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#i need a fucking vacation tbh
transmasc-malewife · 7 months
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I'm starting to feel less and less like a person nowadays tbh. I feel so disconnected from. my body bc of the amount of pain that I'm in all of the time.
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audreyrose7 · 9 hours
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*vent post*
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"I feel like I'm falling apart. I feel like his boot is on my throat, and the only way he'll let me breathe is if I pretend to conform to whatever he wants me to be this week. At the same time there is this burning feeling deep in my bones, itching, crawling to get out, to be free. I just want to be who I'm supposed to be, I'm so fucking sick of acting and lying. I don't believe in your God! I want to scream, I'm not the perfect little conservative, straight, quiet girl they demand I be. I want to be loud, I want to take up space. I'm so sick of pouring my energy into people who only tolerate the person they demand I be."
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knowlesian · 5 months
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i keep telling myself i literally cannot go into debt in the world of bg3 and that i am in act 3 with 100k in gold in my pockets maybe i should spend it on literally anything at all
but then the life under late stage capitalism training sets in and i find myself genuinely reluctant to not sit on my giant pile of Just In Case gold because what if the baldur’s gate housing market crashes! or what if i sustain an injury magic simply cannot fix! these pretend concerns still need to be taken seriously!
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kqluckity · 1 year
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you guys don't understand how excited i am for this i hope both things happen I'm so excited. did i mention how excited i am? because i am.
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(very rough) translation:
luzu (was) talking about how he's a bit scared of coming back on the qsmp because he saw something about the elections and he feels a bit lost and told quackity that they had to enter (play on the server) together one day so that he'll explain everything to him, and maybe they could play Skyblock together one day too or something I CAN'T I LOVE THEM A LOT
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rubberduckyrye · 6 days
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I've been struggling HARD with depression lately, it's sucking the life out of me @.@ can't even sleep well, so tired...
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ntshastark · 3 months
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floating avatars..... save me..... .
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lovingeddiediaz · 1 year
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Did anyone else physically recoil when Eddie called Marisol???
I’m so sorry but I didn’t find Eddie’s cheering cute it was so cringy and uncomfortable to me idk
And literally the episode before Eddie couldn’t even tell Christopher that he was going out to meet women he told Chris he was running errands… how tf am I’m supposed to believe this shit lmao
I’m normally so chill and keep my expectations low when it comes to the writing on this show but godDAMMNN I haven’t been this disappointed in a hot minute
It would’ve been so much better with Eddie and buck remaining single at the end.
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rattkween86 · 4 months
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How am I doing?
Me:
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dreamofbecoming · 1 year
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there’s a reddit post happening in real time outside my window
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vitiateoriginator · 1 year
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I'm finally taking a fucking vacation from my job next week
#I've never gotten the chance to use my vacation time at work before quitting#but Im not currently able to leave where I work and I'll lose my PTO on my anniversary date (sept 13th)#so I decided to say fuck it an use ut the first week of September#wish I could have saved it for the second week since my birthday is September 15th but again my PTO gets reset the 13th#so this will have to do#I'm not going on an actual vacation this year. just planning various enjoyable activities and day trips throughout the week#Im hoping on the first day to attend a local flea market#and the next day or two to go swimming before the pool in my apartment complex closes for the year#I also plan to visit a historical town thats about a half hour away from where I live#and I'm definitely going to sleep in a lot of these days cause I need to catch up on some sleep finally#I'll probably draw on my less busy days#and maybe I can knock out a chapter or 2 of the story I've been writing#tbh luck is never with me so the chances of me actually getting to do half of this stuff is slim#but at least I can say I have plans#I'm gonna try n do this stuff even if I have to go alone#I hate waiting around for others so I can go out and have a good time#like yeah some of these activities are better with other people#but people often find excuses to get out of hanging out or going places. or they're busy with work#and I don't want to waste the 7 days Im gonna have off so Im gonna try n do something meaningful during them#the weather also will effect how my plans turn out. I bet it'll rain the entire week lol. that'd be my luck#but Im still gonna try and have a decent time off#at the absolute least I am going to relax and unwind. thats the bare minimum I can doo#sam's rants about life
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gilfrespecter · 2 years
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I wish joe and janet would get me my money faster I have Shit I Need To Do With That
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the-kipsabian · 2 years
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if i had a choice i would drop this job in a heartbeat im so fucking burnt out from this week alone holy shit
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irisbaggins · 6 months
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Oof, I kinda wanna lie down and cry for a bit. This one little issue was the last straw, and it isn't even that bad! It's just a complicated series of events that is Not Fun to experience.
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fingertipsmp3 · 10 months
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I can’t wait until I’m in like my 70s or something and fully don’t give a shit. I mean I’m already getting there now but I feel like I could give even less shits tbh
#i stood up from the dinner table and said ‘i’m going home because it’s too hot and my butt hurts’ and just went#(all food had been eaten and i’d paid for my share. it was just getting to the part where people were ordering more follow up drinks#and i knew they’d stay there for like 2 more hours if not more#and i was like ‘no. i’m overstimulated; my butt hurts; and i’m sitting right next to a radiator and i know i won’t be able to convince#anyone to switch with me’ so i thought ‘fuck this’ and went#i am recovering from a tailbone injury that makes sitting on a hard surface extremely painful :) and the options at this place were hard#chair or hard booth. i endured an hour and a half and then gave up#i just know i never would have been able to express myself like this in my early 20s. i would’ve been like ‘oh i have work to do’#or something. like no i plan to sit on a soft couch and read a book when i get home#also! there were a bunch of men clustered around the door laughing obnoxiously at their friend who was playing darts badly#because country pub = the dart board is directly across from the door. you walk in the establishment and immediately you’re watching#a darts game. everything is on top of each other. tbh even though the food is good; this is one of my least favourite places to eat#because it’s so CRAMPED. like i don’t know how people can deal. it’s hot and loud and uncomfortable#well anyway. when i was in my early 20s i would probably have waited for the men to vacate the door area and stop blocking it#with their bodies; but because i’m approaching the land of ‘doesn’t give a fuck’ i barged up to them and shouted ‘EXCUSE ME PLEASE’#parted them like the red sea. it was a lot of ‘sorry love’ and ‘didn’t see you there’#i’m taller than the tallest one of you so i highly doubt that but thank you regardless#anyway. if you need me i’m going to enjoy my soft couch and my book :)#personal
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carronpatrick · 1 year
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Man, I am so.... So exhausted. I was finally feeling a bit more like my usual Sunshine self but I feel dead again. And sad. And sick on top of it all. And guilty cause I have asks and tags and messages to reply to but have zero mental capacity to do so and 😭
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lyriumsings · 1 year
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debating if i wanna try to draw tonight and get back on track with my studies or just chill and watch a movie with my sister
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