#id wear this irl every day

[gothoffspring]

siri, google art girl quotes to hang up on my wall

📓 hat / shirt / pants / choker / shoes / nails 🎨

[dennisboobs]

charlie day & that one pair of black jeans

[sapphic-lottienat]

i just realised my irl best friendship is sorta jackieshauna coded! great for me!!

no bc like id def be the shauna in this situation bc like im openly lesbian (not exactly shauna-ish but still) like yk im a flannel wearing lesbian, im more on the shy side, i get good grades

and she's such a jackie, straight, getting boys in her dms every single day, the stereotypical popular girl i guess..

and like our friendship is rlly rlly rlly close, so close that ppl CONSTANTLY ask if we're dating, like she'll kiss me all over with heavy lipstick for a photoshoot or full on straddle me to do my makeup

and i.. honestly dont know how i feel about it. ik she would never date me even if i liked her (which do i?? thats such a weird thought) but sometimes she randomly is like "do u think im gay?" and ill be like "wait fr? bc u could totally be bi" and then she brushes it off quickly

ALSO she like never shows affection unless she realises im getting worried abt it, and she'll hug me or say smthn like "u know i love u right?" but otherwise she'll just say ew if i try and show any affection

ANYWAYS IM SO SORRY FOR MY RAMBLE BUT DO WE HAVE ANY THOUGHTS?? AM I READING INTO IT TOO MUCH?? soz guys i just needed to put this somewhere

[emperorofthedark]

Sims Tag

Thank you @pixelatedpanic for the tag!

what’s your favorite sims death?

Mostly my sims die of old age, but I do enjoy a good death by flies.

Alpha CC or Maxis Match?

"Maxis Mix! My game has zero consistency but I am free."

^ THIS

Do you cheat when your sims gain weight?

Nope.

Do you use move objects?

Entering "move_objects on" is the absolute first thing I do every single time I load the game.

Favorite mod?

Impossible for me to narrow it down to just one. simNopke, midgethetree, BoilingOil and so many others have completely transformed the look and behavior of my game, and I'd be lost without them.

First expansion/game/stuff pack you got?

I got Sims 1 and Hot Date at Target waaaaaaaaay back in the day. 2002, I think?

Do you pronounce “live mode” like aLIVE or LIVing?

"aLIVE" mode.

Who’s your favorite sim that you’ve made?

I play the premades almost exclusively, but I do have a very, very dark comedy neighborhood filled with original sims that I can never discuss publicly.

Have you made a simself?

A few times, but playing as myself is… weird, and unappealing.

What sims traits do you give yourself?

Loner, bookworm, dog person, family-oriented, socially awkward.

Which is your favorite EA hair color?

Black or red.

Favorite EA hair?

My bland ass really likes the low bun that Mary-Sue wears.

Favorite life stage?

Adult, tbh. It's the easiest and has the most options.

Are you a builder or are you in it for the game play?

An equal amount of both, I think.

Are you a CC creator?

I wish, but it is beyond my abilities.

Do you have any simblr friends/a sims squad?

I do, and I adore them.

What’s your favorite game (1,2,3,4)?

Sims 2!

Do you have any sims merch?

I have a couple of magnets I bought on redbubble (the pink milk carton with Bella's face, and a cowplant), but other than the games themselves, not really.

Do you have a youtube for sims?

Sometimes I consider it, but ultimately, no. I can't stand the sound of my own voice, and video editing seems like something I would not excel at.

How has your “sims style” changed throughout your years of playing?

I used to download CC indiscriminately, and had my game so bloated with every random possible style, just in case I needed it someday. I've cleaned it out a lot, and am trying for a more consistent aesthetic. Grungy and rundown, but not necessarily diseased.

What’s your origin ID?

spookythings or spookierthings, I'll have to look. Mostly my daughter uses it, and I'm just the sentient credit card hitting the "buy now" button.

Who’s your favorite cc creator?

@serabiet

How long have you had a simblr?

Since 2012, I believe. I had finally cobbled together the first chapter of Emperor of the Dark, only to realize that everyone had migrated from LJ over to Tumblr.

How do you edit your pictures?

I have an unhinged assortment of Photoshop actions I've created over the years, and just continuously tweak them as I learn new tricks.

What expansion/game/stuff pack do you want next?

Obviously Sims 2 is done now, and I don't play Sims 3 or 4, but more supernatural/occult, anyway.

Or maybe something hobby oriented. I like to bake and am learning to knit irl, so a pack of some sort emphasizing those types of things might be interesting. If I played TS4.

I'm tagging @bayoubashsims, @serabiet, @nigmos, @ghostwaltzsims, @medleymisty and @ofmdee, but feel free to ignore.

