#idk what to write anymoreeee

[scarletevening]

who would first and how they would confess [ blue lock headcannons ]

Including: Isagi Yoichi, Nagi Seishiro, Bachria Meguru, Kunigami Rensuke

cw: gn reader

𝐈𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐢 𝐘𝐨𝐢𝐜𝐡𝐢

Him, but probably as an accident. Listening to you ramble about something or another when the look in his eyes turns warm, welcoming a sense of infatuation you never noticed before. Isagi wanted to be the one to say it, to show you how much you truly meant to him, how he noticed every detail about you, the changes in your hair, the slight tire from staying up studying, he noticed everything, and he hoped you did the same for him. That infatuation brought you to look a little deeper than before. Maybe it was the way his lips pouted, and his eyes never left yours, the way his hand gently moved to capture yours. Isagi’s eyes held such grace of warmth that it never felt the same when you looked him in the eye, glad to say he was suave enough to say it in three words. 

𝐍𝐚𝐠𝐢 𝐒𝐞𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐨

You, the lazy bastard only burning your face into that (incapable to confess) consciousness of his. Nagi was never one for words, but he couldn’t seem to shut up when it came to you, spending all your lunchtime using his mouth to blabber rather than chew. Something you could have never expected from a guy as sluggish as him. But the passion he had for you burned the same way it did for football. Nagi never wanted to let you go, let alone lose you. So when the conversation steered to another man, his dodgy phrase went along as, “Forget him, I’m the only one you need to focus on”. The cherry tint on his cheeks gave you enough to infer, a grin to return to his jealousy. “I like you Seishiro, I don’t need him”. His eyes glistened as they shot up to stare at you, filled with fluster as he realized you beat him to the punch.

𝐁𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐚 𝐌𝐞𝐠𝐮𝐫𝐮

Him. It would be at a random instance, no day of the year in particular, just a day. The best of it was his setup. Bachira was a passionate man when it came to his interests, one of them being you. Of course, the two of you had been getting along quite easily, and with a person as fascinating as him, you could hardly call yourself bored at any moment with him, because it was always unpredictable. Keeping up with the prestige of unpredictability was hard, but determination never left Bachira. So the day he showed up at your house, early in the morning when even the birds were asleep, he knocked on your door and handed you a bouquet of freshly picked wildflowers, a surprisingly cohesive set at that. Before you could even question him on his antics, he spoke, “I know it’s early, but I couldn’t stop thinking about how much I like you,” His adorable lopsided grin made your heart chatter, as your flush faced his in the crook of his neck.

𝐊𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐢 𝐑𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐮𝐤𝐞

Him, trying to fit his superhero model, he pushed past his biggest fear, the fear of rejection. The two of you had been friends and knew each other plenty, but the growing swell of his heart made him too nervous to sacrifice his cherished friendship with you. You were a sunshine he couldn’t bear to think of having removed from his life, but at the same time, he would do anything to keep you in it forever. He wanted it to be forever, beyond just a friendship. When the two of you walked home from the snack shop, back to the computer café, he decided to stop you. The sunset gleams behind your perfect face, bringing out every feature of refined beauty. Your head tilted slightly, confused and curious at his sudden request, “Let’s talk,” but he was too preoccupied with your charm. “Well,” He let out a deep breath, he really was beginning to regret his impulse, “I don’t want to be friends with you anymore.” What. His eyes went wide as he realized what he said, and quickly took in the sheer anguish. Your charming eyes quickly bore tears as you hung your head. “Not like that!” He hid his face in his hands, not daring to peek as you whipped up to look at him, noticing to bright red tips of his ear. “I like you...” 

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ok so the sukuna story is coming along... but im not sure about continuing head cannons/short drabbles like this so please lmk!!

[strawberri-draws]

Cutegirltober day 5, Cottagecore <3 that always makes me think of Strawberry Shortcake, so i drew my childhood faves!

[miusato]

I was wondering, do you have a ranking for Kotone ships? I assume Shinjiham is number 1, but I'm curious since you mentioned you liked them all

HMMMM maybe? I mean like I pretty much like all kotone ships since I'm biased and I like her althoughhh honestly some ships I just see more on platonic side but I salute anyone that ships her with a rare pair (provided its just not something entirely weird or borderline illegal lol)

Anyway, here's pretty much my ranking and thoughts for each ships lol:

1) Shinjiham - First of all, god Atlus doesnt FUCK AROUND with his SL route and it's so out of their fucking mind for Atlus to not let the girlies write for the romances in other persona ever again cuz WHAT THE FUCK???? They really fucking cook with his and Ryoji's SL its fucking sweet yet so tragic I just cant fucking take it anymoreeee 😭😭😭 and it fucking hurts me that even when you ended up not dating him, you can clearly see just how in love he is with Kotone like fuck man it hurtss

I am just such a sucker for the broody bf x cheery gf trope but they had me in my tits when they laced it with angst it had me bawling by the end of it. I really appreciate how in femc's route we finally get to see his true character like god before P3R we really only know him as that mean looking guy with a tragic broody past and he tries to make things right before its too late but we dont also see him trying to be better other than tiny mentions of it so when he is gone we dont feel bad other but P3P hooo boyyy shits fucked me up I miss him I miss my wife and even when I get to save him, even when he finally gains the reason to survive and have meaning to live, when the person that gives him that reasoning is gone, it fucking hits me like a truck man and that truck decides to reverse and run me over again. Absolutely spectacular shipping 11/10 dont fucking do that ever again Atlus I have inherited hypertension from my dad

2) Akiham - This is actually my initial otp before I blasted and fried my brain with foolmoon content. I was actually surprised to see this side of Aki where instead of him looking like he gets thing under control and cool all the time, he is just so clueless socially and every rank of him had me go "Holy shit he's autistic he's just like me frrrrr" like I didnt expect him to have awful social cues like me hskskssksk I also love how really cute the entire rank is like this boy is 18 and never dated anyone yet he is so sweet and thoughtful I almost forgot he probably learned this from the seventeen magazine in his room lmfaoo I love them they're the most tamed yet cute pair but also bittersweet and sad thinking that he lost everyone that he loves even after he proclaimed he will protect her ugh im in painnn

3) Theoham - I love how silly the entire route is! Its fun and relaxed and oh god what is up with everyone with white hair has autism in this game??? His lines are fucking bonkers it had me in tears and I cant even believe this man also manage to make me feel things about exposing one's hand after seeing it gloved for so long. Again Atlus please let the girlies cook again for the new persona i am begging you

4) Hamugis - idk if it was Atlus intention or not to make her pan but god I love this so much! Her entire route is her adjusting to being human and gaining human emotion gradually and I just really think its so beautiful when she said she doesnt even care if Kotone's a girl or a man she will still love her (Im sure she really meant it to be platonic and she pretty much mixed romantic and platonic but also that confession at the roof doesnt help at all I genuinely think she's in love with femc) and towards the end when she cried I can hear how human she is briefly like oh god I cant believe Atlus invented yuri

5) Yukaham - they're besties and she mentioned she wants a bf before okay whatever BUT I just refuse to believe she's into men honestly and she probably just wants a bf because thats what she believes girls should be (like obsessing over boys and such) and shes a girly girl so she should like boys, right?

