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taitavva · 1 year

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using your father's blood money for fun & profit part 2: electric boogaloo

#i hope this uploads correctly. bcause if not #im probably already on the plane #ANYWAYS. same thing #ill b gone for 1-2 weeks. again #bye !!!#ignore every mistake i barely finished this in time ...#persona 5 #p5 #persona 5 royal #p5r #procreate #2023 #goro akechi #persona 5 protagonist #ren amamiya #akira kurusu #shuake #akeshu #3.5 hours

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stuckinapril · 8 months

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might have a parisian girl era soon. we’ll see

#uncle who lives in belgium knows i graduated a year early + currently studying for the mcat #and he’s practically begging me to visit him in belgium and study there #and belgium is only around 2 hours away from paris so you best believe id be taking the train there every day #the thing is i study full time & only have a minimal part time job on the side so he and my mom would have to foot that bill #and idk i’d feel so bad. i’m already so spoiled. like i never had to work a day in my life but im 21 #it’s very much in arab culture to spoil the daughters like this but still !!!#it just feels like i have to put my big girl pants on and start saving + relying on myself more & more when it comes to that #so that’s probably what i’ll be doing. plus i have research + my neuro internship here and i cant just drop that #but once i get a research publication in a few months + save up my own money im seriously considering j putting myself on a plane & going #i’m sure he and my mom would have no problem paying but it feels wrong. this is one thing i rly wanna pay upfront myself i think #but if i do manage to pull it off it’d be so cool bc i rly wanna see him #and i rly wanna bust out the 8 years i have in french #p

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crystalkitty1220 · 4 months

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Man I wonder where the leader of the fear realm could've gone, it's alMOST LIKE NEVIN HAS AN

#had to re-edit the image real quick because the original edit was from a post I made about Drew years ago #and while the Drew thing is becoming less and less likely. Nevin havinv one has basically been canon since #someone mentioned Greg's (was it Britney's) aura being familiar in s2ch1. ive been putting together a list of every line #that points to Nevin's aura throughout the whole thing (most from s2ch1 but then s2ch10 came out and it was really canon at that point)#but clearly i'm running out of time to say ''i fucking called it'' before it's explicitly stated and i dont want to be in another situation #where somebody else will beat me to a theory and me posting anything about it will seem like copying them. sorry about that btw i had #thought i had already mentioned theorizing that nevin was possessed by a demon in that old theory i made but i had forgotten that one was #super old and was about sigma. so no copying there i just got extremely paranoid there was a mention of a cult and i was like ''nuh uh #that's way too specific and out there of a detail to end up in both our theories'' and i forgot the rest of my super old post was outdated #as hell. and echos had gone ''yeah they're so similar!'' and i took their word for it but now i'm realizing they were probably just trying #to be supportive. so yeah no copying there i was just beaten to the punch of saying something. but i will NOT back down from the aura shit #because i have been calling that shit FROM THE START or at least since i started reading ibvs back when ch20 came out.#also not backing down from saying chris was the worse friend because these past few chapters are the first time isaac has done anything tha #could knowingly upset chris meanwhile chris has. let edward drag isaac to the lair after isaac said edward would beat him up. chose not to #believe edward was holding the secrets over their heads because 'it was something isaac had said' and then immediately distrusted edward in #the next chapter because a random person he didn't know said to steal a book (might i mention how that entire scene proves chris' lack of #development and refusal to take responsibility because it perfectly alludes to when chris had brought those fireworks into his old school #and makes me wonder if charlie has actually gotten him in trouble with his past schools or if he's still just not taking responsibility #and if him following nevin to the woods to test out their powers is an extension of ''if something bad happens its not my fault''#like seriously this man would bring a mysterious suitcase onto a plane if he's told to). uh what was i talking about agai #anyway on a related note my mental state has only gotten worse since i left tumblr and the habit of thinking about chris instead of sleepin #or doing schoolwork has not stopped. so i was still failing for a while and might graduate now but am still staying away from tumblr.#so yeah this was a little update and im not going to linger this time im just going to leave tumblr again right after hitting post #addendum because i just can't let things go. and was thinking about chris again. i don't think his lack of development is because of bad #writing (anymore. i used to.). instead i'm certain his character arc is going to continue into him following someone (nevin probably) into #doing something really bad. and then he'll finally get actual consequences and go 'oh shit i fucked up real bad this time'#if you think that theory is reaching too far into the future you should hear mine about isaac dying at the end lmao