[urhoneycombwitch]

explain your game plan for pulling Eddie! Id say in a perfect world where I'm totally smooth, id pull the whole "You come here often?" at a bar or something, but realistically, I'm shy and awkward as hell and my strategy really is to just admire from afar and skitter away when they get within a ten foot radius, so, you know, I doubt I'd actually have any success, but in my delusions, I can do it

here’s the thing we MUST lean in to our decisions bc we’re already obsessed with a fictional man. mind as well jump into the deep end.

this is not a brag at all but I would have Eddie Munson wrapped around my finger in a day and it would be AN ACCIDENT on my part. I think that I’d know OF him in high school (bc how could you not, that boy is jumping on tables every other school day) but since I mostly keep to myself in hs our paths wouldn’t cross.

Untilllll there’s some kegger I get dragged to by Robin and I hunt down some weed for us and Eddie trips over himself to flirt w me (I’m his type of this I am deeply convinced, big tits and tattoos and plays guitar like c’mon) and I’m like, incredibly stoic. And he thinks I’m playing hard to get but really I’m just slightly acerbic. I’m a Virgo sorry that I don’t want to flirt w a random guy in the middle of a dark forest. Give me my weed and let me leave 😒

And then we just keep crossing paths, due to our friend circles or the upside down or whatever. As someone who takes a long time to open up to people, I think Eddie would sense that and wear me down slowly over time, kind of a strangers to friends to lovers sitch.

irl I’d need a slow burn bc trust is hard. in my x reader dreams I’m fucking that man on the first date bc I already know everything about him 😜

[lichfucker]

[image description: two selfies of me, a white nonbinary person with shoulder-length brown hair and translucent glasses. the first is a full-body mirror selfie showing off my outfit. I'm wearing a dark green velvet blazer (with no shirt underneath), light grey plaid trousers, and dark boots. I'm standing with my legs crossed and my head tilted to the side, looking down at my phone. the second selfie is from the waist up. I have one hand on my lapel and the other hand playing with my hair. my top surgery scars are just barely visible. I'm looking into the camera with a neutral expression. end id]

jacket is a more vibrant green irl, pictures don't do it justice. anyway. every day I get sexier and more powerful

[bryastar]

Word Salad #11

firstly wheee trans day of visibility was yesterday...which snuck up on me like it does every year.

a bit over a decade ago was when I first started seriously thinking about myself being trans. before that the idea of me wearing women's clothing, especially skirts and dresses just excited me in ways I didn't fully understand at the time. Even still today, while I don't have that same thrill now that I present female all the time, skirts and dresses are still my favourite types of clothing to wear. I've always wondered growing up why girls tended to have a lot more outfit choices, whereas men was primarily just the same few styles. one example was when having to dress nice for high school concerts, the males tended to all look the same while the females often had a lot more personality and variety. the difference always intrigued me.

in 2013 I ended up joining an online community where a lot of the members were experimenting with being a girl and I figured id give it a try, only to find later on that I was much happier being addressed as feminine. I guess being in a community where I felt safe enough to explore those feelings helped me discover a lot about myself. It's where I originally started writing these journals for people to read and comment on while we all were exploring ourselves. it's where i met Amber, starting off as just friends, and then starting a relationship together....and then meeting IRL and then eventually living together. All while still allowing me to express myself fully.

I've witnessed and even helped many others also explore their own identities. sometimes it's a bit nostalgic as I recall my own feelings from owning my first feminine clothing to coming out to taking my hormones for the first time. Honestly makes me feel happy every time <3

I guess if anything, I wanna leave with this.....if you haven't seen Nemona yet I highly recommend it!

[afuckingsystemsthoughts]

