#i missed making gifs tbh i may post more often. who knows

[bixiaoshi]

Link Click Appreciation Event - @linkclicknet

Day 7 ⟡ Free Day: cheng xiaoshi once again ✧٩(ˊωˋ*)و✧

[brattata]

Hi!! I hope your having a great day!! I don’t know how many have submitted these yet but if i’m too late that’s totally okay and just ignore this 🫶🫶

My fandom of choice is hxh, my age range is 18-30. (I’m 20) My preferred pronouns are she/her and i do not have a preference for gender. I have a very all over the place personality, some days i’ll be very bubbly, i’ll be cracking jokes left and right and im known as the funniest one in my friend group. I’m also known for my sense of style, my outfits are always looking different everyday depending on how I feel. But other days I literally shut everybody out and don’t get out of my bed all day. Sometimes I can have random bursts of anger directed towards whoever I’m talking to at the moment. For my hobbies I often foster dogs and cats (so far only kittens) who are in need of a safe home after being abused or abandoned.

For my dislikes and dealbreakers, if the person i’m dating has age-play or chews loudly 😭 That’s all i can think of 💀

For my letters can i please have O and D from the nsfw list and C from the fluff list!!

(bonus) My sun is a pisces, moon in leo, rising sign is aries. Venus is also aries. I’m an INFJ, and my love languages are giving gifts, physical touch (cuddling, holding hands, the little things, etc) However if my partner is not into physical touch that is totally fine.

I think that is all! Thank you so much and I hope you have a great rest of your day!! 🫶

Alright, a HxH request! And a little NSFT too, huehue. 😏 Since there are some spicy headcanons below the cut, any readers under 18 should please skip this post.

Now, back to the matchup! Reading your info, the person who jumped out to me the most was…

Knuckle Bine!

Side note: There were so many GIFs to choose from, holy shit! Look at him, carrying Meleoron all cool…

You’d make for a very fun and flashy couple, imo. Clearly Knuckle is a dude with a very strong personal style, and I think he’d appreciate that in a partner too. He shares your love for animals - tends to be a little more of a dog person, but come on, who can resist a kitten? 😽 He’s not going to be put off or scared away by your occasional outbursts, and though his response might often sometimes be an outburst of his own, he gets over it pretty quickly. He’ll whine and scold you about PDA being embarrassing, but I bet he’s a cuddlebug in private.

C is for Comfort

So…the first time Knuckle witnesses you spending a whole day in bed, he doesn’t handle it very well tbh. When he’s feeling down or angry, being active makes him feel better, so it might take some time for him to get that you’re different. Not being sulky or lazy, just processing your feelings in your own way. He loves you though, so he’ll adjust, although he still just doesn’t feel right leaving you totally alone all day. Might insist you keep a puppy or kitten with you for company - you know, because they whine too much when they miss you. 🙄

D is for Dirty Secret (NSFT)

I don’t know why, but I feel like Knuckle has a scent kink. It initially started as something very innocent - smell is the sensation most strongly tied to memory, so it makes perfect sense that he’d want a piece of your clothing to remember you by when he has to be away from you for a long time. Right? Morel and Shoot tease him pretty hard when they catch him wrapping an old shirt of yours around his pillow one night. So, he would literally rather die than have them find out about the pair of your underwear he keeps stashed for when he’s really “lonely.”

O is for Oral (NSFT)

Knuckle slightly prefers receiving to giving. He’s naturally a bit of a hair puller and head pusher, not because he’s trying to be “dominant” (unless you’re into that 👀) but because he just gets too caught up in how good your mouth feels. He will also eat you out very enthusiastically (though you might need to ask), and may make it a personal challenge to see how fast or how many times he can make you cum with just his tongue. Bonus dirty secret: he likes oral fine, but he really prefers good old missionary sex because he’s a romantic who wants to be able to see, and kiss, your face. 😘

Ngl, it’s been a minute since I watched the Chimera Ant Arc, so I hope I did Kuwabara Knuckle justice! 😉 Thanks again for participating in my matchup event.

[the-corvid-king]

zionists fuck off

find more of my original content here

and commission me here

some tags i use on this blog :

- #i reblog every bear i see - bears here

- #long reads - this tag is for posts that are long and may take more mental energy to read

- #long reads ( no paragraph breaks ) - not necessarily a long post , but due to formatting , one that may take some time to get through

- #q - queue

- #saving this for later - for saving posts to look back in later when it’s pertinent

- #self-reblog tag - sometimes i reblog from my other blogs . mostly my art blog . reblog my art, cowards

- #i don’t go here - for when i reblog shit from fandoms i’m not a part of . the individual post is funny but don’t expect more content from that fandom

- #fagdyke hours - anything gender fucky , but mostly those posts talking about “i’m a boy who is a girl” and shit like that . also p much anything that uses the word fag

- #gender envy or something - posts that talk about being a cringe failson pathetic meow meow boy or whatever . posts that talk about being a guy but in the most pathetic way possible . i really wonder what sort of image this paints about me . i hope it makes you want to study me for science

- #this bird speaks - my original text posts go here . i dont do those often tho lol

- #disabledposting - me talking about being physically disabled . i don’t currently have a tag for mental disability

- #hope for the future posts - this tag is for posts that make me feel ok about humanity and the state of things . browse through here if you need some hope

- #important - any information that i believe is important to share / for people to know . this tag overlaps with long reads a lot

- #little magics - posts that make me feel good about the world ! shit doesn’t always suck . i suspect this tag will be a lot of nature and animal posts . look through here if you want for your heart to feel full !

