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mroddmod · 23 days

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everyone be quiet i'm manifesting

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boredymcbored · 7 months

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SO She

Can't do it. Notice how it wasn't "didn't like at all", or "a misunderstanding" or, my favorite, *silence*. It was "can't return those affections." Which makes me feel better in a way.

Not even cope. I felt so gaslit those other times when someone felt affection but didn't feel as into it as me. Cause I know I wasn't tripping. And in this case, I know I wasn't again. There were clear signs of ~something~ being there. But ultimately, she couldn't. Which is understandable. And I can speculate why. I'm leaning towards her not being as available as I thought. But I honestly can't hang myself up on it. My entire 20s I've had to prove how loveable I was to my object of affection. Honestly, to pretty much every single person I've ever even crushed on. And the question is... why? I'm smart, I'm fun, I'm funny, I'm cute allegedly (lol a bit tongue in cheek), I have a cool life I'm carving out, I'm a good listener, I'm great at emotionally supporting someone and I'm just an interesting person. I'm worth while. I'm a catch. Why should I pine for another person that can't, for whatever reason, like me?? Even with the truly loves, and the drunken call at night and the tiktok afterwards and insistence on hanging out initially and the mutual attraction? It doesn't really matter if they can't give themselves to you. Cause you can prove and prove again and they still will say no or fall out of interest since it's not what they wanted. And you deserve to be wanted baby girl.

Which is why I don't think I'm as hurt as I thought I'd be. Cause I felt her pulling away lately. Cause I've chased and I'm tired of doing that. Cause I anticipated the 'no' more and more.

Don't get me wrong, it still stings. It actually hurts more right now than a couple minutes after I got the no. I really liked her and wanted the more I saw. Wlw minds run so fast, I put a lot of stock when I probably shouldn't have; over the move talks and *dreams*. But I still get to hang out. And be goofy. And free the vulvy. Yeah, I know the visit up north to cuddle post snow day vision won't come true. But you still get to be around in a non strained relationship. Not the first time I liked a friend and the it could only be just friends.

And oh my fucking god, I don't feel gaslit with the way she answered, I cannot stress that enough.

Sometimes you lose out and that was me today. And in the love sector, it's been me a while lmaoo. But I'll find a way and a person, whenever. At least I don't have to stress as much anymore. Crushes are exhausting. This is a big win for my rejection sensitivity though. I've been taking risks speaking on things that I want like more pay or this. And I got a couple wins. And some compromises. So an L was coming. But it wasn't nearly as bad as it could be or has been. My head reality hurt much worse than actual reality.

#i'll still be sad #someone on tiktok months before said that a relationship ending still puts the party through a stage of grief #and I have to grieve my thoughts of a future *together*#or more so what that future together would look like #i'm not leaving anytime soon #and I have to mourn all the dopamine that comes from thinking someone likes you #but I also have the freedom to not worry about the stress that causes too lmao #so positive #maybe now I can use this website for more than my women issues please?#guess that makes that critical failure joke by her sting a little more tho LMAO #The dice do NOT be on my side smh #Again love wise #oh booo i thought of so many cute ass things #and some kinky ass shit my GOD was I wet for her #oh well f7 21 gun salute #it was fun but now the fun transforms into different ways #i'm actually so proud of the way I'm handling this #this exact same shit happens in my mid 20s and i'm shitting crying throwing up #i think the last two flings made me less jaded #team not as delulu #still very delulu tho lmaooo #it def hurts more now today though #processing n such #lemme get my unloved ass to bed LMAO

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wardingshout · 4 months

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Zelda goes mushroom girl

#tloz #a link to the past #zelda #link #my art #I was happy with that first one but for some reason decided it still needed a companion piece so I spent way too long on that second one...#I don't think there was any time during the progress where I was happy with it but hfduhdfu at least I got to Attempt drawing moss hell yea #I also at some point sat in Pyu's art stream and said I enjoy drawing legs As I was being murdered by the infamously impossibe (imo) squat.#it's ok I had fun !! but I need to learn how to let doodles be doodles or I'll never finish stuff at this rate dfsuhfd #if everything in my tloz tag looks like it was drawn by different people uuuh 2023 was art crisis year ngl......#I'm falling back into my old ways rn though #anyway I think about these two a lot I think they're both stone faced and awkward ppl in different ways but they try rly hard to be friends #like I like to think it starts out so incredibly awkward and a bit sad bc they keep stepping over each other's toes accidentally the harder #they try but idk they find comfy middle ground idk in my brain they have a very interesting friendship I wanna get around to drawing it #in a proper way that might make sense....#if I don't write 200 tags I will die maybe it's bc I grew up on dA or smth #and yes I know how to find 1 (one) type of mushroom /I/ am not mushroom girl unfortunately smh

