#i wanna post!!!! i unno

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ROCK N ROLLL 🎸🎸🎸 GUITAR SOLO RAAH 🦅

Pop music club shenanigans :))) ft. Peepaw

More below the cut wooo

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Wanted to draw a bit of isolation, I need to do slice of life more often

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Art reqs are open, feel free to send asks lol

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I am honestly so bad at telling how other people are feeling...

[teaboot]

how do you feel when a post you don't hate enough to delete but don't like enough to be happy with it getting attention gets a lot of notes

embarrassment, mostly.

I've been here long enough now that my attitudes have changed on a lot of topics, and as an individual person I don't have, like... a proofreader or PR person to point out when I phrase something wrong or haven't considered other angles or simply don't know something, and with such a large audience, I have to be really careful to consider all angles of a topic before posting or responding to something, and when I fuck up, it can generate a lot of negative attention that doesn't just go back in the box when I learn better.

(See recent canada/america post. I won't take it down, because I was pretty obviously ignorant but ended up learning something important.)

That's really the worst case scenario, I think. Saying something hurtful or ignorant or cruel, insulting or hurting someone, then watching people dog pile on each other about it, sporadically receiving hate mail for a couple years after. Or worse, real dickheads using my name to support a shitty agenda.

As for annoying posts... there's a couple I've made that just kinda make me tired, now. Seen em too many times, or got a lot of bad-faith shit for once and don't wanna think about, or... I dunno. Just genuinely annoying stuff I've done.

Either way, I try to just... learn, correct, move on, keep scrolling.

But yeah, this shit really does last damn near forever, so if anyone's looking for advice... I unno, just try not to be an ass. Annoying is fine, just don't don't be an ass

[docilepillow]

2024 January Media Post Thingy

i dont post on tumblr.com a whole lot i mostly just love to reblog but i wanna see if this novelty thing sticks because for like 2020-2022 i had like a text file i did that i stopped doing in 2023 or so for like video games in particular and i unno it was fun but i got distracted cus half that month i was doing retail anything special happen this year yet? not especially, but since soon ill be very busy with something that IS indeed special, and my bday, i may as well make a post now bc i feel like i will be preoccupied for the first good bit of febuary personally ( exciting life stuff ! ) last disclaimer is that at some point i would want to add movies and shows to this list when i get around to it , but for me december and january've kinda blended in that regard.. me and my friends watched Wonka recently and i was kinda so-so on that just cus' i think the original movies a certain way i guess. oops. i think there were other movies/ shows too and comics as well but once again, december-january blurr for me. Furthermore, any piece of media i pick out for this will also have a completely arbitrary doc-ism secondary title just because i feel like it. Enjoy! VIDEO GAMES! ! MARIO GALAXY 2 < SECOND ROUNDEST MARIO GAME >

I wanna say i spent from the first of january to the third on this game, but my Wii Menu calendar is a little fucked up....

Whoops! Regardless, i do have a bit of a background of not completely " gel-ing " with the original Mario Galaxy gameplay wise in my own friendgroup, to mostly dismayed reactions n junk. In short, i think artistically the game's merits are absolutely fantastic, but since i played it on the switch 3d mario collection some time after sunshine, i do think the control scheme is overall pretty limited, and that does apply to mario galaxy 2, i guess, but methodically, i think playing this game on a wiimote does make the limitation feel i guess more fair in terms of like camera control and deliberacy n stuff... the galaxy games and presentation are completely amazing works of art obviously and theres some good music here but i think between galaxy 1 and 2 i definitely prefer 2 mechanically. i enjoy the level scenarios more thats primarily it, i think. I'm so-and-so on how comets work and how many stars you need to get to get to the end ( I think how comets spawn is a little filler-ey and waiting for them to appear in a level i don't know it'll appear in was a little obtuse to figure out, even if i did eventually manage it and actually enjoy the challenges they offer. its mostly just really annoying comet spawning mechanics that were a drag. a very deliberately- controlling mario i guess and being more familiar with galaxy's control probably was why i was able to enjoy this one more ? Yay! I think i still enjoy 3d world more then this and most other 3D marios, though. It's a good video game and i liked the boss fights in it, theyre surprisingly cool and dynamic for what i'm used to from the mario series. I didn't do the special world, though. i wasn't compelled to go that far past the credits. ( You'd think this game's doc-ism title would come from it being the sequel to mario galaxy, and thus, second roundest, but honestly, i think in terms of the mario series scale, Mario Pinball Land has round mario in it, and galaxy 2's starship mario is definitely, i think, rounder then the comet observatory from galaxy one. That makes Mario Galaxy the third-roundest mario game! )

