sometime about my predicament and such... I got ready and left to the ER.

Honestly. What a fucking bust. Basically an uninsured trip to tell me the exact shit the PCP told me. So I'm soooooo excited for that bill.

Even so. I networked with some ladies in the ER and passed on some info. Today I had an interview that lasted well under 15 min, loving my energy and such - I'm waiting to hear back from the Director for a proposal on a job offer. So I guess in hindsight yay? But even so... I'm really not looking forward to that bill. It's gonna kill me for sure.

On another note. I saw my ex wife yesterday. Got a job with a local grocery store and turns out since Im in my car, without housing they allowed me to go in person to a store near me to fill out the paperwork. That store happened to be my ex. Well, also because she's a manger and could help with the paperwork. So guess we'll see about that.

Where will I end up? Houston? Austin? Hmmmmm.

[hyuckmov]

i did (have fun and did touristy stuff as it is only my first time)🥹 SO MUCH. people i've encountered are soooo nice. AND ILOVE AND MISS THEIR TRANSPO vvvv much, it's super convenient compared to where i am and i love the longggg walks where a person can actually walk. >:(((( you should really go when you can someday... im sure you'll have so much fuuuun <3

the last time i saw them was almost 4 years ago and they weren't even complete and it wasn't even a full solo concert so im SAD. the next time they come back i should be there. WE SHOULD BE THEREEEEE. yk i was also planning on going outside but decided to just stay and weep NDHDHDHDHDHDH my fav boys being all slutty and cool and cute i have lots of emotions that time.

AAAAAA congrats in advance !! i hope you give yourself a treat and perhaps a little break once your internship is done ;; you truly deserve it

HIII omg yeah i heard about the transport and also walking along the han river must be so nice (i love bodies of water. i could stare at any river for ages) also random but r there a lot of couples there... i hear that seoul has so many couples everywhere esp by the river LMFAO i'm excited to go one day :) i really wanted to go on a graduation trip w my friends to korea but we all got jobs instead

RIGHT no the next time they do a concert it'll be even bigger and better and we'll be there for sure !!!! doesn't change the fact that we feel sad now but it's good to have something to look forward to :) i was so devastated last night...it seemed like everyone and their neighbour was there and they all had such a good time... and also dream had so much energy apparently moreso than 127 so i was so upset that i didn't get a chance to see haechan at his brightest :( i might actually buy the beyond live ticket for the encore concert just to cheer myself up

i was gna get a job immediately after my internship but now ithink i'm going to enjoy unemployment for a bit while i still can... thank you for your well wishes i hope you're well too!!!!

[lesbianjamies]

You have two gap anons☺️ sorry to butt in but yeah there's only 12 episodes, though before it started airing saint said that we can get more episodes or something if it does well and well it is doing REALLY well. Freenbecky also mentioned that they are working on something "challenging" together, we don't know what that means but we'll see in due time. I just feel hopeful tho, considering all the setbacks they had at the beginning what's happening now is amazing. And we have another magazine photoshoot coming soon. They've worked together before gap and if they continue under idol factory then I guess there's a possibility for a lot more things in the future, which makes me really excited! And let's not forget that there's a second book for gap so who knows maybe they'll get a second season.

As for their ages, sam is 29 at the beginning and turns 30 on episode 5. Mon is 22 cause they have an 8 year old difference.

They both mentioned episode 9 is must watch (they really emphasised this) so I'm super excited! Hope you're too☺️

oh nice! i have two people to blame for when episode 9 breaks me mentally alsdjkfsl but srsly no worries at all please butt in because im very much out of the loop on the bts information about the show, so this is very helpful!

oh doing well is an understatement! they're pulling millions of views per clip of each episode and that's just on youtube and i know they also air it on local thai tv right? so that HAS to count for something, i would absolutely love it if they get the chance to film more episodes!

oh? that's very interesting, i would love to see what other projects that they'd be together on, i do like their chemistry together, and i wish them the best for that!

i do wonder if the thai entertainment industry is like ours here in the philippines where two actors who play a couple and do well together in one show/movie become a "love team" and they just like do more movies and shows for as long as they want to or the public wants to see them... wonder if its like that over there lol

ooooh i didnt know the comic/visual novel (?) this was based on is still on going, and if so !!! hell yes i would love a season two

yeaah the people who replied to my question said the same thing, glad my guess wasn't far off

we can't miss this episode bec its the one where mon finally tops sam!! lmao but narrative-wise this is also probably the climax and the central conflict culminates so yeah !! im afraid !! but i have faith in this show so i'm also looking forward to it 😁

[imthebadguyyy]

A/N - based off of this sinful photograph

Suggested listening - Wildside by Normani and Kiss It Better by Rihanna

Wildside

Pairing - Lewis Hamilton x Reader (fem!littlemix!reader)

Fandom - F1

Summary - You've been on tour for a while, and you miss your loverboy. But when he surprises you on tour, its bound to get spicy.

Warnings - smut (not well written)

The snap of hips. The soft groans and moans. The sound of pants. The sound of Rihanna's 'Kiss It Better' blaring through the walls. The bed knocking against the wall as Lewis's hands squeezed your hips, the intensity of the thrust pushing the bed against the wall. The high pitched moan that left your mouth as you reached your high, eyes closing as stars exploded behind your eyelids, as your boyfriend came right after you, your walls clenching as he came. Even after reaching your high, you didn't want to open your eyes, far too consumed in the earth shattering pleasure that was coursing through your veins, until a soft hand reached to pull your chin up, soft brown eyes looking into your own, clouded with lust and euphoria.

Pulling your mouth into his in a heated kiss, Lewis moved his hand to rest on your bare stomach, squeezing your tummy softly as he deepened the kiss. Pulling away he let his head droop onto your bare chest. "That was.." he began, far too blissed out to think of an adjective. "Godly" you said, chest rising and falling rapidly, trying to come to terms with the intensity of your orgasm. Laughing he leaned back up to kiss your nose, before standing up and walking to the bathroom. You heard the tap running, and the sound of the dustbin opening and closing. You closed your eyes again, the aftershocks still coursing through your body.