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mingyusbinch · 1 year

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REST IN PEACE, DEAR MOONBIN (1998-2023)

#moonbin #astro #moon bin #i don't want to be here right now honestly i just wanted my last post about moonbin to be the ones where hes smiling as my last memory #it kills me to see my posts reblogged with sad messages now #and i still can't believe this news either #i've been mia anyway but now im even less inclined to go on tumblr rn #im so sorry for everyone including family/friends of bin #and himself but i cant think about that bc it will break me apart #rest in peace bin i'll miss you more than anything

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 30 days

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Lan Wangji Goes To Lotus Pier AU: Part 5: Flip Slip.

(Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 4.5)

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #mdzs au #Yungmang Jiang Training Arc AU #lan wangji #wei wuxian #digital art #Trying out some digital techniques to see if I can get closer to feel/style of my traditional comics.#So far the biggest difference is *colouring* Digital colouring feels...not good. I have complained about this before and I'll complain agai #Before we get into the sad stuff with Yungmeng Jiang in the PD-MDZS comics lets have some lighthearted fun!#Remember that if anything bad happens to these Jiang disciples in the canon comic - they are happy in this AU B'*)#I think one of the funniest things about the teenxian dynamic is how WWX accidently finds things that get LWJ to feel flustered.#My guy wwx goes 'I'm going to lightly bully/tease this nerd 'cause his reactions are funny.' and LWJ goes “My god. He's everything to me.”#Part two of the fun part of this dynamic is that LWJ is ever so lightly self aware enough to LOATHE THIS CRUSH.#Hence why I have been marinating on this 'Accidental Lan headband miscommunication' concept.#This is how LWJ assumes that WWX knows what the band means in this AU. This will be relevant later.#And YES! I am still going to be making comics for this AU. I have so many ideas I simply can't hold onto forever.

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infernal-lamb · 7 months

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more doodles, since I've been so busy! Sketched out Shamura finally....along with exploring the idea that Shamura's prophecies also appeared in abstract webs they've weaved along the years....I think its just Neat(tm)

also: when ur vessel keeps dying just to stare at you with unyielding saucer-like eyes filled with an indescribable bloodlust silently. just fucked up lamb things

#cult of the lamb #cult of the lamb fanart #cotl lamb #cotl shamura #cotl narinder #i cant fuckin draw lately but its fine. i need to write my fic anyways SIGH #also i love shamura and they make me so sad conceptually. their lucidity always in flux but still full of love for their siblings #kinda makes you forget theyre cult leaders!#shamura is making me even MORE MAD bc i can't pin their design right. kallamar was easy in comparison omfg #i'll draw proper fanart soon and not just Doodles In The Void

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mizgnomer · 6 days

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Parallels - Good Omens Seasons One & Two - Part Five

Link to [ Part One ] [ Part Two ] [ Part Three ] [ Part Four ]

#good omens #david tennant #michael sheen #still finding parallels #this is my comfort show #I'll be a basket case when season 3 comes out #ineffable husbands #crowley and aziraphale #goodomensedit #goParallels #stuff i posted #I ended up with 2 bentley parallels in the same set #sad demon driving away from bookshop #and eyebrow quirks while listening to unwanted demon passenger #I just enjoy all of these parallels so much

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azfellco · 10 months

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Me right now

#good omens #i love you Neil #but I'm still very sad #ineffable husbands #aziraphale #crowley #gos2 #good omens 2 #season 2 #aziracrow #good omens season 2 #good omens spoilers #we need a season 3 NOW #I'm still not over it #and i don't think I'll ever be #he must be a demon because he lied #he told us it will be quite and romantic #it wasn't quiet en romantic at the end #quiet and gentle my ass

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binary-bird · 17 days

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25 expressions challenge feat. david!

#david hammond #trying this again after 15 years woo!#fun facts in the tags time #this man couldn't flirt to save his life. at least as himself. he'd do it for a role but not for himself #he expresses anger comfortably so it spills out/overrides his other expressions like sadness #he's a liberated man he knows crying's not weak but he's still embarrassed about crying in front of others #also his eyes do change when he goes overboard with his powers #i'll get back to that one day

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sad-leon · 5 months

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TW Suicide Attempt

we all talk about him portal chopping an arm off but,,, it would be so easy. so quick

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#sad•leonart #really putting the sad in sad-leon recently lasdjalsdf #tw suicide attempt #cw suicide attempt #rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rise leo #this is older but i figured i'd share #i have literally nothing else #tsob epilogue is still a wip and my other big things i gotta make are secret santa gifts #also in true tsob fashion #i keep thinking of animatic ideas while doing lineart #idk when i'll post this but im not giving up yet #i have more people i wanna meet #almost posted this yesterday but. didnt wanna ruin the vibes.#sorry for being so depressing but also people seem to like when i post the sad blue turtle so. yeah