From around the 6th to the 13th, I ended up playing --- ACTRAISER RENAISSANCE < THE CEREAL-BOX GOD GAME >

actraiser is definitely a mixed video game for me, because i definitely see the merit in it. It's a very unconventional splicing of both sidescrolling and city-development game, a " remake " of a novel SNES/Famicom game with the same premise. You're like a big god of light guy who sends your soul into this little warrior guy who cleanses the land of monsters for around 6 different settlements to florish in with the assistance of a cute little angel friend and whatever area's flavor of local legend the game gives you after a story event or two to hold down the place from encroaching monster dens and such; and, apparently exclusive to this version, there's also little tower-defense segments that come in waves around four or five times per area, which in my opinion are kind of this game's weakest link, but not without like Some kind of merit. At the end of each town segment, there is also a big boss fight, usually tying into the story in some way.

( I think one of the things that genuinely pushed me to give the game a try was the cute angel design in it..... ) (I usually take an excessive number of screenshots whenever i'm playing on switch, just because doing so is very easy and i'm a sentimental freak ( For actraiser R, this is 148 screenshots ) ) ( If i continue doing this next month, i'll try to include the foresight to actually use my capture card for images, instead of taking pictures with my phone.. ) ( I think one of the things that genuinely pushed me to give the game a try was the cute angel design in it..... ) (I usually take an excessive number of screenshots whenever i'm playing on switch, just because doing so is very easy and i'm a sentimental freak ( For actraiser R, this is 148 screenshots ) ) ( If i continue doing this next month, i'll try to include the foresight to actually use my capture card for images, instead of taking pictures with my phone.. ) Some things i like that this game does, alot ---

i think it has a very very cool " world select " map. one very postive thing is that it updates in real time with your progress in the area, so you can watch it all expand from your little sky palace once you've done your buisness there. it's really satisfying and pretty... this game's got really good 2d art, i think. I've heard people be mixed on the sidescroller art in comparison, but i think it's got a charm to it. I think it's cute and while its probably more a budgetary limitation, i do like how everything kind of looks like one of those fantasy stills you can sometimes buy from arts and crafts stores. The framerate on them is like a bit lower then what you'd expect from a modern game but mechanically its still very responsive, which makes me feel like it's a stylistic choice to look more stop-motioney, i guess. Maybe im just a fan of ham, i unno.

In terms of the overhead segments, it's pretty basic and automated, which is fine by me, and perfectly workable for what it is, i think, conceptually ( they build out on your own but you do kind of " guide their hand " when it comes to where paths go, at least. It does lead to a weird meta thing being to zap your own people with holy lightning to destroy stuff you don't want though, which feels flavorfully odd for a benevolent god.... I guess it's fair enough

the main problem with the game is that the tower defense segments, the main major feature and addition of this remake, does kind of take the game's pacing and drop flat in the middle of it. They're usually decently long segments where you can only indirectly fight, and are kind of slow. They also usually need you to protect or have a certain number of buildings left by the end of it ( having all of your farms in tact by the end, defending the main temple, not having every house burned down ) which can be a bit more difficult then it sounds. i dont think the segments are bad or anything, there's just.... entirely too many of them??? like mechanically theyre fine they just happen every other second between story events and it feels kind of padded after like the second one in one area, and there's about 5 per area of increasing difficulty. i definitely think if anything could be reined back, it'd be that. I don't think the story is too special , either, the angel kind of just quips sassily about the story at you from time to time and your followers make requests of you at the temple, usually manifesting in the town segements as " have x number of y " or getting the population to a set threshold, or getting x number of resources. The structure of each area isn't shaken up too much, mostly just " new settlement, find a guy, guy isnt so sure about this lord of light guy but through fighting alongside u and some small character arch, they become a champion of yours or something and you meet the scary boss guy and kill them and weaken the big bad dark lords forces behind it all, but there were two segments i liked, both pretty late-game, with the ice wyvern and this guy named shemall whose only affront to you is having a more popular humanitarian ideology ( who actually becomes the dominant ideology in the segment leaving the church literally empty for a good portion of it , and is only tied into the status quo by the dark lord himself possessing the other temple and shit and starting a really really bad storm of eeevil , who i like a bit ) and a boss in the last area who was implied to once be a force of good but ultimately subservient to the bad guys will, which is basic but i tihnk neat. also they have cool designs. )