Im not forcing anyone my HC at all so just ignore this if you want. Im writing this because the worm in my brain tells me to do it and i am also projecting myself here but like I just like the idea of Yukari feels conflicted about her sexuality because she's a girly girl and her liking girls doesnt fit the status as a girly girl but when she meets Kotone and she is feminine and likes girls stuff too but also a tomboy and doesnt really care much about the identity of being a girly girl and finds herself enamored towards her, she admits to her one day that she's having conflicted feelings about her and the other girls she finds oddly attracted to and Kotone's probably like "You should try to kiss me and see if you feel anything about it" and AKXHEIQPAUSQPAJQL oh god the thought of Yukari not knowing she's a lesbian and struggling to accept her identity as a lesbian is just so AAAAAAA i need more Yukaham content maybe I should draw them together

6) Mitsuham - I totally understand people's vision with Mitsuham. Actually at this point, you guys can see how Kotone brings impact to everyone in the team and towards the end of the game, everyone either finds a meaning to live or finally able to open up to each other but anyway shhh lets ignore the overall grim lore of this game and just focus on Mitsuru as a person instead. I really love the idea that Kotone introduce a lot of new things to Mitsuru since despite how rich and influential she can be, due to the responsibility and burden she has to hold at a very young age, she didnt get to experience what life is as a normal teenage girl so I just love the thought of Kotone teaches her what it feels to be a normal teenage girl like and gives her a glimpse of what it feels if she wasn't a Kirijo in the first place. Again, just a HC but like I think it would be so fun of Kotone and Mitsuru just sneaks out at night after she convinces her to forget her responsibility for a moment and loiters around town until it's the dark hour and Mitsu just freaks out because she was too distracted by having fun and being distracted by her duty and she was like I cant afford being normal, not in this world and not when she bears the name of Kirijo and oh god did I accidentally turn this into angst???? ANYWAYS yes I understand Mitsuham

7) Ryoham - Okay I have to admit, as much as bittersweet and tragic their whole relationship is (like the fuck as going on in Atlus' HQ when they wrote "Please touch me. Make sure I exist." Like ????) I'm just not into Ryoji much because of a personal reason but also like I love it when people draw them in an alternate universe where they meet again like I really believe in another life, they really do would fall for each other again ;w;

8) Juntone - Honestly I just see them as platonic but I saw this one Juntone shipper on twt before and I cant stop thinking of them whenever I have to think of this pair. Like okay shh imagine if Kotone isnt dead in the end but both of them still lost Chidori and Shinji, I know they both understands the pain but like if lets say they find confort in each other and down the line they do fall in love, I just think its really beautiful. Maybe not immediately but when years later theyre reunited and open up about their grief and still having a hard time to move on, I know they would clung on to each other just to feel absolutely alright because nobody can understand the circumstances they fall into.

Anyway, that's pretty much my ranking. I really do love and understand why people would love her with other pairing like I am all game but the ones I am pretty much very obsessed with is Shinjiham and Akiham while the others are more of an afterthought to me.

[98shawns]

[00:57]

you try to keep your breathing steady as you feel the other side of the hotel bed sink from shawn’s weight. the front desk had messed up your reservations so now you were sleeping in the same bed as the new intern. the new, handsome, and charming intern. he was sitting on the edge of the bed and you took note of his sleep attire. a plain white t-shirt and grey joggers. god that’s such a boyfriend look, you think to yourself, unconsciously bringing the sheets up to cover your similar but somehow less attractive t-shirt and sweatpants combo. i should have packed cuter pyjamas...

a few moments pass of you staring at shawn’s back and you wonder why he wasn’t laying down. you frown, he probably feels uncomfortable. but that’s until he turns his face. his cheeks were flushed and he had his eyebrows furrowed. he was chewing his bottom lip in thought; he seemed troubled. was this bothering him that much? but it couldn’t be... shawn was one of the most confident people at the office. he’d have you as a blushing mess in only a short conversation without even trying, so why did he look so unsure of himself? you think about it for a few moments only to start nodding off. it had been a long day. you didn’t remember who even suggested sharing the bed in the first place, but you figured that if shawn had a problem with it you’d trust him to wake you up.

so, you finally close your eyes to fall into a deep slumber; not knowing that the flirt of the office shawn mendes was trying his hardest to build up the courage to get under the covers and share the bed with you. it already took enough guts to even volunteer to accompany you on this business trip in the first place. you looked too cute in your sleepwear, and he didn’t know if he’d be able to resist confessing his feelings for you then and there.

but he hears your deep breaths shortly after, and turns around to see you asleep. he sighs in defeat before finally climbing in bed, the furthest away from your side as he could. he didn’t want you to think of him as a creep, even though you did agree to his joking suggestion of sharing the bed you were mistakenly given. he wonders if you’d do the same with any other guy in the office but he doubts it. you hated almost all the men in your department except for him. everyone in the office knew that you had a soft spot for him and that was a fact he prides himself in. he relaxes. he wasn’t sure what would happen while he was asleep, but he trusted you to wake him up if you had a problem. the two of you agreed to do so before after all.

and when the two of you wake up and fall back asleep within minutes of each other in the morning, you have no problems. even with shawn’s arm wrapped around your waist, or with your legs intertwined with shawn’s underneath the sheets. there was no reason to wake up yet.

[grindedeyes]

Well hello there👋🏻

idk what to write anymoreeee I’d appreciate recommendations tho

[kuiinncedes]

Write some love on one or all of these characters: Santana, Quinn, Tina

ahh thanks for the ask!! :) i’m gonna (try) to do all of them even tho i don’t have as much to go off of for santana and quinn (bc i don’t think about them as much lol)

santana - she’s beautiful for one and has an incredible voice (i’m like just thinking about her in opening night rn lol) i think she has a great journey in learning how to be open and also make valuable friendships?? before the writers tear them down and just going from where she was in s2 and s3 to where she is in s6!! i think she also has a lot of amazing potential that makes for some amazing fanon santana too if that makes sense lol

quinn - ok the beautiful and incredible voice thing applies to all three of these ladies XD she’s also very strong and i love her journey towards standing up for herself more and being independent and confident. i think she definitely becomes someone really inspiring and intelligent in s3 after all the nonsense. she’s ambitious too and it can be a little self-centered sometimes with her need to stay on top but i think she learns a little to let go of that and maybe be herself a little more??

