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certified-ultimate-simp · 2 years ago
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Hiiii : D
So I know I've reblogged quite a few self-ship/f/o posts, and I've been meaning to post a list of characters that I like, so...
That's what I'm doing : D
I'm sharing my entire simp/comfort list, which is pretty long. We'll see if Tumblr even lets me.
❤️ = Simp 💗 = comfort ✨️= Platonic
Naruto/Naruto Shippuden:
❤️💗Gaara
❤️Sasori
💗✨️Shikamaru Nara
❤️Neji Hyuuga
MHA/BnHA:
❤️💗Denki Kaminari
❤️Shoto Todoroki
💗✨️Shota Aizawa
❤️💗Hitoshi Shinso
💗✨️Izuku Midoriya
Inuyasha:
❤️Sesshomaru
❤️Hakudoshi
Danganronpa (1, 2, and 3):
❤️💗Chihiro Fujisaki (1)
❤️Fuyuhiko Kuzuryuu (2)
❤️💗Kokichi Ouma (3)
Yona of the Dawn:
💗Kija
❤️💗Shin-ah
Twisted Wonderland:
❤️💗Malleus Draconia
✨️Cater Diamond
❤️Ruggie Bucchie (sp?)
❤️💗Idia Shroud
❤️Riddle Rosehearts
✨️Lilia Vanrouge
✨️Divus Crewel
💗Leona Kingscholar
❤️💗Deuce Spade
❤️💗Epel Felmier
Assassination Classroom:
❤️Karma Akabane
❤️💗Nagisa Shiota
❤️Itona Horibe
Snow White With the Red Hair:
❤️💗Zen
❤️💗Obi
Voltron:
❤️💗Keith Kogane
💗Lance McClain
💗✨️Takashi Shirogane "Shiro"
💗✨️Hunk (he's just a giant teddy bear)
Full Metal Alchemist:
❤️💗Edward Elric
❤️Envy (I don't know how)
💗✨️Alphonse Elric
Demon Slayer:
❤️Inosuke Hashibira
❤️Tokito Muichiro
❤️💗Rui (Imma wait for questions and concerns for this)
❤️💗Tanjirou Kamado
💗✨️Nezuko Kamado (precious sweetie)
HxH:
❤️Kurapika Kurta
❤️✨️Killua Zoldyck
JJK:
❤️💗Megumi
❤️💗Itadori Yuuji (sp?)
❤️Sukuna (don't judge-)
❤️Gojo Satoru
ATLA:
💗❤️Zuko
Diabolik Lovers:
❤️💗Subaru Sakamaki
❤️Kanato Sakamaki
❤️Azusa Mukami
Harry Potter:
💗Draco Malfoy
Yu Yu Hakusho:
❤️Kurama/Shuichi Minamino
❤️💗Hiei
Servamp:
💗✨️Sleepy Ash/Kuro
❤️💗Misono
Dance With Devils:
❤️Roen
❤️Shiki
Black Clover:
❤️Yuno
Yugioh DM:
❤️💗Yami Yugi/Atem
The Royal Tutor:
❤️Heine Wittgenstein
💗Kai von Glanzreich (sp?)
Ensemble Stars:
💗Makoto Yuuki
❤️💗Mao Isara
❤️💗Nazuna Nito
💗✨️Mika Kagehira
❤️💗Natsume Sakasaki
💗Tsukasa Suou
💗Ritsu Sakuma
❤️💗Leo Tsukinaga
Pretty Boy Detective Club:
❤️Sosaku Yubiwa
Nanbaka:
❤️💗Jyugo
❤️Samon Gokuu
💗✨️Nico
Hazbin Hotel:
❤️💗 Lucifer Morningstar
❤️💗 Sir Pentious (also known as Sir Precious because y e s)
💗✨️ Angel Dust
I will be accepting questions and any concerns you guys may have about any of them, so ask away. I'm not much of a self-shipper but I do get little fantasies from time to time sooooo *points to the self-ship and f/o ask games I reblogged* feel free to send anything from any of those with any of them~
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graciedollie · 5 months ago
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HE SCARED OF THIS PUSSY🗣️HE SCAREDDDDDDD HE SCARED OF THIS PUSSY
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(that song is stuck in my head, i apologize).
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mylove-thresher · 6 months ago
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@gorygirllovesart I’m not halfway done yet… but I finished this diva first just for u ❤️ bc I’m literally the best. like. the. bestest ever. (/lh)
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oozeandgoo-art · 1 year ago
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Transcript under the cut:
Panel 1 Investigator (left): Look, Mrs. Oserisades- Ath Velan ket'Oserisades (right): Call me Velan. Investigator: Um, Mrs. Velan. We're pretty sure we have a link to your clan and Investigator: um Investigator: notorious pirates. Velan: My, that's an embarrassing mistake for the EBC's tax offices to make. Velan: A waste of both our time, really. Investigator: Not so- Velan: I guarantee it is. Investigator: Look, your paperwork seems clean, but- Velan: Because my clan has done nothing.  Velan: Have some tea. text by Velan's ankles: shoes off means she can transform very quickly - prepared for violence! Velan's stool: chest full of extremely incriminating records Card at the top: The notorious pirates in question left the Oserisades camp 20 minutes ago. Non-card text at the top: Ath: A title, indicating the leader of a dragon clan. The EBC: The Ever-Burning City, a city-state with a military-meritocracy & a monarchy slowly trying to grab at more and more land for the last 40-odd years. Very serious about both piracy and tax fraud (Velan is involved in both).
Panel 2 Investigator: With respect, Mrs. Oserisades- Velan: Ath. Investigator: What? Velan: My title is Ath ket'Oserisades. Investigator: Mrs. Oserisades. Investigator: I know that you've done it. Investigator: I just need to prove it.
Panel 3 Velan: Hmm. Velan: Color me concerned. Velan: But it sounds like Velan: and do correct me if I'm wrong Velan: it sounds like you have no actual proof.
Panel 5 Velan: Don't worry, kid.  Velan: We're all wrong sometimes, ha ha. Velan: I can tell you have a lot of passion. Velan: You'll make a great investigator someday. Velan: You should drink your tea. bottom card: End.
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sundial-bee-scribbles · 2 years ago
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happy birthday nerds
original song by picdo, UST by taremano, w/ some small edits by me
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viktuurionice · 7 months ago
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I have a migraine.
Everything is irritating.
The angry teenager is in fact right, her dad DID tell her not to cut all the potatoes, but I'm not in a place where I'm comfortable arguing with her parents. Kid's right to be so fucking pissy today. I'm pissy today too but thankfully I think everyone is letting me do my thing because I'm well into adulthood and will in fact just say no. (I'm popping out occasionally to try and help)
It's too loud here and I just wanna play a game and relax. Everything is closed. I can't schedule a doctor appointment or run errands. Let me cease to exist until dinner for the love of everything holy and unholy.
I also really want more sleep. Like days off are art, viddy game, and sleep days. I don't want to be doing this. I legit would rather be at work than getting ready for Thanksgiving dinner especially since no one is telling me the fucking plan for anything. I just want an actual rest day. It doesn't help that light kinda hurts and I feel light headed even after eating.
I wonder why I actually don't seem.to get migraines at work? Am I too distracted to notice or do I just not get them I wonder? Probably too distracted at work since I don't really feel a lot of pain when working either, it kicks in at home.
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spow-ed · 7 months ago
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Why is it when I always want to do something cool is when I have fiddy assignments due tomorrow night
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ghastbutlikegay · 10 months ago
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ouhhh the time loop......
#so i still live with my family#both parents work full time#and have to leave before the youngest two kids get on the bus#so i get up in the morning to make sure they finish breakfast put on shoes remember backpacks etc and get on the bus#and then i also wait at the bus stop for the 8 year old to get home in the afternoon#and then sit with him til our parents are home#and all this is totally cool! my siblings are super chill!#except getting up at 7am every day feels like actual torture#especially because half the time im way too tired to do anything and go back to sleep til like 2:30#at which point i inhale a granola bar or cereal and wait around til my brother's bus comes#and THEN i do nothing until dinner (shoutout to my mom for all the banger meals)#AND THEN. i do nothing until i realize ive been doing nothing and then finally go to bed at like 1:30am#because i need sleep but i wont get ENOUGH sleep. so when i get up at 7am i will be exhausted#and go right back to bed once my siblings are off to school.#and that is why it's the timeloop#ive barely been able to do anything creative for the past week because of it#i probably feel extra messed up because my older brother and my niece stayed over last night#meaning my morning was unnecessarily chaotic as my niece is. 7?#so i was kinda overwhelmed#idk maybe tomorrow ill try to actually do something to break the time loop#maybe ill make my coffee different. ill use a scoop of ice cream and caramel syrup instead of cream and sugar#im procrastinating going to bed if you couldnt tell. ive been sitting here writing tags for 15 minutes#suggestions for how to make it feel less like im trapped in a time loop are welcome#dont suggest talking to friends. i have one friend and they are also in timeloop hell
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abbotjack · 2 months ago
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Put Him on Speaker
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summary : Jack gets home from a long night shift, exhausted and unreadable as always. When Robby calls for a quick update, you decide to test his patience—climbing into his lap and pushing until he breaks.
word count : 1,518
a/n : this is for the one anon in my inbox! a bit shorter than usual, expect something with more substance once finals are over next friday unless I procrastinate studying, then you'll get something sooner
content/warning: explicit sexual content, reader giving oral while jack is on the phone with robby, bratty teasing, silent/dom jack, power dynamics, spit/slick/throatplay mentions, phone call tension, implied punishment sex, language, 18+ only MDNI
It’s a few minutes past 7:00 a.m. when Jack finally walks through the door.
You don’t need to check the time—you know it by the rhythm. The precise click of the deadbolt, the hollow knock of his boot hitting hardwood, then the softer drag of the other. Not a limp. Not pain. Just the quiet, practiced gait of a man who’s used to carrying more than he should. He moves slower after shifts like this—like the night didn’t end, just rearranged itself and followed him home in silence.
You listen from the couch as the weight of him settles into the apartment. Keys hit the counter with a dull clatter. His backpack lands against the back of the kitchen chair, the sound muted but final. Then the crack and hiss of a beer bottle opening, followed by a long, scraped-out breath like it’s been sitting in his lungs since midnight.
You don’t get up.
You’re curled sideways in the corner of the couch, legs bare, the hem of one of his old Penguins shirts skimming the tops of your thighs. The blanket’s twisted somewhere near your feet. You’re scrolling absently through your phone, pretending not to track every move he makes with your breath.
You don’t look at him. “Rough night?”
Jack grunts. The kind that says everything and nothing. “Watched a kid try to clamp off an artery with a fucking Kelly.”