Shrug! I think it's neat but it has problems that bog it down! Waah! i dont regret playing it or anything but it's like a 7! ( It's kind of like a game you'd get in one of those cereal boxes, and it's a little cheap, but its endearing to me ? ) TOREE 3D < LEAST-CONSEQUENCIAL SPOILER AWARD >

finished this game the same day i finished actraiser, in one sitting. Ummm... i know this game's like a crowd favorite, and it's, like, solid, but i don't really have all that much to say about it ..... Like, it's an OK platformer, with like really great value for your dollar, but i don't really have all that much to say about it, endearment-wise. I think also that the VHS horror elements are largely unnecessary and are kind of whatever, but I know i'm not really the audience for it. That's the spoiler, i guess. Around the same time, in a date range I don't remember, I basically ended up completely reorganizing my room for Life Stuff, and ended up giving a really cool fan project a try, from a series i've always wanted to try more of, if not for the language barrier, in the form of -- STARFY ORIGINS ( Densetsu no Stafy ) < SPLASHABLE VIDEO GAME >

Waaaaaaaa ! i love starfy ( Stafy? ) You probably wouldn't have the background on it unless you knew me, but i'm a real DS head, and one of my earliest games on the system, one i have vivid memories with, was The Legendary Starfy, an " underwater platformer ", mostly known as being a kirby-like game in style, and being the last entry in a mostly untranslated series of platformers that're japanese-exclusive!

Essentially, what this means for me was that there was , for a very long portion of my kid-years, a bunch of video games out there that i knew i'd be instantly endeared by if ONLY i could play them ( since, even at the time, gba emulation for me was kind of mystical and out of my ability ) ; and , at least in my mind, that meant it'd have just as many lovable characters and such as the the starfy I got to play, anecdotaly meaning the only exposure i'd have to these games beforehand is ferverously looking up stuff on the starfy wiki and watching youtube videos of the final bosses and stuff; basically just lementing for years that " aww,, theres no translation. i guess it's just too obscure " with the rest of the starfy fans i've heard about online, until recently! I emulated this game on Vita and overall i'd just have to say its a cute, decently-novel-but-slightly-padded 2d sidescroller. I'd say it was like ok-levels of worth the wait, but im honestly just floored that a translation of the first game happened at all, and i think its awesome what's been done. It's selfish to want, but i'd really like to try the other DS starfy game sometime, whenever that's translated. It's honestly one of the few loose-end games i can even think of and mechanically that one's a whole lot more out there then this one, which, other then the novelty of playing this game i've only heard murmurs of for over a decade, is just kind of alright. kudos to the fan translators making this game work out!!! I wonder if the team that did this have plans for the others now that this game's been translated....

Wew, halfway down the list, i'm sick of typing, but i'll keep going with ---> DEATHSMILES < SCARY >

Cool bullethell shmup with really tight gameplay my friend endeared me to with a single screenshot and a slightly empassioned ramble i forget the exact context of

idk i think this green girl is neat and the arcade style bullethell gameplay's really fun on steam deck; i just think the girls should be like 7 years older each then what the game says because the loli aspects of this game are kind of uncomfortable and unavoidable and i don't like them at all... the gothic horror halloween aestetic the game has otherwise absolutely rocks and is just up my alley, though. i guess its just part of the style theyre going for, but it's a really unfortunate Japanese quirk you kind of have to just tolerate for the other Very Good aspects the game has gameplay and artisticly wise ( music and art direction is awesome )

the girl's dragon familiar is named booboo by the way. just thought that's important. LITTLE GOODY TWO SHOES < GAME **MOST** RESPONSIBLE FOR SINGLE-HANDEDLY HOME-WRECKING MY BRAIN CHEMISTRY THIS MONTH >