the online DID community is very toxic. its honestly anti healing. it hinders healing. the online DID community is all about whining about how bad DID is for you and never seeing the bright side of having alters. if we do that, we're called cringe and accused of faking. they just focus on "im dissociating so badly idk my name!" and all the other bad parts of having DID. they are so stuck on sharing every single symptom they have, and im just trying to find systems i relate to. i dont wanna hear "im so disoriented, i feel like im in a dream, i switch with blackouts like every day" when thats not even how many DID systems experience DID- greyouts happen way more often. and not everyone with DID is disoriented by dissociation every second nor do they dissociate every second. the symptom exaggeration is all anyone will see in the online DID community especially on r/DID. when i first found out i could have DID, during the diagnostic process, we joined r/DID and it caused us damage. we felt like we werent valid and self harmed so much, we couldnt wear shorts without the scars being visible for nearly two years. i thought i wasnt valid but i wanted to be, and id exaggerate symptoms the same way most of the online DID community does. i had to leave those toxic spaces to learn that people with DID dont always dissociate every living moment theyre awake, dont always dissociate severely to the point its disorienting most of the time, dont always have blackout amnesia between every switch, dont always notice signs they have it. where did i learn the information about DID that saved my life? therapists and psychologists who worked with real DID patients, and from some systems- some DID systems who were pro recovery and some endogenic systems. the online DID community has this view that you have to suffer 24/7 and hate your alters to be valid, and when i gained knowledge and was free of that group, i felt more valid and could work on healing. i fused alters more than i split them, i was able to start making an accurate timeline of what i remember, i had more memories come back and was able to process them safely. this isnt a callout on a whole community, its just a personal experience, all i see is negativity in the online DID community and that hindered our healing. some DID systems online have helped us, but its mostly been therapists and psychologists. moral of the story: dont trust everything you see online. social media doesnt accurately show how the world works. especially when it comes to mental health. a lot of people use social media to seek attention, exaggerate their real disorders for attention, or vent their frustrations when they cant safely do it irl. most of the stuff in the online DID community, including syscourse, is all influenced by emotion not by logic, so its not 100% real. its okay to not be involved in the online community for your mental disorder. its okay to take breaks from it when it gets too much to deal with. do whats right for you.

[the-fiction-witch]

Broom Boy P2

Media IRL Character Thomas Brodie Sangster Couple Thomas X Reader Rating sweet af concept visiting the empress

When I returned home I was smart building a wall around my garden, better locks on my doors and windows generally making the house far more secure as well as having my trusty broom and an actual sword for defense of my little cottage. Each night before bed id look out across the Moore's to the high city walls thinking of the empress and her outstanding beauty. The fact she even thought of me briefly made me blush like a spring poppy. I know she said I could see her but surely she'd have forgotten about me by now. Even if part of me did Still wanted to visit the palace just to see if maybe she would remember me. After a few weeks I found the curiously inescapable. I ran the hottest bath I could so hot infact my skin turned red like I'd been boiled I scrubbed every inch of me with soap going through a whole bar in the process making sure I smelt nice and clean brushing my hair and wearing brand new clothes I bought from the village. I wasn't sure what to take if anything so I locked up my cottage and gathered a bouquet of flowers on my walk from my cottage to the city. I did my best not to be battered on the cobblestone streets as I headed to the palace were I found I wasn't the only one here many well dressed men were here with impressive gifts of gold, rubies and other such impressiveness I suddenly felt so foolish perhaps she simply gives the offer to all male winners or something. But still I waited with them all mostly as I didn't want the embarrassment of leaving, and a small part of me still had some hope. Once arriving in the large hall lined with impressive golden fabrics her throne sat there as it has for generations before she sat there in a beautiful golden dress that flowed over her so gracefully like water over falls I couldn't help but blush as I saw her and it was then I leant why there men were here. "My empress! Most beautiful and gracious of all the kingdoms I offer you these sapphires from the coast of epelena and I too offer my hand in marriage" one asked "My empress most kind and sweet of all empresses ever to grace the throne, I bring you the head of the beast of hallow and I too offer my hand in marriage" another said "My empress! I am the lord of all the east I bring with me sixteen elephants and offer my hand in marriage" All of them were here offering these gifts and tittles to try and marry her but always she denied them always she ignored them and never once took their gifts I almost wanted to leave as I didn't want to be mistaken for a suitor but due to the line of men I had little choice but to be faced with her again, at the foot of her throne looking up at her "I uhhhhhh I uhmmm my uh my empress" I bowed my fear overflowing unsure what to say or even to raise my head "Broom boy?" Her voice spoke up Making me look up in shock as she actually looked at me unlike the others and she smiled as she saw me "Yes!" I said standing straight even if I didn't mean to yell "yes my empress" "I thought it was you" she smiled coming down from her throne to be level with me "what are you doing here?" "I uhh I came to visit as you asked me too. Sorry it took me so long I uhh I don't have an excuse. Fear. Fear is my excuse. I'm sorry I didn't mean to disturb your -" "No no your not disturbing anything" she smiled "If is known I'd have come a different day" "It's alright if id known you were here I wouldn't have made you wait in the line" she giggled making me laugh too "Ohh uhh these are for you" I smiled offering her the flowers "Awww there beautiful" she smiled happily taking them "thank you so much" she smiled giving my cheek a kiss which turned my face bright red "would you like to go for a walk with me?" "Yes!" I smiled excitedly and she offered her hand so I happily took it letting her lead me out of the throne room much to the jealousy of every man there for her hand. We walked around the palace hand in hand her guards following us as we talked about everything the city, the village, my cottage, the arena, I strangely found her so easy to talk to we sat down beside the fountain in the gardens and she playfully fiddled with the flowers "I find you so very fascinating. Perhaps it's all these years locked away in here" she says "Thank you, I find you equally fascinating, my empress. Your so sweet nothing like I once imagined the royalty to be" "If I may I have a proposition for you" she smiled "A uhh a proposition?" "Umm humm" she nods "For- for me?" "Ummm hum" she nods "Uuughhhh of course" I blushed "what is it?" "Well my royal guard is leaving the castle in a few months he's been my guard ever since I was a baby so as you can imagine he has entered his silver years, he feels he won't be able to protect me any longer" "Oh no." "Umm it is sad, but I will be needed a new royal guard. Someone to go with me everywhere and protect me" she smiled "You will yes" I nodded "And I thought perhaps my sweet arena champion might like the job" she Cooes "M-me?!" I asked in shock "no no I'm just a peasant from the village" "But you fight between them anyone I've ever seen, of course I'd have him train you before he leaves" she smiled "and if course it's rule that the royal guard never leaves the empress's side. Ever" she Cooes "more then a good fighter or defender I have to trust my royal guard above all else my closest confidant" she smiled "and I'd like that to be you" "I uhh I don't know. I'd love to I really would but I don't think I'm good enough to serve you my empress. I don't think I'm anywhere near good enough to be your defender" "I'm sure you could learn the guards will train you and teach you it's alright, please you're the only person I have even considered" "I uhhhhhh I uhhh I will. If you ask it of me my empress" "Perfect" she smiled giving my lips a little kiss "come on I'll show you some of your duties" she smiled

