Buddie confession. how I see it
let's imagine that Buck knows about his feelings (actually after 6x1 I think so, he just not ready to admit it to anybody) or ok he will understand before 6x9. After the wildfires he can't sleep because he and Eddie were stucked somewhere in the woods and it was a miracle they found a way out and maybe him or/and Eddie were injured. He rolls from side to side, but then picks up the phone and calls someone: "Hey, sorry I know you were sleeping, but I need to see you. Please. Can I come?". The episode ends with someone opening up the door to him and Buck just saying"I love you". The hitaus . 6x10 starts with the interaction between Buck and Eddie, something has changed, but we don't know what. Then we see a cute (not really romantic but you can see how the dynamic changed) scene of Buck and Eddie at the Diaz house and there are flashbacks of this night:
B: I love you, Eddie. Not just like a friend. I love you so much, I don't wanna regret that I never said this. You and Chris my family. And I want you and him. I want to be a real family so much.
E: I love you too. I want it too, Evan.
B : I know that you love me, but, Eds, I... I'm a mess now. I'm not
E: ... ready. I know. But I still will be with you, like you were with me when I were a mess. until you are ready.
B: You ... can have my back any day?
E: You could have mine
B: Deal
Well, and then the Buck deals with his problems, goes to therapy. he and Eddie become closer as he works on himself, Eddie is his safe place but for now they're just expanding their family dynamic with no romantic or sexual relationships, but one day (end of season I think) Buck and Eddie are in the kitchen and Buck says "I'm ready". a sweet kiss and the season ends with a sweet date.
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VERY IMPORTANT a dam in the Netherlands, the weerdsluis lock, is directly on a migratory path for spawning fish. They have a worker stationed there to open the door for the fish, but they can take a while to open it. So to keep the fish from getting preyed on by birds they installed a doorbell. Only, the fish don't have hands to ring the doorbell. If you go to their website, they have a LIVE CAMERA AND A DOORBELL that YOU RING FOR THE FISH when they're waiting, and then the dam worker opens the door for them! I can't express how obsessed I am with this. look at this shit. oh my god.
Please check on the fish doorbell once in a while :)
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Every time I see that G--gle phone photoshop commercial my heart is filled with infinite sadness, like, yeah it's cool you can have a good family photo, it's cool you can do that, but god, there is something to be said for the honesty of a family photo where you're blinking, or crying, or have ugly wrinkles.
What is too unsightly for you? Would you swipe-click-replace out the image of my cousin crying on our Florida trip family reunion photo? Would you remove the plastic snake I have clenched in my grip, which I still have to this day? Would you scoff at the wrinkles around our eyes and the strands of hair on our faces as we squint into the wind, the day before the massive storm? Would I remember it if I didn't have these reminders, if the picture was perfect and clean, all children in a row with perfect gleaming white tombstone tooth smiles? No tears. No plastic snake.
Everyone is beautiful and no one looks genuine.
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if you donate one single us dollar to the unrwa, you will have donated more money than you would have by clicking that stupid arab.orb link every day for four and a half years. yes, they do actually donate money to the unrwa, but even with tens of thousands of clicks, most of that money is the baseline $90 they send every quarter. from 2023 quarter 4, half a million clicks turned into $380.57. maths out to six hundreths of one cent per click. just donate to unrwa.
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It's honestly crazy that discussion around testosterone HRT skews so much towards the beginning stages of it (to the point that you have dozens of guys thinking their transition is "failed" if they don't pass by like a year in lol) and what the initial changes of the first couple of months to years look like, like the classic laundry list of those early basic changes like bottom growth, voice drop, etc, when IMO literally none of that compares remotely to the depth and intensity of the long term total masculinization you start to experience like 3-5+ years in.
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