You wince, lips twitching. “Oof.”
“I earned this beer.”
You glance over your shoulder, eyes catching on the strain in his jaw. “It’s not even light out. You starting early with the day-drinking and trauma-dumping?”
He snorts, dragging the bottle to his mouth. “Only if you beg me for it.”
You tilt your head, faux-sweet. “Why are you grumpy? I waited up.”
That gets a flicker of softness in his eyes. “You always do.”
You stretch, slow and easy, your shirt riding up your thighs like it has a mind of its own. “I didn’t say I waited nicely.”
His gaze drops. Tracks the length of your legs like a man committing the lines to memory. “Should’ve known.”
You shift, tuck your legs beneath you, chin tipped with interest. “Was it the post-op guy from yesterday?”
Jack rolls his shoulder, still rubbing at the back of his neck like the shift’s clinging to him. “Yeah. McKay was ready to page IR, but Dana stopped her. Mohan flagged the labs hours ago—picked it up before it spiraled. Saved the guy a ton of unnecessary bullshit.”
You smile—just enough to be smug. “So you’re saying Dr. Mohan was right.”
He exhales hard through his nose. “I’m saying she wasn’t wrong.”
Jack crosses the room and drops onto the couch with the kind of full-bodied heaviness that only happens after an overnight in hell. His scrubs are creased, collar damp from scrubbing out, and he smells like antiseptic, cold metal, and the hollow sterility of trauma bay walls. There’s a settled tension in his body, like exhaustion and adrenaline are still playing tug-of-war under his skin.
He leans his head back. Closes his eyes.
The quiet stretches long enough to start sinking in—until his phone buzzes against the armrest.
Jack groans, already bracing. “If that’s Gloria, I swear to Christ—”
He glances at the screen. Jaw flexes. “Robby.”
You raise a brow. “Your work husband calling for pillow talk?”
“He’s covering days,” Jack mutters, already lifting the phone. “Wants to know if the patient made it through the night.”
“You’re off the clock,” you say, sliding easily into his lap. “Can’t it wait?”
He flicks a tired look at you. “Five minutes.”
“You said five minutes last time.”
“This time I mean it.”
You narrow your eyes. “You’re gonna regret that.”
He smirks, but it’s faint. Tired. “You always say that.”
Then he answers, voice shifting in an instant—cool, even, professional. Doctor mode.
“Yeah,” he says. His grip finds your hip as you settle in. “Vitals held. He coded once overnight, but charge caught it early.”
You roll your hips. Just enough to make sure he feels it.
His fingers tighten.
“I left instructions. Hourly monitoring,” he says, like nothing’s happening. Like you’re not already winding him up.
You press your lips to the side of his neck. “You’re really gonna do this whole call while pretending you’re not already hard for me?”
He doesn’t answer. Doesn’t need to. His grip answers for him.
“She’s covering now,” Jack adds, voice sharp, eyes fixed straight ahead.
You slide off his lap, slow and sweet, and kneel between his legs.
Jack’s eyes drop to you. His pupils darken.
He mouths: Don’t.
You mouth: You shouldn’t have answered.
You palm him through his scrubs—feel him twitch, thick and eager under your touch. When you tug the waistband down, he falls heavy into your hand, hot and hard and already leaking against your skin.
“No, I’m listening,” Jack says, but his voice hitches, subtle.
You stroke him once—just a tease. Then lean in and lick a slow line along the underside.
“BP held. No fever. No new complaints,” he grits, every word controlled. Distant. Like you’re not kneeling between his knees with spit on your chin and a grin in your eyes.
You hum around him as you take him into your mouth.
Jack’s voice stumbles. “Still stable. Same overnight.”
You suck slow, deep, obscene. Your hand works what your mouth can’t reach. You pop off with a wet sound and a smirk. “Put him on speaker.”
“No.”
“What, scared he’ll hear how good I make you feel?”
Jack doesn’t look at you. Doesn’t answer. Just grips the phone like it’s the only tether he’s got.
You take him deeper—messier, filthier. Your spit coats everything, dripping from your lips, your chin, your fingers curled tight around the base. He twitches on your tongue, every breath he takes more ragged than the last.
“No,” he says into the phone, voice thinning at the edges. “I’m fine. Just—tired.”
You gag around him on purpose, let it echo wet and obscene. Then pull back slowly, deliberately, looking up through your lashes, mouth shiny and wicked.
“Gonna come with him still listening?”
Jack's hand lifts, covering the phone’s speaker. “Shut the fuck up,” he whispers, barely audible, like it’s carved straight from the edge of control. “Keep going and I swear to God—”
But he never finishes the threat—because you don’t stop. You go harder, meaner, your mouth a mess, your hand slick and ruthless at the base. His cock twitches against your tongue, spit coating everything—your lips, your chin, your fingers. Your throat tightens around him, your jaw aching, but you don’t let up.
Jack’s other hand fists the cushion, knuckles bone-white. His chest is rising fast now, breath sharp and uneven, like he’s losing the fight he won’t admit he’s in. Like you're dragging him under, and he’s letting you.
“Yeah,” he bites out. “Just send the labs—I’ll deal with it later.”
He looks down at you, jaw tight, breath shallow, eyes dark with a fury that barely masks how hard he is for you.
“Robby—I’ve gotta call you back.”
“Everything alright?” Robby asks.
Jack’s voice drops an octave. “It will be.”
He hangs up.
Then he looks down at you.
And everything in his face is wrecked.
"You’re in so much fucking trouble.”
You moan around him, smug.
He thrusts once—deep, sudden, overwhelming. You choke, recover, and go harder.
You’re a mess—slurping, gagging, swallowing around him like it’s the only thing you’ve ever been good at. He’s pulsing now, hips twitching, mouth slack.
“Shit—baby—fuck—I’m gonna—”
You suck him deeper. Tighter. He breaks.
His whole body jerks forward. He comes down your throat with a raw, guttural groan. You swallow every last drop.
He breathes like he’s just come up for air, chest rising in sharp, broken pulls. You don’t stop—not until his thigh jerks beneath you and his hand clamps around your wrist, firm and final, forcing you to still.
You wipe your mouth with the back of your hand. Catch your breath.
Then you crawl back into his lap, smug as hell, lips swollen and slick, like you didn’t just make a mess of him on purpose.
Jack doesn’t speak. Just grabs your chin in one firm hand and drags you into a kiss—slow, punishing, laced with quiet vengeance.
Then, low in your ear, deadly calm: “If he calls back,” he growls, “I’m putting you on speaker. Let him hear how desperate you sound when you’re acting like a fucking brat.”
He shifts beneath you, hand sliding down to grip your waist tight, grounding himself.
“You think you’ve won,” he murmurs, voice dark and steady. “But you’re not even close to finished.”
He leans in, breath searing the shell of your ear. “Get up. Strip. Face down on the couch.”
Your breath stalls. Heart pounds. He hasn’t raised his voice once. Doesn’t need to.
“I let you have your little game,” he murmurs, all quiet. “Now it’s my turn.”
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solsticehymns · 3 months ago
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liar, liar: oneshot
james potter x f!reader / fluff / romcom vibes / truth serum shenanigans
summary: James Potter doesn’t mean to confess his feelings. Or overshare. Or humiliate himself in front of the girl he’s in love with. But when a truth-telling potion takes hold, he doesn’t really have a choice.
a/n: recently rewatched liar liar. EXCELLENT MOVIE. even though jim carrey’s face makes me irrationally angry, the plot is so good and heartwarming. this fic was heavily inspired by those vibes, and kinda just that 90s romcom vibe in general! really hope you love it <333 xoxo, sunny ☀️🌻💞
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"You know," Sirius began, his voice thick with scrambled eggs, "if they can't manage to cook bacon properly, they really shouldn’t be serving it at all. It’s practically criminal."
Remus, barely glancing up from the Daily Prophet, replied with practiced indifference, "You say that every morning."
"And every morning, I’m still right," Sirius said, stabbing at a charred piece of bacon with melodramatic flair.
James Potter, seated between them, was only marginally involved in the conversation. The bulk of his attention—an alarming, disproportionate amount—was focused a few seats down the Gryffindor table, where you were nestled beside Lily Evans with a steaming cup of tea cradled between your hands. You laughed at something she said, a sound so soft and clear that it reached him easily over the low hum of breakfast chatter. James didn’t even hear the joke. The moment you smiled, his brain short-circuited—something sparked, overloaded, and went still.
He lifted his goblet of pumpkin juice, took a slow sip, and set it back down carefully. A droplet slid down the rim, clinging to his finger. He wiped it away absently, still looking at you.
There was something specific about mornings and you—a quiet kind of softness. Your hair was still slightly tousled from sleep, your oversized jumper hung loosely on your frame, and your hands gripped the mug as if it anchored you to the table. You leaned in, laughing again, and the sound caught in James's chest like a hook.
You weren’t trying to be radiant. That was the worst part. You didn’t angle for attention—you just had that gravitational pull, the kind of beauty that rearranged a room without asking permission. And James was, academically speaking, utterly and irreversibly besotted.
This wasn’t new. It had been happening slowly, over months—maybe even years. A quiet, resigned sort of yearning that made itself at home beneath his ribcage; a second heartbeat. He realized he was in too deep when he stopped fantasizing about declarations and started yearning for the ordinary. Sharing a table in the library. Catching your eye across a hallway. The occasional accidental touch that felt far too meaningful.
He’d made peace with the ache. As long as he got to see you every day, he could live with it.
Peter nudged him with a mouthful of toast. "Did you finish the Transfiguration essay?"
James’s jaw tightened. He was about to deliver a casual, harmless answer. Something that passed as effort.
Instead, what he said was, "Didn't even open the book."
Silence.
James blinked.
What the hell?
He hadn’t meant to say that. Hadn’t even consciously thought it.
Remus slowly lowered his newspaper. "Come again?"
Sirius raised an eyebrow. "That’s not the James Potter we know and grudgingly tolerate."
James felt a prickling heat crawl up his neck. He tried again.
"I meant to, but I got distracted. By a leaf. Or a bird. Something shiny. I don’t know."
The words tumbled out uncontrollably. He slapped both hands over his mouth, a feeble attempt at containing the damage. His cheeks were already burning, and his eyes darted around as if he could chase the words down and pull them back.
Don’t speak. Don’t even breathe, he warned himself.
Sirius grinned, delighted. "Did you just involuntarily confess to procrastinating?"
James whispered, horrified, "I didn’t mean to. It just—happened. Like my mouth’s operating on its own."
Remus's smile faltered. He looked mildly concerned now.
Before anyone could respond, your voice cut through the moment.
"Did you hit your head this morning, Potter?"
