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I recently started watching The Handmaid's Tale on Hulu (the last episode I watched was S2 ep 7) and I'm curious what the general consensus is on Luke & June vs Nick & June bc I really like Nick for June and Luke doesn't seem terrible at all. Still, that one flashback scene where he reassures June that they should stay together even though they started their relationship while he was still married to another woman, "she doesn’t matter because we’re going to get married. I’m going to make you happy." gave me the ick.
Like, you married Annie, too and you still cheated on her so how is that at all reassuring? I'm still waiting for a flashback that shows what Annie and Luke's relationship was like bc I have absolutely no clue why he cheated on her. I can understand why June technically cheated on Luke with Nick which was bc she was trapped in a terrible system where she was abused and felt unloved and unwanted and she was separated from her loved ones and she just wanted to feel something. So far I haven't seen any dialogue from Luke saying anything about what his marriage with Annie was like but if I had to guess, based on the episode where Annie stalked June and accused her of "stealing her husband" as if he's not also a human being capable of making his own choices, maybe they had differing views/ideas on what they wanted out of marriage, or he fell out of love with her, or he cheated just to cheat like a lot of douchebag guys do.
And yes, I am aware that June is also in the wrong for knowingly going after a married man, she isn't innocent in this either. She did seem to consider ending the relationship after Annie confronted her (which, why did it take his ex confronting you for you to consider not getting with a married man? Did Moira not give you any criticism for it? She seems like the type who would bc real friends tell you when you did sth wrong and they hold you accountable but judging by how they act around each other Moira seems very supportive of their relationship) whereas Luke didn't seem to think there was anything wrong with staying with the woman he started a relationship with while he was still taken at any point in time but that means nothing since she did end up staying with him despite that.
Sorry for how long this is, I originally meant for this to be shorter lol I'll put a Keep Reading tab in case ppl just want the tl;dr at the top. So, with all this considered I'm wondering if everyone else that enjoys this show wants June to end up with Nick or stay with Luke and which one is supported by the majority of people?
#no spoilers please!#original post#the handmaid's tale#luke bankole#nick blaine#june osborne#tht#the handmaids tale hulu#june x luke#june x nick#osblaine#i'm very curious to see if june reunites with luke and stays with him or she ends up with nick and starts a family with him#or if she reunites with luke and breaks it to him that she fell in love with someone else and she doesn't want to be with him anymore#right now I can't tell where the show is leaning bc they're not trying to make either of the guys look really bad so the other guy looks#more appealing.#also just to clarify the romance/relationship aspect is not the sole reason I am invested in this show. I went into it knowing it's based o#a feminist novel (that i haven't read...yet) and tbh i wasn't expecting there to be any romance aspect of it at all and i still would've#been hooked without it since I love feminist media.#idk if i've made a post saying this before or not but one thing about me is that I usually can't get into a piece of fictional media like a#movie show or book without there being some aspect of romance even if it's not the main focus of the plot and it's just a b-plot. I think#feminist media just might be my exception but I was pleasantly surprised to be proven right when I thought there was a vibe between June &#Nick in S1 like I thought my brain was way too rotted by all the romance media I consumed throughout my life that I thought Nick was#interested in June like that but it turns out I wasn't that crazy after all.
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How did you manage to handle not one, but FOUR separate accounts in fl? I recently made the account for my HD little guy but having to do the tutorial again just seems miserable
there's... weirdly several answers to that question, actually??
a HUGE part of it is due to the way FL is structured. the 10-minute action timer is a core part of the game on a fundamental level, and the fact that i can very easily run out of stuff to do on one character and thus have an excuse to quickly and easily swap to another is just... convenient? satisfying? i'm not entirely sure how to explain it. the fact that i can make progress even while i am fundamentally simultaneously Not Making Progress is like pure dopamine for my freak insane awful little brain. there's just something really pleasing about spending all of my actions pursuing The Goal Of The Day™ on one account before casually swapping to another and doing the same without feeling like i'm wasting time or acting to the first account's explicit detriment. the downtime helps! the recharge time helps! the structure really really works!!
