#i'm upset

[jesteringbug]

jp players are so lucky sometimes

[cinamun]

WHY DOES SHE KEEP DOING THIS???

[deezbignutz]

NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUUUUUUCCCKKKKK!?!?!??!?!

They can't just do that! He can't just do that!?!? Erik can't just make him NOT A SOLAIRE!!?!?!?!?! WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!??! ERIK HOW COULD YOU!?!?!?!??!?!??!?!?!!?!?

Me rn frfr:

Screaming, ripping my nails, biting my skin, banging my head against the wall, climbing the ceiling, breaking my bones, drowning in a tub with a toaster, stepping on a crack, committing arson, going to jail, breaking out of said jail, setting the jail on fire, sharting on the guards, stealing a police car, driving off into the sunset with grenades strapped to my chest, blowing up.

[koushuwu]

[meganechan05]

Literally me when the Character Song Album was announced and now that the tracklist has been revealed

How-

HOW?!?!?!

Moffun and Moffun no Uta doesn't represent Rita at all?!?! It's literally the opposite of their character?!?!

And Racles and the Retainers aren't getting any despite how crucial they are to the character plots?!?!

TOEI! WHEN I GET YOU, TOEI!!!

[spaceacekid]

Cannot believe blamcedes lived together for like six months and they didn't show us any of it

[adamsrcnan]

thinking about how rin and nezha both stayed by each other's bedside when the other was injured and recovering. they would have made such a soft couple

[astarionlover]

the fact that it lets you say that as Astarion is just. SO fucking heartbreaking

[spicymambaae]

Life is so unfair like... why is Winter not in my bed right now???

[norrisleclercf1]

I will be in a state of mourning today because fernANDO CUT HIS FUCKING HAIR THAT TRAITOR DOG HOUSE

[disgr-aced]

so yknow how in the last slimecicle stream, q!foolish operated on him until his heart stopped?

Guys.

Guys he coded on the operating table.

He CODED.

[tokiro07]

Why did we get such a monumental chapter of Undead Unluck during a week where I'm too busy with other projects to write my review???

I don't have time to write, I'm too busy WRITING!!!

[youremyonlyhope]

Hey. RTD2. If you're playing some sort of long game with this whole not even mentioning the existence of Martha Jones thing as a way to throw us off the scent of a possible appearance from her later in season "1" or "2" of this era...

Nah. I can't even begin to let myself hope it will happen.

[the-gromit-mug]

i just finished inside job and

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGGOMGOMHOMHOMHOMHOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMHOMGOMGOKMHJKNAJAJKSKDPOSBSBSJSHSBSSNHDHSBDHSJJSJJSKDJSJKXOXOXIXKDJDJNDNCN WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKK

[thevoidstaredback]

I'mma rant for a second.

Someone please validate me.

I think I'm beyond justified when I say that no one listens to me.

This show (Come From Away) is running for three days. I've had the five shifts (4 on the weekend, 1 Friday) for three weeks. Counting my conversation with my parents a few minutes ago, I have explained what this show is, where I am, what it's about, and the history behind it 23 times.

6 times to my mom

4 times to my twin

2 times my older sister

3 times to my dad

8 times to my grandparents

What the actual duck does a girl have to do to get someone to listen to her?

All I'm asking is that people make an actual effort to remember what I tell them, especially when I talk about something I love.

My coworkers (4 of them) have asked what I know about it, and they all remember the basics of what I told them. They even listened to the soundtrack like I recommended!!

My sister won't even take ten minutes to listen to two songs with me. My mom doesn't even remember what the first song is called (I've told her 5 times now). I know for a fact that none of my family will listen to the music on their own.

I just want to share what I'm passionate about. I want others I know to share in the joy I find in this show and others.

And, y'know? I keep finding that this is a reoccurring problem. I can't bring it up to anyone, though, because they all tell me that I'm overthinking it or looking too much into it or seeing things that aren't actually there.

Humans are designed to pick out patterns in everything. We pick them out and we create them.

I see a pattern, I point it out, and I get told there's nothing there.

Either I'm gaslighting myself or everyone else is gaslighting me.

Someone please validate me. Please tell me I'm not crazy. Please put a name to these feelings because I'm going to shatter if someone tells me one more goddamn fucking time that I'm seeing a pattern where there isn't one.

I would cry like I want to, but that would ruin my make up. I have another shift in about 2.5 hours, and I don't have my makeup back with me, so that's a no go.

I'm gonna go read. Thanks for listening

[quadrilateral-triangle]

I wrote out this whole ode to Jay Ferin to accompany this piece of art I made of her and then I forgot to attach the art before posting. I am too tired to rewrite it. Just take the art.