- #corvidsstuff - stuff about corvids . funky little men

- #the human condition ( positive ) - stuff that to me seems fundamentally human . stuff that aliens would view as a hallmark of the species . only the positive stuff tho bc sometimes i like being happy

- #the human condition - same as above but not necessarily positive . not necessarily negative either tho !

- #kill maim bite - grrrrrrr baf baf * bitse you * ( fleshcore / meatcore )

- #blasphemous jokes - jokes about christianity / christian views that defy god

- #serotonin video - good vibes only . will probably mostly be cats tbh

- #My Mechanical Girlfriend - computer4computer . computer sex

- #BEASTLY - sometimes being trans is about killing yourself to the eyes of god and the people who said they loved you and being a monster and being a fallen angel and being evil and being so so so so holy

- #batty !!! - goth shit !!! prob mostly gonna b outfits & moody vibes

- i do my best to tag potential triggers but i forget sometimes / don’t realize someone would b triggered by it, so please lmk if i missed something !

this is an ongoing list which will be updated in future , and most of these tags are relatively new , so many of my older posts will not be tagged according to this list . also i forget to tag things sometimes , so not everything i post will be tagged appropriately

also if anyone knows how to do the thing people do where they underline text n it links to the tag or whatever pls lmk i’m confuse

[1111jenx]

What are some Venus and Moon placements you love to see in synastry?

Hey baddie!🤍

This is so cute tbh I cant-😭 Where do i even start-

Favourite Venus/Moon

🦋synastry placements🦋

for more posts like this, check my masterlist I and masterlist II luvs🤍

Venus in 5H

More than anyone else, when it comes to relationship I've always been a big fan of fixed house synastry/composite. Venus in 5H however has its own story.

One of the most powerful combinations for romantic and sexual attraction. Marriage would be for the sake of love, not for the sake of money or prestige. Think Romeo and Juliet.This placement brings a great deal of contentment and romantic fulfilment. While the aspects to Venus in this contrast are complicated, it does not lessen the romantic tendency displayed.

Venus is passionate, daring and everything the 5H person desires. The 5H person feels so tempted by Venus and Venus also feels the same way.

At first, depending on other placements, it could be possible that the Venus was more flirtatious towards the 5H but it is the 5H person that really starts to put in the work. 5H feels drawn to Venus, aroused by them yet initially, 5H was more detached in terms of emotions. However, after some time, 5H person may start to feel an urge to chase&conquer..

One another's best-kept secret, knows things about each other that others wouldn't. As this couple's fingers intertwined and their lips locked, everything is possible. The kind of couple that would do the most spontaneous things with each other. Play fights. Kisses along one's body. The dynamic feels hot and heavy. Sexual experiences is often very exciting and fun.

Opens one another up to experiences they wouldn't dare to. Crossing one another's bucket list goals. Could even be a one night stand type but would always fall for each other every-time they meet up. Friendly warning that when this synastry goes wrong, it will go so so wrong. But at the end, there will always be an unspoken links between these two🤍

Moon in 11H

Love always come in hand with friendship. Some people often say that we date people who we're supposed to be friends with and stay friends with people who we supposed to date. Moon in 11H can be perfectly described based off that one sentence.

Electric and never platonic. When the couple has this placement in their synastry chart, I can already tell they have potentials to go with one another very far down in life. They care for each other so much yet its more than what casual friends would. They would always have gut feelings about one another. The type of people to finish one another's sentences.

The Moon person is soft and understanding, they are 11H's home and 11H wants to show them off to the world. Pretty public and may stay together for a very long time due the dynamic of a fixed house. Spaces spent without the others are greatly appreciated since the bring them even closer. 11H person is the Moon's ideal type or wishes that come true. 11H feels well taken care of and confide a lot on the Moon person.

In front of each other they don't feel the need to pretend anymore. Their masks are taken down and its the world vs them two. Forehead kisses, playful banters that turn serious. They share their dreams, aspirations and desire to the other person.

While they're inherently such different people, this couple feels like one another's last missing puzzle.

Venus in 7H

"Who am I without you?" Venus in the 7H in synastry will always have a tension between them that will eventually push them towards each other.

Another aspect that can be pretty big on marriage, the 7H of partnership guarantees the couple to be together for the long haul, esp true if there are even more indicators.

Being in a relationship with each other teach the two a lot about their love nature. Venus is very considerate about their partner's desires and adamant about pleasing them. 7H partner is also trying to satisfy Venus by making the relationship as harmonious, caring, and peaceful as possible. As a result, when the two of them are together, friction is greatly reduced.

7H person feels so drawn to Venus, they can't stop staring. Venus is exciting and everything thats beautiful to them and 7H tends to get so so wholesome next to Venus:") Venus adores their nature and would return with perhaps even more affection.

They actually share very similar love languages and they understand each other's body language pretty well. Conflicts tend to be avoided yet can sometimes become too safe and comfy.

Moon in 1H

"No words needed. I understand exactly what you mean".

The type of couple that suddenly come together but people will say "finally". The two people that everyone adores and support. Holding hands and walking through forests and trees. They love each other's comfort and yearn for each other's warmth.

One of the rare synastry placements I've seem these days but is very fulfilling. The house person don't just love Moon's sensitivity and emotions, they also love their helpful and profound nature.

Moon person can sometimes feel left out and ignored, will do anything to get their attentions back.

There are so much securities and emotions felt on both sides. Never ending love story. Hard to not get attach. Moon just opens up casually to the 1H person. as they don't feel judged ever.