tina - ok ok ok ok ok so. 💗💝💞💓💘💖💕💞💖💝💘💕💗💓💘💕💓💖💗💝💞💓💝💘💞💖💕💗 I LOVE HER if u couldn’t tell from my blog lmao :3 she’s GORGEOUS and has the best hair and fashion and her VOICE HER EVERYTHING !!!!!!!!!! i just really love her character development (and i was typing that i stopped and was like wow because before i really stanned her i was sort of with the ‘her character was ruined’ camp but not anymoreeee lol) 

she’s a fucking TEAM PLAYER she’s always willing to be a part of the team even when they don’t fucking appreciate her which is always but she still stays and she contributes her voice and skills 

the way she learns to stand up for herself and go for what she wants?? she said y’all haven’t appreciated me for three years so i’m gonna fucking make you and she SHOULD be appreciated

she becomes a freaking confident queen, like the difference between “tonight” in 1x04 and what she says about it versus like “hung up” or even “revolution” in 5x01, i think she really grows into herself and gains a lot of confidence in her own ability, which she always had even when she was faking a stutter, but she also becomes unafraid to show it 

also MULTITALENTED QUEEN

overall i think her character also speaks to me a lot, like i’m super shy like she was at the beginning so like her growth is really inspiring to me?? and being unafraid to speak out as an asian woman toooooo yeah idk haha anyway

as jenna ushkowitz said (according to some gifset i think that i need to find again bc it made me feel things and want to cry): she’s not afraid anymore and i want to be that ahhhhh :’) ok anyway enough of me seeing myself in tina lmao

tldr i love miss tina cohen chang <3

[miyuskye]

what she says: i'm fine

what she means: Zuko and Katara were undoubtely the reincarnations of Oma and Shu and it took so long for them to meet again but since Zutara is not canon they are not together and who knows how long will it be before they're gonna meet again

[artist-in-space]

All the ones with a five

You present a challenge, my friend, and so I shall accept.

5: are you self-conscious of your smile?

Not really, but I will be when people say “smile for the camera” or “look pleasant when you smile” because my smile? Oh my god. It’s a smirk. It’s a lopsided smirk it looks like I always goad my enemy to do the first move or something

15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is!

I saw Planet Nine and that has always intrigued me. At the same time I saw something about Mercury contracting??? So our smallest planet (bar Dwarf King Pluto) is getting even smaller???

25: what’s the weirdest place you’ve ever broken into?

Broken into? I’m not some kind of criminal!

Though I do have to say, places that has “employees only” and I have had the compulsive need to go into? Those are stupid of me. But I never broke into something asdfghj

35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often?

Stationary? Not so, but I really do like their looks. Pretty pens as well. If I have a lot of money I might use more “pretty pens”-- but from what I have, I don’t like using them often because I have that “you got to preserve them till kingdom come because they’re cute” as a mindset.

45: do you trust your instincts a lot? -- I’ve answered this :D And no not always

50: what’s an odd thing you collect?

I collect... I collect pictures of birds? Or bugs that I see in our garden? FlowersI see that I think are beautiful?

Honestly idk what is odd asdfghjkl

51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them?

I’m thinking of my sister, and I associate that one BTS song with her- can’t remember the name - because it totally signaled me that she was transitioning from KPop fan to KPop stan WAAHAHHA

52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far?

Actually I don’t think they’re memes of this year, but they’re very prevalent: the “not us, not us” from Endgame trailers, the “Nobody:/ JKRowling: something weird” joke because that is definitely a tragedy, and the “different dynamics of ships” meme that I’m seeing right now. They are quite accurate.

53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them?--- I’ve answered this, but I said that I knew PF as a distant memory and Heathers by the musical. Sadly I don’t know the other two.

54: who’s the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face?

My mom, just because she airs out her worries and troubles to me, or I see it from her. I try to joke stuff to keep up the mood.

55: what’s the most dramatic thing you’ve ever done to prove a point?

Let me think of another thing than the Malunggay incident--

Does acting all roles of an argument in detail dramatic? I think it is. And that point was “I think I can mimic people and no I have no desire to be a con artist, thank you”

56: what are some things you find endearing in people?

Since I’ve answered this, lemme think of another one-

When people find a common cause? And just break down any barrier of discomfort because of it, and just go “we can do this”. For example, STEM in my school has this one event where we technically become our own organizers. But you see, we’re okay with one another, just not with the admin. Our constant “oh my god we’ll get through this believe me“ was such a mood. People were able to talk to me despite me not knowing them very closely. I love that.

57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics? JUST GOTTA GET OUT OUT OF HERE *guitar*

58: who’s the wine mom and who’s the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why?

I’ve answered this, but M is Wine Mom because she is the Mom and she is a very sophisticated, formal person. S is Vodka Aunt because she has done unthinkable stuff and I am not convinced that she isn’t drunk half of the time (jk)

59: what’s your favorite myth?

Lemme think of another one-- this myth in our country that this big mountain is just a holy place transported then turned upside down. It’s just--- what a twist??

65: is there anyone you haven’t seen in a long time who you’d love to hang out with?

Yeah. I ended it weirdly between us-- aka I just stopped responding because I was getting uncomfortable with how they... spoke and acted. One day I will.

75: tell us about your pets!

I don’t have pets as of now, but I’ve had a Rottweiler, Labrador, a Japanese peach crossed with... another breed that I do not know, and other dogs that I can’t recall what breed they were.

I do want a cat though. This stray street cat? Oh my god it’s adorable

85: do you read comics? what are your faves?

I’ve answered this, but Avengers Prime was so good, then ATLA comics, but I also read the Losers and honestly got invested in that train wreck

95: what are your plans for this weekend?

Sleep. JK um, draw? Hopefully write? It’s summer and I don’t go out that much, but yeah. Maybe I could sit down in the garden. Hopefully it’s not too hot because oh my god I can’t take the heat anymoreeee

z

Thank you! Man this was long but I hope I answered these good haha

[choupichoups]

chOUPI u know when u say "big chapter" the 2 things that come to mind are angst and smut!!!! and,, u said u wouldn't write smut, and n o w ur saying it ain't angst so idk what to think anymoreeee

dONT tHiNK aBoUT IT

also why does your mind go there HAHAH 

[anoddconstellationofthoughts]

we were tagged by the lovely @justashotofdepresso to do this so here we go (constellation // static) 

nicknames/pet names: nena, neen, mar, neenie weenie // gerti, gertrude, gertbag, trudy, gerts 

zodiac sign: aries // pisces but i hate it 

height: 5’2” i am Short // 5’6 3/4” babey!! 

last movie i watched: dirty rotten scoundrels (although idk if that counts bc i only watched half but i enjoyed what i did see) // On The Basis of Sex which is fantastic and made me want to be a lawyer 

last thing i googled: “i wish i knew you when i was young” (i was sick of hearing the song and not knowing it okay be nice to me) // old man chest pain meme (i needed to make a point ok) 

favorite musicians: troye sivan, billie eilish, dodie, tessa violet, bishop briggs, ludovico einaudi l // Hozier, BTS, Cardi B, Panic!ATD, Fall Out Boy, ABBA 

song stuck in my head: baby by clean bandit feat. marina and luis fonsi (the music video is Art and i love it sm go watch it now) // All I Ask of You from Phantom of the Opera and literally every song from the Make Happy soundtrack 

other blogs: not anymoreeee // none! 

