#i might cry to get rid of this

[marylily4ever]

I literally prefer dying than washing the dishes, which doesn't mean a lot coming from me but it is

[aithusarosekiller]

Sorry to be annoying but I am making a new backup account incase anything happens to this one!

It is @sunstargazer and I will be moving onto it immediately if tumblr support choose to be difficult and terminate this acc for any reason (which I have a bad feeling about rn)!

More details in the tags but go follow that acc and I'll follow back everyone bc I REFUSE to accept that I may lose you all :p Putting my usual tags so it's easy for my followers or ppl who may have seen me before to find

My ao3 is still flowerslefthere and my tiktok is still evermoreomens :)

[silusvesuius]

nelvas Problematiq*eyes roll back into my skull* *falls flat on my face with cardboard cutout physics* ((7 hours later)) *wakes up in barren wasteland* I know everything now.

[gregmarriage]

i’m back temporarily, bc it’s my birthday in an hour and a half, and i’m having a mini breakdown, hehe x

[girlyliondragon]

Temporal Tower is HELL. Especially the spire holy shit.

And when I get up to Dialga in those few instances it's even more hell, the RNG is NOT working with me regarding status seed turns. x.x'''

[danrifics]

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[lesbianralzarek]

i dont wanna be a pedant on a million posts a day, but "platonic" does not mean "non-romantic". it means "non-sexual". you cannot have platonic sex with your besties. im very sorry and crying also

[no-thanks-bro]

perfectionist-ically contemplating how to be less of a perfectionist. if I can just do [x] perfectly it will be great and everything will be fixed I know it. and can achieve this. shut up!!!!!!

[dykeseinfeld]

the unending horror of throwing out possessions

[flashdoesahundredyarddash]

I hate everything about DC and Warner Bros keeping Ezra. What even was the reason to keep them still playing as Barry. They let everyone else go except for them, people who didn't reach as close to what Ezra fucking did and the fact they still had this movie to keep on running while they cancel all these other projects?? Seriously wtf.

[spagkeitti]

some of the ˚✧₊bbgs〜⁎⁺˳✧༚☆* from g-group ktl (they deserved to also perform at m countdown and studio choom with back door k-group )

[drunk-poets-society]

The funny thing about grief is that you just can’t rationalise it. Yeah sure you can think about it logically, make sense of it in that way, but then there’s this constant, nagging, clawing part of you that’s just deeply human, that just wants to be human, almost desperately so, and it overrides logic sometimes and that’s ok

[i-am-a-fish]

Sex Ed Time

ok I'm gonna tell you about some things that might happen if you are transitioning m->f. this is not a comprehensive list just my own experience, be sure to do your own research I just really wanted to voice how this affects me because I think open discussion about this type of stuff is just more helpful for everyone rather than keeping it private

BOOBS HURT WHEN THEY GROW

your sex drive (libido) will probably go down a lot

facial hair is very hard to get rid of

my go-to gender affirming clothing is high-waisted jeans. I suggest going to a goodwill or some sort of cheap store that lets you try on clothes to figure out what you like

muscle mass will go down, fat will be redistributed

boobs do all sorts of crazy stuff when you run / exercise

overtime your skin will get softer, you also might smell nicer, and I've been told it can thin body hair but I don't really see it all that much 🤷

your brain chemistry can change when you reduce testosterone and increase estrogen, there are lots of factors that contribute toward any changes to your personality, but hormones can have an impact as well. for me this is a good thing because I struggle with allowing myself to feel emotions sometimes, no matter how hard I tried I was never really able to get myself to cry. I've gotten closer to being able to cry since I started transitioning though and that makes me very happy

this is a slow process that can take several years, ultimately you're going to be in your body for several years regardless, so if this is something you want it's definitely something you should try to pursue if possible. the time will pass anyways, and it does feel nice to work towards something that can make you happier.

also this is very important, you don't need to do any sort of hormone replacement therapy in order to be trans. not everybody can access HRT, and for those who can access it, not everybody wants to take on all the changes that come with treatments. you don't have to chemically or physically change your body in any way in order to deserve respect

all right that's all I have for right now feel free to add anything in the comments, I would especially like to hear from trans men what your experiences have been, I think openly talking about these types of things can really help some people

[calico-kiwi]

i hate periods 🔥 🔥 🔥 (<this is me trying to burn mine so it is gone forever)

[ndntighnari]

I forget i was homeless w my mum back when I was like 13, sometimes. Like. Huh. Right. Couch surfing is homelessness. No wonder I have issues with some things regarding like. My stuff.

[nightfallsystem]

Tw vent in tags