[lazywitchling]

I've identified as ace for about 5 years but for me I don't feel proud about it? I want to...

I'm trans and also ID as bi, so people don't really get how I can be bi and ace... So I don't make a big deal about my asexuality and even when I'm talking about my identity, or anyone is. My asexuality never comes up.

I don't know if you can relate to this at all really but my question is:

How did you come to accept your asexuality? Was it a struggle for you? And do you have any advice for someone that's shunned that part of themself for so long they've no idea how to even think of being proud of it?

Have a great day/night 🌻

Oooooh. Hm. Well this may or may not be helpful, but here we go:

I am currently only functioning with the one label. "Asexual" is my thing! Yay! I have my flag! I find my flag in gifsets and art and buttons and things! Cool! [points at the greyscale-and-purple] Look, it me!

I might be aromantic as well? But I'm less connected with that label, and not really sure if it fits. It probably does? Might not? idk. Either way, I don't see the aro flag and go "It me!" And tbh, that's totally fine. I can have parts of myself that are exciting and that I connect with and that make me proud. And I can have parts that are like "You know, idk, that's not really a big deal to me. It's part of me, sure, but it doesn't really impact me right now."

You don't have to be OUT AND LOUD AND PROUD of every bit of yourself. Some things can just kinda be there.

I don't really make a Big Deal about my sexuality IRL, either. I wear an ace ring because it makes me happy, and because I've found and been found by a few other aces that way. I have an ace flag pin that I made, because it signals others that I am Part Of The Group, Too. I have never really come out in the dramatic sense, never sat anyone down and explained to them my ace-ness. But if they pick up on the symbols I wear, cool! But nbd if they don't.

Most times, my pride is less prideful and more comfortable. Identifying as ace just makes me feel right in my own head and life and how I relate to the world.

The times when I have felt pride is around other people. Participating in covering this website in rainbows during June makes me feel pride, because I'm doing it alongside others. Talking to other aces and swapping urls of etsy shops that sell black rings makes me feel pride, because I've made that connection and found another person like me.

And I'll tell you what, I have never felt more prideful than I did when a friend of mine came to me and told me that she'd recently started identifying as ace, and it's because she had seen me and just how normal I made it just by talking about it. That by watching me, she realized that what she was feeling was normal and actually pretty cool and not wrong or scary at all.

[chef kiss]

I'm giving you a really long answer, I'm sorry 😂

But yeah. Pride is cool. Being comfortable is better. Pride follows that pretty easily. You probably know this better than I do, with your being trans! When you find something that seems to click your soul into place like a puzzle piece, you feel that moment of "Ahhh.... yes, that's right" like a good warm blanket. Flags can come later.

I can expand on the story later, but basically how I accepted my asexuality (after several months of waffling "am I? no. but am I? i mean. nah. but maybe?") was that I essentially said to myself "I am asexual. And that's pretty cool."

