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pinkyqil · 1 day
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I'm sorry
Lucy bronze x ona batlle x r
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Summary: childhood bestfriend to lovers to strangers
Warning: just toxic bestfriend, jealousy issues to many spelling mistakes for me too care for at this point in life
You and Lucy had always been together 24/7 has you both grew-up together like the childhood friends you're. Never letting go of one another. Always following each other, most people would think that you both were together.
"You've always felt attracted to lucy. Because of the way she treats you, always taking care of you getting the stuff she knows you'll need and most of all dealing with your massive sassy princess attitude.
Back in 2020 where she played for Manchester city around the covid out-break. You both decided to moving in together, always needing each other's company. After a while of living with lucy she finally confessed her feelings which you felt the same way.
Making you both finally official has most of your friends have been anticipating the moment.
You and lucy relationship had been going amazing. a little fights here and there but nothing to serious that would go way too far. Until she announced that she'll be leaving to play for Barcelona meaning you'll both have to do long distance until she comes for break or international duties.
Which you were okay with until now you've both been arguing way more recently all you ever wanted was for her to make more time on her busy schedule but she couldn't has they've been having game after game. Making you upset which would start random yelling match from the phone's.
"Another yelling match". said ona
lucy and ona had gotten really close for the past months. that she been playing for barca has she was found by her in the locker room crying from one of your arguments. Since then they've both gotten really close
"Yeah it just getting way worse and I don't think I know what to do".lucy said
"lucia I think we both know what you need to do" replied ona.
"but ona you know I can't I love her too much to do that she's been through everything with me all I want is to is too fix the holes in our relationship but nothing seems to work".
"I know but you can't keep pushing it like that do what best for both of you". ona told her while holding her hands.
That night you got a call from lucy which you weren't expecting.
cause it would have been really late for lucy which meant she was definitely up thinking about something but what she told you honestly couldn't comprehend.
She was breaking up with you over the phone from 1,137.96 kilometers away from each other that night you cried your heart out from the heavy feelings to now feeling empty.
You lost the love of your life the person that made you smile gave you whatever you needed that assisted you without asking you lost her.
And now feeling broken pices that no one could ever pick up again you hated this banging pain.
It been months since you're break up with lucy some people could've seen it from a distance but other's likewise.
it came shocking to both families who were sure that you both would have worked it out and get married in the future.
But they were wrong cause now she was with ona.
Ona is a pure soul nothing compare to you. you've tried hating her but couldn't the girl was way to nice for her own sake everyone around her loved her which you couldn't get that much what was so special about her but not you.
The last time you saw Lucy was around her vist back to england but instead of as lover you both we're now mere strangers who were once deeply inlove.
A/n : this has honestly sleeping in my drafts for the longest of time and I just got it done there's probably a lot of mistakes cause it wasn't proof read yet but other than that hope y'all enjoy this and don't forget that my request are open
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anon-love-octa-trio · 3 months
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jesus
i forgot about tumblr cus studies and exams breaking me apart…. i am ✨ stressed ✨
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harnasinducedriot · 1 year
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Sometimes forgiveness doesn't suffice, sometimes I need to order an amongus potion from the Dark Web.
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scarasun · 2 years
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me when I go to sleep at 2am and I wake up tired: 😟🤕🤔
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mattodore · 3 months
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playing with dionte's hair bc i'm procrastinating
#river dipping#dionte duval#lykos#ts4#i do really love how dionte and nicholas kinda have a b4b (bald for bald) thing going on.... but that first hair........#he looks so good... the urge to keep it is gonna make me develop a twitch under my eye...#i love the shadows the locs add btw like i personally loveee when hair creators add shading#like the DRAMAAA it adds!!!#also don't look too closely at him here bc i actually haven't updated him yet hence no proper edit of him (tho i probably won't change much#i'm really just supposed to be cleaning out the hundreds!! of duplicate households in my library dkhjnkfgh i just. get so distracted#i also have to fix mattodore's households bc i think i accidentally deleted the updated version of them at 20...#like there are multiple other saves?? but they're all with matthias's old chin??? like literally WHERE did the updated version go#so i need to clean out my library from the top down and fix their sims#i really messed my sleep schedule up the day before yesterday when i was working on those edits of delphi btw#but i did enjoy rewatching secretary and watching charade while staying up all night to do them <3#also listened to the first two chapters of freedom is a constant struggle! editing may take me forever but i do do other things as i do it#...........talking a lot in these tags bc i'm seriously procrastinating jdkhnf i do NOT ! want to clean through my library it's a mess#OH. ALSO GOOD MORNING I FORGOT TO SAY THAT ‼️#seeing this again two days later and seeing the amount of notes....... y'all weren't meant to reblog this kjhdkfjhndkjgnh#now i'm like damn... is there any reason to make his intro edit like i did for ria and delphi 😭😭😭😭😭
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tangledinink · 9 months
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; w ; i said i was gonna be productive and get stuff done today but then i got overwhelmed and took a three hour nap and im not sure if its too late to take adderall or not
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wrylu · 3 days
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i nEed to get my life together
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koifsssh · 10 months
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ahhh greaser au... ahhh greaser rainy has my whole heart ever since i redesigned him. the hearts in his hair... bah!!! im probably nonsensical, insomnia as of late has been really bad, but i will continue on!
