I'm starting to feel less and less like a person nowadays tbh. I feel so disconnected from. my body bc of the amount of pain that I'm in all of the time.
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*vent post*
(thank you for listening Tumblr)
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"I feel like I'm falling apart. I feel like his boot is on my throat, and the only way he'll let me breathe is if I pretend to conform to whatever he wants me to be this week. At the same time there is this burning feeling deep in my bones, itching, crawling to get out, to be free. I just want to be who I'm supposed to be, I'm so fucking sick of acting and lying. I don't believe in your God! I want to scream, I'm not the perfect little conservative, straight, quiet girl they demand I be. I want to be loud, I want to take up space. I'm so sick of pouring my energy into people who only tolerate the person they demand I be."
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i keep telling myself i literally cannot go into debt in the world of bg3 and that i am in act 3 with 100k in gold in my pockets maybe i should spend it on literally anything at all
but then the life under late stage capitalism training sets in and i find myself genuinely reluctant to not sit on my giant pile of Just In Case gold because what if the baldur’s gate housing market crashes! or what if i sustain an injury magic simply cannot fix! these pretend concerns still need to be taken seriously!
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you guys don't understand how excited i am for this i hope both things happen I'm so excited. did i mention how excited i am? because i am.
(link to og tweet)
(very rough) translation:
luzu (was) talking about how he's a bit scared of coming back on the qsmp because he saw something about the elections and he feels a bit lost and told quackity that they had to enter (play on the server) together one day so that he'll explain everything to him, and maybe they could play Skyblock together one day too or something I CAN'T I LOVE THEM A LOT
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Did anyone else physically recoil when Eddie called Marisol???
I’m so sorry but I didn’t find Eddie’s cheering cute it was so cringy and uncomfortable to me idk
And literally the episode before Eddie couldn’t even tell Christopher that he was going out to meet women he told Chris he was running errands… how tf am I’m supposed to believe this shit lmao
I’m normally so chill and keep my expectations low when it comes to the writing on this show but godDAMMNN I haven’t been this disappointed in a hot minute
It would’ve been so much better with Eddie and buck remaining single at the end.
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if i had a choice i would drop this job in a heartbeat im so fucking burnt out from this week alone holy shit
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Oof, I kinda wanna lie down and cry for a bit. This one little issue was the last straw, and it isn't even that bad! It's just a complicated series of events that is Not Fun to experience.
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Man, I am so.... So exhausted. I was finally feeling a bit more like my usual Sunshine self but I feel dead again. And sad. And sick on top of it all. And guilty cause I have asks and tags and messages to reply to but have zero mental capacity to do so and 😭
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