[manfuckerr]

this post is making me have thoughts but i dun wanna rb

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so like

makeup and “fashion that’s purpose is to make you look sexy” is something i used to be feel the pressure of like, 24/7 as a teen. just constant awareness of this standard i was always failing to meet even when i tried and there was no opting out of the system. and until my last big attempt at repression, i was resisting it constantly, only wearing clothes that hid my body and not wearing makeup as long as i could resist the pressure to. i hated those specific aspects of our cultures femininity so much, that now i get insane gender euphoria just from the fact i wear almost no makeup these days (eyebrow filler doesn't count lololol), and the knowledge that straight men don’t want to fuck me. 

ive had friends irl ask if i watch drag race (ofc) and if id ever do drag and honestly, maybe, maybe never! because such a fundamental part of drag is those two things ive spent my developmental years getting pushed on me from every direction. i hate the physical sensation of wearing makeup, and i instinctively don’t want to make myself sexually appealing to others (unless i get to be a disgusting freak doing it but that's different - i like being an acquired taste)

so the idea of trans mascs having an avenue of gender expression where it is the expected norm that you will wear makeup and sexualize yourself for the public gaze, like, you understand why some of us don’t want to be in that spot, and don’t like feeling like we’re being pushed back there, right? why we’d want a spot to express ourselves and sure, be sexual, but in a way that would never want to be called “feminine” and exists for queer men like ourselves first and foremost?

and at this point, im totally aware im just projecting my own baggage onto drag and complaining that mainstream drag isn’t more masculine, which like, fuckin duh this is a stupid grievance 

tl;dr

this is me coming out as someone who doesn’t really like drag and just wants a seedy gay bar named something like Hole in a nearby town. .. omg im so glad to get that off my chest i hope you guys still accept me

[peachenle]

get to know me game!

tagged by @dearhee ty!!

tagging: @end-hyphen @ozymandia-s and anyone else who'd like to participate! This is a long shabang so no pressure hehe . me realizing i need more active moots O_O anyone wanna be friends

birthday: may 4th! im a quadruple taurus 0:

favourite colour: i think pink or purple?!

do you have pets? i have one dog

how tall are you? im ~172 cm

how many pairs of shoes do you own? i only really use like 5 pairs i think! i have sneakers, heels, two crocs and then loafers!

favourite song: my toppest mostest favoritest is dive by jooyoung! then fever by enhypen :D

favourite movie: ponyo

who would be your ideal partner? i mean i bias chenle and jake so im into really happy and bright people LOL realistically though, i think heeseung is more my type? if i were to choose an idol. he's really passionate, we share similar hobbies (gaming), and i think hes fuckin goofy bruh LMAO i'd really like him!

do you want children? i have MAD baby fever, but id only think i'd have 1

have you gotten in trouble with the law? the only time was when i lived in korea and we had a get together when gatherings of more than 6 people weren't allowed because of covid - the cops came and took our info, but they just told us to go home lol

what colour socks are you wearing? i have none on rn heh

favourite type of music: as much as i listen to different genres i cant deny i listen to kpop and krnb the most!

how many pillows do you sleep with? i have 4 on my bed but i only really use 2

what position do you sleep in? always on my side! but i move around a LOT

what don’t you like when you’re sleeping: any sort of light - i need it DARK

what do you have for breakfast: depends on the day, recently ive been eating a lot of avocado toast and eggs!

have you ever tried archery? yes actually LOL i used to take lessons.

favourite fruit: strawberries, watermelon, apples!

are you a good liar? no i think LOL

what’s your personality type? estj was my last result last year but i think im getting more introverted...

innie or outie? innie O_O

left handed or right handed? right!

favourite food: hmmm ill say galbi jjim for right now, or hotpot

favourite foreign food: sushi

am i clean or messy? messy tbh

most used phrase: man i be talking in tiktok right now - but i say "bruh" or "oh em gee" a lot ahhh

how long does it take for you to get ready: depends on the day, im usually quite slow but im the fastest amongst my friends so.. maybe i just think im slow. i dont do anything crazy for makeup but im indecisive about clothes

do you talk to yourself? always - hence why i enjoy twitch streaming lol

do you sing to yourself? yup!

are you a good singer? naur

biggest fear? not being happy with my career lol

are you a gossip? hell yea

do you like long or short hair? on me - long. on boys? like maybe in the middle. jakes hair rn is perfecttt

favourite school subject: in high school i loved english (i mean .. i read and write a lot LOL). i got an award for being the top english student! right now im just vibing...

extrovert or introvert: can i say ambivert but like /gen - there are days i love being alone and others where i will die without talking to a human

what makes you nervous: just... not being smart enough/not knowing enough

who was your first real crush? my first real one was HARDDDD - im not including childhood ones bc i had too many of those. but my first real one was a good friend of my friend. then we became REALLYYY close, and this was during quarantine, so i didnt see him irl much. so we'd play games and watch anime together EVERY NIGHT... like it was routine for 2 months straight. and then i drunkenly confessed and it was bad bad bad. LOOL we're still friends, albeit not as close, and i've grown and moved on! but in hindsight, not the best time. I was heart broken for months ahhh

how many piercings? 10!