(It's funny really... i had bid goodnight... and then laid awake in bed for the next few hours...)
ANYWAYS, LET ME TELL YOU OF MY OBSESSION. (i jest) (not really) (there's some truth to it, actually)
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okay, i lied, i wont tell you, (im being flip floppy, i have too many thoughts and i fear i will spill them out on the floor and leave you to make sense of it...)
i will tell you this, though! i have made a sort of change with it comes to Eddie, when i thought it over i think it makes sense for Eddie to be waiter instead of a greaser... he does go back and forth quite a bit, i think!
Plus, it was a joke that Rainy was their only waiter, i do think it would be a little funnier if he had someone to suffer with... Eddie! Rainy probably had to teach Eddie how to skate... which is a funny thought, there must have been a few... accidents...
(he is alright! dont worry!)
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as for THESE two... i have no idea. (again Rosa isn't out yet i have not much to say!) (NOT TO RUSH YOU, DAY...) (take your time!!!) I can say Rainy is probably an unintentional flirt, (he is horribly sincere) and most likely wears his heart on his sleeve... (or, hair in this case) he is a little easy to embarrass, that is for sure. (for the mere fact i find it extremely amusing!)
Rainy probably served Wally and his friends the first time they had come to the diner, I think Eddie probably admired from afar... i think its easy to assume for who.
i really should get on with the designs... but ahhh... i always get so stuck... bah!!!
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jauleres · 4 months
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an assortment of doodles i made at, like, 5 in the morning with my notes app
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hychlorions · 7 months
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problem with being a 24/7 klapollo thinker is that 90% of that time spent thinking about them is not spent at a place where you can make those thoughts real
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falldogbombsthemoon · 10 days
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Yall haha, my dad made it so I have wifi access for one hour a day. which I can use from like 14 to 21 german time. So once my mobile data is dead, I will not be active that much ig. So please dont think I'm abandoning yall.
#vent following#its fucking ridiculous. im not a fucking child. neither is my brother#no idea what my dad wants to achieve through that. “so you can relaxe more” yeah no. being on the internet is my fucking coping mechanism.#there is nothing about relaxation there. also he did that so we'll to go sleep earlier. if it really was about that.#he would need to force me to sleep. you cant just change my sleep schedule by that#anyway its fucking ridiculous as i was on a good way of getting to sleep more early but if imma do that now he will think like#“wow. im such a good dad. i fixed all the problems my child could possibly have.” which is absolutely not the case#yk. ive always fucking struggled with feeling like people cant trust me.#and him not trusting my abilities to be responsible for myself is not helping#and then boom. im feeling shitty but wait haha my coping mechanism is currently set offline.#and like also im in extra stress atm bc school is fucking with me#not only are like a bunch of tests on the way but my fucking anxiety in school is getting so bad.#i cant sit in that facility without feeling like imma have a panic attack any minute#i am in need of fucking professional mental help. and at least one diagnosis. i dont want to do shit to myself.#but in this house hold. emotions are not talked about. feelings are suppressed and mental health is an illusion#i NEED to see a fucking psychiatrist. but i dont feel like i can to my parents about that. and technically i could go without them knowing#but someone needs to educate them. and i mentally cant be that someone#and guess whos sitting in their room crying and writing about that rn. not studying for their tests tomorrow and the day after.#i bet if my parents wouldnt have done that shit with my wifi i would be studying rn#quinns daily yapping post#rather#quinns personal hell
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sevicia · 4 months
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also seeing people talk about sex is always fine until I realize that people Actually are comfortable enough to do that which is insane to me. like when it comes to being in ur underwear or getting dressed or anything like that I really dgaf who sees cause when it comes to me it's like A Body in an incredibly neutral way but thinking of how people who are attracted to each other will not be neutral about it when they see each other is so strange I think about it and start shaking like a leaf. my problem is that I am way too sensitive (in every aspect of my life tbh) and also take things very seriously so when one of my friends is like "yeah I did x y and z" I'll be like "oh damn . what happened next" (gossip I love gossip chisme save me) but inside I just think to myself HOW DID YOU DO THAT. really just another item on the list of things that are incredibly common and I am incredibly weird about
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sskk-manifesto · 1 year
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Good morning in the new opening Chuuya and Akutagawa are the only people portrayed in bloody red out of the whole cast as foreshadowing for their manga deaths. How did y'all sleep ♡
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krafterwrites · 8 months
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Trying to go to bed after only being awake for 9 hours is very difficult to do, and I do not have any melatonin, so I'm trying the next best thing to make it easier: Mug of milk
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eskawrites · 8 months
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the hubris of not making decaf coffee with my breakfast for dinner dinner. guess i'll just stay up until like 2am writing ronance fic tonight
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princessg3rard · 3 months
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me ?? dressing like my killjoy oc and doing my makeup at 3am ??
likelier than I’d like to admit :3
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