Opening them again slowly, you saw Lewis walk towards you, towel in hand, and a lazy smile on his face. He gently cleaned your thighs, finishing with kisses on both of them. He reached up and wiped your torso, which was gleaming with a thin layer of sweat, before running the towel over your nose, cheeks, eyes and mouth. He dropped the towel in the clothes hamper near the bathroom door, pulling on his boxer shorts and and pulling out one of his t shirts from the cupboard. "What about the clothes on the floor" you piped up, finally beginning to wake up from your post pleasure state. "When did it get so messy?" He said, spotting 5 different clothing items in 5 different corners of the room. "When you decided to run your hand up my dress in a restraunt" you replied, throwing him a fake glare.

"You liked it" was his cocky reply, smirk spreading over his face as you flushed and ran a hand through your hair. "I did not" you lied, watching as he raised his eyebrows. "Oh really ? Thats not what you were saying 5 minutes ago- oh wait, you weren't saying anything at all. You were too busy moaning my name to say anything else-" "OKAY fine I loved it. Now shut up and bring your fine ass back for cuddles"

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That was a month ago. Now you've been away for nearly one and half months, away with the girls on the LM5 tour. You loved touring, it was the best part of being a singer, getting to see the music you girls made together come to life on a stage in front of thousands and thousands of screaming fans. It was a thrill like no other. The only problem was that you were away from home. Distance was never an issue for the two of you, after all, he was a Formula 1 driver. It was very rare that he was home, except during the breaks and the gaps till race weekend, but ever since you two had started dating, he tried to be with you whenever you could. Sometimes, your shows would be in places where the races were too, and then he'd definitely turn up. But it was a difficult thing to do all the time, and some nights on tour were spent pulling all nighters as you talked to each other on the phone, till one of you eventually fell asleep.

But you knew when you started dating him, this wouldn't exactly be a regular relationship. The two of you were doing your dream jobs, and they were both extraordinary. And you were willing to put in the work you had to put in to make the relationship work, and you did. Yet here you were in Madrid, feeling heartbroken and desperately wanting your boyfriend by your side. It had been a rough couple of weeks, you were jet lagged and tired, and although this was the second leg of the tour, and you had had a break, it was tiring. It was hard going to bed every night alone, when all you wanted was to cuddle your boyfriend.

Little did you know, Lewis was feeling the same. In fact he had missed you so much, he had told Angela and his publicist to cancel all events for a week, while he flew out to Madrid to see you. He had missed you, he had missed you more than he could put into words. But he also wanted to surprise you. Pulling out his phone, he scrolled down to Leigh Anne's contact, and sent her a text.

Lewis, Leigh Anne

Hey. Is Y/N asleep ?

Hey! No, she's in an outfit fitting.

Okay that's good. I need your help with something.

Sure how can I help ?

I want to surprise her by coming to see you guys in Madrid.

Oh thats wonderful ! She's been a little down in the dumps. I think she misses you.

I miss her too.

Let me know when, and I'll send a car to pick you up.

I'll be there on Saturday. Landing at 3:15 and I should be at the hotel by 4:30. Then I can get ready and surprise her at the show.

Okay done. I'll send the car around 5:30,so you can rest for a bit. You should be here by 6. The show's at 6:15.

Thank you! Can't wait : )

I'm so happy youre coming to see her ! I'll let the girls know.

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As soon as he had finished texting, Lewis decided to start packing, the prospect of seeing you again sending a buzz of happiness running along his veins. God, he had missed you a lot. He turned to Roscoe, the dog sitting by his feet, looking up at his dad with his head cocked to one side. "I'm going to go see Mumma, Roscoe" he explained, smiling as the doggo barked in response. He wouldn't be able to take him to Madrid, he'd have to leave him with a dog sitter, but he couldn't feel too bad about it, since he had had Roscoe with him even when you were gone. And besides, Roscoe enjoyed the dog creche. He couldn't wait for Saturday.

Later in the evening, he sat down with a glass of wine, while the ringtone of your FaceTime rang through the empty house. After a few more seconds of ringing, the call was picked up, your tired face coming into view. "Hi darling" he said, noticing the tiredness in your eyes, and how much you were struggling to keep them open. "Hi bubs. Did you finish eating?" You asked, rubbing your eyes. "No, I've ordered soup" (did anyone get the reference ;) "Oh okay" was the reply. "What about you? What time is it?" "Its 9:20 AM" you replied, gently rubbing your eyes again, forcing yourself to stay awake.

"9:20? Thats pretty late baby. Why are you still sleepy?" "We were recording till 4 AM, so Im functioning on like 5 hours sleep right now" "Oh damn. Go back to sleep then baby" "Can't, rehearsal" was you reply, making him furrow his eyebrows. "Okay I guess. But don't tire yourself out" "I won't" "I love you" he said, smiling at you. "I love you"

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The Madrid show was always a fun one. The fans were loud and you loved it. They were one of the best crowds you girls ever played for, and the show had its own adrenaline and excitement. But it was difficult to give a 100% when you were tired, but you really tried, you did. During Power, you hit highnotes you didnt think you could, during Woman Like Me you danced like there was no tomorrow. During Wasabi, you brought your sass level up to a 1000. It was during Bounce Back that you caught sight of a very familiar face in the audience. Unable to actually grasp if you had actually seen Lewis, you turned to Jade, who was on your side, and looked back at the crowd and back to her, asking for confirmation.

The smirk she gave you was answer enough. After that, focusing on giving an excellent performance increased tenfold. Every swirl of your hips, every flip of your hair, every wink you threw at the audience, it was all five times sexier. In the crowd, your boyfriend was well aware of what you were doing, and it was fair to say that you were succeeding at it. He could feel an uncomfortable sensation around his pants region, as his cock twitched uncomfortably in his pants. He couldn't wait till the show was over, and you two could have a show of your own.