You were looking at him, bemused, your head tilted slightly. You were clearly unaware that James was in the middle of a full-blown crisis.
He turned toward you with the intention of brushing it off—something witty, something safe.
His brain screamed: Don’t say it. Don’t you dare say it—
"You're the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen and I think about your smile at least three times an hour."
Dead silence.
Your eyes widened.
James felt as if someone had suddenly electrocuted his nervous system. He couldn’t move. Couldn’t breathe.
You blinked, once, then twice, and let out a breathy, incredulous laugh. "Right. You definitely hit your head."
You stood, tucked your book under your arm, and offered him one last look—a half-smile, curious and a little amused. An unknown emotion flickered in your expression before you turned away.
Gone.
James’s hand froze mid-air, toast still suspended as if caught in a still photograph.
His stomach plummeted.
Across the table, Sirius collapsed forward, laughter shaking his shoulders.
Remus pinched the bridge of his nose, clearly regretting every decision that had brought him to this moment.
Peter leaned in cautiously. "Mate, what the hell was that?"
James turned to them slowly, wide-eyed and pale. "What did you do?"
Sirius beamed and gestured vaguely to the cluster of goblets in the center of the table. One still held a faint swirl of orange juice.
"This," he said reverently, "is the single best moment of my life."
James’s voice came out sharp and panicked. "Tell me. Now."
Remus hesitated, fidgeting with the edge of his paper. "We might have… accidentally tested something. On you."
James stiffened. "Tested what?"
Sirius leaned back smugly. "The pumpkin juice. We brewed a variant of Veritaserum last night. Just for fun. You drank the one we spiked. Or maybe it was the goblet next to it. Jury’s still out."
"Lucky you," Remus added, not meeting James’s eyes.
James dropped his toast. It landed butter-side down with a soft, tragic thud.
He didn’t blink.
"Oh," he said flatly. "Fuck."
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James spent the subsequent hours engaging in a masterclass of avoidance tactics. He deliberately skipped lunch, took unnecessarily long routes between classes, and at one point, concealed himself behind a seventh-floor tapestry for seventeen excruciating minutes while you stood just a few feet away, engrossed in conversation with Dorcas Meadowes.
It was not dignified. But then again, dignity had abandoned him somewhere between blurting out "you're the most beautiful person I've ever seen" and letting his toast fall like a tragic Victorian heroine succumbing to fate.
Remus assured him that the potion’s effects would wear off by mid-afternoon. James clung to that prediction like a drowning man to driftwood, crafting mental versions of the day in which he might make it through without hemorrhaging any further fragments of pride. Yet with each step he took toward the next class, doubt clawed at him—what if the potion lingered just long enough to obliterate his remaining social capital? The uncertainty scratched under his skin, carrying a similar feeling to an irreversible hex.
Sirius, on the other hand, made it his personal mission to test the serum’s potency every fifteen minutes.
"Prongs, mate, how do you really feel about Filch?"
"He smells like cabbage and despair, and I once dreamt he chased me with a ladle."
Sirius erupted into delighted laughter.
James groaned into his hands. "This is it. I’m going to die of Veritaserum-induced emotional exposure."
"You’ll survive," Remus said, although his tone suggested he was still conducting the risk assessment in real time.
They scraped through Herbology with minimal disaster. James uttered only one vaguely mortifying remark—"She hugged me once and I still think about how she smelled"—which he managed to reframe as a Weird Sisters lyric. Barely.
But Transfiguration? That was a catastrophe waiting in slow motion.
With exams approaching, McGonagall had declared the day a review session, which in practice meant organized chaos. Students clustered at scattered tables, muttering incantations under their breath, cross-referencing spellwork, and trying not to Vanish their self-respect alongside practice objects. James sat toward the back. You were near the front, half-turned toward your group so that he could see the slope of your shoulder and the line of your smile when you laughed.
You were surrounded by Lily, Dorcas, and Marlene—quills scratching, parchment rustling, the occasional gasp of horror as someone’s Vanishing Spell rendered an entire desk legless. James was meant to be revising. Instead, his hand trembled and his heart pounded like it had something to prove.
His notes were illegible. The phrase "turn to smoke???" appeared multiple times, alongside a sketch of a teacup that looked suspiciously like it was weeping. His quill tapped an erratic beat against the parchment.
Across from him, Sirius arched an eyebrow, already grinning.
"So," he said, low and gleeful, just loud enough, "how exactly do you feel about her again?"
James didn’t even look up. The words left him instinctively.
"She’s a walking daydream, and I’ve got about four essays overdue because of her face."
It echoed.
Not quietly. Not subtly. It was loud enough to carry over to three tables in the vicinity
Heads turned. Someone choked on a cough. Sirius bit his fist, shaking with the effort not to fall off his chair.
James froze.
His entire body went rigid—quill suspended mid-air, lungs locked in his chest. It was as if the very fabric of time had paused to acknowledge his downfall.
Then—movement.
You paused mid-sentence. Lily tapped your shoulder with subtle urgency. Dorcas leaned in, her expression intrigued. Marlene glanced over her shoulder with the kind of grin reserved for front-row seats to emotional train wrecks.
You listened. Blinked slowly.
Then—deliberately—you turned.
The entire table held its collective breath.
Your gaze found James’s like a targeting spell—brows raised, eyes wide. Not offended. Not amused. Just... intrigued. Like you'd heard something strange and didn’t know what to do with it yet—but wanted to.
James wanted the floor to open beneath him and deliver him mercifully into the void. He briefly entertained the idea of self-immolation.
But then—you smiled.
A small one. Tentative. Surprised, maybe. But not dismissive. Not cruel.
You turned back around, and chaos resumed. Lily covered her mouth. Dorcas said something that made Marlene snort into her sleeve. Whatever it was, it was very clearly about James.
James stared at the back of your head, wondering if it might offer a second chance if he looked hard enough.
Sirius was wheezing. Remus had buried his face in his hands. Peter knocked over his inkpot in the ensuing shockwave.
James slumped forward with a groan that seemed to exit his soul before his body.
He was, by every available metric, completely and irrevocably screwed.
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He had barely taken ten steps from the classroom when a voice behind him called out.
"Potter."
He turned too quickly—jerky and obvious—and almost collided with you as you stepped directly into his path.
You didn’t flinch. You simply stood there, arms folded loosely, head tilted, gaze calm and inquisitive. The corridor had mostly emptied by now, the background noise reduced to the distant echo of footsteps and muffled voices behind heavy wooden doors.
James’s heart performed a complicated sequence of flips before lodging itself somewhere uncomfortably near his throat.
You met his eyes with an unreadable expression—curious, composed, lightly amused. Like you’d opened a door and were standing on the threshold, waiting to see if he’d walk through it.
"Quick question," you said, tone airy but precise. "Was that... about me?"
His mouth opened. Instinct surged to the front of his mind—sarcasm, a joke, maybe even a clumsy attempt at denial. But his thoughts lagged just behind his reflexes, and before he could intercept them, the words had already spilled out.
"Yeah," he said plainly. "And by the way, you’re absurdly pretty. Like—genuinely hard to function around. Painfully so."
Silence fell with the weight of a dropped textbook.
You blinked. Once. Then again.
James stood frozen, every synapse in his body firing off simultaneously, as though his nervous system couldn’t decide between fight, flight, or faint. His ears were burning. His hands twitched at his sides, completely useless.
Finally, you let out a soft laugh. It wasn’t cruel, or mocking. Just surprised. Genuine.
"You’re strange, Potter."
James flailed—just barely—before shoving his hands into his pockets like it might prevent further disaster.
"No—I mean, not in a creepy way. Or, alright, maybe slightly weird, but not bad-weird. I just think you’re... brilliant. And kind. And I notice when you wear that jumper with the rip in the sleeve because it makes you look comfortable. And I should probably stop talking now."
You looked at him for a moment that stretched longer than it should have. Not unkind. Not amused. Something else—curious, thoughtful. As if you were seeing him clearly for the first time and hadn't yet decided what to make of it.
Your lips curled slightly.
You tilted your head. Evaluating. Deciding.
Then, finally, you smiled.
It was mischievous and warm, soft-edged and self-assured—the kind of smile that could level a person without trying.
"See you in Charms, heartthrob."
You turned and walked away with unhurried confidence, like you knew exactly the mess you were leaving in your wake.
James remained rooted in place, too stunned to move, like the rest of his body hadn’t caught up with what had just happened.
Crunch.
Sirius appeared beside him, seemingly conjured out of thin air, munching loudly on an apple with the casual demeanor of someone watching a soap opera.
"You’re done for, mate," he said cheerfully. "She’s gonna marry you."
James emitted a sound that hovered somewhere between a gasp and a wheeze.
Sirius thumped him on the back with unearned confidence. "Better start writing your vows."
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Charms was an unmitigated disaster.
James had spent the walk to class muttering desperate prayers to any higher power that might take pity on him. Maybe Flitwick would assign partners alphabetically. Or by wand length. Or perhaps he’d adopt some arbitrary sorting system blessed by divine chance—anything to keep James from sitting next to you.
No such luck.
The universe, as it turned out, had a cruel sense of humor.
You slid into the seat beside him, entirely casual, like his whole nervous system hadn’t just tried to exit his body at the sight of you.
“Hi,” you said simply.
“Hi,” he replied, voice cracking like a prepubescent banshee. He cleared his throat. “Hi.”
You tilted your head slightly. “You doing alright?”
He gave a thumbs-up. Then immediately regretted it. Who does that?
Sirius, two rows back, made eye contact and mimed a halo over his head.
Flitwick launched into a lecture on the Cheering Charm, but James only caught every fifth word. Something about “light-hearted energy” and “proper wand movement,” none of which applied to the doom currently devouring his insides. His palms were damp. His quill was trembling slightly. His knee wouldn’t stop bouncing under the desk.
You leaned closer, one elbow resting casually on the table as you peered at his parchment.
“Is that supposed to be a diagram of a wand or a tree?”
James blinked at the mess of lines he’d drawn. “It’s—neither. Abstract art.”
You grinned, wide and easy, and he felt it as a punch to the sternum. His heart lurched so hard it practically knocked the air out of him. You had no idea what that smile did to him—how it short-circuited whatever logic he had left.
You turned your attention back to your notes, but your voice was light. Curious. Teasing.
“Do you always talk like this to girls, or just me?”
James didn’t even have time to panic.
“It’s just you. Always been you.”
The words hit the air like a dropped pin in an empty room.
You blinked.
He stared at the table, mortified. His ears burned. He could feel Sirius’s psychic scream of glee from two rows away. He’d said it. Out loud. He’d said it out loud.
But you didn’t laugh, tease, or mock, as he had feared.
You only looked at him. Really looked at him.