Another game my friend reccomended whicch is completely awwesome and my entire aestetic and i love it alot and i think its my game of the year unless something else comes around and im absolutely floored with it and i went into it completely endeared and its completely wrecked my vernacular and its so pretty and its so artistic and its so different and its so pretty and its so girl and its so gay and im Elise and im in the woods i like being in the woods this game has the best aestetic of any game ive played ever and it feels like no competition and ummmmmmmmmmm

idk just fucking look at it its so so so so good i love this games world so sooso osososoos s oso ososo o os so mcuh its so good it so nice its so charactered genuinely great little slice of life slash horror slash social sim game with admittedly some jank portions of it that piss me off a little bit but holy fucking shit this games aestetic is the best besy best best bersy tbest best thing ever made i think its really really good pelease watch this segment on youtube its so silly

im not gonna type anything else this game Is its narrative and i dont wanna spoil anything but its great its got a lovely dark fable aestetic and i think everyone should play it especially if you like rpg maker horror type games / are gay as hell / love fairytale aestetics like I do

i like ummmm Lebkuchen by the way. if u wanna know what my ending is. there is some fucked up shit that happens in this game though despite how absolutely adorable it looks. everything in this game points to it being one of my favorites of all time or at the very least it will definitely poison my brain forever at the expense of my friends who havent played it yet. Waaah..... no i dont think talking about a fanmade pokemon rom hack after arguably a massive artistic achievement is disrespectful thats just how the month flows POKEMON ROWE < I broke it, oops... >

really cool open-world emerald rom hack, similar to crystal clear and the like. I've technically played it already, but this is the first time i've completed it, though i completely broke the game really early into it that undermined it in a way i didnt realize for about 7 gyms, before i accidentally nuked the overworld with a massive bug that scrambled my player's gender and made the overworld color pallete fuck-ey, which, im not ggoing tto blame the developer on, i'm summing that up to a cosmic ray or something. i think with time and with more polish i could see myself liking this more then crystal clear, but time'll see. ( Team was as below )

MIGHTY GUNVOLT < tie in video game i've ever played >

typing this like an hour ins making me realize this docism thing might not stick but mighty gunvolt is neat i guess i never finished it when i first played gunvolt and obsessed over that when it was new ( Mighty gunvolt came as a free download if you bought the first game digitally, you see ) because of the first boss, but now as a more experienced gamer, that's really just because the fire boss is kind of just a weird difficulty spike at the start that the rest of the game difficulty wise doesnt really match up to. It's a cute, very short ( i beat all 3 character campaigns in two hours , liesurely ) platformer styled like megaman, and that's all it really needed to be at the time. i wouldnt go out of my way to play it these days if it wasnt for my own baggage with the gunvolt series in general, and if it wasnt for my much greater affection for its sequel, mighty gunvolt burst.... I'm just gonna say if this game interests you , you really should just play burst instead. Even if you've played the latter before, you're really not missing out on much more then a moderately ok side scroller. it sure is a tie in demake on the early 3ds ! 6180 THE MOON

Surprisingly, this game's on alot of platforms? I just kind of chose it on a whim 'cus it was on the top of the list of H-SHOP stuff and i was looking for something short to play, but it's pretty artsy.

It's a puzzle-platformer where the gimick is that the ball wraps around the screen when you fall down or up, which works really well with the 3ds in my opinion. with the compression and stuff on the 3ds and how the game was laid out, it affectionately reminds me of a flash game you'd find on coolmath or the such, and its very relaxed ( if a little wonky ) . i dont have anything bad to say on it or anything its just a small little game i played on a whim. it's very minimalistic, if you're into that aestetic, you might like this. That's the last of the wholy " new " stuff i finished this month, and id say overall its a solid start for me, and kind of out of season ( very octobery-feeling game lineup in retrospect..! But that month's always usually crowded with obligations and stuff, so i doubt i'd be in a mood for them even at that time of year.. )

Also, i gave a try to cavestory on wiiware, first time i've played the game in a few years now since the switch rerelease! I think its just as fun as i found it when i first discovered it on 3ds, and, while i have a friend who adamantly disagrees, i actually really do like the OST of this version. It's a cute mutation on the games ost that in my opinion enhances the kind of forelorn vibe the game originally had, and i really like the blown up art of this version of cave story, even if it does have nichalis's hands all up in the matter. since it's unlocked from the start, i played the game on Curly Story till the true ending. I still love this game alot. Sometime i'll trick a certain individual into finishing it, i hope.