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"That was amazing darling!" Lewis said, spotting the 5 of you in your dressing room. "Oh look its Mr. Loverboy!" Perrie said, cackling as you rolled your eyes at her, before running up to your lover and jumping into his arms. "Hiya Bub! I missed you!" "I missed you too love. That's why I surprised you. I couldn't stand another day without you at home" he said, wrapping his arms around your waist to keep you stable as you jumped into his arms. A chorus of "awws" echoed throughout the room, as the girls watched your cute little interaction. What wasn't cute however was the comment Lewis made in your ear, hiding his face in your ear so that the girls couldn't see. "I can't wait to get back to the hotel. I saw the performance you were putting on for me baby. You have no idea how hard I got, how uncomfortable I was standing in front of so many people when all I really wanted to do was fuck you"

You could feel your mouth become dry, and your heartbeat quicken, and you could feel the area between your thighs become wet. You tightened your grip around him, letting your crotch rub against his very softly. "I think it's time to go" you mumbled against his ear. "Okay girls, as lovely as it was to see you, I think it's time we go back to the hotel. I'm pretty worn out from travelling as well" "Yeah I'm pretty tired too" you replied, faking a large yawn. "Alright then, we'll see you guys tomorrow!" Leigh Anne said, leaning forward to give you a hug. After you finished hugging all the girls, the two of you made your way to the car, eagerly waiting to get back home.

The car ride home was tense. The tension was apparent in the air, reverberating through the air, choking you in a way you revelled in. The air was thick with tension, and it was suffocating you in the best way possible. It was almost too much to take. When the hotel came into sight, you practically leapt out of the car, and rushed to the door, an equally ruffled Lewis beside you. But he was not going to give in to you so easily. He enjoyed seeing you flustered. And he was not a person that gave someone what they wanted when they asked for it,no. He was going to have you desperate for it. Smirking to himself, he made his way to the reception, grabbing you by the waist as he went.

Throwing him a confused look you followed, slightly frustrated. "Hello sir, how can I help you?" the man at the reception asked, eyes going slightly wide as he recognized the two of you. "Hi! I just wanted to ask, till what time is your pool and spa open?" He asked, sliding his hand down to the back of your dress. "The pool closes at 10 pm sir, and the spa at 9 pm. We open the pool at 7 am and the spa at 11pm"he replied, struggling to maintain his professionalism as he spoke to one of the best drivers in Formula 1. "Alright thank you. And what time does breakfast start?" Lewis asked, hand pressing down on your ass, ever so discreetly. "Breakfast is from 6-10 am sir" "Thank you so much"

Next to him, you were fuming. Of course he was going to ask questions to which he already knew the answers to. A painful throb between your legs made you let out a small whimper, and the man at the reception looked at you with concern in his eyes. "Ma'am are you alright?" He asked, eyeing your stiff posture and tense state. "Yes, just tired, thank you" you replied, a little stiffly, but it was hard to concentrate when Lewis's promise of fucking you senseless kept replaying in your mind. "Alright then, good night" Lewis said, biting back a smirk at your flustered state. He knew getting you all riled up would lead to some seriously earth shattering sex, and he couldn't wait. But first, he definitely wanted to tease you, to push you over the edge, just a little more.

Your room was on the 16th floor, and as the two of you made your way into the elevator, he eyed you up and down, eyes lingering on the curve of your breasts. The minute the door shut, he pushed you against the wall, capturing your lips in a steamy kiss you'd be remembering the next day. His hands moved to your ass, squeezing hard, eliciting a moan from your lips. The moment your lips parted, he was pushing his tongue into yours, his other hand coming up to pull on your hair roughly, relishing in the gasp that left your lips. As suddenly as he started, he stopped, pulling back and standing almost nonchalantly against the wall.

Trying to wrap your head around what happened, you gripped the wall with your hand, feeling your legs grow weak to a point where you felt like you couldn't stand on your own. You could feel your wetness dripping, threatening to run down your thighs, as the throbbing became even more painfully exciting. You looked down at the floor, eyes closing as your frustration grew more and more by the second. Finally, with a little 'ding', the elevator stopped at the 16th floor. The moment the door opened you stepped out on wobbly legs, trying your best to walk properly. But of course, that wasn't going to happen. As you turned one long corridor, Lewis suddenly grabbed your waist, pushing you against the wall again, to reach down and suck on your neck. You let out a gasp, and tried to run your crotch against his, but the retaliated with a slap to your ass, smirking when a high pitched moan left your lips. Lifting you up against the wall, he mumbled against your ear "the key card" your clouded mind was unable to process the words, too consumed by slight relief you were getting. "Get the key card baby" he repeated. This time you noted it, reaching down to his pants pocket to pull out the key card. You couldn't resist running your hand over his cock, feeling how rock hard he was. The thought of him fucking you senseless returned, and you let out a groan.

Grabbing the card from your hand, he opened the door, propping you up against the door in your bedroom. His eyes were filled with a raw, animal desire, as he dropped the card on the floor and reached up to unzip your dress. He ripped the zipper down, your dress falling to the floor in a crumpled heap. He locked his eyes on your heaving chest, hand reaching up to grab your chin, pulling you in for a searing kiss. His hand slid up your torso, reaching behind to unhook the red lacy bra you were wearing, letting it drop to the floor as he took in the glorious sight in front of him. You waited, wanting him to just touch you, but he just stared, eyes looking into yours, clearly saying "beg for it"

You couldn't help the soft "please" that left your lips, too desperate for some sort of touch. "Please what?' Lewis said, tightening his grip on your waist. "Please" was all you could say again, nearly whimpering again at the rough look in his eyes. "Use your words baby. Now, please what?" "Please just touch me!" You finally gasped out, moaning loudly when he licked a stripe down your chest before taking your right tit into his mouth. His hand fondled the left one, running his thumb over your erect nipple, the rough pad of his thumb sending shockwaves of pleasure through your body. His mouth sucked on the skin of your tit, before moving down to bite down on your nipple. You gasped again, pain and pleasure coursing through your body as his tongue ran over your nipple over and over till it nearly felt raw. He switched his actions, moving his mouth to your left tit instead, letting his hand harshly fondle the other. He continued the same process of biting, licking and sucking, till he was satisfied with himself. "I fucking love this baby. Seeing you all wet and needy for me. So what do you want? My mouth? My fingers? My cock? Or does my baby want them all ?" He asked, watching as your pupils dilated and you let out a strangled moan.