Your expression held something quiet. Not surprise. Not pity. Something gentler—measured and soft. A flicker of understanding that warmed rather than burned.
James’s breath snagged in his throat. His fingers curled slightly around the base of his quill as he struggled to keep himself grounded. For one agonizing, wonderful moment, he thought he might cry—out of embarrassment, yes, but also because the moment was real.
And then—
You turned back to your wand.
Said nothing.
Your cheeks were slightly pink, your smile just barely visible as you bent over your parchment again. But you didn’t move away. You didn’t laugh it off. You stayed close, like the moment didn’t scare you the way it terrified him.
James blinked in the echo of it—your kindness, your quiet acceptance—completely undone.
He didn’t hear a word Flitwick said for the rest of class.
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After class, James moved quickly—too quickly—trying to pack his things before reality caught up with him. If he kept his head down, avoided eye contact, and exited fast enough, maybe he could outrun the emotional catastrophe he’d spent all day teetering on.
But you didn’t leave.
“James.”
His name stopped him cold. Charms book half-shoved into his bag, his spine went rigid.
Your voice was quiet—not sarcastic, not amused. Measured. Sincere.
He turned slowly, bracing for the worst. You were standing a few feet away, arms loosely crossed, your bag hanging off one shoulder. There was nothing smug about your posture. If anything, your presence felt... gentle. And somehow, that made it harder to bear.
Your expression was hard to read, but it held no sharp edges. There was a softness in your eyes, something patient and open, like you were holding back the question that had been building all class.
“Are you okay?”
The simplicity of it landed with an almost disproportionate weight.
Because you meant it.
James blinked, unprepared. His brain scrambled to summon a joke, a quip—something light enough to float him out of this moment.
But the truth arrived first.
"No," he said. "Not even remotely."
The honesty stunned him. It left his mouth before he could restrain it, like the words had slipped from a part of him he couldn't control. He winced as soon as it was out.
Desperate to recover, he backpedaled.
“I mean—I’m not sick or dying or anything. Just…” He gestured vaguely at himself. “Emotionally compromised. Mildly feral. Truthfully unwell."
He offered a crooked smile. It held, barely.
Your brows lifted. Not out of judgment, but consideration. You looked at him like his words were puzzle pieces you were quietly fitting together.
“Truthfully, hm?”
James looked away. Embarrassment bloomed hot across his face.
It was absurd how much weight that single word carried. He fiddled with the zipper of his bag as if the act could insulate him from further exposure.
“I don’t know what’s happening to me today,” he muttered. “My filter’s gone. I think something and then—I say it. And somehow, it’s always when you’re standing nearby.”
Still, you didn’t laugh. You didn’t mock. You didn’t flinch.
Instead, you took one small step closer.
And then, without saying anything else, you reached forward and gave the sleeve of his robes the gentlest tug. Just once. It wasn’t dramatic. It wasn’t performative. But it said everything: I see you. I’m still here.
James swallowed hard. His throat tightened, but this time not with panic. Something else. Something quiet. Something close to relief.
You turned and walked away, unhurried, the last rays of afternoon light catching in your hair as you rounded the corner.
The classroom was silent now.
James stood motionless for several seconds before lowering himself into the nearest chair like someone had been holding him upright all day and finally let go. His bag hung off one shoulder, forgotten. His hair fell into his eyes.
He tipped his head back and groaned—long, dramatic, utterly defeated: “I am so fucking doomed.”
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The Gryffindor common room was silent—eerily so.
James had barely stepped through the portrait hole when he sensed it. The stillness felt curated, like a scene hastily arranged moments before he entered.
He pivoted to leave, but Sirius materialized in his path, smiling with far too much innocence to be trusted.
“Where are you off to, Prongs?”
James squinted. “Nowhere. Anywhere. Just—not here.”
“Perfect,” Sirius chirped. “Come sit.”
Before James could object, Sirius ushered him toward the fireplace with the gentle coercion of someone leading a lamb to slaughter.
That’s when James saw you.
You were already seated on the sofa, legs folded beneath you, a forgotten book resting in your lap. The firelight danced across your features, softening the angles of your face in a golden glow.
James froze. "You planned this."
Sirius thumped him on the back. "Me? Never. Just a wildly convenient coincidence, right?"
You raised a skeptical eyebrow.
“Well, would you look at that,” Sirius said, clutching his chest like he was moved to tears. “Two of my dearest friends. Alone. In the same room. Under the same roof. By sheer happenstance.” He turned to you. “Don’t mind me—I’ll just be over here, not spying and definitely not listening in.”
He took a single, dramatic step back.
“Actually, no. I should go. Destiny awaits.”
James whipped around. “Sirius—”
“Good luck!” Sirius called over his shoulder, already ascending the stairs. “Also, feel free to profess undying love! Or don’t. But you probably should.”
The portrait hole sealed behind him.
James turned to face you. You had closed your book.
“That wasn’t subtle,” you said.
James exhaled and dragged a hand through his hair. “Not even a little.”
You rose, slow and deliberate. Arms folded—not defensive, but inquisitive.
“One question,” you said. “Why?”
James blinked. “Why...?”
You softened your tone. “Why have you been acting so strange today?”
That was all it took.
“I was dosed with a homemade version of Veritaserum,” James admitted, words tumbling out. “Sirius and Remus spiked my pumpkin juice this morning. For fun. That’s why I’ve been blurting things I’d normally take to the grave. Especially around you.”
He hesitated. Took a breath.
“Even so—I meant every word.”
You didn’t interrupt.
James’s voice quieted, like he was running out of room in his own chest.
“I don’t think I’ve ever outright lied to you, not really. It’s more that I’ve been pretending. Like saying 'morning' without letting it mean anything. Sitting near you and pretending I wasn’t waiting for you to notice.”
He let that hang between you.
“I can’t believe it took a bloody potion for me to admit I’m in love with you. I think I’ve known for ages. Maybe since third year, when you lent me your notes and smiled like I hadn’t just failed spectacularly. Or maybe fifth year, when you hexed Mulciber for picking on that first-year and shrugged it off like it was nothing. I’ve carried it for so long it stopped feeling urgent. It just became part of me.”
The fire crackled. James stared into it, hoping he would vanish.
“I didn’t plan to say that either,” he murmured under his breath.
You studied him.
Then, voice barely above a whisper: “You’re in love with me?”
He nodded, completely genuine. “Madly.”
And when you kissed him—softly, surely, like you’d already decided—James forgot how to stand still. One hand found your waist like it had always known where to go; the other hovered, then gently cupped your cheek, as though the moment might dissolve if he wasn’t careful.
Your lips were warm and real, and James felt his entire body lit with quiet flame.
You kissed him like it hadn’t scared you off. Like maybe it had pulled you closer.
When you broke apart—just enough to breathe—your forehead pressed against his.
“You really are strange, Potter,” you said.
James let out a shaky laugh. “You kissed me anyway.”
You smiled. “I suppose I like strange.”
And for once, James Potter didn’t need to speak. But if he had to, he’d spend the rest of his life figuring out the right words for you.
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By morning, Remus and Sirius had double-checked the potion’s timeline. It had likely worn off sometime around Charms.
Everything after that? All James.
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livelaughlovebeinggod · 27 days ago
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This post is for the people who are procrastinating on applying the law or for those who need a wake up call. ‼️
what if you had never found the law?
Or let's say there's a parallel reality where you never stumbled upon the law of assumption. That you with the same circumstances but without the knowledge of the law, how would they have felt? For many, it would feel like their horrible reality would never change, how helpless they must be feeling, thinking about all the hardwork they need to do in order to achieve something, thinking that there's no shortcut to life and they've to do far more than just lifting a finger, they've to chase after life relentlessly just to live their dreams and the list goes on...all this just because they're limited in their mind, they're not aware of just how powerful their mind and their assumptions are, just because they're not aware that they can have absolutely anything and everything just by assuming they have it. They would have lived their entire life feeling like they've no control over their life, having that hope that maybe one day it would all change but unfortunately it never does. You come to your last stage of life with nothing but regrets because you wanted to do so many things but either didn't have the time or you just didn't have the courage to "take action" on them.
Seems horrifying? It is.
Now let's flip the script!
GOOD NEWS!
YOUR LIFE IS NOT THE WAY I DESCRIBED ABOVE.
You're blessed and lucky enough to have the knowledge about the law of assumption. I would have certainly felt helpless and hopeless if i didn't know about the law of assumption with my circumstances, i would've felt like giving up but this is not the case, I know about the law, i know it IS possible to have the life of my dreams and more, oh how blessed i am. Then why the hell am i procrastinating on doing the bare minimum?! imagine the things you would have to do in order to achieve those dreams if you didn't know about the law? Damn I'm exhausted even thinking about it! But guess what? With the law, u know all you have to do is just assume it's already done and persist! You don't have to even lift a finger let alone doing anything more than that. It's this easy.
Just think about it.
It's that easy so why are you procrastinating or why are you not taking accountability and changing your life? YOU LITERALLY CANNOT BE MORE BLESSED THAN THIS. Like imagine getting whatever you want with just your assumptions?! Even a fairytale falls short of what cheat code we know now. You're not realising just HOW FREAKING LUCKY AND POWERFUL YOU ARE.
This is not just a post to motivate you, this is a WAKE UP CALL, I'm calling you out rn and telling you to end this cycle, NOW. I need you to step aside from ur phone or Tumblr after you've read this post and just think about it, what are you doing? You could be living ur dream life by now if u had just applied the law and stayed consistent with it but here you are, consuming more loa content as if it's all not just the same information you've read a hundred times. The law is simple, too simple actually.
DECIDE YOU HAVE IT & PERSIST. THAT'S IT.
There's no other magical information out there, you WILL NOT get your desires if you don't apply the law. It cannot get easier than this. There are people who don't have ANY idea about the law, they're living a limited life, but you? You know about the thing people would sell their souls just to find out about it, and here you are still procrastinating as if you don't actually hold the power of the whole universe inside your mind and all you need is a decision and commitment to that decision.
It's either you decide to CHANGE YOUR LIFE AND FINALLY END THIS CYCLE or GET THIS LOOP GOING FOREVER. It's upto you. No one's coming to save you and it doesn't have to be scary, no one's coming to save you because you're enough to save yourself. You've all the power you'll ever need. Stop doubting your power. Actually applying the law and being consistent is scary and hard because your mind is too familiar living in hell that even heaven starts to feel uncomfortable but trust me, once you come out of that comfort bubble, you'll see that you were living in a tunnel all your life when there was a whole universe outside waiting for you to come out.
You can do it. Now, GO DO IT.