That's all i have to say! this is the first time i've made such a big post on any kind of social media period, so, hopefully its not unreadably disjointed or self-absorbed. Whatever!

play little goody two shoes

[bulbabutt]

See all of this is making me just feel really really self-conscious about all of my obsessions. I do like sitcoms and romcoms and stuff, but your recent longpost is making me worry if like, it's a bad sign that I still enjoy Fire Emblem (A lot of wars led by Good Princes from kingdoms taken over by an Evil Empire, secretly controlled by a Demon Dragon), for a pertinent if not one-to-one example, or other things in similar veins.

Obviously, I'm not saying you're wrong, you have a great point (seriously you need to stop saying you aren't smart because that's a very well-put-together mini-essay), I'm just feeling... I unno, childish? embarrassed? I don't know how to put a word on this.

Maybe I'll get over it.

genuinely this is such a weird ask. no offence. what the heck do you expect me to do with this?

like. i dont know anything about the media youre talking about. why is me talking about media i like and i dont like bothering you? and why in a way where you feel the need to tell me about it?

like okay, go analyze your feelings then. go look at the values of your media then. if youre embarrassed then maybe you should think about why that is. thats not my job to do.

ive never said anywhere that no one can like quote unquote bad media, in fact im an extreme advocate for watch any media you want, enjoy things other people dont like.

i like lots of stuff. my perspective on media im watching is obviously my own, and youre saying this in response to a post where im very specifically talking about my feelings about a media im working through with my own perspective.

like personally some of my favorite cartoons have been centaurworld, steven universe, kipo and the age of wonderbeasts, rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles, star wars rebels, green lantern the animated series, gargoyles... these are all shows that speak to me, that have themes i love. you can read into what i value out of my media from them. i dont enjoy a lot of violence for the sake of violence media.

do whatever you want, i genuinely do not care. sending me this is weird, like you want me to somehow say "its okay dont feel bad" and honestly the editor was like "just delete it" but like. i dont wanna get more like this. some of you guys really need to just. make your own posts.

again, enjoy what you want. go make your own posts about what you like or dont like. dont ask a stranger on the internet to value or comfort you for things you think. its not my problem that me sharing my own feelings bothers you. im not gonna apologize for that, and im not sorry if it makes you feel weird cuz i have no idea who you are.

[analogwriting]

AMBROSE. COME BACK HERE. ODNGNDNMFMGMMMHNSMMDMLPSJSBJD

im not ok pls….ahrghhhhhh…

I died

i LOVEE how this chapter was written in killers perspective instead of ours- his entire life literally flashing before our eyes but its just us 😭😭😭 oghhh i feel SICK TO MY STOMACH (quite literally, my stomach is fucking me over again 💀)

I was re-reading the first chapters (like any sane person does) and he rlly was in love w us from the very beginning :,) i love finding small little hints that I didnt notice before

but GOD it just hits different when hes dying 😔… kid figuring out he has a crush on us cuz he “has that look in his eyes” LMAO 😭 (im crying)(pls dont do this)

AND WDYM THE NEXT CHAOTER MIGHT BE THE LAST?? NOOO😭😭🥲🥲 i’ll seriously cry, i can’t imagine how empty ill feel after the last chapter..