You let your crotch rub against his thigh, gasping when the friction went straight to your core. "Look at you darling. I asked you what you what you wanted, and you picked my thighs? Well, I want to see you dripping. I want to see you cum on my fingers, my mouth, my thighs and especially on my cock. I'm going to make you cum over and over and over again till you can't even stand on your own fucking legs. I want your thighs to be shaking around my head. I want to see you moan and groan and scream my name so loud, by tomorrow everyone in this hotel will know my name, because you'll spend all night screaming it" you moaned again, his words going straight to your core."Please Lewis, God, just make me cum please!" The desperation of your cry was enough for him to carry you to the bed, dropping your body onto the soft mattress.

He pulled of shirt, unbuttoning every button so you could see him do it. He could see your eyes grow dark, as his compass tattoo came into sight. You had told him it was one of your favourites, and he had used it against you ever since you had told him that. Smirking at you, he climbed onto the bed, lying down between your legs. You pushed yourself up against the headboard, spreading your legs wide for him. His eyes grew dark, as your core came into his view, shimmering with your juices. A near animalistic growl left his mouth, the sound hitting your core. He moved so that he was situated right in front of your core. He let his eyes take in the sight of you in front of him, snapping back to reality when you let out a groan of frustration. Throwing you a devilishly reassuring smile, he inched neared and nearer, till his nose was nearly touching your clit. Then he just lay there. Not moving. You could feel your heartbeat hammering against your chest, chest heaving up and down, an alarming intense feeling growing in your tummy. Finally, when it became too much you let out a small scream of frustration "Oh for fucks sake Lewis please just fuck me!" Your outburst brought a smile to his face. "Oh I will. Just not yet" and with that, he ran a finger along your slit, before finally slipping it into you. You let out a moan, finally getting the friction you had been desperate for. His fingers circled your clit, thumb gently pressing down, before he removed it,only to slam it back down on your sensitive clit, earning a scream of pleasure from you.

He slipped a second finger into you, scissoring around your clit, as your desperate cries of "oh, oh baby! Fuck, fuck lewis-" were lost in the heat of the moment. He leaned his head down to your core, letting his tongue run along your slit too, before licking around it, collecting your wetness on his tongue, before letting it harshly circle your clit. You bucked up into his mouth, feeling his tongue wrap around your clit. He sucked the nub harshly, his fingers still moving in and out of you. "Oh God, Oh GOD, Lew-I- oh! Oh God!" Your broken moans were music to his ears as he sucked your clit into his mouth. You could feel a strange intensity growing in your stomach, feeling a lot stronger than your usual orgasm. The band in your tummy was threatening to snap, but you needed that something more to help it snap. That something more came when Lewis sucked your clit into his mouth, letting it rest in between his teeth, before flicking it with his tongue.

With a cry of "Oh fucking hell, Lew-" you camr gushing into his mouth, your juices coating his fingers and gushing onto his tongue, as he let you ride out your orgasm on his deadly skilled tongue. Well, he had got his wish. Your thighs were shaking around his head, as your body tried to come to terms with the intensity of the pleasure coursing through your body. Looking down, you saw him with his painfully hard cock, grinding down on the sheet, as he let out a moan at the relief the bedsheets gave him. Raising an eyebrow, you patted your thigh, signaling him to come over to you. "You loved on me so well bubs. But I can see how hard you are. Do you want to use me to get off?" You asked, watching the effect you had on him. All he could do was nod, as you sat up on your knees. "Stand up" you ordered, getting up from the bed as well.

You walked over to the wall, letting your body rest against it. Somewhat confused, Lewis followed you, standing in the space between your legs. "I tried to get off using your thighs didn't I? I think you'll enjoy it as much as I did. So use me. Use my thigh. Get off" looking at you in pure shock, your boyfriend moved forward, groaning when you pushed your leg against his throbbing cock. He relished in the friction, slowly beginning to move against your leg, moaning when he began to rub against your leg. He began to hump your leg faster, as the pleasure began to build up in his body, before you reached your hand down to cup his length in your hands, moaning when you realized your fingers didn't quite meet. You ran your fingers along his length. You pumped him, letting your thumb circle his sensitive tip, eliciting a soft whine from him. You circled faster, moving down to your knees, and letting your tongue run up his shaft very softly. Above you, Lewis slammed his hands against the wall, groaning when you took him into your mouth.

But a part of him still wanted to cum inside when he was fucking you (in a condom, because wrap it before you tap it) so he pulled you back up, smirking when you whined. "I know baby, but I just really wanna fuck you now. Back on the bed please, unless you want me to take you here against this wall" practically running, you clambered onto the bed. You watched as Lewis pulled out a condom, ripping the packet open before climbing back on top of you. He let his hand rest on your hip, eyes temporarily losing some of the animalistic need that had been present in them. Leaning down, he connected your lips together in a kiss, a searing, intense kiss that took your breath away. "Ready love?" He asked, looking into your eyes, looking to see if there was even a slight hint that you didn't want this. But you did.

With a sudden jolt, he thrust himself into you, groaning when your warm walls clamped down on him. His hips thrust into you, starting off slow, letting you adjust to his massive length. "My sweet baby,taking me so well. Does it feel good?" You couldn't even respond, mouth agape, as his the pace of his thrusts increased. "Answer me" he said, suddenly stopping. Almost crying out at the loss of pleasure, you looked at him with desperation. "Yes yes, fuck it feels so good, please don't stop!" "Thats all you had to say baby" he said, before pushing in again, slowly. Then, he pulled back out. Looking at him in confusion, you gasped when he slammed back into you, a high pitched moan of "Lewis!" leaving your lips. He moved so that he had a better hold of your hips, rocking the both of you back and forth, the intensity of his thrusts was so much that the bed knocked back against the wall. What he wasn't expecting was for you to take his left thumb up to your mouth, running your tongue over it before sucking on it.