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rafecameronssl4t · 10 months ago
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Gold, Coffee, and Mabel || Rafe Cameron x fem!reader
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Summary: based on s3 ep 7 with that scene above except it includes reader and Mabel 🥰🥰
Warnings: swearing, other than that fluff!!!
Word count: 1,036
A/n: yeah I procrastinated and wrote this in like 5 mins
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"And you're sure this guy’s good?" Barry asks, his voice tinged with doubt as he glances sideways at Rafe, who walks beside him, hands casually stuffed in his pockets. They round the corner, and Rafe hums in response, clearly unconcerned.
"I mean, we’ve got a lot of people to see today," Rafe adds, a smirk tugging at the corners of his mouth. He doesn’t even look at Barry, his gaze sweeping over the street with anticipation. It’s clear to Barry that Rafe is in his element, the prospect of a profitable day of gold-selling putting a spring in his step.
Rafe was confident, and that confidence was infectious. Today was going to be a good day. Hell, it was going to be a great day. He could feel it in his bones. Barry opens his mouth to ask about the next move, but the words die on his lips as Rafe suddenly comes to a halt.
Barry nearly collides with him, caught off guard by the abrupt stop. "What the fuck?" Barry blurts out, confusion etched on his face. Rafe doesn’t answer, his focus now entirely on a woman sitting at an outdoor table at a nearby café.
Without a word, he strides over to her, placing a hand on her shoulder and leaning down to kiss her, leaving Barry standing there like an idiot. It’s only when he sees the way Rafe's lips curve into a familiar smile that Barry realises who the woman is. It’s you.
“What are you doing here?” Rafe asks, his voice softening, a warm smile spreading across his face as he takes in the sight of you and Mabel. The hard edge that usually defines Rafe’s tone melts away, replaced by something warmer, gentler. You glance up at him, a bright smile lighting up your features.
"Having brunch with Mom," you reply adjusting Mabel so that Rafe can scoop her up into his arms. He does so effortlessly, his movements tender as he cradles his daughter against his chest.
Barry, still trying to piece together what's happening, blurts out, “Shit, almost didn't recognise ya-” , but Rafe cuts him off with a sharp look. "Language, Barry," Rafe says, his voice low and warning, a stark contrast to the affectionate tone he just used with you.
Barry throws his hands up in mock surrender. "My bad, my bad," he mutters, glancing at you with an apologetic smile. You chuckle at his usual antics. "Maybe because of my hair," you say, running a hand through your freshly coloured locks, your eyes bright as you wait for Barry's reaction.
"Looks good," Barry says, genuine in his compliment. You thank him with a nod, your eyes crinkling in the corners. As Rafe settles into a chair, Mabel perched contentedly on his lap, Barry shifts his weight, reminding himself of the job they’re supposed to be doing.
“Country club, don’t we need to get goin'?” he prods, noticing how comfortable Rafe seems, his focus entirely on entertaining Mabel, who giggles at his playful antics. You smile at the sight, feeling a warmth in your chest before you turn to Barry. “Busy day ahead?” you ask, a knowing glint in your eye.
Barry shoots a glance at Rafe, who seems completely absorbed in his role as a father, oblivious to the conversation and Barry’s questioning gaze. “Uh, yeah. Apparently so,” Barry replies with a chuckle, still not entirely sure how this unexpected stop fits into their tight schedule.
“I’m just going to order some coffee for my mom, I'll be two seconds,” you say, standing up from the table. "I’ll come with you. Might as well grab a coffee while we’re here," Rafe says, rising to his feet. He looks down at Mabel, then back at Barry with a grin. “Mind holdin' her for a minute?”
Before Barry can protest, Rafe is already handing Mabel over to him. Barry’s eyes widen in panic as Mabel, with her big blue eyes, stares up at him with a curious expression. He stands there stiff as a board, awkwardly patting her back and trying to figure out how to hold a baby without looking like a complete idiot.
As Rafe and you disappear into the café, Barry glances nervously at the door, silently begging one of you to come back quickly. At first, Mabel seems fine, but then her bottom lip starts to tremble. Before Barry can react, she lets out a wail, her cries escalating quickly. “Fuck—shit! No, no, no, please don’t cry,” Barry mutters under his breath, his heart racing as he tries to bounce her gently, but her cries only grow louder.
Just as Mabel’s wails reach a peak, you emerge from the café with Rafe right behind you. Relief floods Barry’s face, but it’s quickly replaced by anxiety as you approach, your eyebrows raised in a mix of concern and amusement.
“Did you make my daughter cry?” you ask, taking Mabel in your arms, though there’s a teasing lilt to your voice that Barry is too flustered to pick up on. Barry looks like a deer caught in headlights, especially under Rafe’s intense gaze. “What? No! I swear, I didn’t do anything—” Barry stammers, his face flushed, but you laugh, placing a comforting hand on his arm.
“I’m just messing with you. She’s probably just hungry,” you say, glancing at your watch before pulling out Mabel’s bottle. Barry lets out a nervous chuckle, scratching the back of his neck as the tension slowly eases from his shoulders.
Rafe watches the interaction with a smirk, clearly amused by Barry’s discomfort. “Well, we should get going,” Rafe finally says, leaning in to give you a kiss before gently pressing his lips to Mabel’s forehead. She’s already drinking her bottle, her little hands reaching up to grab at Rafe’s chin, making you chuckle softly at the adorable sight.
"I’ll see you at home later," Rafe says warmly, his eyes locking with yours as he leans in for one last kiss. He gives Mabel a gentle smile before glancing back at you, a lingering look full of affection. With a final nod, he turns to Barry, the smile still playing on his lips, as they head off to make a shit ton of money.
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crushmeeren · 5 months ago
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イ JEALOUSY
⋆ note ; having rampant thoughts about alucard so….. yeah, here i am. still procrastinating my other fic, continuing to insert myself into this fandom lmao. don’t ask where this idea came from, cuz I’d say I pulled it from my ass.
⋆ suggestive-ish content, cursing.
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Studying Alucard, at the irritated scrunch of his nose, at the expression that displays his holier than thou attitude — well, you determine that jealousy looks good on him.
The menacing air that surrounds him, the sharp fang poking out over his bottom lip, you’re sure it’s scaring everyone within his vicinity. He’s sulking, but he’s still terrifying.
You’d thought bringing your husband to the bar tonight would be a good change of pace. Alucard spends so much time of his free time holed up inside, acting every bit like the centuries old half vampire he is, you wanted him to live a little.
Convincing him to ditch his black coat and put on a silky white button up was, surprisingly, the most difficult part.
Somehow you’d ended up on the dance floor. Alone. Putting on a show for Alucard, encouraging him to join the crowd and dance with you while he sat pretty in a torn up booth. You’d been so eager for him to let loose. To slide up behind you, grab your hips like a lifeline, and place hot kisses all over the side of your throat until he got so worked up he’d drag you home and shove your face in the sheets.
You’re on the verge of hooking him, the heavy beat of the music thumping in your chest, when strange fingers circle around your outstretched wrist. You jump, gasping as you whip towards the unknown source. A man with shaggy brown hair tugs you closer, a silly smile pointed at you.
The man raises his voice to be heard over the speakers. “Why’re you all alone doll? Need a partner to grind that sweet ass against?”
You twist your wrist free, brows shooting up at the blunt statement. What the fuck? “Uh no, I’m not alone. My husband is here. So please leave me the hell alone,” you reply, tone firm in your rejection. You take a step backwards, creating some distance.
He follows, crowding in way too close for comfort. “Ya sure about that? I don’t see him anywhere.”
That’s when you choose to shoot Alucard a look asking for help. That’s when you notice his furious features and your stomach lurches with heat, flipping upside down.
Your husband is positioning himself between you and the stranger before you can blink, pushing his chest roughly with a look of disdain, a nasty curl to his lip.
“Adrian,” you start. “He’s not worth your time.” You grab his elbow but Alucard holds up a hand, directing his attention to the other man, who’s now staring at him in disbelief.
“What the hell man? Who do you think you are Adri—,”
Alucard cuts him off with a hiss. “Do not utter my name, you filthy fucking animal. If you dare lay another hand on my wife, I’ll rip the limb from your body. Do you understand?” he threatens, destroying the distance between himself and the stranger.
You’re on the tips of your toes, eyes darting between both men. The unwanted stranger, who appears to retain some sense about him, snaps his jaw shut and raises his hands in surrender. He spins in the opposite direction and scurries out of sight.
Alucard remains frozen in place. You side step him, then shift until you’re face to face. He rolls the tension from his shoulders once your hands settle on his chest, meeting your burning gaze and flushed face. The intensity in his eyes lights you up inside, the tips of your fingers tingling.
No other thoughts come to mind besides “that was so hot, my husband is so fucking hot. i want him.” And you tell him so.
He chuckles, lifting one hand to cradle your cheek, thumb running across your bottom lip. “Did I make you ravenous for me, my love? I was unaware my possessive nature appealed to you so sweetly,” He teases, leaning in to kiss your cheek.
You nod, desperate to go home. “Adrian,” you plead. “C’mon, stop teasing.”
He places his lips against your ear and murmurs “If that’s your desire, then we shall leave this place. I’ll show you that you’re completely, utterly, mine.”
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イ here’s the real question…does anyone want an nsfw part 2?
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jayhyunglover · 6 months ago
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Send my love to your next lover
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Pairing: Zayne x non mc reader (reader is Zayne's wife )
Synopsis: you've been married to Zayne since 2 years now but you knew you weren't the one he longed for . You weren't her and you will never be.
Content: angst (hurt with no comfort)
Pt2 here
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Zayne's hand tapped restlessly against the steering wheel , eyes flickering from time to time to the bouquet of spider lilies on his passenger seat . They were your favorite when he asked why you said it was because they symbolized Goodbye and that you always end up saying Goodbye to the things you loved the most.
He really hoped this would pull out a smile from you at least . You've been distant those days , argument after arguments piled up combined with his busy schedule who didn't make things easier but he promised himself he'd make it up to you. Tonight at last.
When he finally pulled in your shared house hallway he hastily got out the car , grabbing the bouquet of flowers to make his way inside but strangely every lights were off.
Haven't you came back from work already? His eyebrows furrowed in confusion
Opening the front door he called out for your ne but no response came. He was starting to get worried, searching frantically through the house but there were no trace of you anywhere.
No this couldn't be . You couldn't have left him. You would never right?
But as he stood in the painfully empty house even him was starting to doubt his own words.
Losing hope he plopped himself down on the couch, running a nervous hand through his hair when the corner of his caught a faint glow
Your wedding ring.
Zayne abruptly picked it up on the coffee table . It was resting against a pile of papers.
What the hell are those ? He fiddled with the papers. Eyes scanning over them
No no no this couldn't be.