But at least give us a happy ending PLEASEEEE i could never live if killer died, all of that mutual pinning for what 😔 if he does die, at least let there be a little kiss :(( lip to lip, i wont stand it if he died without an “i love you”

I swear i had more to say but i forgot 💀 maybe ill send more rants later maybeeeeeee

-long rants anon

AHAHAHAHAHA. "COME BACK HERE" *is gone all day bc work was nutballs*

his life flashing before his eyes bc we his life frfr 🥲

IM GLAD YALL LIKED THE ALT PERSPECTIVE. i obsessed over it for five whole days bc I wanted it to be perfect and I was still nervous to post it ✋✋ but I overthink sooooo lmfao

devil in the details forreal. quiet love.

I MIGHT MAKE IT TWO CHAPTERS. I UNNO YET. it depends on how writing goes but I'm currently still trying to figure out how to start it back out 💀💀 but ideally I wanna do two.

n don't worry. just truuuust in me 🙏🙏🙏

[uneasedregrets]

@askganondorftobadragmire asked a question ... What do they commonly misinterpret because of their own upbringing / environment / biases? How do they respond when realizing the misunderstanding? ( still accepting ! )

*slaps the Hero of Time* this boy got so many misinterpretations but I'm gonna keep it brief here.

Probably the biggest one was the realization that no one outside the forest knew who the Great Deku Tree was. Not only was he Link's father, he was what Link would later describe as a god. ( Probably after he heard zoras calling Lord Jabu-Jabu, a similar being, their 'patron deity' ) Because of this he finds the worshipping aspect of most other species in Hyrule to be very strange. To him, god is simply your parent. This misunderstanding of godhood and parenthood changed when he himself became a father... a decade and a half later. He was never one to worship in a temple, and finds himself estranged from the seemingly all-powerful Golden Goddesses and Goddess of Time in a way he isn't with more nature-based gods.

There are also some cultural ones. Growing up in what was essentially a commune ( yeah they had a store but shush ) he had little idea about money being practically what ran the world. That was quite the shock when he tried to get food for the first time after leaving the forest... he was forced to quickly adjust to this new world he found himself in, otherwise he'd starve. He also found it odd initially that people didn't bathe together, but after returning from the future and especially after he returned from Termina, he found himself preferring privacy. There were often times he'd wish things would be simpler, like it was in Kokiri Forest, but those thoughts only lead to pain.

Finally for this post is his misinterpretation of the voice of the goddess. For those unaware, the Link to the Past manual claims that Hylians have pointed ears to hear the voice of the gods. ( It's on page 4 of the manual if you wanna check for yourself ) Since there aren't many omnipotent gods in the rest of Zelda lore, I change it to be the voice of the goddesses. Which goddess speaks to the Hero of Time? I unno I like it being mysterious. I could see it being either the Goddess of Time, Farore, or Hylia. During his adventures, it would steer him on the right path and keep his spirits up, but also give cryptic warnings about his fate. It spoke like a whisper on the wind, quiet yet loud enough to be heard. For a long time he thought it was either him going crazy or the spirit of the forest ( it couldn't be the Great Deku Tree, his voice was masculine and this was a feminine voice. ). Upon returning to Hyrule, he spoke to a priestess in the Temple of Time who told him that Hylians could hear the voice of the goddesses, but only if they were 'very good'. As Link grew older, he heard the voice less and less. He would often wonder if he was no longer 'good' enough to hear her voice.

[riisume]

aaauxusiz we missed you ghost you’re so very incredibly talented and we all wanna hear more about your OC brainrot

Sddfghjkl- Thank you so much! q q It makes me unbelievably amounts of happy that someone's wants to hear..! I'll try and be a bit more active, I plan on being around more once I clear out my current commission queue!

I'll probably wait to brainrot about my ocs until I have Miles's ref done. I have Elliot's done, but! ... I 'unno! Maybe I'll post that one tomorrow or something. （*＾ワ＾*）Then maybe I can at least brainrot about him, hehe!

Anyways!! Thank you for expressing interest!!

[princesscolumbia]

somewhere out there is that post about working physique versus image.

its not as pretty, but like...

i dunno.

someday id like to harness that energy for some of my characters.

I came upon this 9 hours after you threw the 'ask' at me, and, I mean, it's probably in response to something I posted x hours before that, so thanks to ADHD time blindness I have no context for this, but I...agree?

I think?