Moaning, he started thrusting into you even harder, shifting so that he was directly hitting your g spot. "Oh, God ! Oh fuck, Baby that feels so good please keep going keep-oh!" The cry that left your lips was so loud, you were sure Perrie in the room next to yours had heard you. "Fuck baby, you take me so well" Lewis said, as he nearly hammered your g spot. He was so, so damn close to cumming, and when you leant up and bit a sensitive spot on his neck, he came, gushing into the guard between you two, but he wanted you to cum to, so he reached down to pinch and rub your clit, still riding out his orgasm in you, moaning when you came with a scream. He winced when your core spasmed on his sensitive cock, and he pulled out slowly, before collapsing next to you. Panting, you curled up to him, letting your hand rest on his compass tattoo. "Okay that was Godlike" you said, earning a tired laugh from your lover.

"Yeah it really was. I missed you" he said, allowing you to nuzzle into his neck, leaning down to press a kiss to your forehead. "I missed you too" you replied, kissing the tattoo. "I love you too" As you lay there together, still revelling in the moment, your phone buzzed. Reaching over to check it, you saw your groupchat with the girls flooding with messages.

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Perrie 🧚🏻‍♀️ - Y/N, I'm filing a noise complaint. 🍆

Jade ✨ - Pez 😂 let them be. It's been a while for her.

Leigh 🦋- She really got some tonight huh? 😏

Perrie 🧚🏻‍♀️- LOL she did !! And it was obviously some goooood 'some' *wink wink*

Jade ✨- I could hear em too, and Im on the other end of the hall.

Leigh 🦋 - I know I did too! Must be some damn good sex. 😏

Perrie 🧚🏻‍♀️ - Go Y/N !!

Jade ✨ - Can't wait till she reads this.

Perrie 🧚🏻‍♀️ - Are they still going?!

Leigh 🦋 - No 😂 she's reading the messages. Y/N!! Yoohoo!

You - yes I'm here 🖕🏽

Jade ✨ - Did you have fun babe 😏

You - ..... yes

Perrie 🧚🏻‍♀️ - babe you can't really say no because we heard you

You- Im not saying I didn't have fun. But you guys need to calm down.

Leigh 🦋 - But its funnn

You - okay byeeee ❤

Perrie 🧚🏻‍♀️ - Going for a round 2 😏?

You - okay I said bye.

Leigh 🦋 - she is !!

Jade ✨ - Go babe !

You - I need to leave this group.

Perrie 🧚🏻‍♀️ - No we love you !! ❤

Leigh 🦋 - Yeah don't leave us ❤

Jade ✨- Don't leave meee ! ❤

You - Haha I'd never leave you girls ❤ now bye.

Jade ✨ - bye babe !

Perrie 🧚🏻‍♀️ - bye you sexy minx 😏

Leigh - bye hun 💙

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Smiling to yourself, you put your phone away, to see Lewis looking at you with a raised eyebrow. "Who was it?" "Just the girls" you said, cuddling back up to him. "What did they say?" Giggling, you looked up to him and kissed his neck. "They said they're going to file a noise complaint. And they asked me if we were going for a round two" "Were we really that loud?" He asked, looking at you in surprise. "Yeah, even Leigh heard us and she's at the end of the hall!" "Damn" Lewis said laughing. "Well," he said, looking at you again, with a cheeky look in his eye, "they were right about one thing" "And what is that?" You asked, smiling at him mischievously. "We are going for a round two"

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@maxverstappenx @grandestrategia (because you are worth it 🦋💙)

[hereforhalstead]

Jealousy

GIF ISNT MINE - FULL CREDIT TO THE OWNER

Jay Halstead x Reader 18+

To tell you the truth I started watching Chicago Fire but would always see people talking about Jay on social media and I didn’t want to start PD knowing full well I would fall in love with Halstead. If I like something I cant go half hearted, it becomes my life (im hoping someone can relate!) I blitzed through PD during lockdown and am so excited for the next season. I've found that Jay has become my comfort character and I think that’s due to his/Jesse's nature and how they seem to make anyone feel safe so with that in mind.. I thought I would write out one of the scenarios that played out in my dream the other night. I apologise in advanced for the lack of talent and skill I have lol. I always re read the same imagines as I said they bring me some form of comfort and I think that’s incredibly important during these times. Here goes! Also worth noting I've never written anything before so I'm swerving round the smut for now and just going with the leading up to..

I also should mention this is inspired by my favourite @halstudandruz who's writing I cannot recommend and praise enough, I think I revisit her Jay masterlist atleast 7/8 times a week and they still get me everytime so thank you for that😊

SORRY THIS IS SO LONG, I GOT CARRIED AWAY!!

TW: Swearing, Jealousy and implied sexual acts

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"another round of shots and add it to the tab please Hermann" Ruzek shouts from across the bar at Mollys, earning an eye roll from the barman as he reaches for the bottle on the shelf.

"so, who's turn is it to ask a question?" Upton raises her eyebrows as she looks round the table

*2 months earlier*

Voight storms up the stairs in the district, accompanied by Trudy who's attempting to keep the steam from blowing out of his ears. "Why is everyone in here on phones when we have 3 leads we should be following up on, last time I checked you're not paid to work in a telephone centre" He scans the room at the detectives sorting through the hoax calls following the cash reward offered by the media in exchange for information on a suspect.

Trudy follows him into his office, shutting the door behind her "You know, Mouch's niece is looking for a new job" she steps forward and takes a seat in front of his desk.

"She's done 3 years as a secretary with some big shot law firm in New York, I could see if she fancies a change of scenery to help out here? Kinda looks like you could use the help" she purses her lips

Voight huffs "As in work for us as a secretary?" he chuckles and nods his head "You think she would run out to get me Whiskey at 3am when I'm still here cleaning up their mess?" He gestures towards the intelligence unit who are all on the phones and exchanging eye rolls as they deal with another fake lead

"Well the point in Y/N being here is that you wouldn’t be here at 3am as she'd be around to help out during the day whilst you're out on scene"

Her response is met by a silent Voight who leans back in his chair and runs his hand along his jawline "She's coming into town tomorrow so let me know if you want me to mention it or if you’re happy being in charge of a call centre" she stands and heads for the door

"Tell her she has a week's trial, starting next week. We'll see if she's up to it"

*Present time*

"I've got a good one" you lean forward in your seat "Never have I ever done it in a police car" you smirk as you glance around the table

Ruzek chokes on his current drink as he laughs "No holding back, I knew I liked you" he downs the shot

"No one else, seriously?" you question as it seems to only be Ruzek who drinks, Kim is fiddling with her watch strap and avoiding eye contact with the rest of the group.