how many tattoos? 2!

how fast can you run? nawt as fast as i used to...

what colour is your hair? blackk

what colour are your eyes? brown

what makes you angry: mansplainers, pick me people... etc theres nothing really specific but im a natural born #hater so.. .LMMAOOO

do you like your name? yeye! i dont go by my birth name much anymore, but i like it

do you want a boy or a girl as a child? i dont think id care

what are your strengths? idk i think i do a good aussie accent. jk but ummm im currently in a rut about myself so im workin on it!

what are your weaknesses? hmmm im a ppl pleaser, but at the same time im really stubborn. i cant commit to many things lolol... etc

what is the colour of your bedspread? grey

colour of your room: ldk its like beige lol - but my furniture is like a pastel blue/grey?

[volosdarling]

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FINALLY RESPONDING TO MY PILE OF ANCIENT ASKS ➣ LINK TO THE ORIGINAL ASK GAME~ [I'LL BE ANSWERING WITH VOLO AND I IN THE MODERN DAY ^o^b]

🏝️ [BEACH DATE] ~ What’s your favorite season to do fun things in? What about your F/O’s? MY FAV SEASON TO GO ON DATES OR DO THINGS IN GENERAL IS SPRING BC IT IS RIGHT AFTER THE DEPRESSING COLD OF WINTER SO I FEEL GOOD ABOUT GOING OUTSIDE & LESS DREAD IN GENERAL! LIKE GOING ON WALKS TO GET TREATS... OR LOOKING AT CHERRY BLOSSOM TREES AND ALL THAT GAY STUFF. I THINK VOLO WOULD PREFER THE WINTER BC IT REMINDS HIM OF OUR TIME IN HISUI. THE COLD IS NOSTALGIC EVEN IF ITS UNCOMFORTABLE. HE'D WANT TO GO SEE SOME ODD SIGHTS WITH ME IN THE MOST HORRID WEATHER AND I WOULD SAY YES BECAUSE WARMING UP AFTERWARDS FEELS GOOD (EVEN THOUGH I HATE WINTER I THINK IT WOULDNT BE SO BAD GOING OUTSIDE MY HOUSE IF IT WERE WITH HIM =u=..)

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🥒 [SPA DATE] ~ How do you and your F/O relax after a stressful day? PERSONALLY I PREFER TO JUST CURL UP IN BED AND PLAY VIDEO GAMES. I THINK VOLO WOULDN'T BE TOO INTO GAMING HIMSELF UNLESS IT WERE A SPECIFIC TYPE OF GAME (MAYBE MINECRAFT?) BUT HE WOULD LAY WITH ME AND CLOSE HIS EYES OR WATCH WHAT IM DOING LAZILY. THIS AND ROMANTIC BATHS.......... WITH THE FANCY SHIT U SPRINKLE IN THE WATER TO LOOK LIKE PETALS. I HAVE TO DO THIS LIKE TWICE A MONTH TO KEEP FROM SNAPPING AND I THINK MAKING IT A COUPLES ACTIVITY WOULD RULE

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🛍️ [SHOPPING DATE] ~ If you could have one item of your F/O’s in real life, what would you want? Or, if you do have an item of theirs irl, tell us about it! I GUESS ID LOVE 2 HAVE THE PENDANT THAT HE WEARS IN HIS SINNOH OUTFIT.

I ALREADY BOUGHT THE HAT THEY WERE SELLING AS PART OF THE HISUI MERCH BUT IT'S ACTUALLY GINTER'S HAT (HIS HAS A BADGE ON THE FRONT THAT VOLO DOESN'T HAVE =.=) AND ITS SUPER WAY TOO BIG AND FLOPPY FOR A HUMAN TO FEASIBLY WEAR AS PART OF ANY NORMAL OUTFIT SO IDK WHAT TO DO WITH IT. VOLO'S PENDANT IS SOMETHING I COULD WEAR EVERY DAY UNDER MY SHIRT... IT WOULD B RIGHT NEXT 2 MY HEART. ISNT THAT CUTE AWW (CROWD AWW SFX)

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WHEW THE REST OF THESE ARE GOING ONA QUEUE TO AVOID SPAM LOL. I ACTUALLY LOVE DOING ASK GAMES & ANSWERING GENERAL QUESTIONS EVEN THO I PUT IT OFF SO MORE ASKS R ALWAYS WELCOME ^-^

[slowjamastan]

17 questions tagged by @arugula2048 hiiiiii thank uuuu :)))

1. Nickname: andy

2. Sign: caprisun

3. Height: 5'6" lets give it u p for being AVERAGEEE

4. Last google search: kenshi yonezu vivi (<- THIS SONG IS 10 YEARS OLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT!!!!!!)