do i get asks: sometimes, surprisingly // whatever neen gets 

following: lots of marvel/spn blogs, plus shitposts, lgbtq+ stuff, and writing blogs. plus some friends // whoever neen follows. i am a parasite latching on to her tumblr acc 

dream trip: oh holy shit uhhhhh i kinda wanna go to italy? bc i love europe but honestly i’d go anywhere in europe ngl just gimme a car and some money and i’ll disappear for a month like fr // greece babey!! i want to live in mamma mia land forever please and thank 

amount of sleep: uhhhhhhh not as much as i should get??? i think i fell asleep at 11 last night which was p good but idk tbh // enough? probably 7-8 hours a night lucky number: 2 or 22 // 21 

what i’m wearing: a really old “lake” sweatshirt and captain america pj pants // an amazingphil sweatshirt, a pair of leggings, and a pair of sweatpants (it’s fuckin cold) 

dream job: well performer (musical theatre, vocalist, tv/theatre actor, all of that) has always been the hidden dream, but realistically i wanna be some kind of dr. not sure what kind but medical school has always been the goal so // historian for some big university/archaeologist/egyptologist 

instruments: ukulele and voice (yes it fucking counts fight me) // nada i am musically untalented 

languages: english and conversational spanish // english, conversational spanish, a weeny bit of french 

favorite songs rn: baby (same one as before skks), brother by NEEDTOBREATHE, if walls could talk by halsey, tomorrow never came by lana del rey, i love you and bad guy by billie eilish // Movement by Hozier, Scenery by V, Hazy Shade of Winter by Gerard Way 

tagging: @galaxytrees13 @iambuckyrogers 

[tellywoodtrash]

ishqbaaz ep 400 - 404 lb

now, let’s see what fresh hell my idiot children have raised in the one week i left them unsupervised! 

ep 400 (30.10.17)

ok you know what, i reallllllly do not care about this lameass shivika plot. i didn’t care one week ago when i was watching in real time, and now one week later, i literally couldn’t give less of a fuck. ugh. already disgruntled at having to sit through this garbage. 

YOU FUCKERS SHOULD BE CONCENTRATING ON RIKARA, PAR NAHI, IDHAR BHI APNE AINVAYIII KE ISSUES. HONESTLY. THINK ABOUT SOMEONE OTHER THAN YOURSELVES FOR 4 MINUTES. AND IF YOU HAVE TO THINK ABOUT YOURSELVES, THINK PROPERLY LIKE NORMAL MARRIED COUPLES, AND GO BANG. GODDDDDDDDDDDDDD. 

ugh ok i really don’t care about anika’s nonsense mental issues when there’s literally so many other problems. fwding this bs. 

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas, rikara!!!!!!!! 

i am honestly so emosh rn. 😭😭😭

yaaaaaaas baby girl! call him out on his bs! 

ok can’t help but feel a little bad for kunal’s kamar in this scene. is it just me or is he ladkhadaayiing a bit? 

UGH GTFO SHIVIKA I DON’T CARE ABOUT YOU TWO RN UNLESS YOU’RE FUCKING. 

anika has legittttttttttttt lost her goddamned mind. honestly, what the fuck have they done to my girl???? 

IS THIS HONESTLY AN ISSUE???? LIKE???? I CAN’T EVEN WITH THESE TWO ASSHOLES RIGHT NOW. JUST GTFO MY SCREEN BEFORE I RAGE QUIT WATCHING THIS EP. 

lmao ok kunal ki saaas phul rahi hai, someone give the poor boy a sec to catch his breath. 

YAS GAURI ASKKKKKKKKKKKK HIMMMMMMMM 

pffffffft, don’t even talk about shivika’s ishqbaazi rn gauri, coz... i just can’t. 

“WOH DONO EK DUSRE KO NEECHA NAHI DIKHAATE KABHI.”

ok someone needs to sit gauri down and tell her all of bade bhaiyya ke puraane paap. 

and rudra’s just going snip-happy on ajay’s car like a toddler in crafts class. best. 

ok ruvya nonsense is what i care about least in this show so fwd fwd fwd. 

this trope of shit getting stuck in each other’s jewelry and what not is literally the worst. 

OK RUDRA NEEDS TO BE GIVEN ONE TIGHT SLAP. WHY THE FUCK IS BHAVYA EVEN PUTTING UP WITH THIS BS? SHE JUST NEEDS TO TELL SHIVAAY WHAT’S UP AND GTFO THE STUPID “BOND” CLAUSE. 

god i’m just so mad at heterosexuality rn. all these ppl just need to leave each other alone already, coz together, they just make each other and everyone else miserable as fuck. 

YAS GAURI. TEAR THAT DUPATTA. FREE YOURSELF FROM THE SHACKLES OF THE HEGEMONIC INSTITUTION THAT IS MATRIMONY IN THE DESI SOCIETYYYYYYYYYYYY

why am i being forced to watch this utter TRASH that is this shivika plot? it’s literally worse than the ruvya plot. #bloodyUNSAHIKKABLE (something for my southie peeps there.) 

never thought i’d relate SO MUCH with shivaay during an argument, but hey, here we are. matlab facepalm kar kar ke mera toh mooh hi laal ho gaya hai. 

ok what even is this editing? ffs, kuch toh transition effect daalo scenes ke beech mein. 

oh gauriiiiiiii, my baby girl, don’t cryyyyyyyyy. mera dillll jaltaaa haiiiiii. i can’t bear to see you like this. 😥😥😥😢😢😢

ok i can’t bear his crying either, but he deserves to cry a little, so dil pe patthar rakh ke seh loongi main. 

GOD SRSLY ANIKA YOU NEED TO GROW UP. 

great. usko bhi pakad ke taana and issue. shivaay just leave her be. let her go eat something and she’ll calm the fuck down in time and come find you. 🙄🙄🙄

i’m just fwding this garbage, because after EVERYTHING they went though, if she still doesn’t trust him, phir mujhe kuch nahi kehna. honestly, so done with this. 

ok just in case i didn’t hate men enough in this episode, ajay’s here to MAKE SURE ki koi kasar reh toh nahi gayi. 😒😒😒

okay fuckkkkk offf shitty ajayyyyyyy, with your crappy unibrow. 

OMFG HAATH LAGAAYA, SAALE KAMEENE HIMMAT KAISE HUIIIIII KAAAT KE GANDE NAALI MEIN NA PHENK DOON MAIN

ok this grownass man has been TOLD the issue to his face and he’s still like “idk why she’s mad at me?????” why are men like thisssss????? 

god why won’t this shitty ass episode enddddddddddddddd??? 400th episode my ass. 

waah, bhavya’s gonna solve the mysteries of the feminine mind for bhaiyya. 

lol this little golu molu baby sardar. what a cutie. 

this show really nails their casting of kids. highly surprising how all of them are non annoying. 

YOU KNOW HOW YOU CAN BRING BACK HER KHOYA HUA CONFIDENCE? BY SEXING HER. SO PLEASE. GET TO IT. MATLAB, TUM AADMI HO YA PAJAMA?!!?!

GOD FINALLLLLLLLLLY THIS DAMN EPISODE IS FUCKING OVER. HALLELUJAH. 

ep 401 (31.10.17)

aaaaaaaand golu molu is back. 

shivaay, don’t you have enough issues in your life???? ek aur issue ke beech mein taang adaa rahe ho???? go talk to your stupid wife.  

... is there a reason he got outta costume for this???? 

and god the ugly blue filter. hate. HAAAAAAAAATE. WHY DO THEY USE IT EVERY TIME THESE TWO HAVE A SCENE IN THIS LOCATION????? IT’S SO FUCKING UGLY. 

man do i haaaave to watch this???? he’s just gonna be all i promise ill love you when you’re old and blah blah blah physical looks don’t matter dil matters and blah blah. 