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rearranging-deck-chairs · 6 months

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13, trying to prevent yaz from spiralling when they get separated: i need you to do a deepdive into eschatology

#fghgjhjhggh #'yea i know this sucks babe but we'll figure it out the fate of the world is on your shoulders i believe in you kisses <3'#like thats where you'll end up right #'find out when the aliens come try and take over'#eschatology and death cults and conspiracy theories probably #forced to sift through like centuries of that stuff for years on end trying to find the Real in all of it #and you cant.......stop. bc the world will end #i dont think you come out of that.................normal #even with the best starting condition you dont come out of that normal but yaz is like #functional only by virtue of her circumstances i think #she looks fine bc shes standing next to 13 #i dont think shes normal under the surface #i dont think 4 years of apocalypticism left her untouched #dan either i mean i dont think anyone comes out of that untouched but these two are like barely keeping it together beforehand #can you imagine how WEIRD theyve become #can you imagine how obliviously and kind of unsettlingly weird they'd be in support groups #the others would get it like sure none of us are really normal anymore but like #i think they'd be weird #4 years of having to depend on each other and not knowing if you'll get back home and having to take The End Times seriously nonstop as a #matter of urgency and duty #and then losing the third member of your party?#dan and yaz will be so weird and fucked up #iknow im repeating myself but im just trying to put myself in the frame of mind of #having to take intepretations of the end times seriously for 4 years #when youre already like a lowkey suicidal person to begin with #i think if yaz hangs out with 14 she'll say such weird and fucked up things entirely obliviously and he'd be like O.O #she probably still has 1900 habits that show up unexpectedly #or like just miscalibrated. has to take a trip to another country and takes a train bc she forgets planes exist #has to look up somethign and just goes SIGH. gets her coat to go to the library. and ryans like ??? ive googled it #and shes like oh fuck google

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ceasarslegion · 5 months

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Followers what do we think about the fact that i looked on my ticket and im flying on the same plane model that got boeing into their current mess in june twice

#its already booked and its the only trip that wasnt egregiously expensive though so.#like i'll probably be fine #i dont think anythings gonna happen. what are the odds bro #do you know how many planes fly every day. how many of that model. for how long now #the reason you hear about EVERY aviation accident is because theyre so rare #that 1 is too many. and it is yes. but i will be chill #i work in an airport and i havent seen a single incident in our airspace yet. and how many flights do i service every day #i dont really count i just take them as they go #many of which are 737 max 8s #which im not saying makes them unworthy of the vitriol theyre getting. i think they should be held accountable because it was willfully cost #cutting measures and not freak accidents that caused those incidenrs #but also i think i'll be like. fine #im not too worried about it #ramblings

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beemintty · 10 months

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inktober day 5: map

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altruistic-meme · 2 months

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re: drive, do what you did with your sister when y'all went to Texas but alone?

when i drove from San Francisco to essentially Vancouver on my way to Alaska, it was literally like every other road trip except i had to call all the shots. which was stressful af since this wasnt a For Fun trip so i asked for a buddy on my way back down

oh!! you can bring like a plushie and take photos of it in places :3 that is your travel buddy

ah!! yeah, see, the biggest problem is that my sister did most of the planning for that trip skdhfskdg

it is,,, mmmmm,,, well part of it is that i'm going to be flying instead of driving! since it's a 30hr drive :') which is Fine and Okay except i have to go through 2 of the busiest US airports by myself with next-to-no experience :'))) i may or may not be very nervous about that lmao

but other than that it's also gonna be a longer trip! im going for about a week (probably, i know i'll be leaving saturday but idk what day i want to return home yet) whereas my trip to texas with my sister was 3 days, as was my trip with my other sister when we went to california! (<- that was also my only airport/plane experience thus far) so im gonna have more time there to actually Do Things as opposed to just... Day 1. Arriving, Day 2. Doing the Single Thing, and then Day 3. Leaving

that said though, a travel buddy actually sounds like a very good thing for me to bring!! ive done similar things on big family road trips where we would stop to remember to take photos, though those were more of Us than anything else, but i think it would be a nice way to remember to actually TAKE photos!! as well as helping me actually stay calm enough to figure things out :)