Moon in 8H

To love someone is to love their flaws, their worst moments, their ugliest and all. Moon in 8H couples are private people yet also are very passionate towards one another.

Sex bonds them.They share and keep one another secrets so well. 8H sees Moon as their home, with so much depth to them. i'd say that sex between these two can be so life changing. 8H knows the effect they have on Moon so so well and they can't help it but lure Moon in further.

One of the dynamics I'd chuckle if I see apparent in synastry's chart. Their thirst for each other's energy and emotions are crazy.

Either overshare everything or hold back completely. The Moon feel the need to learn&study and truly understand the 8H person. No small talk here. They can either fear each others emotions or take it all in so well.

While I do love the intensity and passion present here, I'm fearful of the jealousy and possessiveness of this placement. 8H will be stubborn to open up at first yet the second they do, the Moon person is theirs and theirs only. Crazy adventures but crazier fights.

Moon in 4H

The theme of home life and security is always present. They can understand what the others want to say simply by looking at each other and smile. Truest modern romance.

The couple that felt the need to stay friends for some time before they jump into a relationship since they value the others sincerity so much. Brings each other joy, comfort and absolute trust.

Its us versus them. Indeed, may choose to isolate themselves from the rest of the world in order to be alone together in a safe space. Can be surprisingly public with affections yet very secretive about the nature of their romance. Reminds me of that old couple that hold hands in the park while being comfortably silent .

Extremely binding, the two of you will find it extremely difficult to separate. Emotions runs high here and the two must be wary not to become too dependent on one another.

If they can learn to trust and give, the relationship can go for years and years🤍

Trying something new today:) Thank you for asking such a great question baddie🥳

love,

saint jenx🪐

© 2021 Saintz Jenx All Rights Reserved

[crescent-maple]

"He is my sun and i am his moon"

kazuscara au

Characters: Kaedehara Kazuha, Scaramouche 

Genre: Fantasy, Gods and Goddesses 

Pairing: Kazuha x Scaramouche 

A/N: possible series! 

Kazuha always kept his hair up in a ponytail using a tie weaved from the sun's rays. It was a gift- a parting gift from someone very dear to him. There were times when he would stare at it fondly, times when he would frown at it but every single time he'd use it after slipping in his usual outdoor attire.

Various constellations adorned the walls in their residence, the only room that wasn't had the phases of the moon. Kazuha often wondered what it would feel to be in that room and now that he knew what it meant ... he wished he was never chosen.

The responsibility given to him came at a price, one he was not ready to pay for.

A young maiden carrying a silver platter adorned with intricate designs. Curves and swirls and small bits of stars. There was a brown scroll on it with a red ribbon as its only seal from prying eyes who would dare read its contents.  The young man gracefully tugged the piece of cloth and opened the scroll.

"An invitation to greet the newly appointed heads of the - must i really go?", he muttered under his breath, ending it with a question that only he can answer.

If he skipped the meeting the elders of his clan would have a word with him, something he would like to avoid at all costs.

With a wave of a hand the young maiden gave a bow before leaving. Kazuha continued with his walk and went straight to their garden where he sat on the stone bench to think. To think about him.

How long has it been since they last saw each other? Months? Years? Years most probably.

Long dark hair, indigo eyes and that scoff he would make whenever. Kazuha missed those. Missed him and with each passing day he felt like yearning. A soft chime around his wrist indicated that he was needed in that particular chamber.

"I'm coming. No need to let those little bells ring ... i feel more like a slave when i hear this..."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"Tsk."

The harsh tap on the wooden armrest was all that resonated within the chamber, along with the annoyed sounds a young male was making.

"It's too damn hot in here! Someone better get me out of here right this instant."

Attendants arranged in a single file wearing silk clothes stood outside, mumbling to each other in fear. A young woman who showed grace and etiquette stood in front of the entrance to the chamber where her dear younger brother was at.

"Your anger fuels the temperature inside that room and you know that very well. I suggest you--"

"Silence, dear sister. You may be older but you do not bear the same burden as i do."

His sister lowered her gaze, hand slowly tightening her grip on the sleeve of her clothing. He was right. He suffered far more than her.

"Think of him then you shall leave."

"LISTEN TO ME YOU--"

His voice trailed off when he heard the sound of her footsteps farther and farther away. She left him. Again.

The young male born from the sun clan buried his head in his hands and heaved a heavy sigh.

Think of him? Why? Was there any reason to still think of him?

Before he knew it the temperature of the room lessened, soft clicks from the chamber's doors resonated the four corners which made him stand up from his seat, eyes widened in surprise.

The light chatter of attendants began and he knew he had to come up with the usual stern yet dignified look on his face.

A male attendant handed him a scroll. An invitation for a meeting to greet newly appointed -- 

"My bath should be ready after 15 minutes. If it isn't done by then you shall all know what the sun feels like."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Note: im not sure if i should continue the next parts. I just thought of posting the first part here tbh

[seyaryminamoto]

i come to your blog so often just because everytime i go into azula tag people arw so toxic, they make me really sad

and your opinions on Azula and your absolutely amazing story on Sokkla make me feel a lot better lol, so thank you for what you are doing… ily🥰

I'm glad my ramblings help someone xD sometimes I think I may talk waaaaay too much for most people's tastes (okay, no, I KNOW I do xD), but I didn't know that my many analysis posts could relieve someone from the harm of the volatile and toxic character tags...