Opening the letter his eyes bulged out of his sockets ,heart dropping in his stomach.
"I am giving you up."
No hubby , no my lil snowman no nothing straight to the point
"You weren't mine in the first place, even if I was the one you wake up with every morning,  your heart belongs to her . Even if I was the one you spent time with , your heart longed for her.
I am not sad , do not worry . I knew what I signed up for .
Be happy Dr Zayne with your Jasmine,  your love and I'll be happy with my freedom. Even if my heart will always belong to you at least now I won't have to look at you and wish I was someone else.
I am giving you up and forgive it all. So please set me free.
Goodbye Dr Zayne, be happy and send my love to your next lover ."
                      Your dear (ex) wife.
Zayne felt the bile rising up his throat.
This has to be a joke , some prank. You'd never leave like that , not after all this time. You made vows , he vowed to keep you safe , protect you , love you. He couldn't send your love to his next lover because there wouldn't be any.
You were always the one , even when he makes you feel like you weren't. He always knew deep down.
He didn't even realize at first he was crying just small droplets falling on the paper blurring his vision.
True you will never be his Jasmine because you were so much more, his wife , his love. Sure you weren't his first but you will always be his last , there won't be any next lover to send your love to.
Tag list: @mangooes @yourlocalcatscammer
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A/N: I am procrastinating so much on his Snow White fic that I had to post something to make up for it.
Also I couldn't stop listening to Send my love by Adele and Zayne angst is my favorite snack soooooo. (Eat up y'all)
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temporarywelcome · 8 months ago
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Please? - Peter Maximoff
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The Ask: I humbly ask for a Peter Maximoff smut, I'm thinking y/n either a: distracts him while he is playing his arcade games, b: using whipped cream to give him a lil sweet treat while fucking, or c: literally any smut of this man, I need him. Preferably him being a little cocky/silly, but when you actually do anything he is a whimpering mess praising you. - @envy-of-greed
I give you... Option A.
WARNINGS: SMUT! oral (m recieve), handjob, mommy kink, praise, reader is a tease, reader is MEAN, sub!peter, dom!reader, Peter becomes a MESS, reader calls him "pup" and "puppy" like once, aftercare, alluding to punishment
A/N: gonna work on a Spencer Reid fluff/comedic fic next
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Peter was annoying as hell.
She loved him to bits, she would do absolutely anything for him, but she was allowed to admit her boyfriend was a complete terror?
Y/N was peacefully sitting in her room when her telephone had rang. Placing down her magazine, she reached for it, bringing it to her ear, “Hello?”
“Babeeee,”
What a surprise this was. Peter Maximoff, who usually would just show up unannounced with his super speed, decided to give her a phone call?
“Peter? What’s the occasion?” she asked with a smile, leaning back against her pillows, twirling the telephone’s wire in her newly manicured fingers. 
“Eh, I just remember you saying you like phone calls, the bonding or whatever. So i wanted to give you one.”
That made her heart melt. This little terror was sometimes a complete angel as well. “Yeah…” Y/N replied, “I love phone calls. Your voice sounds so nice on the phone, by the way,”
She could already picture him blushing. “I-It does? I mean, of course, yeah it does! I’m Peter freaking Maximoff, babe. Everything about me is top-tier,”
“You could work on your baking skills,” she mused, remembering literally every single time she would attempt to bake something with him. Flour everywhere. Remnants of cake or brownie batter on his face because he just had to eat some (a lot). Firealarm going off. Burnt baked goods. Every. Single. Time.
“Bitch! Every baking failure is your fault for always distracting me!” he whined in protest.
“How the hell do I distract you? I’m baking too!” 
“ ‘Cause you’re pretty,” Peter replied cheekily, and she knew he would have wiggled his eyebrows if she could see him, “How am I supposed to focus?”
“Stop making excuses for your terrible baking skills. Even if I wasn’t there, you would be a mess,”
“For different reasons,” Peter scoffed, “I can’t bake by myself, I need your guidance,”
“But you can’t bake with me either because you allegedly get distracted. Sounds like you just can’t bake,”
“Fuck off,” he grumbled, making her laugh, “Let’s get to more important business: when can I pick you up?”
“I wasn’t aware of being picked up at all,”
“Yeah well I’m picking you up. I wanna spend some time with you!” she could hear his excited tone that was so uniquely Peter. Everything about him was unique. Everything about him was different and weird and strange and she loved every part of him. 
“Well…” Y/N sighed, “I was going to start on some homework…”
“Boooo! College student booooo!”
“Shit, excuse me for wanting an education. Better than planning on living in my mom’s basement for the rest of my life,” she teased.
“Ouch. Fine. Can’t you do your homework later?”
“I’ve been procrastinating on it,” Y/N set down her magazine, getting off of the bed and walking to her desk, stretching her body as far as she could with the limits of the phone cord. Fingertips brushing against her notebook, she was able to grab it, nestling back into her bed and opening it, “Shit, it’s a lot.”
“Who cares? Finish it tomorrow!”
“It’s due in the morning.”
She could already tell he was pouting, she knew him so well. “Can’t you do it at my place?”
“You mean your mom’s place?” Y/N decided to keep teasing him. Peter was pretty much a loser, not really having any plans in life other than to lounge in his mom’s basement playing video games and eating twinkies for eternity. He thought he was a loser, Y/N’s parents thought he was a loser (which is why they don’t like him much), even Y/N thought he was a loser when they had first met. 
Yet here she was, smiling like an idiot while babbling on the telephone with said loser. Said loser who always gives her (stolen) gifts. Said loser who comes over at random points in the day just to say he loves her (superspeed is pretty handy). Said loser who named his Dungeons and Dragons character after her (however, he was such a loser, he didn’t have many people to play it with). Said loser who would scoff and pout whenever she would tease him about being her future house husband (well, what else would he be, if he just plays video games and dotes on her all day?) Her favorite loser. 
“Yes,” Peter deadpanned, “My mom’s place. Now may I come over so I can escort you to my mom’s place?”
She pretended to think about it, hearing his soft breathing on the other line as he waited for her to answer, “Fine. No distractions though!” 
“Yes, ma’am,”
Y/N opened her mouth to say something else, jumping when she heard a harsh knock on her window. Whipping her head towards the source of the noise, she rolled her eyes with a laugh. Peter, waving at her with his usual happy dorky expression. Placing the phone back down onto its receiver, Y/N rushed towards the window, opening it. “Babe!”
“Missed me?” he asked with a smirk, zipping into her room and right past her, making her roll her eyes again. He picked up her notebook, examining the pages, “Ew ew ew. What the hell are you studying again?”
“Psychology,” Y/N sat on the bed, slipping her sneakers on and tying them. 
“Boring,” he sped off in a blur to her desk, grabbing a pencil, and rushing back to her notebook. 
She didn’t even notice, focused on her sneakers, but when she raised her head and saw him drawing on her notebook, her facial expression soured, “Pietro Maximoff!” she snatched the notebook back, flicking his forehead. 
“Hey!” he gasped dramatically, “Ain’t no way you used my real name.”
“You misbehave to the point I have to like a mom,” Y/n replied dryly, going off to her closet to grab her bag. Brows furrowing, she dug around a bit, “Shit… Dunno where my bag went-”
“Ahem,”
Y/N didn’t even have to turn to know what that meant. But she did, and, not to her surprise, Peter was holding her bag with a smirk on his face. 
“Asshole,” she grumbled, crossing her arms over her chest. She knew him well. If she attempted to grab the bag, he would just zoom off somewhere else to tease her. 
“Aren’t you going to get it?” he asked with faux innocence, holding it out to her. 
“Fuck that, I know what you’re planning,” Y/N shook her head, raising her brow at him expectantly, “Drop the bag,”
“Um, am I a dog?” He placed a hand to his chest, jaw dropping like the drama king he was. He should have been in theatre when he was in school. 
“Do I have to treat you like one?” Y/N threatened boldly, “Come on, pup, drop the bag,”
Peter’s eyes widened and he dropped the bag, “You did not just say that,” 
“Well, it worked,” Y/N smirked, grabbing her bag and planting a kiss on his cheek, “Good boy,” She began throwing her supplies for her homework into her bag, unaware of the growing dent in his pants. 
“Bitch,” he mumbled to himself, too quiet for her to hear. 
“Alright, I’m ready to go,” she announced, slinging her bag over her shoulder. He just stood there, eyes glazed over. “Earth to Peter?” she snapped her fingers in his face twice before he blinked, coming back down to society. 
“Okayletsgetoutofhere,” he word vomited, grabbing her waist (with one hand on her neck, of course! Gotta prevent that whiplash!), and within seconds, they were in his room (the basement). 
“Shit, am I ever gonna get used to that?” Y/N laughed, flopping onto his unmade bed in dizziness. Before she could react, Peter dived in on top of her, making her let out a pained, “Oof!” and a “Peter!”
A childish giggle left him, arms going around her waist as he nuzzled into her neck, “Hm?”
“Can’t breathe,”
“Are you calling me fat?”
“I apologize, my dainty little princess,” she deadpanned, arms going around him too. Yes, he was crushing her, but she honestly didn’t care, pressing a kiss to the top of his head. She then felt something on her thigh. Felt like something was poking-
Oh.
Oh.
She smirked, but didn’t say anything about what she just realized, casually stroking his hair, “My pretty puppy,”
He gasped, immediately dashing off. Poor thing was flustered, playing one of his (stolen) arcade games, back turned to her. 
“What’s wrong?” Y/N immediately got to teasing him, “I thought we were cuddling?”
“Wanna game,” he replied simply, and his ears went red. Cutie pie. 
“You wanna game? But I thought you wanted to spend time with me?” she laughed.
“You said you wanted to do your homework,” 
“True true…” she opened up her notebook, glancing at his squirming figure, “You dancin’, love?”
“No, I’m not dancing,” was all he said. There were plenty of times he didn’t catch onto her teasing, which was always adorable. This seemed to be one of them.
“Then why are you moving like that?” 
“Like what?” Now he was playing dumb. He groaned as he died in the game, restarting it.
She slid off of the bed, walking to him and wrapping her arms around his waist from behind. Resting her chin on his shoulder, she said, “You’re acting funny, darling,” she pressed a kiss to the side of his neck, feeling him tense under her touch.
“N-No, I’m not,”
“Oh, really?” One hand reached out, tucking a strand of hair behind his ear before planting a kiss there, “You’ve been acting funny ever since I called you a good boy,” His breath hitched, making her smirk, “I didn’t know calling you that would have such an effect on you, baby. Maybe it’s because you’re so bratty, you don’t hear that often, huh?”
“Stoooop,” he whined, losing in his game again, “You made me lose,” Peter pouted. 