#id also add that my other sister also did most of the planning for california ;;;#like they both consulted me on it ofc and i am pretty sure i was there when my sister bought the plane tickets but like #they also had both had trips like those prior (california sis went to illinois with her partner/texas sis drove cross-country on her own)#so they both had some experience already with it and i just ;;;#idk #a lot of it is stupid technical stuff that i SHOULD be able to figure out but am stressing over anyway #like actually getting a hotel room and figuring out transport while im up there and everything #though it'll be a big city so im sure that i could use public transport but that goes again into figuring out HOW TO since #i come from a town/city with little to no public transport whatsoever and very limited experience using it elsewhere #and just #OUGH #then its like WHEN do i buy the tickets and the hotel and everything like should i work on that NOW or?????#fuck <3 #as you can see. kinda stressed about it.#im figuring it out though i'll probably call my dad at some point next month and ask him #he always planned all of our family road trips so he knows what hes talking about ;;;;;#askers #cozy-fish-crow #shh ac

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pepprs · 11 months

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im home and already swallowed by despair. can you believe i was in CHICAGO a few hours ago. and now im here. lol

#i know i know. and i need to let the anguish motivate me to get out of here. but it feels like i dreamed it all #purrs #chicago #i had a rough time getting out of the hotel and through the airport to my gate and also im bad at math so i fucked up the calculation about #when my flight lands bc of the time zone change and i gave my parents the time in central time not eastern time so my dad was waiting for m #for like a half hour and texting me and i wasn’t answering bc i was still in the air and he was pissed at me and snarky in my texts with hi #and i was sitting there on the plane and could just feel his words ripping into me and the horrors rushing back in and i still haven’t #recovered from it honestly. it wasn’t that big of a deal he just said something that i misunderstood as him saying he was giving up waiting #for me and going home bc id already wasted his time and even though that was not what he actually said it just kinda burrowed into me that #my parents were mad at me and were probably also mad at me for not communicating with them AT ALL the entire time i was in chicago. and it #just was eating me alive. im home now and we haven’t talked about it but they did say things disapproving of the fact that i did a lot of #stuff by myself which i probably shouldn’t have told them. idk. it’s not even that bad i just am torn apart by their rejection of me and #utter inability to just like be happy for me without criticizing some part of it or restraining me. plus the house is just as much of a #biohazard as it was when i left and all the broken things are still broken and it’s like. a lot. i miss the hotel LOL #i think im just sleep deprived and not in my head right today but i do not want to be here. sinking in quicksand unable to breathe. but i #have to be the one to get me out of it and i should have learned how in chicago but i didn’t it was just a break and now im stuck again #delete later #kind of terrible that instead of being so proud and happy about what i did my immediate reaction is to be miserable that im home now lol

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tchaikovskym · 3 months

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I hate bureaucracy with a burning passion

#i got finances from one place in uni #had to fill in a paid trip form #did that #the finances i got are not enough to cover entire trip #wanted to apply to other finances my advisor advised me to apply #read the rules that said if i got them then id have to fill in a paid trip form #which i already did. where i said only one source of finances #which is. aaahh #and i probably cant fill another form about the same trip #and i have no idea who to ask #and the form i submitted - via email - has gotten no response #like i submitted it yesterday at 10pm #but like. its been one workday #what if the person is on vacation #which i have no way of knowing #they probably have an automatic email response but im not writing from organization #hmm maybe i should log in my actual student email and see #at this point im ready to finance myself #the plane tickets are not getting cheaper!!!