i'm technically only actively playing three, maybe two accounts minimum. the only reason the fourth (the one that'll be my future BaL playthrough) currently exists at all is so i can get his earlygame completely out of the way now and not have to waste time running through it all later, when what i actually want to do is play the ambition i've made myself wait a full year to play. and also getting free goodies as seasonal stuff happens,, something something surprise tools to help us later. the only two accounts i'd say i'm really "actively playing" at the moment are caeru and lark- and of the two, lark takes the most priority, since his ambition is the one i'm currently pursuing in earnest. for a couple months now- despite being My Main FL Character- the scoundrel has actually been pretty inactive on a gameplay front outside of the occasional progression in TLC and discordance content. purely by virtue of having Very little left to do outside of Very long-term grinds and vanities. they're in their "now what?" "now you can start playing the game" era. they've graduated to previous protagonist background cameo in a sequel anime series. they're like the yin FLPC equivalent of red at the top of mount silver. they're Literally just vibing rn. i only keep posting about them regardless because i'm insane and i will never ever ever ever ever let that bat go. but yeah, big TLDR, outside of doing the bare minimum to keep making waves/notability up every week, i'm not actually spending that much time on accounts i'm not currently actively interested in playing. and that accounts for way more gaming spoons than you might think.
i have a virtually lifelong history of playing MMOs, especially and specifically world of warcraft. i was born in the endless grind for useless video game pixel vanities and/or bragging rights. molded by it. you all have merely adapted to doing the same piece of content a pointlessly excessive amount of times for literally no reason besides whimsy and folly. me? i've done my time. i've served my sentence. i've spent weeks doing the original burning crusade netherwing dailies. i've devoted days to running praetorium over and over and over again, back-to-back, nonstop, long before square enix cut it in half and made it NOT take at minimum an hour and a half per run. i've perfected my silverwastes + auric basin goldfarming strategies. i've (almost) crafted dragonwrath tarecgosa's rest. i've killed the sha of anger so many times its dying scream of agony is embedded into the very fabric of my being. ""only"" doing making your name content four times over? that is nothing to me. it means nothing to me. it is so infinitesimal i can do the persuasive seduction quests in my sleep. it's not a matter of handling misery, or having the capacity, or even sighing as i remember the brass embassy raid segment of the watchful questline seriously i don't know why i keep forgetting that exists or what even is my problem with it i just am so consistently mildly inconvenienced by it and its highly specific resource requirements and it is the worst thing ever. maybe i'm just so used to the scoundrel's near-infinite money and troves of disposable items that i've completely forgotten what being poor is like. despite having done that step 3 fucking times now. ahem. anyway. i have transcended the feeble mortal bindings of my resistant-to-grinding flesh and ascended to a higher plane of enlightenment, they may call me insane but they will be the ones left laughing when they see what that "insanity" has wrought, i've usurped them, i've usurped them all-
hacks and coughs and awkwardly clears my throat. i mean. uh. um. Ahem.
the empress' court artistry + tales of the university nerfs helped too.
#and yes#before you ask#i have forgotten which account has which items/has done which content many a time#i think the most painful incident was forgetting to keep up the scoundrel's making waves while i was still playing nemesis with caeru#given that im trying to build it up to 12 and reset their specialization... that was uniquely painful#then again they have like 40 BDR so it wasnt actually that inconveniencing lmao#fallen london#ask#long post#sorry for the infodump + sudden villain monologue.#all jokes and personal accounts aside i totally get the apprehension abt doing that stuff again#it's not for everyone. not by a long shot.#im only doing this because im genuinely invested and in love with this silly little browser game#and way back when i started i made a (only half metaphorical) solemn oath to experience all of its ''main stories''#and truly see everything it has to offer#(bc i like. physically cant do hyperfixations by halves. i need to consume Everything abt the thing or i'll explode)#(and even then i'll probably explode anyway. it's either completely drop it or go All In until it stops taking up so much space in my brain#(and. given the track record. that is not happening with FL for a while yet)#but like. that isnt actually normal behavior. just. just to clarify.#from what ive seen a VAST majority of people do not go out of their way to play literally every ambition#and that is so valid. it is so overwhelming. you have to juggle so much.#you have to play the earlygame So Many Goddamn Times.#(as i said. served my time. did my sentence. i am my scars. etc etc)#the best advice i can give as someone who's so completely desensitized to that repetition it doesnt even phase me anymore?#the same advice i can stress to all FL players. legitimately just take ur time with it. play when you want to.#dont when you dont.#sometimes you have to grit your teeth and bear things. and when it comes to alts you Will have to grit your teeth and bear it all again#but the beauty of this being a game that one plays for fun is that unlike. say. crushing deadlines or annoying coworkers in real life#you are completely within your power to decide when where and if you want to grit and bear it all#..wow this is ADVANCED yin rambling holy shit. i actually reached the tag limit. i think this ask should be put on some kind of list
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#clarified things with the guy i've been seeing#tldr gonna try again as FWBs. which i'm happy with#he's v aware he started off saying we should take things slow and then immediately threw that out the window#so it wasn't me being twp. the air wasn't super clear#and like ideally we'd be bfs but he's Not Ready for that#so. not ideal but better than i expected :)#he's a nice guy just a bit silly sometimes#personol#TY to everyone who left supportive comments btw
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having. Thoughts.