“Hm,” she let her hands drop lower, fiddling with the button of his pants absentmindedly, “You must be slacking, Peter! You should be able to game under any condition, right?”
“But-”
“Nuhuh,” she pressed a finger to his plush lips, “No ‘but’s from you. We gotta practice your concentration skills, my love. They’re lacking,” she unbuttoned his jeans, making him gasp. His hands were gripping the game’s controls tightly, however they were unmoving as she palmed him through his boxers. “Hey,” she roughly squeezed his length, making him squeak cutely. “Did I say you could stop? C’mon, time to practice.” 
“S-Sorry, Y/N,” he stuttered out, hitting restart again. She squeezed his cock through his boxers again, earning a whine from him. 
“Now what do you call me when I play with you?” Y/N asked tauntingly, running a single finger over his clothed length. Up and down. Up and down. Up and-
“Mommy,” he bit his bottom lip to keep himself from moaning. 
“That’s right, darling, I’m Mommy,” She stepped away, confusing him, until she got down on the floor, crawling right between him and the game. “Mommy’s going to take care of your pretty cock now, okay?” Her hands trailed towards the belt loops of his jeans as she spoke, “You are not allowed to stop playing your game. Each in-game death is two spanks. You’re not allowed to cum till you clear three levels, understood?”
Peter’s cheeks flared up and he nodded excitedly, “Yes, Mommy,” 
“Good boy,” she purred, pulling down his pants and letting them pool at his ankles. Fingers dipping into the waistband of his boxers, she cooed, already noticing a small wet patch, “So excited, huh?” she pulled down his boxers, letting them join his pants on the floor. Y/N stuck out her index finger, letting it run along his cock like before. Up and down. Up and down. Up and-
“-Mommy,” Peter whined, “Stop teasing me, please,”
“Oh? The bratty boy is using his manners?” she cooed, wrapping her fingers around his thick length and slooooowly stroking him, “Remember the rules and everything will feel amazing, yeah?”
He nodded, sucking in a breath, “Y-Yeah,” Peter tried to focus on his game, he really did, trying his best to get his character past the villainous NPCs. But as soon as Y/N began to stroke faster, he whimpered, his character being slain. 
“Oh?” Y/N smirked, pausing her movements and making him whine more, “Already lost? That’s two spanks, darling,”
“Sorry, Mommy…” He mumbled in embarrassment, restarting the game, “I won't do it again- fuck,” She started stroking him again, the delicious feeling going straight to his pretty little head. Any sort of sexual intimacy would immediately make his brain short-circuit, causing him to be complete putty in her hands.
“I know you won’t do it again, Peter, because you’re a good boy, right?” Y/N’s lips curled into a little smile, leaning forward to press a kiss to his tip, continuing to stroke him. “You’re my good boy?”
“Mhm,” he nodded, bottom lip between his teeth as he attempted his game again, his avatar jumping through obstacles and avoiding approaching enemies, “I’m y-your good boy- ughhh,” she wrapped her pretty lips around his tip, teasingly sucking on it. He bit his bottom lip again, hard enough to draw blood. 
Peter couldn’t help it, he took a glance down at Y/N, mouth going dry seeing her sucking on his tip, stroking him in a steady rhythm with her own eyes looking dead at his. His eyes widened seeing her take him deeper into her mouth, eyes not leaving his for even a second.
Game over.
He looked up at the screen of his game, realizing his character died again. Fuck. 
Y/N pulled her mouth off of his dick with a pop, making him whimper, “Two more spanks, darling. That’s four now.”
This was going to suck. This was going to suck in the best way possible. 
“Didn’t you say you were going to be a good boy?” Y/N asked, pouting exageratively, “I remember you saying you were going to be a good boy,”
“I am your good boy!” Peter huffed, crossing his arms over his chest. 
Y/N laughed, pressing a kiss to his thigh, “You’re so cute, baby. Now, c’mon, start the game again. You’ll never get to cum at this rate.”
Poor thing panics, starting the game up again. He began spamming the buttons desperately, wanting to clear those three levels so Y/N would allow him to cum. Overstimulation was hot as hell, but edging was terrible (which is why that was her usual punishment for him).  
Her lips were on him again, sucking hard, and poor guy was seeing fucking stars trying to focus on this damn fucking game. He was a good gamer, these levels should be easy to clear, but when Mommy is sucking his cock how is he able to focus on such a thing? He would rather abandon the game and fuck her like a bitch in heat, which is certainly what he felt like at that moment. 
It was torture. Spamming buttons desperately, not beating the level, the threat of edging and spanking in the air. He was going crazy.
“Thats ten spanks now, baby,” Y/N said after another failed level, “I thought you were good at games,”
“I-I am!” He exclaimed, “It's hard to fucking focus when you're sucking the soul out of me!” A pout formed on his pretty lips, brows furrowed as he attempted to play the level again. 
“Watch your tone, Peter,” Y/N glared at him, making him feel emotional. Whenever he was in a vulnerable place like this, it's embarrassingly easy for him to burst into tears. Especially because during any form of intimacy he was baby or darling or something cute, never Peter. Why would she call him by his name? Was he being bad?
“Sorry, Mama,” he mumbled.
Y/N couldn't help but smile softly, being reminded once again how much she adored him. Her pretty boy. Her favorite loser. Being called her titles by him always made her weak at the knees. “I know, baby,” she was a soft domme at heart, she can't be mad at him. Ever. He was her baby and he deserved the whole world. “Let's try this again, okay?”
She waited for him to nod before taking him into her mouth again. His pretty tip was red and hot in her mouth, dribbling pre-cum on her tongue as she swirled the muscle along. 
He finally beat the first level, moving on to the next excitedly. He was getting somewhere now! Soon he'll be allowed to cum and maybe Y/N will let him inside…
Yes, he really wanted to be inside her. 
Y/N began taking him deeper into her mouth, and fuck he felt his tip nudge the back of her throat so perfectly he wanted to cum. So bad. But he won't because he's a good boy and he's not going to cum until he's allowed to. 
That was the plan, at least.
But his name was Quicksilver for a reason and he could feel himself getting closer and closer to the edge. His left hand was gripping the joystick painfully hard, knuckles white as he moved it around in an attempt to get his character across the map to the next level. 
He finally made it to the third level, sighing in relief. He was getting somewhere. Almost to the end. She was bobbing her head up and down, one hand gently rubbing his tender balls, bringing him closer and closer to release. 
“AhI’msoclosethatfeelssogoodthankyouthankyouI’msoclose” he babbled out, speaking practically a mile a minute. A wide grin appeared on his face once he cleared the third level, “IdiditcanIcomenowpleasecanIcumnow-”
She pulled off of his dick again, making him groan in both desperation and annoyance, “You cleared the level? Good job, sweetie. I guess I can let you cum now…” They both stared at each other, Peter panting and his chest rising with each labored breath, Y/N batting her eyelashes at him meanly, continuing to tease him. He was ready to just start fucking her face and go wild, but he told himself he was going to behave.
So he’s going to behave. 
Ugh, but why does she have to make it so hard? 
“Can you keep going?” he finally asked.
“Should I, though?”
“You… You promised!” he gasped, eyes widening in panic.
“Hmmm, I don’t remember promising anything,” she replied, trailing her finger along his shaft like she always did when she wanted to fucking tease him. Up and down up and down up and down-
“Please?” Was she really going to make him beg? She knew he hated begging, which is probably why she enjoyed making him do that so much. 
All she did was hum, continuing with that aggravating motion of her finger, fucking asshole. 
“Please, Mommy?” he grumbled, hands balling into fists at his sides to keep him from going crazy. Think with your head and not your dick, Peter.
Y/N gave him another mean smirk, “That’s my boy…” she went straight back to sucking him off, and he was back to being a fucking mess. 
“ThatfeelssogoodyoualwaysdosogoodfuckI’mgoingtocumcanIcumpleasepleaseplease-”
She nodded, not stopping her sucking motion for even a second. However, his eyes were screwed shut so he didn’t even notice, continuing to beg to cum till she released his dick from her mouth and said, “You can cum, baby,” with a little laugh before going right back to work. 
And within two seconds of being back inside her mouth, he was cumming hard, hands going to her hair for something to keep him grounded. When she pulled away from his cock once again, she swallowed without a second thought, rubbing his thigh soothingly, “You still there, baby?”
“Mhm,” Peter was a known chatterbox, everybody knew this. But every time after cumming, his desire to speak would vanish, the need to just be held and taken care of overpowering all else. 
So Y/N stood up, taking his hand, “Let’s lay down, yeah?” She knew Peter could not last long, however, he could bounce back extremely fast. Just some cuddles will do, and he’ll be back to either a) yapping her ear off, or b) being hard as a rock. Or both. Who knows? 
She laid down on his (unmade) bed, pulling him down beside her, “You need anything, baby?” He simply shrugged, arms going around her waist and resting his head on her shoulder, “Water?” He shook his head. “Snack?” Fast nod. Of course. “Alright,” she went to sit up, but he immediately tightened his grip on her. “Didn’t you want a snack?” she laughed.
He thought for a moment before hesitantly releasing her from his hold, allowing her to get up and go to his practical tower of Hostess treats, grabbing a box of Twinkies. His favorite. Sitting back down, she opened up the box, unwrapping a cakey treat while he leaned against her again. 
“Here you go,” she said softly, letting Peter pluck the dessert from her hand and eat it. It was silent as he ate, her hand going to his hair to gently stroke the silver strands. 
“Thank you,” he mumbled after he finished, looking up at her with a cute smile, “You always know just what I need,” he nuzzled his nose into her neck, inhaling her scent. “Love you,”
“Love you too, baby,” she kissed his head, sighing peacefully, “So… about that punishment…”
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hrts4nagi · 5 months ago
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best friends brother!
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my best friend's brother is the one for me!
pairing :: itoshi sae x gn!reader (short implied)
synopsis :: third year of high school and graduation is right around the corner! you have so many great and upcoming things up ahead. some planned and some unplanned.
what definitely wasn’t planned was falling for itoshi sae, more commonly known as your best friend’s brother.
what a way to break the pact.
wc :: 2.3k
extra :: i love the victorious sound track!!!! p.s listen to best friend's brother for a better experience :>
the best friend pact - rules:
#1 - always be happy for each other
#2 what was number two again?
#3 - do not fall for your itoshi sae
SUCCESS FAILED
shit.
well, to be completely fair it’s not like you meant to fall for itoshi sae right? it’s not like you were always searching for him as soon as you entered the room. it’s not like you didn’t mean to get lost in his gorgeous teal eyes. or the way you’d get sneak a peek at his abs whenever he had to wipe the sweat from his forehead.
who am i kidding?
you’re completely, utterly, hopelessly in love with itoshi sae. did i mention he was your best friend’s brother?
who knew a pact made 12 years ago would be the sole cause of your distress?
the rules have gotten fuzzy over the years but the one clear rule rin emphasized every time was to not fall for sae. he claimed it was because they have the same eyes, eyelashes, and name. he thinks it would be the equivalent of you dating him.
and he does not like the sound of that.