Tbh, if you want me to be 100% honest here... I haven't touched the Azula tag directly in well over 7 years. I know it may sound insane, it's why I miss out on a lot of quality meta by many people, but when I first got into ATLA and on tumblr, the Azula tag was a hive of toxicity that I just couldn't bear with. My life quality improved vastly when I stopped seeing all the vitriol and stale takes and gross stuff people kept dumping there. So I just broke out of the "habit" of checking that tag at all, while still tagging my posts with positive takes on Azula with her tag in case anyone else who scoured the tag wanted to see any takes that weren't really cringeworthy about her wonderful character.

No idea if my stuff shows up in the tags anymore (I think my stuff gets wiped out of tags more often than not, these days), but if my blog and my story serve as a haven for you from the nastier sides of the fandom, you're very very welcome here :D Azula deserves all the love, if you ask me, and I'm always happy to meet new people who agree on that :D

[fmdtaeyongarchive]

q3 2021 update & plot call !!

below the cut, you can find an update on ash’s current life, career (or rather absence of), and development for quarter three, as well as plot and thread ideas! if you see anything that you’d like to plot out or write with him, like this or message me, and we can get to it! i have a lot in mind about where ash is right now, so i might add more and expand later on!

mentions of ash’s continuing struggle with mental illness under the cut in case you don’t wanna read that rn

professionally

ash is on hiatus the whole quarter so... not much going on here.

uhh basically the first two days of july he was still trying to get bc to let him take a break so schedule threads could be set then if they cross paths at the bc building! he’s going to be participating in concert rehearsals for knight to a less intense extent since bc, as of the beginning of his hiatus, fully intends him to participate in the concerts. he’ll miss about the first half of the tour, but in july and august he’ll still be attending knight tour rehearsals some to keep up. schedule threads can also be done then!

(note that he’ll be missing the bc city concert as well — i don’t see him dropping by just to support either tbh, sorry bc ppl. white knight duo ver tho let’s gooooooooooo)

ash will eventually start writing music and finding his love of that again though and that’s pretty much the most work he can do during his hiatus, so it’d be cool to maybe have him write, compose, or produce for a few people that might be releasing later this year or sometime next year if anyone is interested? :) we can see if ash would work for it. there’s also opening for him to ask a few people he’s close to to sing some demos for him when he starts trying to write again!

personally + plot ideas!

explaining how he got to his hiatus would take me all day but he basically forced bc’s hand in letting him take time off (well, he wanted to leave knight and retire ngl but his manager was like... you know that’s not going to happen let’s try a hiatus <3). you can read my badly-written solos for part of it (i still need to write more) but generally, the most other muses might know is that they might have run into him acting kinda moody/down or impulsive/irresponsible lately, he made a very uncharacteristic post on social media that hinted at being unhappy with his life currently and losing passion/excitement for even the things he used to value most highly before his social media was deactivated by bc lmaaooo. the post would have probably conveyed Something was up it it wasn’t like genuinely super triggering-level content i promise !! bc released a statement shortly after stating he’d be going on hiatus without mentioning a definitive end date.

so there’s the possibility a muse might have checked up on him after that post / the hiatus news to see how he was doing?

tbh ash isn’t going to be seeking out meeting new people during his hiatus. he’s taking time to himself and is only going to make any effort to hang out with people he’s comfortable with. those he’s not close to, he’s going to have to interact with by running into unintentionally.

he’s getting a place in jeju in the early-ish part of his hiatus. he’ll be spending a lot of time there at first because he just wants to get away from seoul, so it’d be nice to set some threads there if your muse has the time to hop over to visit him if they have anything resembling a free day. (again a certain level of closeness would be necessary, but i think one good heart to heart conversation beforehand could bring someone closer to him enough for that rn! even over text tbh lmao). chuseok would be a really good time for this !! i imagine catching up over lowkey dinners or heart to hearts under the stars, that found family ash has actively fought having lol

(that place in jeju is also going to be where he starts to want to write music again too, so music based stuff there would be chill?)

heart to hearts in general anywhere would be really good for ash right now so please give me those! they can be in seoul too for sure.

he’ll be moving into a new apartment in seoul eventually, though that will probably be a little later in his hiatus? he had some bad fan/sasaeng run-ins right before his hiatus and having so much time off makes him realize he wants to move. someone can help him house hunt or if someone else is looking for a place, they can talk together about it. i want him to realize he wants to move into a smaller place that can feel more like home

once he does move, muses are free to come over and help him set up / be his one-man housewarming party. that’s a little down the line tho !! so we might not want to plot that as a thread to write right this instant

he may also be getting a pet ! muses can come look with him at a shelter or he can run into people there!

this would be a little later in his hiatus, but it’d be interesting if once he’s doing a little better, he gets the urge to dance and runs into a muse at the dance studio. idk that he’ll ever fall completely back in love with dancing, but he might rediscover some of what he did love about dancing and ash and this muse often run into each other as he visits that dance studio a little more often and they eventually bond over it / do some dancing together.

those who still really have that passion for making music ash has lost, talk to him about it <3 he misses it. he might cry but tbh he’s liable to cry in any thread

he’s cutting his hair short and dying it back to black this month, so it would be possible to run into him at the hair salon!