“i’m not trying, i AM cute.” 

pffffffffft. ek toh overconfidence ki hadh. you’re not even that cute. doosra, bebe!Anika is this close to taking off her chandni and beating all the cute outta you. 

my god i cannot be gladder than i am to be utterly single rn, coz jesus above, being in a relationship looks fucking exhausting. yahaan mujhse apne emotions aur issues jhele nahi jaate, and you have to be deal with someone elses’ neuroses too???? no thanks. 

i am baby!sardar and he is me. utterly sick of these ppl and screaming “meri jaan baksh do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” 

called shivaay’s nonsense speech almost down to the word. not feeling particularly proud about it tho, coz that just means the writing of this show is just thaaaaat thakela. 

OMG ANIKA WHICH OTHER WOMAN WOULD EVEN WANT THIS STUPID GODFORSAKEN DEMON OF A MAN?????????? HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT OF THAT????????? THAT LITERALLY NO OTHER WOMAN IN ON GOD’S GREEN EARTH CAN TOLERATE HIM????? 

ok i swear to god rudra needs to get hit by a bus or something. #freeBhavya

WHY WON’T THIS STUPID SCENE END OMG

fwding. don’t care. gimme gauri. NOW. NOWWWWWWWWWWWWW. 

OOOOH. WHY’S BULBUL COMING TO OMKI????? is she realising that she’d rather be married to repentant hottie shaayar rather than ugly unibrow handsy fucker???

ok. clue has been given that richa is the reason. use your goddamn brain now, omki. 

god his sexyyyyy agony whisper voice. it’s doing things to meeeeeeee. 😍😍😍

haaaaaye his face. be still my beating heart. 

of course. ajay is daksh 2.0, but not even half as entertaining. 

i miss daksh, man. after svetlana, he’s the most lolz delivering waala villain this show has ever had. 

OK WHAT EVEN IS THIS OUTFIT GAURI IS WEARING LORD ABOVE NA SAR HAI NA PAIR, JAANE KAISE TEEN CHAAR CHICHDE JOD DIYE HAI AUR USKO “OUTFIT” BULA RAHE HO

angsty sexyyyyyyyyyyyyy eyes are being maaaaaade. 😭😭😭

and ugly ajay is noticinggg and grinding his teeth all shivaay-style. 

ughhhhh ajay you’re the fucking worst. i really fucking hope the oberois go to town on you and repeatedly kick you in the nuts. 

ok shivaay’s outfit has actually made me go blind and i’m now watching this episode with my mann ki aankhein. 😣😣😣

shivaay still can’t understand the concept of consent and free will. honestly, i think this idiot needs to have the point beaten into him. 

aisi time par bhi isko shayari sooj rahi hai. emo!maxxxxx only my son is. 

“mujhse vaada karo hum aur kuch nahi karenge.”

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA BOY DO YOU NOT KNOW YOUR OBEROI KIN AT ALL??????? SHAADI KHUD KI HO YA KISI AUR KI, TAMASHA TOH KARNA HI HAI! 

omfgggggggg anika, COZ PYAAAR (woh bhi aisa ek number ka ghatiyaaaa “pyaar”) ISN’T EVERYTHING IN LIFE OK????  

ok anika just don’t give a fuck anymoreeee. 

aaaaaaaaaaaaand the wig is offfff.

why’s gauri shocked? she fully knew anika was here? they slept in the same bed??? 

ajay is the shivaay of bareilly. all authoritative and shouty and shiz. pity that the real shivaay is here, and about to teach him how it’s really done. 

LMAO MAAAAAAAAAA IS LIKE “I DIDN’T KNOW NOTHING! MAIN TOH ALLAH MIYAAN KI GAAAIII HOON!!” 😂😂😂😂

shivaay’s having a haaaaaard time controlling himself. teeth grinding and eye rolling to the max. 

lololololololol looks like ajay’s maa itself shall be cockblocking him. 

“THA NAHI. HOON.” 

daaaaaaaaaayum son! 

LMAO SHIVAAY’S FACE LIKE “I TRIED, MAN. I TRIED.” 

styyyyyylish and tadi-filled removal of pagdis and wigs. 

god kunal, tumhe koi haq nahi banta ki tum itne khoobsurat lago. NOT FAIR! 😫😫😫😫

lol nakuul’s champu hair, compared to the other two’s faaaaaahbulous, totally-unaffected-by-pagdi hair. 

obligatory ‘haaye my beautiful boys!’ waala shot. 😍😍😍

gauri be like WHY ARE MY SASURAAL WAALE SUCH FREAKSSSSSSSSSSSSSS OMG

EP 402 (01.11.17)

LMAO like whaaaaaaaat trip is ajay even on? she’s HIS wife, not yours. what “cheeeen lega” and all??? kuch bhi. chal hatt, chutiya kahinka. 

can’t wait for obros to hand ajay’s ass to him. coz he’s quite honestly asking for it. 

hee hee hee, i shall always get a kick outta shivaay jumping men who have like at least half a foot on him and trying to fight them. my smol fighty baby. 

OMFG OMKARA KO CHAANTA. AB TOH NAHI BACHEGA TU BETA. AB TOH TICKET KATAA HI LE WAAPSI KI. 

WHY’S RUDRA STOPPING SHIVAAY???? BRO, YOU’RE SUPP TO JUMP AJAY TOO???? MY GOD, NIKKAMMA KA NIKAMMA ONLY THIS IDIOT BOY IS. WHEN YOU GONNA START PULLING YOUR DAMN WEIGHT AROUND HERE, ASSHOLE???????????????

awwww man shivaay’s face is making me cryyyyyyyyyyyyyy. 😭😭😭😭

OMG OMG OMGGGGGGGG BULBUL CALLING OUT TO BADE BHAIYYE #MYBROTPLIVES #shivriHameshaAmarRahe

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAS BITCCCCCCH!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽

ab baby bulbul ne aadesh diya hai tohhh... 

lol bulbul’s bloodlust will not be satisfied with just the one obro. she wants them ALL to go to town on these bareilly bastards. and that’s allllllllll the encouragement hubs needs. 

how awesome is this shot of bulbul and her three protectors tho! 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽

gimme some shots of anika and bhavya kicking ass too plz??? 

ugh no, they’re relegated to cheerleaders. how lame. 

LMAO GAURI’S HAPPINESS AT THE CHAOS, FADING AWAY AT RICHA/MUKESH’S WTF FACES HAHAHAHA

shivaay’s like bro i’ve had enough of this small town bs. can we gtfo here pls? 

god i realllllly hate gauri’s outfit. it’s drowninggggg her tiny frame. 

“hum waapas nahi jaa sakte.” 

lmao everyone’s faces like “behen itna maar dhaar karne se pehle nahi bol sakti thi???? phukat mein energy waste.”  

i really love how shivaay is having waaaaaaay more of a devastated reaction than om at gauri not coming back. 

protip to shivaay: just legally adopt gauri (like you did sahil), so she’ll be your sister no matter what the fuck goes on in the rikara marriage. 