5. Song stuck in my head: Sou's cover of siinamota's Q <- has been on a vintage vocaloid binge again (this will become obvious) & is drawing art for a Q animatic that will likely not see the light of day

6. Numbers of followers: 415 (For What Purpose, My Friends! ive become a het4lia blogger!)

7. Amount of sleep: its 3am as i write this... thats not good

8. Lucky numbers: 314, 114...wait. maybe its just 14

9. movies/books that summarize me: my fucking journal i guess. bad question sorry my experiences r unique and no one understands me #twisted #w2mtm but the real answer is that the magic tree house series laid the foundation for my entire life at age 6

10. What are you wearing: lavender wooly housecoat over a black t-shirt dress. and my #lolitakei bloomers as shorts lol

11. Dream job: [redacted for being too specific]. and if that doesn't work out id like to teach ESL, or work in a library, or smth else really specific and specialize in an area no one else can do. ill figure it out as i go! i think i wont know my real dream job until its right in front of me.

12. Favorite songs: my default answer is always sakanaction's Music but the only "genre" im a certified expert in is vocaloid and i dont have a set faves list. without thinking abt it too hard, here's a few that i would and do and always will lose my mind for during karaoke: six trillion yrs, monblanc, glow, meltdown, and the hibikase x echo mashup from nicopa 2015. additionally, pls listen to miku/luka dekat di hati

13. Favorite instrument: vocaloid is classified as an instrument. but i do miss playing violin im not gonna lie. i wanna learn to fiddle

14. Aesthetics: i have many sideblogs and tags ive used and folders of images to sort things into pretty piles... irl i just do whatever. i cant even pick a color palette bro

15. Favorite author: rowling i dont have any author loyalties worth noting, unless u count junji ito. there's several fanfic authors that im subscribed to and would suck them silly but thats.just a game theory

16. Favorite animal noises: the best animal is the one thats yours. i love every noise from my chatty chatty lil kitty cat. mrrrp lol

17. Random fact: the real answer to "why did you start learning japanese" is because of v0caloid. its literally because the subtitles do NOT cut it n i need to understand what is going on. i need to be able to navigate nnd i need to READ i gotta appreciate these music videos better i just need to connect w these weird hikki fuckers making anime girl music. no one does it like them. im N3 level now. shout out to magnet for inventing lesbians in 2009 or whenever

tagging: sorry for being evil but i hate tagging people i hate it so much. i dont want to do it and i dont want to save this in drafts for a month bc im overthinking who to tag. it dodsent matter. Post Now<-

[lettersformiah]

9:12am, 20 june

hi bubba! in english atm. ive had a morning and a half. late to school hehe. had to sign in at the office bc i saw maia with the little attendance slip that relievers have. signed in and rocked up. the reliever is nice, he is chill. nice enough yk? youre at your first placement rn! so shit you had to wake up so early for it. n you have to do it the next two days as well. like eek. but youre amazing so i trust youll be fine. or even better than fine. i believe in you. just shit that i cant text you hehe. but its okay cause i have the letters and music and fifty internals to focus on. did i tell you french was also spoken? im terrible at french pronunciation. what can you do i guess. my kiwi mouth cant get around the fact that french is just gurgling. hopefully ill be fine.

wearing your hoodie at school ^-^ its nice and big and warm. i love it so much. im wearing so many layers bc its so cold. or not even that cold. so windy. and wind makes everything cold. got my stockings on, your hoodie, the big fleece jacket, and socks >:) which i dont think you are meant to wear with stockings, but fuck it, im cold and my shoes are thin. the wind is fucking up my hair too. so dog of mother nature fr.

what else? oh! friday is matariki. or maybe its not? i dont know. friday is the public holiday for matariki, so thats good enough for me. thursday is a half day bc they are doing the celebration at school from 1-5. (however it means p3 on thursday is like a full school assembly) i think im meant to go to the celebration? i think i will from like 3-5 maybe. if you dont miss me too much. but youd probably be asleep knowing you. will see i guess heh. i just know my friends were interested in going. i still have dance though, so maybe i go and then leave at like 4:40? thats when the bus is and itll take me straight to dance. just gotta be sneakily wearing my dance clothes or take a bag. we will see! sounds like a good plan though, if i do say so myself.

i really can keep writing forever hehe! apparently always having something to say translates well into letters too! id be so good with a diary. but i think one entry would be like 40 pages long. so maybe its for the best this is online. saves me some hand cramps.