ash will want to be inside at home mostly at the beginning of his hiatus, but as it goes on, he’ll start to branch out and that will offer some more opportunities to hang out. he’ll try not to go to bars and clubs really, but small music venues or jazz lounges, small indie cinemas, galleries, those kind of things will be up his alley

idk that there’s much plotting to be had around this, but this long hiatus on top of the other hiatuses he’s had and his acting out before this hiatus is going to make some of the bc team realize it might not be super wise to keep pushing him hard as a cf model (and in the long run, just less of pushing him as a major idol star within the company in general tbh) so he’ll be able to get some more tattoos and piercings and will become more comfortable, hopefully, with presenting himself how he wants to be seen / having some development in that good ol’ lack of bodily autonomy aspect ash has always had going on. he’ll be coming out of hiatus living much more of his 2021 jk fc truth with the full sleeve and the eyebrow piercing .

uhhh ? pretty far down the line but i’ll mention it while it’s on my mind :) i think it’d be cool if ash did a collab (mini-)album (or two?) at some point after getting off hiatus. i’d want it to be someone he really clicks with creatively (though they don’t have to be a songwriter — i can see it working as collaborative songwriting or as ash feeling really inspired to write for them) and wants to work with since it’s not going to be something he’s letting bc push him into it at that point, and something that just happens organically. realistically, this would work with a female vocal best by far, maybe a male rapper just based on the songs ash does / i can see him doing. probably wouldn’t want to commit to anything fully rn unless it really clicks but i wanted to throw the idea out there :)

uhmmm?? ig i should also mention ash will be paying attention to his health both mental and physical he’s been neglecting for a while. there isn’t too much to say regarding plotting here because he needs to handle it himself with trying new therapy, medications, understanding there’s some stuff beyond “just” his depression going on. coming to accept nothing’s ever going to be perfect, but that self-awareness and effort can help more than denial can. not super plot potential-y but i’ll mention it since this is all the personal update section

basically, ash is taking time to recover mentally (and physically) and ultimately hopefully leave hiatus in a better place than he started where he can be more comfortable in his career, even if just a little bit, in himself, and in his life. if he can have some good, developing threads during the time, that’d be great!

[shaekingshitup]

Shae’s First Date

For anyone who is bored: the most brief (that I can recap because ya girl is a lengthy heaux) summary of my first date goes as follows:

EDIT: THIS SHIT AIN'T BRIEF. SORRY NOT SORRY 🤷🏿‍♀️🤷🏿‍♀️ But I put a TLDR at the end.

I matched with a guy on Bumble who had some cool hobbies and some of which overlapped with mine. We talked daily for almost 2 weeks before we met up in person and the guy was a very big charmer/woo-er. Like if I was messaging this kid I was constantly laughing and smiling

Tbh this was a lil bit of a red flag to me becauae I'm like: "no one is this charming. Something has gotta be up" & I legit came up with a few different scenarios. But I chose to shelf them because people do that to me all the time.

Like I'm just a really loving person and I will gas people up or go out of my way to make them happy if I can and people always want to try me like that can't truly be how/who I am or if I'm doing it it's because I'm trying to get at that person and they are always wrong. All the way from best friends to new acquaintances I really just like when people are happy. I mean the world's shitty already, if I can make your day easier or put smile on your face I'm game!

So we're on the phone one night (stayed up to 3 am sacrificing my sleep talking to this dude 🙄) talking more about who we are as people, what we're looking for in an ideal partner, etc. I told him straight up both via call and via message that honesty is really important to me. I value honesty with myself and also with others.

So also in this late night call things got a lil spicy 🌶 🌶 I was honest and told him that I'm pretty much a blank slate. Never fucked/sucked, etc or had anything like that done to me. He was taken aback like everyone I share this with is. Apparently I'm some sort of unicorn 🦄 out here in these streets to all y'all hoes. He makes a comment about stealing a kiss from me the next night and I said "I might allow it."

But the point is. I told him what it was. I was honest. That's my truth.

I didn't tell him that I'd never been on a date/kissed anyone because he didn't ask. Maybe if I would've said something, things would've been different. But I can't "what if" what's already happened y'all!

SO, day of. We messagin and snapping. I'm allll ready. We're going to a drive in and I'd never been to one before so I'm excited. I'm also just committed to making this a good time because I easily get distracted and often don't stop to take my experiences in to experience them fully. So I said not today!!

I got snacks. All of his favs and some of mine. I brought drinks and a blanket. I looked good.

Like I said in my pre-date post: I didn't have any lofty ideas about this dude being my soul mate or anything but I anticipated a good time.

He picked me up at our designated location. My sister met him and got his license plate; because apparently I had enough sense to realize I didn't know this nigga but not enough sense to later realize I didn't know this nigga.

It wasn't gonna take as long to get to the drive in as originally anticipated. So we went to a local park and sat in the car and talked because the park was PACKED and ya know RONA!

It was somewhat awkward because it was our first time talking face to face. But we found a groove and I'm extroverted af y'all. So, I can get people to have a conversation.

Topics range from our days, music and conspiracy theories which he's really into. What kind? Like: Shakespeare wrote the Bible is one. A lot of people that we know from media aren't really the original ones that we were introduced to is another. Ya know like that Beyoncé is not the real Beyoncé. There's two Trumps. There's two Hilary Clintons etc.

So at this point sensible me is like: this can be the point where you go home girl. You're 5 minutes away from your place. You can just say this ain't workin and cut it short.

OPTIMISTIC/BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT GIVIN/NAIVE SILLY ME IS LIKE: well, I 100% don't agree with anything you're saying just because you're saying it. But ya know, I don't know everything and I'm not in the business of judging people-especially since we just met and I don't want this human to feel uncomfortable. So, okay. I don't agree. But I won't judge. Let's just continue on.