"So Ruzek was on a solo mission that day or?" Atwater speaks up from next to you as you tap the shot glass in front of her with your nail with raised eyebrows

Kim huffs as she takes the shot "You promised you’d never tell" she narrows her eyes at Adam, after consuming many drinks the intense glare now coming across as a child having a moan about not getting her own way "Rules are rules in this game" he shrugs

The game continued as you found yourself getting more and more care free about your answers, the drinks went on and it seemed everyone else mirrored your actions in unwinding and wanting the dig the durt on their co-workers.

Just as Hailey is about to ask a question, she's soon interrupted by Atwater with a vodka shot in his hand, leaning over the table to give it to Jay.

"Never have I ever, had a friends with benefits with someone at work" he smirks and you feel the heat rise to your cheeks. You and Jay had quickly hit it off when you moved to Chicago and joined the team, Trudy had warned about the 'Intelligence boys' and to not get involved with anyone from work.

Because of this, you'd both decided to keep your little friends with benefits situation under wraps which at first was fun with the sneaking around and little touches here and there at work but this soon escalated.

You couldn’t help but notice the way your heart skipped when you saw him walk up the stairs to the district every morning, the smile you couldn’t hide as he brushes the hair from your face before kissing you or the sickness you feel when he heads out to confront a suspect.

What started as simply someone who could 'help you out in your time of need' was becoming much more, however the fear of Jay not feeling the same way was out weighed by the crave for his attention. You could feel his panic just by the way he moved his hand from his arm to rest on the table "Why you so sure I should take a shot?” he questions

Hailey laughs and you try to act like the rest of the team in prying for knowledge "You don't seriously think we haven’t noticed how different you've been, I didn’t know Halstead could be so cheery with that extra little spring in your step everyday. We're just trying to work out who it is" Ruzek folds his arms and leans back in his chair

Jay reaches up and takes the shot from Kevin before drinking it in one. He can't seriously be thinking about opening up about this right now? You panic to yourself, thinking of responses you can say to defend the situation and act cool.

'But you're not just cool about it though are you, how do you expect a team of detectives to believe your cover up story Y/N' your inner monologue seems to be endless in the few seconds it's taken Jay to hand the shot glass back to Kevin.

"I suppose I had a friends with benefits with Lindsay so you’re right, I should do a shot" he tilts his head and smirks, "Not a bad situation you had in the beginning with that one, she was very hot"

Ruzek remarks, "I had no complaint's that’s for sure, she could go for hours" Jay's quick to respond, as much as you were relieved he didn’t out the two of you you couldn’t ignore the jealousy that name set off in you.

The thought of what they had together, how she left and broke him will never sit right with you, this leads you off onto a trail of thoughts of him touching her how he touches you and him actually wanting to be in a relationship with Erin, rather than just a FWB like you were to him.

He places his hand on your thigh and lightly squeezes it as the group move onto the next question, you feel the heat on your skin from his touch.

He knew you didn’t like it whenever her name was bought up and could sense the jealously you were feeling right now as he made his remarks, you crossed your legs under the table and felt Jay laugh under his breath from beside you.

"Okay so if we're trying to out people, I've got one" Hailey takes one of the shots from the tray and places it in front of you.

The panic you had just got rid of was now back and worse than before, how did she know? Did Jay tell her? Was he really going behind your back to tell her about this when he'd promised to keep it between the two of you?

You had a close bond with Hailey and Kim, they'd quickly taken you under their wing as the older sister type, Kim being the more responsible one and Hailey being the mischievous one who was trying to sneak you out to parties and hook you up with guys.

“Never have I ever slept with a firefighter"

"Well that’s a bit of a niche question" Jay laughs, your nervous laughter in response wasn't fooling anyone

She returns to her seat and slings her arm over the back of Kim's chair "Did you want me to ask again Y/N?" if you weren't quite consumed with alcohol you probably could’ve got away with trying to defend yourself but your guard was down, you were also being reminded of Jays comments about Erin and the thought of them two together.

Before you could think anymore, you picked the shot and downed it "that was evil Hailey" you winced and took a sip of your other drink to try and wash it down. "I've got to admit, that was a bit targeted" Kim tries to defend you

"Kevin cornered Jay and I thought of one I could use for Y/N" she couldn’t keep the smirk off her face as you both knew the dirt she had on you, your one night stand with a certain firefighter when you first got to Chicago.

Kelly Severide.

It's not your scene to go home with someone you just met but Hailey had taken you out to Molly's after her shift and his charm and ruggedness had you hooked, he was soon leading you out of the bar with him by your side and heading back to his apartment.

You were both aware of it being a one time thing, that thought being cemented as you grew closer to Jay and realised there's no one you could want more than him.

The fact you hadn't mentioned it to Jay had played on your mind but as time went on it felt less relevant to bring up the past and knowing how jealous Jay can get, it wasn't worth the risk with him working closely with Kelly and the fire department

The hand that was on your thigh had gripped tighter, his jealously showing and as much as you didn’t like to admit it you had quite the soft spot for jealous Jay.

"Come on, it's not like its someone from Firehouse 51, is it Y/N?" She takes a sip from her drink, knowing full well the pot she was stirring, your jaw dropped "I can't believe you're doing this" you shake your head

"No way" Ruzek exclaims, Atwater is just looking at you in shock and Jay follows by removing his hand from your thigh and reaching for his drink instead. "Well now you have to tell us who it is" Adam adds

"I don't have to tell you shit" As if on que, the door opens and in walks Matt Casey and Kelly Severide "well its got to be one of them two hasn’t it" you shrug your shoulders innocently as Kevin analyses the two firefighters as they position themselves on bar stools opposite your table.

