These meds are messing with my head.
I know I am better off dead
For how long I have been brewing in this stew
Of despair and hopelessness, I never knew.
Sick and tired of this shitty world
Never have my thoughts not swirled,
Out and beyond my control
Death is now my only goal.
This is the shittiest poem I wrote
While trying to stay afloat
It was all written in 5 minutes at night.
I know no one cares about my plight
But please please let me get it out
"Unalive yourself", the voices shout.
For now these might be my last words
While my mind plays it's broken record
I don't know if it will be taken down or not, but i don't care now. I NEED to get this shit outta my system
Srsly guys I can write much better I swear. This is literally a glorified shitpost
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Why tf is tumblr my only coping mechanism
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Me: has used after effects/premier pro exactly one time 5+ years ago for a school assignment, has literally NO idea how to edit shit, create assets, or do any part of what I'm planning
My brain: ooooo let's do this idea that is ungodly editing-intensive and will require a ton of research and effort and work bcuz it's heavily inspired by videos made by a team of professionals for a multi-million-dollar franchise
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so last night I discovered that the dry shampoo I’ve been using changed it’s formula in the last few months and I didn’t notice and now there’s barley in the stupid stuff so I’ve been essentially spraying poison glutened spray at myself and my face and hair for MONTHS so like no fucking wonder I’ve felt like such shit the last few weeks I have been BREATHING IN GLUTEN
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