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redstrewn · 1 year

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Yes to be evil but i hope we cry w how much of a bitch leanders real personality is

#i want him to be nasty i want him to be vitriolic i want him to be extremely off putting #sorry #redstrewn talks #im all about that contrast that gap moe #i want him to break our hearts w the real him #i want him to actually be a horrible person actually #ofc that doesnt mean hes incapable of caring or feeling genuine feelings.. probably #just that as vere said: hes not as much of a nice guy as he lets on #i feel that EVERYTHING he does is strategic to him #i hope hes a nasty calculative person who sees people as opportunities more than anything. but ofc with capacity to...maybe somewhat care #bc that would ofc have more depth than just being a plain one dimensional asshole #its been discussed before but yeah: instead of a yandere—kind of reversed #him as a user instead. it would be a very fun misdirection w seeming like yandere #but its just greed for power. using you for power. but like others said: there has to be a romance aspect in there still somewhere somehow #basically the “new” idea ive tacked on is that his real thoughts and attitude are actually off putting. like his real demeanor #to lust for power to the extent he does: its likely he at least subconsciously views people in hierarchies. “superior” and “inferior.”#his savior complex with vere was already pointed out. and he seems to have one with the whole of lowtown too.#pushing boundaries of planes. “as above so below.” the vibes of playing god as others have pointed out.#its all giving narcissistic egotistical vain bastard

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rivilu · 1 year

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I dont really believe in afterlife as a place, but if one exists im finding the Roman fucker that adapted the Medusa story and pummeling him to death a second time

#today on River's extremely niché literary pet peeves:#greek mythology #sa mention #<-- for as I ramble on #I've an unwavering hatred for the romans as a whole but this one adaptation in particular . THIS ONE IN PARTICULAR #idk man theres just something about changing the story to include medusa getting raped that makes me unbelievably violent #and i understand how a modern audience may want to reclaim that medusa as a symbol and all #but . Danae is right fucking there #you know? Perseus's mother? Who already had to bare a zeus child? which as you can guess she didnt have a choice to deny?#THE SOLE REASON PERSEUS HAS TO SLAY MEDUSA IN THE FIRST PLACE BECAUSE THE KING WANTED TO MARRY HER AGAINST HER WILL #AND THAT WAS THE SUICIDE QUEST HE WAS SENT ON IN EXCHANGE FOR HER RIGHT TO STAY FREE????#I cant express in words how Danae being overlooked in nigh all non greek adaptations of this myth pisses me off but that's a discussion-#for another day #But back to Medusa. I get it. I get the wanting to stick with and support the 'other' ; the outsider etc #but shes a tragic character in /EVERY/ version #even in the ones where shes a generic monster #The roman version only serves to hurt her on a new plane that she SHOULDNT have to be hurt on.#and keep in mind that the person that wrote that probably didnt do it to add to the tragedy; but to make her seem more deserving of death #i dont know where im going with this tldr the medusa myth is super complex and interesting when you take all the characters within -#into account; and the roman version as all things roman is just fucking worse and i hATE IT- sorry the demons #- and the roman version being taken as the true one in a lot of modern circles and adaptations does a huge disservice to all of it #because for medusa to be the Symbol; perseus often has to be the Villain; and for him to be the villain Danae is just forgotten.#Like. Perseus can be grey. Most if not all greek legends are grey in a way or another.

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faungirlbulge · 1 year

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She ding on my buzzer till I incorrect

#faun speaks #thos is probably already a post but idc #im tired and on a plane

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upsidedowngrass · 2 years

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wheres liam gets home fic . wheres liam recovery .. please

#crying shaking and wailing #i want to see him OUT and REALISTICALLY affected #i want to see him get HOME and START healing . and it be hard because thats not easy. but i wanna see him START GETTING THERE A LITTLE BIT #yeah i could write it myself . but alsi i have no energy . drawing is slightly easier bc its all visuals and its smth im much morefamiliar #with #and writing is fun but i can only do it every now and then . like im good at analysis but the moment i have to like #write a narrative my brain explodes #but perhaps that is the price i will have to pay for a liam recovery fic.#that uh. doesnt immediately throw in shipping #idm shipping and i think its occasionally cute but its certainly not what im looking for #and every fic ive seen lean into this ultimately decides to start makin characters kiss #like i said idm but its one of those things where its like. right off the plane i dont think liam needs a partner i think he needs therapy #and more general support if that makes sense?#these fics are generally still good! its just that i still havent found any fic that captures what im looking for which is liam HEALING #anyway. i went on a tangent. ill probably try to write it myself even though i am a pretty. slow writer (esp with narratives)#and thats not even CONSIDERING the research (both that ive already done for this and that id have to do) regarding like.#the legal aspects. ehat to do abt his leg bc how he gets home can very much affect that. etc