"Matt doesn't seem to be one for one night stands if I'm honest, and I don’t recon he's your type" Ruzek joins in to speculate with Kevin "Which means it must be the one and only Mr Severide"

You feel all eyes on you, specifically the ones from your right which just a few moments earlier were loving and doting eyes from Jay and now being replaced with green, envious ones

“Fine, you got me" you sigh as they congratulate each other "it was a one time thing when I got to the city, he was … nice" Jay takes another sip from his drink

"Just like Lindsay was nice to me I guess" the jealousy between you was intensifying and if you didn’t diffuse the situation one of you would end up taking it too far

You hear someone calling your name, you look over to see Kelly waving, "excuse me" you take another shot and put the glass in front of Jay before making your way over to Kelly, practically feeling the eyes burning in your back motivates you to put on your show just a little flirtier than planned as you wrap your arm around Severide's shoulder "Had a bit to drink huh?" You nod to Matt's comment and subtly look over to see Jay still staring at you

"Can you take me to get some fresh air?" Kelly looks at you confused but puts his arm round your waist to walk you out of the bar, reminding you of the all to similar feeling just a few months prior.

You can't help but feel smug as you walk past your table on the way out, being met by faces of disbelief and humour, all except Jay who looked like he was ready to tackle Kelly to the ground, you were proud of yourself for getting him worked up – all a bit of fun isn't it??

Talking about your life in Chicago and his new girlfriend Stella, your mind is completely off subject as you long to be with Jay and to see the effect this is having on him.

Picturing how he hasn’t taken his eyes off the door and checking his watch to see how long its been, no longer having any interest apart from having you with him.

“You wanna head back inside? I bet you're freezing" you're snapped out your thoughts by Kelly leaning to meet your eye level, before you could reach for the door handle it swings back to meet a pissed off Jay, oh shit.

"I'll take it from here, thanks" he pats Kelly on the shoulder and hands you your jacket, you both look at him confused

"Oh I'm gonna get her home, think she's had enough and doesn’t need any help from you" the smile he's trying to spread across his face isn't fooling you, you can tell he's worked up and the last person he wants to see is Severide.

"Thanks Kelly, I'll definitely pop by next week" you call out over Jays shoulder to Kelly who is heading back inside, he responds with a smile and disappears into the bar.

Jay grabs your wrist and pulls you to the other side of the building, out of sight from anyone who would enter/exit the bar.

“What the fuck Y/N? Firstly you don’t tell me about him and next you're out here all over him and agreeing to go over to his next week? Don't I mean anything to you? How do you think it felt for me to sit in there seeing you being lead out here by him and you gladly going along with it? It's a good job I don’t care about who you sleep with anymore isn't it.." his chest rising and falling fast, the spite in his voice, the way he was 2 inches from your face flipped a switch inside as you backed him up against the wall.

"You wanna know what we were doing out here?" you question, leaning into his neck "going over that one night we had" your hand running along his arm and stopping at his shoulder where you let your lips hover over his skin.

"how he took me back to his apartment" his arms clung to your waist but now rigid as you taunted him "undressed me piece by piece and kissed me all over, asking how bad I wanted him" your lips made contact with the skin under his ear, earning a suppressed moan from Jay.

“But you know what?" Jay looked down at you with his brows furrowed, confused by the situation "He's nothing compared to the guy I'm currently with"

The power you were feeling was immense, the sudden confident persona that had taken over you. Jay's normal dominant and intimidating presence was out of the window, the jealousy he was feeling mixed with the teasing from you had made him speechless, hanging on your every word.

"He's really good to me you know" he murmurs in response "so much so that I can't go 5 minutes without thinking about him, the way he kisses me, the way he touches me and don't get me started on the things he does to my body" how you'd moved to linger your lips along his neck, jawline and now his lips along with him still gripping at your waist, stuck in his tracks not knowing what to do with himself had you weak and craving him.

All he can do is groan as you step away from his body, leaving him standing there heavily breathing and his eyes trailing over your body and landing on your lips.

"We're going home". You smile to yourself as you know you've completed your job in getting him riled up and picturing what he's going to do to you once he's got you alone "Let me just go and say goodbye to Severide" you couldn't help but add one more tease into the mix but this pushed him over the edge.

Before you could work it out you were up against the wall, tightly held there by Jays body over you, arm next to your head and the other back on your waist. "If I hear you say that name one more time, I'm going to fuck you so hard you’re not even going to bother remembering him" you swallowed hard, now you were the one speechless and struggling to think of a good enough comeback given all you can do is nod in response.

He walks you towards his truck and over to the passenger side for you climb into, arm still on your waist and the other opening the door "Oh and don’t even think about going over there next week.

Incase it isn't clear, you're mine" you turn with your back on the car door and look into his lustful eyes, quietly thrilled with the way he was speaking to you. "Didn't I mention? He's invited us over for dinner next week to get to know Stella, are we not going to attend?" you innocently look up at him, settling your hand on the back of his neck, scratching lightly.

“Definitely not baby"

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Please be gentle with me, as mentioned this in no way me saying I know how to write a good story but just simply writing a dream that I had the other day!

[lightlycareless]

hiiii !!! Thank you for the new chapter !! 💜💜 I Love that Naoaki and yn still continued their friendship . I was afraid that they wouldn’t reconcile and that was her last friend in the house so I was scared LOLOL . Thank goodness that they spoke about it and they still see eachother .

Also props to yn for sticking up for that guy 🙏🙏 regardless of how badly she gets treated it’s good to see her stick up for people especially since she knows what it feels like to be treated so nasty in that place,

THE ENDING THO?!? My girl is finally gonna be reunited with the babies😢😢💟 hopefully it’s not a sour moment bc they’re afraid of her bc of the last time they saw eachother 😭 I’d understand if it is tho. It’ll prob take a lil for them to warm back up .

