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Hi y'all, I wrote a completed fanfiction.
(Crazy, I know. What I don't know is who I mean by "yall" because I know damn well there ain't nobody but me here.)
Summary:
"Joker Venom and the Lazarus Pit is not a good combination."
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When two greens clash within Jason, plowing through the walls he's built around his mind and breaking him from the inside out.
Stephanie isn't going to let that happen. Not when she is there for him.
TW: Self-Harm, Violence, Trauma, PTSD
#jason todd fanfiction#jason todd#red hood#stephanie brown#idk what im doing#ive been using tumblr and ao3 for so long and i still dont know how to use it#i refuse to watch a tutorial#i spent a solid amount of time just staring at this post before posting it#jason todd fanfic
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Decided to make a skirt by hand, like without a sewing machine.
I only have scrap clothing, zero experience except just hand sewing patches and holes and no fucking clue on how to make a skirt.
It's coming out decent so far, I should probably iron it. But yeah. (I also can't cut a non jagged line for the life of me.)
#diy#diy projects#skirts#wtf am i doing#i refuse to watch a tutorial#i have queer audacity#queerdacity if you will#wish me luck
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tried to properly render for the first time using a request from my tiktok, thank you burning spice cookie for being my test subject
#burning spice cookie#i REFUSE to watch rendering tutorials#i really need more rendering practice#burning spice#burning spice crk#cookie run kingdom#cookie run#crk#burning spice fanart#burping rice#fanart#art#fandom#crk fanart#cookie run fanart#cookie run art#golden cheese cookie#digital art#my art#crk beasts#burning spice is lowkey fine#cookies
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thinking about my frustrations with the current system we live under and realizing my experiences (constantly having very little money, thus preventing me from buying things except once in a blue moon unless there's a free option available) are not universal. however i am charging headlong down making a mobile game, and while i probably will put ads into it bc im a broke bitch i refuse to let it be just another of the hundreds of half-assed tutorial projects with a quadspillion ads in them apiece
but this leads me to a conundrum.
i want to have cute little skins for the player character that can be "bought" through one of two things: achieving a cumulative score high enough to unlock it, or by watching a certain number of ads willingly. notably, i refuse to use the ones that interrupt the gameplay out of nowhere and do nothing except pay me, even if they technically pay app makers more than any other kind of ad.
i'm just not sure exactly how to implement it:
should the "unlock via Playing The Game" skins be completely separate from the "watch x number of ads" skins?
should the "unlock via Playing The Game" option be available on the same skins that have the "watch x number of ads" option?
should the "watch x number of ads" thing be reworked into just "watch an ad to add x amount to your current spendable score"?
should i go the scummy route and implement flat-out in-app purchases for if someone doesn't want to watch an ad to get a skin??? does anybody actually do that????? i'm too broke to comprehend the existence of that kind of person but they have to exist if half-assed apps (and tbh whole-assed apps) keep on acting like they're real
should i forfeit my dignity and integrity and do lootboxes
#rosie babbles#gamedev#like. mobile apps with in-app purchases seem to REALLY like going all 'buy ingame currency with Real Money!'#but i just refuse to do that regardless. you get to purchase the skins or what have you directly if i wind up going that route#i'm desperate not dickish#on the other hand i'm half-tossing the idea of using 'ads watched' as a 'currency' of sorts. like.#you could choose to watch a few ads in a row. then you could 'spend' one of those ads on a cosmetic. then say two days later you want a#Fancy Cosmetic that costs two ads. luckily you'd watched enough ads beforehand that you can spend more of them on the Fancy Cosmetic#like. those wouldn't 'expire' or some shit like that.#idk. i'm just very tired in multiple senses of the word#just. please believe me when i say#i'm not doing 'popular game format clone number 10 quadspillion' or 'basic-ass unity3D tutorial with ads slapped on'#if i do this thing i wanna do this thing RIGHT.#nightblogging#random polls#my polls#polls#tumblr polls
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ur art is so advanced for a teenager!! have you been taking classes or are you self taught?? :0
self taught for the most part ! i went to a fine arts highschool for 3 years but they focused on traditional art and i already knew the fundamentals so it was mainly experimental and furthering our growth without much external intervention- but all my digital art stuff is self taught- mainly cause i always refuse to watch tutorials on new programs-
(i recommend actually watching stuff cause i only figured out a few months ago that i can color pick the transparent bg and use it with my brushes..)
#asks#im very stubborn when it comes to teaching myself new stuff- aka refusing tutorials until i absolutely have 2 watch them
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They’re arguing again
#crying screaming throwing up someone tell me what style I’m meant to do#I refuse to watch tutorials and expect to be bamsara#anyway here’s my garbage#my art#alien#dib#dib membrane#art#dib x zim#invader zim#zim x dib#zadr#zim#zim and dib romance
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trying to animate some magic and. god, animating is difficult,,
#pawu talks#i refuse to watch animation tutorials bc this is supposed to be SIMPLE and SILLY and FUN#and also my ego tells me that i already know how animating works i just have to get the hang of it#pawu spam
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Okay so. Mayhaps a stupid question…
How do people get their eyeshadow to stay on? My eyes are half hooded and the eyeshadow wares off so quickly. Do people just constantly reapply it, or?