... we’re back in OM? 

oh yes we are. unless shivaay authoritatively makes hot chocolate for ppl in others’ kitchens as well. 

ok that sleeved vest looks really bad under THAT kurta, shivaay. 

shivaay, ever heard of giving someone (anyone!) personal space? no? ok cool. 

CAN A MAN ANGSTILY MOPE IN THE DARK ABOUT HIS WIFE MARRYING SOMEONE ELSE IN PEACE? PLEASE???!?!?!!!!!!

heavy vibes of post-ishaana kadhi-chawal scene no? 

still one of my eternal fave obro scenes. (“main iss baare mein baat nahi karna chahta!” *talks about it for 2 hours*)

“hota hai.”

haan is ghar mein toh aksar hota hai, ki biwi kisi aur se shaadi karne chali jaati hai, lekin NORMAL LOGON KE SAATH aisa nahi hota. 

oh boyyyyyy, shivaay ke khurafaati dimaag mein idea. 

meanwhile gauri is doing full intezaam of bhaagna from there. 

gosh gauri, since when are you such a terrible liar???

maa is doing everything she can to cover bitiyaa’s ass. love it. 

ajayyyyy doesn’t even wanna marry her???? then why’s he so insistenttttt????? 

STOP LYING TO HER SHIVAAY. FOR FUCKS SAKE HAVE YOU LEARNTTTTTTTTT NOTHINGGGGGG. GOD. 

“shankar ji apni chiraiyya ka dhyaan rakhlenge.”

YUP. IN THE FORM OF BADE BHAIYAAAAAA. WHO’S FLYING OVER AS WE SPEAK TO SAVE HIS BABY BIRD. 

omg how daaaaaaare he LIE TO HER FACE LIKE THIS. BITCH, ONE. YOU A HELLA SUCKY LIAR. AND TWO. SHE KNOWS YOUR DUMB ASS BETTER THAN YOU KNOW YOURSELF. 

“WE GOT OURSELVES A BULBUL TO KIDNAP.”

god this asshole really going to fucking kidnap gauri. srsly, it’s like he learned nothing from his first wedding. 

“yaar hum raat ko ghee lene jaa rahe hai????” 

LOLOLOL

fuck, my hearttttttttttt. god i love these stupidass boys so much. 

ooooooooooh gauri is overhearinggggg. 

YAAAAAAAAAS BULBUL YOU BEAT THE F OUTTA THIS ASSHOLE. 

pffffffffft, oh nowwwww she wants to call omkiiiiiii. 

of course he won’t pick up. girl, this is why you should depend on no man. 

ugh the cgi for the helicopter is so terrible. 

lol gauri has emptied her whole wardrobe into making escape waali rassi. she’s seen golmaal (puraana waala, not the chutiya new ones) one too many times i think. 

pffffffffffft waise toh bada kidnapping ka plan bana raha tha??? karne ka time aaya toh shivaay is just standing there frozen and other two just pushed him to side and moved on. 

LMAO HER INNER MONOLOGUE I LOVE GAURIIIIIIIIIII SO MUCH 

LOLOLOLOL HE WAS GONNA BUST INTO A SHER AND RUDRA’S FRUSTRATION

“YEH KAISA AADMI HAI???? BHAABI MUBARAK HO, HUM AAPKO KIDNAP KARNE AAYE HAI.” LMAOOOOOOOOOO

be still my beating heart! 😍😍😍😍

omfg ommmmmmmmmm you idiot her headdddddddddd!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaand great. ajay and minions are here. ugh. 

obros exchanging “it’s go time!!!!!!” faces. 

wow. that was hella easy. 

ep 403 (02.11.17)

wow, gauri still hasn’t regained consciousness? maybe you shoulda taken her to a doctor for a ct scan or something first.

“bhaiyya, aur koi illegal kaam karna hai ya main sone jaaon?” LMAO 

anika’s detective dimaag is on during half-sleep also. AMAZING. 

but never fearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! billu’s here to romance it outta her. haaaaaaye.

ugh. fuck these two ridiculously attractive assholes who won’t bang and insist on killing me with sexual tension. 

uh ohhhhhhhh, billu made a boo boo! wife is on to him!

omg look how tiny shrenu’s feeeeet are! 

ugh my heart. can these two just be happy now... pleaseeeee. they’re the life raft i have to tie myself to now that shivika are... just... idk what. 

snort. fucking idiot. 

“japan mere zehen main hai kyunki it’s my favt. country. wahan ki jo mount fuji hai na, it’s a really good mountain! mujhe wahan ka khaana bhi bohut pasand hai!”

LMAO WHAT IS THIS A NIBANDH HE WROTE FOR INTERNATIONAL DAY AT SCHOOL????? 

omfggggg “sabudaana vada khaaya hai tumne japan ka???” hahahahahahaha

I NEED SPACE?????? BITCH GO MAKE AN OBEROI COLONY ON MARS THEN. BADA AAYA SPACE MAANGNE WAALA. 

IDGI???? WHY CAN’T YOU JUST TELL HER GAURI’S IN THE HOUSE???? WHAT DOES IT EVEN MATTER????? 

goddddd anika, why must you discuss all your marriage matters with some other person???? 

lol anika calling bhavya out on knowing rudra wasn’t home last night haha

ouffffff anika, you really need to get a hobby. like, take up watercolours. or knitting. maybe get a pet. horseriding?you need SOMETHING to distract you from the fuckery that is this house and your weirdass marriage. 

LMAO RUDRA “usually kidnapping ke baad phiroti ke liye call karte hai. main karoon kya???” 

“BIWI HAI MERI, GHADDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” 😂😂😂😂

“we have to keep it under wraps”... MAYBE START BY CLOSING YOUR DAMN DOOR?!?!!?!? 

lolololol man i’m loving the return of omRu scenes. i reallyyyyy missed these two together. 

OMFG OM EK TOH SHE’S UNCONSCIOUS UPAR SE YOU’RE WRAPPING HER AND STASHING HER IN A CUPBOARD????

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand the sisters are here. with their shak waali nazrein. 

the face on an honest man who isn’t lying his pants off. amazing. 

oh hooooooo anikaaaa, you’re so annoyinggggg when you get like this. 

pfffffffft. brothers are here. ab hoga tamasha. 

LMAO AND TAMASHAAA IT IS. THE WAY HE FAINTED ONTO THE BED HAHAHAHAH 

ouff the amount of nautanki. 

LMAO THE WAY HE GOT UP ALL FINE AND THEN REMEMBERED HE WASN’T SUPPOSED TO BE AND FELL AGAIN LOLOLOLOL

lol for first time rudra is doing bagaavat against his eternal master bhaabi

OMFG THE WAY RUDRA JUST PICKED HIM UP AND TOOK HIM I AM DYING HAHAHAHAHA

ohhhhh boy she’s going back into om’s room. 

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand caught! 