Now I’m just afraid that naoya might know she’s been around Naoaki . I mean ; he might not know but part of me feels like he’s been hearing stuff from his little helper 😭 hopefully he’s just focusing on his exam so my girl yn Can be in peace 😭😭💟 if not idk what she OR Naoaki gonna do. Especially with that “adulterer” comment the brother made😭😭 naoya is gonna be furious 👺

Anyways such a good update !! Thank you so much . Hope your week goes well and I’ll wait for the next !! 😊😊 - 👾

Hello 👾 anon!!! I'm always happy to see your asks 😭❤️❤️❤️❤️ thank you for coming back every update, I greatly appreciate it 🥰

I was afraid as well!! Although not that much, since Naoaki is someone who can detect when there's something going on, you know? As well as being aware enough that his background is something that not many will process easily, so in between his sad story, her sudden "sickness" and Mariya's duties, he understood that maybe it was best to let her rest a bit.

That doesn't mean he wasn't sad about it lol but he tried his best to be as understanding as possible.

Y/N on the other hand was freaking out, and within reason. She's so... hurt by the fact that she was abandoned by everyone (her family, her staff, and the friends she's somewhat managed to make inside the estate) it's like her mind is always working against her and that hurts me 😭 But it's all good now :3 they just needed to talk about it. In a way, there really was no reason for them to stop being friends (at least for me) BECAUSE LETS BE REAL Naoaki is deserving of second chances (although he did nothing wrong) unlike ummm idk this bastard Naoya.

And yes!! Props to Y/N 😤 it was a way to show her that she's starting to understand her surroundings a bit more (although she doesn't seem to like Mariya that much hahahaha but we'll deal with that later :3) and I'm glad that the servants (or some of them) took a notice of it. Guess we shall see what happens next chapter 🫢

MAI AND MAKI ARE FINALLY BACK IM CRYING I MISSED THEM SO MUCH BUT WE'LL SEE THE DETAILS OF THEIR RETURN NEXT CHAPTER HAHAHAAAAA I'm glad you're excited for it too!!!!! It was a lose end i needed to deal with 😤

Lastly...Naoya is coming back on 2 chapters hahahahahaha all I can say is that he hasn't seen his wife in a long time 😳 (i fear for her)

Anyways, thank you so much dear 👾 anon 🥺❤️ I'm always looking forward to your feedback, and how accurate you are!! I'm glad what I'm trying to convey is coming through my words 😭 that's like my biggest fear when writing (since I don't have much experience 🥹) but you give me the reassurance I need 🥰 thank you so much. (I hope I'm not bothering you with this, I'm just very grateful 🥲)

I hope you have a wonderful week! Take care, and see you soon 🥰❤️❤️❤️

[actualbird]

Hope you're doing well! ♥️

So I have a confession to make: I haven't played ToT for a whole week now. I'm kinda scared to go back in because of the new event, (the Christmas one) because I'm afraid I won't finish it in time but at the same time I don't want to miss out on it so I have just been sitting in this limbo.

I think I maybe burned out because I finished everything? So the only thing I looked forward to were the events (some of the events were brilliant, some not so much) and in my opinion, they aren't spaced apart enough for me to enjoy them. I play this game for the story so when there isn't much of it, it's hard to just even log in daily - keeping in mind I haven't missed a single day since I got the game.

I really hope we get new main and character stories soon because I can't see myself being interested enough?

I'm genuinely lost because I absolutely love this game!

I don't know, these are just my ramblings.

I'm 👌 this close to sending you angst about Luke dumping Marius and Aaron accidentally telling the NXX team about Luke's condition 😅

P.S. The recent Artem fic - first of all, how dare you make me tear up again? Secondly, I can imagine Artem grading himself after the appointments, like: Oh, the therapists didn't like what I said, I get an F!

LIKE NO! YOU CAN'T WIN OR LOSE THERAPY, YOU DUM DUM!

I just want to hug him! ♥️

Okay, that was a lot! Please take care! 🌺

hullo, hibiscus!!! i hope ur doing well too :DDD

ooooohhh i can relate to this sentiment!! i havent stopped playing but i deffo feel a big mood at "events coming in too fast to enjoy them" like yep yep. im STILL processing luke bday and now theres xmas partyland!! before that, i was STILL processing symphony of the night and then RRG part 1 happened gbsdjkgsd

tho if it's any consolation, the current event Xmas Partyland doesnt have any event plot like Symphony of the Night or RRG. it's just a boardgame thing, like Summer Breeze!!!

also not sure if i u kno but it seems tot wants the global server to catch up to the cn server (i talk about it here and here) so that global wont stay 1 year behind cn server forever. this has pros (more stuff at a faster pace) but also cons (MORE STUFF AT A FASTER PACE, IT'S HARD TO KEEP UP, also it's fuckin up some of the relationship development espeeeeecially mc and marius hoo boy)

based on the cn server, we should be getting the Personal Story 3 AND Main Story 6 installments in February of next year, 2022 (the pvs for them for the cn server was released at that time, 2021), but again, with how tot wants global to catch up, who knows if we're gonna get it earlier.

i'd REALLY LOVE IT EARLIER. i want the main and personal stuff earlier and the events a liiiiittle bit more spaced out bc tbh, i can only write so much so fast to respond to it all HAHA (im enjoying myself, yes, but im close to collapsing at the end of every day so UH)

anyway, if ur excited for more story already, i guess one solution is to watch/read translation of cn server content!!! ofc only if u want, i used to be somebody who didnt want Any Future Spoilers At All, but then luke pearce happened and now im in shambles, i know what happens in future personal story, im in pain SO MUCH PAIN BUT ALSO it rlly bolstered my excitement a bunch, if that makes sense?

sdkjfsbkjBJKSD LMAO AT THE ANGST, HIBISCUS. as always, im very open to receiving angst hcs OwO.....just be prepared for me to find some kinda way to give it a hopeful happy ending HAHA, i have trouble accepting bad endings, when it comes to love....

thank you for reading "designed to send mixed signals, one image made up of different pixels" :DDDD!! sorry for the tears tho skjfbkjBK AND UR RIGHT. YEAH. THATS AN ARTEM THING TO DO (and also something i did back when i was having therapy, OOPSIE DOODLE)

artem: can i see the grading rubrics for this?

dr reyes: artem, this is therapy. there are no grading rubrics.

artem: oh. oh no. what do i do now, then?

dr reyes: love yourself, ideally, but we'll get there.

take care as well, hibiscus!!!!!