#the only makeup I was ever taught was eyeliner. eyeshadow. mascara. and how to put on lipstick#those are also the only products I own#I don’t know how to approach anything else#will get a lipliner one of these days and I prosbbly need lipgloss but shhhhh#I do know how to do lipliner though#makeup#help#makeup advice#question#I refuse to watch tutorials 🙏 I have my limits#one day I will figure out how to help my under eyes not look so dramatically like holes in my skull#which to be fair#they literally are#but they’re very prominent#Mrs. Danvers looking ass
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hey just dropping by to say i love your header! also noticed that you change it every 5 hours lol
*twirls my hair* thank youuu
#giving u a kiss!#i was rawdogging rotoscoping bc i refuse to watch a tutorial (im impatient) but i got there somehow ajshdbsj#ALSO this is the last time i'll change it today lmaoo embarrassing#asks
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I've gained a whole new level of respect and appreciation for digital artists of all sorts recently. I mean, artists of any kind are amazing in general, of course. But I've got a new graphics tablet (nothing fancy - just wanted to start learning) and I've been trying it out, and it honestly feels like I'm trying to draw with my foot. I feel like a toddler - no motor control with this thing at all. I didn't expect this to be easy and I didn't expect to create ✨art✨ any time soon, but the moment I try anything, I feel like my hand isn't properly part of my body any more. Like, draw a circle challenge impossible.
#fighting for my life here#pathetic#I still haven't even figured out a good way to hold the pen#watched a video tutorial and was like 'looks good! makes sense! 👍' and then my hand just refuses to function that way#I used to draw on paper a lot when I was younger and loved it but then adult life happened#and now everything feels so fucking hard#ah well#here's to practising lines and spirals and circles toddler style#it's something
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every time i cut my hair i try to do layers but instead just fuck it up and cut it way too short. this has happened like four times. someone teach me
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I still haven't fucked it up too badly nice
#i have no trust in my embroidery skills since they don't exist because i refuse to like practice or watch tutorials#but this is working out as well as it could without having a fucking pen to write on cloth#i reaaaaally need to buy one not having to freehand everything would be amazing gjdkd
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my first ever digital sketches! (korra isn't yelling at asami i swear i just don't know how to use this program yet to move them around)
#i refuse to watch one (1) tutorial#because idk what program ill end up actually using#any suggestions welcome??#also being able to undo things?#lifechanging#now i just have to figure out how to colour them#myart
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once you start to watching those korean tutorials on youtube that it's just them doing the stuff and nothing more, it's downhill from there
#my posts#youtube#tutorials#i swear to you guys is an addiction#i watch them for entretainment at this point and i have no shitfuck clue of what they're talking about - or showing in this case#and i won't#i refuse#to watch anything different
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Aaaaand that's why I prefer charts tonwritten patterns. Itxs so much easier when you can just see what you're supposed to do. Also makes counting way easier, becaude you can just look at where you're supposed to be in the pattern instead of doing calculus in your head
Novice sewing pattern: Cut out shapes. Line up the little triangles on the edges. Stitch edges together. We've also included step-by-step assembly instructions with illustrations.
Novice knitting pattern: yOU MUSt uNDerstANd thE SECret cOdE CO67 (73, 87, 93) BO44 (63, 76, 90) 28 (32, 34) slip first pw repeat 7x K to end *kl (pl) 42 * until 13" (13, 13, 15) join new at 30 pl for 17 rows ssk 27 k2tog mattress lengthwise BO and sacrifice a goat to the knitting gods. WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU WANT "INSTRUCTIONS," I JUST GAVE THEM TO YOU
#knitting#no it's not a real pattern but I can't write one that makes sense because I have no freaking clue what any of that means#they're so right#How do you make things that aren't basic rectangles#Why has every knitter I've asked for help just said 'patterns are easy; you just have to know how to read them' & then refused to teach me#Where do I even find a goat to sacrifice#How do I join the pattern cult#I am so confused#I've been knitting for almost a decade but I can only make scarves and potholders#I learned one (1) stitch by watching a YouTube video and none of my friends or family knit so I have no IRL resources#And nobody I meet seems to want to take the time to explain the rest to me#I taught myself to sew through trial and error but that doesn't really work with knitting because error is pretty much just... Unraveling?#Anyway sorry for the tag rant I'm just frustrated that I see pretty things I want to make but the instructions are in an alien language#And the gap between 'absolute novice' and 'intermediate' seems to be about 20 years of experience and formal instruction#<- prev#i'm so glad my mom taught me the basiscs when i was like five#25 years of experience baby#also thank god for online tutorials#knitting is hell when you're just trying to learn
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I should probably actually watch tutorials on animating and shading instead of just taking a guess and hoping phor the best
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