#I. Like. Ok.#I don’t. I don’t want to talk about the whole gender thing online it’s. It’s such a huge issue among so many people#Both online and offline in my rl.#My principal is be respectful and just do the things people ask you to do that aren’t even inconvenient#But. Like. I keep seeing people on here yelling about how. Like. Trans people don’t experience misogyny?#Or. Something? I’m not quite sure what they’re talking about#And I really don’t know if this actually speaks to the issue but.#I sorta? Transitioned? For a few years in my late teens.#I dressed spoke and acted as a man in as many ways as possible#Introduced myself with a gender neutral nickname and wore hats to hide my hair#Wore loose clothes and bound my chest#Deepened my voice considerably- I had and have GERD so it wasn’t too hard to pull off#And like. People. People treated me better#It was fucking wild#I started doing it almost more for the better treatment then for the gender euphoria I’m not even kidding#People listened to me when I spoke they got out of my way when I walked#They made eye contact with me and they deferred when I said what I wanted#I wasn’t MIStreated in dresses so much as I just…. Completely vanished#Nobody looked at me nobody listened nobody asked what I wanted or what I thought#Nobody expected any meaningful conversation or action out of me when I was feminine#Not a woman! I want to clarify! Nine times out of ten? Everyone who spoke to me KNEW I was female#They knew me previously or I gave it away pretty quickly.#It was the subconscious behavior that changed#The ingrained assumptions about me that literally shifted before my eyes as I progressively lowered my voice and broadened my shoulders#And that more than anything is why I cannot and will not try to debate this topic with people either online or irl#Because I have no idea how to reconcile my lived experience with the advice of my elders the doctrine of my faith#The principles I hold to and the arguments of people online.#It is enough to me that I am respectful kind and prayerful.#I do not need to be right. I am not commanded to love being right#I am only commanded to love my neighbor.
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Decided to share some of my Sol Spirits designs again.
Long story short, @n0rtist shared some Pokemon drawings where they drew Pokemon with different forms based on their abilities. Then the concept really took off with everyone getting inspired to make their own Pokemon forms based on their abilities.
While I haven't drawn any Pokemon like that, it reminded me of something I did with Sol Spirits, where whenever I make a new Sol Spirit, I draw a design for them in a similar fashion.
So, this is what their "default designs" are like. Water, fire, air, and earth respectfully.

So with that context, here's a few various deviations of said Sol Spirits I made.

There's a bunch more, but most of them are just sketches. Though, making this post reminds me that it's been a very long time since I've last drawn any so I'm pondering if I can squeeze the time in to do a couple more new ones.
#OC#OC art#And yes n0rtist if you're reading this you're welcome to reblog it#Yeah Sol Spirits are inspired by Golden Sun Djinn#A lot of elements of Overseer of the Elements are inspired by Golden Sun especially mechanically#I just hesitate to compare it to Golden Sun all the time because I'm really trying to make it its own thing#One day I'll get better with sharing my OC work and clarify a lot more of the context#It's just a fine line to juggle when I still have aspirations to actually make a game out of it#Don't want to spoil everything before I even get started#Golden Sun#alternate forms
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I wanted to make a gacha series when I was younger and wanted a fanbase like tmf so much...Idk if I still want one lol
I don't rly think this is a freakblr confession? As in, it's not really *about Freakblr* as a community, just Abt how you feel Abt tmf and the gacha community yourself, correct me if I'm wrong
(I'll still post it here, just won't tag it as a confession)
#freakblr#relatable though#idk i think u should try making smth!!! u might not instantly grow an audience#but it's Definitely worth it#the hardest part is honestly just actually starting it lol#who knows what could come out if tho#a better understanding of urself? a new community and new friendships blooming?#anyway#also! im not saying u cant talk abt things unrelated to freakblr on thsi blog#just saying they wont be tagged as a freakblr confession#hope you understand and sry if things seem complicated#u can ask me to clarify anything if needed#not a confession
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kept on thinking about some of the more emotional beats of the kurokara lore while i was trying to fall asleep last night and i just... i need to explode...