Assuming this is about the inherent difference in the socially created and enforced artificial standards for 'attractiveness' and 'beauty' vs. the actual genetic and engrained indicators that those same artificial standards try to shame us for having, I absolutely agree.

Or you could have somehow scryed into my current WIP to see the middle chapter of Double Isekai where one of my MCs has a mental breakdown over this very issue being internalized. I mean, kinda creepy, but thanks for the comment if that's the case. 😋

Or maybe I'm completely wrong and you're talking about something else entirely. I unno, as much as I wanna be an all-knowing dragon goddess of death and beauty, I aint anywhere close. 😂

[eggs-can-draw]

I tend to try to post mainly fluff and cute and less-bitter-than-sweet stuff (unless your name is Makoto Naegi) and like. I unno I try to show healing and growing and Getting Better but I also feel like sometimes things have to get a lot worse before they get better (I am talking about Naegi) and I kinda wanna try and show the more ugly sides of healing because it ISNT all sunshine and cuddles and rainbows its also pain and regret and guilt (I am talking about Naegi) and it's about allowing yourself to be happy again because everything that happened to you, no matter what, does not define you (I AM TALKING ABOUT NAEGI) and that no matter how bad things get, they can get better

[nephyria]

The only changes I actually want tumblr to import from the bird app is “this post/reblog was created by a user you blocked” without needing to unfollow or block the person who reblogged it, and/or the “mute user” button applying to people you do not follow.

Because I get it! Not everybody is clued into the various manifestations of Dogwhistler-McBloggy, especially if the posts that show up on your dash from them seem like Tumblr Internet Humor (also: EXAMINE WHAT YOU THINK THAT IS IMMEDIATELY) or it’s something you’d normally agree with (“yes NaturalWoman269, I do think menstrual supplies should be assessed for consumer safety and also free. Surely If I go to your profile I won’t see a series of statements so appalling and blatantly dangerous on multiple fronts that they make my reasons for quitting Facebook seem tame.”). It is disheartening and annoying to constantly tell people whom you like that they’ve reblogged a shithead on their Community And Fun Stuff social media platform, for the 8th time in a row that day, because they requested ppl do that bc they ALSO don’t wanna rb bigots. It makes people go, “actually? like actually? fuck using this platform, this is untenable” which is not the intended purpose of informing them about the shitheads! They just wind up somewhere else repeating the same goddamn pattern of behavior or giving up social media altogether. Which, believe it or not, can actually be bad for people if they’re isolated and vulnerable!

Sometimes you’re just not reading usernames! Shinigami eyes doesn’t work for app users! It would be nice to not have to say “user x whom I follow, I don’t think you’re malicious, but judging from the people in this reblog chain, if someone limp wristed the n*zi salute you would Not figure it out” multiple different times for multiple different issues. It would be nice to not be that oblivious person sometimes!! I could memorize the username of every shithead terf I’ve blocked, but there will always be a new one, and yep, they’re both on my goddamn dashboard anyway!!!

Like we can complain about the layout aping all year. I don’t care. It’s fuckin’ Neopets shit to me. 2005-2014 dial-up ass complaint. Every social media website can look the same if management wants, especially if it’s also aping the accessibility options, so long as they don’t pull a Ravelry Migraines And Seizures Fiasco. But it is actively frustrating and infuriating that Tumblr is making useless aesthetic changes instead of doing anything to improve their user experience. It is a stupid fucking business decision to paint over the water damage, which people wanted fixed, while pouting in the corner like “I ‘unno folks, we worked hard on that paint. I mean, we liked it. Don’tcha think it’s worth pitching us a couple more bucks? For upkeep? 🥺”

What upkeep bitch??? Get drawn and quartered!!!

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the compulsion to actually make a discord server so everyone can properly chat together about stuff and share stuff is greater-than-usualy on this rainy friday

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@spacepiratericky replied to your post “JUST HAD A THOUGHT THAT PISSED ME OFF AND NOW I’M...”:

You wanna talk about it?

​I UNNO IT’S NOT REALLY ONE A THEM THINGS YOU CAN TALK A GOOD RESOLUTION TO. ONE OF THEM THINGS WHERE TALKING ABOUT IT IS P MUCH ALL I CAN DO NOW

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