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todayisafridaynight · 1 year

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I know it'll be a cold day in hell when Masato asks for Jo's input and actually listens but sometimes I like to think about Jo helping him pick out his new name. He never gave himself the opportunity when he was born and Arakawa had his turn yk... only he put actual thought into it and Jo's just like It Sounds Like Jo 😭😭

THAT WOULD BE CUTE WOLUDNT.... whenever i think of jo getting small chances to be a dad i feel my heart and soul grow 50 times its original size i SWEARRR (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)

#snap chats #i always wondered what jo wouldve named aoki if he decided to keep him like PLEAASE (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)(;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)(;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)#its why im obsessed with the idea of jo in america with aoki yk.... just an actual period where solely jo is resposnible for aoki..#i mean aoki would be like. TWENTY by then but stlil... a small sliver taste of true fatherhood... even if aoki being a dickhead #I CAN SEE IT I SEE THE VISION AND I MAY INFLICT EVEYRONE WITH IT AT SOME POINT BUT IN CASE I DONT ILL PRATTLE #like i just imagine them on the plane to the states- maybe masato's still. 👁️👁️ bout everything happening #hed PROBABLY try to play it off like hes fine but jo's already seen him at his lowest so it's kind of moot to try and act Whatever #i mean masato wouldnt know the first thing about starting a new life or any shady business like that. Yet.#so it's fair to assume that jo would probably be the first to bring up the subject of changing his identity when theyre alone #i mean i IMAGINE jo/arakawa/masato all talked about what they were going to do going forward but yk.#Gotta Actually Set Things In Motion Now. i see it in my minds eye so clearly byyyye #its a long flight til they land gotta use that time somehow... we thinkin a names now...#LEMME CALL IT THERE HOL UP IM DRAWING SOEMTHING RN if i come back with something done with. This. you didnt see any of this #OK BYEYBEYBEY

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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years

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#i watched everything everywhere all at once on my flight back out to the desert #it did make me cry and ive never cried reading or watching anything #like. its weird bc most of the movie i was like meh fine bc i dont care much abt action stuff and i already knew thr details of the plot #but even knowing the plot the rocks still made me cry. for a couple reasons. bc i have a cold and i feel pretty bad. bc im on my way back #to a place where i make myself miserable. bc my hormones r a lil weird rn. but mainly bc thinking abt what ppl r capable of #is so fucking amazing when this planet could just b a desolate conglomeration of materials #and bc runaway bunny is one of my fave kids book and bc i can relate to the everything everywhere mostly all the time #by brain gets so chaotic and cluttered its paralyzing and sometimes when i go running i feel like my thoughts r bees chasing me and i can #never quite outrun them and its exhausting. so yea i cried on a cluttered plane and gave myself a headache and it was really gross in my #mask. i would probably have been sobbing if i hadn't been surrounded by ppl lol im glad i didnt watch it around other ppl #its just the desire for someone else to see thr same thing u do and understand how badly its hurting and maybe u cant fix it but u can try #to make the best of the situation. sigh. im tired and sick and ive got bullshit to figure out #so it goes. but it was a good movie #unrelated

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snapjock · 2 years

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id pull out ALL their teeth one by one just so they cant DO THAT if i honestly believed itd make a difference , it never does but im a gracious host here to allow them in anyway

#i uhhhh . struggle with telling whats real already so pretending like that is basically me just shifting planes of existsnce #i just survive i just live #my alters .. are probably better off but i dont LIKE IT!!!!!! and it HURT!!!!! just DONT DO THAT!!!!!!!#i sound insane but if you had such sharp sensations of teeth in your body all the time from the ppl in ur head bc ur traumaitzedddsdddd UD #BE LIKE THIS TOO #im so SICK im so SICK of it but #ill just BEHAVE FOR FUCKS SAKE #ill just behave. itll be fine

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