#i was mostly thinking about the whole other side to osomatsu-san in hell where kuroba's trying to navigate their grief#there's a moment where kuroba's getting their usual weekly shipment of flowers and they realize they forgot ->#to change the quantity of red roses they always order ( they started ordering extra after kara became a regular )#for the most part they've been able to navigate things seemingly well. sure they've been more melancholic but they SEEM alright#and they try to handle this moment well too. makes a joke about how they're gonna have to have a sale on rose arrangements for a bit#but then they just. kinda break down crying. he's still everywhere despite not being there and it's so crushing.#kuro finally understands how their granddad must've felt when their grandma passed away....#there's a more lighthearted follow up to that moment tho#basically the delivery driver makes sure the quantity of roses is correct ( it's the same was before )#but kuro cheerfully tells them that the person they order them for is a regular again so it's alright#after that the delivery driver tells them that they're glad they made up with their boyfriend#when kuro's like excuse me??? they say '' you get the roses for the guy in the leather jacket right? i see him come in sometimes ->#after i finish deliveries but i hadn't seen around recently. glad things worked out for you yotsubana. :) ''#and then they leave before kuroba can clarify things. rip.#i'm going out for a bit but once i get back i NEED to finish the art for the first kurokara lore post i was working on#ship : kurokara#mj rambles
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Apologies for the slow activity for both pm and ic stuff lately. 👀💦
I am general more outside during spring-summer for gardening stuff but I also decided to pursue my other hobbies again and at the moment, sewing has most of my focus. I would like to create my own patterns eventually so I am slowly working towards that, so my activity tends to be a tad more sporadic.
#ooc#not ignoring anybody I feel like I should clarify bc I know I still have pm stuff to get to#I want to make plushies of certain characters but said characters have no patterns#so trying to figure out how to make my own#I also would like to take up wildlife photography again#it’s just refreshing to do other stuff than the internet tbh#I love writing but i get so into it at times that I’m like … oh yeah I should do something else once in a while#I want to make a Rahzar plush so badly but he is tricky#so I’m trying to start with some of the s.onic cast#and afterwards I wanted to wsd tv series#bc man I want a Hawkbit and Vervain plush and Pipkin#also Rough and J#sewing is so much fun it’s making patterns that’s the problem 😂👍
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10/10 manga for pulling a “we’ll defeat you with the power of friendship!!” “That’s… incredibly ignorant of you. I’m significantly more powerful, whether or not you have friends won’t impact this fight”
#this IS the best manga I stand by that forever#I know I vaguepost about it every few months but it just. keeps getting better#I am so emotionally invested in this#[spoiler]’s really out here being like “you fools. I am all powerful. Your group of like 8 friends cannot harm me”#He is genuinely such an interesting and compelling character#Such a unique character#honestly I don’t think I’ve ever seen a character like him in any media#Admittedly he’s not my favorite character. Not even my favorite in this manga.#But he’s just so strikingly unique#Just. The whole character progression of bullied outcast with a heart of gold —>dead(?)—> jk not really—>minor antagonist—> main antagonist#And you absolutely never see it coming#Because when he’s reintroduced as a minor antagonist you’re like “oh that’s interesting. That’s an interesting little twist”#And then as the story progresses and things become more and more intense#And suddenly HE’S the one who’s hunting the protagonists HE’S the one who’s actively trying to kill them#For those unfamiliar with this I feel like it’s important to clarify there was never some betrayal twist#As in he was genuinely a really good person at the start#And it’s a very very gradual shift#Because even when he’s reintroduced as an antagonist it’s all very understandable on his end#He’s a good guy he’s been through a lot but is making the best of his circumstances#Until he isn’t until things go too far#Just auuughh it;s so good
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FOR THE LIGHT OF OUR SAVIOUR (SAVIOURRR) HIS MACHIAVELLIAN GRACEEE(GRAA AAA CE) AND IN THE SHEEN OF HIS SPLENDOUR (SPLENDOURRR) THERE IS A BETTER PLACEEEEE!!!!!! LETSGO