i love you! and im excited for drama! having our war piece kinda finished is good. but getting the guys to work its kinda very hard when they arent feeling it. but we definitely need to perform soon. the original plan was to have it be done at the end of term 1. its almost been like 3 months since that? thats some shit timing. but tbf im glad we have the time to work on it, i want it to look good. but i dont mind not getting an excellence, but i know leo wants it. which is fair. hoping all goes well and the boys focus up. ill let you know.

it was nice waking up to you this morning :*] wish it could be like that irl and every day yk? i dont think i was very good at conversation, i barely remember it but i remember definitely slurring my words a teeny bit. sleepy maddi things.

ive been writing this letter for like thirty minutes. crazy how the time flies when i just talk. tbf whenever i talk just about my day it takes about 3 hours to get through! and i didnt even get to tell you about yesterday and the full on day i had! and havent even mentioned watching the end of the summer i turned pretty with rem and hos and jazz or playing dnd! gosh theres so much to talk about i could go on forever. im happy you love that about me. im very lucky. youre a great listener which is perfect because im a great talker. love you bubba.

i should go i think. got other posts to make and some english to pretend i did. i love you, hope the placement is going okay and you havent fallen asleep injecting someone yet.

talk soon,

-mads<3

[hazmatazz]

it’s me again :D

man i love the angst too!! and i could theoretically just draw them for you. but 1. i’m too lazy rn and 2. id have to go off anon and i love the mysteriousness hehe i feel like a secret agent whenever i’m on anon

SO :D first of all, they’re both afab and 15 years old

imma start with floryn!! she’s 1.58m tall, her skin tone is a darker sienna (a medium brown, idk how to describe it) she has an hourglass body type but is kinda chubby, her hair is dark brown and curly (hair type 2C if we wanna get rlly specific) and around shoulder-length. she usually wears it half down and the other half in a messy kinda bun. her eyes are pretty round (my art style is more on the cartoony side, not sure how it would look irl) and also brown. her eyebrows are pretty thick and dark as well. she doesn’t use a lotta makeup but sometimes draws a heart or star on her cheek with colorful eyeliner :D she usually wears dresses or skirts with cardigans or tank tops depending on the weather. and she prefers shoulder-less sleeves that are either a bit puffy or loose. if that makes sense?? the skirts are mostly around knee length and she always wears sneakers that are mostly white with different pastel colored accents. her clothes are always very colorful and she has dresses in genuinely every color of the rainbow, some pastel ones, some brighter ones, just no dark colors. she loves wearing all of them, although her fav color is orange <3

imma just hope i didn’t forget anything and move on to rory :D her skin tone is ivory and her face always has a visible light blush. and whenever she actually gets embarrassed or something her whole face goes red and it’s very cute tbh. her body shape is either the rectangle or inverted triangle one, i’m not 100% sure yet & she’s pretty muscular. in my style her eyes are more rectangular?? kinda like this shape ♦️but horizontal if you know what i mean? they’re blue & her eye brows are more round. her hair is wavy (hair type 2A maybe), around armpit length and a warm blond (pantone 4655 but a bit warmer, i’ve been searching for the perfect color for like five minutes and i give up) and at some point later in the story, once she gets more confident, she dyes her hair tips a light blue color!! her go-to hairstyle is usually a high ponytail. she usually wears jeans or corduroy pants and on warmer days she often wears bermuda shorts. she mostly wears crop tops but also tank tops and sleeveless shirts. when it’s colder she wears button-up shirts with long sleeves. she doesn’t HATE skirts but you’ll very rarely see her wearing one, usually it’s jean shorts and crop top :] her color palette isn’t that colorful, usually blue with accents of brown, grey, white and/or black but she has a few tops in other colors too. she definitely wears dark blue converse and those tennis socks with two colored stripes at the top

i have no idea if that was detailed enough, if you’d like to know anything else feel free to ask :D also if you have any questions abt their story or them as characters apart from their physical appearance, i just love rambling about them <3

i haven’t described their personalities in detail yet i think so maybe i’ll do that in another ask but my phone battery is running out aksbkajdkja

and i love florora tbh that sounds so magical <3

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!!! they sound absolutely adorable!!! idk why but i was imagining rory to be like a redhead with a boyish cut and straight hair?? like that one girl from that "arcane legends" show or whatevr. but her with long blond hair also soumds adorable!! esp with round eyebrows as i'm imagining

ohh and their clothing styles <3<3<3 ehegehgtjehr rory does seem like the kid to wear sleeveless shirts and button ups snsbksebkshs. and flora!! she gives me very soft warm color vibes so i can see it!!!

and ohh w the little heart on the cheek <3 i think rory would absolutely stare at that

also flo's 5'2 :D??? awee little friend :33333