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“reo i’m so screwed!” you flop onto his king-sized mattress rolling around face covering your eyes.
“hey! at least change out of your uniform before rolling around in my bed.” he scolds.
you stuck out your tongue at him in response earning a scoff back. “i wish i could lay here all day," you sigh contently.
“that’s what i’ve been saying,” you yelp not noticing the white-haired boy under the covers.
gasping, you clutch your chest in shock. “what the hell, nagi? have you been here this whole time?”
“yah, you woke me up the second you landed on me.”
he rubs his eyes before sitting up. “hey, y/n while you’re here can you make those buldak noodles you always make? i really want something spicy."
“yeah sure, reo do you still any packets left?”
he sighs before pulling some out of the cabinet. “only for you guys.”
you slide a bowl over to nagi and reo. you lean onto the counter awaiting their response, tapping your fingers in anticipation.
“so what's up with ya?”
“stop eating with your mouth full.”
“it's sae.” you frown taking a seat at the counter across from the two.
nagi perks up his head. “oh, so you finally confessed to him?"
you slam your head down onto the counter in frustration.
“i'm taking that as a no.”
you slightly raise your head up to make eye contact with the two. “what do i do? if i act on my feelings, rin will kill me! falling for his older brother is the ultimate betrayal.”
“i don't think you're betraying him, per se,” reo defends. “think of it more like bending the rules a bit!”
“i'm completely breaking the rules reo. the golden rule for that matter!” you argue.
“huh, well that's unfortunate.”
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study sessions at rin’s was commonplace. having a terrible habit of bad time management and being a professional procrastinator, rin dragged you willingly forcefully to his house after school, to get all the studying done. but don't worry, it came with perks!
#1: free tutor
#2: free snacks
#3: getting an occasional glimpse of sae
"for english, there's a lot of words that have a silent-"
rin's words drown out as you begin daydreaming. losing complete track of rin's current lesson, you turn your head towards the backyard, where you see sae dribbling the ball outside. watching his figure run by every other second.
“you know if you’re gonna stare at my brother, can you at least do it when i’m not in the general vicinity?” rin deadpanned.
“i wasn’t oggling at sae,” raising up your arms in defense.
rin raised an eyebrow at your choice of words. “what was i talking about then?”
“uhm,” you ponder attempting to trace back your steps. crap. you were way too focused watching sae to even comprehend what rin was saying. the lesson is completely bleary in your mind.
“about our upcoming exam right!” rin lightly smacked your head with his notebook in response. you rub the area he hit before looking at him with a pout.
“wrong, i was talking about my upcoming game which you’re going to. right?” rin points his pencil at you accusingly.
“yup! wouldn’t miss it for the world!”
you nestle back into the couch trying to regain focus on the question in front of you. unfortunately, your mind began to wander elsewhere. every time you close your eyes to think of the solution of the equation, the image of sae would flash in your head.
first, you'd see his deep teal eyes, donned with his infamous bottom eyelashes. you swear you could get lost in them all day. next, the shaggy magenta hair that managed to look 100x better when styled down.
what were you doing? aren't you supposed to be studying?
you shut your textbook quickly, startling rin in the process.
“i’ll be back, i think i need a drink.” rin nods in response as you usher to the kitchen.
you sigh looking down at the glass of water, swishing it around. unaware, you turn without realizing there was someone in your pathway. colliding with a hard chest as the glass shatters to the kitchen floor.
you crossed your fingers hoping you didn't bump into last first person you wanted to see.
“woah careful.”
there stands itoshi sae. you notice his hair being slightly damp, presumably from the exercise drills he just completed. you snap out of it, realizing you were staring at him longer than necessary.
“shit, i’m sorry,” you bend down to pick up the broken glass, before you even get the chance to, sae gently swats your hand away.
“careful. don’t want you to hurt yourself,” your cheeks burn at the subtle contact.
he cranes his neck towards you, making eye contact. “it’s okay, i’ll clean it up myself.”
sae slips off his hoodie but not before you take a quick peek at his toned stomach.
you were definitely no better than a man the way you shamelessly watched him. he glances at you while raising an eyebrow before turning away to avoid eye contact once more.
“well, it was nice running into you! sorry about the glass, i have to go back to studying!” you hurry out of the kitchen before sae can even respond.
returning to the living room, rin is surprised to see you all flustered and sweaty. “what happened with you?”
“nothing!”
rin raises an eyebrow, not entirely convinced. unconcerned, he turns back to his notebook reviewing the material.
-
you swear itoshi sae is doing this on purpose.
every time you're over, you always find yourself in lucky terrible predicaments. last week, you wandered into a seemingly empty bathroom to be met with a shirtless sae. a single towel wrapped around his waist, leaving little to no imagination.
and what does he do?
he tilts his head at you and continues to brush his teeth, as if you were never there in the first place. when you return to rin’s room, even he's concerned that you might be coming down with a fever from how flushed you were.
just yesterday, you were aiming for a glass on the top shelf. before you knew it, sae was behind you pressing his chest onto your back. he was so close that you could feel the warmth emitting from him and the fresh, crisp scent of his cologne.
it was intoxicating.
nonchalantly, he reminded you to be careful next time as he handed you the glass and walked away. you were left blinking at the action.
itoshi sae was driving you crazy. scratch that, insane. you absolutely had no idea what to do about it.
you think it's absolutely infuriating how itoshi sae remains perfect and composed, sporting the same deadpanned look every time.
meanwhile, you're left a stuttering, blushing mess from each and every interaction. you swear you want to punch his face the next time. (you wouldn't dare to ruin his pretty face)
-
“hey, can you do me a huge favor?”
itoshi rin never asks for favors.
stunned, you continue to listen along, wondering what he has to say.
"you're not going to ask me to kill anyone are you? did isagi really piss you off that bad?"
rin flicks your forehead with irritation.
“sae’s down with a fever," he starts. "neither my mom or i are able to tend to his needs cause of our schedules. you don't have anything to do this afternoon right?”
you slowly nod.
“cool, all you have to do is serve him leftovers my mom left on the stove and make sure he takes his medicine. after that, you're free to go.”
-
you could not do this.
standing in front of the itoshi household suddenly felt foreign to you. a sense of dread washes over you at the thought of the current situation.
what's the worse that can happen being alone with sae?
you didn't want to give it a second thought.
after twenty minutes of back and forth, you managed to enter the kitchen to prepare sae's meal. it didn't take too long, it was a quick and simple task. though, you're unsure why you ended up missing the bowl once or twice, having to clean up the mess.
the tray settled on your hands became ten times heavier from the nerves coursing through your body. you make your way to second floor, your legs feel like jelly. you sure hope none of the sweat droplets from your forehead fell into the soup. mustering enough courage, you lift a hand to the door and softly knock.
“sae?”
there's a moment of silence.
“come in.”
you enter the older itoshi’s room. you watch as he slowly sits up. prominent bags under his eyes, a flushed face, and weak deameanor. not to mention, the complete lack of color from his face. this looked nothing like the sae you know.
"hey, how are you feeling?"
"like absolute shit." you chuckle from his remark.
"sorry that was a stupid question."
you make your way towards the side of his bed, tray still in hand. being extra careful to ensure the contents of the bowl don't spill.
"do you think you're able to eat?" you stretch out the tray as an offer.
"my throat is killing me but i'll just suck it up, i have to take medicine anyway."
you place the back of your hand to sae's forehead, eyes widening at the heat. his face was hot to the touch.
"yikes, you really are burning up."
all sae could do was nod weakly in response. a frown replaced your expression. seeing sae in such a state tugged at your heartstrings.
"i can feed you so you can save your energy?"
sae nods once again.
he hopes you mistake the flush of his face from being sick, not one of revealing his feelings.
carefully, you lightly blow onto the soup, gesturing sae to open his mouth. he complies, opening enough for you to slip the spoon in. soon enough, he finishes his meal. he takes his medicine shortly after.
"almost done! let me go get a new rag for your forehead and then i'll leave you to rest," you smile softly, turning to exist his room before he latches onto your wrist.
“wait, don't go.”
you whip your head back so fast you're sure you have whiplash. gently, sae pulls you towards him. all you can do is let him lead you closer and closer.
this was so unlike sae.
“stay with me? please.”
itoshi sae never pleads. who were you to deny such a request?
you pull up a chair from his desk and take place to the side of his bed once more. the two of you share a moment a silence, basking into the
“never knew you were the type to be so clingy,” you tease.
sae doesn't even have the energy to throw you one of his usual glares. instead, he grabs your hand once more bringing it up to his chest. shocked from the gesture, you attempt to bring your hand back towards you but to no avail. sae has other plans.
“what are you doing?”
“i'm showing you what you're doing to me.”
your eyes widen at the unexpected confession. you're sure your face is beet red. your heartbeat feels so loud you wouldn't be surprised if sae can hear the rhythm of your heart.
"wait, sae i can't! it's one of rin and i's rules."
he scoffs hearing the mention of the younger itoshi. he composes himself despite being sick to make his actions loud and clear.
“i don't care. rules were meant to be broken anyway.”
in a swift motion, sae drags you from previous seated position to under the covers with him. you gasp from the abrupt action. he buries his head into your neck, softly inhaling the scent of your perfume.
you comply as your hand makes it way to the top of his head. you scratch light shapes into his scalp earning a sigh of contentment from sae.
"if you get me sick, im going to kill you."
"yeah yeah."
guess his plan worked out after all.
-
bonus:
“huh? what pact?”
you gape at rin. surely, he didn't forget. right?
“the pact we made when we were 5? that pact? the best friend pact?”
all rin does is blink at you.
“doesn't ring a bell."
“you're joking right? please tell me you're joking.”
“i can assure you i'm not.”
you face palm before returning to meet rin’s eyes once more. “so, you really don't care that i'm dating sae?”
“oh that's great news actually, i was wondering when you'd finally make a move.” he shrugs.
“what? so you knew!”
“how could i not? you weren't exactly subtle about it.”
"so, you're not gonna kill me for dating sae?"
"no, i'm livid."
you can feel a sweat drop trickle down your forehead. rin releases a breath before speaking again.
"but, you seem happier with him. i guess. so, i don't really mind." rin ruffles the top of your head as you continue the way to your second home, the itoshi household.
☆.
a/n :: rin is a 10/10 best friend. i lowk hate the ending might revise at a later time </3
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