#im not a cult im just sad

[sfucked]

!! Thats exactly the shit im talking bout

[daiwild]

Wonder Girl V3:

But as mad as I was at Hercules for pulling that crap... I wasn't... I mean, I should've been... I could've been wrecked that it wasn't Conner, that he was still... gone. But... look at me, I'm not a big mess...

Meanwhile:

Tim beating up Dick in the back of a Waffle House just to get some Lazarus Pit Juice so he can revive his dead best friend

[caramelldansenu]

[l1av]

Netflix citing the "steep drop off" of viewership on Dead Boy Detectives for its cancellation infuriates me.

You gave us 8 episodes. Netflix, you know how easy it is to binge 8 episodes, you developed the model for binge TV. But instead of 20+ episodes you do 8. Not even 12. Casual viewership won't binge 8 episodes over and over. Of course the show had a steep decline. People watched it all already in a single day. 8 episodes!

This is why I don't like engaging with new media anymore unless it's a video game. It just feels that all the "streaming giants" have become so disconnected and if something isn't a global phenomenon -- it's gone. But you don't even give us enough content to help you make it a global phenomenon anymore.

Whatever.

[paintpaintpaintman]

I'm feeling a little bit under the weather these days so

I wanted to make something that I didn't spend HOURS on. Just about one hour for this one. Something melancholy because I'm sad and so I'm using narilamb as a coping mechanism (ø×ø)

[luck-of-the-drawings]

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saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.

[haunted-xander]

tfw ur parental figures are all too busy being evil cult members to parent (or even greet you)

[chaosdemortem]

get lint rolled idiot

[anxiously-sidequesting]

So I don't know if it was ever revealed how Duncan felt when we killed Malistaire all three times but I'm wondering if maybe some part of him could hate us for that too. Like you hear that and you go "but why. Malistaire was terrible and even Duncan knew that(?). Why would he hate you for getting rid of him."

But like I think it's so....... interesting in a very, very, very sad way how Duncan so easily latches onto anyone who directly feeds into his delusions of grandeur. And that's no fault of his own that he was manipulated by the nasty Schism but when you think about how desperately clung to the idea that Malistaire, easily one of the greatest necromancers any of us had ever heard of (at that time), somehow actually recognized Duncan's talents (even when canon supports that Duncan wasn't all that talented, at least no more than the next necromancer) and then praised him for it so often that Duncan believed that he would be the next Death Professor is. I mean ☹️

So like with that mindset I unfortunately feel like it would be quite easy to twist even Malistaire's death as something that's horrible and awful and all our fault. ESPECIALLY if the Schism was feeding into Duncan's already broken mind and shattered ego and was constantly telling him that everything bad that ever happened to him ever in his life was Our Fault. That's like a realistic conclusion that someone like Duncan could come to

And like, at this point in time, are Malistaire's crimes even a factor in how he thinks????? Was Duncan ever able to separate Malistaire's talent and skills and prowess from the terrible and awful things he did? If Duncan wasn't able to consciously tell that distinction in the first place I can't imagine it would be any better during the years he was being manipulated and isolated and lied to

Like in Duncan's mind it probably isn't, "maybe I shouldn't idolize a national criminal, or idolize anyone at all for that matter, and aspire to be like someone so harmful when I can recognize my own talent and build from there" it's probably more like, "you (the wizard) permanently got rid of a brilliant mind, an innocent person who just made a few mistakes, and someone who believed in me no matter what just so that you could be the better than me and loved by everyone else" and that's! very sad actually!

[bad-as-me]

Do you ever go to Malenia's divine tower and kinda just, look around. It's so far away from everything, and so far below the erdtree in comparison to other divine tower foundations. They threw her into the sea.

[monstersinthecosmos]

do you ever think about how Armand is exceptionally good at Mind Gifting and cloaking his own thoughts because he was abused his whole life and had to very carefully decide how to express himself while going from one rigid set of rules to the next where his own personality and emotions would not have been valued or allowed?

cause I think about that a lot!!!!!!

[todayisafridaynight]

At which point did you realise that the plot of IW is ass? I've seen people complain only about the ending or the halfway point where the teams separate, while I was already actively rolling my eyes like four-five chapters in

i think the moment i fully accepted that IW's story was. Definitely A Story was the moment ebina announced 'bleach japan'. like i think leading up to that point i was thinking to myself 'oh i hope i see X happen' or being like 'i wonder where this is going' and that sort but the proverbial bucket of ice was definitely that moment

[fallenandproud]

i suppose this fits here but i just needed to get shit off my chest.

the idea of growing up terrifies me now. im 18 finally and ive graduated high school and i have a job and its not what i thought it would be. i dont remember the details, but i woke up thrashing and panicking this morning over. some dream that had something to do with growing up. i spent my whole goddamn life trying to get to this point as fast as i could, because it was the only way i could see to break out of my parents rules and restrictions and finally be free and be myself without fear.

and. now i made it. im here, i did it, and. id give anything to go back. i wasted so much time, so much energy, being afraid and letting that fear control me and focusing only on this one nebulous far off goal that i wasted my life. i missed every opportunity that might have been there had i decided to just stick up for myself instead. i already had a fucked up high school experience and i made it worse for myself out of fear.

im never getting those years back.

ive already lost so much to the way i was raised in the mormon church and now this, by proxy but still at my own hand, and its. i dont know. it makes me sick. i only ever wanted to be normal and this is what i fucking got and theres nothing i can do about it. my whole life was stolen from me because of this church, be it directly or indirectly and theres nothing i can do about it.

[mihai-florescu]

Im like. 25% thinking about my project and 75% thinking about dropping out at any given moment

[banghwa]

slowly getting into batman as someone who enjoys it 90% bcs of the detective aspect is so great bcs ppl will drop insane lore like its nothing and it always just blows my suspended disbelief right out of the water. several posts in a row that start with "so while bruce was stuck in the time warp" or smt and im like. when he was what.

[twotothehalf]

i just woke up from like, the most vivid dream of me storyboarding an mlp au fanfic where starlight glimmer stayed in her town post-reformation and make amends with her townsfolk by expanding their town into a massive urban center, rivalling even manehattan on the east coast.

it's got some stuff about the folks of our town reshaping their cult ideology into something that's genuinely focused on welfare of its people and egalatarianism and social equality

there's something that fleshed out why the townsfolk stayed behind in starlight's town after s5 premiere, some stuff about the town gaining political autonomy from canterlot.

and when i woke up i could not remember a single word of it. so now i'm just sad, because dream me was genuinely excited about coming up with something really cool to add to the mlp universe.