#JUST LISTENED ALL THE WAY THROUGH FOR THE FIRST TIME.#to clarify it's been ages since i started listening to ghost but i've been saving a few songs for special occasions#to really drag it out#finally got around to watcher in the sky#which is a banging title btw ive been so so excited#and RIGHTLY SO. ohhhh my god i won't be going to sleep any time soon#THE INSTRUMENTAL???#THE CHOIR BEHIND THIS PART. ASKJHDGVCYHULIWJDCSH#SEARCHHHLIGHTSSSS#U KNOW???????#god this is good i love them so so much#i'm back in my room at my parent's house#which is where i vividly remember hearing year zero for the first time#and it feels like i've just fallen in love with them all over again#the band ghost#this might be pushing impera above meliora for my favourite album to be completely honest#the weight of the impera songs ... if that makes any sense#it doesn't lmao i'm trying to articulate myself here and it's not working#all that's in my head is searchlighttsssss looking for the watcher in the sky yy#i think. its the high energy of impera. and that's what ghost excels at#and the more theatrical the better#i need to shut up and listen to it again
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Hey there's this girl in my class who's been writing me (outta 250 ppl in our class).
At the beginning it was to have sum information about a trip she couldn't go to, but now she keeps writing me without a reason n all my friends think it's bcuz she likes me but she didn't make my gaydar blip or anything... Actually she looks hetero 100%
How do I understand if she's being gay or just polite wtf please send help🙏☠️
Ahh the good ole “is she flirting” dilemma gotta love it
Unfortunately (again) i am really not the person to ask as i am both Oblivious™️ and lacking like most of the other context to this but if I had to give advice i would say:
Don’t discount her on stuff like gaydar like maybe mine is just faulty af but i get it wrong CONSTANTLY lol I learned really quick to just not try and guess and let people tell me themselves. And then also just be patient with it! Maybe she’s interested in you romantically or maybe she’s interested in being your friend! And both are great things to have :) either way if she keeps reaching out it sounds like she’s been enjoying talking with you so maybe just persue the connection naturally and see where it goes!
Idk maybe try inviting her out to a casual lunch and see how it goes, it’s hard to tell if a relationship will develop without first developing the base relationship at all imo
I’m really sorry I can’t be of any actual help but good luck with it all!!
#asks#for those keeping count i am now 0 for 3 in terms of advice asks😌#putting the useless back into useless lesbian frfr#i usually tell my irl friends things similar to this when they ask me advice#but then they say ‘no that’s not how it WORKS’#so i can only assume i’m misunderstanding some fundamental part of dating at all times#idk like even if you start dating early i always feel like you gotta be friends first#so there’s no harm in trying to be friends with someone while ALSO trying to figure out if a dating relationship is on the table#again though i’ve been told i’m missing something there so i’m probably wrong somehow lol#oh and by friends first i mean just like establishing a friendly connection beyond like school or work communication#do NOT mean people have to go through months of friendship to date#to clarify#idk im really out of my depth with this kind of thing if you can’t tell😓#🍀 <- four leaf clover to wish you luck!
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Life update:
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#my random brain#it's rough. it's rough#is this about my parents trying to redo all the flooring in the span of a weekend? sort of#but not due to the flooring itself. the guys they hired are being very chill about it#i nearly took some drastic measures. got flashbacks to (Redacted for anonymity reasons)#real Faiz moment#literally it all started over a misunderstanding and just escalated extremely fast from there#why does this always happen when I'm out of uni for health reasons and my brother is out of town. if i had a dollar for each time—#—wrll then i'd have a toonie. but it's still very alarming that this happened more than once#edit: once again clarifying that this is not the fault of the flooring dudes. they've been oblivious to the. uh. the situation
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(Out of nowhere, you are approached by a familiar lightbulb-headed Cog.)