OMFG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA “DEKHO KAUN AAYA HAI!!!! GAURI! AA GAYI!” HAHAHAHAHHAHHA I AM FUCKING DYING OMG HAHAHAHAHA

ok, what exactly is anika’s problem here? she also wanted gauri to come back? matlab... i really don’t get her newfangled issues these days. 

kabhi nahi socha tha ki yeh din bhi dekhne padenge where i’d be on shivaay’s side during arguments. waah re prabhu, teri leela. 

gauri’s having a legit “main kahaaan hoon?” moment. 

great anika has taken her lecturebaaazi outside to the devars. she’s really getting on my last nerve these days. 

like i get her point and all, but behen, tum apne buddhi waale dhong se kaunsa usko izzat-o-aabroo se lene gayi thi???? matlab kuchhhhh bhi.

lmao anika ki toh tain tain phisssssssssssss ho gayiiii. 

and lolololol look at this idiot boy who’s not even hugging her back, he’s just like OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG WHAT DO I DO WHAT DO I DO SOMEONE TELL ME?!?!!?!?! 

lmao shivaay’s look of triumph. he’s literally likeeeee 

ouff ok gauri, heavy on the mythological references this early in the morning. 

lmaoooo shivaay knocking om on the back for the patti thing. matlab, when sso thinks you’re being a little extra, know you’ve gone truly overboard. 

ugh ok she forgave him already??? itnaaa bhi lightly nahi jhaadna tha matter ko. 

anika be like behen, y u no tell plan? ainvayiiii mein moral science lecture diye phir rahi thi.

ok i really thought the anika learns about gauri title was about the chutki secret, but siiiiiiiiigh. 

aaaaaand these two are fighting. 

“aise hi rehna hai???? sudharna nahi hai???” 

lol 1 crore ka sawaal pooch diya tumne anikaaaa

god you two, this relationship is fucking exhausting and i’m just a passive witness to it. I CAN’T EVEN IMAGINE BEING IN IT.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAND THERE GO THE PHONES. 

ep 404 (03.11.17)

servants of the house be thinking ‘itne din se kitchen achcha khaasa saaf-sutra tha. lo aa gaye phir gandh machaane.’

godddddddddddddd rudra’s besura singing.

shivaay’s being hella relatable these days.

ok i really don’t like this shakki biwi nonsense of anika’s. like, stop ruining my girl pls. 

awwww my chiraiyya and her bhaujai. 

um, why is this person dressed literally in pinky’s clothes??? 

ok i don’t caaaaaaaaare about this nonsenseeeeee. fwding. 

what even is happening?? you two have been married for like 3 hours and are still fucking up on a minute by minute basis. bade aaye rudra ko marriage advice dene waale. 

I HATE THIS GARBAGE TROPE OF MEN IN DRAG ON INDIAN TV. DAMN YOU KAPIL SHARMA FOR STARTING THIS NONSENSE. A PLAGUE UPON YOUR (ILLEGALLY CONSTRUCTED) HOUSE!

lol shivaay and om inspecting the custard in the bg as if it’s some huuuuge lab experiment or something. 

..... god anikaaaa, you’re a fucking idiot. 

lmao bhavya’s such an enabler. 

ouffff gauri, not you toooooooooooo. 

anika idiot, custard toh lekar bhaagti. 

he’s not gonna catch her. and this is gonna create a huge big raita. *siiiiiiiiiigh*

calllled it. 

bhavya, my sweet, please find yourself a better man. you deserve sooooooooooo much better. 

OMFG SHIVAAY PUT THE FUCKING PLATE DOWN. FUCKING IDIOT. 

GOD THIS IS THE STUPIDEST PLOT EVER ITS FUCKING 4 AM WHY AM I WATCHING THIS GARBAGE 

NOWWWWWWWWW WE TALKINGGGGGG 😏😏😏😏

oooooooooooooooh the chutkiiiiiiii photooooooooooooooo. 

SHE’S IN THE SAME HOUSE WITH YOU. SHE’S MISSED YOU TOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY BABIESSSSSSS!!!! MY TWO GIRLSSSSSSS!!!!!!!

EVERY TIME I THINK OF THEM BEING SISTERS FOR REAL, MY HEART OVERFLOWS WITH FEELS

abbe, seedha seedha custard deke jaa na; yeh senti waala lecture kisko sunna hai.

that custard is fucking LIQUID. matlab, set hone tak toh sabrrr karta bro???? 

GOD I HATE THIS NONSENSE OF THE GIRL SAYING SOMETHING WHEN SHE MEANS SOMETHING ELSE. I KNOW WE DO THIS SHIT A LOT BUT WE REALLY GOTTA STOP. MEN DON’T UNDERSTAND IT THE WAY OTHER GIRLS DO. THEY JUST DON’T. SO STOP IT. 

“400 episode ho gaye lekin anika abhi bhi yehi keh rahi hai ki SHIVAAAAY AAAP KYAAAA KAR RAHE HAI???”

i would laugh at the meta but i am too angry that you haven’t as much as made outttttttt yet. what the everlovingggg fuckkkkkkk. you ppl better bang before ep 500 so help me god. SO HELP ME GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ouffffff rudra, ever heard of personal space? you’re the worst. dafaaaa ho!

oh haaaaaaaaaai abhayyyyyy, you hotass demonchild. how you been???? actually, fuck you, where’s my girl tanya and how’s she been???? 

THIS IS LITERALLY DOODH AND JAM THAT HE’S FEEDING HER. LIKE.... IT’S ANNOYINGGGGG ME YOUGAIZ. IT’S ANNOYING ME SO MUCH. 

dayummmm, omki making sex eyes at wife. will i get my tharak fulfilled here first????? will omki shomki and chutki maarofy baazi first?!?!?! 

OH SHIT!!!!!!!!!! I JUST MIGHTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!! 😯😯😯

OMG FUCK YOU RUDRA MAY YOU NEVER HAVE ANOTHER ORGASM IN YOUR LIFE EVER AGAIN YOU STUPID COCKBLOCKER 😡😡😡😡

lmaooooo om’s glee when rudra finally left. i love this idiot child so much. 

UGH BAATEIN?!?!?!!? WHO THE FUCK CARES ABOUT BAATEIN?????GET BACK TO THE MAKING OUTTTTTTTTTTTT YOU STUPID NERDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

[astrozombiebatman]

Thank you @rixilia for tagging me!! Honestly no one is gonna care and probably only one person is gonna see this but being the Queen of Procrastination that I am, I’m gonna do this instead of doing my essay :)

rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose 25 people to tag!