If you haven't guessed by now which me I listened to, you may be just as silly as I am 🙃🙃🙃

But obviously I continued on and that's what I call mistake #1

So we're driving to the drive in. I'm realizing we're kind of different in ways. Most notable is that dude was raised Jehovah's Witnesses and celebrates 0 holidays & I'm in love with Halloween and at least birthdays.

We miss the drive in entrance due to my poor navi skills & he decides to smoke before we pull in. He offers it to me and I accept. This is mistake #2

Ya girl hasn't smoked in 6 years. I tried edibles recently. But that shit ain't the same. I really just feel like I said I wanted to be present and then I smoked and I was tired and everything was kind of dull?

So I'm high and sleepy but still a lil excited because it's my first drive in!! We get there and park and the drive in is really just a giant protection screen we all park in front of. Lmao. 😅 Idk what I was expectin but not that. But it was still cool. It's 10 and this movie still hasn't started because the last one is still showin credits.

Dude says he wants to chill in the back but he's going to the bathroom. I AM SLEEPY. THAT IS WHAT WEED DOES TO ME. Plus I was on the phone til 3 AM. So I'm like imma close my eyes before this thing starts since it's already late.

So while he goes to the bathroom I legit laid down in the back on a pillow because ya girl is a sleepy heaux 😴

He comes back and pits the pillow in his lap and is talking to me because this movie ain't started yet. My eyes are closed but I'm listening and everything and he's massaging my shoulders and whatnot. Eventually advertisements about common courtesy come on and what not. But that's not important and I don't move.

Soo he says something I'M ASSUMING IT WAS ABOUT THE KISS (I don't remember y'all. I'm about to skimp on some of these details because that high was really kickin in and I was feelin foggy.) But, I said "I would allow it." And he kissed me.

It honestly felt anticlimactic as fuck. Yeah my mind is kind of foggy because of the weed so I feel like I wasn't as fully cognizant as I would have been if I was sober minded. But also, it just happened

I'm in my head af. I've never done this and I'm sure I'm shit at it but I'm trying not to be ya know? Dude's tongue is in my mouth. His hand is under my romper.

So, I'm a roll with the punches kind of human and the rest of the film we pretty much are making out (lowkey meh), groping (I hate this word) & watching Deadpool ( for people who needed that detail)

As previously stated, all of this shit is new to me. But, I'm also not a "prude". I chose not to kiss/fuck anyone prior to this because it was what I wanted for a period of time. I couldn't do much in the date department because I was just not approached often or by people I wanted to entertain. But the opportunities for all that physical shit were presented and I chose not to just like I chose to engage in those activities on this date. I'm real big on not judging nor regretting those choices because those were what I wanted at one point and that's it. Soo if you got opinions about what I was out here doin, keep em to yaself.

We ended up making out and I feel like it was cool.. but just not great. We did other shit minus actual fucking. But it all just felt pretty muted to me. Not bad. Not uncomfortable. Just not great and I think in hindsight it was because I a) really didn't know and have an established connection with this dude and b) I was high.

He really wanted me to suck his dick and I was really hesitant to do that. Not even that much because I was checking off a lot of "firsts' or anything like that but because I swore I was gonna be shit at it due to 0 experience and that was what I told him. Like, I wanna be good at shit and also I would like if the person I was hooking up with was actually enjoying being with me ya know? Is that not a thing? Y'all just be out here tryna get ya nut and say fuck it to whomever you with? Lemme be a unicorn then. 🦄

But anyways, I did this and he says like nothing. I'm in my head af trying to recall upon all of my BP smut I've read and trying not to suck at sucking (SO THANKS TO ALL OF Y'ALL WHO BE WRITING SMUT!!). After a few minutes the car turns off and Ryan Reynold's ain't talking anymore. Sooo I take this as a sign that I should stop and tell him as much.

He turns the car back on so we can still hear the movie & I'm pretty much like half watching the movie and talking to him like: "Soooo. I did that and I feel like I was right." To which he responds, "I've had worse," which is like ya know the compliment of the century and the most reassuring feedback you can give someone who is insecure about shit they've never done.

We still ended up making out and I gave him a handjob and finished the movie. I can't recall if it was at this point or when he drove me home but he basically implied that I was a liar and that is the shit that literally makes me wanna go back in time and tell former me to never say yes to a date with this nigga.

He drove me home and I was pretty quiet listening to Ari Lennox (💕) and thinking/processing. He gets to my place and we're talking now that we're parked and tells me that he thought I probably wasn't right about never having sex before. He told me I probably just had sex like 3 years ago and it had been so long that's why I said that and that's why my pussy is so tight.

So, I'm real life hurt. I like to consider myself to be someone who has a good character and I am really big on honesty.

So I asked him why he said that if I told him from jump what it was. He told me that his ex lied a lot and that he just couldn't believe me..

And I know for certain that his assumption was independent of any of my actions. He literally just told me so. He projected his insecurities onto me. But I'm a sensitive ass heaux and that shit still shook me. PBS raised me right. I don't be out here lyin & I don't like when people try to tell me who tf I am.

We pretty much just ended up arguing about the night and he was doing it on purpose because he thinks it's sexy when women are mad. But when I get mad, I get done. If I let enough shit slide and you have the audacity to try and flip my script, I will fucking write you out of it.

Then I looked up at the time and realized I was sitting in this car arguing with nigga for at least 25 minutes. So I was just like: bitch, why are you still here?

I told him straight up that when I got out of that car he could forget about talking to me altogether and he was like: "I'll let you know when I make it home."