Ah, it's you, cat. Thinking you're oh-so-slick. Muttering and whispering under those raggedy whiskers of yours... Thinking I am unable to hear it all...
Well, you've simply underestimated my fantastic hearing. You probably want to know the reason why I'm here, taking a 'break' from my incredibly important scientific breakthroughs? It's quite simple, really!
(She gets close, and squints her eyes.)
I know what you are.
Farewell, now!
(She then leaves the way she came from.)
(Spam giggles immensely, covering her face... it always seems like she's giggling, isn't she? This lasts... at least thirty seconds. Longer than usual.)
And I know what I am too, Sparky! You broke through something, that's for sure. Really, broke through...
(She looks down, continuing to laugh nervously.)
You know, I find it odd you Havent tried to bulb blast me into the stratosphere by now. I mean knowing how you acted with Frostbite. Is there something peculiar about me that you perhaps can't quite track? Something about me that you... don't know what I am?
I know, I know, I'm talking to nobody again. But you were there when I had a moment today with the one the only Frostbite The Bravecog. You may be remaining. Lurking in the shadows. Knowing about these thoughts that I'm thinking.
(The giggling resumes, lasting far shorter this time.)
Your brother's a piece of fucking barp, by the way
(She braces for impact for a few seconds, wincing while smiling, before comically looking around to realize nobody's there. She sighs.)
Wow, okay maybe toony superhero show logic doesn't apply in this situation. Cool.
WAIT I JUST FUCKING REALIZED WHAT SHE MEANT but like. Dude if she meant that then what's the point I mean the whole ahh sellbot department barping knows unless you're Really low on the ladder. Heheh... maybe she did mean what I thought she meant.
Oh i'm so fucking screwed. What kind of bitch gets filament fever
#bright spark#<- for finding this again later. haha i called her sparky#the way she talks fucking tickles my brain so much im so . ohguohguohoghog SHE#SORRY THAT THIS TOOK SO LONG you see i was in the mindset that i would do this one little thing and then i would do my work which uh.#that leads to so so SO much procrastination. including on fun things! oh so fun things.#today was an event.#i also spent quite a bit of time ruminating i “would she really say that” is worse when shes literally you#to clarify. she is spam's aunt by like. building standards. not really in her found family. so its fucked up but as i said in discord this#is like. a “your mom's kinda hot” level crush. you know. also sorry i really wanted to say filament fever its been eating at me okay#nothing SERIOUS the way my f/os (and spam's f/os (plural now?? i guess?? if today was a canon event)) are#honestly mark still feels like the only real one with her to me but damn it. if spam's reflecting My Changes then she's Reflecting My Chang#spam in toontown unlike my other sonas is the most “its just you again” out of all of them and thats partially because her main#cog connection... is frostbite. they bounce off each other like we literally bounce off each other and damn it shes been so stagnant on her#own because of it. mark happened and she mirrored that because i kept fucking talking about him while we were in character and ideally#i should TRY to fix her. but also man because i'm not doing Serious lore stuff with her i dont. even know if i want to.#i kinda brushed it over the rug by saying that she relies on her constant entertainment so readily because she herself still doesnt feel#like she has a place outside of cogs only. sure she's in high roller backstage sure she's in allan's family now but shes not Doing anything#with herself the way that her friends are. mole's a ranger. frostbite cohosts. wishes... has chip. and something she doesn't have--#living and fully growing as a toon. rather than being haphazardly slapped into a world. and in some respects she's envious of frostbite#finding themselves so quickly because she distracts herself because she's still kinda struggling with it. despite everything. yes she lives#happy and carefree a lot of the time but she keeps buying those dumb phones because when she's truly alone... her mind starts to wander.#that's what mark is for. so that spam can dream of a world where she has a purpose. even if its fake and fragile and just nothing compared#to the great friends that she already has. where she feels like its worth it doing something when she doesn't have anyone. and in that#respect. with the goons ma allan parallels in sonboy the spam cathal parallels shine. seeking tv (and to a lesser extent games) as a#method of escapism. even when one's life is already pretty good. because there's nothing else worth doing without friends or family.#the internet isn't just cool. it gives her something to be when it seems like everyone is something but her. and maybe thats a lazy#excuse for why it seems like she doesnt HAVE anything to call her own but that but damn it i'm trying my best to twist it around.#spam has such a HISTORY yknow? even if it feels like i havent established her much.#spam is the hearts to frostbite's spades not just because they're the duo of all time but because spam's fake stupid love keeps her going#sorry i just started rambling in the tags of this post about spam it. happens. she loves her friends so much i need to reiterate that okay