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ink--theory · 8 months

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forbidden love type of beat

#i'm too lazy to color it in so all you get is this lmao #if you wanna color it in yourself then be my guest just msg me and i'll send you a transparent ver.#splatoon #agent 32 #agent 4 #agent 8 #ah yess my personal agent 32 au that i've only drawn for one other time and will never write fanfic for uwu #I was still a bit sad about splatfest so I just said 'why not draw some good ol yuri' and here I am #my art shit

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millenniumscreampuff · 3 months

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Hair stuff!

#ryou bakura #bakura #yugioh #ygo #my art #featuring a de-fluffed and sad Bakura I am SO sorry lol #I really wanted to try and draw his DSoD hair #I think he looks really cute (he always does) but it was hard not to give him more fluff I had to fight with myself #the pose on the right tho... 😓 it's the second time I've tried to draw this damn pose and it's still soooo wonky 😅#Still! I'll keep challenging myself 😤

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royalarchivist · 2 months

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To be clear, I'm not going anywhere. I love this community, and although I'm disappointed seeing how certain things have been handled, I still believe in the objective of QSMP: uniting communities and people from all around the world and breaking down language barriers.

Regardless of what happens next, or whether people choose to step away from the series or not, QSMP gave many content creators and their communities a platform to meet other people and make those first cross-cultural connections and friendships. The positive ripple-effects from that aren't going away anytime soon.

#mod talk #I dunno. I guess the final message here is I'm sorry we're all feeling sad and I'll try to help people as best I can #I think I will still share old clips but I might take a bit of a break today #I'm happy to hear your guys' feedback and thoughts though!#I want to hear how certain CCs respond before I decide on sharing new clips

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deadpoets · 1 month

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HOUSE M.D. 05.23 | Under My Skin

#houseedit #housemdedit #house md #gregory house #james wilson #amber volakis #mialook #tuserkaren #*mine #*mygifs #i am still on this house episode and it has been months #i keep restarting and then pausing and then i'll go watch other shows and the cycle continues (this has happened twice so far)#so feel free to yell at me in the tags to start watching house again !#anyways i've been wanting to gif this scene because wilson's sad expression after house says kutner truly gets to me #rsl truly knows how to act with his face y'know what i mean

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 4 months

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My rendition of @tempo-takoyaki's DTIYS!

Congrats on the milestones! And to everyone else, please go check out their 'Drawing TGCF (except I haven't read the books)' series!

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #svsss #tgcf #wei wuxian #shen qingqiu #xie lian #better drawn mdzs #(Vaguely??? I think SQQ came out handsome enough to put him in my special gallery)#Showing up to submit this less than 3 days before the DTIYS ends is filling me with a bit of anxiety but it is done!#Initially I was going to do a descending level of realism/detail but noses make me nervous still. One day I'll get there.#The irony is that I was planning on drawing something to celebrate tempo finishing season 1 of their series only to find this DTIYS!#*and* it was their birthday recently. I am compelled to lift them into the air and shout their praises.#What a genuinely kind person with an art style I want to bite into like a crunchy apple!!! The *range* is incredible!#Also their xie lian is probably one of my favourite interpretations. So done with everything but not misanthropic.#Remembers everything and lets other's spin in circles with their lies for the sheer chaos of it all. Teases relentlessly. Deeply sad.#Give it a read! They are planning on continuing on so now is a great time to catch up!#Thanks for hosting this fun art challenge Tempo! We all appreciate you deeply B*)#I hope you have a better year in 2024 - you truly deserve the best.

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catlover4536 · 4 months

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Coming here to say masc presenting Julie is one of my favorite Julie ideas out there and that, of course, I needed to make a femme presenting Frank to compliment @cyanwyrmy and their wonderful Julie!

#welcome home #frank frankly #julie joyful #not a genderbend #fanarts! for u!#I'll admit...I've had this lineart for a long time #I wanted to color them too...but I botched the job!#also my LINES...the colors...they eat them #which I'm still sad about...this has to be one of my favorite line arts ever #maybe one day I'll try coloring them again...on digital #for now tho #making this to tell you masc presenting julie has lived rent free in my head since they were presented #and I would be a fool for not helping to include their partner in crime!#i love these two besties so much #sooo tempted to just post julie tho...I swear she is one of my best line arts out there #my art #masc presenting julie I adore #genderfluid julie joyful #repeat: not a genderbent for either

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