I told him he need not bother because apparently I'd finally gained some damn sense. I exited the car. He left. He hit me up when he made it home but I just deleted the app and removed him off of snap because I meant that shit.

TLDR; Went on my first date with a conspiracy theorist I matched with on Bumble and he told me I lied about my lack of sexual history.

[aibhilin-atibeka]

50 questions for fic readers 27, 28, 35 :-)

I got an ask! 

It kinda deteriorated into a long post. I made a cut so it won’t clog your dashboard ;) For those of you interested, the answers can be found underneath, as per usual:

Yay, here goes!

27.) Name a type of fic that you wish there was more of.

Time Travel Fics!!! (and also fluff, but there can never be enough of that, methinks...) Fics focusing on languages/language troubles come in as a close second though.

As for One Piece, I’ve got a few ideas of what fics are still missing... ;D Here it is: Cora lives AU fics, Law & Heart Pirates domestic fluff, Ace lives AU, Ace adopts younger Luffy AU, Ace & Sabo adopt younger Luffy AU, Homing and his family live AU, competent!Buggy stories ( @stereden thanks, I’ve caught the bug), Law goes back in time AU... XD there’s a few? I can’t quite decide, tbh...

28.) Who are your favorite fanfiction author(s)?

In general or for One Piece? (I’m in an ongoing One Piece phase atm, so there....) - oh boy, slight warning, this list will be getting long... but well. :D you asked for it!

One Piece authors that I am a huge fan of atm:

stereden - prolific author, 'nuff said. :D

Depths - I adore their storywriting!

Origamidragons - lovely writing, seriously!

Sanjuno - I love their take on time travel fanfics ^_^

Bedlamwolf - their ideas are out of the box, really interesting to read!

RikoJasmine - love their time travel fanfics, both for YOI and for OP!

MaiKusakabe - any and all of their OP fanfics are great, tbh ;)

Gallus - they offer an intriguing take on OP

sjojo - awesome author, kudos to them!

TsarinaTorment - I adore their Heart Pirates content!

I’m sure I missed a lot, but this list is just the ones off the top of my head that I can remember rn XD

In general:

Icka M Chif - they are an amazingly creative author; I’m a big fan of their Magic Kaito fanfics, although they’ve written in quite a few fandoms ever since I discovered them!

astolat - awesome writer, been in fandom for eternity, it feels like.

ADreamingSongbird - some of the best Yuuri On Ice content out there, imo

Ysabet - lots of great Magic Kaito content here!

Again, those are just the authors I remember off the top of my head, chances are I missed at least a hundred more I could look up and add if I wanted to spend hours on responding to this ask XD

35.) Name all the Work in Progress fics that you are currently reading.

Woah, that’s a few. XD Here we go:

Tales from the Heart by TsarinaTorment - I opened it once and got hooked; am rereading chapters atm. Afaik, it’s still a WIP. ;)

Watashitachi wa Roger kaizoku desu (we still stand proud) by stereden - quite literally at that, because I’m creating the podfic for this one.

of pop greens and tangerines by ココダ - coco (arurun) - it keeps updating currently, so I keep reading :D

Within Risk of Reason by Depths  - I keep coming back to this one, it’s awesome

Trapped in Eternity by Skyleaf19 - same as with the one above

Scales and Whitebeards by BlueMoonChaos - amazing AU which I reread every week at least once, it feels like

The Beginning of a Certain End by codedredalert - awesomely written, I keep rereading the first two chapters on a loop

Lionheart by cyan96 - I’m a fan of Time Travel AUs, did I say? XD

Anything from the OP Bigbang 2019/2020 Collection that’s most probably being updated as you read this, as well as anything I can get my hands on that’s new in the Women! Wanted Zine Flashfics Collection.

Through Troubled Waters by yours truly XD In my defense, it is one long fic and I keep checking details for things I may have forgotten to mention or should mention later on... also, I quite like what I’ve written so far~

I keep rereading some of my other fanfics, too, on occasions that I wanna know what I’ve written so far or when I need a laugh or a quick piece of entertainment... usually makes me wanna write more for those - it’s more often than not my own WIPs or the stories that I am most proud of that I keep coming back to. ;)

If you think that’s a lot of tabs open, you haven’t seen my mobile’s browser...

Should any of you be interested in more, here are the questions :D

Thank you @chromatic-lamina for asking me! ‘twas fun~ Cheers!

This post was put online on the 01.06.2020.

[atlvntea]

( COURTNEY EATON, TWENTY, SHE/HER )┊QUINVIDIA "QUIVI" THATCH NEDAKH is the child of MILO & KIDA and they are an ONLY CHILD. they seem to enjoy living in auradon. i’ve heard they’re known to be LOYAL + SKITTISH. we’ll be keeping an eye on them to see how they’ll write their own story.  

❝ I have these thoughts so often I ought replace that slot with what I once bought ‘cause somebody stole my  C A R  R A D I O  and now I just sit in silence. ❞  quinvidia thatch. twenty years old. playlist. | pinterest. | to listen as you read. 

Hi guys !! I’m HYLIA , and I was here twice - both very briefly , one when I still identified under the name Robin and played a daughter of the Enchantress named Trixie , and another more recently where I wrote a version of this character as the daughter of the Huntsman , but had to leave due to unexpected mental health concerns - I won’t go into it , but it was a really awful time and I’d like to apologize for dipping so quickly. But I’m here to stay for now !! I’m going to try and make this quick since I have work in about an hour - but no promises , since I tend to ramble , so read on and don’t forget to like for a plotting dm once you’ve finished all the way through !!