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saw a post earlier that was like "i have a theory that fanfic is more literary analysis than creative writing" and i was like. i know exactly what you mean but thats not what im doing. love and light to you but i am doing a different thing than that
#analysis headcanonning and writing fanfic are all entirely different pastimes to me#this person: transformative work is really just about expanding and delving in to the text :)#me: maybe to You#ive just been thinking about this a lot lately like whats present in the text and how i play with whats present there when i step away with#it and start telling my own story#bc with very few exceptions what i like to make is big canon divergences or something centered on a background character and i explore+#themes present in the OG in new context. but im not trying to write those themes the way theyd be written in the OG.#i think if u tried to tell me that any of my asoiaf fiction was actually analysis of themes *as#george* i would kill you with a rock#i like what George does with theme btw not actually criticizing him here. but thats not what im doing. im doing something else.#**edited to clarify re what i like to make. i meant those two examples just as examples not the totality#to generalize a bit? its stuff that would be out of place in the OG narrative#howevwr if you question my characterization choices be prepared for me to show up at your house with an itemized list of canon support and#in depth reasoning on where it came from and why i made that choice#and then be prepared to be killed with a rock also.
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Oh you've heard of me? That's good to hear.
But I feel like no one showing up on your shift is better since then no one bothers you and such. :)
-✨ Anon (Sparkles Anon)
I keep an eye around. I try not to look at everyone else's blogs too much, but I see something here and there. I know there's you, a cat, a rabbit.. two actually, maybe? I think I saw a snail once? Things seem very chaotic over in their sphere. I'm taking my peace while I can.

So in a very similar sense, yeah, it is I guess! When I'm not exhausted coming in, I usually spend days like that watching a bunch of crappy old movies we have stashed in the back; there are some real gems back there if you know where to look.
Not to imply they're actually good films, by the way. I do just mean astonishingly terrible. Like a car crash where all the cars involved are clown cars or something suitably stupid like that...
#hollie beat me to the player today though so she got to make the selections. fairs fair#she's the one who had to deal with me being asleep as a result anyhow#if she doesnt want to increase her work load she should make more exciting choices. just saying#pine.txt#asks#anon#✨️ anon#rp#kim pine#spto#spvtw#scott pilgrim comic#sp comic#(ooc: just to clarify incase the response comes off that way- if any of the people who sends those anons see this- those asks are fine!)#(ooc: idk quite yet how i would have Kim respond to them? but they're still welcome)#(ooc: i just feel like she would be bracing herself and trying to take what respite she can before that starts happening)#(ooc: also i do see a fair bit of the responses from other people i t h i n k? it's possible i miss some. They're very entertaining)#(ooc: just wanted to throw that out there; I think part of my problem reaching out to people now is just that I don't think Kim would 😭)#(ooc: like I think she does pop in and check on her friends and some Big Names out there sometimes? but because she knows these people +)#(+ she feels weird about it and only ever sees like a couple of things at a time)#(ooc: she mostly glances over to make sure they're not dead. maybe occasionally has to do a double-take at something she read and just. +)#(+ Sit there for a while. process whatever the hell that was)#(ooc: by big names I mean like. todd envy and lucas. not necessarily in a given order)#(ooc: incase that wasn't clear)#(ooc: currently feel like she'd be most likely to chat with stacey. scott if she was bullying/teasing him--)#(ooc: like in a reaching out first scenario)#spvtwtg
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Every year I’m reminded why I don’t like spending time with my family all together
#and it’s because they gang up on me 🙃🙃#first no one bothered to make sure I had something else to eat for Christmas dinner other than veggie fucking sausages#so I had four sausages for Christmas dinner#now it’s im trying to clarify something in a board game and everyone but one of my sisters starts screaming at me and attacking me#when I turned out to be correct#I just want to go home but I can’t even because I don’t drive#they just can’t speak nicely to each other or seemingly specifically me#and now I’m hiding in the toilet by myself excluded from the game because why would I want to play and have fun with them when#they’ve all just been so horrible to me
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