LAST… [1] drink: water [2] phone call: my sister [3] text message: my friend, asking her if she knows what she’s gonna do because she just found out she’s pregnant but she can’t afford an abortion [4] song you listened to: Man in the Box by Alice in Chains [5] time you cried: a few days ago

HAVE YOU EVER… [6] dated someone twice: no [7] been cheated on: no [8] kissed someone and regretted it: no [9] lost someone special: no one that I cared about tbh [10] been depressed: everyday [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: yeah rip

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: [12] teal [13] purple [14] black (if that counts as a color)

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] made new friends: yeah [16] fallen out of love: no [17] laughed until you cried: only when I was with my sister [18] found out someone was talking about you: yes [19] met someone who changed you: no [20] found out who your true friends are: sort of [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: no

GENERAL… [22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them I think? [23] do you have any pets: no :( [24] do you want to change your name: nah [25] what did you do for your last birthday: ate dinner with my sister and that’s it [26] what time did you wake up: 11:30am (early as hell for me) [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: watching live videos of a band called Walk Off the Earth cuz I just discovered them and damn they put on awesome shows [28] name something you cannot wait for: finals week to be over so I can go to Taiwan [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: 2 months ago [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I want to feel happy [31] what are you listening to right now: nothing [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: my cousin’s name is Thomas but no one calls him Tom so not really... [33] something that is getting on your nerves: my housemates [34] most visited website: Twitter and Youtube [35] elementary: ok idk if y’all are asking for names but imma be unnecessarily specific soo Wedgeworth Elementary [36] high school: Glen A. Wilson High School [37] college: UC Davis [38] hair colour: dark brown [39] long or short hair: medium short [40] do you have a crush on someone: no [41] what do you like about yourself? my values and beliefs [42] piercings: earlobes stretched to 2g and a septum piercing [43]blood type: A- [44] nickname: Esther the Molester (I will never live that down) [45] relationship status: single [46] zodiac sign: Scorpio [47] pronouns: She/her [48] fav tv show: all time favorite: Hannibal, currently: Gotham, Skam (when it comes back) [49] tattoos: one [50] right or left handed: left handed

FIRST… [51] surgery: none  [52] piercing: ears, when I was 6 or 7 [53] best friend: don’t have one specifically [54] sport: HA [55] vacation: probably California because that was when I lived in Taiwan and didn’t live in California full time yet [56] pair of trainers: how the fuck am I supposed to remember this???

RIGHT NOW… [57] eating: nothing [58] drinking: water [59] i’m about to: do the other tag that @rixilia tagged me in [60] listening to: nothing [62] want: this week to be over with [63] get married: noooopppeee [64] career: something that has to do with animals

WHICH IS BETTER…

[65] hugs or kisses: hugs [66] lips or eyes: eyes [67] shorter or taller: taller [68] older or younger: either one [69] romantic or spontaneous: romantically spontaneous [70] nice arms or nice stomach: don’t really care [71] sensitive or loud: a little bit of both. too much of either one will just be annoying [72] hook up or relationship: relationship i guess [73] troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER… [74] kissed a stranger? no [75] drank hard liquor? yes [76] lost glasses/contact lenses? no [77] turned someone down: yes [78] sex on first date? no [79] broken someone’s heart? not that I know of [80] had your own heart broken? no [81] been arrested? no [82] cried when someone died? no. I probably should have though, but I genuinely wasn’t sad about it sooo [83] fallen for a friend: no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] yourself? never [85] miracles? no [86] love at first sight? no [87] santa claus? not anymoreeee [88] kiss on the first date? depends on the person/situation I guess [89] angels? no

OTHER… [90] current best friend’s name: don’t have one anymore [91] eye colour: dark brown [92] favourite movie: DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO PICK JUST ONE??

[veverseivel]

Bro I swear I’m about to just stop talking to my freaking sister because she pisses me off. My sister always comes to me and tells me about annoying stuff that happens at work how someone didn’t tip or how people were rude or an arguments between her and her customers and whenever she does that I sit there as I listen and I try to make her feel better. But when it comes to me I can’t even tell her a story about something that happened at work like a little kid throwing treats at me without her being like “don’t let little things irritate you” “that’s not a big deal” “ you complain too much” when it’s like IM JUST TELLING YOU SOMETHING THAT HAPPENEE AT WORK WTFFF. I forgot I was going to stop talking to her basically and since my sister has a kid I thought if I told her the story about the kid being naughty at work she would’ve been like that’s crazy but no of course she shots me down and says I know u like to vent but don’t let little things like that irritate u that kid isn’t ur problem so don’t let it bother u. Like wtf I’m not even mad about it anymore I’m just telling a story wtf. Yeah that was the final straw. It sucks tho i have like no friends to talk to so the only people I tell things to is my bf and my sister but that’s about to stop. I can’t even tell my sister anything either without her turning around to her roommate or my brother and then talking crap about me or what I told her so it’s better to just stop getting stressed out over her and just keep to myself. I specifically bought a journal to write my feelings or things I want to talk about but idk it feels way better to talk to someone and like have them validate what ur talking about. Which I never get from my sister like geez she says that I like to complain well she likes to be freaking rude and contradict herself. Watch I’m not gonna talk to her or at least as much as I usually do and then she’s gonna be like omg you don’t talk to me anymoreeee you’re so quiet this and that like no more going through these cycles with her

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Personality Tag

Bold the statements that are true for you!

I was tagged by @jimins-nose my fren

APPEARANCE:

I am 5′7″ or taller  I wear glasses I have at least one tattoo I have at least one piercing I have blonde hair I have brown eyes I have short hair My abs are at least somewhat defined I have had braces  There is something i would change about the way I look

PERSONALITY:

My Hogwarts house is: Gryffindor Hufflepuff Ravenclaw Slytherin I am an introvert (depends, but most of the time yeah) I like meeting new people People tell me that I’m funny  Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me I enjoy physical challenges  I enjoy mental challenges  I’m playfully rude with people I know well  I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it (oh hek & oh snap) There is something I would change about my personality

ABILITY:

I can sing well (I’m not tone deaf tho) I can play an instrument I can do over 30 pushups without stopping I’m a fast runner I can draw well I have a good memory  I’m good at doing math in my head I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch I know how to throw a proper punch (only kinda?)

HOBBIES:

I enjoy playing sports  I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else  I’m in a orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else I have learned a new song in the past week I work out at least once a week  I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months I have drawn something in the past month I enjoy writing Fandoms are my #1 passion I do or have done martial arts (lol one semesters worth)

EXPERIENCES:

I have had my first kiss (does my cheek count or) I have had alcohol  I have scored the winning goal in a sports game  I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting (I don’t remember but probably tbh) I have been at an overnight event  I have been in a taxi  I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year (appendicitis like a year ago) I have beaten a video game in one day I have visited another country I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts (it was an imitation concert cos half of the Beatles are dead but it was stiLL LIT my only concert)

RELATIONSHIP:

I’m in a relationship  I have a celebrity crush (park jimin love of my life) I have a crush on someone I know (idk if it is a crush but I highly appreciate his existence like,,.,, boi) I have been in at least 3 relationships  I have never been in a relationship  I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them  I get crushes easily  I have had a crush on someone for over a year I have been in a relationship for at least a year  I have had feelings for a friend

MY LIFE:

I have at least one person I consider a “best friend” I live close to my school My parents are still together I have at least one sibling (8 actually) I live in the United States There is snow right now where I live I have hung out with a friend outside of school in the past month I have a smartphone I have at least 15 CDs (most are classical or opera I got from my dad) I share my room with someone (NOT ANYMOREEEE)

RANDOM:

I have breakdanced I know a person named Jamie I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce I have dyed my hair I’m listening to one song on repeat right now I have punched someone in the past week I know someone who has gone to jail I have broken a bone I have eaten a waffle today I know what I want to do with my life  I speak at least 2 languages fluently (i wish) I have made a new friend in the past year

I tag ummmm anyone because i don’t have any good tumblr friends so poof if you are reading this you are tagged