BACKSTORY & BASICS.

So Quivi is adopted - the only child of Kida & Milo , a baby when he first discovered Atlantis. Her biological parents died shortly after the events of the first movie , and Kida & Milo , unable to conceive a child of their own , didn’t hesitate to take her in.

So she was raised with love & care & all the traditional values taught to the children of Atlantis , while being taught by her father the U.S.’s influence.

So yes this makes Quivi multilingual like her mother but also she can read Atlantean like her father ( since if you remember in the first movie , none of the Atlanteans can read their own language , while Milo can. )

It’s also been a REALLY long time since I’ve watched either of the movies.

She also knows Morse Code - taught to her by Packard , since I’d think Packard would know it since she was the radio operator - and ASL - which I’ll explain why momentarily.

It’s also really important to note that Quivi is selectively mute. She doesn’t speak unless in situations or around people where she’s comfortable doing so , and primarily uses nonverbal methods of communication such as writing , sign , or Morse. I will always specify in rp which method she uses.

But !! Back to the backstory , she heard of her father’s adventures ( since again in Milo’s Return there’s like... a whole sequence in where they go on crazy adventures and stuff and I haven’t seen that movie in a longer time than I’ve seen the first one but yeah ) and wanted to experience them for herself. So she went on a few !! But the most notable one was when she was sixteen , venturing with her father and his comrades into the Siberian tundra.

This was fine , until a turn for the worse rolled around when they discovered Quivi was missing.

It was a month before they found her again ; wandering around and surviving with the training of an Atlantean warrior and hunter she was given as a child. But she was extremely exhausted from her time of surviving alone - although , she did like the the cold a little more than expected.

Quivi’s aesthetic has always been like. Snow and mountains. So I had to find a way to wriggle that in SKSKSKSKSKSKSK 

But also during the period of time she was in the tundra , she encountered Siberian hunters that she didn’t get along with and was on the run from them since she was an Atlantean and they hadn’t seen an Atlantean before so. Yeah. They were on her tail.

But yeah !! Tired from her journeys but a little scarred from survival , she went back to Atlantis and sort of . . . cut herself off from everyone else ?? She focused on her training , didn’t really want to go back into the outside world , and was paranoid she’d be hunted again like in Siberia.

UNTIL . . . coming to Auradon. 

FACTS & STUFF 

Okay I did this last time but I want to do it again bc I think it’s fun to share : Quivi is again an age-old character of mine but I want to share some inspirations since both for this group and in general she’s been developed and edited over the years , 

Harvey Kinkle ( Chilling Adventures of Sabrina )

Jon Snow ( Game of Thrones )

Kida ( Atlantis , duh )

Evie Frye ( Assassin’s Creed: Syndicate )

Link ( The Legend of Zelda )

Mulan ( Mulan )

Ike ( Fire Emblem: Path of Radiance & Radiant Dawn )

So most important fact is that Quivi is 6′4 without heels and a battle expert so jot that down

But for real she stands out in a crow both due to her height and her Atlantean tattoos - like her mother , one is on her face , but runs from her temple to her cheekbone. 

She’s an EXPERT in parkour and combat. Love that for her.

Buuuut the thing is , because she’s so . . . outwardly stoic and quiet and closes herself off , she’s a little intimidating to the people who don’t know her. So she SEEMED scary to everyone else in Atlantis , but in truth she’s actually a gentle giant.

Giant because again she’s 6′4.

A little hesitant to tell people about her experience in Siberia since it was again a little too much for her at her age. She’s surprised she even survived.

And for that she has this big cloak ( think Jon Snow ) that’s kind of like... her security blanket. Her comfort.

Also carries around a big sword for that reason and yeah I won’t like she looks like an Atlantean Jon Snow when she carries her cloak and the Sword around.

The influences are high. 

LOVES TO READ - she has a mountain of books in her dorm , all mainly fantasy or fiction , and sucks up information like a sponge just like her dad.

When u get close with her she’s ?? A really good ally to have ?? Again , gentle giant and extremely loyal and will care for you. That friend who has the bandaids always except instead of bandaids it’s the crystal around her neck.

Also yeah Quinvidia isn’t a real name but that’s her name in my MV and normally I’d change it to Quinn-Viktoria but... Quinvidia sounds Atlantean so YEEEEEEEE

MORE MAY BE ADDED but tbh I’m blanking and crunched for time rn

WANTED CONNECTIONS

Someone for her to Knight(tm) over... pleathe.... GIMME THAT LINK & ZELDA CONNECTION i love Zelda a lot if u can’t tell

Also just more friends in general ?? Ppl who don’t think she’s scary ??

BUT ALSO PEOPLE WHO DO BC I LOVE ANGST IN THIS HOUSE

People who’re really only trying to get close to her for the riches or w/e of Atlantis tbh give me ppl who want to use her bc of her nation’s stuff and money

Soft reading buddies...

Also again I’ll probs add more but ?? Also the basics

Crushes

Exes

Unrequited crushes

Friends

Enemies

YEAH PROBS ALSO A TBA BUT PLS FEEL FREE TO BRAINSTORM WITH ME TOO

Okay so again I don’t get home until around 5 PM EST today so I won’t be able to do replies until then - but I will draft some starters to reply to in a doc and post later !! Until then I’ll also be following folks and lurking in dms , so please don’t be afraid to say hi or plot with me on here or my discord ( @ bicon austin moon#0329 bc he is a bicon nobody can tell me otherwise ) or again , like this for me to dm you !!